good Heart when they have a bad hand a right inside though a wrong outside to be fair within though foul without to have great Faith in the inward Man though grosse faults in the outward Man but grace cannot be hid it will discover it's self if fire be within heat will be without if the Heart live the Pulse will beat These are the Steps of the Jacobs Ladder whereby God descendeth into the Heart from the height of Predestination and causeth the Heart to ascend to himself from the depth of a natural and sinful condition and most blessed are the Soules that by the hand of grace are led thus far towards glory But I would not Soules should be troubled if their capacities cannot apprehend these workings in themselves in this order that is laid down but if they can find them in their own Hearts in truth though they cannot discern this order let them blesse God who hath thus blessed them with Spiritual blessings Nor do I lay down these things peremptorily as if there could not be a better and righter disposing them by transposition addition or subtraction but onely I humbly conceive according to that measure of light the Lord hath vouchsafed me who am lesse than the least of all his mercies that the will of God in his word the way of God in his works I mean of effectual calling and experience of precious Saints and chosen Vessels will own and say Amen to these things and now O blessed Spirit come down into the Hearts of the Readers of these lines and work these things in the Hearts of such of them as are strangers from the Covenants of promise CHAP. VIII VII The Concomitants Effects Consequences of Effectual calling 1. LIfe The first thing that followeth upon S. 1 Effectual calling is Life thereby a Man or Woman is made alive Spiritually This my Luke 15. 24. Son was dead but is now alive saith the Father of the Prodigal how excellent and desirable is natural life to us so that we are loth to part with it as one said when his Physitian brought him the message of death Oh let me live though it be but the life of a Toad under a Sill If the life of nature be so sweet how much sweeter then is the life of grace natural inspirations have their expirations but Spiritual breath can never be totally stopped the Earthly life may be terminated but the Spiritual cannot a life of vegetation which Plants have is something a life of sence which Beasts have is more a life of reason which Men have transcendeth the other but a life of grace which Saints have transcends them all A living Dog Eccles 9. 4. is better than a dead Lion A Flie because it hath life is more excellent than the glorious and shining body of the Sun when good old Jacob heard news of his Joseph it was a comforting cordial to him and reviving of his Spirits It is enough Joseph my Son is yet alive So Gen. 45. 28. saith a gracious Heart The Lines are fallen to me in pleasant places I have a goodly Heritage I am alive through the quickening grace of Ephes 2. 1. God pleasures sin world vanity away be gone it is enough I have enough Oh blessed be the Lord that hath redeemed me from the grave I was alive once in thought I am alive now in truth I was alive to my own seeming I am alive to my Souls saving sin lived and I was dead sin is dead and I am alive there is joy at Mans coming into the world sorrow at his going out so delightful is life so dolorous are the thoughts of death those that are effectually called are born never to die and how can they be but alive who come to Christ who is life it self as he is the true light to enlighten so the true life to enliven the Soul if the touch of dead Elisha's bones could make 2 Kings 13. 21. alive how much more then the touch of a living Christ All Saints are as the Children of light so of life Christ said Ye will not come unto me that ye might have life John 5. 40. Then those that come to him have life from him He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life John 3. 36. He hath that life begun which shall be ever God hath breathed the breath of life into such they then must needs be living Souls Such live a noble Heavenly compleat raised life we may say of such as David Lord thou hast made them little lower than the Angels and hast crowned them with glory and honour Psal 8. 5. Natures life is not Non est res magna vivere Sen. to be compared with this The voice of Christ is quickening for he saith the houre is coming and now is when the dead shal hear the voice of the Son of God and they that hear shall live Christ hath called and caused thee to hear and thou doest live to be in the Land of the Spiritually living is no small matter 2. Liberty All that are effectually called S. 2 have this effect of their calling that they are set at liberty Liberty is that we all crave liberty is that which onely Saints have It is every ones Prayer onely the Saints priviledge not a liberty to sin do I speak of but a liberty from sin not a liberty from good but to good Conscientia libera inquantum liberata à peccato such onely have the true liberty of conscience which many misse of while they muse on it to do what we would is not Freedom but servitude to do what God would is the Freedom that belongs to the Citizens of the Heavenly corporation the City of God the Church of God a natural Man is a Vassal a Slave to the tyranny of his lusts and sin but a Saint is free from sin from the penalty and from the power of it from it 's Domination though not it's Inhabitation free from it in affection Med. Ames lib. 1. cap. 27. Thes 21. v. though not in Action free from Hell also though not from the desert yet from the death of Hell free from the Law in regard of justification though not in regard of sanctification free from the condemnation though not from the commination of the Law and can it be otherwise with them who are in Christ he makes all his Free-men Free-women If the Son shall make you free ye shall be free indeed John 8. 36. This Freedom is of an excellent nature one told a certain people once that if they knew what a Jewel liberty were they would not part with it for all the Riches of Persia what a Pearl then is this liberty Now may a Man or Woman say as they in Psal 124. 7. Our Soul is escaped as a Bird out of the snare of the Fowlers the snare is broken and we are escaped How glad is a converted Man or Woman with Joseph that they are out
