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the_o disease_n be_v dangerous_o upon_o we_o for_o recovery_n there_o be_v give_v unto_o paul_n a_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n 2.12_o if_o we_o will_v take_v the_o interpretation_n of_o some_o learned_a divine_n a_o wound_n in_o the_o spirit_n the_o sting_n of_o conscience_n press_v he_o down_o to_o the_o nethermost_a hell_n in_o his_o sense_n that_o be_v erst_o take_v up_o to_o the_o high_a heaven_n upon_o purpose_n lest_o he_o shall_v swell_v with_o spiritual_a pride_n be_v puff_v up_o and_o exalt_v above_o measure_n with_o the_o abundance_n of_o revelation_n if_o we_o well_o weigh_v the_o admirable_a story_n of_o that_o gracious_a and_o holy_a servant_n of_o christ_n mistress_n bretâ—ergh_n we_o may_v probable_o conceive_v that_o a_o principal_a end_n why_o those_o most_o grievous_a spiritual_a affliction_n of_o soul_n upon_o her_o last_o bed_n be_v lay_v upon_o she_o be_v in_o god_n just_a judgement_n to_o blind_v yet_o more_o those_o bloody_a papist_n about_o she_o 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thy_o abominate_v any_o thought_n that_o way_n from_o the_o heart_n root_n to_o the_o pit_n of_o hell_n and_o immediate_o run_v to_o the_o king_n shall_v have_v discover_v and_o disclaim_v it_o as_o a_o most_o detestable_a and_o hellish_a plot_n i_o say_v then_o what_o man_n can_v have_v just_o blame_v thou_o or_o wherein_o can_v thy_o conscience_n any_o way_n accuse_v thou_o it_o be_v so_o in_o the_o present_a point_n as_o that_o other_o incarnate_a devil_n in_o his_o kind_n so_o the_o devil_n himself_o throw_v into_o thy_o imagination_n most_o hideous_a thought_n and_o horrible_a blasphemy_n even_o against_o the_o dreadful_a majesty_n of_o heaven_n the_o thrice_o bless_a and_o ever-glorious_a trinity_n the_o holy_a humanity_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n to_o which_o if_o thou_o shall_v understand_o assent_v and_o approve_v indeed_o thou_o may_v expect_v most_o worthy_o to_o become_v ten_o time_n foul_a than_o the_o ugly_a fiend_n in_o hell_n but_o since_o thou_o know_v 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therefore_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o thou_o thou_o may_v upon_o good_a ground_n be_v more_o then_o infinite_o assure_v that_o they_o be_v not_o impute_v unto_o thou_o at_o all_o but_o whole_o set_v upon_o satan_n score_n hence_o it_o be_v and_o from_o this_o ground_n that_o i_o have_v many_o time_n tell_v some_o thus_o tempt_v that_o when_o they_o have_v pass_v a_o day_n press_v upon_o violent_o and_o pester_v with_o the_o furious_a intrusion_n of_o such_o un-utterable_o foul_a and_o fearful_a injection_n they_o have_v in_o all_o likelihood_n spend_v that_o day_n with_o far_o less_o sin_n in_o their_o thought_n and_o more_o freedom_n from_o guilt_n and_o provocation_n of_o divine_a anger_n then_o if_o they_o have_v be_v free_a because_o they_o be_v so_o earnest_o and_o vehement_o deprecate_v withstand_v with_o such_o aversion_n and_o loathe_n protest_v against_o unfeigned_o and_o that_o upon_o such_o term_n that_o they_o will_v rather_o be_v tear_v in_o piece_n with_o wild_a horse_n die_v ten_o thousand_o death_n do_v or_o suffer_v any_o thing_n then_o yield_v the_o least_o assent_n or_o approbation_n thereunto_o they_o be_v then_o i_o say_v not_o their_o tempt_v transgression_n but_o affliction_n not_o their_o