require_v of_o i_o look_v not_o upon_o i_o i_o meek_o beseech_v thou_o as_o i_o be_o in_o myself_o in_o my_o frailty_n of_o sinful_a nature_n but_o gracious_o behold_v i_o in_o the_o beauty_n and_o perfection_n of_o thy_o bless_a son_n lord_n give_v i_o that_o holy_a hunger_a and_o thirsting_n after_o thou_o that_o my_o long_n may_v be_v earnest_a for_o thou_o let_v thy_o holy_a table_n be_v delightful_a to_o i_o and_o sweet_a than_o all_o outward_a enjoyment_n that_o i_o may_v true_o love_v it_o and_o joyful_o possess_v thy_o heavenly_a comfort_n by_o it_o iii_o almighty_a god_n who_o so_o perfect_o hate_v sin_n that_o thou_o have_v most_o severe_o punish_v it_o in_o thy_o only_a and_o belove_a son_n who_o thou_o free_o give_v not_o only_o to_o die_v for_o sin_n but_o also_o to_o condemn_v it_o and_o to_o call_v sinner_n to_o repentance_n for_o it_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o thy_o vile_a sinful_a and_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n who_o have_v not_o only_o foolish_o and_o sinful_o imagine_v that_o thou_o will_v cherish_v that_o in_o i_o which_o thou_o have_v so_o sharp_o punish_v in_o my_o saviour_n but_o also_o wicked_o divide_v thou_o in_o thy_o own_o essence_n and_o there_o by_o myself_o from_o thou_o in_o the_o lose_n of_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n have_v pity_n upon_o i_o and_o release_v i_o from_o these_o misty_a fog_n of_o sin_n and_o ignorance_n and_o lead_v i_o by_o thy_o bless_a light_n of_o grace_n to_o those_o thy_o bless_a path_n which_o lead_v to_o glory_n iv_o lord_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o i_o desire_v to_o repent_v i_o tremble_v at_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o humble_o beg_v thy_o pardon_n for_o it_o in_o the_o richness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n o_o let_v thy_o sweet_a save_n and_o prevent_a grace_n make_v this_o my_o humiliation_n effectual_a unto_o i_o o_o let_v i_o no_o long_o vain_o think_v the_o guilt_n only_o of_o sin_n to_o be_v i_o and_o the_o punishment_n my_o saviour_n but_o let_v i_o faithful_o believe_v that_o until_o by_o thy_o grace_n i_o be_o make_v true_o conformable_a to_o he_o i_o have_v no_o part_n nor_o portion_n in_o he_o but_o be_o yet_o in_o my_o sin_n and_o thereby_o liable_a to_o thy_o sore_a punishment_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o save_a faith_n to_o believe_v in_o he_o a_o sanctify_a life_n to_o be_v a_o true_a follower_n of_o he_o and_o a_o bless_a death_n to_o live_v for_o ever_o with_o he_o amen_n meditation_n for_o thursday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n affliction_n be_v the_o proper_a object_n of_o compassion_n misery_n the_o proper_a object_n of_o mercy_n and_o therefore_o we_o read_v how_o pilate_n willing_a to_o release_v jesus_n he_o bring_v he_o forth_o have_v his_o back_n surrow_v with_o the_o whip_n his_o head_n harrow_v with_o the_o thorn_n and_o his_o derisive_a purple_a stain_v yea_o drench_v with_o blood_n and_o present_v he_o thus_o ghastly_a a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o jew_n with_o a_o ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la behold_v the_o man_n suppose_v so_o sad_a a_o sight_n will_v have_v move_v malice_n to_o mercy_n and_o envy_v itself_o to_o compassion_n now_o what_o pilate_n do_v to_o the_o jew_n with_o christ_n christ_n in_o a_o fit_a resemblance_n and_o apt_a allusion_n do_v with_o the_o penitent_a to_o his_o father_n he_o bring_v he_o forth_o in_o the_o court_n of_o conscience_n have_v his_o heart_n wound_v with_o sorrow_n his_o spirit_n break_v in_o contrition_n and_o his_o soul_n faint_v in_o languishment_n of_o repentance_n and_o present_v he_o so_o sad_a a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o father_n with_o a_o ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la behold_v the_o max._n ii_o behold_v the_o man_n once_o so_o lofty_a in_o his_o pride_n now_o so_o lowly_a in_o his_o penitence_n once_o so_o harden_v in_o his_o rebellion_n now_o so_o humble_v in_o his_o contrition_n once_o so_o obstinate_a a_o sinner_n now_o so_o pitiful_a a_o penitent_n and_o oh_o whilst_o this_o man_n of_o sorrow_n mourn_v in_o affliction_n how_o do_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n melt_v in_o compassion_n when_o the_o wound_a sinner_n be_v present_v by_o the_o wound_a son_n and_o the_o penitent_n tear_n cry_v aloud_o with_o the_o mediator_n blood_n how_o must_v