shed_v for_o they_o i_o be_v injurious_a against_o this_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o on_o the_o cross_n then_o this_o be_v so_o how_o just_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o that_o god_n shall_v have_v sink_v i_o into_o hell_n in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o devil_n make_v i_o partaker_n of_o their_o pain_n see_v i_o will_v needs_o be_v so_o of_o their_o sin_n o_o god_n of_o vengeance_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o revenge_v thyself_o on_o a_o man_n so_o wicked_a as_o i_o how_o have_v thou_o suffer_v i_o so_o long_a time_n who_o have_v withhold_v the_o rigour_n of_o thy_o justice_n that_o it_o shall_v not_o punish_v he_o that_o have_v deserve_v so_o terrible_a punishment_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o fear_v and_o tremble_v consider_v the_o dreadefull_a judgement_n of_o god_n against_o his_o angel_n if_o with_o so_o great_a severitye_n he_o punish_v creature_n so_o noble_a why_o shall_v not_o so_o vile_a and_o miserable_a a_o creature_n as_o thou_o fear_v the_o like_a punishment_n o_o most_o powerful_a creator_n see_v thou_o have_v show_v thyself_o to_o i_o not_o a_o god_n of_o vengeance_n but_o a_o father_n of_o mercy_n continue_v towards_o i_o thy_o mercy_n pardon_v my_o sin_n and_o deliver_v i_o from_o hell_n which_o for_o they_o i_o have_v deserve_v the_o second_o point_n the_o second_o point_n shall_v be_v to_o call_v to_o memory_n the_o sin_n of_o our_o first_o parent_n adam_n and_o eva_n 164._o genes_n 3.1_o d._n th._n 2._o 2_o q._n 163._o &_o 164._o who_o have_v be_v create_v in_o paradise_n and_o in_o original_a justice_n break_v the_o commandment_n of_o god_n eat_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n that_o upon_o pain_n of_o death_n he_o have_v prohibit_v they_o for_o the_o which_o they_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o paradise_n and_o incur_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n and_o other_o innumerable_a misery_n aswell_o they_o as_o all_o their_o offspring_n 1._o upon_o this_o verity_n of_o faith_n i_o may_v discourse_v as_o upon_o the_o forepast_a consider_v first_o how_o liberal_a god_n be_v to_o our_o first_o parent_n create_v they_o of_o his_o mere_a goodness_n according_a to_o his_o own_o image_n and_o likeness_n and_o place_v they_o in_o a_o paradise_n of_o delight_n give_v they_o his_o grace_n and_o original_a justice_n subject_v their_o appetite_n to_o reason_n and_o the_o flesh_n to_o the_o spirit_n free_v they_o from_o mortality_n &_o penalty_n to_o which_o by_o nature_n they_o be_v subject_a and_o grant_v they_o a_o happy_a and_o easeful_a life_n and_o all_o this_o he_o do_v of_o his_o pure_a grace_n and_o mercy_n grant_v it_o they_o not_o only_o for_o themselves_o but_o also_o for_o their_o successor_n if_o they_o have_v persevere_v in_o his_o service_n 2._o second_o i_o be_o to_o ponder_v how_o ingrateful_a they_o be_v to_o god_n and_o what_o motive_n they_o haâ—…_n thereunto_o for_o the_o serpent_n come_v to_o tempt_v eve_n 〈…〉_o and_o promise_v she_o guileful_o that_o if_o she_o do_v eatâ—…_n of_o the_o forbid_a fruit_n she_o shall_v not_o die_v bâ—…_n shall_v rather_o be_v as_o god_n have_v knowledge_n oâ—…_n good_a and_o evil_a she_o suffer_v herself_o to_o be_v bâ—…_n guile_a and_o eat_v of_o the_o fruit_n and_o invite_v adaâ—…_n thereunto_o who_o to_o please_v she_o eat_v also_o thereof_o tread_v under_o foot_n the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n for_o the_o pleasure_n of_o his_o wife_n without_o make_v account_n neitheâ—…_n of_o the_o benefit_n that_o god_n have_v do_v he_o nor_o 〈…〉_o the_o punishment_n that_o he_o have_v menace_v and_o threaâ—…_n n_v he_o with_o all_o 3._o then_o will_v i_o ponder_v how_o terrible_a god_n sheweâ—…_n himself_o in_o chastize_v they_o cast_v they_o out_o 〈…〉_o paradise_n deprive_v they_o for_o ever_o of_o original_a 〈…〉_o stice_n subject_v they_o to_o death_n and_o to_o all_o the_o mâ—…_n series_n of_o a_o corruptible_a body_n which_o misery_n 〈…〉_o we_o his_o child_n incur_v because_o we_o all_o sin_n 〈…〉_o he_o 2.3_o ad_fw-la rom._n 5.12_o ad_fw-la eph._n 2.3_o and_o for_o his_o cause_n we_o be_v bear_v the_o childreâ—…_n of_o wrath_n and_o enemy_n of_o god_n and_o condemâ—…_n to_o the_o same_o death_n and_o that_o which_o more_o affright_v be_v that_o from_o this_o original_a sin_n that_o wâ—…_n inherit_v of_o he_o proceed_v as_o from_o their_o root_n thâ—…_n innumerable_a sin_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n aâ—…_n the_o inundation_n of_o misery_n that_o overflowe_v it_o whereby_o i_o may_v perceive_v how_o terrible_a dreadefuâ—…_n and_o hideous_a a_o evil_n mortal_a sin_n be_v see_v oâ—…_n only_o deprive_v of_o so_o much_o good_a bring_v 〈…〉_o much_o evell_a &_o so_o highe_o provoke_v the_o wratheâ—…_n god_n colloquy_n apoc._n 15.3.4_o colloquy_n though_o he_o be_v much_o more_o incline_v to_o merciâ—…_n then_o to_o the_o rigour_n of_o justice_n who_o shall_v not_o fear_v thâ—…_n o_o king_n of_o the_o world_n who_o shall_v not_o abhor_v so_o greâ—…_n a_o mischief_n as_o to_o offend_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o knew_a what_o thou_o do_v when_o thou_o sin_v like_o adam_n doubtless_o thou_o will_v tremble_v at_o the_o heavye_a burden_n wherewith_o thou_o lode_v thyself_o 37._o psal_n 37._o o_o sin_n how_o heavy_a be_v thou_o to_o i_o thou_o deprive_v i_o of_o grace_n thou_o rob_v i_o of_o virtue_n thou_o chaste_a i_o out_o of_o paradise_n thou_o condemne_v i_o to_o eternal_a death_n thou_o subiecte_v i_o to_o temporal_a death_n thou_o take_v away_o the_o life_n of_o my_o child_n which_o be_v my_o work_n deprive_v they_o of_o the_o merit_n of_o glory_n thou_o trouble_v the_o kingdom_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o fille_v it_o with_o in_o innumerable_a misery_n o_o my_o god_n deliver_v i_o from_o so_o great_a a_o evil_n o_o my_o soul_n 2._o eccles_n 21_o 2._o fly_v from_o sin_n as_o the_o wiseman_n counsel_v thou_o more_o than_o from_o snake_n and_o serpent_n for_o sin_n alone_o be_v more_o cruel_a and_o venomous_a than_o all_o they_o 4._o beside_o this_o i_o be_o to_o make_v comparison_n of_o my_o sin_n with_o that_o of_o adam_n like_v as_o in_o the_o precedent_a point_n for_o i_o wretch_n be_v tempt_v by_o the_o devil_n suffer_v myself_o to_o be_v delude_v by_o he_o not_o once_o but_o often_o my_o flesh_n have_v be_v like_o eva_n that_o have_v provoke_v i_o to_o sin_n and_o my_o spirit_n effeminate_a like_o adam_n to_o please_v it_o have_v a_o thousand_o time_n displease_v god_n by_o break_v his_o commandment_n and_o my_o pride_n and_o ingratitude_n have_v arrive_v to_o that_o height_n that_o i_o have_v often_o desire_v to_o be_v as_o god_n usurp_a to_o myself_o that_o which_o be_v proper_a to_o his_o deity_n then_o if_o god_n inflict_v such_o punishment_n on_o my_o first_o parent_n for_o one_o sin_n of_o disobedience_n and_o pride_n found_v upon_o no_o more_o than_o eat_v one_o apple_n contrary_a to_o the_o precept_n of_o god_n how_o great_a punishment_n have_v i_o desert_v for_o so_o many_o disobedience_n and_o pride_n and_o for_o so_o innumerable_a offence_n as_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o he_o o_o how_o lust_n have_v it_o be_v that_o at_o my_o first_o sin_n death_n shall_v have_v swallow_v i_o or_o all_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o world_n shower_v down_o upon_o i_o last_o i_o will_v ponder_v what_o a_o long_a penance_n adam_n and_o eva_n do_v for_o this_o sin_n of_o they_o how_o bitter_a that_o morsel_n be_v unto_o they_o and_o how_o dear_a it_o cost_v they_o for_o adam_n have_v live_v more_o than_o nine_o hundred_o year_n spend_v they_o all_o in_o weep_v and_o mourning_n and_o suffer_v a_o thousand_o misfortune_n which_o accrue_v to_o he_o with_o the_o estate_n of_o his_o corruption_n 10.2_o sapient_a 10.2_o but_o in_o the_o end_n as_o saithe_v the_o divine_a wisdom_n through_o penance_n he_o obtain_v pardon_n &_o with_o this_o example_n i_o be_o to_o animate_v myself_o to_o lament_v my_o misery_n and_o to_o do_v penance_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o god_n may_v deliver_v i_o from_o they_o imitate_v in_o penance_n he_o who_o i_o imitate_v in_o sin_n and_o beseech_v our_o lord_n to_o chastise_v i_o as_o much_o as_o he_o will_v in_o this_o life_n so_o that_o he_o pardon_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o other_o the_o three_o point_n the_o three_o point_n shall_v be_v to_o call_v to_o memory_n some_o mortal_a sin_n as_o perjury_n carnallitye_n or_o such_o other_o like_a for_o the_o which_o many_o soul_n be_v burn_v in_o hell_n and_o that_o very_o just_o for_o have_v do_v injury_n to_o the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o god_n 1._o i_o be_o then_o to_o descend_v with_o my_o consideration_n to_o hell_n which_o be_v full_a of_o soul_n among_o which_o i_o shall_v find_v many_o
examine_v as_o s._n bern._n say_v to_o what_o side_n i_o shall_v fall_v paruorum_fw-la serm._n 49_o paruorum_fw-la if_o god_n shall_v now_o cut_v i_o off_o and_o will_v endeavour_n to_o assure_v my_o good_a success_n do_v fruit_n worthy_a of_o true_a repentance_n with_o the_o which_o the_o tree_n incline_v to_o the_o part_n of_o glory_n and_o be_v then_o cut_v off_o shall_v be_v transplant_v therein_o the_o experience_a deceit_n that_o man_n suffer_v concern_v these_o three_o verity_n that_o have_v be_v declare_v shall_v be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o twelve_o meditation_n the_o eigth_n meditation_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o cause_n anguish_n and_o affliction_n to_o the_o man_n that_o be_v near_o his_o death_n those_o thing_n that_o may_v cause_v i_o great_a affliction_n and_o anguish_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n may_v be_v reduce_v to_o three_o rank_n some_o pass_v other_o present_a and_o other_o to_o come_v and_o to_o have_v the_o more_o feel_v hereof_o i_o be_o to_o present_v unto_o myself_o that_o hour_n as_o if_o i_o be_v in_o my_o bed_n forsake_v by_o the_o physician_n and_o without_o hope_n of_o life_n which_o be_v not_o difficult_a to_o persuade_v for_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o while_o i_o be_o say_v or_o read_v or_o think_v upon_o this_o i_o want_v no_o more_o but_o one_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o see_v that_o one_o day_n must_v be_v the_o last_o day_n i_o may_v imagine_v that_o it_o be_v this_o present_a daye_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o will_v confider_v the_o great_a anguish_n and_o affliction_n which_o the_o remembrance_n of_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v pass_v will_v cause_v i_o run_v through_o the_o most_o principal_a 1._o first_o i_o shall_v be_v great_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o forepast_a sin_n and_o of_o all_o the_o liberty_n carnallity_n revenge_n ambition_n and_o covetousness_n that_o i_o have_v have_v in_o the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n also_o of_o the_o slackness_n in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n the_o negligence_n and_o omission_n &_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o have_v not_o be_v much_o bewail_v and_o amend_v i_o be_o to_o imagine_v that_o there_o be_v at_o that_o instant_n a_o army_n make_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n like_v as_o of_o bull_n 21.13_o psal_n 21.13_o lion_n tiger_n &_o other_o savage_a beast_n that_o rend_v in_o piece_n my_o heart_n or_o like_o a_o army_n of_o terrible_a worm_n that_o gnaw_v and_o bite_v my_o conscience_n and_o neither_o the_o riches_n