examine_v as_o s._n bern._n say_v to_o what_o side_n i_o shall_v fall_v paruorum_fw-la serm._n 49_o paruorum_fw-la if_o god_n shall_v now_o cut_v i_o off_o and_o will_v endeavour_n to_o assure_v my_o good_a success_n do_v fruit_n worthy_a of_o true_a repentance_n with_o the_o which_o the_o tree_n incline_v to_o the_o part_n of_o glory_n and_o be_v then_o cut_v off_o shall_v be_v transplant_v therein_o the_o experience_a deceit_n that_o man_n suffer_v concern_v these_o three_o verity_n that_o have_v be_v declare_v shall_v be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o twelve_o meditation_n the_o eigth_n meditation_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o cause_n anguish_n and_o affliction_n to_o the_o man_n that_o be_v near_o his_o death_n those_o thing_n that_o may_v cause_v i_o great_a affliction_n and_o anguish_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n may_v be_v reduce_v to_o three_o rank_n some_o pass_v other_o present_a and_o other_o to_o come_v and_o to_o have_v the_o more_o feel_v hereof_o i_o be_o to_o present_v unto_o myself_o that_o hour_n as_o if_o i_o be_v in_o my_o bed_n forsake_v by_o the_o physician_n and_o without_o hope_n of_o life_n which_o be_v not_o difficult_a to_o persuade_v for_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o while_o i_o be_o say_v or_o read_v or_o think_v upon_o this_o i_o want_v no_o more_o but_o one_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o see_v that_o one_o day_n must_v be_v the_o last_o day_n i_o may_v imagine_v that_o it_o be_v this_o present_a daye_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o will_v confider_v the_o great_a anguish_n and_o affliction_n which_o the_o remembrance_n of_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v pass_v will_v cause_v i_o run_v through_o the_o most_o principal_a 1._o first_o i_o shall_v be_v great_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o forepast_a sin_n and_o of_o all_o the_o liberty_n carnallity_n revenge_n ambition_n and_o covetousness_n that_o i_o have_v have_v in_o the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n also_o of_o the_o slackness_n in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n the_o negligence_n and_o omission_n &_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o have_v not_o be_v much_o bewail_v and_o amend_v i_o be_o to_o imagine_v that_o there_o be_v at_o that_o instant_n a_o army_n make_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n like_v as_o of_o bull_n 21.13_o psal_n 21.13_o lion_n tiger_n &_o other_o savage_a beast_n that_o rend_v in_o piece_n my_o heart_n or_o like_o a_o army_n of_o terrible_a worm_n that_o gnaw_v and_o bite_v my_o conscience_n and_o neither_o the_o riches_n nor_o pleasure_n that_o i_o enjoy_v can_v avail_v i_o to_o close_v up_o their_o cruel_a mouth_n for_o the_o delight_n of_o sin_n be_v pass_v there_o remain_v nothing_o but_o the_o sharpness_n of_o pain_n and_o see_v i_o drink_v the_o sweet_a wine_n of_o sensual_a pleasure_n 74.9_o psal_n 74.9_o i_o be_o force_v to_o drink_v the_o bitterness_n of_o their_o lees._n then_o shall_v be_v fullfil_o what_o david_n saithe_v 17.5_o psal_n 17.5_o the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n have_v encompass_v i_o and_o the_o torrent_n of_o iniquity_n have_v trouble_v i_o the_o sorrow_n of_o hell_n have_v compass_v i_o on_o all_o side_n the_o snare_n of_o death_n have_v prevent_v i_o unaware_o o_o what_o bitter_a dolour_n o_o what_o furious_a torrent_n o_o what_o pinch_a snare_n shall_v these_o beeâ—_n from_o the_o which_o my_o own_o force_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v hardly_o know_v how_o to_o make_v any_o use_n of_o they_o for_o the_o bitterness_n of_o these_o dolour_n will_v provoke_v i_o to_o distrust_v the_o vehement_a fury_n of_o these_o river_n will_v trouble_v my_o judgement_n and_o the_o straightness_n of_o these_o snare_n will_v pinch_n my_o throat_n that_o i_o may_v not_o ask_v pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n colloquy_n colloquy_n the_o devil_n make_v use_n of_o all_o this_o that_o i_o may_v have_v no_o issue_n out_o of_o they_o o_o my_o soul_n bewail_n and_o confess_v well_o thy_o sin_n in_o thy_o life_n that_o they_o may_v not_o disquiet_v 5.4_o eccles_n 5.4_o nor_o torment_v thou_o in_o thy_o death_n say_v not_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o what_o sorrowful_n thing_n have_v chaunched_a to_o i_o for_o thy_o joy_n shall_v soon_o pass_v away_v and_o the_o stroke_n of_o sorrow_v shall_v come_v loose_v not_o absolute_o the_o fear_n of_o sin_n which_o thou_o suppose_v to_o be_v pardon_v jest_n that_o sin_n bud_n out_o at_o thy_o death_n which_o thou_o bewayl_v but_o evil_o in_o thy_o life_n these_o and_o such_o other_o advice_n which_o ecclestasticus_n note_v in_o his_o five_o chapter_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v from_o this_o consideration_n with_o a_o resolve_v mind_n to_o begin_v present_o to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n 2._o second_o i_o will_v ponder_v how_o at_o that_o instant_a i_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v torment_v and_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o also_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o time_n that_o i_o have_v to_o negotiate_v a_o business_n so_o important_a as_o that_o of_o my_o salvation_n and_o with_o let_v slip_n many_o occasion_n that_o god_n offer_v i_o to_o that_o end_n then_o shall_v i_o desire_v but_o one_o day_n of_o those_o many_o which_o now_o i_o lose_v in_o sleep_v playing_z and_o talk_v for_o pastime_n and_o recreation_n and_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v grant_v i_o then_o it_o shall_v afflict_v i_o that_o i_o have_v not_o frequent_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n nor_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n that_o i_o have_v not_o answer_v divine_a inspiration_n nor_o hear_v sermon_n nor_o exercise_v work_n of_o penance_n that_o i_o have_v not_o give_v alm_n to_o the_o poor_a to_o gain_v friend_n to_o receive_v i_o in_o the_o eternal_a habitation_n &_o that_o i_o have_v not_o be_v devote_a to_o the_o saint_n that_o in_o that_o narrow_a straight_o they_o may_v be_v my_o mediator_n and_o advocate_n then_o shall_v i_o make_v great_a resolution_n to_o do_v that_o which_o when_o i_o may_v i_o do_v not_o desire_v to_o live_v to_o accomplish_v they_o and_o all_o peradventure_o without_o profit_n like_o those_o of_o the_o wretched_a king_n antiochus_n the_o cruel_a persecutor_n of_o the_o lewes_z who_o be_v at_o the_o point_n of_o death_n though_o he_o make_v great_a promise_n and_o prayer_n unto_o god_n 9.13_o 1._o mach._n 6.12_o 2._o mach._n 9.13_o yet_o saithe_v the_o scripture_n that_o this_o wicked_a man_n pray_v to_o