iniquity_n but_o misery_n not_o their_o sin_n but_o cross_n nay_o and_o further_o for_o their_o comfort_n if_o they_o shall_v be_v haunt_v by_o they_o until_o their_o end_a hour_n which_o god_n forbid_v and_o beat_v back_o such_o accurse_a and_o hateful_a spite_n from_o every_o humble_a soul_n yet_o cleave_v close_o unto_o the_o lord_n jesus_n hate_v all_o sin_n and_o have_v respect_n to_o all_o god_n commandment_n they_o be_v not_o able_a at_o all_o neither_o can_v any_o whit_n hinder_v hurt_n or_o any_o way_n prejudice_v their_o spiritual_a state_n and_o everlasting_a salvation_n 3._o 4._o every_o servant_n of_o christ_n have_v his_o share_n in_o some_o affliction_n or_o other_o and_o be_v ever_o make_v in_o some_o good_a measure_n conformable_a to_o he_o in_o his_o suffering_n those_o who_o have_v the_o rain_v lay_v and_o leave_v upon_o their_o neck_n without_o curb_n or_o correction_n be_v bastard_n and_o not_o son_n they_o may_v as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n tell_v we_o prosper_v in_o this_o world_n and_o pass_v peaceable_o out_o of_o it_o and_o have_v no_o band_n in_o their_o 21._o death_n like_o other_o man_n they_o may_v 21._o live_v and_o become_v old_a and_o be_v mighty_a in_o power_n their_o seed_n may_v be_v establish_v in_o their_o sight_n with_o they_o and_o their_o offspring_n before_o their_o eye_n their_o house_n may_v be_v safe_a from_o fear_n neither_o may_v the_o rod_n of_o god_n be_v upon_o they_o their_o bull_n may_v gender_v and_o fail_v not_o their_o cow_n may_z calve_fw-la and_o not_o cast_v her_o calf_n they_o may_v send_v forth_o their_o little_a one_o like_o a_o flock_n and_o their_o child_n dance_v they_o may_v take_v the_o timbrel_n and_o harp_n and_o rejoice_v at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o organ_n they_o may_v spend_v their_o day_n in_o wealth_n and_o in_o a_o moment_n go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_a at_o last_o die_v even_o loc._n like_o a_o lamb_n as_o they_o say_v but_o when_o all_o be_v do_v they_o be_v utter_o undo_v and_o everlasting_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o horror_n and_o angvish_v that_o shall_v come_v upon_o their_o soul_n the_o affliction_n the_o wormwood_n and_o the_o gall_n for_o horrible_a be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o unrighteous_a generation_n they_o be_v immediate_o throw_v down_o from_o the_o top_n of_o their_o imaginary_a felicity_n and_o untroubled_a bed_n of_o seem_a peace_n to_o the_o depth_n of_o extreme_a misery_n and_o bottom_n of_o the_o burn_a lake_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n 12.6_o he_o scourge_v every_o son_n who_o he_o receive_v he_o gers._fw-la have_v only_o one_o son_n with_o out_o sin_n none_o without_o suffer_v say_v a_o ancient_a father_n but_o here_o take_v notice_n that_o in_o this_o dispensation_n of_o fatherly_a correction_n among_o his_o child_n he_o ever_o out_o of_o his_o unsearchable_a merciful_a wisdom_n single_v out_o and_o make_v choice_n of_o those_o which_o be_v most_o punctual_a and_o simple_o the_o fit_a for_o their_o spiritual_a good_a and_o therefore_o both_o for_o the_o kind_n and_o particular_a let_v we_o ever_o humble_o and_o thankful_o submit_v and_o whole_o refer_v ourselves_o to_o the_o sweet_a and_o wise_a dispose_n of_o our_o most_o love_a and_o dear_a father_n who_o ever_o know_v best_a what_o be_v best_a for_o we_o in_o such_o case_n both_o in_o regard_n of_o his_o service_n and_o our_o suffering_n his_o glory_n and_o our_o gain_n what_o we_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v how_o he_o have_v furnish_v we_o beforehand_o with_o spiritual_a strength_n to_o go_v through_o temptation_n and_o trouble_n what_o spiritual_a physic_n be_v most_o quick_a and_o operative_a and_o apt_v to_o the_o prevention_n cure_n and_o