nor_o pleasure_n that_o i_o enjoy_v can_v avail_v i_o to_o close_v up_o their_o cruel_a mouth_n for_o the_o delight_n of_o sin_n be_v pass_v there_o remain_v nothing_o but_o the_o sharpness_n of_o pain_n and_o see_v i_o drink_v the_o sweet_a wine_n of_o sensual_a pleasure_n 74.9_o psal_n 74.9_o i_o be_o force_v to_o drink_v the_o bitterness_n of_o their_o lees._n then_o shall_v be_v fullfil_o what_o david_n saithe_v 17.5_o psal_n 17.5_o the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n have_v encompass_v i_o and_o the_o torrent_n of_o iniquity_n have_v trouble_v i_o the_o sorrow_n of_o hell_n have_v compass_v i_o on_o all_o side_n the_o snare_n of_o death_n have_v prevent_v i_o unaware_o o_o what_o bitter_a dolour_n o_o what_o furious_a torrent_n o_o what_o pinch_a snare_n shall_v these_o beeâ—_n from_o the_o which_o my_o own_o force_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v hardly_o know_v how_o to_o make_v any_o use_n of_o they_o for_o the_o bitterness_n of_o these_o dolour_n will_v provoke_v i_o to_o distrust_v the_o vehement_a fury_n of_o these_o river_n will_v trouble_v my_o judgement_n and_o the_o straightness_n of_o these_o snare_n will_v pinch_n my_o throat_n that_o i_o may_v not_o ask_v pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n colloquy_n colloquy_n the_o devil_n make_v use_n of_o all_o this_o that_o i_o may_v have_v no_o issue_n out_o of_o they_o o_o my_o soul_n bewail_n and_o confess_v well_o thy_o sin_n in_o thy_o life_n that_o they_o may_v not_o disquiet_v 5.4_o eccles_n 5.4_o nor_o torment_v thou_o in_o thy_o death_n say_v not_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o what_o sorrowful_n thing_n have_v chaunched_a to_o i_o for_o thy_o joy_n shall_v soon_o pass_v away_v and_o the_o stroke_n of_o sorrow_v shall_v come_v loose_v not_o absolute_o the_o fear_n of_o sin_n which_o thou_o suppose_v to_o be_v pardon_v jest_n that_o sin_n bud_n out_o at_o thy_o death_n which_o thou_o bewayl_v but_o evil_o in_o thy_o life_n these_o and_o such_o other_o advice_n which_o ecclestasticus_n note_v in_o his_o five_o chapter_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v from_o this_o consideration_n with_o a_o resolve_v mind_n to_o begin_v present_o to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n 2._o second_o i_o will_v ponder_v how_o at_o that_o instant_a i_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v torment_v and_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o also_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o time_n that_o i_o have_v to_o negotiate_v a_o business_n so_o important_a as_o that_o of_o my_o salvation_n and_o with_o let_v slip_n many_o occasion_n that_o god_n offer_v i_o to_o that_o end_n then_o shall_v i_o desire_v but_o one_o day_n of_o those_o many_o which_o now_o i_o lose_v in_o sleep_v playing_z and_o talk_v for_o pastime_n and_o recreation_n and_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v grant_v i_o then_o it_o shall_v afflict_v i_o that_o i_o have_v not_o frequent_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n nor_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n that_o i_o have_v not_o answer_v divine_a inspiration_n nor_o hear_v sermon_n nor_o exercise_v work_n of_o penance_n that_o i_o have_v not_o give_v alm_n to_o the_o poor_a to_o gain_v friend_n to_o receive_v i_o in_o the_o eternal_a habitation_n &_o that_o i_o have_v not_o be_v devote_a to_o the_o saint_n that_o in_o that_o narrow_a straight_o they_o may_v be_v my_o mediator_n and_o advocate_n then_o shall_v i_o make_v great_a resolution_n to_o do_v that_o which_o when_o i_o may_v i_o do_v not_o desire_v to_o live_v to_o accomplish_v they_o and_o all_o peradventure_o without_o profit_n like_o those_o of_o the_o wretched_a king_n antiochus_n the_o cruel_a persecutor_n of_o the_o lewes_z who_o be_v at_o the_o point_n of_o death_n though_o he_o make_v great_a promise_n and_o prayer_n unto_o god_n 9.13_o 1._o mach._n 6.12_o 2._o mach._n 9.13_o yet_o saithe_v the_o scripture_n that_o this_o wicked_a man_n pray_v to_o our_o lord_n of_o who_o he_o be_v not_o to_o obtain_v mercy_n not_o that_o mercy_n be_v want_v to_o god_n but_o for_o that_o there_o be_v want_v to_o this_o wretch_n a_o true_a disposition_n to_o receive_v it_o for_o all_o those_o resolution_n of_o he_o spring_v mere_o from_o servile_a fear_n and_o be_v but_o to_o wrest_v out_o his_o bodily_a health_n as_o if_o he_o can_v deceive_v god_n as_o he_o deceive_v man_n from_o this_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v that_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n be_v the_o hour_n of_o unbeguil_v in_o in_o the_o which_o i_o shall_v judge_v of_o all_o thing_n different_o from_o what_o i_o do_v now_o 11.8_o eccles_n cap._n 11.8_o hold_v as_o the_o ecclesiaste_v saithe_n for_o vanity_n that_o which_o before_o i_o hold_v for_o wisdom_n and_o contrary_o hold_v for_o wisdom_n that_o which_o before_o i_o esteem_v as_o vanity_n and_o therefore_o the_o true_a wisdom_n be_v to_o resolve_v effectual_o upon_o that_o which_o then_o i_o will_v do_v and_o forthwith_o to_o accomplish_v it_o for_o the_o ordinary_a law_n be_v that_o he_o that_o live_v well_o die_v well_o and_o he_o that_o live_v very_o evil_o seldom_o happen_v to_o die_v well_o and_o especial_o i_o will_v make_v a_o full_a resolution_n to_o loose_v no_o jot_n of_o time_n nor_o to_o let_v slip_v any_o occasion_n of_o my_o profit_n 14._o eccles_n 14_o 14._o remember_v that_o of_o ecclesiasticus_fw-la be_v not_o defraud_v of_o the_o good_a day_n and_o let_v not_o a_o little_a portion_n of_o a_o good_a gift_n overpasse_v thou_o but_o make_v thy_o profit_n of_o all_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o he_o that_o give_v it_o thou_o the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o great_a affliction_n that_o my_o soul_n shall_v feel_v in_o leave_v all_o thing_n present_a if_o i_o possess_v they_o with_o a_o evil_a conscience_n 48.18_o psal_n 48.18_o or_o with_o a_o disordinate_a affection_n whereupon_o i_o be_o to_o persuade_v myself_o that_o in_o that_o hour_n perforce_o and_o in_o spite_n of_o my_o tooth_n i_o be_o to_o leave_v three_o sort_n of_o thing_n 1._o first_o i_o be_o to_o leave_v the_o riches_n dignity_n office_n delicacy_n and_o possession_n that_o i_o have_v and_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o carry_v any_o thing_n with_o i_o and_o the_o more_o good_n i_o have_v the_o more_o bitter_a it_o willbee_n to_o leave_v they_o for_o death_n say_v
envy_n of_o grace_n and_o brotherly_a charitye_n and_o it_o be_v one_o of_o those_o sin_n which_o be_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v sad_a and_o heavy_a that_o our_o neighbour_n shall_v be_v virtuous_a and_o shall_v have_v the_o grace_n and_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n wish_v that_o he_o have_v they_o not_o from_o whence_o proceed_v the_o most_o grievous_a sin_n of_o scandal_n which_o be_v to_o say_v or_o do_v something_o to_o cause_v our_o neighbour_n to_o loose_a grace_n and_o charity_n such_o be_v the_o envy_n of_o the_o devil_n against_o man_n by_o the_o which_o say_v the_o wiseman_n death_n enter_v into_o the_o world_n 2.24_o sapient_a 2.24_o who_o all_o they_o imitate_v that_o be_v of_o his_o faction_n this_o may_v suffice_v to_o abhor_v this_o so_o abominable_a vice_n which_o make_v i_o a_o imitator_n of_o sathan_n and_o so_o confound_v myself_o for_o the_o sin_n which_o in_o this_o matter_n i_o have_v commit_v i_o will_v say_v to_o myself_o see_v thou_o be_v call_v to_o imitate_v christ_n imitate_v not_o his_o enemy_n for_o if_o thou_o imitate_v he_o inenuie_n thou_o shall_v be_v partaker_n of_o the_o death_n that_o enter_v thereby_o the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o innumerable_a evil_n of_o sin_n and_o pain_n that_o spring_n from_o envy_n by_o god_n just_a punishment_n that_o itself_o may_v be_v the_o most_o cruel_a tormentor_n of_o he_o that_o be_v subject_v unto_o it_o aswell_o in_o this_o life_n as_o in_o the_o other_o first_o envy_n be_v avenemous_a breath_n of_o the_o infernal_a serpent_n by_o the_o which_o he_o cast_v out_o all_o his_o poison_n together_o seduce_v to_o most_o grievous_a sin_n obscure_v reason_n enrage_v the_o soul_n corrupt_v the_o body_n and_o rot_v the_o bone_n and_o much_o more_o destroy_v the_o strong_a virtue_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n 30._o prover._n 14_o 30._o it_o be_v like_o a_o disease_n incurable_a or_o very_o difficult_a to_o be_v cure_v for_o as_o it_o be_v a_o vice_n infamous_a and_o proper_a only_a to_o base_a mind_n we_o be_v ashamed_a to_o manifest_v it_o to_o the_o spiritual_a physician_n and_o with_o what_o success_n soever_o it_o be_v though_o it_o be_v contrary_a prosperous_a or_o adverse_a it_o be_v bait_v and_o augment_v all_o which_o may_v be_v ponder_v by_o certain_a example_n of_o holy_a scripture_n in_o all_o estate_n of_o person_n according_a to_o the_o degree_n of_o envy_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o cain_n through_o envy_n 4.8_o genes_n 4.8_o that_o god_n accept_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o his_o brother_n abel_n kill_v he_o by_o deceit_n and_o cruellty_a yea_o he_o will_v have_v cover_v his_o sin_n from_o god_n and_o he_o dispair_v of_o mercy_n and_o remedy_n the_o brother_n of_o joseph_n through_o envy_n put_v he_o in_o a_o well_o and_o sell_v he_o for_o a_o slave_n 37.24_o genes_n 37.24_o and_o though_o he_o humble_v himself_o unto_o they_o they_o be_v not_o appease_v core_n dathan_n and_o abyron_n enue_v aaron_n and_o moses_n 31._o num._n 16_o 31._o will_v have_v usurp_v their_o dignity_n and_o have_v put_v the_o people_n in_o a_o tumult_n for_o the_o which_o the_o earth_n open_v and_o swallow_v they_o alive_a saul_n thoroughe_o envy_n persecute_v david_n with_o such_o obstinacy_n that_o he_o live_v as_o if_o he_o have_v be_v possess_v with_o a_o devil_n and_o kill_v himself_o like_o a_o man_n in_o despair_n final_o the_o jew_n for_o the_o envy_n they_o bear_v against_o our_o saviour_n christ_n commit_v the_o great_a sinnne_n and_o suffer_v the_o great_a punishment_n that_o have_v happen_v in_o the_o world_n 3._o from_o hence_o i_o will_v pass_v to_o consider_v the_o punishment_n of_o hell_n where_o the_o enious_a with_o incredible_a rage_n shall_v turn_v against_o themselves_o bite_v their_o own_o flesh_n and_o that_o cruel_a worm_n that_o gnaw_v their_o conscience_n shall_v whet_v their_o teete_n with_o envy_n remember_v what_o good_n they_o lose_v and_o other_o obtain_v special_o when_o after_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n they_o shall_v see_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o righteous_a who_o here_o they_o despise_v 4_o finaly_n envy_n be_v so_o evil_a and_o cruel_a that_o it_o convert_v all_o thing_n to_o its_o own_o hurt_n 17.22_o prou._n 17.22_o from_o other_o man_n good_a it_o draw_v a_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n that_o dri_v up_o the_o bone_n and_o from_o other_o man_n harm_n it_o draw_v such_o a_o manner_n of_o joy_n that_o with_o the_o sin_n it_o make_v itself_o partaker_n of_o they_o and_o therefore_o in_o hell_n the_o good_a &_o evil_a of_o other_o shall_v be_v the_o proper_a torment_n of_o the_o envious_a now_o this_o be_v so_o why_o do_v not_o i_o tremble_v at_o this_o cruel_a beast_n how_o dare_v i_o dwell_v with_o this_o basilisk_n that_o with_o his_o eye_n kill_v &_o torment_v i_o colloquy_n judas_n apostolus_fw-la in_o sva_fw-la canonica_fw-la 11._o colloquy_n o_o how_o true_o may_v i_o apply_v to_o myself_o that_o of_o the_o apostle_n woe_n to_o i_o that_o wickede_o have_v follow_v the_o way_n