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enter_v free_o possess_v all_o full_o dispose_v universal_o and_o command_v absolute_o put_v i_o where_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o what_o thou_o will_v treat_v i_o as_o thou_o will_v thou_o i_o be_o o_o my_o lord_n my_o love_n and_o my_o all_o for_o time_n and_o eternity_n the_o six_o exercise_n of_o mortification_n and_o perfect_a abnegation_n 1._o if_o we_o will_v be_v christ_n true_a disciple_n we_o must_v renounce_v all_o deny_v ourselves_o take_v up_o our_o cross_n and_o follow_v he_o o_o eternal_a and_o ever_o bless_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v frame_v i_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o fit_v i_o with_o faculty_n proportionable_a to_o attain_v the_o end_n of_o my_o creation_n which_o be_v to_o love_v thou_o entire_o and_o to_o live_v with_o thou_o eternal_o but_o alas_o how_o far_o be_o i_o from_o observe_v this_o thy_o bless_a and_o beautiful_a order_n thou_o o_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o soul_n to_o bear_v all_o the_o sway_n in_o my_o body_n reason_n to_o have_v the_o chief_a 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sadness_n desire_n fear_v hope_v anger_n etc._n etc._n i_o will_v order_v dispose_n and_o direct_v it_o according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o reason_n and_o thy_o divine_a inspiration_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n grant_v i_o courage_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o quell_v and_o curb_v this_o most_o dangerous_a &_o my_o great_a enemy_n which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o all_o my_o misery_n the_o citadel_n from_o whence_o sin_n assail_v i_o and_o satan_n fetch_v his_o force_n to_o fight_v against_o i_o grant_v good_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v never_o yield_v to_o this_o wicked_a eve_n persuade_v adam_n my_o superior_a will_n to_o eat_v the_o forbid_a fruit_n to_o consent_n to_o unlawful_a pleasure_n this_o be_v the_o chief_a exercise_n of_o god_n child_n not_o to_o be_v carry_v away_o with_o affection_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n but_o to_o conduct_v
thanks_o o_o sovereign_a creator_n for_o the_o favour_n i_o have_v this_o day_n receive_v of_o thy_o bounty_n and_o of_o which_o many_o better_a deserve_a christian_n be_v deprive_v receive_v o_o lord_n my_o unworthy_a prayer_n supply_v all_o my_o defect_n pardon_v all_o my_o indevotion_n distraction_n and_o irreverence_n and_o grant_v that_o by_o the_o strength_n and_o virtue_n of_o these_o divin_fw-fr mystery_n i_o may_v march_v on_o cheerful_o courageous_o perseverant_o in_o the_o path_n of_o your_o precept_n love_n and_o service_n a_o midst_n all_o the_o temptatation_n trouble_n and_o danger_n of_o my_o life_n pilgrimage_n till_o i_o shall_v one_o day_n happy_o arrive_v at_o thy_o holy_a mountain_n which_o be_v thy_o heavenly_a paradise_n where_o with_o thy_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n i_o shall_v more_o clear_o contemplate_v thou_o more_o perfect_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o more_o understand_o celebrate_v thy_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n with_o uninterrupted_a canticle_n of_o eternal_a praise_n admiration_n and_o gratitude_n ¶_o 10._o direction_n devotion_n and_o entertainment_n for_o sick_a person_n 1._o what_o the_o sick_a party_n be_v to_o do_v at_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o infirmity_n 1._o when_o any_o sickness_n shall_v seize_v upon_o you_o receive_v it_o not_o otherwise_o than_o as_o the_o summons_n of_o death_n and_o render_v most_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_o to_o your_o heavenly_a father_n for_o give_v you_o this_o paternal_a visitation_n and_o timely_a warning_n 2._o though_o the_o best_a disposition_n to_o a_o happy_a death_n be_v to_o have_v lead_v a_o holy_a life_n yet_o what_o soeever_n your_o life_n yet_o what_o soever_o your_o life_n have_v be_v former_o you_o be_v now_o to_o resolve_v serious_o to_o spend_v the_o short_a remainder_n of_o your_o time_n in_o your_o creator_n love_n and_o service_n and_o in_o order_n hereunto_o 3._o endeavour_v to_o have_v discreet_a and_o devout_a person_n about_o you_o for_o if_o ever_o poor_a 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