Alas How art thou all over Disorder and Irregularity Madness and Unreasonableness Shame and Disgrace Depravity and Corruption How dost thou render the practicers of thee the Objects of God's curse and hatred who is otherwise the most kind and benign being for God who is Love it self Love in the very Abstract does however infinitely hate the Sinner hates him even unto Death Eternal O the Guilt the inexpiable Guilt of sin unrepented of that nothing less than an Eternity of punishment is its Recompence that it shall ever be Attoning for and yet never be Attoned that the precious blood of Jesus as infinitely satisfactory as it is can yet never quench the infernal flames to which sin unforsaken exposes us Ah did men but thoroughly understand the Evil Nature of Sin the baseness the turpitude the Disingenuity and Ingratitude thereof the Greatness of that Everlasting Vengeance to which it renders Sinners obnoxious the full import of Damnation Damnation occasioned through Neglect of so great Salvation as that the Gospel offers us no Temptation sure would be big or prevalent enough to entice them to the wilful commission of Impiety but they would reject it with the same holy scorn and abhorrence as Joseph did the impure sollicitations of his Egyptian Mistress crying out How can we do this Great wickedness and sin against God our Heavenly Father How can we do this great wickedness and sin against his Son our Saviour's most plenteous and merciful Redemption against the Holy Ghost our Sanctifier's most kind and earnest and often repeated Strivings with us to bring us to repentance who wou'd we suffer him to do it did we not resist him by sinning would seal would Confirm and Establish us in Grace unto the Day of Redemption 'T is observable that St. Paul describing the odious and heinous Nature of sin knew not better what to call it than by its own filthy impure Name sinful sin that Sin says he might appear sin and sin by the Commandment appeared exceeding sinful Any other Name than its own had been too Good for it any other than its own would have seemed to have Lessen'd its evil Quality There is nothing in the Creation Irregular and Deformed but as Sin has defaced and brought a Curse upon it Sin the Reverse to all that 's Great and Good Praise-worthy and Honourable the bane and Disorder of Universal Nature That which turned Angels of Light and Glory into Angels of Darkness and Confusion changed their once happy and pure Beings into the unhappyness and impurity of Devils which expelled Mankind out of Paradise expelled them at once out of a state of Innocence and felicity Sin that which exposed us to Sickness Misery and Death Temporal of the Body to Depravity of mind Disorderlyness of Appetites perturbation of passions and the Spiritual Eternal Death of the Soul 'T was fatal impiety and transgression which turned a fruitful Eden into a barren Wilderness turned the Garden of God into a Seed-plot of Temptation for the Devil Subjects the Creature unwillingly to bondage and Corruption makes it Groan earnestly for a Deliverance for the Renovation and Restitution of all things when there shall be no more pain Sorrow Sickness or Death because no more sin the occasion of them no more Bodily Evil because no more mental and moral evil Sin 't is the great Malady and Distemper of the Soul the destruction of its health beauty vigour and Safety that which puts it into a preternatural temper puts all its powers and faculties out of order renders it enflamed with violent passions Sick with inordinate appetites tortured with various and contrary desires and is it not madness to be in Love with such our Disease To hug and Retain so much Spiritual Sickness and infirmity Sin is also the Death of the Soul the Death of it to the Life of Grace and Vertue the Death of it to the Quickning influences and Renewing Efficacy of Gods Spirit the Death of it to any pleasing sense and Grateful Relish of Divine and Heavenly Good things and is it not the highest imprudence to be Jocund and Merry amidst a Dying condition Nay to be Dead actually Dead stupid and benummed in Sins and trespasses and yet Alive delighted in and well-pleased with such our calamitous estate Sin is likewise the most abject Slavery of the Soul that which renders us the Servants of Corruption a Slavery of it to impure lusts and vices to Tyrannous evil customs and habits to the over-ruling Temptations of the Devil who leads wilful sinners Captive at his pleasure And is it not folly to be Gratified and Contented with such a Servile state with such a base and loathsome Drudgery Sin 't is opposite to all God's glorious Attributes and Perfections for if we consider his Soveraignty of Dominion Sin is Disobedience and Rebellion if his Wisdom 't is Folly and Madness in contradicting it if his Power 't is Impotency in vainly defying it if God's Justice is respected Sin is Iniquity if his Goodness and Forbearance 't is Disingenuity and Unthankfulness if his Holyness and Purity 't is the Greatest Pollution and Degeneracy if his Truth and Veracity Sin is Falsehood and Error So that Sin being contrary to the pure and holy Nature of God which is the Original Pattern and Standard of all good Sin consequently must needs be the Top the Abstract and Epitome of all Evil And ought such a thing to be the Object of our Choice of our Love and Approbation of our practice and prosecution Sin contains in it the very formal Nature of Hell and future punishment for what makes Hell What but the Hellish that is the wicked impure tempers and dispositions of the wretches inhabiting it which evil tempers of mind would prove their unhappy owners internal Torment and Disquietude were there no External Lake of fire and brimstone of avenging flames and utter Darkness Nay Sin is not only the principal and constituent part of Hell but also a much worse and far Greater Evil than Hell it self for Hell is Good for something to take vengeance on the finally impenitent and disobedient and thereby to vindicate God's Justice and Holiness but sin serves only to abuse his Grace and Goodness Hell was of Gods making Sin of the Devils Nay Hell was made in pitty to Mankind to deter them from coming into that place of Torments but Sin offers violence to Hell as if it were the seat of Happiness forces open the Gates of that Infernal fiery Furnace dragging men into it much against the Will and Rescuing Endeavours of their Creator Preserver Sanctifier and Redeemer O Sin where is thy profit when as thy Loss is that of our immortal Souls that of Heaven of peace of Mind and Joys in the Holy-Ghost unspeakable and full of Glory Where thy pleasure when-as thy Torment is that of a guilty disquieted Conscience that of continual dread of Divine Punishment that of short empty Delights and after vexatious Reflections on them
Life Amen Amen The Prayer O Holy Jesu thou Lord of Life and Glory who by thy Death hast overcome Death and open'd unto us the Gate of Everlasting Life at the hour of Death and in the Day of Judgment Good Lord Deliver us Grant that the End of our life on Earth may be the Beginning to us of a blessed Eternity in Heaven that the Second Death the never-ceasing one may have no Dominion over us but that when we discontinue Living with men we may dwell with thee our God and Converse with all the blessed Society Above Grant Heavenly Father that when we come to lye on a Death-bed we may be able to look backward with Comfort and Consolation on a well spent Life and forward with a bright prospect of Glory and Immortality beyond the Grave that when we are nigh unto Death and our bodyly strength Languishing our faith and hope may Revive and become vigorous and we may then feel the joyous Approaches of that Salvation which we before had wrought out with fear and trembling We know O Lord that 't is appointed for all men once to Dye and that no one can rescue his life from the pit of Destruction and yet do we live as if we had made an Agreement with Hell and had an unforfeitable Lease of our lives O give us to Dye unto sin Now that we may sleep in Christ at our Departure and be Awaken'd be Rais'd to life again in the Restitution of all things Afford us some Refreshing beams of the Light of thy Reconciled Countenance when passing through the dark valley of the Shadow of Death grant that we may then fear no evil but may have the Testimony of a Good Conscience which may be a supporting Cordial to our weak and fainting Spirits Grant that we may not live in such an unprepar'd state of Soul as that we should be afraid to Dye and Appear before thy Judgment seat but cause us so to Demean our selves as that the Sting and Terrour of Death Sin may be taken away before Death it self lays hold on us that when it comes we may welcome it with Smiles and Gladness may lift up our heads with Joy at our hastening Dissolution as knowing that then the time of our Redemption draweth near Be Thou present with us at the hour of Death O blessed Jesu who sufferedst Death for us upon the Cross by the vertue of that thy precious Death Sweeten we beseech thee the bitterness of ours When our Eyes shall be Darkned in the Agonies of Death kindle in our hearts the Light of saving Faith when our Speech shall fail and leave us O do thou speak Inwardly unto us by the Comforts of thy Spirit and grant that we may speak mentaily unto Thee by Devoul Sighs and Groans which cannot be utter'd when we are nigh unto the End of our Days may we be nigh the end of our Hopes even the Salvation of out Souls O give us in our last Exiremities Joy in believing Hope in our Latter End humble Resignation of our Spirits into thy hands an holy Contempt of this Earth an Enflamed Love of Heaven Longing desires to be with Thee with our Saviour christ with Angels and Glorified Saints which is much better than being here Amen Amen for thy Mercies sake Meditation XVII On the Last Judgment MEthinks I view the Judge of the whole Earth Terrible and yet Gracious coming in the Clouds of Heaven with all his Glorious Retinue of holy Angels methinks I hear the Arowzing Call of the last Trumpet see the innumerable Dead take the Alarm Awake Move and Rise at its all-powerful Summons I behold methinks the Righteous Rising first with Smiles and Exultation in their Faces as knowing that their Redemption that the Reward of all their Pious Labours draweth near I behold also the ungodly Rising Last and yet even then most unwillingly shaking and trembling for fear of their approaching Tryal and Condemnation Heaven above Threatning them Hell beneath Gaping wide for their Reception I bâ—hold too the Court-Book of an Universal Registry open'd each Mans Indictment and Accusation publickly Read his own Conscience the while bearing Witness and either Accusing or Excusing him in that fearful Judgment I hear methinks the Decisive Sentence 〈◊〉 ronourced of either Eternal Happyness or Misery of either come ye Blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdom prepar'd for you before the foundations of the World or else of Depart from me ye Accursed into Everlasting fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels Oh the different Effects these different Sentences have on the Persons they are directed unto The Righteous receive their Sentence with Joy and Acclamations with transporting Thanks and Hallelujahs with an humble Admiration that the Recompence of their finite Defective Services should be a far more Exceeding and Eternal weight of Glory The ungodly Reprobates entertain their Doom with hideous Howlings and Lamentations with heart-piorcing Sorrows and Affrightments with fruitless desires to return again into their Graves or to be perfectly destroyed and Annihilated Come ye blessed O Delightsome sound O wellcome hearing wellcome especially from the moâ—â—â— of our Judge Come There is no need sure of a pressing Invitation to accept of so much Bliss and Happyness behold they Run they draw near upon the first Intimation of it they fly with haste into the possession of their Eternal Inheritance They now please themselves in the Remembrance of their former Godly Sorrows Mortifications and Self-denyals which through the Mercy 's of God and Merits of their Saviour have procured them such an exceeding Great Rejoycing All their former Tears dry up at the sight of their Glorious Redemption and they would not for a World but they had Denyed themselves in the Life past that now in the Resurrection of the Just they may be own'd and Approved of by their Advocate and Acquitter Depart ye Cursed blessed Lord whither should they depart Can they Goe any where where thou art not present who sillest all things tho' they descend into the Deep and remain in the uttermost parts of the Sea yet Thou art there though they make the Darkness of Hell their hiding-place yet thou art there also thine Omniscient Eye shall even there find them out and thine Almighty Arm shall punish them Depart from Me A Dâ—parture from thy Beatifick presence O God must needs render the Departed Accursed for Thou art all that 's Good the Loss therefore of Thee is an Universal Loss Thou art the Center and Rest of the Soul and therefore to be separated from Thee must be the most unquiet and miserable Condition imaginable A Departure from the Joyous Light of thy Countenance O blessed Jesu who only hast the words of Eternal Life can certainly be no other than Eternal Death One would have thought indeed that to be Deprived of Thy Sight might have been punishment enough without the Damneds Entrance in Hell-flames and tortures but that besides the mental Anguish for their