of_o cain_n persecute_v for_o envy_v my_o brother_n &_o like_o balaam_n have_v give_v they_o evil_a counsel_n to_o overthrow_v they_o in_o sin_n &_o like_o core_n have_v pretend_v to_o exalt_v myself_o by_o debase_v of_o they_o i_o have_v deserve_v o_o my_o god_n that_o the_o earth_n shall_v swallow_v i_o as_o it_o do_v core_n that_o i_o shall_v perish_v miserable_o like_o balaam_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v cast_v i_o for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o presence_n like_o cain_n imiate_v in_o pain_n those_o who_o i_o imitate_v in_o sin_n but_o herein_o by_o thy_o grace_n i_o differ_v from_o cain_n confess_v that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v great_a than_o my_o wickedness_n and_o therefore_o i_o hope_v to_o obtain_v entire_a pardon_n thereof_o the_o three_o point_n three_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o great_a benefit_n which_o be_v include_v in_o the_o perfect_a mortification_n of_o envy_n &_o in_o embrace_v brotherly_a charitye_n ponder_v first_n the_o act_n of_o this_o charity_n as_o they_o be_v contrary_a to_o envy_v the_o first_o be_v to_o resist_v evil_a motion_n cant_v exit_fw-la d._n bern._n serm_n 49._o in_o cant_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o though_o i_o feel_v myself_o to_o be_v assail_v with_o heavienesse_n for_o the_o prosperity_n of_o my_o neighbour_n that_o yet_o i_o give_v not_o consent_v thereunto_o another_o and_o better_a be_v to_o rejoice_v at_o his_o good_a as_o if_o it_o be_v my_o own_o and_o to_o give_v he_o the_o much_o good_a may_v it_o do_v he_o the_o three_o and_o most_o perfect_a be_v to_o wish_v that_o many_o have_v the_o same_o excellency_n that_o i_o have_v yea_o and_o great_a if_o god_n shall_v be_v so_o please_v rejoice_v the_o reat_fw-la for_o this_o cause_n as_o if_o they_o be_v my_o own_o to_o move_v i_o to_o so_o excellent_a act_n i_o be_o to_o ponder_v that_o it_o be_v the_o generosity_n of_o a_o christian_n mind_n to_o seek_v more_o god_n pleasure_n than_o my_o own_o and_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n much_o more_o than_o i_o own_o and_o that_o it_o may_v be_v spread_v among_o many_o and_o in_o many_o thing_n and_o if_o it_o be_v god_n will_v and_o for_o his_o glory_n that_o other_o shall_v have_v great_a natural_a or_o supernatural_a gift_n than_o i_o it_o be_v just_a that_o my_o will_n shall_v condescende_v thereunto_o i_o must_v not_o be_v like_o josue_n the_o servant_n of_o moses_n who_o be_v envious_a that_o other_o shall_v prophesy_v but_o like_o moses_n himself_o who_o say_v 29._o num._n 11.27_o &_o 29._o i_o will_v i_o may_v understand_v that_o all_o do_v prophesy_v that_o all_o be_v wise_a prudent_a and_o holy_a and_o that_o all_o do_v serve_v and_o glorify_v god_n i_o must_v not_o be_v like_o the_o disciple_n of_o john_n baptist_n 3.26_o joan._n 3.26_o who_o be_v envious_a that_o christ_n shall_v baptize_v and_o that_o all_o shall_v follow_v after_o he_o but_o rather_o as_o the_o baptist_n himself_o who_o say_v it_o behove_v that_o christ_n increase_n and_o i_o diminish_v i_o rejoice_v that_o my_o neighbour_n be_v axalt_v &_o i_o humble_v and_o so_o it_o be_v meet_v when_o god_n will_v have_v it_o so_o beside_o this_o brotherly_a charity_n contrary_o to_o envy_n draw_v out_o of_o all_o thing_n good_a to_o itself_o for_o rejoice_v at_o the_o good_a of_o my_o neighbour_n i_o make_v it_o my_o own_o and_o grieve_v at_o his_o evil_n i_o shall_v free_a miselfe_n therefrom_o for_o by_o such_o act_n i_o dispose_v myself_o that_o god_n may_v give_v i_o the_o one_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o other_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o shall_v be_v most_o convenient_a for_o i_o final_o with_o this_o charity_n who_o fruit_n be_v peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n i_o shall_v begin_v even_o from_o
to_o the_o service_n of_o my_o creator_n and_o redeemer_n of_o who_o i_o be_o to_o require_v that_o see_v he_o buy_v i_o with_o his_o blood_n 7.23_o 1._o petr._n 1_o 18._o 1._o ad_fw-la corinth_n 7.23_o to_o free_v i_o from_o the_o slaverye_n of_o sin_n that_o with_o this_o new_a title_n i_o may_v be_v his_o slave_n that_o he_o permit_v not_o that_o i_o be_v any_o more_o the_o slave_n of_o my_o flesh_n nor_o of_o my_o vice_n nor_o of_o the_o devil_n his_o enemy_n the_o four_o meditation_n of_o the_o grievousnesse_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o baseness_n of_o man_n that_o offend_v god_n and_o by_o the_o nothing_o that_o he_o have_v of_o os_fw-la his_o own_a the_o end_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v to_o know_v the_o grievousnesse_n of_o do_v injurye_n to_o god_n the_o baseness_n of_o he_o that_o offend_v he_o for_o the_o more_o vile_a the_o offendor_n be_v so_o much_o the_o great_a be_v his_o boldness_n and_o shamelessnesse_n in_o offend_v the_o supreme_a emperor_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o earth_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v what_o i_o be_o concern_v the_o body_n 3.19_o gâ—n_n 2.7_o &_o 3.19_o ponder_v that_o my_o original_a be_v dirt_n and_o my_o end_n be_v dust_n my_o flesh_n be_v a_o flower_n 14.1_o isai_n 40.6_o jacobi_fw-la 4.14_o job._n 14.1_o and_o soon_o wither_v like_o hay_n my_o life_n be_v as_o a_o blast_n and_o as_o a_o vapour_n that_o soon_o pass_v and_o it_o be_v short_a and_o full_a as_o job_n say_v of_o many_o misery_n and_o necessity_n of_o hunger_n cold_a grief_n infirmity_n poverty_n and_o danger_n of_o death_n it_o have_v no_o security_n of_o one_o only_a day_n of_o life_n nor_o of_o rest_n nor_o of_o health_n so_o that_o by_o my_o own_o strength_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o free_v i_o from_o these_o misery_n unless_o god_n our_o lord_n with_o his_o protection_n and_o providence_n do_v defend_v and_o deliver_v i_o from_o they_o now_o what_o great_a madness_n can_v there_o be_v then_o for_o a_o man_n so_o needye_a and_o miserable_a to_o dare_v to_o offend_v his_o only_a remedy_a and_o protector_n and_o what_o great_a dotage_n can_v there_o be_v then_o for_o the_o flesh_n be_v but_o dust_n and_o ash_n a_o filthy_a dunghill_n a_o swarm_n of_o worm_n and_o rottenness_n itself_o to_o presume_v to_o injurye_n the_o supreme_a spirit_n of_o immense_a majesty_n before_o who_o the_o power_n and_o all_o the_o other_o bless_a spirit_n do_v tremble_v o_o earth_n 45.9_o colloquy_n eccles_n 10_o 9_o isai_n 45.9_o and_o ash_n how_o be_v thou_o so_o proud_v against_o god_n o_o vessel_n of_o clay_n how_o do_v thou_o contradict_v thy_o maker_n o_o miserable_a flesh_n if_o thou_o so_o much_o fear_v man_n that_o can_v deprive_v thou_o of_o thy_o temporal_a life_n without_o do_v thou_o any_o great_a harm_n how_o do_v thou_o not_o tremble_v at_o god_n that_o can_v deprive_v thou_o of_o eternal_a life_n and_o cast_v thou_o into_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n return_v into_o thyself_o and_o if_o it_o be_v but_o for_o thy_o own_o interest_n cease_v to_o offend_v he_o that_o can_v free_v thou_o from_o so_o many_o evil_n with_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o great_o to_o confound_v myself_o and_o to_o terrifye_v myself_o with_o myselry_n that_o have_v fall_v into_o such_o madness_n and_o have_v be_v so_o exceed_o foolehardye_a and_o to_o beseech_v christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n that_o by_o his_o most_o holy_a flesh_n he_o will_v pardon_v this_o audaciousness_n of_o i_o and_o reduce_v it_o to_o reason_n hereafter_o the_o second_o point_n 1._o second_o i_o will_v consider_v what_o i_o be_o concern_v the_o soul_n ponder_v that_o i_o be_v create_v of_o nothing_o 38.6_o psal_n 38.6_o and_o that_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o nothing_o that_o i_o be_o worth_a nothing_o that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o that_o i_o merit_v nothing_o and_o that_o present_o i_o shall_v be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o 15.5_o joan._n 15.5_o if_o god_n do_v not_o continual_o preserve_v i_o neither_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n if_o god_n do_v not_o continual_o aid_v i_o beside_o this_o 50.7_o psal_n 50.7_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o sin_n and_o with_o a_o inclination_n to_o sin_n through_o the_o disorder_n of_o my_o appetite_n and_o passion_n i_o live_v subject_n to_o infinite_a misery_n of_o ignorances_n and_o error_n environ_v with_o innumerable_a temptation_n within_o i_o and_o without_o i_o by_o visible_a and_o invisible_a enemy_n that_o on_o all_o side_n do_v encompass_v i_o and_o through_o the_o imbecillitye_n of_o my_o freewill_n i_o have_v consent_v and_o do_v consent_n unto_o they_o commit_v many_o sin_n by_o the_o which_o i_o come_v to_o be_v less_o than_o nothing_o for_o it_o be_v a_o less_o evil_a not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o sin_n and_o it_o have_v be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o have_v be_v 24._o matt._n 26_o 24._o then_o to_o be_v damn_v 2._o and_o if_o this_o be_v that_o which_o i_o be_o much_o worse_a be_v that_o which_o i_o may_v be_v through_o my_o great_a mutabillitie_n and_o weakness_n for_o 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that_o hour_n for_o while_o we_o live_v we_o negotiate_v that_o which_o shall_v aid_v we_o at_o that_o instant_a to_o this_o purpose_n we_o shall_v make_v our_o profit_n of_o a_o manner_n of_o preparation_n to_o die_v well_o which_o shall_v be_v put_v in_o the_o four_o part_n in_o the_o fift_v and_o first_o meditation_n collect_v from_o what_o christ_n our_o saviour_n do_v at_o his_o death_n as_o likewise_o of_o what_o shall_v be_v say_v in_o the_o five_o part_n in_o the_o thirty_o and_o four_o meditation_n concern_v the_o glorious_a passage_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n the_o nine_o meditation_n of_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o instant_a of_o death_n 5._o d._n th._n 3._o p._n q._n 59_o art_n 5._o in_o this_o meditation_n i_o be_o to_o presuppose_v that_o verity_n of_o our_o faith_n 14.10_o 2._o cor._n 5.10_o ad_fw-la rom._n 14.10_o that_o all_o man_n as_o s._n paul_n saithe_v be_v to_o be_v present_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o 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represent_v his_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o purity_n and_o his_o clemencye_n towards_o the_o good_a and_o of_o both_o these_o figure_n i_o may_v make_v my_o profit_n as_o in_o the_o follow_a point_n shall_v be_v see_v the_o first_o point_n first_o be_v to_o be_v consider_v the_o person_n assistant_n at_o this_o judgement_n regard_v the_o quality_n and_o semblance_n of_o each_o one_o of_o they_o these_o be_v four_o at_o the_o jest_n 1_o the_o first_o be_v the_o soul_n that_o be_v to_o be_v judge_v the_o which_o shall_v stand_v alone_o naked_a without_o her_o body_n and_o all_o visible_a thing_n clothe_v only_o with_o her_o work_n for_o allbeit_v at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n there_o be_v present_a many_o kinsfolk_n and_o many_o religious_a person_n yet_o in_o that_o instant_a that_o it_o issue_v out_o of_o the_o body_n there_o be_v none_o of_o they_o can_v bear_v it_o company_n nor_o favour_n it_o as_o desolate_a shall_v be_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o king_n as_o that_o of_o a_o clown_n of_o a_o scotfree_a man_n as_o of_o a_o poor_a man_n of_o a_o learned_a man_n as_o of_o a_o idiot_n for_o dignity_n &_o riches_n remain_v here_o and_o though_o it_o carry_v with_o it_o its_o science_n there_o be_v no_o account_n make_v of_o they_o but_o of_o work_n 14.13_o apoc._n 14.13_o whereby_o i_o shall_v see_v what_o a_o great_a inconsideration_n it_o be_v to_o procure_v with_o so_o much_o solicitude_n that_o which_o can_v help_v i_o in_o that_o conflict_n and_o to_o loose_v that_o which_o most_o of_o all_o import_v i_o 2._o euangelia_fw-la zach._n 3.1_o psal_n 108_o 6._o d._n gregory_n hom_n 39_o in_o euangelia_fw-la on_o either_o side_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o be_v collect_v out_o of_o holy_a scripture_n shall_v stand_v at_o least_o the_o angel_n guardian_n and_o the_o devil_n with_o different_a semblance_n according_o as_o they_o suspect_v what_o be_v like_a to_o succeed_v i_o may_v imagine_v that_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a the_o devil_n stand_v very_o 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and_o irrevocable_a for_o all_o that_o may_v be_v see_v in_o this_o process_n he_o see_v and_o comprehend_v it_o at_o first_o sight_n so_o that_o a_o review_v be_v superfluous_a ponder_v these_o thing_n i_o will_v imagine_v that_o my_o soul_n stand_v to_o be_v judge_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o so_o upright_o a_o judge_n as_o god_n our_o lord_n be_v and_o consider_v a_o while_n my_o sin_n to_o move_v i_o to_o fear_n i_o will_v behold_v the_o judge_n in_o indignation_n against_o i_o with_o a_o severe_a countenance_n and_o a_o inexorable_a mind_n and_o i_o will_v behold_v satan_n stand_v on_o my_o right_a side_n full_a of_o content_a and_o as_o it_o be_v victorious_a apply_v to_o myself_o
