which grant us O good Lord for the same thy sonne our Sauiour Jesus Christ his sake who with thee and the holy spirit liveth and reigneth one glorious God for ever and ever AMEN CHAP. XXXVI Meditations concerning death § 1. Seeing all must dye how to prepare that death may not be terrible § 2. Meanes to comfort in the death of deare friends § 3. Comforts against death THat needeth no proofe whereof all are examples to themselves such is that easiest and hardest lesson that All must dye that death is the undoubted issue of sinne that it is a separation of the soule from the body for a time But because it stealeth on as they that sleepe in a ship undersaile arrive at their port while they thinke not of going so goe wee with a restlesse pace to that same terra incognita the unknowne limit of our present life consuming while we are not sensible thereof and because it is terrible to flesh and blood the maine care must be to knowe 1 What preparation we are to make that neither life may be tedious nor death terrible 2 How to comfort our selves against it in case of sorrow for others 3 How we must be comforted against feare of death We must prepare for death because in the place where the tree falleth there it shall be as death leaveth us judgement shall finde us now as the passage to the promised rest which was a type of heaven to the Israël of God was terrible so is this to heaven we are presently ripe though not ready for death all are subject to this pale prince to whom we are going every moment this day wee now live wee divide with death that which is past thereof being unrecoverably gone rhe houre is uncertaine but they are certainly happy who are then provided thou wouldst watch against the comming of theeves who can take nothing from thee but only that which a little time must what a stupid security is it not to watch and provide against death which thou knowest will certainly and quickly come and take away body soule heaven and all to eternity from the secure sinner Thinkest thou of youth and strength Alas how many young and strong men have died before thee Doest thou in others funeralls thinke as the Pharise said I am not as other men What priviledge hast thou Let not Satan delude thee but prepare for the day that it may bee thy happiest To prepare so that thou maist not feare death it is necessary that thou 1 Put thy house in order so that when the houre is come that thou shalt be taken hence all secular cares falling off like Eliahs mantle thou maist quietly fix thy minde on those things which are above to which thou art going 2. That thou alwaies keepe innocency for so thy end shall be peace Psal. 37. 37. The sting of death is sinne 1. Cor. 15. 56. and more greivous then it into which when our first parents fell they became mortall and so death went over all for as much as all have sinned so that which was their punishment became naturall to all borne of them The best preparation against death is as much as we can to avoid the cause thereof but for which as it could never have prevailed so neither can it now be terrible what is the serpent when his venemous teeth are broken or his sting pulled out what is death to those who are fully assured of their sinnes remission death where is thy sting cryed Paul certaine of victory in Christ and insulting over death otherwise even Aristippus how excellently soever disputing of the contempt of death will looke pale in the storme at sea yea where some remaindes of the first Adam appeare and therein some degrees of unbeleefe the saints thinke of death as Jacob said of his Luz how dreadfull is this place this is the gate of heaven for the guilt of sin presenteth the conscience with apprehension and feare of Gods anger as faith doth with confidence of attonement in Christ hence is the conflict in the soule desiring to be with Christ and flesh and blood naturally fearing its owne destructiō look how Moses assured that the rod turn'd into a serpent should not sting him yet fled it with a kind of fearfull willingnesse tooke it up so is it here the guilt of sinne afflicting the conscience is the onely terrour of death therefore as the Philistins said of David we may say of it let him not goe downe into the battel with us lest he be an enemy to us sinne is the mother of unbeliefe feare and doubting it leaveth the conscience wounded and affrighted with feare of judgment whereof death is but the execution most embittred with present sorrow and apprehension of the future which maketh death evill that can be no evill death whith endeth a good life the heathen could say that they that will be immortall must live holily and justly if thou feare death so But why may some say is not death the punishment of sinne taken away from those who by the grace of regeneration are acquitted from the guilt of sinne We must know that if the bodies immortalitie should ever presently