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he_o i_o will_v pursue_v and_o take_v he_o because_o there_o be_v none_o that_o can_v deliver_v he_o how_o long_o o_o lord_n will_v thou_o thus_o leave_v i_o turn_v back_o and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n o_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n take_v pity_n of_o i_o thy_o son_n who_o thou_o have_v beget_v in_o the_o great_a grief_n of_o thy_o passion_n and_o do_v not_o so_o look_v to_o my_o wickedness_n that_o thou_o forget_v thy_o goodness_n what_o father_n be_v there_o that_o see_v his_o son_n in_o danger_n do_v not_o endeavour_v to_o set_v he_o free_a or_o what_o son_n be_v there_o who_o his_o father_n do_v refuse_v to_o correct_v with_o the_o
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for_o that_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v by_o thy_o mercy_n to_o inlighten_v i_o o_o light_n most_o true_a sacred_a and_o delightful_a most_o worthy_a of_o praise_n and_o most_o admirable_a which_o inlighten_v every_o man_n come_v into_o this_o world_n yea_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o angel_n themselves_o behold_v now_o i_o see_v for_o which_o i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o behold_v now_o i_o see_v the_o light_n of_o heaven_n a_o heavenly_a bright_a beam_n proceed_v from_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o brightness_n do_v shine_v upon_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o mind_n which_o make_v all_o my_o bone_n to_o rejoice_v oh_o that_o this_o light_n be_v perfect_v it_o i_o increase_v it_o in_o i_o o_o author_n oâ—_n light_n i_o beseech_v thou_o increase_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o light_n that_o shine_v in_o i_o let_v it_o be_v augment_v i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o thou_o o_o fire_n which_o do_v always_o burn_v and_o be_v never_o extinguish_v inflame_v i_o o_o light_n which_o do_v always_o shine_v and_o be_v never_o darken_v enlighten_v i_o oh_o that_o i_o be_v make_v hot_a by_o thou_o o_o sacred_a fire_n how_o sweet_o do_v thou_o heat_n how_o secret_o do_v thou_o shine_v how_o desired_o do_v thou_o burn_v woe_n be_v to_o those_o that_o be_v not_o make_v hot_a by_o thou_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o that_o be_v not_o enlighten_v by_o thou_o o_o true_a light_n enlighten_v all_o the_o world_n who_o brightness_n do_v replenish_v all_o the_o world_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o blind_a eye_n which_o do_v not_o see_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o sun_n that_o give_v light_a both_o to_o heaven_n and_o earth_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o dim_a eye_n which_o can_v see_v thou_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v turn_v away_o from_o see_v verity_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v not_o turn_v away_o from_o see_v vanity_n very_o those_o eye_n that_o be_v accustom_v to_o darkness_n can_v behold_v the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o supreme_a righteousness_n neither_o do_v they_o know_v what_o to_o think_v 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thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a behold_v o_o my_o light_n now_o i_o see_v for_o which_o i_o most_o humble_o thank_v thou_o let_v this_o my_o light_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v increase_v by_o thou_o open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o wonderful_a thing_n of_o thy_o law_n i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n o_o my_o light_n for_o that_o i_o now_o see_v albeit_o obscure_o as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o mirror_n or_o look_v glass_n but_o when_o shall_v i_o see_v thou_o apparent_o face_n to_o face_n oh_o when_o will_v that_o day_n of_o joy_n and_o mirth_n arrive_v in_o which_o i_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o tabernacle_n so_o mach_v to_o be_v admire_v even_o into_o the_o house_n of_o my_o god_n to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v see_v he_o face_n to_o face_n that_o see_v i_o that_o so_o my_o desire_n