we_o be_v in_o o_o who_o beguile_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o unto_o we_o final_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strip_v naked_a of_o those_o moral_n 7._o d._n th._n in_o addit_fw-la q._n 98._o be_v 1._o ad_fw-la 3._o ibid._n art_n 7._o and_o politic_a virtue_n which_o it_o acquire_v in_o this_o life_n it_o shall_v remain_v without_o prudence_n or_o fortitude_n or_o justice_n or_o any_o other_o and_o if_o any_o science_n be_v leave_v it_o that_o it_o get_v with_o its_o industry_n it_o shall_v be_v to_o its_o great_a pain_n for_o not_o have_v negotiate_v therewith_o the_o science_n that_o may_v have_v redeem_v it_o from_o all_o this_o misery_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v be_v accomplish_v therein_o that_o dreadefull_a sentence_n of_o holy_a job_n colloquy_n job._n 20.14_o colloquy_n his_o bread_n in_o his_o belly_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n the_o riches_n which_o he_o have_v devour_v he_o shall_v vomit_v out_o and_o god_n shall_v draw_v they_o forth_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n o_o my_o soul_n look_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o vomit_v with_o thy_o will_n the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o charity_n that_o thou_o receive_v for_o afterward_n they_o will_v make_v thou_o vomit_v perforce_o faith_n and_o the_o virtue_n that_o thou_o have_v gain_v and_o those_o science_n which_o now_o thou_o gain_v with_o delight_n shall_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o aspicke_n to_o torment_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o principal_a fruit_n which_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v endeavour_v to_o negotiate_v with_o those_o talent_n that_o god_n have_v give_v i_o 26._o matt._n 25_o 26._o jest_n at_o the_o reckon_a day_n god_n take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o from_o the_o slothefull_a servant_n leave_v i_o only_o those_o which_o like_a aspicke_n &_o dragon_n shall_v most_o cruel_o gnaw_v my_o heart_n because_o i_o proffit_v myself_o so_o evil_o with_o they_o the_o five_o point_n 1._o fiftly_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o final_a sentence_n which_o in_o that_o very_a instant_a of_o death_n christ_n our_o lord_n pronounce_v against_o the_o sinner_n intimate_v it_o unto_o he_o with_o a_o interior_a and_o terrible_a voice_n say_v to_o he_o alone_o the_o same_o word_n that_o he_o will_v afterwards_o say_v to_o all_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o general_n judgement_n 41._o matt._n 25_o 41._o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o accurse_a of_o my_o father_n into_o that_o eternal_a fire_n that_o be_v prepare_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o angel_n that_o be_v to_o say_v get_v thou_o from_o hence_o abominable_a sinner_n that_o merit_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o my_o presence_n nor_o to_o enter_v into_o my_o glory_n go_v into_o eternal_a fire_n which_o thy_o sin_n do_v deserve_v in_o company_n of_o satan_n to_o who_o infernal_a power_n i_o remit_v thou_o that_o he_o may_v carry_v thou_o with_o he_o 2._o this_o sentence_n be_v give_v in_o the_o very_a same_o instant_a god_n forsake_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n abandon_v it_o say_v to_o it_o as_o to_o babylon_n 51.9_o jerem._n 51.9_o i_o do_v enough_o to_o cure_v thou_o labour_v thy_o salvation_n and_o thou_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o the_o power_n of_o he_o who_o shall_v take_v that_o vengeance_n of_o thou_o which_o thy_o rebellion_n deserve_v and_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n the_o devil_n shall_v attach_v the_o wretched_a soul_n without_o either_o admit_v or_o hear_v supplication_n or_o prayer_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o hell_n so_o that_o the_o sinner_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n from_o his_o bed_n where_o he_o lie_v very_o delicate_o inviron_v with_o many_o friend_n and_o kinsman_n 21.23_o job._n 21.23_o die_v as_o job_n saithe_v in_o a_o moment_n with_o a_o death_n to_o appearance_n happy_a and_o peaceable_a but_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n he_o descend_v to_o hell_n pass_v from_o one_o extreme_a of_o temporal_a good_a to_o another_o extreme_a of_o eternal_a evil_n o_o what_o will_v the_o unhappy_a soul_n feel_v in_o that_o first_o entrance_n into_o hell_n when_o it_o see_v what_o it_o leave_v and_o what_o it_o find_v 14.11_o isai_n 14.11_o when_o it_o see_v and_o feel_v a_o bed_n of_o fire_n the_o matress_n of_o worm_n the_o company_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o torment_n from_o which_o she_o have_v no_o hope_n ever_o to_o escape_v o_o just_a judge_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n et_fw-la cum_fw-la veneris_fw-la judicare_fw-la noli_fw-la i_o condemnare_fw-la and_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o judge_n do_v not_o condemn_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v this_o sentence_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n and_o live_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v meritte_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o the_o sixth_o point_n sixth_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o the_o just_a christ_n our_o redeemer_n say_v invisible_o to_o he_o with_o a_o amiable_a voice_n 21._o matt._n 25_o 34._o matt._n 25_o 21._o come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n well_o fare_v thou_o good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v faithful_a over_o a_o few_o thing_n i_o will_v place_v thou_o over_o many_o thing_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o at_o that_o very_a instant_a the_o devil_n depart_v affront_v and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n receive_v the_o soul_n other_o angel_n as_o they_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o poor_a lazarus_n come_v to_o accompanye_n it_o 16.22_o luc._n 16.22_o and_o all_o with_o great_a joy_n carry_v it_o to_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v that_o eternal_a good_a when_o it_o have_v nothing_o to_o be_v purge_v in_o purgatory_n o_o what_o joy_n shall_v the_o soul_n have_v in_o that_o her_o first_o and_o so_o much_o desire_v entrance_n that_o which_o be_v before_o full_a of_o dolour_n humble_v with_o contempt_n and_o trouble_v with_o fear_n in_o a_o moment_n shall_v see_v herself_o far_o otherwise_o all_o her_o pain_n turn_v into_o glory_n and_o her_o mourning_n into_o rejoice_v in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n in_o a_o place_n of_o repose_n and_o ingulf_v in_o the_o view_n of_o she_o god_n 2._o these_o thing_n consider_v i_o will_v make_v comparison_n between_o the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v see_v as_o david_n saithe_v the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a most_o vile_a 15._o psal_n 33.22_o psal_n 115_o 15._o and_o abominable_a the_o end_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o begin_v of_o their_o torment_n and_o contrary_o the_o end_n of_o the_o good_a be_v precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o end_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o beginning_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o herewith_o i_o will_v animate_v myself_o to_o procure_v a_o good_a death_n wherein_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o good_a sentence_n encourage_v myself_o to_o penance_n and_o to_o the_o exercize_n of_o virtue_n trust_v in_o the_o benignity_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o will_v sentence_v i_o with_o mercy_n if_o in_o my_o life_n i_o make_v profit_n thereof_o 3._o i_o will_v conclude_v with_o a_o speech_n to_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o that_o hour_n interpose_v not_o herself_o in_o this_o judgement_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n depart_v the_o body_n the_o door_n of_o intercession_n and_o pardon_n be_v lock_v up_o and_o that_o of_o rigorous_a justice_n be_v open_v beseech_v she_o that_o now_o present_o she_o willbee_n my_o aduocatrice_n &_o intercessor_n negotiate_v for_o i_o this_o good_a sentence_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o work_v worthy_a thereof_o to_o which_o end_n it_o will_v aid_v i_o to_o say_v with_o spirit_n those_o last_o word_n which_o the_o church_n put_v in_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o aue_fw-la maria_n and_o those_o which_o it_o use_v in_o another_o hymn_n say_v maria_fw-la mater_fw-la gratiae_fw-la mater_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tu_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la host_n protege_n &_o hora_n mortis_fw-la suscipe_fw-la marry_o mother_n of_o grace_n mother_n of_o mercy_n defend_v we_o from_o the_o enemy_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n receive_v us._n o_o sovereign_a virgin_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o aduocatrice_n of_o sinner_n be_v my_o aduocatrice_n before_o thy_o son_n appease_v with_o thy_o intercession_n his_o wrath_n obtain_v for_o i_o time_n of_o true_a repentance_n before_o the_o time_n be_v past_a wherein_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o see_v the_o sentence_n give_v in_o death_n be_v irrevocable_a negotiate_v for_o i_o o_o most_o benign_a mother_n that_o it_o may_v be_v favourable_a towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o bless_a fruit_n of_o thy_o womb_n jesus_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o thy_o company_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n to_o the_o intention_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n that_o which_o in_o the_o three_o part_n shall_v