follow the sacrament of regeneration faith it selfe should be enervated which then hath being when it expecteth that in hope which is not yet actually seen also the feare of death must be overcome by the strength and conflict of faith in men of ripe yeares as it appeared in the Martyres wherein there could be neither victory nor glory if no conflict as there could not be if the Saints had present immunity from bodily death who would not then runne to the grace of Christ with infants to be baptised that they might not dye And so should faith not be tryed by an invisible reward nor indeed by faith in that it now sought and obtained reward But now by a greater and more admirable grace of our Savicur the punishment of sinne is converted to the use of righteousnesse for then it was said to man if thou sinne thou shalt dye but now it is said to the martyr dye that thou maist not sinne so by the unspeakable mercy of God the very punishment of sinne became the armour of vertue and so death which endeth this mortall and sinfull life becommeth a passage to the eternall in which shall be no sinne and so the punishment is turned into mercy and death become againe by which sinne and misery are cut off lest the evill should be immortall 3 It is necessary that thou strive to live an heavenly life in all godlinesse to set thy affections on things above to reckon that thou art here but a pilgrime and stranger not having in this world any continuing city that thou art a fellow citizen with the Saints and of the houshold of God that being here in this earthly
of death I will sing my nune dimittis Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace securely may hee dare Death and Hell Death where is thy sting Hell where is thy victory who can indeed say Thankes be unto God which giveth us victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. 2. Confesse and repent thee of all thy sinnes that is forsake them and thou shalt find mercy if thou hidest them under any pretence of merit or pleading not guilty thou canst not prosper God's family saith not I am whole but heale mee O Lord and I shall be whole repentance is the second table after the shipwracke of our soules wee read that Peter after his fall repented wee read hee wept wee read not that hee satisfied repentance is no cause but a condition of our pardon without which it cannot be obtained because God is just as well as mercifull if God should forgive before we repent it were approbation of the fact rather then mercy nor could it stand with his justice This repentance is 1. in knowledge of our sinne without which we cannot repent therefore David prayeth Lord open mine eyes that I sheep not in death it is a fearfull judgement of God not to know our sinnes that we may repent The first degree of happinesse is not to sinne the second to knowe our sinnes there in entire innocency to save here followeth the medicine to heale 2. In hearty sorrow for all our sinnes without which we doe not repent 3. In a constant change of the minde purpose to sinne no more and forsaking our evill waies 't is not only in saying God be mercifull to me but in turning to him that hee may shew mercy who had not had any Saint had hee not pardoned sinners therefore the Prophet bids us search and try our waies turne againe unto the Lord. 3. Apply the word of God home to thy conscience that thou maist understand thy sinne and misery comming on thee and be toucht at heart as Peters hearers were Act 2. 37. 4. Pray earnestly to God to take away the stony heart which hindereth thy repentance and the comfortable effects thereof this lieth like the cover on the wells mouth at Padan Aram till it be roled away the flocks cannot bee watred the rocks at Horeb could not yeeld a drop of water till the rod of God smote it nor can mans harder heart one teare of faithfull repentance untill God touch it 5. Beware of living in or relapsing into any knowne sinne least the end be worse then the beginning in such case it had beene better for thee not to have knowne the way of righteousnesse then after the knowledge thereof to returue with the dog to the vomit 6. Be sure thou forgive 't is the condition of remission of thy sinne which Christ annexeth to thy petition for forgivenesse as we forgive them that trespasse against us and repeateth it to teach us the necessitie thereof for if we forgive them their trespasses your heavenly father will also forgive you but if yee forgive not â—neither will your father forgive your trespasses malice is strange fire which never came from heaven no sacrifice of prayer can be acceptable therewith be resolved then seeing thy daily infirmities put thee upon a daily asking mercy to shew it that thou maist find it that thou be not with the evill servant who would receive but shew no pitty delivered to the tormentors for the exaction of that which thou canst never satisfie A Prayer