may_v be_v accomplish_v chap._n xiii_o i_o have_v exceed_o sin_v and_o i_o know_v my_o offence_n to_o be_v many_o which_o i_o have_v commit_v yet_o i_o do_v not_o despair_n because_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v there_o grace_n have_v superabounded_a he_o that_o dispayr_v of_o obtain_v pardon_n for_o his_o sin_n deni_v god_n to_o be_v merciful_a he_o do_v god_n a_o great_a injury_n that_o mistrust_v his_o mercy_n as_o much_o as_o in_o he_o lie_v he_o deni_v god_n to_o have_v charity_n truth_n and_o power_n in_o which_o three_o do_v depend_v my_o whole_a confidence_n that_o be_v in_o the_o charity_n of_o his_o adoption_n in_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o promise_n and_o in_o the_o power_n of_o his_o redemption_n i_o can_v be_v terrify_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n if_o the_o death_n of_o my_o saviour_n come_v into_o my_o mind_n because_o my_o sin_n can_v overcome_v the_o multitude_n of_o his_o mercy_n the_o wound_n of_o my_o saviour_n do_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o be_o true_o reconcile_v to_o he_o if_o i_o love_v he_o wherefore_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o love_v thou_o true_o and_o sincere_o because_o love_n chase_v forth_o fear_v very_o the_o whole_a world_n do_v not_o afford_v such_o a_o powerful_a and_o present_a remedy_n against_o sin_n as_o be_v the_o death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n he_o stretch_v forth_o his_o arm_n on_o the_o cross_n and_o spread_v out_o his_o hand_n as_o one_o ready_a to_o embrace_v sinner_n i_o purpose_v to_o live_v and_o desire_v to_o die_v between_o the_o arm_n of_o christ_n that_o have_v save_v i_o there_o will_v i_o sing_v secure_o i_o will_v extol_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o thou_o have_v receive_v i_o and_o have_v not_o permit_v my_o enemy_n to_o triumph_v over_o i_o who_o more_o can_v crave_v then_o god_n for_o i_o have_v do_v to_o free_v a_o slave_n that_o give_v his_o only_a son_n bless_a be_v that_o hour_n when_o he_o repair_v my_o loss_n i_o never_o will_v forget_v my_o saviour_n cross_n who_o death_n revive_v my_o soul_n once_o be_v i_o dead_a but_o now_o i_o will_v raise_v again_o my_o droop_a head_n and_o sing_v say_v and_o say_v sing_v for_o ever_o bless_a be_v my_o lord_n that_o do_v my_o soul_n deliver_v chap._n fourteen_o i_o render_v unto_o the_o most_o humble_a thanks_o o_fw-la most_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a god_n for_o that_o come_n load_a with_o so_o many_o and_o so_o grievous_a sin_n to_o make_v my_o humble_a confession_n unto_o thy_o divine_a and_o sacred_a majesty_n thou_o be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o the_o grace_n that_o i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a to_o open_v my_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n unto_o thou_o whereby_o i_o may_v obtain_v thy_o pardon_n which_o be_v grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n and_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o saviour_n christ_n
innocency_n though_o thou_o do_v appoint_v it_o i_o unto_o judgement_n for_o thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o righteous_a in_o all_o thy_o judgement_n for_o thou_o rendre_v to_o every_o one_o according_a to_o his_o work_n and_o i_o fear_v all_o mine_n because_o they_o be_v the_o work_n of_o darkness_n and_o i_o have_v be_v a_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n from_o the_o beginning_n and_o have_v always_o willing_o follow_v the_o work_n and_o path_n of_o unrighteousness_n i_o have_v wallow_v in_o sin_n as_o the_o swine_n in_o filthiness_n and_o as_o the_o prodigal_n be_v feed_v with_o husk_n so_o be_v i_o delight_v with_o filthy_a and_o evil_a word_n and_o grieve_v with_o earnest_n and_o profitable_a say_n i_o do_v communicate_v with_o those_o that_o wrought_v iniquity_n and_o do_v banquet_n with_o the_o chief_a of_o they_o and_o do_v glory_n in_o sin_n be_v mighty_a in_o iniquity_n i_o love_v to_o excuse_v and_o can_v not_o accuse_v myself_o and_o make_v heavy_a my_o heart_n and_o the_o more_o incurable_a be_v my_o sin_n for_o that_o