the_o father_n compassion_n need_v melt_v into_o sin_n remission_n iii_o this_o affliction_n and_o pain_n be_v either_o that_o of_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n or_o that_o of_o the_o devout_a saint_n that_o of_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n who_o have_v withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o world_n and_o retire_v into_o the_o secret_a closet_n of_o his_o conscience_n how_o do_v he_o with_o hezekiah_n even_o overturn_v the_o annal_n of_o his_o life_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o after_o a_o strict_a survey_n have_v faithful_o observe_v the_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v commit_v and_o the_o several_a circumstance_n by_o which_o they_o be_v aggravate_v he_o then_o sum_n they_o up_o into_o a_o catalogue_n which_o be_v no_o soon_o in_o his_o eye_n but_o sorrow_n be_v in_o his_o heart_n endeavour_v to_o blot_v our_o those_o letter_n of_o guilt_n with_o his_o tear_n of_o repentance_n through_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n iv._o and_o whilst_o he_o set_v his_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o he_o oh_o how_o do_v a_o secret_a affrightment_n chill_v his_o blood_n and_o make_v his_o heart_n to_o tremble_v in_o apprehension_n of_o their_o loathsome_a filth_n and_o dreadful_a curse_n yea_o in_o behold_v himself_o under_o the_o heavy_a sentence_n of_o the_o law_n condemnation_n oh_o how_o be_v he_o whole_o encompass_v with_o terror_n and_o amazement_n when_o he_o look_v within_o he_o oh_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o accuse_a conscience_n and_o a_o kill_a guilt_n when_o he_o look_v without_o he_o oh_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o deserve_a death_n and_o a_o torment_a hell_n when_o he_o look_v above_o he_o oh_o the_o dread_a of_o a_o offend_a majesty_n and_o a_o avenge_a judge_n oh_o whither_o then_o shall_v this_o poor_a penitent_a fly_n for_o succour_n where_o oh_o where_o shall_v his_o affright_a and_o afflict_a soul_n seek_v for_o shelter_n where_o but_o at_o the_o cross_n of_o his_o redeemer_n v._o and_o when_o christ_n so_o full_a of_o pity_n so_o full_a of_o love_n when_o he_o behold_v the_o humble_a suppliant_a and_o sincere_a penitent_a in_o the_o low_a depth_n of_o his_o humiliation_n pour_v out_o his_o complaint_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o cross_n when_o he_o hear_v his_o mournful_a sigh_n his_o painful_a groan_n the_o earnest_a messenger_n of_o his_o asslicted_a soul_n it_o be_v then_o as_o impossible_a for_o christ_n to_o forget_v the_o passion_n of_o sorrow_n which_o he_o suffer_v as_o not_o to_o compassionate_v this_o poor_a penitent_n for_o who_o he_o suffer_v he_o who_o stop_v not_o his_o ear_n at_o the_o jew_n blasphemy_n will_v certain_o not_o stop_v his_o ear_n at_o the_o penitent_n complaint_n he_o that_o turn_v not_o away_o his_o face_n from_o his_o enemy_n buffet_n will_v not_o turn_v away_o his_o eye_n from_o the_o suppliant_n tear_n though_o the_o devil_n have_v bereave_v the_o sinner_n of_o his_o purity_n yet_o can_v he_o not_o deprive_v his_o saviour_n of_o his_o pity_n christ_n do_v not_o christ_n can_v so_o remember_v the_o sin_n that_o man_n have_v commit_v that_o he_o forget_v the_o soul_n which_o himself_o have_v purchase_v his_o eye_n and_o nothing_o else_o indeed_o can_v do_v it_o but_o his_o eye_n of_o mercy_n that_o look_v through_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n to_o behold_v the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o that_o affliction_n move_v his_o compassion_n vi_o the_o sorrow_n of_o affliction_n and_o pain_n in_o the_o penitent_a become_v destructive_a of_o sin_n through_o the_o power_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n for_o that_o god_n will_v be_v sanctify_v in_o all_o they_o that_o come_v nigh_o unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n in_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o vengeance_n when_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o before_o he_o though_o with_o the_o deep_a of_o affliction_n unless_o it_o be_v by_o faith_n in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o the_o mediator_n god_n will_v be_v a_o just_a judge_n to_o condemn_v rather_o than_o a_o merciful_a father_n to_o forgive_v for_o it_o be_v not_o our_o tear_n without_o christ_n blood_n not_o our_o sorrow_n without_o his_o suffering_n not_o our_o affliction_n without_o his_o passion_n that_o can_v quench_v the_o fire_n of_o god_n wrath_n satisfy_v the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n and_o move_v the_o tenderness_n of_o his_o mercy_n when_o therefore_o act_v by_o love_n and_o strengthen_v by_o faith_n we_o pour_v out_o our_o complaint_n unto_o our_o god_n in_o a_o sincere_a repentance_n our_o affliction_n and_o pain_n shall_v become_v the_o proper_a object_n of_o his_o divine_a mercy_n a_o prayer_n for_o thursday_n morning_n preparatory_a to_o the_o