out their predestination have no true bladder to support them in affliction How can such stand in storms of trouble who know not but that they are the beginnings of eternal woe Will not their head be soon under water who cannot make out to the contrary but that they are the objects of reprobation because they are not the subjects of regeneration These are sinking thoughts you must not look alwayes to sit as a Queen and see no sorrow you must not look that the Sun should alwayes shine warm upon your head that your peace should have no period your summer dayes no date your felicitie no fate No the clouds will gather the Heavens grow black miserie invade you and sorrow seize upon you in one kind or another Oh how it would lessen your trouble quench the flame mitigate the dolour if you could but make out that you were one that did belong to God and that your name were in the book of life It will be sad when the waters rise and you have no Ark to return unto when the storm comes and you have no sheltring place whereas to be in an estate of grace is a great support to a soul when under hatches I am thine save me for Hic murus aheneus esto c. I have sought thy precepts Psal 119. 94. I am thine by predestination I am thine by effectual calling for through grace I seek thy Laws and waies were not these things great staies to his spirit Dionysius said that this benefit he had by the studie of Philosophie that he bore with patience his alterations and changes so this is the benefit that comes by grace that such may bear their sufferings not onely with patience but also with joy yea and may sing in the midst of a prison The ship of the soul being ballasted by grace and effectual calling is preserved from being overturned by tempests of sorrow David was one of God's and in an estate of grace and this he had some knowledge of or else he could not have kept his ground as he did against the thundrings of 2 Sam. 16. 12. Shimei's railing tongue without these things you will be like a wild Bull in a net when you are caught in the toile You will have no patience in nor hardly profit out of your troubles Doth not David once and again put the bottle to his mouth and suck in this cordial in the time of his spiritual swoonings that God Ps 42. 11. Ps 43. 5. was his God The want of these things must needs make the fornace of the fiery trial more hot and burning than otherwise it would be It is doleful for a man or woman to be in such a condition that they may say I want goods and I want grace too I want peace and I want piety I want liberty and I want life I want comfort and I want conversion I want Friends and I want God's favour too when God shall strike you with his rod and you cannot make out but that his blowes are from loathing and not from love that they are from a foe and not from a Friend it will be very dismal if you cannot say these wounds have Mitigat vim doloris considerata aequitas ferientis I received in the house and at the hand of my Friend and these are the chastisements of my Father in mercy and not to misery it will prove a sore shaking to thy spirit a sad aking to thy soul 6. The last bitter Pill is this Such have no S. 7 support in death what will you do when death comes and mowes down the flourishing Flowers of your temporal comforts when this great Philistine stops the Well of your outward consolations Though now you are alive yet you must die Death will find you out and when he comes will not return with a non est inventus We cannot find him And Vix bene moritur qui male vixit can you die comfortably that have not lived graciously Can you end with safety that have not begun with sanctity can you have peace with the grave who have no peace with God can you be willing to be called out of the world by death who were never called in to God by grace you may have strong fancies but you can have no sure Faith If you be not effectually called and have not the true spectacles of faith and repentance whereby you may be enabled to read your own name in Heaven's court-rolls What will ye do in the day of visitation and in the desolation which will come from death to whom will ye flee for help and where will ye leave your glory without Isai 10. 3 4. me ye shall bow down as Prisoners of the grave and fall among the slain by the stroke of death The sting of death is sin saith the Apostle 1 Cor. 15. 