remembrance_n of_o the_o sovereign_a benefit_n that_o god_n do_v we_o to_o take_v we_o out_o of_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v not_o sufficient_a to_o spur_v and_o to_o curb_v we_o yet_o at_o least_o the_o remembrance_n may_v suffice_v that_o when_o we_o jest_n think_v of_o it_o we_o shall_v be_v turn_v into_o dust_n and_o so_o what_o love_n can_v not_o do_v let_v fear_n bring_v to_o pass_v therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n 1.10_o colloquy_n micheae_n 1.10_o take_v counsel_n of_o the_o prophet_n who_o say_v in_o the_o house_n of_o dust_n cover_v thyself_o with_o dust_n and_o see_v thou_o live_v in_o flesh_n which_o be_v dust_n and_o be_v short_o to_o dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o dust_n which_o be_v the_o grave_n cover_v thyself_o with_o dust_n and_o ash_n do_v penance_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o this_o dust_n beduste_v the_o sweet_a and_o please_a thing_n of_o this_o life_n that_o they_o may_v not_o carry_v thou_o after_o they_o to_o death_n 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bone_n do_v read_v thou_o consider_v well_o what_o judgement_n pass_v on_o they_o for_o such_o shall_v be_v thy_o live_v as_o they_o wish_n that_o they_o have_v live_v prepare_v thyself_o as_o they_o will_v that_o they_o have_v prepare_v themselves_o pass_v often_o alive_a this_o career_n that_o they_o have_v pass_v that_o when_o thy_o hour_n approach_v thou_o may_v run_v it_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v obtain_v life_n everlasting_a amen_n the_o twelve_o meditation_n of_o the_o most_o grievous_a deceit_n and_o danger_n which_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o death_n bring_v with_o it_o and_o of_o the_o manner_n how_o they_o be_v to_o be_v remedy_v this_o meditation_n i_o will_v ground_n upon_o the_o speech_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n concern_v a_o scotfree_a man_n man_n of_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o covetous_a scotfree_a man_n who_o field_n have_v yield_v he_o plenty_n of_o fruit_n he_o think_v within_o himself_o to_o enlarge_v his_o grainary_n or_o barn_n to_o gather_v &_o to_o keep_v they_o and_o speak_v unto_o his_o soul_n he_o say_v unto_o it_o soul_n 12.19_o luc._n 12.19_o thou_o have_v much_o good_n lay_v up_o for_o many_o year_n take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n but_o god_n say_v unto_o he_o thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v thy_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v provide_v who_o shall_v they_o be_v in_o the_o person_n of_o this_o scotfree_a man_n so_o forgetful_a of_o his_o death_n be_v represent_v unto_o we_o those_o that_o have_v the_o like_a forgetfulness_n especial_o when_o they_o be_v scotfree_a healthful_a and_o young_a which_o i_o be_o to_o apply_v to_o myself_o in_o the_o form_n ensue_v the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v three_o great_a deceit_n which_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o death_n bring_v with_o it_o by_o reason_n whereof_o our_o lord_n god_n call_v this_o richeman_n fool_n the_o first_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o many_o year_n of_o life_n and_o to_o beethinke_v i_o what_o i_o shall_v do_v with_o they_o as_o if_o this_o depend_v only_o upon_o my_o will_n and_o not_o upon_o god_n who_o peradventure_o have_v determine_v to_o take_v from_o we_o our_o life_n the_o very_a same_o night_n or_o day_n wherein_o we_o think_v it_o shall_v have_v be_v large_a and_o herewith_o he_o defeat_v our_o imagination_n and_o discover_v how_o much_o they_o go_v astraye_v whereupon_o i_o will_v reprehend_v myself_o with_o the_o word_n of_o the_o apostle_n s_o 4.13_o jaco._n 4.13_o james_n say_v to_o myself_o how_o dare_v thou_o say_v to_o morrow_n i_o will_v go_v into_o such_o a_o city_n and_o there_o i_o will_v spend_v a_o year_n and_o will_v traffic_v and_o make_v gain_n when_o thou_o
be_v ignorant_a what_o shall_v become_v of_o thou_o to_o morrow_n for_o thy_o life_n be_v as_o a_o vapour_n which_o soon_o vanish_v away_o therefore_o it_o be_v fit_a thou_o shall_v say_v if_o our_o lord_n will_v and_o if_o i_o shall_v live_v i_o will_v do_v this_o or_o that_o for_o otherwise_o thou_o shall_v find_v thyself_o deceive_v if_o god_n have_v determine_v the_o contrary_n the_o second_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o not_o only_o long_a life_n but_o also_o to_o assure_v myseffe_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v health_n strength_n and_o content_a with_o all_o the_o good_n that_o i_o possess_v and_o that_o they_o also_o shall_v last_v as_o long_o as_o i_o from_o whence_o it_o proceed_v that_o hereupon_o i_o exhort_v my_o soul_n say_v requiesce_v comede_fw-la bibe_fw-la &_o epulare_fw-la take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n give_v thyself_o to_o banquet_v and_o pleasure_n for_o thou_o shall_v want_v nothing_o and_o this_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a illusion_n for_o all_o this_o depend_v upon_o god_n who_o can_v take_v from_o i_o my_o good_n before_o my_o life_n be_v end_v and_o though_o he_o take_v not_o away_o they_o 5.18_o eccles_n 5.18_o he_o may_v as_o ecclesiaste_n say_v take_v from_o i_o my_o health_n and_o strength_n that_o i_o may_v not_o enjoy_v they_o the_o three_o deceit_n be_v to_o forget_v to_o provide_v what_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o other_o life_n as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o more_o but_o this_o present_a and_o this_o be_v the_o most_o qualify_v folly_n of_o this_o scotfree_a man_n that_o have_v provide_v his_o soul_n of_o so_o much_o wealth_n to_o pass_v this_o temporal_a life_n he_o be_v alltogither_o oblivious_a to_o provide_v it_o of_o those_o necessary_a good_n for_o life_n everlasting_a for_o the_o which_o it_o must_v needs_o be_v that_o the_o unhappy_a soul_n that_o in_o this_o miserable_a life_n do_v eat_v drink_n and_o banquet_n must_v afterwards_o endure_v perpetual_a hunger_n and_o thirst_v and_o eternal_a misery_n ponder_v these_o three_o deceit_n i_o will_v examine_v if_o my_o soul_n be_v beguile_v with_o they_o and_o will_v exhort_v she_o contrary_o to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n say_v unto_o she_o o_o my_o soul_n promise_v not_o to_o thyself_o many_o year_n colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o peradventure_o thou_o shall_v not_o live_v out_o this_o present_a glory_n not_o of_o to_o morrow_v for_o thou_o know_a not_o what_o the_o day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v shall_v bring_v forth_o give_v not_o thyself_o to_o rest_n but_o to_o labour_v not_o to_o feast_n and_o banquet_n but_o to_o fast_v and_o tear_n 9.5_o prover._n 27.1_o eccles_n 9.5_o have_v a_o care_n of_o eternal_a life_n which_o attend_v thou_o for_o after_o death_n there_o be_v no_o mean_n to_o meritte_v any_o durable_a rest_n or_o satiety_n o_o eternal_a god_n deliver_v i_o of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n from_o these_o miserable_a deceit_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o i_o in_o they_o exhort_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o work_n that_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o that_o this_o day_n it_o may_v more_o and_o more_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o offend_v thou_o amen_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o great_a loss_n they_o suffer_v in_o death_n that_o have_v be_v thus_o beguile_v all_o their_o life_n draw_v they_o from_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n stulte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la animam_fw-la tuam_fw-la repetent_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la &_o quae_fw-la parasti_fw-la cvius_fw-la erunt_fw-la thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v they_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v scrape_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v touch_v four_o grievous_a loss_n 33.22_o psal_n 33.22_o for_o the_o which_o king_n david_n have_v great_a reason_n to_o say_v that_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v very_o evil_a 1._o stulte_fw-la stulte_fw-la the_o first_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o his_o very_a folly_n without_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n thereof_o till_o it_o be_v past_a remedy_n for_o late_o or_o early_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a shall_v come_v to_o perceive_v their_o error_n but_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n for_o the_o wicked_a continue_v in_o their_o error_n until_o death_n and_o then_o with_o the_o experience_n of_o their_o torment_n and_o misery_n they_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n how_o much_o in_o their_o life_n time_n they_o be_v beguile_v 5_o sap._n 5_o call_v themselves_o insensati_fw-la man_n without_o wit_n or_o judgement_n but_o the_o good_a in_o their_o life-time_n perceive_v their_o error_n by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n &_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o death_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o they_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o perceive_v thy_o own_o error_n take_v for_o thy_o mistress_n this_o divine_a light_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v the_o experience_n of_o eternal_a misery_n to_o be_v thy_o mistress_n and_o beware_v by_o other_o man_n danger_n before_o this_o loss_n light_n upon_o thou_o with_o thy_o own_o 2._o nocte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la the_o second_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o the_o night_n that_o be_v by_o a_o sudden_a and_o hasty_a death_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o crime_n for_o oftentimes_o when_o man_n be_v healthefull_a &_o content_v as_o this_o scotfree_a man_n be_v god_n intimate_v unto_o they_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n and_o execute_v it_o with_o all_o pass_v from_o a_o temporal_a night_n to_o a_o eternal_a 8.12_o matth._n 8.12_o &_o from_o the_o interior_a darkness_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o the_o exterior_a of_o hell_n with_o this_o fear_n i_o will_v ask_v very_o earnest_o of_o our_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v in_o such_o manner_n advise_v i_o of_o the_o peril_n of_o my_o death_n that_o i_o may_v have_v time_n to_o dispose_v myself_o thereunto_o 20.1_o isai_n 38.1_o 4._o reg._n 20.1_o as_o he_o advise_v king_n ezechias_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o prophet_n isaias_n say_v unto_o he_o order_v thy_o house_n for_o thou_o shall_v die_v but_o to_o this_o end_n i_o be_o not_o to_o expect_v revelation_n from_o heaven_n but_o my_o prophet_n isaias_n must_v be_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o reason_n the_o inspiration_n of_o god_n the_o experience_n of_o the_o death_n of_o other_o the_o grievous_a sickness_n that_o assail_v i_o and_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o physician_n when_o he_o tell_v i_o i_o be_o in_o danger_n and_o general_o see_v i_o have_v no_o certain_a day_n of_o life_n and_o every_o day_n i_o may_v expect_v death_n it_o be_v wisdom_n to_o imagine_v that_o god_n say_v this_o day_n unto_o i_o order_n to_o day_n thy_o soul_n for_o to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v die_v &_o to_o do_v it_o present_o 3._o the_o three_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v by_o force_n repetent_fw-la repetent_fw-la and_o with_o violence_n require_v and_o pull_v out_o their_o soul_n in_o despite_n of_o they_o wherein_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o just_a unbeguil_v and_o between_o sinner_n beguile_v for_o the_o just_a offer_n themselves_o voluntary_o to_o death_n when_o god_n will_v be_v that_o they_o shall_v die_v and_o they_o say_v unto_o he_o with_o david_n 30.6_o psal_n 141.8_o psal_n 30.6_o deliver_v o._n lord_n