how can we expect to obtain Mercy from Thee if we Exercise it not first towards our offending Brethren O Rebuke in us then the evil Spirit of Rage and fury Dispossess and Change it into a Spirit of Mildness Still the Storms becalm the boisterousness of our passions which otherwise like a troubled Sea will never suffer us to be at Rest Convince us O Lord that Immoderate Anger is the Impotency of Reason and Vnderstanding the wild breaking Loose of head-strong lust and passion that 't is a short kind of Madness an Effect of Pride and Haughtiness the Discovery of a weak impatient and Effeminate Mind which can bear very Little And by force of these Considerations in Conjunction with thy Grace cause us to cease from Anger to let go wrath and have a care we fret not our selves in any wise to do evil Convince blessed God the furious that by studying Revenge they Resemble their Father the Devil the most Malicious of Beings that they act quite Contrary to thy Mercyful and Gentle Nature who takest not Advantage against sinners punishing them according to their provocations but much beneath their sinful Demerits Convince Passionate Persons that they are their own Greatest Tormentors while they possess not their Souls in Patience but turn other mens sins and offences into their own both Sins and Punishments O that we may therefore walk as the Ever-blessed Jesus did in abundance of Love Meekness and Patience and so find Rest unto our Souls O that we may put off all Anger Wrath Malice Strife and every turbulent uneasie passion and may put on bowels of Mercy Kindness Humbleness of mind Long-suffering forbearing one another and forgiving one another If any of us have a Quarrel against any even as Christ forgave us Grant that we may do so likewise O Give us Grace to Quench the first Sparks of an Angry Resentment before they kindle into a flame not to suffer our whole Anger to arise but to suppress the smallest Beginnings of it before it Settles on our minds and grows to a greater height Convince us holy Father that we give place to the Devil when ever we indulge a furious Passion that the wrath of man worketh not the Righteousness of thee our God O thou therefore who Rulest the Raging of the Sea-Still the madness of our Passions O thou who commandest the Winds and the Waves and they obey thee allay the Storms of our enraged Displeasure Grant O Gracious Lord that we may so watch over the least Tendencies to immoderate Anger that the Sun may not at any time Go down upon our wrath that it may not ranckle into Hatred and a desire of a Revenge but that it may be as Soon Dismists as Excited Turn we beseech Thee our natural passion of vicious fury into the Channel of an holy Zeal for Revenge upon our Lâ—â—sts and Vices let us be excessively Angry at our selves instead of being Displeas'd with others for our weak estate in Grace and for our abounding Strength in wickedness O make us ward to Give an Offence and as forward to Forgive one offer'd us may a Spirit of Meekness and Gentleness Rest upon us let the Peace of God so Rule in our Hearts that we may Love and shew Kindness to our most implacable Enemies Cause us to Forgive as we Desire and Look to be forgiven make us Calm and Dispassionate that thy Dove-like Spirit of Truth and Holyness may visit us with an Olive-branch of Peace And then Tranquillity and quiet Sedateness of mind having been the General temper of our Souls on Earth we shall at Death be Removed as Quietly out of our Bodies into Celestial Regions where there is nothing but Eternal Calm 〈◊〉 the least Disturbance or Dis 〈◊〉 of Spirit Amen Amen Meditation IX Against the Sin of Murmuring and Impatience amidst Divine Chastisements IMpatience under Affliction is our punishment as well as Sin it frets and corrodes the Mind and thereby doubles upon us our sufferings adding to that of the Body that of the Spirit also and most Just and Agreeable is it that those who refuse submission to God's Government should be punish'd by their own perverseness Ah how foolish a Vice is Discontent with God's Dispensations of Providence toward us it can in no wise make our Condition better but will certainly render it much worse both on a Natural account and likewise by Divine most just Ordination For wriggling our Necks under the Yoke of Distress is the ready way to make it sit more heavy and Galling and Repining Discontent at the Chastisements of Heaven is so far from Relieving us of them that they provoke God both to continue and Aggravate them upon us Alass Man how knowest Thou but thy Affliction is Design'd to thee in Mercy but that 't is the Greatest Blessing can be bestow'd upon thee by keeping off the Greatest Plague Spiritual Sickness Death and Destruction And canst thou think it Reasonable to Repine at thy Soul's Cure or preservative in health Canst thou think it suitable to murmur at what may be thy highest instance of Happiness thy Greatest Matter of Rejoycing God sees thou canst not be happy Eternally and free from Temporal Affliction and hadst thou rather imprudent Creature enjoy thy Good things here with Dives than Rest with Lazarus in Abraham's Bosom God foresees that his Blessings of Earthly prosperity would be Real Curses unto thee by proving Dis-advantages to thy Soul and therefore is it he in Compassion with-holds them Thus he denies thee Temporal Riches that thou may'st be Rich towards God Rich in Faith and Good Works He with-holds from thee plenty of provision and fulness of Bread lest giving it thee he might send Leanness withall into thy Soul lest being full thou might'st Deny him and say who is the Lord He finds poverty of Spirit most consistent with thy poverty of Fortune he finds thy Dependance upon him the more firmly Establish't by dispensing to thee Day by Day his Fatherly Allowance Does he deny thee Health of Body and soundness of Constitution Why he does it 'tis likely to a very Good purpose that thy Soul may be the more healthy and Thriving in the Graces of his Spirit in Humility in Patience in Contempt of the World in Resignation to the Disposals of his All-wise and Just and Gracious Providence A person who does not consider 't is in order to his future ease and welfare will be apt to account his Chirurgeons painful Launcing and laying open the Ill-affected part in his Body a cruel unkindness unto him but he who is mindful that all the Smart and Anguish he is put to is only in order to his subsuent Ease and for Recovery of the unsound part to its accustomed Constitution This Man will be ready to Kiss the hand that probes and cuts him and will Thank his healer for dealing faithfully with him though never so severely Yet ah the perverseness which is in most of us who wound our selves by
the End of all things with us did it Determine and Annihilate our Beings it would be so far from becoming affrightful to the Wicked and Impenitent that they would rather gladly Welcome it as the Rescuer of them from what they most seared a Penal Retribution for all their heinous Provocations in this Life but the Consideration that the first Death is only an Inlet unto a Beginning of the Second which is never to have an End Oh how must this prove doubly affrighting to the Person unprepared for the Temporal and therefore obnoxious to the Eternal Death both reluctant Nature and Guilt causing him to Dread it The acute Dolours of an expiring Sinner's Body make him Wish to Dye but then the more torturing Terrors of his awaken'd Conscience urge him to retract those Wishes and to fear nothing more than a Dissolution which will bring him to Judgment and Eternal Condemnation and thus the Dyeing Impenitent is rackt and tortured between contrary Desires and Choices the Guilty Agonies of his Mind pain him more than all the Convulsive Severities of his Disease so that they Anticipate his Hell on Earth and give him to feel some of its Torments before he goes hence to Experience them in in the Gross But with the Righteous Godly Person it is not so Death indeed to him may look at first somewhat affrightful it being an abhorrence to Nature a forcible Separation of Soul and Body those Dear Companions but then being prepared for Death he living in a continual pious Expectation of it Faith Animating and Confirming Faith strips in his sight that King of Terrors of all his Dâ—smaying Gastliness shews him with his Sting the Guilt of Sin totally pull'd out by the satisfactory Sufferings of our Saviour bids the Good Man walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death and fear no Evil Gives him a Delightsome Prospect beyond the Grave Admonishes him to look forward to that Immortal Life and Joy and Glory set before him and in fine Represents to him a blessed Reunion of Soul and Body at the General Resurrection never to part never to be separated again Death to such a one is as a Welcome Night of Repose after the hard Labour and Toil of the Day They Rest from their Labours says the Scripture 'T is as the Enjoyment of the Promised Land after a forty Years wearysome Wandring in the Wilderness nay 't is infinitely more 't is the Introduction into an Heavenly Canaan and Oh how Transporting must it be to have Shot the periâ—lous Gulph of Death and to be safely Landed on the Eternal Shoar To look back with Pleasure on the Wrecks and Dangers we have happily escaped and to find our selves all on a suddain surrounded with New unexperienc'd unheard of and before unconceivable Enravishments Oh who would not Gladly Dye to become Possessor of such an Inheritance who would not gladly Live in perpetual Mortification here to be made Partaker of such Infinite Delights in a Future State Oh Our Life which we falsly so call deserves not so Good a Name Our Life on Earth is but a Death compared with the Eternal Life and Blessedness Above They only Live who being freed from the Fetters of the Body from the corruptible Principles of Mortality are out of a Capacity of Dying any more and enjoy the utmost Delights with a full Assurance of ever enjoying them But here in the midst of Life we are in Death not only â—â—â—ble thereunto but in an Actual Tendency towards it We draw in Vital Aire only to breath it out again and sleep the liveliest Image of Death is the best Repairer of our Life by reason of which frequent Repairs our Life seems no other than a successive Living and Dying Nay our very Health the height thereof what is it but the next step to a Declination into Sickness many times an immediate Cause and Occasion thereof for when the Blood runs highest thence often proceeds a Feavour and too Great a Quantity of Spirits may prove fatal as well as the want of them Just as an House may fall opprest with too much bulk and weight as well as through Weakness and Slightness of Building Ah then that Men who live in continual Hazard of Dying should yet demean themselves with such careless Security as if they were ever to Live Ah that upon this moment for ought we know may Depend our happy Eternity and yet we squander away whole Days and Years in Vanity O when shall we become wise and consider profitably our Latter End When shall we so number our perishing days as to apply our hearts unto Godly Wisdom Time passes on though we mind it not improve not its passing Time passes on and brings us every instant the nearer to Eternity O how ought we to take care that it bring us to an Eternity of Blessedness That the end of our Days prove to us the end of our Hopes even the Salvation of our Souls Alass what Vanity of Vanities what meer Nothings at the hour of Death will all things here below appear unto us which Now look so charming and take off our minds and endeavours from providing for our happy Departures How then will all our pursuits all our possessions of Honour of Riches and Pleasure appear as a Dream as a vanishing Shadow so that we shall at that time account the wisdom of this world folly and madness shall wish wish Earnestly that with all our other Gettings we had Gotten more Religious Understanding had layd up larger Comfortable Treasures of a good Conscience had been as industrious for the Concerns of another Immortal Life as for those of this vain Transitory one Let us therefore take Advice of Death in time of health Death is a faithful Counsellor and will not Deceive will not flatter us and seeing 't is necessary for us to Dye one time or other and as necessary unto Dying well that we often meditate upon Death let us make it the frequent Subject of our thoughts and in such manner view things Now as they will certainly appear to us at our near approach towards Death O may we not live in such a state wherein we would be unwilling to be Surpriz'd by Death unwilling to be call'd to Dye before we have lived to any good purpose but may we through the Spirit mortifie the Deeds of the Body that we may be made Alive unto God What we would wish were done when Dying let us do that Good and vertuous work at present and what wish were undone then let us shun that wicked performance now or if performed undoe it by Repentance before our latter End overtakes us So shall we be Ready for Dying so shall the Day of our Deaths appear better to us than the day of our births we coming into the world crying as born to Labour and Sorrow but going out of it Rejoycing as assured to find Rest and Ease and Enravishment of Soul Amen blessed Saviour Thou Resurrection and the