56. It is sin that maketh death to bite and leave the venome of his teeth behind him you are yet in your sins death therefore must needs be bitterer to you than gall and wormewood you are yet without grace and cannot make out that you are one of Gods you cannot therefore lay this snake in your bosome with safetie Have not such thoughts sadned thy heart when death's messengers have knocked at the door certainly they have unlesse thou be given up to fearednesse of conscience and stupefaction of Spirit which is worse than the strongest sence of sin and miserie without grace death must needs be the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 King of terrours what is your reason why you are yet loath to die Do you not say it is this Oh if I were fit I should not fear If I had that upon me and in me that Ministers speak of I should be willing to die If I did but know that I did belong to the Lord and that I were one of his chosen it would never trouble me why you can never make out the latter without the former You can have neither actual nor habitual comfort in death without these things you had better never to have been born than thus to die better never to have looked forth of your Mother's womb than thus to look death in the face friends relations accommodations helpes are all too weak twiggs to lay hold on to keep from drowning in this Sea of fear if there be not grace you may send to Ministers to come to you I wish with all mine heart people would send to Ministers to come to them in the time of their health and prosperity and deal with them about the state of their souls but they if they be faithful dare not cannot speak peace to you while you are in your sins for what peace so long as the vilenesses and abominations of thine heart are so many There is no peace saith the Lord to the Isai 48. 22. wicked What comfort can they have in or against death who cannot rightly particularize the promises of eternal life
lusteth against the spirit and the spirit lusteth Gal. 5. 17. against the flesh and these contrary the one to the other even as fire and water heat and cold They swell at and look big one upon another there being an irreconcileable antipathy between them They are like enemies keeping garrison within a little one of another who are continually alaruming and beating up each others quarters As it is said in 1 Sam. 14. 52. That there was sore war against the Philistins all the days of Saul So it may be said in this case there is sore war against sin all the days of grace after that once comes to king it in the soul These will struggle in the womb As she said The Philistins are upon thee Sampson so may be it said here sin is upon thee grace and grace is upon thee sin grace is no coward but will at sin again and again and hunt it out of every corner for sin will lift up his hand and be treacherously acting now grace cannot bear this 1. Ob. But some may say there is a combat S. 55 and fight with sin even in a natural man how then can this be a sign of effectual calling Sol. The conflict in such is between the will and understanding The war is between natural conscience commonly enlightened and the affections and desires of the soul They would embrace this and the other object which Video meliora proboque deteriora sequor the understanding judgeth not meet and hence comes the broil as she in the Poet said I see that which is good yet settle upon that which is bad 2. Ob. Yet further some will say how shall I S. 56 know the one from the other namely that combat which is in the godly from that which is in the S. 57 ungodly Quando timore poenae non amore justitiae fit bonum nondum bene fit bonum Sol. There are these marks whereby it may be known whether thou fight under Christ's banner or no. 1. In the wicked this combat proceeds from servile fear as an horse will strive against his sluggishness and mend his pace for fear of the spur or whip and not out of respect to his master so do the wicked So it was with the Colonists that the King of Assyria sent to inhabite Samaria the fear of the Lions made 2 Kings 17. 25 32. them amend their manners they were driven not drawn to their partial outward reformation In God's people this opposing sin is from a filial fear and springs from a child-like awe of and respect to their father though they see no rod in his hand They fear this glorious and fearful name The Lord our God they fear Deut. 28. 58. him because he is their God as well as because he is the Lord. The constellations of God's attributes viz. justice power infiniteness wisdom patience love hath an influence upon them to work in them a well tempered fear which furnisheth and fortifieth their spirits to the resisting their spiritual enemies 2. This strife in the wicked is usually against S. 58 gross sins as Judas repented him after a sort of his treachery notorious sins make their consciences to startle when they will not so much as move a finger against lesser sins and such as are of common and dayly infirmities at the noise of forraign invasions and strange sins it may be they will cry Arm arm but for all domestick and home-bred divisions they can sleep securely though the enemy beset their house round about It may be they bid some defiance to such sins as march in the head of the troop but as for meaner sins that bring up the rear they hold a confederacy and league with them but as for the godly soul it fighteth against a common souldier as well as a chief commander 3. They go on in their practice of wickedness S. 59 notwithstanding they may strike a blow Qui pectus suum tundit se non corrigit peccata solidat non tollit but soon cry quarter and make peace they make a flourishing offer but no furious onset though their conscience may kick at sin yet they will try to swallow it they do not overcome but are overcome they and their sins may seemingly be foes but they are suddenly friends again but so it is not with one that is effectually called he dares not have any league with his enemy he and his sins have such a fewd that they part the doing or not doing a 1 John 3. 