it_o be_v now_o a_o day_n take_v by_o common_a phrase_n of_o speech_n as_o we_o say_v that_o a_o right_a politician_n be_v a_o very_a machiavelli_n so_o it_o may_v be_v say_v that_o in_o political_a government_n or_o machivellian_a policy_n none_o go_v beyond_o the_o jesuit_n at_o this_o day_n decacord_n quodlib_n 3._o art_n 4_o pag._n 64._o no_o no_o their_o course_n of_o life_n do_v show_v what_o their_o study_n be_v and_o howsoever_o they_o boast_v of_o their_o perfection_n holiness_n meditation_n and_o exercise_n yet_o their_o platform_n be_v heathenish_a tyrannical_a and_o able_a to_o set_v aretöne_v lucian_n machiavelli_n and_o the_o devil_n himself_o in_o a_o sort_n to_o school_n ibid._n quodlib_n 3._o art_n 3._o pag._n 62._o the_o jesuit_n manage_v matter_n more_o machiavellianly_a than_o machiavelli_n himself_o answer_v to_o the_o jesuited_a gent._n pag._n 70._o jesuit_n be_v father_n of_o mischief_n friend_n to_o themselves_o benefactor_n to_o seditious_a person_n master_n of_o machiavellisme_n traitor_n to_o england_n and_o to_o their_o prince_n a_o answer_n by_o one_o of_o our_o brethren_n a_o secular_a priest_n to_o blackwels_n letter_n write_v to_o cardinal_n cajetan_n 1596._o circa_n med._n med._n the_o jesuit_n be_v to_o be_v mark_v out_o for_o the_o most_o malicious_a traitorous_a and_o irreligious_a calumniatour_n that_o ever_o live_v on_o earth_n unworthy_a that_o ever_o the_o earth_n shall_v beaâ—â—_n they_o quodl_n 4._o art_n 2._o pag._n 99_o 99_o but_o mariana_n like_v better_a to_o have_v a_o tyrant_n poison_a by_o his_o chair_n or_o by_o his_o apparel_n and_o robe_n after_o the_o example_n of_o the_o mauritanian_a king_n that_o be_v to_o poison_a only_o by_o scent_n or_o by_o contact_n he_o may_v not_o be_v find_v guilty_a of_o selfe-fellony_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o poor_a tyrant_n in_o the_o flight_n out_o of_o the_o body_n may_v be_v innocent_a of_o the_o fact_n o_o hellhound_n o_o diabolical_a wretch_n o_o infernal_a monster_n how_o long_o then_o how_o long_o shall_v king_n who_o the_o lord_n have_v call_v his_o anoint_v king_n the_o breathe_a image_n of_o god_n upon_o earth_n king_n that_o with_o a_o wry_a or_o frown_a look_n be_v able_a to_o crush_v these_o earthworm_n in_o piece_n how_o long_o shall_v they_o suffer_v this_o viperous_a brood_n scotfree_a and_o without_o punishment_n to_o spit_v in_o their_o face_n king_n james_n remonst_z pag._n 227._o such_o be_v the_o religion_n of_o these_o reverend_a father_n the_o pillar_n of_o the_o pontifician_n monarchy_n in_o comparison_n of_o who_o religion_n and_o holiness_n all_o the_o impiety_n that_o ever_o be_v practise_v among_o the_o infidel_n and_o all_o the_o barbarous_a cruelty_n that_o ever_o be_v perpetrate_v among_o the_o cannibal_n may_v pass_v henceforth_o in_o the_o christian_a world_n for_o pure_a clemency_n and_o humanity_n ibid._n pag._n 235._o adieu_o religion_n of_o the_o jesuit_n for_o to_o speak_v truth_n to_o deal_v in_o state-matter_n and_o to_o practice_v