for repentance and remission of sinnes O Lord God of mercy and compassion slow to anger and more ready to forgive then we can be to beg pardon forgive us all our sinnes which we have at any time committed in thought word or action give us hearts to consent and obay that thou maist bee pleased according to thyne owne gratious promise to make our scarlet sinnes white as snow to take away those filthy habits where with we are naturally clothed and to put us on the robe of Christ's innocency give us hearty and unfeigned repentance of all our sins that we may abandon all our evill vaine and unprofitable waies whereby we have provoked thy wrath against our owne soules Seale up our pardon by the certaine testemonie of thy spirit of truth which cannot deceave in a comfortable peace of conscience and assurance of our reconciliation by the merits of our Lord Jesus Give us security on the second table of repentance who have unhappily let goe the first of innocency As thou hast in the pretious blood of thy deare sonne Jesus cancelled the hand writing of ordinances which was against us fastning them on his crosse so accomplish thine owne mercy cancelling them to the sense of our consciences by a certaine assurance of our salvation that the stings of death may not afflict us nor the gates of hell ever prevaile against us but that our sinnes being covered and no more imputed to us we may cheerefully thankfully and holily live before thee to thy glory the good example of of others and the assurance of our owne hearts before thee that thoâ—â— who hast in some measure sanctified hast also freely and fully pardoned us Lord answer unto our soules with good and comfortable words through Jesus Christ our Lord and only Saviour AMEN CHAP. X. § 1. Of the resurrection from the dead § 2. How the truth thereof may appeare § 3. What wee are to make of the meditation hereof 1 THe third benefit of the Church shall be the Resurrection from the dead in the first Adam all dye in the second all live hope of a joyfull resurrection is the root of all good workes Act 24. 15. 16. Act 26. 6 7. 2. It is necessary that sinne which brought death into the world like a viperous brood eating through its mothers bowels should be destroyed by death and as necessary that sins kingdome so ended all should rise againe that they may come to judgement 3. Resurrection is of the dead body of man for first death is not only a bare negation but a privation of life so dead and livelesse differ that only which had life and after died riseth againe Secondly there are two sorts of dead bodies the first sine potentiâ ad vitam without possibilitae of rising againe so beasts dye never to live againe or in potentiâ ad vitam in abilitie once to rise againe by the power of God so determining it so man dyeth and shall assuredly rise againe all men elect and reprobates shall come from death as Pharaohs two servants from their prison one to honour the other to execution some to the joyes of heaven eternall blessednesse of body and soule the other to endlesse shame and unspeakable torments in hell sire with the Devill and his Angells 4. The same body which dyeth shall be raised againe the same substance as
the Woman was of the man without paine because innocent but now the man is of the woman with her sorrow because she hath sinned a sorrow so intense and embittered with feare and anguish that the Holy Ghost hereby expresseth the condition of the fainting afflicted and dejected spirit in sodaine feares of the affrighted conscience expecting an inevitable judgement The hower of birth and death the entrance and exit of this World being solely in Gods hand and secret counsaile none else knowing the time nor being able to dispose thereof reason more then apparent urgeth the necessity of addresse to him 2. Some are the sepulchers of their Children gone out of ere they came into this World exiled before they saw a native soile advanced from a short imprisonment in the wombe to the glorious liberty of the sonnes of God to the blessed Kingdome of Heaven before they touched this cursebearing earth some see their Benoni and thence have passage into eternall life where the sentence of death began some live to tast their sorrowes allay in â—he sweetest temper of divine mercy with justice becoming rejoycing mothers all is disposed by the all-guiding providence and unlessened power of Gods word who at the beginning but spake and it was done It hath much troubled some to think why if our sinnes be pardoned in Christ are not the punishments thereof also taken away as here why the elect and reprobate the chast matron and filthy adultresse should in this sentence share and suffer alike for satisfaction herein let the servant of God considerâ— 1. That whereas all sinne though not in the same kinde measure or degrees there remaining the same cause there must remaine the same effect in all