our_o lord_n of_o who_o he_o be_v not_o to_o obtain_v mercy_n not_o that_o mercy_n be_v want_v to_o god_n but_o for_o that_o there_o be_v want_v to_o this_o wretch_n a_o true_a disposition_n to_o receive_v it_o for_o all_o those_o resolution_n of_o he_o spring_v mere_o from_o servile_a fear_n and_o be_v but_o to_o wrest_v out_o his_o bodily_a health_n as_o if_o he_o can_v deceive_v god_n as_o he_o deceive_v man_n from_o this_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v that_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n be_v the_o hour_n of_o unbeguil_v in_o in_o the_o which_o i_o shall_v judge_v of_o all_o thing_n different_o from_o what_o i_o do_v now_o 11.8_o eccles_n cap._n 11.8_o hold_v as_o the_o ecclesiaste_v saithe_n for_o vanity_n that_o which_o before_o i_o hold_v for_o wisdom_n and_o contrary_o hold_v for_o wisdom_n that_o which_o before_o i_o esteem_v as_o vanity_n and_o therefore_o the_o true_a wisdom_n be_v to_o resolve_v effectual_o upon_o that_o which_o then_o i_o will_v do_v and_o forthwith_o to_o accomplish_v it_o for_o the_o ordinary_a law_n be_v that_o he_o that_o live_v well_o die_v well_o and_o he_o that_o live_v very_o evil_o seldom_o happen_v to_o die_v well_o and_o especial_o i_o will_v make_v a_o full_a resolution_n to_o loose_v no_o jot_n of_o time_n nor_o to_o let_v slip_v any_o occasion_n of_o my_o profit_n 14._o eccles_n 14_o 14._o remember_v that_o of_o ecclesiasticus_fw-la be_v not_o defraud_v of_o the_o good_a day_n and_o let_v not_o a_o little_a portion_n of_o a_o good_a gift_n overpasse_v thou_o but_o make_v thy_o profit_n of_o all_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o he_o that_o give_v it_o thou_o the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o great_a affliction_n that_o my_o soul_n shall_v feel_v in_o leave_v all_o thing_n present_a if_o i_o possess_v they_o with_o a_o evil_a conscience_n 48.18_o psal_n 48.18_o or_o with_o a_o disordinate_a affection_n whereupon_o i_o be_o to_o persuade_v myself_o that_o in_o that_o hour_n perforce_o and_o in_o spite_n of_o my_o tooth_n i_o be_o to_o leave_v three_o sort_n of_o thing_n 1._o first_o i_o be_o to_o leave_v the_o riches_n dignity_n office_n delicacy_n and_o possession_n that_o i_o have_v and_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o carry_v any_o thing_n with_o i_o and_o the_o more_o good_n i_o have_v the_o more_o bitter_a it_o willbee_n to_o leave_v they_o for_o death_n say_v
consider_v that_o god_n our_o lord_n assoon_o as_o adam_n and_o eva_n have_v sin_v be_v willing_a to_o reveal_v unto_o they_o the_o mysterye_n of_o the_o incarnation_n for_o the_o remedy_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o punishment_n that_o therefore_o they_o have_v deserve_v to_o demonstrate_v herein_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o charitye_n and_o mercy_n towards_o man_n this_o be_v resplendent_a in_o that_o come_n as_o a_o judge_n to_o take_v account_n of_o adam_n and_o eva_n for_o their_o disobedience_n and_o to_o denounce_v unto_o they_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n which_o thereby_o they_o have_v incur_v withal_o as_o a_o merciful_a father_n he_o promise_v they_o not_o only_o to_o make_v himself_o man_n for_o they_o but_o also_o to_o die_v to_o deliver_v they_o from_o death_n pretend_v herein_o that_o by_o their_o faith_n in_o this_o redeemer_n they_o shall_v not_o distrust_v the_o divine_a mercy_n nor_o of_o the_o pardon_n of_o their_o sin_n but_o that_o they_o shall_v forthwith_o procure_v it_o by_o penance_n grieve_v to_o have_v offend_v he_o that_o have_v show_v they_o so_o much_o love._n so_o that_o when_o god_n cast_v our_o first_o parent_n and_o all_o their_o posterity_n out_o of_o the_o terrestrial_a paradise_n he_o than_o promise_v they_o he_o that_o shall_v open_v the_o gate_n of_o the_o celestial_a paradise_n and_o when_o he_o charge_v they_o with_o malediction_n for_o sin_n he_o offer_v they_o of_o his_o mere_a grace_n the_o author_n of_o all_o heavenly_a benediction_n and_o when_o they_o be_v vanquish_v by_o the_o devil_n he_o assure_v they_o that_o there_o shall_v be_v bear_v of_o they_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v free_v they_o from_o his_o tirannye_n o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n colloquy_n colloquy_n i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o for_o that_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o thy_o wrath_n thou_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n 3.2_o abac._n 3.2_o and_o when_o all_o man_n by_o the_o first_o adam_n deserve_v to_o be_v accurse_v thou_o do_v promise_v we_o the_o second_o adam_n by_o who_o we_o shall_v be_v bless_v show_v oâ—_n lord_n this_o thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o malediction_n which_o i_o deserve_v through_o my_o sin_n &_o replenish_n i_o with_o the_o benediction_n which_o thy_o son_n gain_v by_o his_o merit_n o_o son_n of_o the_o ever_o live_a god_n 13._o apoc._n 13._o lamb_n that_o be_v slay_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n for_o than_o be_v publish_v thy_o slaughter_n and_o true_a life_n be_v give_v to_o man_n that_o sin_v i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o for_o this_o favour_n that_o thou_o do_v we_o for_o the_o which_o i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o apply_v unto_o i_o the_o fâ—â—ite_n thereof_o that_o be_v free_a from_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n i_o may_v obtain_v by_o thou_o life_n of_o grace_n amen_n i_o will_v likewise_o ponder_v the_o infinite_a mercy_n of_o god_n in_o not_o defer_v this_o promise_n of_o our_o redemption_n many_o day_n nor_o yet_o many_o hour_n but_o even_o the_o self_n same_o day_n that_o adam_n sin_v he_o come_v to_o give_v he_o advise_v both_o of_o his_o transgression_n &_o of_o his_o remedy_n for_o that_o he_o great_o desire_v that_o the_o sinner_n allbeeit_v he_o sin_n through_o frailty_n shall_v not_o detain_v himself_o so_o much_o as_o one_o day_n in_o his_o sin_n for_o the_o great_a hurt_n that_o thereof_o redound_v unto_o he_o but_o shall_v present_o be_v convert_v and_o do_v penance_n all_o this_o i_o be_o to_o apply_v to_o myself_o consider_v that_o many_o time_n our_o lord_n when_o i_o have_v sin_v in_o steed_n of_o chastize_v i_o with_o justice_n prevent_v i_o with_o inspiration_n offer_v i_o pardon_n with_o mercy_n for_o the_o which_o i_o ought_v humble_o to_o render_v unto_o he_o many_o thanks_n procure_v the_o self_n same_o day_n that_o i_o sin_n to_o raze_v up_o myself_o present_o through_o penance_n so_o that_o as_o s._n 4.16_o ephes_n 4.16_o paul_n say_v the_o sun_n go_v not_o down_o without_o take_v from_o i_o anger_n and_o pride_n and_o every_o other_o sin_n whatsoever_o the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o