death_n and_o passion_n as_o a_o true_a token_n and_o pledge_n that_o he_o suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o rise_v again_o from_o thâ—_n dâ—ad_v for_o my_o justification_n and_o now_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o to_o who_o be_v all_o honour_n power_n and_o glory_n adoration_n and_o subjection_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_o our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o monday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n show_v the_o necessity_n of_o receive_v of_o it_o i._o our_o bless_a saviour_n the_o wise_a physician_n have_v feel_v the_o pulse_n of_o our_o weakness_n ordain_v this_o most_o holy_a and_o divine_a sacrament_n and_o for_o this_o purpose_n have_v he_o institute_v the_o same_o in_o form_n of_o food_n that_o the_o very_a form_n wherein_o he_o do_v institute_v it_o may_v declare_v unto_o we_o the_o effect_n it_o work_v and_o withal_o the_o great_a necessity_n our_o soul_n have_v of_o it_o ii_o o_o most_o wonderful_a sacrament_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v of_o thou_o thou_o be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o a_o medicine_n to_o heal_v all_o my_o wound_n what_o tongue_n be_v able_a to_o express_v the_o excellency_n of_o this_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n which_o thou_o o_o lord_n invite_v i_o to_o who_o be_o a_o vile_a and_o miserable_a sinner_n when_o i_o consider_v who_o thou_o be_v and_o what_o i_o be_o how_o rich_a and_o excellent_a the_o benefit_n be_v which_o thou_o prepare_v for_o i_o and_o how_o little_a i_o be_o dispose_v to_o receive_v they_o my_o soul_n be_v in_o trouble_n and_o i_o tremble_v to_o draw_v near_o to_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n iii_o thou_o be_v o_o lord_n without_o quantity_n great_a without_o quality_n good_a without_o measure_n wise_a and_o without_o time_n everlasting_a the_o star_n be_v dim_v in_o thy_o presence_n the_o pillar_n of_o heaven_n quake_v before_o thou_o the_o high_a of_o the_o seraphin_n do_v gather_v in_o their_o wing_n and_o account_v themselves_o as_o it_o be_v little_a fly_n when_o thou_o be_v present_a how_o then_o dare_v so_o vile_a a_o creature_n as_o i_o be_o approach_n unto_o thy_o holy_a table_n if_o st._n john_n baptist_n who_o thou_o fill_v with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n from_o his_o mother_n womb_n think_v himself_o not_o worthy_a to_o stoop_v down_o and_o unloose_v the_o lachet_n of_o thy_o shoe_n shall_v i_o who_o be_o load_v with_o sin_n dare_v to_o present_v myself_o to_o that_o holy_a banquet_n where_o angel_n wait_v as_o minister_a spirit_n send_v out_o for_o the_o good_a of_o those_o who_o be_v to_o receive_v the_o earnest_n of_o salvation_n shall_v i_o with_o lascivious_a eye_n full_a of_o wanton_a look_n behold_v that_o lamb_n without_o spot_n or_o blemish_n with_o my_o pollute_a look_n and_o lie_a tongue_n shall_v i_o touch_v the_o bread_n of_o angel_n or_o shall_v i_o lodge_v the_o king_n of_o king_n in_o a_o heart_n fill_v with_o foul_a concupiscence_n iv._o i_o be_o in_o a_o strait_a o_o lord_n on_o both_o side_n for_o if_o i_o absent_v myself_o from_o this_o holy_a table_n i_o be_o disobedient_a to_o my_o saviour_n who_o command_v i_o to_o set_v forth_o his_o death_n till_o he_o shall_v come_v again_o i_o keep_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n i_o renounce_v the_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o the_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o if_o i_o come_v to_o it_o unworthy_o i_o be_o afraid_a i_o may_v eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n and_o draw_v upon_o myself_o thy_o heavy_a judgement_n if_o thou_o lord_n shall_v mark_v iniquity_n o_o lord_n who_o shall_v stand_v but_o there_o be_v forgiveness_n with_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n be_v from_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n for_o