that bring forth 2. This life is the stadium or race which we have through the variable distractions and tryalls of seducing pleasures and dejecting paines so to runne that we may obtaine here all are a like the Wheat and the tares must grow up togeather unto the harvest the difference shall appeare in the binding up which shall sufficiently crowne or punish 3. Gods finall sentence is adjourned to the Worlds great Assizes the day in which he hath appointed to judge in righteousnesse if he should by present rewards or punishments distinguish between good and evill the matter of Religion would seem acted by selfe-love feare awing and gaine alluring servile mindes to secure and serve themselves not God rather then the love of God which is the summe and ground of all true obedience nor should men according to the mercifull ordinance of God live by Faith but sense the lives of beasts rather then of men they are drawn to obsequie by rewards held out to them or compelled to duty by stripes but these by Faith in the promises of God even when there appeareth in things externall no difference between the wicked and the just nor indeed should God otherwise leave a due place for faiths reward which is not slitely tryed by our present sharing in secular evills with the wicked nor so just and great a punishment of sinne by permitting the disobedient to runne on in their own wayes storing up wrath against the day of wrath and greatning their own damnation 4. Though there is much difference in the issue between the temporall afflictions common to elect and reprobate they being the beginning of destruction to these and a fatherly correction to the other that they might not be condemned with the World yet he continueth them to his dearest children in this life that they may make them throughly sensible of the odiousnesse of sinne by the bitter effects thereof of Gods immutable and inviolable justice the same now which it was when this dolefull sentence was first pronounced of the corrupted state of mans depraved nature conceived in sinne and therefore comming into living in and going out of the World with sorrow and lastly of the necessity of our repaire by faith and continuall renewing our repentance 5. As all other afflictions are not only mitigated but made good to the Saints and coâ—perative for the best to them that love God so is this for through this temporall Childbearing they shall be saved if they continue in Faith and Charity with holinesse and sobriety and in the mean time they are not without their peculiar comforts 1. Our Saviour noted it So soon as she is delivered of the child she remembreth no more the anguish for joy that a man is borne into the World Doubtlesse as it was and is an affliction to be childlesse so it cannot but be a comfort to her that by an holy progeny encreaseth the Kingdome of God to be her Husbands blessing a fruitfull Vine upon the walls of his house God promising the fruit of the wombe and the sweet Olive branches round about the table for a blessing to them that feare him and walke in his waies 2. It must be a comfort to consider how God not only in Christ in whom male and female have equall interest hath taken off the curse from this sexe made coe-heires with us of the same grace but also the dishonour and bitternesse of their sentence by some peculiar favours and consolations as first that he sent forth his Sonne made of a Woman without man so that he made her mother of Christ according to the flesh that shee might by the power of the most high conceive her Saviour that as shee was the unhappy doore to let in sorrowes and paines deaths terrible harbingers and destruction on all her posterity so she might be to let in Christ the peace happinesse redeemer and life of all the elect Secondly that God made her seed to break the serpents head 3. That he made a Woman the first witnesse of the accomplishment thereof in his resurrection from the dead that the sexe that first heard and felt the sentence on sinne should first see and beleeve the ransome of our sinne there accomplished where death was absolutely vanquished 3. In the sweet object of their affection they most tenderly love who suffer the most bitter sorrow for Children God sometimes expresseth the constancy of his love by a mothers can a Mother forget could a greater among the children of men have been found his infinite love and compassion towards man should have been weighed by it 4. In their Husbands greater love as Leah said now therefore my Husband will love me none but the unnaturall but will have compassion and the more tender love to her by whose sorrowes God hath made him glad by the comfort of deare Children pledges of his posterity 5. In their Childrens love and duty who forsake not the law of their mother as fooles who are their living sorrowes onely the wicked forget their Mothers paines and care for them the ravens of the vallies are too milde executioners for them who despise their Mother when shee is old who looketh