convenience_n of_o the_o time_n that_o god_n choose_v to_o execute_v the_o decree_n of_o his_o incarnation_n to_o the_o end_n to_o make_v his_o infinite_a mercy_n the_o more_o eminent_a hereupon_o i_o be_o to_o behold_v in_o what_o state_n the_o world_n stand_v when_o god_n come_v to_o redeem_v it_o run_v through_o the_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n of_o man_n and_o compare_v they_o with_o those_o of_o god_n 55.9_o isa_n 55.9_o the_o which_o as_o the_o prophet_n isaias_n say_v be_v as_o different_a as_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v distant_a first_o i_o will_v lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n and_o behold_v the_o most_o b._n trinitye_n in_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o glory_n consider_v what_o thought_n he_o have_v and_o what_o plot_n he_o be_v then_o lay_v to_o remedy_n man_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o incarnation_n of_o the_o divine_a worde_n and_o as_o the_o three_o person_n of_o the_o deity_n when_o they_o will_v create_v adam_n 1.26_o cant._n 1.26_o say_v let_v we_o make_v man_n to_o our_o own_o image_n and_o likeness_n so_o now_o they_o say_v let_v we_o remedy_n man_n uhome_fw-mi we_o create_v repair_v the_o image_n and_o likeness_n that_o we_o give_v he_o o_o how_o great_a pleasure_n have_v they_o in_o this_o discourse_n what_o alacritye_n to_o behold_v the_o time_n arrive_v of_o execute_v their_o determination_n and_o what_o joy_n have_v each_o person_n to_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o what_o belong_v unto_o they_o in_o this_o work_n the_o father_n to_o send_v his_o son_n into_o the_o world_n the_o son_n to_o come_v &_o to_o unite_v his_o divine_a person_n with_o our_o nature_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n to_o work_v this_o so_o sovereign_a a_o union_n i_o thank_v thou_o o_o most_o bless_a trinitye_n colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v pleasure_v to_o treat_v of_o my_o remedy_n o_o that_o i_o may_v treat_v with_o much_o delight_n of_o all_o that_o belong_v to_o thy_o service_n then_o will_v i_o abase_v my_o eye_n to_o see_v what_o then_o pass_v in_o the_o world_n consider_v how_o it_o be_v then_o arrive_v to_o the_o abysm_n of_o iniquity_n the_o gentile_n be_v grow_v to_o such_o a_o height_n in_o their_o idolatry_n that_o they_o cause_v themselves_o to_o be_v adore_v as_o go_n the_o jew_n be_v full_a of_o hypocrisy_n avarice_n ambition_n and_o other_o innumerable_a sin_n the_o earth_n be_v whole_o drown_v with_o a_o deluge_n of_o vncleane-nesses_a and_o carnallity_n one_o wave_v of_o blood_n as_o say_v the_o prophet_n oseas_n overtake_v another_o 4.2_o oscae_fw-la 4.2_o all_o this_o be_v god_n behold_v from_o heaven_n for_o from_o he_o nothing_o be_v hide_v and_o though_o this_o so_o great_a multitude_n of_o sin_n provoke_v he_o to_o great_a fury_n yet_o be_v they_o no_o cause_n to_o make_v he_o defer_v his_o determination_n rather_o this_o most_o merciful_a god_n 3.2_o abac._n 3.2_o as_o say_v the_o prophet_n abacuch_o when_o he_o have_v most_o occasion_n to_o show_v his_o wrath_n be_v then_o mindful_a to_o do_v we_o the_o great_a mercy_n and_o in_o steed_n of_o drown_v the_o world_n again_o with_o another_o deluge_n or_o burn_v it_o with_o fire_n like_o sodom_n he_o will_v drown_v it_o with_o abundance_n of_o mercy_n and_o burn_v it_o with_o the_o fire_n of_o his_o love_n give_v it_o his_o own_o son_n to_o remedy_n it_o and_o his_o son_n come_v to_o redeem_v it_o 8.7_o cant._n 8.7_o o_o infinite_a charitye_n who_o flame_n can_v not_o be_v quench_v with_o the_o many_o water_n of_o the_o river_n of_o innumerable_a sin_n but_o rather_o increase_v with_o great_a demonstration_n of_o love_n do_v the_o great_a of_o all_o favour_n to_o we_o that_o every_o day_n make_v ourselves_o more_o unworthy_a thereof_o i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n o_o most_o love_a and_o merciful_a lord_n for_o this_o love_n which_o thou_o do_v show_v we_o for_o the_o which_o i_o beseech_v thou_o though_o i_o as_o a_o wicked_a wretch_n deserve_v thy_o indignation_n yet_o that_o thou_o as_o a_o good_a god_n cease_v not_o to_o favour_v i_o with_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n this_o consideration_n i_o be_o likewise_o to_o apply_v to_o myself_o ponder_v how_o it_o have_v many_o time_n happen_v that_o when_o i_o be_v actual_o offend_v god_n by_o my_o work_n than_o be_v god_n do_v i_o great_a benefit_n and_o devise_v yet_o to_o do_v i_o great_a as_o to_o draw_v i_o out_o of_o the_o world_n into_o religion_n or_o such_o other_o like_a for_o the_o which_o i_o be_o to_o give_v he_o many_o thank_n from_o hence_o i_o may_v likewise_o ascend_v to_o ponder_v how_o much_o the_o infinite_a mercy_n of_o
to_o the_o service_n of_o my_o creator_n and_o redeemer_n of_o who_o i_o be_o to_o require_v that_o see_v he_o buy_v i_o with_o his_o blood_n 7.23_o 1._o petr._n 1_o 18._o 1._o ad_fw-la corinth_n 7.23_o to_o free_v i_o from_o the_o slaverye_n of_o sin_n that_o with_o this_o new_a title_n i_o may_v be_v his_o slave_n that_o he_o permit_v not_o that_o i_o be_v any_o more_o the_o slave_n of_o my_o flesh_n nor_o of_o my_o vice_n nor_o of_o the_o devil_n his_o enemy_n the_o four_o meditation_n of_o the_o grievousnesse_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o baseness_n of_o man_n that_o offend_v god_n and_o by_o the_o nothing_o that_o he_o have_v of_o os_fw-la his_o own_a the_o end_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v to_o know_v the_o grievousnesse_n of_o do_v injurye_n to_o god_n the_o baseness_n of_o he_o that_o offend_v he_o for_o the_o more_o vile_a the_o offendor_n be_v so_o much_o the_o great_a be_v his_o boldness_n and_o shamelessnesse_n in_o offend_v the_o supreme_a emperor_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o earth_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v what_o i_o be_o concern_v the_o body_n 3.19_o gâ—n_n 2.7_o &_o 3.19_o ponder_v that_o my_o original_a be_v dirt_n and_o my_o end_n be_v dust_n my_o flesh_n be_v a_o flower_n 14.1_o isai_n 40.6_o jacobi_fw-la 4.14_o job._n 14.1_o and_o soon_o wither_v like_o hay_n my_o life_n be_v as_o a_o blast_n and_o as_o a_o vapour_n that_o soon_o pass_v and_o it_o be_v short_a and_o full_a as_o job_n say_v of_o many_o misery_n and_o necessity_n of_o hunger_n cold_a grief_n infirmity_n poverty_n and_o danger_n of_o death_n it_o have_v no_o security_n of_o one_o only_a day_n of_o life_n nor_o of_o rest_n nor_o of_o health_n so_o that_o by_o my_o own_o strength_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o free_v i_o from_o these_o misery_n unless_o god_n our_o lord_n with_o his_o protection_n and_o providence_n do_v defend_v and_o deliver_v i_o from_o they_o now_o what_o