i_o do_v not_o think_v myself_o to_o be_v a_o sinner_n neither_o do_v i_o not_o only_o seek_v a_o medicine_n for_o my_o soul_n which_o be_v sick_a unto_o death_n but_o refuse_v it_o be_v offer_v yea_o with_o a_o unreverent_a and_o untamed_a mind_n be_v wroth_a against_o they_o that_o will_v minister_v it_o unto_o i_o i_o despise_v they_o that_o reprove_v i_o and_o embrace_v they_o that_o speak_v please_v unto_o i_o and_o delight_v in_o their_o speech_n that_o have_v not_o their_o heart_n right_a unto_o i_o i_o study_v device_n and_o lie_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o love_v rather_o darkness_n then_o light_a behold_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deliver_v myself_o unto_o thou_o this_o be_v the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n wherein_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n this_o will_v i_o answer_v unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v ask_v of_o i_o but_o do_v not_o remember_v the_o offence_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o my_o ignorances_n o_fw-fr lord_n and_o enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n for_o no_o live_a creature_n shall_v be_v justify_v in_o thy_o sight_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v enter_v because_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n that_o love_v judgement_n do_v judgement_n unto_o i_o but_o not_o justice_n and_o judge_v i_o according_a to_o the_o judgement_n of_o those_o that_o love_v thy_o name_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v unto_o thou_o mercy_n and_o judgement_n remember_v o_o lord_n that_o though_o i_o be_o wicked_a yet_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n and_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o do_v not_o look_v into_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o unto_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o for_o my_o wickedness_n remember_v thy_o mercy_n and_o be_v not_o angry_a with_o i_o for_o ever_o but_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o afflict_a servant_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v praise_v thou_o and_o confess_v thy_o mercifulness_n chap._n iii_o woe_n unto_o i_o wretched_a man_n because_o i_o have_v make_v my_o redeemer_n angry_a with_o i_o and_o i_o have_v rebellious_o neglect_v his_o law_n and_o i_o have_v willing_o forsake_v the_o right_a way_n and_o as_o a_o sheep_n that_o refuse_v the_o shepherd_n i_o have_v be_v carry_v far_o and_o wide_o round_o about_o through_o dry_a unwatered_a place_n wander_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o wickedness_n and_o not_o in_o the_o right_a way_n i_o have_v go_v to_o all_o rough_a and_o unaccessible_a place_n and_o every_o where_o be_v anguish_n and_o tribulation_n i_o have_v be_v weary_v in_o the_o way_n of_o iniquity_n and_o perdition_n and_o have_v walk_v in_o hard_a way_n seek_v rest_n and_o find_v none_o because_o i_o do_v not_o seek_v thou_o o_o lord_n but_o be_v in_o a_o barren_a land_n in_o the_o country_n of_o death_n where_o be_v no_o rest_n but_o continual_a labour_n &_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n dwell_v there_o i_o dwell_v in_o anguish_n with_o pleasure_n and_o among_o thorn_n do_v i_o make_v my_o bed_n and_o sleep_v in_o death_n and_o hope_v for_o rest_n in_o torment_n now_o therefore_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o turn_v myself_o in_o these_o great_a danger_n all_o the_o hope_n of_o my_o youth_n be_v fall_v down_o and_o i_o be_o like_a one_o that_o suffer_v shipwreck_n who_o have_v lose_v all_o his_o wealth_n swim_v away_o naked_a be_v toss_v with_o the_o wind_n and_o sea_n and_o be_o drive_v far_o from_o the_o haven_n of_o happiness_n and_o do_v not_o take_v hold_n of_o the_o way_n of_o salvation_n but_o be_o carry_v away_o on_o the_o left_a hand_n the_o enemy_n have_v place_v net_n for_o i_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o go_v and_o snare_n for_o my_o foot_n and_o i_o despise_v they_o and_o walk_v secure_o in_o slippery_a place_n and_o flatter_v myself_o in_o sin_n i_o think_v youth_n be_v not_o hold_v by_o the_o law_n of_o