tabernacle thou art absent from the Lord thus resolved thou shalt bee willing to be dissolved that thou maist live with Christ when Peter saw onely a glimpse of the future glory in Christ's transfiguration on the mount he cryed out it is good for us to be here let us make here three tabernacles he shall easily contemne death whose love and desires are fixed on heaven so travellers regard not dangerous and rough waies that they may come home death is greivous to the lovers of the world 4 Consider the advantages that death shall bring thee it shall quit thee from all sicknesse sorrow feare of dying and all those temporall calamities which flesh and blood now groaneth under instead of earth and these transitory things which at best serve but to necessitie and perish in their use it shall invest thee in the heavenly which excell all present thoughts of man it shall set thee free from sinne and make thee a perfect servant of God The husbandman is content to cast his pretious graine into the earth where hee knoweth it must perish because hee is assured it shall rise againe with encrease and advantage to him Whereas if it dye not it abideth alone how much more should the gaine of heaven make us willing to part with this vaine and evill world therefore Lucius the martyr thanked Vrbicius because bydeath freeing him from wicked maisters he sent him to God the father 5 It is necessary that thou often thinke on death which will we nill we cannot be farre off Easily shall he contemne all secular things who alwaies thinketh he must dye Make death familiar to thee by often thinking of it the tempter once said yee shall not dye at all hee knoweth it were a folly to say so now experience teaching the contrary yet now he doth what he possibly can to put death out of the sinners memory now he perswadeth them they shall not dye these many yeares hereby he first leadeth into security of sinning and at last into despaire by sodain terrours of unexpected death But when God gave Israël Manna he had them gather only as much as would sufâ—ice for a day because hee would have them to expect death that they might not provide for the morrow So taught he us to pray for daily bread to take away care for the morrow Truely the whole life of a wise man should be a meditation of death 6 Because the houre is hidden from thee watch for it God hath not revealed it that wee might expect it every houre And he calleth men of all ages that none might bee secure it is uncertaine where death expecteth thee therefore looke for it every where it is as uncertaine when therefore live every day as if it were thy last When thou goest to sleep reckon as Paâ—uviâ—s woont that thou t hast lived thy time if God give more daies make good use of them he is the most secure and happy possessour of himselfe who without solicitousnesse expecteth the morrow He that saith he hath lived riseth every day to a new gaine It is a chiefe part of deaths bitternesse that it commeth sodainly upon him who promised himselfe a longer life the best way to make it tolerable is to render thy minde to a present expectation of it 7 Patiently subject to that which must be and use thy best skill that it may be well with thee The goodnesse of the Pilot is seene in the storme and the wisdome of a man in the greatest triall Meekly submit to that to which all the world is liable Zerxâ—s is reported to have wept when he saw his numerous army remembring that in a little time they must bee all dead if we could view all the world at once what calamities and destructions should we see Nation against nation kingdome clashing against kingdome some gasping under cruell tormenters hands some swallowing up of the deafe sea some in their birth some breathing their last all ere long peperishing as all the starres greater and lesser in larger and smaler orbs doe finish their courses and set in their appointed times so men of all conditions dye death equally knocketh at the cottage and palace doore sparing no estate it is so appointed appointed all must dye it pittieth not the poore nor spareth the rich it regardeth neither wisdome valour excellency it is folly to have for exemption from its rigid and inevitable law which hath past on all thy fathers before thee thy friends besides thee and shall take away all thou leavest behinde thee Toward death thou goest every moment and canst not stay till thou fall to the earth now too much feare of death depriveth not only of the comfort but also of the fruits of life and vaine struggling under the burden which thou canst neither cast off by any impatience nor comfortably beare without a cheerefull subjection to necessitie maketh it more heavy know thy condition and that thou hast not only many but all men partners therein When they told Anaxagoras