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often_o read_v in_o that_o bible_n sweet_a history_n which_o register_n his_o work_n that_o holy_a book_n which_o he_o preserve_v for_o all_o to_o overlook_v with_o serious_a meditation_n which_o i_o say_v he_o still_o preserve_v till_o doom_n approach_a day_n by_o a_o resistless_a providence_n and_o then_o if_o they_o be_v hear_v so_o soon_o who_o be_v but_o man_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o 9_o david_n 17._o hezekiah_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o sacred_a prophecy_n i_o speak_v not_o they_o as_o king_n for_o sure_a with_o he_o vve're_a man_n 2.11_o alike_o 3.23_o conclude_v all_o in_o sin_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o say_v who_o be_o a_o man_n as_o they_o though_o not_o a_o king_n who_o also_o run_v unto_o my_o god_n in_o these_o my_o deep_n and_o there_o with_o many_o a_o weary_a sigh_n groan_n and_o tear_v have_v often_o beg_v of_o he_o for_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v sweet_o see_v that_o bless_a mystery_n of_o those_o who_o be_v his_o happy_v son_n and_o yet_o be_o still_o deny_v and_o can_v no_o further_o get_v do_v what_o i_o can_v alas_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v or_o think_v or_o do_v what_o stead_v it_o i_o to_o pray_v and_o never_o have_v the_o thing_n i_o ask_v alas_o my_o strength_n say_v i_o be_v not_o the_o strength_n of_o brass_n thus_o to_o endure_v without_o relief_n but_o i_o the_o true_a portrait_n of_o man_n infirmity_n be_o ready_a here_o to_o faint_v to_o sink_v to_o cease_v my_o fruitless_a suit_n and_o hence_o to_o live_v at_o peace_n i_o mean_v with_o flesh_n never_o more_o to_o toil_v for_o this_o which_o be_v so_o hard_a to_o get_v so_o high_a a_o bliss_n that_o i_o can_v never_o attain_v unto_o it_o i_o see_v the_o way_n be_v too_o straight_o for_o selfe-humanitie_n to_o thrust_v its_o foot_n into_o or_o if_o it_o can_v it_o be_v too-too_o hard_a to_o keep_v as_o it_o begin_v it_o have_v so_o many_o rub_n so_o many_o rock_n so_o many_o slippery_a fall_n and_o hinder_v block_n that_o it_o will_v discourage_v any_o one_o to_o think_v that_o he_o shall_v go_v nay_o come_v unto_o the_o brink_n sometime_o of_o heaven_n and_o think_v all_o be_v well_o yet_o straight_o be_v tumble_v down_o again_o to_o hell_n all_o this_o i_o have_v know_v o_o most_o unhappy_a i_o to_o be_v experience_v thus_o in_o misery_n and_o can_v i_o choose_v but_o faint_a who_o be_v it_o descry_v the_o feeble_a prop_n of_o man_n infirmity_n who_o be_v it_o i_o say_v that_o will_v but_o right_o look_v into_o the_o bloared_a volume_n of_o man_n book_n his_o secret_a thought_n i_o mean_v and_o there_o oresee_a the_o heart_n in_o its_o corrupt_a anatomy_n but_o straight_o he_o will_v say_v conscious_a as_o i_o that_o i_o must_v faint_v indeed_o of_o mere_a necessity_n objection_n but_o here_o perhaps_o some_o happy_a soul_n will_v say_v go_v go_v fond_a wretch_n first_o cast_v thy_o sin_n away_o and_o then_o thou_o shall_v be_v quick_o hear_v for_o sure_a thou_o be_v freeze_v in_o thy_o dregs_n a_o man_n impure_a that_o wallow_a still_o in_o sin_n or_o else_o never_o doubt_v thou_o will_v long_v ere_o this_o be_v hear_v and_o holpen_v out_o for_o these_o be_v they_o that_o hinder_v thou_o yea_o these_o do_v 59.1_o sep'rate_a thou_o from_o god_n and_o do_v displease_v his_o pure-ill-hating_a eye_n so_o much_o that_o he_o have_v hide_v himself_o so_o long_o away_o from_o thou_o 59.1_o not_o that_o he_o can_v save_v or_o hear_v but_o '_o cause_n thou_o still_o run_v on_o in_o trespass_v his_o law_n by_o thy_o continue_v evil_a thought_n and_o by_o thy_o follow_a act_n full_a of_o iniquity_n for_o he_o have_v 3._o know_v and_o search_v thou_o although_o the_o world_n indeed_o be_v blind_a and_o can_v so_o