death_n and_o be_v deceive_v by_o this_o confidence_n i_o follow_v the_o filthy_a desire_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o give_v the_o reins_n beyond_o the_o measure_n of_o sensuality_n follow_v it_o wheresoever_o the_o force_n thereof_o do_v carry_v i_o and_o say_v like_o a_o fool_n in_o my_o heart_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o think_v of_o the_o end_n before_o the_o middle_a thou_o have_v many_o day_n yet_o remain_v and_o may_v be_v convert_v when_o thou_o list_v so_o wax_v i_o old_a in_o sin_n and_o a_o most_o wicked_a custom_n be_v turn_v into_o nature_n and_o now_o as_o a_o bondslave_n to_o sin_n i_o serve_v as_o it_o be_v chain_v and_o as_o a_o mad_a man_n hale_v his_o own_o flesh_n seek_v to_o hurt_v himself_o all_o reason_n of_o deliberation_n be_v quench_v so_o i_o more_o grievous_o and_o dangerous_o have_v hate_v my_o own_o soul_n for_o the_o impenitency_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o obstinate_a wilfulness_n have_v lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o i_o and_o have_v distract_v and_o disturb_v my_o poor_a distress_a soul_n and_o so_o have_v bring_v unto_o myself_o the_o horror_n of_o hell_n every_o day_n more_o and_o more_o according_a to_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o impenitent_a heart_n i_o do_v heap_n up_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n i_o have_v make_v trial_n sometime_o to_o shake_v off_o the_o old_a yoke_n but_o be_o not_o able_a because_o it_o cleave_v to_o my_o bone_n oh_o that_o at_o length_n it_o may_v fall_v from_o my_o neck_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o though_o late_o it_o shall_v sure_o fall_v away_o if_o thou_o command_v o_o lord_n and_o send_v i_o help_v from_o above_o i_o confess_v i_o have_v not_o deserve_v it_o but_o thou_o o_o most_o gracious_a giver_n who_o make_v the_o sun_n to_o rise_v indifferent_o upon_o the_o good_a as_o also_o upon_o the_o bad_a and_o grant_v temporal_a blessing_n to_o the_o unworthy_a even_o when_o they_o ask_v they_o not_o how_o can_v thou_o deny_v spiritual_a thing_n to_o those_o that_o require_v they_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n and_o fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o a_o poor_a penitent_a sinner_n thou_o that_o be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n and_o wont_a cheerful_o to_o have_v mercy_n and_o do_v purge_v the_o will_n from_o evil_a custom_n and_o hear_v the_o groan_n of_o those_o that_o be_v bind_v and_o lose_v we_o from_o the_o bond_n which_o we_o have_v make_v to_o ourselves_o unless_o we_o refuse_v thy_o mercy_n give_v thy_o right_a hand_n unto_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n that_o when_o i_o fall_v i_o may_v not_o be_v bruise_v and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v draw_v into_o the_o deep_a pit_n of_o perdition_n deliver_v i_o from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o cruel_a lion_n that_o be_v ready_a for_o the_o prey_n and_o gape_v for_o my_o soul_n that_o he_o may_v devour_v it_o for_o thou_o only_o be_v my_o protector_n and_o my_o deliverer_n and_o in_o thy_o mercy_n be_v my_o hope_n let_v thy_o mercy_n therefore_o be_v show_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o have_v trust_v in_o thou_o lord_n in_o thou_o do_v i_o put_v my_o whole_a trust_n and_o confidence_n lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v confound_v chap._n iu._n my_o night_n pass_v away_o in_o grief_n and_o vex_v i_o with_o innumerable_a terror_n my_o conscience_n shake_v i_o while_o i_o be_o awake_a and_o i_o be_o torment_v therewith_o as_o if_o i_o be_v wound_v with_o a_o two_o edge_a sword_n my_o sleep_n be_v trouble_v with_o divers_a illusion_n bring_v i_o no_o rest_n but_o travel_n i_o watch_v all_o night_n in_o my_o thought_n and_o when_o as_o be_v weary_v i_o do_v endeavour_n to_o give_v some_o sleep_n to_o my_o eyelid_n by_o and_o by_o sleep_n depart_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o when_o i_o sleep_v i_o sleep_v always_o in_o sorrow_n be_v waken_v with_o a_o unquiet_a weariness_n from_o the_o care_n of_o the_o day_n and_o all_o