of the sentence of death pronounced against him he replied it is the same which nature long since pronounced on them and me 8 Strive for sound â—aith the onely cure for an Israëlite stung with a fiery serpent was looking up to the brazen serpent the morall is that the onely remedy against the sting of death is to look up to Christ the resurrection of life who by dying hath conquered death and the tyrant that had the power of death so that they that naturally feare it believing in Christ looke on it as children use to gaze upon some fierce enemie vanquished and led in chaines to the believer death is but like the Melita viper more feare then danger like Moses serpent terrible but eating up the worlds enchanters serpent and becomming a key to let us into our rest certainly if there be any evill in death it is onely to the evill and unbeliever be thou good and faithfull and it cannot hurt thee it must benefit thee the faithfull thinke of their deaths as of their journeyes end 9 Looke for thy conforts agaist death in Gods Word which onely is infallible the Heathens had many false and unsound comforts against death as assiming it to be but a sleepe or refreshing an haven and refuge to which they desired to come a pleasant journey after which there shall be no more care and discoursing confidently of the â—oules immortality all which served possibly to appease a beguiled soule ready to be cast into hell fire not much unlike those African mothers lullabies who as we noted use to still their weeping babes which they offered to Molocke with songs and kisses that they might not cast à crying sacrifice into those flames no better was Plato his admired discourse of the soules eternity to Cleombrotus which when hee had
thou immoderately lament it 2. Remember that this losse neither tooke much time of life from him who went before thee nor left thee much to come who must ere long follow him 3. Remember Gods graces the sweet and certain effects whereof thou sawest in thy now deceased friend undoubtedly they were not bestowed on him in vaine but that in his translation God might perfect the worke of grace with glory and crowne his owâ—e gifts in him David as wee noted bewailed his impious sonne but hee mourned for the innocent no longer then he lay sicke To comfort our selves against the feares and sorrowes of death let us ever remember 1 Our resurrection and immortality in the life to come is assured us by the infallible word of God 1. Cor 15. 1. 2. 4. 20. 54. c. 1. Thess. 4. 14. 15. 18. Dan 12. 2. 3. 13. Joh 5. 28. 29. Joh 11. 23. 25. Rom 6. 23. This we are therefore sure of Democritus beleeved it not Socrates disputed of the soules immortality Pythagoras dreamed of it but as feverish men of things uncertaine and inconsistent the eternitie we beleeve is that to which God created us by his own image impressed on us unto which we are repaired in our baptisme and regeneration by that vertue which raised Jesus from the dead who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body that is in immortality and deliverance from death and corruption In that state our daies shall not come and goe as in this world they doe neither shall the beginning of one bee the end of another all shall be to gather termelesse where life it selfe shall have no end 2 That death is but a sleepe none feare that it is a separation of the soule and intermission of life and the acts thereof for a time which it endeth not because the immortall soule ever liveth in it's separation from the mortall body which shall be raised againe to immortality which shall be the soules sanctuary and haven of rest This is a truth so certaine that Gods word aboundeth with proofes and so confessed that the prudent heathens as I have noted constantly asserted it That the feare of death is much worse then death it is a servile and a miserable condition to feare that which cannot be avoided feare may be long but death or the sense thereof can be but short That which is a sick or miserable life is not to bee put on accompt to death which endeth all secular griefes death were to be feared if it could stay with thee as paine and sicknesse may but neither it commeth not when thou fearest it or it must quickly dispatch and passe from thee leaving thee free from feare and sorrow if thou dye in Christ. This is a lesson long learning that when that inevitable houre commeth thou maist willingly depart which because it is a certaine uncertainety a condition common to all men of every age seeing the longest life must have one last houre which bringeth up the rere it shall be thy wisdome as hath been said ever to expect it and to live so as that a guilty conscience doe not then terrifie thee when thou shalt most want comfort the only way to be willing to die and cheerefull in dying is to live well and to fix thy confidence in Jesus Christ wretched is hee who for want hereof