thereby drive out of us all inordinate love for meaner Objects and Gratifications Amen Blessed Lord Amen Meditation II. On the Redemption of Time THere is no Talent committed to our Trust more precious than Time it being a season for the making provision for an Happy Eternity and yet no Trust is there more abused more profusely squander'd away We take Time by the Fore-lock in all our Temporal Concerns laying hold on the first opportunity of well-managing them but in Spirituals we defer and delay and move so heavily about the good husbanding of Time as if the wheels of our Chariots of our Executive Powers our Wills and Affections were taken off and Time was rather to be shunn'd and avoided than diligently pursued But is This running the Race of Christian Obedience set before us Is This giving all diligence to make our Calling and Election Sure Is This Redeeming the Time because the days are Evil Time lies so dead a Commodity on many Peoples hands that they are glad to get rid of it at any rate whatsoever The next vain pleasure and divertisement the next as vain and impertinent Idle-Companion the next fruitless silly or corrupting Spectacle shall ease them of their spare hours as they call 'em of their leisure and wearisome seasons But ah that any time should be accounted spare and vacant when so much as our Eternal Salvation depends upon it and we know not whether we shall Live till the next Moment Ah that what is the dying Man's Want should be the well Person 's Burthen While Living Time is thought by us too Long and Tedious we are hard put to it to spend many of its Hours while Dying 't is accounted too short and Transient which now is likely to be the truest Judgment that of the living or dying man For certain that of the Latter For at the near approaches of Death all false disguises which the Lusts of the Flesh the Lusts of the Eye or the Pride of Life had put on things are pull'd off and then all things appear in their proper Colours and Genuine Native Dress When Death Stares us in the face when Time is nigh at an End with us then we shall know the true value of Time then to our cost and trouble have far different Sentiments concerning it than what we have Now then oh that Time could be Recall'd that Time mis-spent could be lived over-again and be better improved how diligent and industrious would we be in its improvement But alass these Good Wishes come then too late to be converted into Good Practices Death will not be put off Time will not be Recall'd and the Man dies despairingly Disconsolate if not everlastingly Miserable not for that he had no means of Grace no opportunities of Salvation but because he made not that Good Use of them as he both might and ought to have done Time passes away swiftly though we idle and loiter the Minutes the precious Minutes fly while we are speaking we are Now a Moment nearer Eternity than we were the former one but are we in a nearer preparation for it Is there a nearer Tendency in us to an Heavenly Temper the nigher we come to the Heavenly State Or rather grow we not more Earthly Affection'd the nigher we draw to our bed of Earth the Grave Alass the Loss of Time is one of the Greatest Losses in the World and yet how Light a matter do we make of it This Life so short so uncertain every Moment of it so valuable and yet that we should live as if it were never to have an End or as if we had nothing of Concern to do in it How Astonishing is this what an Instance of Folly and Inconsiderateness Blessed God! That a Pearl of so Great price as an indulged space of Repentance as an happy opportunity of Salvation should be cast before Swine before brutish sensual Worldlings should be put into the Custody of those who value it not who know not how to use and improve it The Days the Months the years of our Lives are violently born away by the impetuous Torrent of Time many many Days of our Years are past and Gone as to our ever living them over again but though past yet are they not wholly lost and perish'd They are Registred in God's Faithful Book of Remembrance they are there preserved they are there charged upon us for a demand of their Good Use and Husbandry an Account an Account of them will one day be required at our Hands And it will be but a lamentable Account indeed when all we have to offer for the expence of our Life past will be so much Time spent Idly and in doing of nothing to any Good purpose so much spent to a very Bad one in Riot and Excess in Chambering and Wantonness so much in unnecessary Habitual Sports and Divertisements so much spent in the Devil's Service and so little in God Almighty's Ah will such an Account think ye pass our Great Auditor's Examination Will such an Account procure our Discharge and Acquitment What a strange perverse folly is it in us to complain our Life is short and yet to render it far shorter by letting much of it lye Fallow and unimproved To complain our day time here is quickly spent and our Night of Death is near at hand and yet to invent Arts to lavish this short Remainder of Life and then to lament its being so soon past away and we are Gone But if we would lengthen time let us leave off complaints and fall to the work of improving it let us beside the ordinary Returns of Publick Religious Worship at set appointed Seasons be frequent and fervent in our private Domestick Devotions let us allow to Religion and the exercises of Vertue some of those Great shares of Time which we call spare Hours which we trifle away in vanities and impertinencies in pleasures and recreations in fruitless Visits and Complements which we spend viciously in Luxury Riot and Intemperance or which we suffer to lye waste without any Employment at all 'T is a vast work a man may do if he never permits himself to be Idle 't is a huge progress he may make in Vertue if he never stops in the way through Carelesness or never goes out of his way by wilful and presumptuous sinning Strive to improve all your Time strive to suffer none of it to pass unaccountable and this will be to Redeem it this will be to compensate for its shortness for its uncertainty and Irrevocableness We cannot begin too soon to live well and yet do we demur about it Had we set upon the work of Religion much earlier we should have had none to spare all would have been little enough whereby to have evidenced the sincerity of our Faith and Hope and Trust of our Love to God and his Commandments whereby to have secured an Interest in his Favour and Acceptance and in his free Gift Eternal Life For Heaven cannot
be over-purchased we cannot do too much for such a far more exceeding and endless weight of Glory and the more we do in Holy Services the Greater in all Likelihood will be our future Recompence of Reward By instantly beginning to live well we shall render the work the easier shall be better disposed to it our selves and shall have less to Repent of and Reform but the longer we delay Redeeming our time the Greater and more Difficult undertaking shall we find it when we set about it Every man has his Religious Task appointed him at his coming into this World to discharge before his Going out of it and each day has its peculiar Godly work and business assign'd it wherefore if we imprudently omit the proper employment of this day we shall have so much the more to do to morrow both this days Religious work and to morrow 's also Since then sufficient unto its own day is the vertuous Task thereof let us not through our present Omissions double and multiply our future pious Pains and Labours encrease by delays of Redeeming Time our work of Salvation and diminish at the same instant our strength and ability to perform it with So much Time as we have lost in the neglect of Piety and Vertue so much have we lost of our increase of future Happiness and of our weight of Eternal Glory and can we be content to loose yet more of it Can we be content through our mispence of Time to hazard the whole of Everlasting Blessedness Time present is our only state of Trial and Probation the After-Life determines our Condition to either Everlasting Happiness or Misery and therefore we ought to improve to the utmost instant Opportunities and to work out our Salvation to Day while 't is call'd to Day For our Religious Work is large and difficult the putting off a whole Body of Sin the putting on the whole Armour of Righteousness the subduing old evil habits a contracting by the Grace of God in Conjunction with our Endeavours new Vertuous habits the improving them into a Second Nature into a participation of the Divine Nature and Likeness All this we have to do in the short space of our Mortality in a Life but a Span long and therefore ought to supply our Poverty of Time by its frugal Well-management and by the Intenseness of our Affections and Services God-ward Making up in Industry and Zeal what we want in Time and obeying God universally chearfully fervently and constantly unto the End But oh the quite contrary Practice of the Generality of the World who are forward to improve every thing but Time which most of all requires improvement who pursue eagerly every Advantage but the Highest one their Eternal Salvation Ah doubtless he is unworthy of Eternal Life who seeks it not diligently as for hid Treasure who lives not to God and his own Soul Certainly he is unworthy to win the Prize of Heavenly Glory who runs so carelesly as if he matter'd not whether he obtain'd it or no! All that Time is but wasted whereof no part is spent in the Concerns of Religion The Prayer O Eternal God who wast before all Time and shalt continue to be when Time shall have an End in whose hands are the Issues and Disposal thereof seeing time past cannot be Recall'd by us cannot be lived over again Grant that we may Redeem it by a double diligence and improvement of the Remaining Season We improve O Lord every thing else O give us Grace to husband well our Time also we put out our Moneys to Interest we Till and Manure our Grounds we watch and make our best of every opportunity of growing Rich O cause us likewise to put out the precious Talent of Time to Interest cause us to Till and Cultivate our Souls that they may fructifie with saving Graces make us to be intent upon and manage to the best opportunities of growing wise unto salvation of becoming Rich in Faith and Good Works Convince us that unless we Redeem Time the Redemption purchased by our Saviour will nothing avail us Convince us that Time is the only season wherein to make provision for a blessed Eternity O may the dying man's wish the dying man's Good Resolution more Time better improvement of it might it be afforded him be the study of us Living men be our most constant care and exercise Give us to consider holy Father what one of the damned would give but for one more of those Probationary days which we squander