great_a madness_n can_v there_o be_v then_o for_o a_o man_n so_o needye_a and_o 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interest_n cease_v to_o offend_v he_o that_o can_v free_v thou_o from_o so_o many_o evil_n with_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o great_o to_o confound_v myself_o and_o to_o terrifye_v myself_o with_o myselry_n that_o have_v fall_v into_o such_o madness_n and_o have_v be_v so_o exceed_o foolehardye_a and_o to_o beseech_v christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n that_o by_o his_o most_o holy_a flesh_n he_o will_v pardon_v this_o audaciousness_n of_o i_o and_o reduce_v it_o to_o reason_n hereafter_o the_o second_o point_n 1._o second_o i_o will_v consider_v what_o i_o be_o concern_v the_o soul_n ponder_v that_o i_o be_v create_v of_o nothing_o 38.6_o psal_n 38.6_o and_o that_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o nothing_o that_o i_o be_o worth_a nothing_o that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o that_o i_o merit_v nothing_o and_o that_o present_o i_o shall_v be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o 15.5_o joan._n 15.5_o if_o god_n do_v not_o continual_o preserve_v i_o neither_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n if_o god_n do_v not_o continual_o aid_v i_o beside_o this_o 50.7_o psal_n 50.7_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o sin_n and_o with_o a_o inclination_n to_o sin_n through_o the_o disorder_n of_o my_o appetite_n and_o passion_n i_o live_v subject_n to_o infinite_a misery_n of_o ignorances_n and_o error_n environ_v with_o innumerable_a temptation_n within_o i_o and_o without_o i_o by_o visible_a and_o invisible_a enemy_n that_o on_o all_o side_n do_v encompass_v i_o and_o through_o the_o imbecillitye_n of_o my_o freewill_n i_o have_v consent_v and_o do_v consent_n unto_o they_o commit_v many_o sin_n by_o the_o which_o i_o come_v to_o be_v less_o than_o nothing_o for_o it_o be_v a_o less_o evil_a not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o sin_n and_o it_o have_v be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o have_v be_v 24._o matt._n 26_o 24._o then_o to_o be_v damn_v 2._o and_o if_o this_o be_v that_o which_o i_o be_o much_o worse_a be_v that_o which_o i_o may_v be_v through_o my_o great_a mutabillitie_n and_o weakness_n for_o 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and_o may_v obtain_v the_o bless_a be_v of_o glory_n amen_n the_o three_o point_n three_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o littleness_n of_o my_o be_v and_o of_o all_o the_o good_a that_o i_o have_v in_o comparison_n of_o god_n proceed_v by_o degree_n and_o behold_v first_o what_o i_o be_o in_o comparison_n of_o all_o man_n join_v together_o and_o than_o what_o i_o be_o in_o comparison_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n and_o than_o what_o all_o creature_n be_v in_o comparison_n of_o god_n before_o who_o as_o isaias_n saithe_v the_o nation_n be_v 40.17_o isai_n 40.17_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o they_o be_v as_o nothing_o and_o as_o a_o thing_n void_a of_o be_v they_o be_v as_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n or_o of_o the_o dew_n of_o the_o morning_n that_o fall_v upon_o the_o ground_n and_o can_v hardly_o be_v see_v then_o i_o alone_o 11._o sap._n 11._o what_o shall_v i_o be_v before_o god_n as_o the_o star_n appear_v not_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o sun_n and_o be_v as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o so_o i_o how_o great_a good_a soever_o i_o have_v be_o as_o if_o i_o be_v not_o at_o all_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o much_o less_o than_o a_o little_a worm_n in_o comparison_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n my_o science_n my_o virtue_n my_o power_n my_o discretion_n my_o fortitude_n my_o beauty_n and_o all_o whatsoever_o good_a i_o have_v or_o can_v have_v be_v as_o nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o that_o which_o god_n have_v for_o the_o which_o our_o saviour_n say_v with_o great_a reason_n 18.19_o luc._n 18.19_o none_o be_v good_a but_o only_a
desperation_n he_o excessive_o aggravate_v our_o sin_n and_o exaggerate_v the_o rigour_n of_o god_n justice_n against_o they_o he_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o he_o that_o live_v evil_a must_v not_o die_v well_o and_o that_o he_o that_o lay_v not_o hold_v on_o god_n mercy_n must_v fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o justice_n 4.18_o 1._o petr._n 4.18_o and_o if_o the_o just_a man_n shall_v hardly_o be_v save_v what_o shall_v become_v of_o the_o wicked_a and_o the_o sinner_n and_o as_o he_o be_v a_o liar_n and_o the_o father_n of_o lie_n and_o a_o false_a accuser_n of_o man_n if_o god_n tie_v not_o his_o hand_n &_o limit_v his_o power_n he_o will_v set_v before_o i_o a_o thousand_o false_a imagination_n and_o accusation_n with_o cozenage_n &_o horrid_a visage_n to_o trouble_v i_o and_o to_o make_v i_o sweat_v with_o agonye_n and_o to_o pass_v great_a anguish_n than_o those_o of_o death_n itself_o these_o be_v the_o fear_n that_o in_o that_o last_o trance_n shlal_v afflict_v i_o if_o i_o provide_v i_o not_o in_o time_n to_o hinder_v their_o vehemency_n which_o i_o be_o to_o do_v by_o enter_v into_o myself_o and_o consider_v if_o death_n shall_v now_o attach_v i_o what_o it_o be_v that_o will_v give_v i_o great_a terror_n and_o devise_v how_o to_o remedy_n that_o in_o time_n and_o if_o i_o will_v not_o that_o death_n shall_v seize_v upon_o i_o in_o the_o present_a estate_n that_o i_o be_o in_o i_o be_o to_o endeavour_n present_o to_o get_v out_o of_o it_o for_o it_o be_v neither_o lawful_a nor_o secure_a to_o live_v in_o a_o estate_n wherein_o i_o will_v not_o die_v i_o will_v conclude_v this_o meditation_n set_v before_o my_o eye_n christ_n our_o lord_n naked_a and_o nail_v to_o the_o cross_n at_o the_o instant_a of_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o i_o will_v with_o great_a fervency_n beseech_v he_o that_o by_o his_o death_n he_o will_v grant_v i_o a_o good_a death_n and_o that_o if_o the_o devil_n come_v to_o my_o death_n as_o he_o come_v to_o he_o that_o he_o will_v 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that_o hour_n for_o while_o we_o live_v we_o negotiate_v that_o which_o shall_v aid_v we_o at_o that_o instant_a to_o this_o purpose_n we_o shall_v make_v our_o profit_n of_o a_o manner_n of_o preparation_n to_o die_v well_o which_o shall_v be_v put_v in_o the_o four_o part_n in_o the_o fift_v and_o first_o meditation_n collect_v from_o what_o christ_n our_o saviour_n do_v at_o his_o death_n as_o likewise_o of_o what_o shall_v be_v say_v in_o the_o five_o part_n in_o the_o thirty_o and_o four_o meditation_n concern_v