is afraid of death 4 Remember that Christ dying for thee hath pulled out the sting of death and destroyed the malitious enemie that had the power thereof Christ is the resurrection and the life he that beleeveth in him though he were dead yet shall he live the only Antidote against death is a lively faith in Christ let thy maine care and hearts desire be upon it give God no rest importune him with earnest and constant prayers to strengthen thy faith he cannot deceive who hath promised herein to satiate the thirsty and weary soule 5 Consider the power of God to save from death and in death what greater evidence could hee have given to men in desperate hazards then he did in Jonah buried but not dead whose living sepulchre carried him as it were to a second birth the Lord spake unto the fish and it cast out Jonah upon the dry land he can deliver in death so doth he all the elect he can raise this dying flesh againe who saith he will who made this universe of nothing he translated Enoch and Eliah certainely those chariots of God are thousand thousands which though not seene by mortall eyes are ever pressed to carry up the soules of the just in their departure into the presence of God a blessed and endlesse life 6 Consider that death is that physitian who can at once cure all diseases and is to the deceased Saints the ende of sinne and misery not of them the medicine of all griefs the debt of corrupted nature the sanctuary against all secular feares the port of a fluctuant and troublesome world the gate of eternall life as Jacob said of Luz Gen 28 17. b This is the gaâ—e of heaven opened that the righteous nation which keepeth truth may enter Now whereas there are divers waies to death some rough some smooth some short some long it is just that thou patiently submit to the providence of God who can and will best dispose of thee let me adde this to them that are impatient or fearefull of death Who is there so constant in infirmity that he would not rather wish to dye then still live weake Who is so hardy in sorrow that hee would not rather desire that death might once end it then life continue it stil If we are displeased with life when yet we knowe there is a determined end neere us how much more impatient should we bee if we knew there were no end of our miseries and labours What is more intolerable then miserable immortalitie And what is long life better then long torment 7 Lay up the promises of God concerning Christs suffering and rising againe comforting and assisting his in life and death c. Joyne here to fervent and constant prayer that God would be pleased so to direct thee in thy whole life and to strengthen thee in thy death that thou maist be willing to dy not for feare of this life's miseries for they that for that cause only are willing to dye would possibly be glad rather to live to pleasures then sanctity but for love of Gods presence and the assurance of his truth That he would proportion his grace to thy trialls the more thou art cast downe and helplesse in thy selfe that he would the more lift thee up and let thee feele his gratious hand susteining thee so he that in mercy hath borne with thy many failings and taken no advantages to judge and cast
thee away in thy daily sinnes will like a tender father pitty thee when thou art not able to pray he will remember what thou hast prayed yea what Christ Jesus sitting at his right hand then speaketh for thee when thou hast most need of a mediator when stupified with paines of approaching death thou canst not utter one word for thy selfe then hee will open the heavens to thee and give thee a cleere sight of those joyes as he did S. Stephen then will he give his holy Angells charge over thee to receive thy soule breathed out of thy gasping body to convey it to his gratious and ever blessed presence This world is full of labour sorrow misery there 's no rest here heaven is the arke to which the tired dove the holy soule returneth for rest the morall men seemed to know it who placed their Temple of rest without the gate of Agony How much more must we who beleeve that we shall live eternally with Christ who shall come to save and give us life in death Even so come Lord Jesus AMEN A Prayer for him who hath recieved the sentence of death in himselfe O Lord God almighty preserver of man father of the spirits of the just God of all true consolation the hope of Israel and deliverer thereof in the day of trouble who givest a gratious eare to the afflicted faithfully calling on thee through him whom thou hast appointed to be the only mediator betweene thee and Wretched man Christ Jesus the righteous I humbly acknowledge that I have nothing of my selfe to present unto thy Majestie but confession of mine owne vilenesse nothing in my sinfull flesh but corruption matter of severe judgement to thee who art a God of pure eies and argument of terrour and despaire