away without any due regard or vertuous improvement Give us to consider that the abuse or neglect of Time will occasion us if persisted in a sad and mournful Eternity full of bitter Regrets and stinging Self-condemnations Ah gracious God do we live upon Moments Is each minute's Preservation a kind of Creation and yet do we make light of and trifle them away Ah wretched Triflers with our own safety and Everlasting Salvation Convince us convince us good Lord that the Day-time of our Lives is far spent that the short Remainder is hazardous and uncertain that the Night of Death may be nigh at hand and let these convictions cause us to walk as Children of the Day not in the evil works of Darkness but in employing well our Time and other Talents that we may not fall into the condemnation of the slothful and wicked Servant O suffer us not to fold our hands to sleep in the midst of so many and great spiritual Dangers wherewith we are encompass'd but make us to be intent on all Religious opportunities Since our days O Lord are but few upon Earth cause us by walking circumspectly to Redeem the time that they may not be Evil likewise or unprofitable Are holy Jesu Death and the Grave Judgment and Eternity not far from us and yet are we far from being ready prepared for them Live we as if we were to live always As if this was the only life and no future one to be expected O cause us to shake off this our careless security cause us to give all diligence to make our Calling and Election sure May the time past of our lives suffice ah far too much was it to have been mis-spent in sin and vanity wherefore for the time to come make us industrious and always abounding in the work of the Lord for as much as we know that our Labour shall not be in vain in the Lord. O Grant that every moment of time present may be precious unto us because the Interests of our precious immortal Souls depend upon it make us so well to improve Time as that it may be the securing unto us of an happy Eternity Amen Amen Meditation III. On the Folly and Danger of deferring Repentance TO delay present Repentance in hopes of future Conversion is alike imprudent as for a sick Man to neglect the present use of Medicines in hopes of future Health and Recovery whenas by his neglect of Remedies he in
Prayer we have to do Have we that importunity and Earnestness of Supplication that warmth and Zeal of Devout Address which is any way suitable to those pressing Indigencies we have to be supply'd To those burthensome miseries we have to be delivered from Or does not coldness and indifferency of affection wandering and distraction of thoughts Dulness and weariness of mind mix with and deprave our Divine Worship Ah how Little fervour of Spirit have we in serving the Lord how Little of the true Spirit of Prayer in our praying unto him Do not Gods Sabbaths his Religious Ordinances seem Tiresome unto us A very Toil and Burthen does not his Easie Yoak of precept sit Heavy on our Necks And 〈◊〉 Commandments appear Grievous by reason of our want of Approbation Love and Affection towardâ— them which would breed pleasure and Delight in their performance Ah 't is for that we are Ignoranâ— how God's Service is perfect freedom and hat a Slavery there is in serving diverse Lusts and Passions which makes us so Dead and Listless in his service when otherwise we should be all Spirit and Life whilst Employed in pious Exercises Ah had we more Love for God it would render us more Active more Warm and spirightly in his Worship it would put us upon doing our utmost to please him and we should not Endure coldness and flagging of affection in our religious Addresses But Lukewarmness of Devotion would appear to us â—igh as distasteful as perfect Deadness in Duty and we should never think that flat Lifeless Service Acceptable to God which we could not Approve of to our selves The Prayer BLessed and Glorious Lord God who infinitely Deservest our most warm and Zealous Services who makest thy Angels Spirits and those thy Ministers a flame of fire flames indeed of Devotion of Divine Love and Gratitude of Delight and fervour in holy Obedience O make us also all flame and Spirit in thy Worship that we may worship thee with Zeal and Ardour of Affection as well as with Sincerity and uprightness of heart Produce in us holy Father a Zealous importunity in prayer Suitable to 〈◊〉 wants we have to be Supplyed suitable to the Dangers and Evils we have to 〈◊〉 delivered from suitable to the worâ—â— the Necessity the Importance of thâ—â— Divine blessings Temporal Spiritual and Eternal which we stand in Neeâ— of and which are only to be derived froâ— thee the fountain of all Blessedness O cause us to Evidence our high Value and Esteem of thy Heavenly favours of the Gifts and Graces of thy Holy Spirit by our Zealous Concernment for the obtaining them by our coveting Earnestly those best Gifts and Seeking 〈◊〉 such things which are more Excellent Give us Give us Good Lord more Love to thee our God that we may have a greater Zeal for thy Honour and Glory that we may boldly Rebuke vice Earnestly promote Holyness be Grieved principally for sin because thy blessed Spirit is Grieved thereby may our hearts burn within us with pious Love Reverence and Delight when we Read and meditate on thy Sacred Word when we Pray when we return Thanksgivings or are any ways Employed in Religious Duties let our hearts be sad when our Affections are cold and languid in thy Service O Endue us with the burning Love with the flame and Zeal of holy Cherubims that we may Experience also their Transports of Delight their Extasies of Joy and Satisfaction in thy Worship make us we beseech thee thus Exceeding Jealous for Thee the Lord God of Hosts may the Zeal of thine House well nigh Consume us may we account it our very Meat and Drink to be doing thy Will and let nothing flat and lifeless mingle it self with our piety and Devotion Does Gracious God our Eternal Salvation depend upon our aright worshipping thee and do we worship thâ—â— with a faint and heartless Service Aâ—â— cure the Deadness and formality of thy Servants best Religious performances cure the indifferency and Earthlyness 〈◊〉 our Affections Make s rather tobe on the wing of Devotion to be always Zealously affected in a Good matter 〈◊〉 be fervent in Spirit Serving the Lordâ— that so we may Anticipate much of 〈◊〉 Heavenly State and Temper which shall be compleated hereafter that our lives at present may be full of inward peace and comfort our Deaths of Joy and Consolidation in believing and our Eternity full of Glory and Celestial Happyness Amen for the sake of our dying Redeemer Amen Meditation XII On Trust in God TRust and Relyance on God is our Duty and our Priviledge 't is our Duty as we were created frail impotent Necessitous Beings and for that reason Confiding Dependant ones as also God our Sustainer is a Self-sufficient and All sufficient Store of Happyness whose infinite Perfections render him an object of our Hope and Trust proportionable to our greatest Wants of Ability to Remove or Relieve our most extream acutest Distresses And what more Natural and Reasonable than that we should there place our Confidence and Relyance where we have our Support and Dependance But that we should there found our Trust where we cannot be Disappointed But that a poor helpless distress'd Creature should seek abroad for Succour and Relief And where should he Seek it so Suitably and Effectually as in God-Almighty the fountain oâ— all Strength the inexhaustible Magazine of Relief the protecting Sanctuary of the distress'd who fly unto him for Refuge A God as Willing and Ready as Sufficient and Powerful to Relieve us And that this flying to God for Help and Succour and reposing all his Trust and Confidence in the Deity is the Confiding person's Priviledge and Advantage as well as bounden-Duty is evident for what can give that Man inward Quiet and Tranquillity even in his best Condition who is subject every moment to the uncertainties and vicissitudes of Human Affairs to all the Dangers all the Hazards all the Actual Evils and Misfortunes of this mortal life but a Relying Assurance that nothing can befall him beside the wise Counsel gracious Will and Ordination of that God in whom he puts his Trust Whose power is of that extent as to furnish all our Needs and Satisfie all our desires as to secure to us his favours and blessings and to keep off from us or else Sanctifie our troubles and afflictions whose Omnipotence is directed by infinite Wisdome to Know that 's best for us his Wisdom exercised in Contriving and Ordering what 's best for us and both his Power and Wisdom vigorously moved in their operations by infinite Love and Goodness to Do what 's best for us An humble confidence in God makes us deâ—â—e the worst of the Creature 's Threatenings frees us from Carking troubles within our selves preserves a firm peaceful temper in the midst of Storms and Adversities giving us an unbroken Magnanimity of Spirit a true Dominion of Mind over all outward things and occurrences All our inordinate Care taken without Gods immediately Ordaining
or at least permissive Providence will be to no purpose we cannot as of our selves add onâ— Cubit to either our Bodily or Spiritual Stature we shall be Dwarfs iâ— Grace as well as in Natural Growth without the Aids of God's Spirit 〈◊〉 we cast all our Care upon the Deity this will be an Engagement on him to take Care of us if we Trust in God we need not fear any thing else He will mightily Defend or Support us All other Objects of Trust are Deceitful because Vanishing Empty Unsatisfying either they are willing to help and want Ability or they have Ability and want willingness or else they are Destitute of both and so deserve not any Trust to be reposed in them Thus 't is with all Foundations of Reliance on the Creature but now God is such an Adequate Object of our hope and comfortable Expectation that we may be sure in him to meet with no Disappointment for he is willing and Able and earnestly desirous to supply all our Wants to Relieve all our Distresses to pardon all our Sins heal all our Infirmities Sanctifie our depraved Nature He never yet fail'd any one who put his Confidence in him his Truth his Goodness his Justice will not suffer him to do it We shall ease our selves of much Anxiety and Tormenting Solicitude if we remove all immoderate Care from our own Breasts and refer our Affairs more to God's providential Management We must Trust our selves with the Deity and into his hands commit our Spirits when we are Dying why not Resign our selves and our Concernments into his keeping now in our Life-time Wheâ—â— 't will be more Acceptable to do soâ— because more voluntary but theâ— 't will be at the best in some measure constrain'd If we do not now in time of health and prosperity as well as at the hour of Death and Day of Judgment commend our Souls and ways to God's Custody as into the hands of a faithful Creator and most Merciful Redeemer we Ruin and undo our selves for if God keeps us not the most vigilant Watchman waketh but in vain if left alone to our selves the Evil one the Devil will presently bear us Company and this one would think should be enough to make us fear being out of the Divine Charge and Protection The Deity has the tender Affection of a Father toward us and consequently the Carefulness of a Father concerning us 'T is He alone can deliver us from all Dangers and cause that we dwell in perfect peace and safety why then Stay we not our Minds on him Why deliver we not up our persons to his Tuition Which is as the munition of Rocks for strength and preservation O Lord I commit my self to Thee I Trust thee with all I have and am the Trust is no more than what thou Gavest me be Thou the more careful of it because it came originally from Thee Though Thou should'st Kill me yet would I Trust in Thee as knowing that thou canst bring Life out of Death Light out of Darkness In the Lord have I put my Trust O let me never be confounded Amen The Prayer O Thou who art the hope and confidence of all the Ends of thâ— Earth who never failest them who putâ— their Trust in Thee make us ever tâ— have Recourse to thy Goodness make 〈◊〉 ever firmly to Rely and depend oâ— Thee in our most Grievous Difficulties and Distresses Keep us O Lord in perfect peace both of Body and Soul whose Minds are stay'd on Thee O suffer us not to Trust in Creature-Comforts broken Reeds which will deceive us if we lean upon them But make us solely to conâ—ide in thee the everliving God who givest us all things Richly to