9 10. sin is the badge whereby the one are known from the other and though a godly man may be foiled in his wrestling yet he doth not so fall as not to recover and though he may be cast by a sin yet he doth not continue in it 4. The wicked seek the repression only and S. 60 not the confusion the curbing and not the killing the restraining not the ruining the taming not the taking away their sins and lusts If they can but keep them from running abroad in the action they will give them good entertainment at home in the disposition An horse may be restrained by the curb and yet have a mind to be flinging and flying out A water-course may be stayed by a bank and yet have a propensity to run over even so it is with the wicked in reference to sin they lop the branch but never look after the root so they can but quench and damp the fire for the present they care for no more but the godly seek the mortification and plucking of sin up by the roots they seek not only to cut off the hand but also to kill the heart of sin Mortifie therefore your members that are on earth is the Apostle's counsel Col. 3. 5. The wicked snuff the candle the godly extinguish and put it out a godly soul vows the death and destruction of its sins and would have the heart blood of them will give them no quarter 2. Impartial prosecution The soul that is S. 61 effectually called is impartial towards sin it doth not prize some and part with others it hath not a confederacy with some because advantagious and a combat with others because abominable it doth not favour this because attended by profit nor frown on that because allied to poverty it doth not savour one sin because more sweet nor disrellish another because more sowr it is sufficient it is sin it matters not with them what it can say for it self though constitution and custome gain and glory profit and pleasure delight and dignity should stand up as advocates and plead in the behalf of such and such a sin yet its ears would be deaf to their insinuating oratory though it were the signet on its right hand yet it would cast it away though it were their dear darling minion sin yet it would thrust it out of doors As Jephthah said in another case Whatsoever cometh 1 Sam. 14. 39. first out of
who when they see their image in a glasse think it is not themselves but another Baby Our faces are shewed us in the glasse of the word the Mirrour of truth the clear Waters of the Scriptures and we think it is another and not our selves that we see But the Spirit causeth the Soul to say I am the man the woman that am spoken to this sin that is spoken against and threatned is my darling my minion these curses these woes mentioned are my portion and my lot if exhortations to self examinations to repentance to reforming the Soul lookes upon it self as the mark that is aimed at Some Ministers Preach generally and many people understand as generally It is no good manners to others nor charity to our selves to put off all to them and take nothing to our selves If the word or works and our Soules do not meet God and we cannot meet He that applies not the written word wil never apply the substantial word no hand but the Holy-ghost can cause a Soul to make application 4. It examineth In the next place the Spirit S. 17 puts on the Soul to examine and search it self The Spirit holdeth the Scales and forceth the Soul into the Ballances of the Sanctuary that there it may be weighed to see whether it be light or massy that produceth the touch-stone and causeth the Soul thereby to try it self whether it be reprobate or right Silver whether it be counterfeit or currant Gold or drosse for all it's glistering The Spirit giveth light whereby it may search all the roomes of it's Soul and corners of it's heart for without the candle of the Lord can none make exact inquisition into their own state What Solomon speaketh of the Spirit of a man we may most truely affirme of the Holy-ghost that it is the Candle of Prov. 20. 27. the Lord searching all the inward parts of the belly It is our duty but we are naturally unwilling Redi ad cor tuum subtiliter discute teipsum to Spiritual self scrutinies the Spirit brings the Soul into it's study and makes it sit down in the chaire of sober and serious meditations and gather up all those loose writings that lay scattered about in the deske of conscience and causeth it to peruse and read them over It openeth the Book and causeth the Soul to look it over from one end to the other We neither can nor will of our selves enquire into our own hearts till the Spirit lay us upon the Bed of contemplation and cause us to commune with our own hearts and be still That Psa 4. 4. layeth the map before us and openeth our eyes to view the Character and lineaments of our selves The Spirit also keepeth the Soul close to this taske whereas like a truantly Boy it would fain break loose from it's Book It wayteth the Soul with the consideration of the advantagious issue that it grow not weary of it's imployment 5. It concludeth It helpeth the Soul to conclude S. 18 it self miserable The Spirit is the most rational Disputant in the world When we have seen the worst of our selves we would yet fain go away with a sence of some worth though we see the premisses never so manifestly yet we are loth to draw up the conclusion Though the word our hearts have been laid together and the great unsuitablenesse of the latter to the former is evident yet we are loth to inferre from thence that we are sinners though it be proved we are sinners and we know not how to deny the sequel yet we are loth to record it in our consciences to file