to my selfe most impure in sinne was I conceived and borne a child of wrath and disobedience my whole life hath abounded with that which bringeth forth fruit only unto death I have not done the good which thy sanctifying spirit made me willing to doe the evill that I would not I have done I have not rendred unto thee according to thy goodnesse when I would summe up my sins they so much exceed all numbers that my heart faileth mee my conscience telleth me of my wilfull neglects of thy service and disobedience to thy word concluding my whole life no better then sinfull but how many waies I have offended thee when I observed not thou only knowest how many are the failings which though I through spirituall blindnesse and carnall security have not observed that I might judge and condemne my selfe for them thereby to prevent thy severe judgement shall yet by no meanes escape thy strict examination and now O Lord what can I more doe then humbly beg thy pardon condemne my selfe renounce all confidence in the world and plead only thy mercy and the merits of thy sonne Jesus for my justification Lord looke upon me through him in whom thou art well pleased Nothing can be past or future to thy eternall wisdome look therefore on his bleeding wounds who did not in vaine dye for me let thy justice be satisfied in his obedience and suffering for all my sins And now O Lord seeing according to thy sentence on all mankind the time of my departure hence draweth high I humbly acknowledge this fraile condition to be the due wages of sinne which brought mortality into the world but thou who didst put thine owne image on me hast not made me for so short a life only as thou givest unto the beasts which perish thou hast no need of my miserie nor advantage in my destruction nor could so inestimable a price of my redemption as the blood of thy holy sonne Jesus be given for that which thou wouldst have perish eternally He must surely live for whom the resurrection and the life of Christ Jesus died Lord therefore seale up my redemption in my afflicted heart now that the Bride is neere send those holy comforters faith and assurance of thy mercy to adorne his own temple to lift up the everlasting doores of my soule that the king of glory and Lord of life may come in and change my vaine love of the world to love of heaven who will change my vile body that it may be like his own glorious body let me hence forth live his life no more mine own assured thereby of the repaire of mine inward man to a joyfull resurrection and life of glory that he may be to me in life and death advantage that in full confidence of my union with and interest in him I may be willing to bee dissolved that I may be with him O holy Saviour who hast through death abolished death and him that had the power thereof take from me all carnall feare by bringing life and immortality to light unto my conscience thou that hast in thy hands the keyes of death and hell restraine the tempters malice and mischievous charges of my sinne-wounded soule make me faithfull unto the death and assure mee of the crowne of righteousnesse laid up for all that love thy appearing Raise me now to the life of grace that the second death may not touch mee And though thou bring this fraile flesh to the dust of the earth yet let not death have dominion over me Though it must to the appointed time separate my soule from this decaying tabernacle of clay let neither life nor death things present nor future seperate my soule from thee and thy Christ. I acknowledge thy mercy who justly mightest have taken me away in my sins by some sodaine and untimely death or set me who am by sinne a sonne of death in the condition of those who in horrour of a restlesse conscience and bitternesse of spirit seeke death and cannot finde it but O good God whose eye is upon them that feare thee to deliver their soules from death in whose hands are the issues thereof seeing thou hast thus long spared me now accomplish thy mercy in me be thou my God for ever and my guide unto my end and comfort in my end now when my heart trembleth in me the terrours of death are fallne upon me give me the long expected fruits of my hopes proposed to me in thy word O blessed Jesus who art the death of death now shew thy selfe my Saviour take from my afflicted soule the sting of death assure me of victory loose the paines allay the feare and sorrowes and sweeten the bitternesse of death untill in my enjoying thy presence it be swallowed up in victory O holy Saviour who hast had experience of all our miseries for sin wiâ—hout sin and hast admitted us to be baptized into the similitude of thy death and resurrection let me now feele in my languishing soule the power thereof O Christ whose humane soule in thy passion for my redemption was heavy to the death now mercifully consider my infirmitie who am going the way of all flesh now give