the_o glorious_a passage_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n the_o nine_o meditation_n of_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o instant_a of_o death_n 5._o d._n th._n 3._o p._n q._n 59_o art_n 5._o in_o this_o meditation_n i_o be_o to_o presuppose_v that_o verity_n of_o our_o faith_n 14.10_o 2._o cor._n 5.10_o ad_fw-la rom._n 14.10_o that_o all_o man_n as_o s._n paul_n saithe_v be_v to_o be_v present_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o 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&_o to_o keep_v they_o and_o speak_v unto_o his_o soul_n he_o say_v unto_o it_o soul_n 12.19_o luc._n 12.19_o thou_o have_v much_o good_n lay_v up_o for_o many_o year_n take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n but_o god_n say_v unto_o he_o thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v thy_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v provide_v who_o shall_v they_o be_v in_o the_o person_n of_o this_o scotfree_a man_n so_o forgetful_a of_o his_o death_n be_v represent_v unto_o we_o those_o that_o have_v the_o like_a forgetfulness_n especial_o when_o they_o be_v scotfree_a healthful_a and_o young_a which_o i_o be_o to_o apply_v to_o myself_o in_o the_o form_n ensue_v the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v three_o great_a deceit_n which_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o death_n bring_v with_o it_o by_o reason_n whereof_o our_o lord_n god_n call_v this_o richeman_n fool_n the_o first_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o many_o year_n of_o life_n and_o to_o beethinke_v i_o what_o i_o shall_v do_v with_o they_o as_o if_o this_o depend_v only_o upon_o my_o will_n and_o not_o upon_o god_n who_o peradventure_o have_v determine_v to_o take_v from_o we_o our_o life_n the_o very_a same_o night_n or_o day_n wherein_o we_o think_v it_o shall_v have_v be_v large_a and_o herewith_o he_o defeat_v our_o imagination_n and_o discover_v how_o much_o they_o go_v astraye_v whereupon_o i_o will_v reprehend_v myself_o with_o the_o word_n of_o the_o apostle_n s_o 4.13_o jaco._n 4.13_o james_n say_v to_o myself_o how_o dare_v thou_o say_v to_o morrow_n i_o will_v go_v into_o such_o a_o city_n and_o there_o i_o will_v spend_v a_o year_n and_o will_v traffic_v and_o make_v gain_n when_o thou_o
be_v ignorant_a what_o shall_v become_v of_o thou_o to_o morrow_n for_o thy_o life_n be_v as_o a_o vapour_n which_o soon_o vanish_v away_o therefore_o it_o be_v fit_a thou_o shall_v say_v if_o our_o lord_n will_v and_o if_o i_o shall_v live_v i_o will_v do_v this_o or_o that_o for_o otherwise_o thou_o shall_v find_v thyself_o deceive_v if_o god_n have_v determine_v the_o contrary_n the_o second_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o not_o only_o long_a life_n but_o also_o to_o assure_v myseffe_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v health_n strength_n and_o content_a with_o all_o the_o good_n that_o i_o possess_v and_o that_o they_o also_o shall_v last_v as_o long_o as_o i_o from_o whence_o it_o proceed_v that_o hereupon_o i_o exhort_v my_o soul_n say_v requiesce_v comede_fw-la bibe_fw-la &_o epulare_fw-la take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n give_v thyself_o to_o banquet_v and_o pleasure_n for_o thou_o shall_v want_v nothing_o and_o this_o be_v a_o most_o 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thirst_v and_o eternal_a misery_n ponder_v these_o three_o deceit_n i_o will_v examine_v if_o my_o soul_n be_v beguile_v with_o they_o and_o will_v exhort_v she_o contrary_o to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n say_v unto_o she_o o_o my_o soul_n promise_v not_o to_o thyself_o many_o year_n colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o peradventure_o thou_o shall_v not_o live_v out_o this_o present_a glory_n not_o of_o to_o morrow_v for_o thou_o know_a not_o what_o the_o day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v shall_v bring_v forth_o give_v not_o thyself_o to_o rest_n but_o to_o labour_v not_o to_o feast_n and_o banquet_n but_o to_o fast_v and_o tear_n 9.5_o prover._n 27.1_o eccles_n 9.5_o have_v a_o care_n of_o eternal_a life_n which_o attend_v thou_o for_o after_o death_n there_o be_v no_o mean_n to_o meritte_v any_o durable_a rest_n or_o satiety_n o_o eternal_a god_n deliver_v i_o of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n from_o these_o miserable_a deceit_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o i_o in_o they_o exhort_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o work_n that_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o that_o this_o day_n it_o may_v more_o and_o more_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o offend_v thou_o amen_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o great_a loss_n they_o suffer_v in_o death_n that_o have_v be_v thus_o beguile_v all_o their_o life_n draw_v they_o from_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n stulte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la animam_fw-la tuam_fw-la repetent_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la &_o quae_fw-la parasti_fw-la cvius_fw-la erunt_fw-la thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v they_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v scrape_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v touch_v four_o grievous_a loss_n 33.22_o psal_n 33.22_o for_o the_o which_o king_n david_n have_v great_a reason_n to_o say_v that_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v very_o evil_a 1._o stulte_fw-la stulte_fw-la the_o first_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o his_o very_a folly_n without_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n thereof_o till_o it_o be_v past_a remedy_n for_o late_o or_o early_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a shall_v come_v to_o perceive_v their_o error_n but_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n for_o the_o wicked_a continue_v in_o their_o error_n until_o death_n and_o then_o with_o the_o experience_n of_o their_o torment_n and_o misery_n they_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n how_o much_o in_o their_o life_n time_n they_o be_v beguile_v 5_o sap._n 5_o call_v themselves_o insensati_fw-la man_n without_o wit_n or_o judgement_n but_o the_o good_a in_o their_o life-time_n perceive_v their_o error_n by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n &_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o death_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o they_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o perceive_v thy_o own_o error_n take_v for_o thy_o mistress_n this_o divine_a light_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v the_o experience_n of_o