the_o death_n of_o prince_n be_v as_o essential_a part_n of_o their_o function_n as_o their_o confession_n itself_o jesu._n catech._n lib._n 3._o cap._n 13._o 13._o tantum_n relligio_fw-la potuit_fw-la suadere_fw-la malorum_fw-la but_o what_o will_v he_o have_v do_v if_o he_o have_v know_v the_o massacre_n of_o france_n or_o the_o powder-treason_n of_o england_n etc._n etc._n they_o make_v the_o cause_n of_o religion_n descend_v to_o the_o execrable_a action_n of_o murder_v of_o prince_n butchery_n of_o people_n and_o fire_n of_o state_n sir_n francis_n bacon_n essaie_v of_o religion_n hest._n 3.8_o 3.8_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 1._o pet_n 2.17_o dam_fw-la mihi_fw-la christianum_fw-la &_o sâ—â—t_fw-la quid_fw-la dico_fw-la dico_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 1._o cor._n 1.26_o 1.26_o fidi_fw-la imperator_fw-la bus_fw-la manete_fw-la sed_fw-la any_o hos_fw-la deo_fw-la propter_fw-la quem_fw-la &_o ijs_fw-la quibus_fw-la commissi_fw-la aâ—_n traditi_fw-la estis_fw-la nazian_n orat._n 12._o at_o quî_fw-la propter_fw-la deum_fw-la quia_fw-la si_fw-la deum_fw-la mâ—tuetis_fw-la &_o studiosè_fw-la dabitis_fw-la operam_fw-la ut_fw-la eius_fw-la mandata_fw-la servetis_fw-la fideles_fw-la his_fw-la etiam_fw-la dei_fw-la causâ_fw-la eritis_fw-la elias_n elias_n all_o virtue_n turn_v to_o vice_n when_o they_o become_v the_o servant_n of_o impiety_n king_n james_n remonst_z pag._n 249._o 249._o o_o the_o vanity_n of_o great_a man_n who_o think_v it_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a fruit_n of_o their_o greatness_n to_o abuse_v their_o power_n insolent_o to_o the_o ruin_n of_o their_o inferior_n not_o remember_v be_v blind_v by_o their_o passion_n that_o they_o have_v a_o superior_a over_o they_o to_o make_v they_o yield_v a_o account_n of_o their_o unjust_a proceed_n force_v to_o make_v restitution_n with_o interest_n histor._n of_o france_n in_o lewis_n the_o ten_o ten_o qui_fw-la eatero_n dignitate_fw-la praestat_fw-la &_o authoritate_fw-la debet_fw-la maiori_fw-la etiam_fw-la pielate_fw-la in_o deum_fw-la effulgere_fw-la quò_fw-la caeteris_fw-la exemplosit_a virtutem_fw-la colendi_fw-la &_o divina_fw-la mandata_fw-la servandi_fw-la cyr._n alexand_n lib._n 8._o in_o joan._n eccles._n 12.5_o 12.5_o parete_fw-la ijs_fw-la qui_fw-la praesunt_fw-la uâ—bâ—_n &_o conceâ—dite_n nam_fw-la ille_fw-la vigilant_a pro_fw-la animus_fw-la vestrâ—s_fw-la tametsi_fw-la prius_fw-la tam_fw-la dine_v dictum_fw-la est_fw-la tamen_fw-la ne_fw-la nunc_fw-la quidem_fw-la reticebo_fw-la huius_fw-la enim_fw-la comminationis_fw-la terror_fw-la animum_fw-la mihi_fw-la concutit_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d de_fw-fr sacerdot_n lib._n 6._o in_o princ_fw-la nam_fw-la illi_fw-la vigilant_a pro_fw-la animus_fw-la vestris_fw-la tanquam_fw-la ratione_fw-la reddituri_fw-la hiccine_fw-la exiguus_fw-la tibi_fw-la videtur_fw-la comminationis_fw-la terror_fw-la equidem_fw-la illum_fw-la quantus_fw-la sit_fw-la verbis_fw-la exprimere_fw-la non_fw-la possum_fw-la ibid._n lib._n 3._o ad_fw-la fin_n fin_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d primùmigitur_fw-la persvadeamus_fw-la ut_fw-la iurament_fw-mi â—rum_fw-la fuga_fw-la in_o melius_fw-la mutationem_fw-la faciat_fw-la etsi_fw-la enim_fw-la heri_fw-la &_o nudiustertiùs_fw-la de_fw-la hac_fw-la vobis_fw-la locutus_fw-la sum_fw-la materie_n neque_fw-la tamen_fw-la hodiè_fw-la