my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o prison_n that_o it_o may_v praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n and_o into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o thou_o redeem_v i_o o_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o although_o nature_n somewhat_o shun_v death_n yet_o grace_n prevail_v against_o it_o &_o when_o god_n require_v of_o they_o their_o soul_n they_o yield_v it_o with_o great_a resignation_n but_o the_o wicked_a abhor_v death_n and_o bear_v it_o very_o impatient_o &_o therefore_o it_o be_v say_v that_o the_o devil_n the_o minister_n of_o god_n justice_n do_v require_v and_o pull_v from_o they_o their_o soul_n against_o their_o will_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o eternal_a god_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v so_o unfleshed_a from_o all_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n that_o there_o may_v be_v no_o need_n to_o pull_v from_o i_o my_o soul_n perforce_o require_v it_o of_o i_o when_o thou_o will_v for_o i_o be_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o in_o what_o day_n soever_o thou_o require_v it_o the_o three_o point_n 1._o three_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o dreadefullnesse_n of_o that_o terrible_a question_n that_o god_n our_o lord_n make_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v provide_v who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v represent_v the_o final_a losle_n of_o those_o who_o as_o have_v be_v say_v live_v forgetful_a of_o death_n which_o be_v sudden_o and_o with_o great_a grief_n to_o leave_v the_o good_n which_o they_o possess_v without_o enjoy_v they_o or_o dispose_v of_o they_o or_o know_v to_o who_o they_o shall_v come_v
this_o be_v to_o say_v unto_o they_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v gather_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v who_o shall_v be_v the_o house_n wherein_o thou_o live_v and_o the_o bed_n wherein_o thou_o sleep_v the_o scotfree_a garment_n wherewith_o thou_o attire_v thyself_o and_o the_o treasure_n of_o gold_n and_o silver_n that_o thou_o have_v in_o thy_o chest_n who_o shall_v be_v the_o servant_n that_o now_o serve_v thou_o and_o the_o friend_n that_o now_o entertain_v thou_o and_o the_o office_n and_o dignity_n for_o which_o all_o do_v the_o honour_n 38.7_o psal_n 38.7_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o heap_v up_o treasure_n without_o know_v for_o who_o thou_o do_v gather_v they_o for_o thy_o wretched_a soul_n for_o who_o thou_o do_v provide_v they_o can_v now_o no_o long_o enjoy_v they_o 2._o this_o question_n i_o be_o to_o make_v to_o myself_o examine_v what_o kind_n of_o good_n i_o have_v heap_v up_o in_o this_o life_n and_o say_v to_o myself_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v 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this_o matter_n judgement_n of_o the_o cause_n of_o judgement_n i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o truth_n of_o that_o article_n of_o our_o faith_n that_o teach_v we_o that_o beside_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v make_v of_o every_o man_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n there_o shall_v be_v another_o general_n judgement_n of_o all_o man_n together_o in_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n which_o judgement_n shall_v be_v public_a and_o visible_a ordain_v by_o the_o divine_a providence_n for_o many_o cause_n first_o to_o confirm_v the_o sentence_n that_o be_v give_v in_o the_o particular_a judgement_n and_o to_o manifest_v to_o the_o world_n the_o equity_n thereof_o 5._o d._n tho._n 5_o p._n q._n 59_o art_n 5._o and_o with_o all_o to_o supply_v what_o there_o want_v for_o in_o death_n judgement_n be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n only_o &_o not_o of_o the_o body_n and_o sometime_o it_o happen_v the_o soul_n to_o be_v condemn_v in_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n and_o the_o body_n to_o be_v carry_v to_o the_o grave_n with_o great_a honour_n or_o contrary_o the_o soul_n to_o be_v carry_v with_o great_a glory_n to_o heaven_n and_o the_o body_n with_o great_a ignominye_a to_o the_o grave_n and_o see_a body_n and_o soul_n be_v unite_v together_o in_o serve_v or_o offend_v god_n it_o be_v just_a that_o there_o shall_v be_v a_o day_n wherein_o judgement_n shall_v be_v make_v of_o they_o both_o whereupon_o i_o will_v animate_v my_o flesh_n to_o serve_v the_o spirit_n see_v that_o with_o it_o it_o be_v also_o to_o be_v judge_v the_o second_o cause_n be_v for_o god_n to_o show_v himself_o for_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o just_a that_o be_v oppress_v in_o this_o
into_o that_o darkness_n not_o permit_v he_o liberty_n to_o exercise_v the_o work_n of_o light_n or_o of_o joy_n whereupon_o a_o man_n own_o will_v not_o be_v fullfil_v shall_v be_v the_o hell_n of_o itself_o to_o chastise_v it_o for_o those_o many_o time_n that_o in_o this_o life_n it_o be_v fullfil_v contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n final_o i_o will_v consider_v that_o the_o heart_n of_o one_o of_o the_o damn_a be_v like_o a_o most_o bitter_a sea_n whereinto_o enter_v ten_o river_n of_o most_o terrible_a torment_n five_o for_o the_o five_o exterior_a sense_n and_o other_o five_o for_o the_o five_o interior_a faculty_n to_o chastise_v the_o sin_n they_o commit_v against_o the_o ten_o commandment_n of_o god_n law_n or_o against_o any_o one_o of_o they_o for_o as_o the_o apostle_n saithe_v whosoever_o break_v one_o colloquis_fw-la jacob_n 2.10_o colloquis_fw-la shall_v pass_v through_o the_o same_o kind_n of_o torment_n which_o he_o shall_v that_o break_v all_o then_o what_o 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which_o the_o damn_a themselves_o feel_v by_o want_v this_o high_a felicity_n not_o in_o so_o much_o as_o it_o be_v a_o honest_a good_a for_o they_o neither_o love_n god_n nor_o any_o holy_a thing_n but_o for_o so_o much_o as_o they_o want_v that_o which_o shall_v give_v they_o high_a and_o eternal_a rest_n and_o free_v they_o from_o so_o horrible_a a_o torment_n this_o i_o may_v come_v to_o find_v out_o by_o some_o likeness_n of_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n for_o if_o man_n have_v so_o much_o feel_v to_o be_v deprive_v of_o a_o inheritance_n whereunto_o they_o have_v some_o right_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v they_o feel_v to_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o eternal_a inheritance_n of_o heaven_n to_o which_o they_o may_v have_v have_v right_a if_o they_o have_v not_o forfeit_v it_o through_o sin_n and_o if_o the_o privation_n of_o finite_a and_o limit_v good_n and_o delight_n do_v so_o much_o grieve_v the_o heart_n how_o much_o more_o will_v it_o be_v grieve_v with_o the_o privation_n of_o a_o infinite_a good_a wherein_o be_v eminent_o comprehend_v all_o the_o good_n and_o pleasure_n create_v and_o if_o among_o terrible_a thing_n death_n be_v the_o most_o terrible_a because_o it_o divide_v the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n and_o from_o this_o visible_a world_n how_o much_o more_o terrible_a shall_v eternal_a death_n be_v wherein_o the_o soul_n be_v divide_v from_o god_n from_o his_o kingdom_n and_o from_o the_o invisible_a world_n and_o as_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v nor_o ear_n have_v hear_v 2.9_o 1._o cor._n 2.9_o nor_o have_v it_o ascend_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n what_o thing_n god_n have_v prepare_v in_o heaven_n for_o they_o that_o love_v he_o so_o likewise_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a to_o imagine_v the_o terriblenesse_n of_o the_o evil_n that_o be_v include_v in_o want_v for_o ever_o these_o good_n o_o infinite_a god_n colloquy_n colloquy_n let_v all_o the_o other_o pain_n of_o sense_n be_v discharge_v upon_o i_o so_o i_o may_v be_v without_o sin_n rather_o than_o thou_o shall_v chastise_v i_o with_o this_o pain_n of_o less_o deprive_v i_o through_o my_o sin_n of_o thy_o amiable_a presence_n to_o this_o pain_n be_v annex_v the_o want_v of_o the_o sight_n and_o company_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n of_o his_o most_o bless_a mother_n of_o the_o nine_o quire_n of_o angel_n and_o of_o all_o those_o that_o be_v bless_v the_o which_o shall_v inflict_v much_o terrible_a torment_n upon_o these_o wretch_n when_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n they_o shall_v see_v part_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o this_o bless_a company_n and_o shall_v be_v divide_v from_o they_o the_o memory_n whereof_o shall_v perpetual_o remain_v in_o they_o with_o a_o furious_a envy_n and_o rage_n final_o by_o the_o terrible_a evil_n which_o they_o suffer_v they_o shall_v collect_v what_o most_o excellent_a good_n they_o want_v because_o they_o conjecture_v that_o god_n will_v be_v as_o liberal_a in_o reward_v as_o he_o be_v terrible_a in_o chastize_v &_o that_o in_o that_o most_o beautiful_a place_n of_o heaven_n he_o have_v as_o many_o delectation_n as_o there_o be_v torment_n in_o that_o most_o wretched_a place_n of_o hell_n of_o which_o great_a good_n to_o see_v themselves_o deprive_v will_n exceed_o augment_v their_o evil_n with_o these_o consideration_n i_o will_v cast_v deep_a root_n in_o the_o affection_n of_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o detestation_n of_o my_o sin_n accompany_v they_o with_o a_o great_a confidence_n in_o god_n mercy_n that_o he_o will_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o extreme_a misery_n &_o so_o will_v i_o beg_v it_o of_o our_o lord_n sa_v unto_o he_o i_o confess_v o_o my_o god_n 26.10_o isa_n 26.10_o that_o i_o be_o that_o miserable_a sinner_n who_o in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o saint_n commit_v innumerable_a sin_n for_o the_o which_o i_o deserve_v not_o to_o see_v thy_o glory_n nor_o to_o be_v admit_v into_o the_o company_n of_o those_o that_o enjoy_v it_o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o those_o sin_n by_o which_o i_o have_v merit_v so_o great_a punishment_n pardon_v they_o o_o lord_n through_o thy_o mercy_n that_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n be_v not_o destroy_v nor_o want_n that_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v create_v let_v not_o i_o help_v to_o people_n hell_n nor_o to_o be_v fewell_fw-mi for_o that_o never_o end_v fire_n 6.6_o psalm_n 6.6_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o fall_v into_o a_o estate_n wherein_o i_o thould_v curse_v and_o abhor_v thou_o for_o in_o hell_n who_o shall_v praise_v thou_o no_o no_o o_o lord_n it_o must_v not_o be_v so_o for_o i_o must_v for_o ever_o love_n and_o bless_v thou_o and_o after_o this_o life_n thou_o must_v place_v i_o in_o the_o other_o where_o i_o may_v love_v and_o praise_v thou_o world_n without_o end_n amen_n here_o follow_v other_o meditation_n and_o form_n of_o prayer_n to_o obtain_v purity_n of_o soul_n and_o perfect_a mortification_n of_o her_o vice_n and_o passion_n to_o obtain_v perfect_a purity_n of_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o perpetual_a end_n of_o the_o purgative_n way_n there_o be_v ordain_v certain_a form_n of_o prayer_n prescribe_v in_o the_o nine_o §_o of_o the_o introduction_n of_o this_o book_n of_o which_o the_o first_o contain_v for_o matter_n of_o meditation_n the_o seven_o capital_a or_o principal_a vice_n common_o call_v the_o seven_o deadly_a sin_n and_o the_o ten_o commandment_n of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o the_o three_o faculty_n and_o five_o sense_n of_o man._n and_o it_o be_v very_o profitable_a to_o know_v more_o particular_o the_o multitude_n and_o greatness_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o to_o learn_v how_o to_o examine_v the_o conscience_n as_o well_o for_o sacramental_a confession_n as_o for_o the_o quotidian_a examination_n which_o be_v every_o night_n to_o be_v make_v and_o final_o