it on our memories that we are miserable but the Spirit repeats the conclusion till we say after it and makes us say after it till indeed we think so and now the Soul which way soever it looks seeth nothing but wrath where ever it lives discerneth nothing but vengeance by the help of the Spirit it hath sentenced and doomed it self And this sentence being written in legible Characters by the finger of God cannot be wiped out by all the art and subtilty of Satan Paul knew the Law but could not Rom. 7. find his sin and death there till the Spirit shewed it him If the Spirit help us not to judge aright we are sure to be partial in our own case which is more desperate than the exactest impartiality That helpeth us to see the conclusion condemnation the result wretchednesse the issue misery till that turn our note we shall cry peace peace though there be nothing but wrath and warre belonging to us 6. It disquieteth Sinners are ready to flatter themselves when there is cause to fear and S. 19 are too forward to presume when destruction is at hand to consume and though they have concluded their misery yet they are too slow to look out for mercy But the Spirit disquieteth the Soul till it be distrustful of it self and distracts it with care till it draw it to look for a cure that it runneth about the City like Cantic â— the spouse in the Canticles seeking for Christ It is restlesse till it reveal disconsolate till it discover distressed till it divulge without ease in it's mind till it's case be made known The Spirit maketh it unfold it's sin uncase it's sorrow unlap it 's sore and fills it with distraction till it find some satisfaction so that it repairs to Ministers runneth to Sermons it turneth every stone searcheth every corner trieth all means till it get some hope some help Saul was troubled questioneth What Acts 9. 6. wilt thou have me to do till Christ answereth and bids him go into the City And so the Jaylour was perplexed and diseased in his Spirit till he had some solid direction given him Acts 16. 30. The Spirit filleth the Soul full of queries doubts Solicitousnesse and maketh it hunt up and down til at last it have that which it should have viz. Christ grace a new nature thus have I in some measure shewed you that the Spirit hath the chief hand in effectual calling and that all were to no purpose without it's presidency and would have no effect without it's influx therefore O blessed Spirit enliven quicken work with and blesse these lines and Nulla in discendo mora est ubi Spir. S. Doctor adest all other means used for the conversion of sinners and then the deed is done and the work dispatched CHAP. XII XI Objections answered IN the next place we shall endeavour to give answer to some few objections and queries that may be made Many questions might be started such as savour of curiosity more than Christianity of carnal wit than Spiritual wisedom that have more bone than meat the Lord redresse it this age is too rife with them which I shall wave and speak onely to three or four which I judge convenient and pertinent 1. Obj. The first is whether God be the sole S. 1
yet not the same faith 2. Now we come to speak of those things S. 15 that are more neerly related to effectual calling that are more like unto it then the former but are not it for every like is not the same 1. There may be a feeling of sin and yet S. 16 no faith there may be confession of sin and yet no conversion to God one may be brought so far as to acknowledge their impieties and yet never come so neer as to be acquainted with true piety Many confesse they have done ill who are not careful to do well there may be tongue-confession without heart-contrition Saul said I have sinned 1 Sam. 26. 21. Behold I have played the fool and have erred exceedingly and yet he had no grace One Nil prosunt lamenta si replicentur peccata may sensibly and yet not savingly say they are sinners recognition of sin without reformation of life is nothing many have stept thus far and yet are not got in at the narrow door many can say this lesson perfectly but they must turn over a new leaf before they can be sufficient Schollers This hath too pale a look to have ought of life within 2. One may have disquiet and terror of S. 17 conscience and yet never be effectually called There may be a kind of repenting and yet no kindly returning it may be a stormy day and yet no right showry day there may be an aking and yet no altered heart there may great pangs of spirit and yet no parting with sin There are those that have deep gashes in their consciences and yet do not bleed out their bad blood there are that have been brought into grievous straits and yet were never brought into a gracious state There may be attrition where there is not Attritio nullo modo potest fieri contritio Aquin. contrition many have been sorely amazed in their consciences who were never savingly amended in their conversations one may be plunged over head and ears into the bottome of the sea of vexation and yet never be bathed in the laver of regeneration one may be full of heart-paining dolour and yet never attain to God-pleasing duty Even wicked men may have undergone wearisome days and nights for their sins your conscience hath been all on fire and in a passion hath flown in your face your bones have been broken and anguish and horror hath siezed upon you for your sins you have roared through disquietnesse for your transgressions and have laboured as in the very fire for your abominations your heart hath been lanced it may be in every quarter but put all together and it amounts not to effectual calling Judas was tormented in his mind but never turned in his manners It is said he repented himself Matth. 