eternal_a misery_n to_o be_v thy_o mistress_n and_o beware_v by_o other_o man_n danger_n before_o this_o loss_n light_n upon_o thou_o with_o thy_o own_o 2._o nocte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la the_o second_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o the_o night_n that_o be_v by_o a_o sudden_a and_o hasty_a death_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o crime_n for_o oftentimes_o when_o man_n be_v healthefull_a &_o content_v as_o this_o scotfree_a man_n be_v god_n intimate_v unto_o they_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n and_o execute_v it_o with_o all_o pass_v from_o a_o temporal_a night_n to_o a_o eternal_a 8.12_o matth._n 8.12_o &_o from_o the_o interior_a darkness_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o the_o exterior_a of_o hell_n with_o this_o fear_n i_o will_v ask_v very_o earnest_o of_o our_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v in_o such_o manner_n advise_v i_o of_o the_o peril_n of_o my_o death_n that_o i_o may_v have_v time_n to_o dispose_v myself_o thereunto_o 20.1_o isai_n 38.1_o 4._o reg._n 20.1_o as_o he_o advise_v king_n ezechias_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o prophet_n isaias_n say_v unto_o he_o order_v thy_o house_n for_o thou_o shall_v die_v but_o to_o this_o end_n i_o be_o not_o to_o expect_v revelation_n from_o heaven_n but_o my_o prophet_n isaias_n must_v be_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o reason_n the_o inspiration_n of_o god_n the_o experience_n of_o the_o death_n of_o other_o the_o grievous_a sickness_n that_o assail_v i_o and_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o physician_n when_o he_o tell_v i_o i_o be_o in_o danger_n and_o general_o see_v i_o have_v no_o certain_a day_n of_o life_n and_o every_o day_n i_o may_v expect_v death_n it_o be_v wisdom_n to_o imagine_v that_o god_n say_v this_o day_n unto_o i_o order_n to_o day_n thy_o soul_n for_o to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v die_v &_o to_o do_v it_o present_o 3._o the_o three_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v by_o force_n repetent_fw-la repetent_fw-la and_o with_o violence_n require_v and_o pull_v out_o their_o soul_n in_o despite_n of_o they_o wherein_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o just_a unbeguil_v and_o between_o sinner_n beguile_v for_o the_o just_a offer_n themselves_o voluntary_o to_o death_n when_o god_n will_v be_v that_o they_o shall_v die_v and_o they_o say_v unto_o he_o with_o david_n 30.6_o psal_n 141.8_o psal_n 30.6_o deliver_v o._n lord_n my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o prison_n that_o it_o may_v praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n and_o into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o thou_o redeem_v i_o o_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o although_o nature_n somewhat_o shun_v death_n yet_o grace_n prevail_v against_o it_o &_o when_o god_n require_v of_o they_o their_o soul_n they_o yield_v it_o with_o great_a resignation_n but_o the_o wicked_a abhor_v death_n and_o bear_v it_o very_o impatient_o &_o therefore_o it_o be_v say_v that_o the_o devil_n the_o minister_n of_o god_n justice_n do_v require_v and_o pull_v from_o they_o their_o soul_n against_o their_o will_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o eternal_a god_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v so_o unfleshed_a from_o all_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n that_o there_o may_v be_v no_o need_n to_o pull_v from_o i_o my_o soul_n perforce_o require_v it_o of_o i_o when_o thou_o will_v for_o i_o be_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o in_o what_o day_n soever_o thou_o require_v it_o the_o three_o point_n 1._o three_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o dreadefullnesse_n of_o that_o terrible_a question_n that_o god_n our_o lord_n make_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v provide_v who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v represent_v the_o final_a losle_n of_o those_o who_o as_o have_v be_v say_v live_v forgetful_a of_o death_n which_o be_v sudden_o and_o with_o great_a grief_n to_o leave_v the_o good_n which_o they_o possess_v without_o enjoy_v they_o or_o dispose_v of_o they_o or_o know_v to_o who_o they_o shall_v come_v
55._o §_o 12._o of_o the_o ordinary_a and_o extraordinary_a time_n that_o be_v to_o be_v employ_v in_o mental_a prayer_n and_o of_o iaculatorie_a prayer_n pag._n 64._o §_o 13._o certain_a advertisment_n concern_v the_o meditation_n ensue_v pag_n 70._o the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o last_o end_n of_o man_n with_o form_n of_o prayer_n apprropriate_v to_o those_o which_o walk_v in_o the_o purgative_n way_n to_o purify_v themselves_o of_o their_o vice_n the_o introduction_n concern_v purity_n which_o be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o purgative_a way_n 75._o the_o first_o fundamental_a meditation_n of_o the_o end_n wherefore_o man_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o serve_v he_o be_v create_v pag._n 78._o the_o ii_o meditation_n of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o example_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o angel_n of_o adam_n and_o other_o particular_n pag_n 88_o the_o iii_o medit_n of_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o they_o for_o be_v so_o many_o and_o contrary_a to_o reason_n 100_o the_o iv_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o baseness_n of_o man_n that_o offend_v god_n and_o by_o the_o nothing_o that_o he_o have_v of_o his_o own_o 104._o the._n v._o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n bythe_a greatness_n of_o the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o god_n against_o who_o they_o arcommit_v 108._o the_o vi_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o grievousnes_n of_o sin_n by_o comparison_n between_o the_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a pain_n wherewith_o it_o be_v chastise_v 116._o meditation_n of_o our_o last_o thing_n to_o move_v we_o to_o a_o detestation_n of_o sin_n 125_o the_o vii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o property_n of_o death_n 116._o the_o viii_o meditat_fw-la of_o those_o thing_n that_o cause_n anguish_n and_o affliction_n to_o the_o man_n that_o be_v near_o his_o death_n 131._o the_o ix_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o be_v to_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o instant_n of_o death_n 140._o the_o x._o meditat_fw-la of_o that_o which_o hapen_v to_o the_o body_n after_o death_n and_o of_o the_o grave_n 154._o the_o xi_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o remembrance_n of_o death_n &_o of_o the_o dust_n