Enjoy Grant that we may be inordinately careful for nothing but in every thing by Prayer and Supplication with Thanksgiving may makeâ— knownour Requests unto Thee our God the liberal Rewarder of all those who seek Thee faithfully Permit us not O Lord our safety to cast away our Trust and Confidence in thy Mercy but cause us to Retain it as a sure Anchor of our Souls firm and stable unto the End when all Temporal Blessings seem to fail us when our Eyes are even weary with looking for thy Salvation yet never let our Faith fail but give us to comfort our selves in thy word to look unto the Truth of thy Promises and to the Almightiness of thy Ability to perform them and from these supporting Considerations O make us to Receive strength and Consolation In the multitude of the Sorrows and perplexities of our hearts cause us to cast all our Care upon thee being assured that Thou carest for us that Thou watchest over us by thy Providence consultest our welfare by thy Wisdom and wilt in thy due time effect it by thy Goodness and Power O Grant that we may commit the Keeping of our selves our ways and concernments unto Thee in well-doing as into the hands of a faithful Creator Preserver and Redeemer as knowing in whom we have believed and being perswaded that thou art able to keep that which we have committed unto thee against the Great Day of Redemption When our Souls are most cast down when they are most Disquieted within us O give us still to Trust in Thee who art the help of our Countenance and our God let we beseech thee that thought of our Relation unto of our propriety in Thee as Our God silence all our Doubts Root out all Distrust and Despondency from our hearts and cause us to adhere unto Thee with a full Assurance of being either Rescued from our trouble or else Graciously sustained under it O make us chearfully to Rely upon thee our God in all our fears in all our wants in all our Afflictions seeking first the Kingdom of Heaven and its Righteousness and then not doubting but all other things truly needful either for our Support or Deliverance shall be Added unto us Amen Amen Meditation XIII On the Fear of God 'T IS our Duty and 't is our Advantage and happyness fear the Lord all ye his Saints there 's the Duty for there is no want to them that fear him there is the Happyness Psalm 30. 9. We naturally fear any one we know will do us harm or who has it in his power to do it and sure then we have just reason to fear God's Judgments for our sins who is able to do us more harme than all the world besides for he hath power after he hath kill'd to cast into Hell to pursue us with his Vengeance into another state and he ever lives as to Reward the Godly so to punish Everlastingly the impenitent Sinner And therefore our Saviour at the same time that he reproves our folly of fearing man forewarnes us whom we should fear God Almighty and he Reinforceth this his Exhortation with a yea I say unto you fear him And who would not fear thee O Lord God of hosts and Reverence thy Name For thou only
Majesty that we may serve thee our Lord with fear and walk before thee with an humble Reverence Endue our hearts with a filial ingenuous fear mingled with Love and Obediential Respect make us to fear thee because of thy very Goodness lest we should forfeit thy Love and favour more than for dread of incurring thy heavy Vengeance and Displeasure Cause us to account thy Loving-kindness better than Life it self and then we shall dread the Loss thereof more than Death Permit us not O our God for fear of man to let fall our fear of Thee but give us to fear Thee Religiously and we need fear nothing else nay we need not fear thee Thy self Slavishly with a Guilty fear Put blessed Lord thy fear into our hearts that we may not at any time presumptuously Depart from thee but may with fear and Trembling work out our own Salvation Make thy fear upon our Souls to be a True Godly fear causing us to walk and behave our selves as alwayes under thy All-seeing Eye and inspection Trembling with a fear of holy Caution at thy presence Ever Obeying thee because we Love thee and ever Obedientially Loving thee because afraid of Loosing thy Love by offending thee Give us Gracious God that fear of the Lord which is clean Converting the soul and Commanding that we depart from all iniquity give us such a Dread of thy Divine Majesty as may make us Careful of pleasing thee fearful of offending thee as may make us inquisitive to search thy Will Diligent to performe it and persevering in the Exercises of a Religious Awe and Reverence unto our lives end and then that Constant habitual fear of thee our God which has perserved us from wilful sinning or put us upon Clearing the Guilt of it by Repentance will afford us upon a Death-bed Peace of Mind Consolation in believing and our fear of God will then be exchanged into Love and Confidence into Joy and Delight in him at that hour of Death and for Evermore Amen Blessed Saviour Amen Meditation XIV On Love and Charity to our Neighbour MUtual Love and Kindness is what the condition of our Nature dictates unto us for man being born a Sociable converseable Creature is for that very reason born an Amicable Loving one for to what End and purpose should mankind Associate and Live together Converse and hold Correspondence but to perform perform offices of Aid and Assistanc of kindness and beneficence to each-other the very Notion and common Acceptation of Humanity imports Courtesie and Good-will Loving-kindness and compassion We are born also calamitous infirm necessitous Beings and therefore mutually Dependant Creatures and Dependance on each other necessarily infers a reciprocal help and beneficience For what more Reasonable than that those who by Nature are liable to stand in Need of other◠help should Afford help to other◠when in want and Adversity 'T is the Prerogative of God alone to be Self-sufficient and Independant and therefore God who saw every thing which he had made and behold 't was very Good yet saw it not Good for man to be Alone but resolved on making an Help Meet for him that they might be mutually comforting and Assistant to each other Though in Paradise man was much nearer Self-sufficiency and further Removed from helplessness than at present So that both Nature Reason and the Ordination of God dictate that we ought to be mutual helps and common Blessings to those of our kind as being our selves in the body Subject to its wants and infirmities as well as other persons A further obligation to mutual Love and Beneficence arises from our being all very nearly Related as Kinsfolks and brethren as all cast in the same mould fashion'd according to the same General Likeness partakers of the same blood of the same common Humanity nay of one very Substance differenced only in some few Accidental Circumstances unessential to our Nature And ought not now this nearest Relation of Consanguinity to make us Loving and Beneficent to all Mankind without exception Ought not the Cement of one blood to unite us in one hearty Good will and Friendship Should not Similitude and Likeness beget Love Should not one common Nature produce in us one common Natural Affection Causing us to love our selves in loving another to do Good to our selves in doing Good to another he being a part and member of our very Substance flesh of our flesh and bone of our bone And no man says the Apostle St. Paul Eph. 5. 29. ever yet hated his own flesh but Loveth and Cherisheth it even as Christ the Church and as we in conformity ought to Love and cherish one another 'T is Natural even among Savage Beasts for those of the same kind to live at a Loving Agreement and not to prey upon each other and shall Mankind whose very frame has Tenderness interwoven in it be less Amicable and Loving than Brute-Creatures Reason and Scripture the Law of Equity and that of Moses the Prophets and Christ all urge acts of Kindness and Charity from this very Argument Whatever you would that men should do unto you even so do unto them Matth. 7. 12. You no doubt were your Circumstances such as to be in Want and Distress would that others should Relieve you have you therefore a ready will and Inclination to Relieve others whose Wants and Necessities Challenge your Relief And since you know not through the vicissitude of Humane Affairs and some sudden turn of Providence but that the Now miserable Condition of others may become your own some time hence let the hazard of your falling into want of Charity your seles excite your Love and Beneficence towards those who are actually labouring under Penury and Affliction Giving Relief to others is an easeing the troublesome Relentings 〈◊〉 our own hearts which must needs be touch'd and sorrowfully affected at the sight of a part of our own flesh of our common Nature being in Misery and Distress so that Love to others is the truest Love to our seles it relieving us of that Grief and mental Disquietude which a view of others wants and sufferings excited in us Nay the very Reflection on an act of Charity fills one with Joy and Delight Refreshes the Giver's mind as much as the Almsdeed did the Receier's body so that we the Benefactors are in some sort beholden even to the Relieved for their yielding us an occasion of so great pleasure and Contentment For to Recollect how we have been the Almoners of Divine Providence in distributing to the Necessitous how we have rescued a poor miserable man from Extremity of want have Triumph'd over his misery and misfortune and caus'd his refresh'd Bowels in the very act of Relieving him to bless us and his whole person to offer up Prayers and Good wishes on our behalfs and how moreover we have made God hereby our Friend and Debtor and have imitated and Gratified in doing Good the Supream Majesty of Heaven and Earth
Essentials of his Religion let our Wills also be conjoyn'd for what an Absurdity is it that we who are to live together in Heaven if our Uncharitableness hinder not should live at variance here below O Heavenly Samaritan Thou holy Jesu Prince of peace Look down Look down behold here a miserably torn and Divided Church torn with Schisme and Faction fallen among Robbers and Spoilers who most inhumanely have Entreated her behold with a succouring compassion her bleeding wounds which are as so many Mouths importunately begging it Pour thy suppling Oyl and Wine of Union into her Sores bind up with the bond of Love and Concord her broken and Disjoynted Members Pass not by on the other side of the way as did the Relentless Levite but let the Distress'd sight of our misery move thee to compassion and thy Compassion produce a Speedy Relieving us Suppress in us blessed Saviour Entirely banish from us that Stingy Selfishness of Spirit that narrow Confinement of Love to a Sect or Party which so much abounds in the Nation and make us of a more publick Generous Temper more Consultive of the Good of the Community both in Church and State And then the Spirit of God the Spirit of Love and Unity shall dwell amongst us Love shall be our Guide and Love shall be our Guard and Defence Love shall fit us for Heaven and Love shall Conduct us thither Nay Love shall bring down Heaven upon Earth unto us shall make us live in Peace in Amity in a Joyous Complacency at each others Happyness Amen Amen The Prayer O OUR God who hast taught us that all our doings without Charity are nothing worth that he only who dwelleth in Love dwelleth in Thee and Thou in him send thy Holy-Ghost and pour into our hearts that most Excellent Gift of Charity the very bond of Peace and of all Vertues make us Children of thee our God Disciples of our Dear Lord and Master in loving one another as he hath loved us in being Merciful as Thou our Heavenly Father art Merciful O that the same mind may be in us which was in Christ Jesus who went about doing Good healing the Diseas'd comforting the Afflicted compossionating the Distressed and whose pity did not content it self with a bare saying Be ye warmed be ye cloathed be ye filld and deliver'd from your Sufferings but which did always Exert it self in Real Acts of Mercy and Beneficence O make us also thus followers of our Redeemer's Steps being Exceeding pittyful and compassionate and actually employing all our abilities for our necessitous Brethrens Succour and Relief Give us we beseech thee O most merciful God such a Sympathizing Tenderness of Spirit that we may be deeply affected with both the miseries and Prosperities of our Neighbours mourning with those that mourn and Rejoycing with those that Rejoyce as Living Members of our Saviours