we_o have_v rebel_v against_o he_o but_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v thy_o grace_n have_v much_o more_o abound_v o_o lord_n my_o whole_a trust_n be_v in_o thou_o as_o by_o thy_o goodness_n thou_o give_v i_o thy_o blessing_n so_o by_o thy_o wisdom_n thou_o will_v instruct_v i_o how_o to_o receive_v they_o to_o salvation_n a_o prayer_n for_o monday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n i_o take_v the_o boldness_n to_o approach_v unto_o thou_o o_o receive_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n banish_v from_o my_o mind_n all_o those_o earthly_a and_o carnal_a thought_n which_o disturb_v my_o devotion_n affect_v my_o sense_n with_o a_o pious_a veneration_n give_v unto_o i_o such_o humility_n and_o repentance_n such_o fear_n and_o reverence_n as_o so_o high_a a_o mystery_n do_v require_v i_o come_v not_o o_o lord_n to_o excuse_v but_o accuse_v myself_o i_o trust_v not_o o_o lord_n in_o my_o own_o righteousness_n neither_o have_v i_o any_o merit_n to_o be_v puff_v up_o with_o nor_o do_v i_o extol_v myself_o with_o the_o proud_a pharisec_n ii_o but_o o_o lord_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o as_o the_o poor_a publican_n with_o eye_n cast_v down_o as_o be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o lay_v my_o hand_n on_o my_o breast_n say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o with_o poor_a bartemeus_fw-la that_o i_o may_v receive_v my_o sight_n who_o be_o blind_a and_o lame_a i_o come_v as_o naked_a to_o thou_o the_o father_n of_o compassion_n as_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o righteousness_n to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n spring_v up_o from_o the_o well_n of_o eternal_a salvation_n iii_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n accept_v of_o mary_n magdalen_n tear_n the_o faith_n of_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o cross_n the_o repentance_n of_o st._n peter_n and_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o poor_a publican_n accept_v now_o of_o this_o my_o humiliation_n confirm_v my_o pardon_n seal_v my_o redemption_n cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o my_o pollution_n support_v my_o weakness_n and_o cover_v my_o nakedness_n o_o send_v i_o not_o away_o empty_a lest_o i_o faint_v by_o the_o way_n but_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o food_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a banquet_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v receive_v nourishment_n unto_o eternal_a life_n iv._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o with_o pure_a lip_n and_o a_o penitent_a heart_n that_o thou_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o faith_n i_o may_v find_v myself_o strenghn_v comfort_v and_o my_o heart_n inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o then_o shall_v i_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o and_o acknowledge_v in_o the_o assembly_n of_o thy_o saint_n that_o it_o be_v thou_o alone_o who_o have_v comfort_v i_o and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o salvation_n in_o any_o beside_o thou_o v._o as_o thou_o prepare_v a_o table_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o enemy_n and_o fille_v up_o my_o cup_n and_o do_v anoint_v and_o wash_v thy_o poor_a guest_n pour_v upon_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o thy_o most_o fragrant_a oil_n wash_v not_o only_o my_o foot_n but_o also_o my_o hand_n and_o my_o head_n that_o i_o may_v have_v part_n with_o thou_o make_v i_o not_o only_a partaker_n of_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o covenant_n and_o of_o the_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o also_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v thyself_o with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n let_v my_o preparation_n which_o i_o now_o make_v be_v sincere_a and_o without_o lukewarmness_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o tuesday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o gracious_a manifestation_n of_o his_o goodness_n he_o be_v good_a in_o the_o graciousness_n of_o his_o promise_n and_o upright_o in_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o performance_n and_o this_o grace_n and_o truth_n which_o be_v the_o habitation_n of_o his_o throne_n be_v the_o refuge_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o the_o penitent_a ii_o and_o where_o o_o