27. 3. the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 signifieth the anxiety and disquiet that he found in his spirit upon the perpetration of his sin It is a gloomy dark winter with many spirits who never yet saw the spring of grace the water-spouts of trouble for sin may drop and fall upon thine head and yet thine heart be barren and unfruitful in the grace and knowledge of Jesus Christ 3. One may be afraid and troubled about S. 18 the committing of sin before they do commit it and yet be without a change one may be loth to that which yet they love there may be found some reluctancy in the spirit and yet at last no refusal of the sin It troubled Herod to think of beheading John the Baptist Mark 6. 26. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 nay he was very sorry but his sorrow was not boyled to a right and due consistency he did fear but yet did fasten on his sin One may go with a sorrowful countenance and slow pace to the acting of some sins and yet have no grace To make a sowre face at the first taste and yet afterwards to swallow down to be squeamish stomached at first and afterwards with the Estrich to digest iron sins is not effectual calling Some startle at sin for present but soon come to settle upon it with quiet security This or that sin may go against thy conscience and yet thy conscience not be right It may be thou art afraid to touch the Snake yet makest a shift to lay it in thy bosome That conscience that never yet saw day may oppose the commission of sin and he that hath no grace may shrink at the thought of some impieties 4. One may love the truth in some sort S. 10 and be a defender of it and yet have no grace one may hold with the truths of Christ and yet not be a Christian in truth Thus it was with Judas and Julian before his apostacy One may stand up for the cause and worship of God with a kind of zeal and yet have no true fire in their brests So did Jehu when he said Come with me and see my zeal for the 2 Kings 10. 16. Lord. The stream may run swiftly and not be fed with a spring there may be an heat for the true Religion and yet no life within one may plead for the truth and not practice the truth those kiss truth many times who are unwilling truth should be King those may countenance the ways of God who never come into the way of grace one may be forward for God's cause and yet may lie Errat quisquis se veritatem cognoscere putat qui adhuc nequiter vivit Job 15. 16. under God's curse one may side with the truth and yet never be sanctified by the truth There may be a work of common vigour and yet a want of choice vertue one may gallop with a natural zeal and be a leader to others and yet gulp down sin as the Ox doth water till they be lost themselves zeal for the truth doth not always grow upon the stalk of grace 5. One may wish happiness and yet never S. 20 will holiness many think all is well if they desire to die the death of the godly though they care not for living their life many long for a good ending that never loved a good beginning and would fain dwell with the Saints in heaven that never forced how far distant they were from them on earth A desire of salvation is many degrees on this side sanctification It was Balaam's wish Let me die the death of the righteous and let my Numb 23. 10. Jude 11. last end be like his upon whom the Scripture sets the brand of impiety He was willing to bed with the righteous but not willing to board with them he would willingly have tasted of their second course but had no desire to touch their first course he exprest his affection to their eternal gaudies but had not appetite to their dayly fare he loved the sauce but loathed the meat Who is there that liveth never so ill but would be willing to die well If this were grace we should have
may be in this case if the heart say not Amen it is nothing the tongue is to be the hearts interpreter It is a broken and a contrite spirit that is a pleasing sacrifice to God The Lord complains of his people that they cried not unto him with their heart when they howled upon their bed if the heart and the tongue be not confederates it is no right confession 2. Not a vexing for sin only but a change S. 36 from it argueth this work there must be not only trouble but also turning of the mind There is a word that signifieth the change of 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the mind which is not used for Judas his repentance but another Manasseh's and Judas his repentance did differ very much Judas was so far from being changed from Judam proditorem non tam scelus quod commisit quam indulgentiae desperatio fecit penitus interire 1 Sam. 10. 6 9. bad to better that he fell from bad to worse from sinning against Christ's humanity by treachery to sin against his divinity by despair It is with those that are effectually called as it was with Saul in another case they are turned into other men and women and God hath given them another heart than they were or had before There must be in the soul a motion to good as well as a commotion because of evil it is duty not dolour only that makes and marks a Saint 3. A gracious heart is troubled at the commission S. 37 of sin because it is sin and done against God and in his sight How shall I do Gen. 39. 