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fail_n of_o jonah_n chap._n 4._o v._n 8._o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o to_o die_v then_o to_o live_v because_o god_n take_v away_o the_o gourd_n the_o like_v you_o read_v of_o in_o job_n chap._n 7_o 15._o so_o that_o my_o soul_n choose_v strangle_v and_o death_n rather_o than_o life_n job_n be_v in_o a_o distemper_n and_o he_o wish_v death_n rather_o than_o life_n this_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o he_o for_o affliction_n so_o to_o disquiet_v a_o man_n mind_n that_o to_o wish_v will_v to_o god_n i_o be_v out_o of_o the_o world_n all_o these_o be_v but_o the_o flow_n and_o impatiency_n of_o a_o disturb_a heart_n and_o so_o again_o chap._n 10._o v._n 1._o my_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o my_o life_n i_o will_v leave_v my_o complaint_n upon_o myself_o this_o be_v his_o trouble_n you_o that_o have_v drink_v deep_a of_o a_o bitter_a cup_n either_o by_o cross_n in_o child_n or_o in_o estate_n or_o reproach_n in_o your_o name_n and_o all_o this_o make_v you_o inordinate_a and_o cry_v out_o i_o be_o 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and_o never_o lay_v they_o near_o his_o heart_n when_o disquiet_a for_o personal_a suffering_n shall_v justle_v out_o all_o compassion_n for_o the_o suffering_n of_o god_n church_n this_o argue_v thy_o trouble_n be_v excessive_a four_o when_o a_o man_n be_v disquiet_v for_o outward_a affliction_n that_o it_o do_v indispose_v a_o man_n to_o duty_n than_o a_o man_n be_v too_o much_o disquiet_v thus_o in_o exodus_fw-la chap._n 6._o 9_o the_o poor_a israelite_n they_o be_v so_o in_o anguish_n and_o trouble_n because_o they_o be_v hold_v such_o vassal_n in_o egypt_n that_o it_o be_v say_v they_o can_v not_o hearken_v to_o god_n word_n because_o of_o the_o grief_n and_o anguish_n of_o their_o spirit_n when_o affliction_n make_v you_o unfit_a to_o hear_v sermon_n and_o make_v you_o unfit_a to_o pray_v as_o in_o psal_n 77._o 3._o i_o remember_v 3._o god_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v i_o complain_v and_o my_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v this_o be_v a_o sinful_a disquiet_n five_o disquiet_v under_o affliction_n be_v then_o inordinate_a when_o a_o man_n dare_v venture_v on_o any_o sinful_a shift_n or_o mean_n to_o get_v rid_v of_o his_o affliction_n suppose_v thou_o be_v poor_a and_o dare_v venture_v on_o cozenage_n and_o deceit_n to_o get_v a_o estate_n suppose_v thou_o be_v in_o a_o low_a place_n and_o thou_o dare_v sin_n against_o conscience_n to_o get_v a_o place_n of_o preferment_n here_o in_o this_o world_n this_o be_v sinful_a disquiet_n thus_o we_o read_v of_o saul_n a_o evil_a spirit_n from_o the_o lord_n trouble_v he_o the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o he_o he_o be_v in_o distress_n in_o his_o spirit_n 1_o samuel_n 28._o 7_o 8._o and_o saul_n say_v unto_o his_o servant_n seek_v i_o a_o woman_n that_o have_v