my_o soul_n can_v thou_o better_v taste_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n then_o in_o this_o bless_a eucharist_n the_o sacred_a feast_n of_o the_o lord_n goodness_n and_o as_o his_o goodness_n do_v invite_v thou_o so_o let_v his_o uprightness_n encourage_v thou_o for_o that_o faithful_a be_v he_o who_o have_v promise_v faithful_a to_o give_v according_a to_o his_o promise_n heal_v for_o thy_o wound_n strengthen_v for_o thy_o weakness_n comfort_n for_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o will_v give_v that_o which_o be_v the_o compendium_n of_o all_o spiritual_a good_a thing_n peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n iii_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o heavy_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o cast_v down_o within_o i_o be_v it_o because_o thou_o have_v
and_o my_o death_n happy_a be_v merciful_a to_o i_o thy_o frail_a and_o sinful_a creature_n who_o have_v daily_o be_v so_o far_o from_o abstain_v from_o the_o least_o appearance_n of_o it_o that_o i_o have_v daily_o run_v with_o greediness_n into_o it_o and_o hourly_o study_v vain_a excuse_n for_o it_o v._o grant_v dear_a lord_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n that_o these_o my_o daily_a diminution_n of_o sin_n may_v now_o daily_o increase_v in_o i_o the_o augmentation_n of_o sorrow_n that_o so_o i_o may_v true_o and_o hearty_o bewail_v my_o offence_n thou_o may_v sy_n gracious_o forgive_v they_o and_o by_o thy_o grace_n assist_v i_o may_v perfect_o abhor_v they_o grant_v this_o dear_a father_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n in_o ham_n who_o die_v for_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o sin_n in_o he_o amen_n meditation_n for_o friday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n his_o guard_n be_v strong_a his_o fence_n be_v sure_a who_o salvation_n be_v christ_n which_o salvation_n be_v communicate_v to_o 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thou_o because_o they_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o what_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n and_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o a_o most_o tender_a and_o merciful_a father_n and_o yet_o i_o have_v still_o continue_v to_o crucify_v thou_o afresh_o o_o do_v thou_o work_v in_o i_o first_o a_o great_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o then_o a_o great_a hatred_n and_o a_o firm_a resolution_n against_o they_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v when_o the_o minister_n receive_v in_o both_o kind_n himself_o say_v 1._o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n unto_o thou_o shall_v all_o flesh_n come_v 2._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o choose_v and_o receive_v unto_o thou_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n 3._o thou_o shall_v guide_v i_o with_o thy_o council_n and_o after_o that_o receive_v i_o with_o glory_n 4._o the_o lord_n hear_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o 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lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n what_o great_a gift_n o_o lord_n can_v thou_o bestow_v upon_o i_o than_o to_o give_v i_o thy_o body_n for_o meat_n thy_o blood_n for_o drink_v and_o to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n what_o great_a mercy_n than_o that_o thou_o shall_v now_o enter_v into_o i_o and_o dwell_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o have_v promise_v ii_o i_o yield_v thou_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_o most_o merciful_a father_n and_o desire_v to_o magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o for_o the_o holy_a death_n and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o that_o great_a redemption_n thou_o have_v wrought_v for_o i_o in_o he_o and_o