mystical body his Church O that it may become the Center of Unity and Concord the very Joy and Delight of the whole Earth Fulfil O Lord that promised blessing of thine unto the Christian State whereby the Wolf is to dwell with the Lamb the Loeopard to lie down with the Kid the Calf and the young Lyon together a little Child to lead them a weaned Child to put his hand on the Cockatrice-Den and nothing to hurt or destroy in thy holy mountain but all fury malice and bitterness being done away Gospel-Love and Peace and Gentleness of Spirit is to succeed O may this Gracious Promise be near its Accomplishment may this blessed State this Kingdom of thy Dear Son come Quickly O thou Composer of differences thou God of all Peace Compose those unhappy Animosities which are too much propagated among Christians let them not any longer Dishonour thy Name bring an evil Report upon our Holy Profession in General nor weaken the Interest of the Protestant Religion in particular But grant that by Brotherly Love and Concord we may Adorn the Gospel of our Saviour may win over Converts thereunto and thereby Enlarge Strengthen and Advance the Kingdom of the Ever-blessed Jesus Let the Peace of Thee our God Rule in our Hearts to the which we are call'd in one and the same hope of an Heavenly Inheritance that as we have one Lord one Faith one Baptisme one God and Father of us all so we may henceforth be all of one Heart and of one Soul united in one holy bond of Truth and Peace of Faith and Charity And being thus Studious of Emulating each other in kindness provoking thus one another to Love and Good works and being in such a manner the Sons of Peace on Earth we shall be fitted and made meet for the joynt participation of Heavenly Glory where may we all Reign Rejoycing in each others Happyness as Sincerely if not Equally as in our own Amen Blessed Jesus Amen Meditation XV. On Improvement in Grace THe Life of Grace is best evidenc'd by Growth therein Spiritual Life no more than the Natural one can subsist without Activity and progressive Motion where-ever the seed of God is sown in Truth and Reality it will fructifie and become prolifick In the School of Grace as well as in that of Humane Learning not to Go forward and make improvement is to Go backward and Vertue like a tender young Plant if it does not Thrive and Flourish is in a Tendency to Decay and Wither The slothful unprofitable Servant who did not improve his Talent is in the Scripture-reckoning in our Lord and Saviour's account nigh as bad and as severely punish'd as the unjust Steward who wickedly embezzled it and not to make use of Grace is here reputed the same thing as not to have had it To have it by Exercise and Improvement is judg'd by God the only true Possession and he who has not the Gifts and Graces of the Spirit in this manner is said in Holy Writ only to seem to have them And instead of encreasing their Store 't is denounced there that he shall loose even those measures of Divine Vertues which were once afforded him Genuine Grace cannot stand at a stay if it does not Ascend and improve it infallibly Declines And when God gives us this Talent to Trade withal and encrease it shall we frustrate his End of Giving it by letting it lye Dead and unexercised Did Christ purchase us the Graces of the holy Spirit at the Dear and inestimable Rate of his own Bloodshed and shall we Neglect them when so purchased Did He by his precious Death and All-prevalent Intercession procure the Effusion and sending down of those Graces and shall we slight them when so sent and bestow'd on us Ah what will not obstinate Ingratitude of Sinning do It will make us turn the blessed means of Grace into occasions of Damnation make what was intended towards us a Savour of Life unto Life to become the Savour of Death unto Death through our mad folly and supine Negligence If we would but cooperate with Divine
Saviour O make us such obedient Subjects of this thy Kingdom of Grace that we may become capable of thy Kingdom of Glory Convince us blessed Lord that Grace and Glory differ not in Kind but only in Degree of purity Grace being Glory in its Dawn in its progressive light of Sanctisication and Glory being Grace Ripened into Maturity Consummated into perfection and therefore as we hope for and would become partakers of Celestial Glory bring down Holy Jesu much of an Heavenly Temper and habit into our hearts at present Make us to conceive of Heaven as of a pure and holy State of Life rather than of it as a place and Seat of Enravishing Enjoyments to Conceive of it as consisting more in the blissful frame and pious Qualities of our Souls than in the fruition of any External Heavenly Objects and consequently cause us to be Equally desirous that Heaven should enter into us by the way of Holyness here as that we may enter into Heaven by the way of Happyness hereafter That considering Heaven as a place whereinto no Unclean thing can enter considering it as a City wherein only dwelleth Righteousness we may purifie our selves even as Thou the Author of it art pure perfecting of Holyness in thy fear O our God make us more and more meet for an inheritance with the Saints in Light and Glory more and more Resemblant of such a State in our Spiritual Tempers and Dispositions of mind We are as yet in Haile we are Strangers and Sâ—journers here as all our Fathers were O make us fit for our Fathers House for an Heavenly Countrey and safely Conduct us thither whilst on Earth in the midst of Life we are in Death O cause us to see the Goodness of thee our Lord in that Land of the Living Above which only deserves that Name There I here will be no need of the Sun by Day neither of the Moon by Night for the Glory of thee our God will Enlighten it and in the Light of Thy Countenance we shall be Sure to see Light O lift up the partial Light of that Countenance upon us at present causing us to long after a more plentiful manifestation thereof in the Life to come Enable us Heavenly Father more to Admire those inexhaustible Treasures of thy Goodness prepared for such as Love and fear Thee which Eye hath not Seen nor Ear heard neither hath it entred into the heart of Man to conceive O thy unmeasurable Goodness whereby we are not only deliver'd from suffering the vengeance of Hell-torments but also made capable of the Enjoyments of Heaven What shall we render unto the Lord for these inestimable benefits which he Designs to bestow upon us O give us to conform our selves to thine Image in Holyness that we may behold Thee our God in Glory where certainly we can want nothing where all our Desires and Expectations will be compleatly Gratified because Thou our Supream Happyness will be All in All unto us O let us be Thine and be Thou Ours to all Eternity Amen Amen Blessed Redeemer Meditation XIX On Hell and the Eternity of its Torments WHAT can the Wrath of God do more than punish with an Eternity of Misery O the malignity of Sin whose Short pleasures and Empty profits whose false Honours and Transient acts of wickedness have an Infinity of punishment their Recompence O who would buy the pleasures of sin which are but for a moment at the Dear rate of never-ceasing Sufferings Who would refuse the initial troubles of a Religious Course since in the End it srees us from the Torments of Hell and instates us in all the Joys and Glories of Heaven Hell the punishment of the Disobedient and Rebellious of the haters of God Despisers of Goodness and wilful Rejecters of their own Everlasting Mercies Hell A place where is Variety of torments Extremity of torments and Eternity of torments not one way but a Thousand ways to make a poor Soul miserable Everlastingly miserable And who can be ar Variety Who can bear Extremity Who can bear Eternity of torments And yet all this we must bear if ever it be the sad lot of any of us to be cast into Hell Here a mixture and interchange of Mercies allays our Afflictions and Occasions of sorrow but in Hell there 's nothing but pure unmigled misery nothing to be seen but Objects of Terrour and Affrightment nothing to be heard but hideous howlings and Self-Execrations nothing to be felt but utmost pain and torment Not one merry Day and one sad not one hour of Grief and another of Ease not one Cross and another Comfort as it fares with us on Earth but all Crosses and all Curses without any the least mitigation do concur in Hell like lines meeting in their proper Center And no wonder they do so for t is the doleful Residence of the miserably Depraved and sinfully Degenerate of the fearful and unbelieving of the abominable and Murtherers of the proud Angry malicious and Revengeful Qualities of mind which are their own torment and Damnation which render the unhappy possessors of them Suitable Associates only for Devils and Reprobate Spirits Lost to Goodness Sunk into the very Dregs of sin and impiety O Hell where nothing Good inhabits where Darkness fills both the place and minds of those banished from God's Presence blackness of Darkness for ever fills the place blackness of Guilt horrour and Despair their Spirits Oh the Sense of their Loss afflicts more those wretched Souls than does the sense of their pain and Anguish The sense of what the Righteous enjoy and of what themselves might have done had it not been their own fault afflicts more the Damn'd than do all their Hellish Sufferings for that there should be an Heaven which they shall never Enter into that there should be a God whose blissful sight they shall ever be excluded from O this is the bitterest ingredient in Hell A Consideration which pains more the Objects of Divine wrath than all their flames and fire and brimstone O Eternity Eternity A thing which is a Rack to our minds but to Think of it even Abstracted from the Notion of annext misery how much more Amazing then and Dreadful must be the joynt Consideration of Torment accompanying Eternity Ah is it not enough that the Miseries of the Damned are the most Intense and Exquisite but must they be Endless also As Intense they are intolerable as Endless how much more so Alass Alass what are the Greatest Temporal Punishments when compared with those which are Eternal No more than painted fires and tortures compared with the Real Sensible ones whereof they are Representatives To be miserable as Long as God shall continue to be who is Everlasting what an insupportable what an Inconceivable misery is that And O the Just Judgment of an Incons'd Deity provoakt by Irreclaimable wickedness Impâ—nitent Sinners Seek Death Eternal in the wilful Error of their ways they chusing Sin the procuring Meritorious
Cause of Everlasting punishment and therefore what Injustice or want of Goodness can it be in God to give them their Choice and torment them with the Damnation of their own Seeking Since 't is a Received Maxime that to him who Wills his own injury no injury in that respect can be done Besides the finally Obstinate and Disobedient carry the Foundation matter of punishment in their own Bosoms Viz. their Sinful Unregenerate Nature and what a wonder is it that the infernal flames should Everlastingly prey upon Never-ceasing Suitable fewel Or what unequal Dealing in God that Endless punishment should be the dismal portion of Endless Guilt and Demerit So long as there is Sin to be punish'd in the Damned so long of Necessity must Continue their punishment Nay should God cease inflicting any Positive Sufferings should Hell cease its External Torments yet would an Habitually impure and finally wicked person become an Hell within Himself his corrupt Lusts and Passions for want of their Suitable vicious Gratifications would continually Torture and Disquiet him So that it is not so much God that Condemns the persevering Impenitent to Eternal Misery as his own Evil Unrenewed Nature which continuing for ever Unchanged in the other life must needs render its unhappy Owner for ever wretched and miserable Now is it not Righteous that Incorrigible Obstinacy should be Endlesly punished That those who had they Lived for Ever would have sin'd for Ever as it may Reasonably be Supposed all finally impenitent persons would have done should be Tormented also Everlastingly God proposes to our free and Rational Choice either an Eternity of Misery or Blessedness now if Endless Glory be Despised and Rejected what Remains but Endless Misery to be the Sinners just Lot of Inheritance Eternal Misery sure is not more Disproportionable to a Vicious Life than Eternal Happyness to a Vertuous and therefore since the Reward promised to our Obedience is Equal to the Punishment threatned to