9. this great wickedness and sin against God saith Joseph Herod was troubled about putting Oderunt peccare mali formidine poenae oderunt peccare boni virtutis amore John to death only for fear of disgrace c. which might come upon him for taking away the life of such an eminent Preacher as John Baptist was Some are afraid to sin for fear of the rod others out of love to the rule the wicked dread the vengeance that follows sin but not the venome that is in sin 4. An heart effectually called loveth the S. 38 truth for it self because it is like God who is truth it self others for their credit profit or to be seen of men Jehu's fire of zeal was to warm himself by it was for a crown or he would never have skipped so high toward heaven But a godly soul is zealous though to its disadvantage I will speak of thy testimonies also before Kings and will not be ashamed Psal 119. 46. It is zealous out of the love it hath to God and his ways not out of sinful passion but sanctified affection 5. An heart effectually called desireth the S. 39 holiness as well as the happiness of God's people and doth as earnestly breath after sanctification as justification or glorification Create in me a clean heart O God and renew a right spirit within me Psal 51. 10. It is for the white as well as the red robe and makes as many prayers for purity as for pardon against the power as against the penalty of sin and when it desires heaven it is upon this account as much as any because it hopes it Nunquam justus arbitratur se comprehendisse nunquam dicit satis est shall be freed from its sins and shall not meet with the Cananite and Hittite in that land it hath insatiable desires as it were after grace and thirsteth exceedingly for these streams it accounteth holiness its great happiness and its glory in heaven to consist in conformity to God as well as communion with God 6. A gracious heart delighteth in the preaching S. 40 of the word because it receives good thereby and because the word meets with its sins It was not so with Herod for then he would have reformed his incest Mark 6. 17 18. A godly heart loveth the word because it is a corrasive as well as because it is a cordial the word is welcome to them when it frowns upon them as well as when it smiles upon them in its condemnations as well as its consolations 7. When converted souls desire others to S. 41 pray for them it is that they may have grace and that their corruption may be healed Jam. 5. 16. it is that sin rather than that sorrow be removed Pharaoh and Simon Magus desired others to pray for them that judgements might be removed or prevented A godly heart accounteth sin worse than evil and the worst of evils it desires an interest in the Saints prayers to perfect conversion and not only to prevent confusion and that the object of the Saints petitions for them may be spirituals rather than temporals special rather than common mercies it looks at God's glory as well as its own good in such requestings and if you ask such an one for what shall I speak unto the King of heaven for thee It will answer for the life of my soul for the slaying 2 Kings 4. 13. of my sins for the increasing of my grace that I may walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing 8. A man or woman truly called so justifies S. 42 God in his dealings that it doth improve afflictions and get good by them and can say with David It is good for me that I have been afflicted that I might learn thy statutes It hearkeneth to the voice of the rod it is willing to receive instruction by the rod of correction It so justifies God that it wholly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Lam 3. 22. condemns it self even to the pit of hell acknowledging it to be the Lord's mercies that it is not consumed It justifies the Lord when the stroak is off as well as when the stroak is on it justifies the Lord from a sincerely loathing apprehension of its own vileness and unworthiness 9. Such mourn inwardly as well as outwardly S. 43 they rend their hearts rather than Joel 2. 13. their garments their heart runs as well as their eye they mourn truly for their offences as done against Christ and the grace of God Zech. 12. 10. Isa 58. by him outward mourning only God condemneth Many weep with an Oynion when their rocky hearts do not melt many mourn in habit for their dead friends and it may be Non discordet cor tuum a facie tuâ rejoyce in heart But it is not so with such a soul but when it addresses it self to the duties of mourning and sorrow it acquaints the heart with it and invites it to this service and will not be satisfied without its presence the fountains of the great deep of its spirit are broken up its sorrow not only descends from the eyes but also ascends from the heart so that it can say with the Church of God My bowels Lam. 3. 20. are troubled mine heart is turned within me for I have grievously rebelled And with Jeremiah My bowels my bowels I am
is of very great concernment to know whether or no we be truly converted I request you my dear friends to set upon this work speedily and seriously delay it not a moment pray to God to teach you spiritual Arithmetick that you may know how rightly to cast up your souls account and if upon due search you find your selves effectually called then listen especially to the first part of the ensuing and last use and if you find your selves uncalled lend an ear and an eye heedfully to the latter part of it CHAP. VII 6. Vse for exhortation THere remains yet a further improvement S. 1 of this doctrine which is by way of counsel and perswasion and that to two sorts 1. Gracious ones Or 1. The godly 2. Graceless ones Or 2. The ungodly 1. To gracious ones and such as are effectually S. 2 called and I shall perswade such to these two things 1. Thankfulness to their heavenly Father 2. Faithfulness to their earthly Friends 1. To thankfulness to their heavenly Father If God do effectually call his predestinate S. 3 and you can make out you are so called O Gratias agere Deo possumus referre non possumus forget not the great duty of gratitude that lieth upon you Though you be unable to pay God for what he hath done yet be not unmindful to praise him for it Let him have the songs of Zion who hath saved you from your sins God hath brought you into an estate of holiness be much therefore in the returns of Hallelujahs Say as David My soul praise thou the Lord and all that is within Psal 103. 