whereinto_o we_o shall_v be_v convert_v in_o the_o grave_n 162._o the_o xii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o most_o grievous_a deceit_n and_o danger_n which_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o death_n bring_v with_o it_o and_o of_o the_o manner_n how_o they_o be_v to_o be_v remedy_v 167._o the_o xiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o general_a judgement_n and_o of_o the_o sign_n and_o thing_n precedent_a to_o that_o day_n 175._o the_o xiiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o the_o come_n of_o the_o judge_n and_o what_o he_o will_v do_v before_o he_o give_v sentence_n 183._o the_o xv._o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o sentence_n in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a and_o against_o the_o wicked_a and_o of_o the_o execution_n of_o they_o 196._o the_o xvi_o meditat_fw-la of_o hell_n as_o concern_v the_o eternity_n of_o the_o pain_n and_o the_o terriblenes_n of_o the_o place_n and_o of_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o and_o the_o tormentor_n 212._o the_o xvii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o exterioure_fw-fr faculty_n and_o of_o the_o pain_n of_o loss_n or_o damnation_n which_o be_v suffer_v in_o hell_n 222._o other_o meditation_n and_o manner_n of_o prayer_n to_o obtain_v purity_n of_o soul_n and_o perfect_v mortification_n of_o her_o vice_n and_o passion_n 230._o the_o xviii_o meditat_fw-la of_o pride_n and_o vain_a glory_n 232._o the_o xix_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o vice_n of_o gluttony_n &_o the_o virtue_n of_o temperance_n 239._o the_o xx._n meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o vice_n of_o luxury_n and_o the_o virtue_n of_o chastity_n 244._o act_n of_o perfect_a chastity_n 247._o the_o favour_n and_o reward_n of_o perfect_a chastity_n 249._o the_o xxi_o meditat_fw-la of_o avarice_n 252._o the_o xxii_o meditat_fw-la of_o wrath_n and_o impatience_n 258._o the_o xxiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o envy_n 263._o the_o xxiv_o meditat_fw-la of_o sloth_n 268._o the_o xxv_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o ten_o commandment_n of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n 273._o the_o xxvi_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o five_o sense_n and_o exterior_a faculty_n 287._o the_o xxvii_o meditat_fw-la upon_o the_o interior_a faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n 293._o the_o xxviii_o meditat_fw-la wherein_o be_v set_v down_o a_o form_n of_o pray_v make_v every_o night_n a_o examination_n of_o the_o conscience_n 301._o the_o xxix_o meditat_fw-la wherein_o be_v set_v down_o another_o form_n of_o pray_v at_o three_o time_n of_o the_o day_n make_v a_o particular_a examination_n of_o some_o one_o vice_n to_o pull_v it_o up_o by_o the_o root_n 307._o the_o xxx_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o confession_n of_o the_o virtue_n that_o be_v exercise_v therein_o and_o of_o the_o grace_n that_o be_v receive_v 313_o the_o xxxi_o meditat_fw-la of_o preparation_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o penance_n 320._o the_o xxxii_o meditat_fw-la of_o thanks_n give_v after_o confession_n 328._o the_o xxxiii_o meditat_fw-la of_o the_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n before_o communion_n 333._o the_o xxxiv_o meditat_fw-la of_o spiritual_a communion_n which_o be_v a_o dispose_n for_o sacramental_a communion_n and_o for_o hear_v mass_n profitable_o 340._o the_o xxxv_o meditat_fw-la of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 345._o the_o xxxvi_o meditat_fw-la of_o purgatory_n to_o encourage_v we_o to_o the_o work_n of_o penance_n 351._o a_o table_n of_o the_o principal_a matter_n be_v contain_v in_o this_o first_o part_n abstinence_n act_n and_o reward_n of_o it_o pag._n 242._o adam_n how_o great_a his_o fault_n be_v pag._n 91._o adoration_n how_o it_o must_v be_v make_v to_o god_n at_o the_o enter_n into_o prayer_n pag._n 32._o affection_n those_o of_o devotion_n be_v the_o end_n of_o meditation_n 11.52_o affection_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 25._o affection_n of_o devotion_n be_v of_o three_o sort_n 53_o affection_n of_o sinner_n that_o be_v repent_v 76._o ambition_n it_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o pride_n and_o the_o act_n thereof_o 234._o angel_n the_o evil_n fall_v thorugh_a pride_n 88_o how_o we_o may_v talk_v to_o they_o in_o prayer_n 20._o they_o assist_v those_o that_o pray_v 74._o they_o especial_o assist_v those_o that_o be_v chaste_a 249._o anger_n the_o act_n and_o punishment_n thereof_o and_o the_o reward_n of_o those_o that_o do_v mortify_v the_o same_o 359._o ash_n see_v lent_n aspiration_n how_o we_o may_v pray_v with_o they_o 49._o attention_n in_o prayer_n the_o mean_n to_o get_v it_o and_o to_o resist_v distraction_n 35._o avarice_n the_o act_n damage_n and_o chastisement_n of_o it_o 252._o the_o benefit_n of_o mortify_v it_o 255._o s._n augustine_n his_o counsel_n to_o those_o that_o love_n god_n 2.3.5_o his_o order_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 14._o author_n the_o author_n of_o this_o work_v have_v draw_v it_o from_o three_o principal_a fountain_n 6.7.8_o benediction_n promise_a to_o those_o that_o keep_v the_o law_n of_o god_n 282._o benefit_n that_o come_v of_o mortify_a pride_n 137._o that_o come_v of_o mortify_a gluttony_n 242._o of_o chastity_n 249._o of_o mortify_a avarice_n 255._o of_o mortify_a wrath_n 261._o of_o mortify_a envy_n 267._o of_o mortify_a sloth_n 272._o of_o god_n towards_o us._n 111._o blessing_n see_v benediction_n canticle_n what_o spiritual_a canticle_n be_v 16._o charity_n the_o act_n thereof_o to_o be_v practise_v in_o communicate_v 344._o chastity_n the_o act_n and_o excellency_n the_o favour_n and_o reward_n thereof_o 247._o colloquy_n see_v speech_n commandment_n see_v law_n of_o god_n communion_n the_o manner_n how_o to_o prepare_v ourselves_o worthy_o for_o sacramental_a communion_n 333._o the_o manner_n of_o communicate_v spiritual_o 340._o the_o manner_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 345._o confession_n the_o excellency_n of_o sacramental_a confession_n 313._o the_o virtue_n that_o at_o practise_v in_o it_o 315._o it_o be_v a_o great_a mean_n to_o surmount_v tentation_n 316._o the_o manner_n how_o to_o prepare_v ourselves_o unto_o it_o 320._o the_o manner_n of_o give_v thanks_o after_o it_o 328._o confidence_n in_o god_n see_v hope_n conscience_n how_o we_o must_v hear_v thou_o good_a inspiration_n and_o instruction_n of_o it_o and_o how_o it_o will_v accuse_v we_o in_o our_o particular_a judgement_n 145._o and_o how_o in_o the_o universal_a judgement_n 196._o consolation_n see_v delight_n spiritual_a contrition_n what_o it_o be_v and_o wherein_o it_o consist_v 108.305.322_o conversion_n that_o towards_o god_n how_o perfect_a it_o must_v be_v 76.77_o death_n the_o property_n of_o it_o 126._o it_o be_v hasten_v sometime_o for_o our_o sin_n 127._o three_o thing_n must_v afflict_v in_o it_o 131._o what_o pass_v therein_o with_o