your_o knee_n god_n speak_v those_o word_n and_o say_v i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n thou_o shall_v have_v none_o other_o god_n but_o i_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o first_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o absolute_o deny_v god_n be_v or_o in_o a_o gross_a manner_n renounce_v he_o by_o apostasy_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o be_v angry_a with_o the_o almighty_a murmur_a and_o complain_v against_o he_o in_o a_o adversity_n or_o trouble_v which_o he_o have_v be_v please_v to_o lay_v upon_o i_o as_o though_o he_o be_v not_o both_o just_a and_o merciful_a have_v i_o have_v such_o a_o confidence_n and_o trust_n in_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v have_v together_o with_o such_o a_o strength_n and_o consolation_n as_o ordinary_o a_o lively_a confidence_n bring_v with_o it_o have_v i_o not_o put_v all_o my_o confidence_n in_o the_o world_n and_o on_o the_o thing_n which_o belong_v to_o it_o fear_v man_n who_o can_v only_o kill_v the_o body_n more_o than_o god_n who_o can_v cast_v both_o soul_n and_o body_n into_o everlasting_a torment_n have_v i_o not_o deny_v my_o maker_n by_o refuse_v to_o wait_v on_o he_o in_o his_o holy_a ordinance_n or_o if_o i_o have_v be_v there_o have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o irreverence_n and_o cold_a devotion_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n ii_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o make_v to_o thyself_o any_o grave_a image_n nor_o the_o likeness_n of_o any_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n above_o or_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o or_o in_o the_o water_n under_o the_o earth_n thou_o shall_v not_o bow_v down_o to_o they_o nor_o worship_v they_o for_o i_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n be_o a_o jealous_a god_n and_o visit_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n unto_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o hate_v i_o and_o show_v mercy_n unto_o thousand_o in_o they_o that_o love_v i_o and_o keep_v my_o commandment_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o ii_o commandment_n though_o i_o have_v not_o set_v up_o a_o grave_a image_n nor_o fall_v down_o to_o worship_v any_o yet_o have_v i_o not_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o fool_n in_o my_o heart_n in_o lay_v up_o treasure_n which_o a_o 〈…〉_z liable_a to_o corruption_n and_o idolize_v the_o vain_a pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o this_o wicked_a world_n by_o covetousness_n which_o be_v i_o do_v latry_n if_o i_o have_v abhor_v idol_n have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o sacrilege_n rob_v of_o god_n in_o his_o tithe_n and_o offering_n not_o extend_v my_o charity_n to_o the_o poor_a as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v but_o fix_v my_o mind_n more_o on_o the_o creature_n then_o on_o the_o creator_n have_v i_o not_o make_v a_o god_n of_o my_o belly_n by_o luxuriousness_n indulge_v myself_o with_o carnal_a delight_n and_o sensual_a appetite_n and_o have_v be_v hurry_v away_o by_o every_o wind_n of_o doctrine_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n in_o vain_a for_o the_o lord_n will_v not_o hold_v he_o guiltless_a that_o take_v his_o name_n in_o vain_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o iii_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o blasphemous_o profane_v god_n nâ—mâ—_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o take_v his_o holy_a name_n in_o my_o mouth_n with_o much_o irreverence_n and_o jest_o and_o scoff_o abuse_v his_o holy_a ordinance_n have_v i_o not_o take_v many_o false_a oath_n and_o protestation_n and_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o too_o frequent_a and_o customary_a swear_n curse_v by_o the_o dreadful_a name_n of_o god_n which_o be_v only_o to_o be_v mention_v for_o blessing_n and_o adoration_n have_v i_o be_v careful_a to_o keep_v those_o lawful_a oath_n i_o have_v take_v as_o my_o baptismal_a vow_n or_o any_o other_o oath_n which_o be_v administer_v lawful_o to_o i_o without_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o breach_n of_o they_o have_v i_o not_o neglect_v to_o call_v upon_o that_o name_n whereby_o alone_o i_o must_v receive_v salvation_n and_o have_v turn_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n into_o wantonness_n to_o the_o destruction_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n iv._o commandment_n remember_v that_o thou_o keep_v holy_a the_o sabbath_n day_n six_o day_n shall_v thou_o labour_v and_o do_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v to_o do_v but_o the_o seven_o day_n be_v the_o sabbath_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n in_o it_o thou_o shall_v do_v no_o manner_n of_o work_n thou_o and_o thy_o son_n and_o thy_o daughter_n thy_o man_n servant_n and_o thy_o maidservant_n thy_o cattle_n and_o the_o strange_a that_o be_v within_o thy_o gate_n for_o in_o six_o day_n the_o