1. me praise his holy name Be much in Psalming his praise Learn of Paul to give thanks Col. 1. 12 13. unto the father who hath delivered thee from the power of darkness and hath translated thee into the Kingdom of his dear Son There is great reason there should be glory to God on high because of his good will to thee a sinful creature you cannot give too great thanks for whom God hath done so great things and that the musick may be the more melodious let the consort be maintained upon these three strings viz. 1. Thoughts 2. Words 3. Works 1. Let your thoughts be grateful let S. 4 gratitude be engraven on the thoughts of your soul the Lord is in your heart by sanctification let him be there also by admiration his thoughts have been upon you for your good let your thoughts be upon him for his glory and let them be swallowed up in the consideration of the work of conversion Luke 1. 43. Psa 48. 9. Optima beneficiorum custos est ipsa memoria beneficiorum And as she wondered that the Mother of her Lord should come to her so do thou that the Lord himself vouchsafeth thus to visit thee Christians should think of Christ's loving kindness in the midst of his Temple spiritual renovation should be followed by serious recordation carnal mens thoughts are taken up in contemplating their external accomodations why should not a Christians heart be taken up in considering their internal advantages Tho. Anello that made an insurrection in Naples some 8. years since could hardly sleep for thinking of his greatness how much more shouldest thou be transported with thoughts of God's graciousness Wonder at his work admire him for admitting thee into his bosome adore him for adoption Thou mayst well be at a loss in thy cogitations who hadst been lost in thy transgressions if he had not caused thee to live by conversion 2. Let your words be the trumpet of his S. 5 praise In his Temple doth every one speak of his glory Tell how he taught thee the truth Psal 29. 9. speak how he saved thee from thy sins declare how he delivered thee from spiritual death Come and hear all ye that fear the Lord and Psal 66. 16. Quid melius animo geramus ore promamus calamo explanemus quam Deo gratis Psal 149. 6 6. I will declare what he hath done for my soul Let others know what God hath done for thee let it not be confined within the narrow compass of thine own brest but let thy mouth be a means to convey it from thy heart to others heads especially communicate it to the Saints to those that are in the same predicament of grace with thy self Sing aloud upon thy bed and let the high praises of God be in thy mouth The Lord hath turned thee from sin to grace there is reason therefore thy tongue should be tuned to his glory say truly I was a vile sinner but the Lord through his grace hath planted in me the seeds of vertue I was nigh to perishing and destruction but the Lord prevented me with pity and deliverance let the glory of the Lord due to him for the conquering of your sins be born in triumph in the open chariot of sincere and serious expression 3. Let your works also be the Heralds of S. 6 his praise not only speak but do thankfulness if only oral and not real it is but complemental gratitude it may be in the tongue and not in truth it may be in words but is not of worth unless it be also in works let thankfulness be impressed and stamped upon your actions let them bear the image and character of your grateful mind grateful works from man suite well with a gracious work from God which are these three especially 1. An humble abasement 2. An heavenly improvement 3. An holy deportment 1. An humble abasement Walk self denyingly S. 7 and humbly with thy God when Saints bear a low sail they acknowledge their Father's gracious soveraignty God's honour is most advanced when his peoples hearts are most abased holy ones are called humble ones in Scripture of all the spiritual clothing in the Saints wardrobe humility best becomes Nihil excelsius humilitate them next to Christ's righteousness and speaks much the glory of their God what have they that they have not received therefore they should lie low in their own eyes self-denegation is their Saviour's exaltation humble souls are an ornament to their Father's house 2. An heavenly improvement Improve S. 8 and increase your talent of effectual calling stir up the gift of God that is in you husband your stock to purpose Take Peter's counsel Grow in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ Now you have 2 Pet. 3. 18. a principle do not let it lie dead manage it to the main end draw it out into act receive not the grace of God in vain you know the doom of the idle servant that did not trade with his talent 3. An holy deportment Live like a Saint S. 9 let saving conversion be known by a suitable conversation let your doings be answerable to effectual calling I beseech you with Paul to walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye Ephes 4. 1. Matth. 21. 30. are called Be