the_o soul_n 140._o that_o of_o the_o wicked_a how_o terrible_a it_o be_v 147.170_o what_o pass_v with_o the_o body_n at_o death_n 154._o the_o remembrance_n thereof_o very_o profitable_a 162._o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o it_o dangerous_a 167._o of_o the_o dreadful_a death_n of_o king_n balthasar_n 173._o delight_n spiritual_a god_n have_v and_o use_v diverse_a way_n to_o communicate_v spiritual_a delight_n in_o prayer_n 55._o it_o be_v grant_v to_o some_o to_o wean_v they_o from_o worldly_a delit_n 62._o devotion_n wherein_o it_o consist_v 11._o it_o be_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o soul_n according_a to_o s._n bernard_n 18._o how_o it_o be_v obtain_v 53._o see_v affection_n diligence_n that_o in_o god_n service_n what_o good_a it_o do_v against_o sloth_n 272._o distraction_n those_o of_o prayer_n whence_o they_o proceed_v and_o the_o remedy_n against_o then_o 35_o 37.38.39_o devil_n he_o press_v and_o streighten_v we_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 138._o he_o accuse_v in_o the_o particular_a judgement_n 141.142.144_o and_o in_o the_o universal_a 194._o doctor_n schoole-doctor_n the_o three_o fountain_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n 8._o end_n the_o final_a end_n of_o all_o christian_n 1._o the_o special_a end_n of_o religious_a folk_n 1._o twoe_o principal_a end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 14.17_o the_o end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n and_o meditation_n contain_v in_o this_o work_n 52._o the_o last_o end_n of_o man_n and_o how_o it_o be_v to_o be_v seek_v for_o 80._o the_o last_o end_n of_o other_o visible_a creature_n envy_n what_o it_o be_v whence_o it_o grow_v the_o action_n hurt_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 263._o estate_n three_o sort_n of_o they_o to_o wit_n of_o beginner_n of_o proficient_n and_o of_o the_o perfect_a 24._o examination_n of_o conscience_n that_o which_o we_o must_v make_v at_o the_o end_n of_o prayer_n 43._o that_o which_o god_n will_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n at_o the_o particular_a judgement_n 146._o and_o in_o the_o universal_a judgement_n 191._o how_o we_o ought_v to_o make_v it_o every_o inght_n of_o the_o sin_n we_o commit_v in_o the_o daytime_n 301._o how_o it_o must_v be_v make_v of_o same_o particular_a vice_n to_o root_v out_o and_o amend_v the_o same_o 397._o how_o it_o must_v be_v do_v before_o confession_n 320._o exercise_n spiritual_a those_o of_o our_o glorious_a father_n ignatius_n how_o excellent_a they_o be_v 7._o faith_n the_o act_n thereof_o rely_v upon_o four_o pillar_n 341._o father_n holy_a father_n the_o master_n of_o mystical_a divinity_n 7._o fear_n that_o which_o afflict_v for_o give_v account_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 137._o fear_v of_o god_n punishment_n 116._o that_o which_o will_v afflict_v we_o in_o the_o general_a judgement_n 191._o it_o prepare_v we_o to_o contrition_n 323._o fire_n divine_a and_o heavenly_a fire_n what_o property_n it_o have_v 3.4_o that_o of_o hell_n 224._o gluttony_n the_o act_n harm_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 239._o the_o reward_n of_o mortifi_v the_o same_o 242._o god_n he_o be_v our_o last_o end_n 80._o hear_v how_o god_n be_v spiritual_o hear_v 59_o hell_n what_o and_o how_o terrible_a it_o be_v 212.217_o the_o eternity_n thereof_o 214._o the_o continuation_n and_o variety_n of_o pain_n therein_o 216._o the_o misery_n of_o the_o inhabitant_n in_o it_o and_o their_o discord_n 219._o the_o dreadfullnes_n of_o its_o tormentor_n 220._o the_o pain_n of_o sense_n of_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n 222._o the_o pain_n of_o fire_n that_o they_o endure_v 224._o the_o pain_n of_o their_o interior_a sense_n 225._o their_o pain_n of_o loss_n or_o damnation_n 227._o humility_n it_o rise_v of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o 76._o humiliation_n the_o only_o mean_v to_o get_v it_o 238._o hope_n that_o which_o we_o must_v have_v go_v to_o communion_n 342._o hymn_n what_o spiritual_a hymn_n be_v 15_o jesus_n the_o mystery_n of_o his_o life_n 25._o ignatius_n his_o book_n of_o spiritual_a exercise_n of_o what_o authority_n it_o be_v 7._o ignorance_n not_o know_v in_o what_o sort_n to_o discourse_n or_o meditat_fw-la &_o the_o remedy_n of_o it_o 35._o that_o of_o death_n what_o evile_v it_o cause_v 167._o it_o be_v a_o proper_a vice_n of_o the_o understanding_n 293._o impatience_n the_o act_n hurt_n and_o remedy_n thereof_o 258._o inspiration_n how_o god_n speak_v by_o they_o see_v talk_n how_o god_n do_v communicate_v they_o 55._o intention_n the_o author_n intention_n in_o this_o work_n 1.4_o intention_n that_o we_o must_v have_v in_o prayer_n 32.33_o joy._n how_o profitable_a spiritual_a joy_n be_v 272._o see_v delight_n judgement_n the_o particular_a that_o be_v make_v of_o the_o soul_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n with_o the_o circumstance_n of_o the_o assistant_n judge_n accuser_n time_n place_n and_o sentence_n 140._o till_o 154._o the_o rigorous_a account_n to_o be_v make_v therein_o 146._o the_o terrible_a sentence_n in_o it_o against_o the_o wicked_a 150._o general_n judgement_n and_o the_o cause_n thereof_o 175._o the_o 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peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 256.317_o knowledge_n that_o of_o god_n christ_n and_o of_o ourselves_o the_o end_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 52._o experimental_a knowledge_n of_o god_n wherein_o it_o consist_v and_o how_o it_o be_v get_v 57_o knowledge_n of_o our_o own_o misery_n the_o root_n of_o humility_n and_o how_o we_o may_v obtain_v it_o 76._o law_n of_o god_n ten_o commandment_n of_o god_n law_n and_o two_o way_n of_o understand_v they_o 274._o the_o mean_n of_o sin_v against_o they_o 275._o malediction_n of_o those_o that_o break_v they_o 279._o benediction_n of_o those_o that_o keep_v they_o 282._o how_o they_o must_v be_v write_v in_o the_o table_n of_o our_o heart_n 289._o reason_n move_v to_o observe_v they_o 286._o lechery_n the_o act_n and_o chasisement_n thereof_o 244._o lent_n of_o the_o ash_n which_o we_o take_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o lent_n 162._o liberality_n the_o reward_n of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v contrary_a to_o avarice_n 255._o love._n our_o love_n 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