desistam_fw-la neque_fw-la crà s_o neque_fw-la perendiè_fw-la eadem_fw-la persvadere_fw-mi chrysost._n ad_fw-la pop_n antioch_n hom._n 5._o about_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o homily_n upon_o genesis_n he_o tell_v they_o that_o heri_fw-la yesterday_o i_o handle_v this_o or_o that_o or_o to_o the_o like_a sense_n and_o the_o same_o chrysostome_n preach_v in_o the_o afternoon_n as_o appear_v by_o these_o word_n hom._n 11._o in_o 1._o ad_fw-la thess._n qúemadmodum_fw-la si_fw-la quis_fw-la lucis_fw-la lychnaeo_n aquam_fw-la aspergeret_fw-la aut_fw-la oleum_fw-la duntaxat_fw-la eximeret_fw-la lucemext_v veret_fw-la ita_fw-la habet_fw-la &_o donum_fw-la spiritus_fw-la he_o take_v a_o resemblance_n from_o the_o lamp_n that_o burn_v by_o he_o when_o he_o be_v preach_v and_o say_v you_o may_v qvench_n this_o lamp_n by_o put_v in_o water_n and_o you_o may_v qvench_fw-mi it_o by_o take_v out_o the_o oil_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o do_v great_a basil_n also_o as_o appear_v by_o these_o word_n hexam_n hom._n 2._o ad_fw-la fin_n facta_fw-la est_fw-la igitur_fw-la vespera_fw-la &_o factum_fw-la est_fw-la mane_n dies_fw-la unus_fw-la sed_fw-la hi_o nostri_fw-la de_fw-la illâ_fw-la vesperâ_fw-la sermon_n aâ—_n hac_fw-la vesperâ_fw-la ià moccupati_fw-la hic_fw-la orationi_fw-la nostrae_fw-la finem_fw-la imponunt_fw-la and_o so_o do_v austâ—n_v that_o mighty_a disputer_n as_o appear_v by_o these_o word_n in_o psal_n 88_o as_o he_o count_v conc_n 2._o ad_fw-la reliqua_fw-la psalmi_n de_fw-la quo_fw-la in_o matutino_fw-la locuti_fw-la sumus_fw-la animum_fw-la intendite_fw-la intendite_fw-la vnde_fw-la &_o episcopum_fw-la necessec_v in_o singulos_fw-la ut_fw-la sic_fw-la dicam_fw-la dies_fw-la sementem_fw-la facere_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsâ_fw-la saltem_fw-la assuetudine_fw-la doctrinae_fw-la sermonem_fw-la auditorum_fw-la animi_fw-la retinere_fw-la possint_fw-la de_fw-fr sacerd._n lib._n 6._o 6._o sane_n aulica_fw-la vita_fw-la per_fw-la se_fw-la est_fw-la status_fw-la deo_fw-la placens_fw-la interìm_fw-la tamen_fw-la est_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la genus_fw-la lubricum_fw-la periculosum_fw-la ac_fw-la varijs_fw-la lipsious_a obnoxium_fw-la in_fw-la quo_fw-la multa_fw-la fiunt_fw-la contra_fw-la creatoreâ—_n propter_fw-la conservandum_fw-la humanum_fw-la savorem_fw-la in_o aulis_n praecipâ—e_fw-la negotiosus_fw-la est_fw-la satan_n obâ—cit_fw-la spectra_fw-la disgratiae_fw-la &_o favourite_n â—_z ut_fw-la iâ—sdem_fw-la exterriti_fw-la â—uliciomittant_a facienda_fw-la &_o faciant_fw-la omittenda_fw-la qui_fw-la in_o aulâ_fw-la constans_fw-la est_fw-la in_o veritatis_fw-la confession_n &_o iustitiae_fw-la observatione_fw-la ille_fw-la candem_fw-la cum_fw-la christo_fw-la experitur_fw-la sortem_fw-la qui_fw-la in_o aulâ_fw-la pontificis_fw-la &_o herodis_fw-la contemptus_fw-la illusus_fw-la &_o percussus_fw-la fuit_fw-la qui_fw-la meticulosus_fw-la est_fw-la &_o in_o gratiam_fw-la magnatum_fw-la à _fw-la regulam_fw-la veritatis_fw-la &_o iustitiae_fw-la recedit_fw-la be_v facilimè_fw-la in_o abnegationem_fw-la christi_fw-la incidit_fw-la gerhard_n in_o harmo_n hist._n evang._n cap._n 5._o in_o aulà _fw-fr quò_fw-la quis_fw-la corrupâ—â—or_fw-la moribus_fw-la aut_fw-la corrumpentior_fw-la muneribus_fw-la còbcatior_fw-la satis_fw-la burr_n in_o policrat_n bernard_n be_v wont_a to_o complain_v