lord_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o sea_n and_o all_o that_o in_o they_o be_v and_o rest_v the_o seven_o day_n wherefore_o the_o lord_n bless_v the_o seven_o day_n and_o hallow_v it_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o iv._o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o actual_o ossiciate_v on_o that_o day_n my_o worldly_a call_n or_o employment_n yet_o do_v i_o spend_v my_o time_n in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v to_o praise_v he_o for_o all_o his_o mercy_n bestow_v upon_o i_o have_v not_o i_o omit_v prayer_n and_o sermon_n and_o follow_v my_o own_o idle_a imagination_n not_o care_v at_o all_o for_o the_o church_n but_o be_v weary_a of_o the_o lord_n day_n like_o those_o in_o amos_n 8._o 5._o who_o ask_v when_o will_v the_o sabbath_n be_v go_v that_o we_o may_v set_v forth_o wheat_n have_v i_o not_o invent_v way_n to_o draw_v other_o from_o the_o service_n and_o worship_n of_o god_n by_o vain_a sport_n and_o idle_a discourse_n not_o remember_v to_o praise_n god_n on_o this_o day_n for_o the_o creation_n and_o joyful_a resurrection_n have_v i_o at_o home_o instruct_v my_o family_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v but_o on_o the_o contrary_n have_v neglect_v those_o duty_n of_o prayer_n read_v and_o meditation_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n v._o commandment_n honour_n thy_o father_n and_o thy_o mother_n that_o thy_o day_n may_v be_v long_o in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n give_v thou_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o v._o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o gross_o abuse_v my_o parent_n by_o curse_v or_o swear_v at_o they_o yet_o have_v i_o not_o speak_v mean_o and_o light_o of_o my_o superior_n and_o instead_o of_o obey_v they_o have_v make_v it_o my_o study_n to_o oppose_v and_o contradict_v they_o have_v i_o not_o be_v undutiful_a to_o they_o in_o several_a respect_n as_o not_o harken_v to_o their_o counsel_n not_o take_v their_o reprooss_n with_o meekness_n and_o humility_n but_o have_v despise_v and_o mock_v they_o refuse_v to_o practise_v their_o exhortation_n not_o remember_v the_o word_n of_o the_o wise_a man._n pro._n 30._o 17._o the_o eye_n that_o mock_v his_o father_n and_o despise_v to_o obey_v his_o mother_n the_o reaven_n of_o the_o valley_n shall_v pick_v it_o out_o and_o the_o young_a eagle_n shall_v eat_v it_o have_v not_o i_o wish_v my_o parent_n death_n out_o of_o greediness_n of_o gain_v their_o possession_n when_o rich_a and_o have_v i_o not_o when_o they_o be_v poor_a be_v so_o unnatural_a as_o to_o turn_v my_o back_n upon_o their_o necessity_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n vi_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v do_v no_o murder_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o vi_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o actual_o commit_v murder_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o draw_v many_o to_o intemperance_n and_o other_o vice_n which_o cause_n disease_n or_o bring_v death_n or_o have_v i_o not_o make_v strife_n among_o man_n by_o which_o mean_n they_o have_v engage_v themselves_o in_o quarrel_v and_o in_o the_o encounter_n come_v off_o maim_v or_o kill_v have_v i_o not_o out_o of_o malice_n and_o revenge_n strive_v to_o shorten_v many_o one_o life_n or_o have_v i_o not_o take_v a_o delight_n to_o grind_v the_o face_n of_o the_o poor_a make_v they_o work_v of_o necessity_n for_o that_o which_o can_v never_o maintain_v their_o
family_n have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o much_o intemperance_n in_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o death_n of_o several_a by_o not_o relieve_v their_o necessity_n in_o due_a time_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n vii_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o commit_v adultery_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o vii_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o actual_o commit_v adultery_n or_o fornication_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o please_v my_o sancy_n with_o loose_a and_o wanton_a imagination_n and_o suffer_v unchaste_a thought_n so_o long_o to_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n till_o by_o the_o corrupt_a bent_n of_o its_o concupiscence_n have_v grow_v into_o unruly_a lust_n which_o war_n against_o the_o soul_n have_v not_o my_o eye_n betray_v my_o heart_n secret_o