55._o §_o 12._o of_o the_o ordinary_a and_o extraordinary_a time_n that_o be_v to_o be_v employ_v in_o mental_a prayer_n and_o of_o iaculatorie_a prayer_n pag._n 64._o §_o 13._o certain_a advertisment_n concern_v the_o meditation_n ensue_v pag_n 70._o the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o last_o end_n of_o man_n with_o form_n of_o prayer_n apprropriate_v to_o those_o which_o walk_v in_o the_o purgative_n way_n to_o purify_v themselves_o of_o their_o vice_n the_o introduction_n concern_v purity_n which_o be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o purgative_a way_n 75._o the_o first_o fundamental_a meditation_n of_o the_o end_n wherefore_o man_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o serve_v he_o be_v create_v pag._n 78._o the_o ii_o meditation_n of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o example_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o angel_n of_o adam_n and_o other_o particular_n pag_n 88_o the_o iii_o medit_n of_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o they_o for_o be_v so_o many_o and_o contrary_a to_o reason_n 100_o the_o iv_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o baseness_n of_o man_n that_o offend_v god_n and_o by_o the_o nothing_o that_o he_o have_v of_o his_o own_o 104._o the._n v._o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n bythe_a greatness_n of_o the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o god_n against_o who_o they_o arcommit_v 108._o the_o vi_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o comparison_n between_o the_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a pain_n wherewith_o it_o be_v chastise_v 116._o meditation_n of_o our_o last_o thing_n to_o move_v we_o to_o a_o detestation_n of_o sin_n 125_o the_o vii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o property_n of_o death_n 116._o the_o viii_o meditat_fw-la of_o those_o thing_n that_o cause_n anguish_n and_o affliction_n to_o the_o man_n that_o be_v near_o his_o death_n 131._o the_o ix_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v to_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o instant_n of_o death_n 140._o the_o x._o meditat_fw-la of_o that_o which_o hapen_v to_o the_o body_n after_o death_n and_o of_o the_o grave_n 154._o the_o xi_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o remembrance_n of_o death_n &_o of_o the_o dust_n whereinto_o we_o shall_v be_v convert_v in_o the_o grave_n 162._o the_o xii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o most_o grievous_a deceit_n and_o danger_n which_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o death_n bring_v with_o it_o and_o of_o the_o manner_n how_o they_o be_v to_o be_v remedy_v 167._o the_o xiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o general_a judgement_n and_o of_o the_o sign_n and_o thing_n precedent_a to_o that_o day_n 175._o the_o xiiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o the_o come_n of_o the_o judge_n and_o what_o he_o will_v do_v before_o he_o give_v sentence_n 183._o the_o xv._o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o sentence_n in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a and_o against_o the_o wicked_a and_o of_o the_o execution_n of_o they_o 196._o the_o xvi_o meditat_fw-la of_o hell_n as_o concern_v the_o eternity_n of_o the_o pain_n and_o the_o terriblenes_n of_o the_o place_n and_o of_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o and_o the_o tormentor_n 212._o the_o xvii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o exterioure_fw-fr faculty_n and_o of_o the_o pain_n of_o loss_n or_o damnation_n which_o be_v suffer_v in_o hell_n 222._o other_o meditation_n and_o manner_n of_o prayer_n to_o obtain_v purity_n of_o soul_n and_o perfect_v mortification_n of_o her_o vice_n and_o passion_n 230._o the_o xviii_o meditat_fw-la of_o pride_n and_o vain_a glory_n 232._o the_o xix_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o vice_n of_o gluttony_n &_o the_o virtue_n of_o temperance_n 239._o the_o xx._n meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o vice_n of_o luxury_n and_o the_o virtue_n of_o chastity_n 244._o act_n of_o perfect_a chastity_n 247._o the_o favour_n and_o reward_n of_o perfect_a chastity_n 249._o the_o xxi_o meditat_fw-la of_o avarice_n 252._o the_o xxii_o meditat_fw-la of_o wrath_n and_o impatience_n 258._o the_o xxiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o envy_n 263._o the_o xxiv_o meditat_fw-la of_o sloth_n 268._o the_o xxv_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o ten_o commandment_n of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n 273._o the_o xxvi_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o five_o sense_n and_o exterior_a faculty_n 287._o the_o xxvii_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o interior_a faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n 293._o the_o xxviii_o meditat_fw-la wherein_o be_v set_v down_o a_o form_n of_o pray_v make_v every_o night_n a_o examination_n of_o the_o conscience_n 301._o the_o xxix_o meditat_fw-la wherein_o be_v set_v down_o another_o form_n of_o pray_v at_o three_o time_n of_o the_o day_n make_v a_o particular_a examination_n of_o some_o one_o vice_n to_o pull_v it_o up_o by_o the_o root_n 307._o the_o xxx_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o confession_n of_o the_o virtue_n that_o be_v exercise_v therein_o and_o of_o the_o grace_n that_o be_v receive_v 313_o the_o xxxi_o meditat_fw-la of_o preparation_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o penance_n 320._o the_o xxxii_o meditat_fw-la of_o thanks_n give_v after_o confession_n 328._o the_o xxxiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n before_o communion_n 333._o the_o xxxiv_o meditat_fw-la of_o spiritual_a communion_n which_o be_v a_o dispose_n for_o sacramental_a communion_n and_o for_o hear_v mass_n profitable_o 340._o the_o xxxv_o meditat_fw-la of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 345._o the_o xxxvi_o meditat_fw-la of_o purgatory_n to_o encourage_v we_o to_o the_o work_n of_o penance_n 351._o a_o table_n of_o the_o principal_a matter_n be_v contain_v in_o this_o first_o part_n abstinence_n act_n and_o reward_n of_o it_o pag._n 242._o adam_n how_o great_a his_o fault_n be_v pag._n 91._o adoration_n how_o it_o must_v be_v make_v to_o god_n at_o the_o enter_n into_o prayer_n pag._n 32._o affection_n those_o of_o devotion_n be_v the_o end_n of_o meditation_n 11.52_o affection_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 25._o affection_n of_o devotion_n be_v of_o three_o sort_n 53_o affection_n of_o sinner_n that_o be_v repent_v 76._o ambition_n it_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o pride_n and_o the_o act_n thereof_o 234._o angel_n the_o evil_n fall_v thorugh_a pride_n 88_o how_o we_o may_v talk_v to_o they_o in_o prayer_n 20._o they_o assist_v those_o that_o pray_v 74._o they_o especial_o assist_v those_o that_o be_v chaste_a 249._o anger_n the_o act_n and_o punishment_n thereof_o and_o the_o reward_n of_o those_o that_o do_v mortify_v the_o same_o 359._o ash_n see_v lent_n aspiration_n how_o we_o may_v pray_v with_o they_o 49._o attention_n in_o prayer_n the_o mean_n to_o get_v it_o and_o to_o resist_v distraction_n 35._o avarice_n the_o act_n damage_n and_o chastisement_n of_o it_o 252._o the_o benefit_n of_o mortify_v it_o 255._o s._n augustine_n his_o counsel_n to_o those_o that_o love_n god_n 2.3.5_o his_o order_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 14._o author_n the_o author_n of_o this_o work_v have_v draw_v it_o from_o three_o principal_a fountain_n 6.7.8_o benediction_n promise_a to_o those_o that_o keep_v the_o law_n of_o god_n 282._o benefit_n that_o come_v of_o mortify_a pride_n 137._o that_o come_v of_o mortify_a gluttony_n 242._o of_o chastity_n 249._o of_o mortify_a avarice_n 255._o of_o mortify_a wrath_n 261._o of_o mortify_a envy_n 267._o of_o mortify_a sloth_n 272._o of_o god_n towards_o us._n 111._o blessing_n see_v benediction_n canticle_n what_o spiritual_a canticle_n be_v 16._o charity_n the_o act_n thereof_o to_o be_v practise_v in_o communicate_v 344._o chastity_n the_o act_n and_o excellency_n the_o favour_n and_o reward_n thereof_o 247._o colloquy_n see_v speech_n commandment_n see_v law_n of_o god_n communion_n the_o manner_n how_o to_o prepare_v ourselves_o worthy_o for_o sacramental_a communion_n 333._o the_o manner_n of_o communicate_v spiritual_o 340._o the_o manner_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 345._o confession_n the_o excellency_n of_o sacramental_a confession_n 313._o the_o virtue_n that_o at_o practise_v in_o it_o 315._o it_o be_v a_o great_a mean_n to_o surmount_v tentation_n 316._o the_o manner_n how_o to_o prepare_v ourselves_o unto_o it_o 320._o the_o manner_n of_o give_v thanks_o after_o it_o 328._o confidence_n in_o god_n see_v hope_n conscience_n how_o we_o must_v hear_v thou_o good_a inspiration_n and_o instruction_n of_o it_o and_o how_o it_o will_v accuse_v we_o in_o our_o particular_a judgement_n 145._o and_o how_o in_o the_o universal_a judgement_n 196._o consolation_n see_v delight_n spiritual_a contrition_n what_o it_o be_v and_o wherein_o it_o consist_v 108.305.322_o conversion_n that_o towards_o god_n how_o perfect_a it_o must_v be_v 76.77_o death_n the_o property_n of_o it_o 126._o it_o be_v hasten_v sometime_o for_o our_o sin_n 127._o three_o thing_n must_v afflict_v in_o it_o 131._o what_o pass_v therein_o with_o
the_o soul_n 140._o that_o of_o the_o wicked_a how_o terrible_a it_o be_v 147.170_o what_o pass_v with_o the_o body_n at_o death_n 154._o the_o remembrance_n thereof_o very_o profitable_a 162._o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o it_o dangerous_a 167._o of_o the_o dreadful_a death_n of_o king_n balthasar_n 173._o delight_n spiritual_a god_n have_v and_o use_v diverse_a way_n to_o communicate_v spiritual_a delight_n in_o prayer_n 55._o it_o be_v grant_v to_o some_o to_o wean_v they_o from_o worldly_a delit_n 62._o devotion_n wherein_o it_o consist_v 11._o it_o be_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o soul_n according_a to_o s._n bernard_n 18._o how_o it_o be_v obtain_v 53._o see_v affection_n diligence_n that_o in_o god_n service_n what_o good_a it_o do_v against_o sloth_n 272._o distraction_n those_o of_o prayer_n whence_o they_o proceed_v and_o the_o remedy_n against_o then_o 35_o 37.38.39_o devil_n he_o press_v and_o streighten_v we_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 138._o he_o accuse_v in_o the_o particular_a judgement_n 141.142.144_o and_o in_o the_o universal_a 194._o doctor_n schoole-doctor_n the_o three_o fountain_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n 8._o end_n the_o final_a end_n of_o all_o christian_n 1._o the_o special_a end_n of_o religious_a folk_n 1._o twoe_o principal_a end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 14.17_o the_o end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n and_o meditation_n contain_v in_o this_o work_n 52._o the_o last_o end_n of_o man_n and_o how_o it_o be_v to_o be_v seek_v for_o 80._o the_o last_o end_n of_o other_o visible_a creature_n envy_n what_o it_o be_v whence_o it_o grow_v the_o action_n hurt_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 263._o estate_n three_o sort_n of_o they_o