our Disobedience and the Sinner has his unconstrain'd Choice of either of these he acts herein upon the Square or Level and if he chuses Endless Misery before Everlasting blessedness 't is his own most Sottish fault and he hath no one but himself to complain of for it Ah in Hell there will be no cavilling Objections against the Justice of God's inflicting Eternal Punishment for Temporary acts of Disobedience but the Sinner standing Self-condemned will find such Considerations as these some of the bitterest Ingredients in his Torments viz. the Reflections that he might have been Everlastingly Happy if he would That Damnation in its Necessary Causes was his own Choice that the Commandments of God were both Reasonable and Possible have been kept That the Heavenly Assistence offer'd him would have made them Easie and an inward Principle of Divine Love Delightsome that he had once a Day of Grace and Salvation had he pleased to make Use of it but that Now the Saving Benefits thereof are lost through his Carelessness that the Main Constituent of his torments is the wicked impure unconverted Temper of his Mind and that unless he were Holy 't is Impossible for him to be Happy That he sees the way of Heaven Accessible by the innumerable Hast of Saints Martyrs and Confessors which are There and that he finds Hell was avoidable by feeling his own and hearing the hideous Self-Exprobrations of all about him And thus will God be Justified and the Suffering Impenitent Condemned from his own Mind and Conseience Tell me no more then of Gaining the whole World and Loosing thereby my own Soul That is of more worth cost more to be Redeem'd than that it should be batter'd away upon so Slight a Consideration Tell me no more of indulging my flesh into Eternal Ruine to my Spirit I had rather live a Life of uninterrupted Self-denyals and Mortifications than be Damn'd than be Exposed to the Death Endless and insufferable Oh 't is this suffering without any prospect without any hopes of a Release nay with a certain Assurance that their torments shall have no period which is the Hell of Hell to those Despairing Wretches who inhabit it who are not only to suffer during all Eternity but what 's more they suffer the Evils of a Reprobated Eternity in every moment thereof by considering each instant that what they now fell of most acute torments must continue to be their sad portion for Ever without Allay without the least Ease or Intermission Blessed God is this the Death which is the Wages of Sin Is this Endless misery the Conclusion of Short momentary vicious pleasure O come Pain and Anguish come bodily Distress and Affliction so that my Soul may be Saved in the Day of our Lord Let me but escape Hell hereafter and Give me my Hell upon Earth O the heinous Nature the mischievousness of sin which leads to this place of Sufferings May we by the fear of Hell be driven to Heaven by fear of God's Justice be induced to lay hold on his Mercy That considering the end of wicked actions its being Death Eternal we may break them off by Repentance which leads to Life Everlasting The Prayer O Most Just and impartially Severe Divine Being who so hatest sin that thou punishedst it in thine own Son that thou pursuest it with Eternal Vengeance into another World O Grant that by thy Threatning of Hell-Torments we may be preserved from ever coming there may be deterr'd from those wicked actions which lead directly thither May we Answer the end of thy creating an Hell which was by the Affrightment thereof improved into Divine obediential Love to bring us unto Heaven Make us blessed Lord duely sensible of thy Equal Mercy and Loving-kindness in preparing a Tophet a place of punishment for impenitent sinners as in providing an Heaven a place of Glorious Recompence for the perseveringly Good and Righteous in that thou didst intend by those different Objects of our hopes and fears to address thy self differently to our various Tempers and Dispositions and to Drive those to their Duty and Happyness by thy Denunciations of Vengeance who would not be Led to it by the promises of future Glory and felicity O how Graciously hast thou hedg'd in our way to Everlasting Bliss on every side Using all means that we should not Err and Depart from it What couldst thou have done for us which thou hast not done We have an Heaven to Allure to Obedience we have an Hell to Deter from every wilfull impiety How utterly inexcusable shall we then be if we break thorough all these fences and Sanctions of thy Laws Put Gracious God thy fear into our inner parts and make us to Tremble at thy Judgments being Awed by them into an holy Caution that we at no time voluntarily offend thee Knowing the Terrours of thee our Lord O Grant that we may effectually be perswaded to a breaking off our sins and an Applying our selves unto Holyness Give us Grace to Escape as for
our Lives out of the filthy Sodom of every wicked impurity never so much as looking back upon them with an Eye of complacency lest the flames due unto them overtake us unawares Cause us we beseech thee to flee from sin by the awakening Consideration of its being the only way whereby to flee from the wrath to come O may the Eternity of Hell-punishments restrain both our Inclinations and Embraces from the pleasures or profits of sin which are but for a Season Give us often holy Father to Ask our selves these Startling Deterring Questions when about to sin wilfully How can we do this Great wickedness and by sinning against God provoke his infinite Justice and Almighty power to punish us Who of us can dwell with everlasting burnings Is it not a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the Everliving God who is a Consuming fire Is it not a most horrid misery to be Eternally a seeking Death and yet never to find it in the Regions of Darkness and Despair O cause us to Dread and Abhor sin which leads to this place of infernal torments as much as the suffering place it self Cause us to think often on Hell that we may thereby be kept from falling into it Grant O holy Jesu Thou who art the Resurrection and the Life that we may never fall into the bitter pains of Eternal Death What else can expose us as sewel to Hell flames but our Sins They are the combustible matter which the fire which cannot be Quenched will ever be preying upon Give us therefore Good Lord to burn up that immoral hey and straw and Stubble at present and then the fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels will have no power over us neither will so much as the Smell thereof have past upon us but we shall be received into Everlasting habitations of Celestial Glory and felicity Amen Amen Meditation XX. On Prayer and the Powerful Efficacy thereof PRAYER 't is a Duty of Natural Religion and Worship the Obligation thereunto being founded in the Eternal and immutable Reason of things In God's Supereminent Excellencies and perfections and in our own Dependent Indigent Condition as Creatures We are born infirm and weak poor and Necessitous Beings in Condition Alms-People and Beggars and therefore to pray alwayes is a Duty incumbent on us from the state of our Nature as well as by the Command and Enjunction of God-Allmighty Prayer 't is an Acknowledgemant of God's Awful Transcendent Majesty and of our own despicable meanness and imperfection of his Sovereignty and our Subjection of his Self-sufficiency and over-flowing plenitude of Happyness and of our own penury straightness of fortune and impotency of his immaculate Purity and Holyness and of our Vileness and Corruption by Reason of sinning And upon these Accounts our Addresses to Heaven ought to be accompanyed with all Lowlyness and Humality with all holy Dread and Reverence Prayer being also a Duty of the greatest Importance to us an instrument of bringing down all manner of Blessings Temporal Spiritual and Eternal ought to be offer'd up with the most fixt Attention of mind with the most zealous Intention and fervour of Spirit with the most hearty Sorrow in Confession the most Earnest Desires in Petition the most urgent and yet Lowly importunity in Deprecation with the most Rais'd Joy and affectionate Gratitude in Thanksgiving We ought also in Prayer to Exercise an unshaken Faith Hope Trust and Confidence but however to wait with Patience and Dependance with an humble Submission and Resignation to God's will whether or no he shall be pleas'd to Gratifie the Desires of our hearts to Answer the requests of our lips And to induce us with the greater Willingness and Alacrity to set about this Duty of Prayer let us consider the mighty Honour and high Dignity accuring to us therefrom for is it not an Honour for us Creatures to be permitted to talk and freely converse with our Creator Is it not an Honour for us vile worms for us sinful Dust and Ashes to be allow'd the priviledge of having ready Access at any time to the Supream Majesty of Heaven and Earth thereby to make known to him our sins our infirmities our wants our calamities and distresses and hereupon to obtain the pardon of our sins the healing of our infirmities the Supply of our pressing wants the mitigation or entire Removal of our Distresses Consider also the inestimable Benefit of Prayer 't is the Channel through which are convey'd all our Mercyes the best Desensative against impendent Dangers and mischiefs against Divine Judgments and corrections for sinning The great Repeller of Temptations the powerful Subduer of our vices and evil inclinations the fruitful improver of our Graces and vertuous Dispositions Lastly Consider together with the Honour and Benefit the great Delight and pleasure resulting from a due discharge of Prayer for what can be more pleasurable than to maintain a constant Intercourse with the Highest and most Excellent of Beings Than to hold Communion by Addresses to the Throne of Grace with our Creator Preserver Redeemer Sanctifier and Continual Benefactor and hereby to have the frequent Effects and Emanations of his Goodness and Benignity derived down upon us and the Devotional Testimonies of our Love and Gratitude Ascending up again unto him What can be a greater Ease and Refreshing to our minds than to Disburthen them of the oppressive weight of Guilt contracted by a free and ingenuous Acknowledgment thereof by humble petitioning for forgiveness of the same by Deprecation of punishment and resolutely promising by the Assistance of God's Grace never to Re-act the like or any other wilful wickedness for the future In sine what more Delightful than to vent our Griefs our fears our wants our Anxieties and Distresses into the Ears of our Heavenly Father one so Tender and Affectionate so True to his word so mindful of his promises so Large in Bounty and beneficence so thoroughly Able so exceedingly Willing to supply all our wants to Dry up all our Tears to Remove all our Affrightments to Satisfie our Anxieties and Relieve our sorest Distresses Prayer rightly circumstantiated what is' t it cannot do It has subdued Kingdoms obtain'd promises wrought Miracles Stopt the Mouths of Lions Quench'd the violence of fire out of weakness made Men Strong Rais'd the Dead to Life again It makes at present through the meritorious Mediation of our Saviour peace both in Heaven and Earth unlocks the Gates of Divine Mercy rifles the Celestial Treasury brings down much of its rich Stores unto us has power both with God and Man and mightily prevails Rendring both yielding entreatable compassionate Prayer 't is another Jacobs Ladder which maintains a mutual Commerce and Correspondency between Heaven and Earth 't is a Burning-Glass of Divine Love wherein all the heats and warmths of a servently pious Soul are concenter'd wherein it exerciseth all its Grace with the greatest vigour and Activity Exerciseth its profoundest Humility towards