to_o lust_n and_o sinful_o to_o enjoy_v that_o which_o be_v 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not_o pay_v for_o what_o i_o agree_v for_o and_o have_v i_o not_o keep_v back_o the_o wage_n of_o the_o servant_n and_o the_o hireling_n forget_v the_o strict_a command_n in_o this_o matter_n deut._n 24._o 14_o 15._o thou_o shall_v not_o oppress_v a_o hire_a servant_n that_o be_v poor_a and_o needy_a at_o his_o day_n thou_o shall_v give_v he_o his_o hire_n neither_o shall_v the_o sun_n go_v down_o upon_o it_o for_o he_o be_v poor_a and_o set_v his_o heart_n upon_o it_o lest_o he_o cry_v against_o thou_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o it_o be_v sin_n unto_o thou_o have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o pilfer_v and_o filch_v cog_a and_o lie_v cozen_a and_o deceive_v and_o have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o defraud_v and_o circumvent_a in_o buy_v sell_v and_o lend_v to_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o borrower_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n ix_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o bear_v false_a witness_n against_o thy_o neighbour_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o ix_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v guilty_a of_o perjury_n against_o my_o neighbour_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o blast_v their_o reputation_n by_o rail_v whisper_a and_o encourage_v other_o in_o slander_v they_o and_o have_v i_o not_o harbour_v uncharitable_a thought_n and_o spread_v abroad_o false_a report_n which_o have_v be_v the_o product_n of_o lie_v envy_n malice_n and_o great_a unworthiness_n have_v i_o not_o be_v injurious_a churlish_a and_o proud_a froward_a and_o peevish_a in_o conversation_n use_v bitter_a and_o reproachful_a language_n and_o have_v not_o i_o rejoice_v when_o any_o evil_a and_o mischief_n have_v befall_v they_o have_v i_o not_o strive_v to_o betray_v into_o ruin_n many_o innocent_a person_n by_o lay_v trap_n and_o snare_n for_o they_o and_o have_v i_o not_o accuse_v any_o false_o of_o that_o which_o they_o be_v never_o guilty_a of_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n x._o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o covet_v thy_o neighbour_n house_n thou_o shall_v not_o covet_v thy_o neighbour_n wife_n nor_o his_o servant_n nor_o his_o maid_n nor_o his_o ox_n nor_o his_o ass_n nor_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v he_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o write_v all_o these_o thy_o law_n in_o my_o heart_n i_o beseech_v thou_o self_n examination_n by_o the_o x._o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v guilty_a of_o covetousness_n in_o a_o very_a gross_a manner_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o have_v a_o evil_a eye_n and_o a_o greedy_a mind_n in_o covet_v that_o which_o can_v not_o lawful_o be_v purchase_v and_o have_v i_o not_o envy_v many_o so_o as_o to_o grieve_v at_o their_o prosperity_n and_o rejoice_v in_o their_o loss_n have_v i_o be_v content_n with_o my_o present_a estate_n &_o condition_n in_o this_o world_n how_o mean_a soever_o without_o roar_v after_o the_o exterior_a 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a_o miserable_a bondage_n i_o condemn_v myself_o for_o my_o unworthiness_n in_o sin_v against_o thou_o and_o without_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o compassion_n can_v expect_v nothing_o but_o hell_n and_o damnation_n ii_o o_o whether_o can_v i_o fly_v but_o thy_o justice_n will_v find_v i_o out_o and_o make_v my_o conscience_n display_v the_o emblem_n of_o guilt_n in_o my_o face_n but_o when_o i_o consider_v the_o word_n of_o the_o kingly_a prophet_n that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o thy_o work_n then_o do_v i_o feel_v afresh_o and_o pleasant_a air_n of_o hope_n to_o refresh_v and_o strengthen_v again_o my_o weak_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n wherefore_o then_o shall_v i_o despair_v the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o my_o god_n but_o endeavour_v to_o get_v such_o a_o trust_n in_o he_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v ashamed_a neither_o to_o confess_v his_o name_n nor_o manful_o to_o fight_v under_o his_o banner_n who_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o my_o salvation_n against_o sin_n the_o flesh_n 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