to_o wit_n of_o beginner_n of_o proficient_n and_o of_o the_o perfect_a 24._o examination_n of_o conscience_n that_o which_o we_o must_v make_v at_o the_o end_n of_o prayer_n 43._o that_o which_o god_n will_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n at_o the_o particular_a judgement_n 146._o and_o in_o the_o universal_a judgement_n 191._o how_o we_o ought_v to_o make_v it_o every_o inght_n of_o the_o sin_n we_o commit_v in_o the_o daytime_n 301._o how_o it_o must_v be_v make_v of_o same_o particular_a vice_n to_o root_v out_o and_o amend_v the_o same_o 397._o how_o it_o must_v be_v do_v before_o confession_n 320._o exercise_n spiritual_a those_o of_o our_o glorious_a father_n ignatius_n how_o excellent_a they_o be_v 7._o faith_n the_o act_n thereof_o rely_v upon_o four_o pillar_n 341._o father_n holy_a father_n the_o master_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n 7._o fear_n that_o which_o afflict_v for_o give_v account_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 137._o fear_v of_o god_n punishment_n 116._o that_o which_o will_v afflict_v we_o in_o the_o general_a judgement_n 191._o it_o prepare_v we_o to_o contrition_n 323._o fire_n divine_a and_o heavenly_a fire_n what_o property_n it_o have_v 3.4_o that_o of_o hell_n 224._o gluttony_n the_o act_n harm_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 239._o the_o reward_n of_o mortifi_v the_o same_o 242._o god_n he_o be_v our_o last_o end_n 80._o hear_v how_o god_n be_v spiritual_o hear_v 59_o hell_n what_o and_o how_o terrible_a it_o be_v 212.217_o the_o eternity_n thereof_o 214._o the_o continuation_n and_o variety_n of_o pain_n therein_o 216._o the_o misery_n of_o the_o inhabitant_n in_o it_o and_o their_o discord_n 219._o the_o dreadfullnes_n of_o its_o tormentor_n 220._o the_o pain_n of_o sense_n of_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n 222._o the_o pain_n of_o fire_n that_o they_o endure_v 224._o the_o pain_n of_o their_o interior_a sense_n 225._o their_o pain_n of_o loss_n or_o damnation_n 227._o humility_n it_o rise_v of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o 76._o humiliation_n the_o only_o mean_v to_o get_v it_o 238._o hope_n that_o which_o we_o must_v have_v go_v to_o communion_n 342._o hymn_n what_o spiritual_a hymn_n be_v 15_o jesus_n the_o mystery_n of_o his_o life_n 25._o ignatius_n his_o book_n of_o spiritual_a exercise_n of_o what_o authority_n it_o be_v 7._o ignorance_n not_o know_v in_o what_o sort_n to_o discourse_n or_o meditat_fw-la &_o the_o remedy_n of_o it_o 35._o that_o of_o death_n what_o evile_v it_o cause_v 167._o it_o be_v a_o proper_a vice_n of_o the_o understanding_n 293._o impatience_n the_o act_n hurt_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 258._o inspiration_n how_o god_n speak_v by_o they_o see_v talk_n how_o god_n do_v communicate_v they_o 55._o intention_n the_o author_n intention_n in_o this_o work_n 1.4_o intention_n that_o we_o must_v have_v in_o prayer_n 32.33_o joy._n how_o profitable_a spiritual_a joy_n be_v 272._o see_v delight_n judgement_n the_o particular_a that_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n with_o the_o circumstance_n of_o the_o assistant_n judge_n accuser_n time_n place_n and_o sentence_n 140._o till_o 154._o the_o rigorous_a account_n to_o be_v make_v therein_o 146._o the_o terrible_a sentence_n in_o it_o against_o the_o wicked_a 150._o general_n judgement_n and_o the_o cause_n thereof_o 175._o the_o sign_n go_v before_o it_o 177._o that_o fire_n that_o shall_v before_o it_o burn_v the_o world_n 180._o the_o resurrection_n and_o summon_n of_o the_o dead_a to_o judgement_n 183._o the_o come_n of_o the_o judge_n 185._o the_o separation_n of_o the_o good_a from_o the_o evil_a 188._o the_o publication_n of_o conscience_n to_o be_v make_v at_o that_o time_n 191._o the_o terrible_a accusation_n that_o shall_v flow_v upon_o this_o 194._o the_o sentence_n in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a and_o against_o the_o wicked_a and_o the_o execution_n of_o they_o 196._o sacramental_a judgement_n in_o confession_n and_o the_o act_n thereof_o 320.321_o rash_a indgment_n and_o the_o evil_n of_o it_o 294._o self-iudgment_n and_o the_o hurt_n thereof_o 295._o kingdom_n that_o of_o heaven_n be_v give_v whole_o to_o the_o elect_a in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n 199._o the_o kingdom_n of_o this_o life_n and_o of_o the_o other_o be_v promise_v to_o the_o poor_a of_o spirit_n 256._o it_o be_v justice_n peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 256.317_o knowledge_n that_o of_o god_n christ_n and_o of_o ourselves_o the_o end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 52._o experimental_a knowledge_n of_o god_n wherein_o it_o consist_v and_o how_o it_o be_v get_v 57_o knowledge_n of_o our_o own_o misery_n the_o root_n of_o humility_n and_o how_o we_o may_v obtain_v it_o 76._o law_n of_o god_n ten_o commandment_n of_o god_n law_n and_o two_o way_n of_o understand_v they_o 274._o the_o mean_n of_o sin_v against_o they_o 275._o malediction_n of_o those_o that_o break_v they_o 279._o benediction_n of_o those_o that_o keep_v they_o 282._o how_o they_o must_v be_v write_v in_o the_o table_n of_o our_o heart_n 289._o reason_n move_v to_o observe_v they_o 286._o lechery_n the_o act_n and_o chasisement_n thereof_o 244._o lent_n of_o the_o ash_n which_o we_o take_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o lent_n 162._o liberality_n the_o reward_n of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v contrary_a to_o avarice_n 255._o love._n our_o love_n towards_o god_n have_v three_o estate_n of_o spiritual_a childhood_n growth_n and_o of_o perfection_n 25._o luxury_n see_v lechery_n mass_n the_o manner_n to_o hear_v it_o by_o communicate_v spiritual_o 304._o meditation_n the_o matter_n of_o meditation_n 23._o how_o it_o must_v be_v make_v 34._o it_o cause_v the_o fountain_n whence_o it_o spring_v 75._o see_v praire_fw-fr meekness_n the_o act_n and_o reward_n of_o it_o 161._o mental_a prayer_n see_v prayer_n mercy_n how_o much_o christ_n will_v esteem_v the_o work_n thereof_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n 200._o modesty_n the_o importance_n thereof_o and_o the_o manner_n how_o to_o keep_v it_o 292._o mortification_n wherein_o it_o consist_v and_o how_o it_o resemble_v death_n 154._o it_o must_v be_v by_o degree_n by_o little_a and_o little_a and_o be_v most_o necessary_a to_o attain_v to_o virtue_n 229._o mortification_n of_o the_o sense_n what_o good_a it_o bring_v unto_o us._n 291._o oath_n chastisement_n of_o those_o that_o be_v ill_o make_v 273._o 282._o paines_n pain_n of_o hell_n pag._n 212._o till_o 230._o see_v punishment_n patience_n it_o be_v contrary_a to_o anger_n 261._o penance_n the_o excellency_n of_o sacramental_a penance_n 315._o the_o grace_n &_o favour_n that_o god_n bestow_v in_o it_o 317._o perfection_n all_o man_n be_v call_v by_o god_n to_o persection_n 2._o petition_n to_o who_o they_o must_v be_v direct_v and_o from_o whence_o they_o must_v be_v take_v 11._o why_o they_o be_v to_o be_v allege_v in_o prayer_n 13._o how_o we_o must_v present_v they_o before_o god_n 14._o how_o they_o be_v make_v to_o god_n 17._o they_o depend_v chief_o of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 18._o povertie_n the_o contraritie_n that_o poverty_n of_o spirit_n have_v to_o covetousness_n 255._o prayer_n the_o holy_a ghost_n chief_a master_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 6._o what_o mental_a prayer_n be_v and_o how_o the_o substance_n thereof_o consist_v in_o
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34._o in_o euang._n that_o he_o have_v to_o name_n gabriel_n which_o be_v to_o say_v fortitude_n of_o god_n to_o signify_v the_o fortitude_n that_o be_v resplendent_a in_o our_o lord_n that_o send_v he_o and_o in_o he_o that_o be_v to_o be_v incarnate_a and_o in_o the_o work_n that_o the_o word_n incarnate_a be_v to_o do_v and_o in_o the_o minister_n that_o he_o shall_v take_v to_o publish_v they_o who_o this_o ambassador_n represent_v who_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o god_n be_v strong_a 102.21_o psal_n 102.21_o and_o potent_a to_o fulfil_v whatsoever_o he_o command_v he_o not_o only_o in_o this_o case_n that_o be_v so_o glorious_a but_o in_o any_o other_o how_o humble_a soever_o as_o hereafter_o we_o shall_v see_v meditation_n in_o the_o 13._o meditation_n for_o his_o
glory_n be_v to_o do_v what_o god_n will_v and_o in_o imitation_n of_o he_o i_o will_v procure_v by_o god_n grace_n to_o clothe_v myself_o with_o his_o fortitude_n to_o accomplish_v in_o all_o thing_n the_o divine_a will._n she_o to_o who_o the_o embassage_n come_v be_v a_o poor_a virgin_n forget_v by_o the_o world_n despouse_v to_o a_o poor_a artificer_n that_o live_v in_o a_o little_a city_n of_o so_o base_a esteem_n that_o it_o be_v hardly_o believe_v that_o any_o good_a can_v come_v out_o of_o it_o 1.46_o joa._n 1.46_o but_o she_o be_v most_o holy_a &_o pure_a and_o therefore_o so_o esteem_v of_o god_n that_o she_o be_v prefer_v before_o the_o daughter_n of_o the_o king_n and_o emperor_n of_o the_o world_n for_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n there_o be_v no_o such_o greatness_n as_o sanctitye_n neither_o in_o i_o ought_v there_o to_o be_v i_o esteem_v only_o what_o god_n esteem_v the_o intent_n of_o the_o embassage_n be_v to_o require_v the_o consent_n of_o the_o virgin_n to_o be_v 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12.50_o o_o how_o be_o â—_o straiten_v until_o it_o be_v dispatch_v for_o howsoever_o his_o body_n be_v press_v and_o straiten_v in_o that_o straight_a womb_n of_o his_o mother_n his_o heart_n be_v much_o more_o press_v and_o straiten_v with_o the_o force_n of_o this_o vehement_a desire_n for_o the_o which_o i_o ought_v to_o give_v he_o infinite_a thanks_n and_o to_o be_v correspondent_a unto_o he_o with_o such_o another_o hearty_a desire_n true_o to_o serve_v he_o but_o notwithstanding_o this_o desire_n he_o will_v not_o be_v bear_v before_o the_o nine_o month_n which_o be_v the_o time_n wherein_o common_o all_o other_o child_n be_v bear_v first_o to_o conform_v himself_o unto_o all_o and_o to_o suffer_v that_o prison_n entire_o without_o omit_v as_o much_o as_o a_o day_n for_o in_o that_o which_o concern_v suffer_v he_o will_v use_v with_o himself_o no_o dispensation_n exception_n nor_o privilege_n and_o therefore_o he_o will_v not_o be_v bear_v at_o the_o even_a month_n nor_o at_o 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even_o until_o death_n povertye_n contempt_n dolour_n 87.16_o psa_fw-la 87.16_o and_o affliction_n and_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n he_o suffer_v a_o thousand_o kind_n of_o affliction_n elect_v such_o a_o manner_n of_o life_n contrary_n to_o that_o of_o the_o world_n to_o discover_v by_o his_o example_n the_o deceit_n and_o error_n of_o worldling_n that_o do_v follow_v it_o for_o as_o s._n bernard_n say_v it_o be_v a_o matter_n very_o evident_a that_o the_o world_n err_v choose_v for_o his_o companion_n riches_n honour_n and_o delicacy_n when_o as_o christ_n the_o infinite_a wisdom_n who_o can_v neither_o deceive_v himself_o nor_o beguile_v we_o choose_v the_o contrary_n with_o this_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o confound_v myself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o this_o most_o bless_a babe_n see_v how_o contrary_o i_o have_v live_v to_o that_o which_o he_o teach_v purpose_v to_o imitate_v he_o from_o hence_o forward_o choose_v to_o suffer_v what_o he_o suffer_v and_o beseech_v he_o to_o 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