Jesus may be unto us both in Life and Death great Advantage Grant this for the Merits and Mercy's-sake of him who dyed for our sins and rose again for our Justification and who hath left us this most Absolute form of Prayer wherewith to conclude our imperfect ones Our Father which art in Heaven Hallowed be thy Name c. A Prayer for a Sick Person O OUR God full of Compassion and Truth whose Ears are ever open to the Cryes of the Distressed who afflictest not neither Grievest willingly the Children of Men but in very Faithfulness Causest us to be Troubled Chastising us for our Profit that we may be Partakers of thy Holyness We thy Poor Unworthy Creatures Address our selves to the Throne of thy Grace in behalf of this thy Servant Grieved with Sickness O let his Grief of body move thy Succouring Pity behold him with the Eyes of thy Mercy Rescue him with the Al-Almightiness of thy Power however Grant that the Infirmity of his outer-Man may tend to the Health and Improvement of his Soul in all Gracious Qualifications O make him by means of thy Divine Chastisements Resemblant in a larger Measure of thy Divine Nature make him Perfect through Sufferings Train him up a Good Souldier of Jesus Christ by such Disciplining Hardships Teach him a more Compleat Obedience and Conformity to thy Will by the things which he Endures Relieve him under all his Distresses Give him Patience Repentance and Submission under all his Uneasiness Support him under all Tryals and Temptations O suffer not his Faith to fail in this Day of Adversity Strengthen him in the Inner-Man especially now he lyes on a Bed of Languishing O make Thou his Bed in all his Sickness In the midst of the pains of his Body let thine Inward Comforts Refresh his Soul make all things Tribulation as well as Prosperity work together for his Good may he Continue to be thy Servant under all Conditions Permit him not Gracious God for any troubles of Life or fears of Death to fall from Thee but Give him Joy and Consolation in Believing when encompassed with the Sorest Distresses Encrease therefore his Faith Confirm his Hopes Enlarge his Contentedness and Resignation Wean his Affections more and more from the things Below and Raise and Settle them on the Good things Above Free Blessed Lord this thy Servant from all Murmuring and Repining at thy Afflictive Providence and Cause him rather to Rejoyce and Glory in Tribulation as knowing that the Tryal of his Faith worketh Patience and Patience Experience and Experience Hope and Hope maketh not Ashamed O let Patience have its Perfect work in him that he may be Compleat and Entire wanting no Vertuous Endowment let thy Grace be Sufficient for him that he may not faint in the time of Calamity O may his Affliction prove an Exercise and Enlargement of all his Graces Let it beget in him greater Trust and Affiance in thy Divine Mercy less Relyance on and Confidence in the Creature a being Crucified to the World and the World to him as to the immoderate Love of it Cause Holy Father this thy Afflicted Son to Humble himself under thy Correcting hand that Thou mayst Exalt him in thy due Season make him to Cast all his Care upon Thee because Thou carest for him Give him to feel now in this his Distress what is the Hope of his Spiritual Calling and what the Exceeding Greatness of thy Mercy and Power towards them who Believe in Thee O Give him that Saving Faith which worketh by Love and Purifieth the Heart and Overcometh the World Give him Repentance unto Newness of Life never to be Repented of Cause him by means of this Affliction to Search and Try his wayes and turn him unto Thee his God who in Mercy Chastisest him Afford him Gracious Lord afford this Sick Person the Comfort of an holy Hope that thou Acceptest his Penitential Tears and Contrition of heart Support him by this Hope under all his Sickness and Distemper Say unto him by the inward Testimonies of thy Spirit I am thy Salvation Son be of Good Chear thy Sins are forgiven thee I have heard thee in an Acceptable time I have laid Help for Thee on one who is mighty to Save Jesus Christ the Righteous He is the Propitiation for thy sins O Apply the Merits and Satisfaction of his Dying Redeemer unto the Soul of this thy Servant for Pardon and Acceptance wash it clean in the Blood of that Immaculate Lamb which was Slain to take away the sins of the world and through his Saviour's Stripes let him be Heal'd Bless and Succeed we beseech Thee those Remedies which have or shall be used for the Recovering this weak Afflicted Person to his former Health Command Deliverance for him Thou who art the God of Nature Speak Nature within him into a due Temper and Composure Known unto Thee are the most hidden things O do Thou therefore adapt suitable Medicines to any unknown Cause or hidden Spring of this present Distemper Suffer us Heavenly Father to have Power with thee in Prayer and mightily to Prevail on this thy Servants behalf Thou hast Promised that the Prayer of Faith shall Save the Sick and that the Effectual fervent Prayer of the Righteous shall Avail much O make us Pray in Faith and Believing so as to be Heard make us fervent and Zealous in Prayer so as to have our Prayers Answered Restore we entreat Thee this Diseas'd Person that he may be continued a Blessing and Comfort to his Relations that he may live to Performe his pious Vows and Resolutions made in time of Sickness that he may spend the Residue of his Life more to thy Honour and Glory But if in thy Fatherly wisdom thou seest it fitting to Prolong his Corrections thy Blessed Will be done and may thy Afflicted Servant say Amen with an Entire Submission May he bear further Chastisement in his Body so that his Soul be but Saved in the Day of our Lord. Yet O God most Gracious O most Holy and Mercyful Saviour Thou most worthy Judge Eternal be not Thou Extream to mark whatever he has done Amiss Correct him O Lord but with Judgment not in thine Anger lest Thou bring him to nothing and though thou take not off the Rod of Affliction yet take away thy Displeasure we beseech thee far from him Remember O Lord thy tender Mercies and thy Loving-kindnesses which have been ever of old and Cause this our Sick Friend in Thankful Recollection of former Divine Rescues to put his Trust in thee for a Present Deliverance O suffer him not for any Anguish of Body to let Go his Faith and Confidence in Thee but give him to say with the Stedfastness of holy Job though he Kills me yet will I hope in him Fit O God this Languishing Person for whatever Condition thou shalt call him unto that thy Son Christ Jesus may be unto him whether in Life or Death great Advantage O permit him
Grace would but duely Exercise those proportions of it we Already have we should soon find larger ones flowing in upon us from Above and we should have more Abundantly of God's Spirit If we would but water and cultivate upon his implanting Gracious Dispositions in our Souls he would give Encrease to them and perfect them into holy Habits for former measures of Grace well comply'd with fit and Qualifie us for further Succeeding ones and the Sanctifying Light of the Holy-Ghost like that of the Sun shines in upon every Eye of the humane Understanding which will open to Receive it And therefore whenever we find a Good Motion in our Hearts let us remember 't is afforded us to improve that Good Disposition into a vertuous Act and to Grow thereby in Grace when-ever we find a check of Conscience against Sin a Restraining suggestion of God's Spirit let us carry it on till we arrive to an Hatred of that Vice let us proceed from an hatred of it to a Resolution of Amendment and from that to an actual Endeavour against the particular iniquity We are accountable to God not only for that measure of Grace we have Receiv'd but also for further Degrees thereof which had we well-managed the present ones we should have been made partakers of and therefore not only the mis-using Divine Gifts we were possessors of but likewise the hindrance by that misusage of God's bestowing on us future ones will be charged upon us to our Condemnation if we set not to the work and improve present Gracious intrustments And what should hinder us from doing it The Difficulty of such an undertaking Alass this is Lessen'd by the Divine Aids proffer'd and which will certainly Assist us in the performance And what I pray can seem Grievous when an Almighty power lends an helping hand to alleviate the Burthen Ah it argues a weak and Low Measure of Grace to Covet after so much of Holiness only as will barely exempt us from Hell and carry us to Heaven Such a mean Spirited person in Religion shews that Grace is not his desire upon its own account upon its pure intrinsick worth but meerly as it frees him from Divine punishment 'T is not for Love of the former so much as for fear of the Latter that he would be partaker of Holiness at all but ah how Little do they deserve Eternal Glory who are not desirous of the most Essential part thereof Divine Grace in an encreasing Measure Ah be there Different Degrees of Celestial Blessedness attainable by different Degrees of Piety and shall not this raise in us an holy Emulation a Godly to Aim at Heroick Extraordinary Measures of Goodness At the very Highest procureable Let us consider that the Longer the credited Loan of Grace remains in our Custody unimproved the Greater daily will Grow its Debt and the more ample and enflamed the Reckoning which we shall at the End of all things be call'd to give in and then to whom much was Given of him shall much be Required and whether we have put out our Talents of Grace to Usury or no yet Interest and Encrease of them will be demanded at our hands It being that we should have been busied about the procuring however we have left it unprocured Then at the Day of final Accompts it will not be Enough to say Lord here is what is Thine what thou committedst to my Trust but where is the Improvement of it where is the multiplying of it will be Enquired O then rest not Satisfied with present Attainments with weak unprogressive Measures of Sanctity but forgetting the things in Religion which are behind which are already arrived unto let us press forward to the mark for the Prize of our high Calling in Christ endeavouring after the perfecting of Holiness in God's Fear And then He who is an overflowing Fountain of Grace and Goodness and who communicates of it where ever he finds Subjects Capable of his Communications will cause us to proceed from Strength to Strength in Holyness from one Degree of Grace unto another till he has compleated our Renew'd Nature and fitted us for Eternal Glory Amen Amen The Prayer O Thou Divine Fountain and Dispenser Thou Author and Finisher of every Good and perfect Gift perfect we beseech thee that Good work of Grace which Thou hast begun to work in us carry it on to a full Growth and Maturity Assist us Holy Inspirer so constantly from Above that we may be always in our Thoughts and Affections there that whatever Good â—houghts are at any time suggested to our Minds may Spring up into fixt Principles and all our heavenly desires may become a New-Nature the constant Tenour and â—emper of our Spirits and all our holy purposes and Resolutions may Advance into a serious practice and Zealous Exercise of Godliness and all our pious Actions may improve into confirm'd Habits may become more free chearful vigorous and Delightsome O may we evidence the Sincerity of Grace within our hearts by a daily Growth and Encrease thereof may we Evidence our selves to be Alive unto God to be Quicken'd by thy Spirit by a Religious motion and progression Make us O God who are thy Husbandry like unto Trees planted by the Rivers of water which bring forth fruit in their due season O Suffer us not to be like Trees without fruit ' twice Dead pluckt up by the Roots but grant that our Leaf of holy Profession may never fall nor our Good fruit wither but that whatever pious work we take in hand it may prosper Grant that the more we Advance in years the Greater progress we may make in Grace that we may bring forth much fruit of Righteousness in our mature Age and may then be chiefly fat and well-liking as to our improvements in Holyness O blessed Lord give us to become thus more and more Like thee partakers in a larger measure of thy Divine Nature and Excellencies Give us to hunger and thirst more after Righteousness that we may in an higher Degree be Satisfied therewith Give us to lay up to our selves Treasures of Grace for Heaven rather than Treasures of Mammon upon Earth to multiply and encrease our Spiritual Talents to Grow Rich in Faith and Good Works to Rise up to a fulness of Stature in Christ Jesus to walk worthy of thee our God unto all well-pleasing perfecting of holiness in thy fear to be fill'd with all the fruits of thy Spirit which accompany Salvation That these things being in us and Abounding an Entrance may be administred unto us abundantly into the Everlasting Kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ Amen blessed Saviour for thy Cross and Passion Sake Amen Meditation XVI On DEATH DEath the very Thoughts the very Name thereof strikes us with Horror and Affrightment but alas the first Temporal Death what is it if compared with the second Eternal one which is to be the sad Portion of all finally impenitent Sinners Were the Temporal Death