and_o hence_o it_o be_v he_o will_v not_o hear_v but_o will_v for_o certain_a leave_v thou_o till_o thou_o leave_v thy_o ill_n to_o this_o say_v i_o alas_o i_o must_v confess_v answer_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o my_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n be_v wondrous_a great_a ay_o i_o they_o still_o increase_v and_o i_o in_o they_o which_o 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sure_o he_o that_o be_v omnipotent_a it_o be_v he_o alone_o my_o god_n and_o saviour_n beside_o there_o be_v none_o o_o then_o let_v i_o be_v here_o excuse_v if_o i_o who_o feel_v myself_o thus_o in_o 7.23_o captivity_n unto_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n pour_v forth_o my_o prayer_n unto_o my_o god_n for_o why_o shall_v i_o despair_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o sin_n sure_o these_o be_v they_o that_o chief_o do_v occasion_n i_o to_o pray_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o they_o for_o if_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v hear_v while_o in_o iniquity_n why_o sure_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v hear_v if_o he_o do_v not_o in_o mercy_n take_v it_o away_o from_o i_o for_o in_o myself_o i_o have_v nor_o power_n nor_o will_v at_o any_o time_n to_o shake_v away_o my_o ill_a i_o mean_v without_o his_o grace_n infuse_v o_o then_o why_o be_v it_o i_o be_o not_o hear_v o_o lord_n or_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v hear_v why_o do_v thou_o linger_v i_o that_o knowâ—st_v so_o well_o my_o great_a infirmity_n and_o to_o what_o deep_n i_o be_o like_a to_o fall_v if_o thou_o prevent_v i_o not_o with_o save_v grace_n o_o now_o come_v quick_o therefore_o quick_o come_v i_o pray_v and_o raise_v i_o up_o let_v none_o be_v able_a say_v that_o ever_o any_o seek_v to_o thou_o for_o aid_n in_o his_o extreme_n and_o that_o he_o be_v delay_v so_o long_o of_o help_n till_o all_o distract_o he_o be_v enforce_v thus_o to_o despair_n and_o die_v or_o sure_o if_o so_o if_o miserable_a man_n shall_v be_v thus_o deal_v withal_o by_o thou_o o_o then_o how_o be_v it_o they_o shall_v acknowledge_v thou_o and_o i_o alas_o how_o can_v i_o other_o but_o deny_v god_n thy_o deity_n with_o they_o for_o sure_o we_o can_v conceive_v of_o god_n unless_o it_o be_v as_o one_o 34.6_o that_o be_v most_o merciful_a and_o one_o that_o know_v and_o see_v our_o grief_n and_o can_v alone_o relieve_v we_o in_o those_o great_a extreme_n nay_o more_o that_o can_v and_o will_v for_o as_o i_o say_v before_o he_o be_v as_o true_o himself_o merciful_a as_o he_o be_v true_o god_n and_o then_o how_o can_v it_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v either_o not_o despair_v or_o thou_o not_o quick_o come_v and_o help_v for_o sure_o now_o now_o be_v the_o very_a time_n i_o say_v wherein_o because_o i_o be_o so_o deep_o plunge_v in_o sin_n and_o misery_n so_o deep_a alas_o that_o i_o be_o almost_o ready_a to_o despair_v and_o die_v it_o do_v behoove_v thou_o come_v and_o help_v nay_o sure_a and_o rather_o too_o because_o i_o be_o so_o impure_a and_o sinful_a as_o thou_o see_v alas_o my_o sin_n may_v not_o thus_o
of_o this_o horrid_a deed_n wherefore_o i_o now_o return_v again_o and_o come_v unto_o my_o saviour_n late_a part_n the_o sum_n and_o woe_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o dreary_a see_v which_o now_o he_o be_v to_o undergo_v i_o mean_v on_o this_o sad_a scaffold_n of_o his_o late_a cross_n hayward_n the_o first_o be_v pain_n of_o sense_n but_o this_o of_o 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v his_o body_n pain_n but_o here_o again_o his_o pain_n of_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n oâ—_n paâ—â—e_n for_o now_o behold_v not_o to_o enlarge_v my_o verse_n with_o each_o sad_a circumstance_n i_o here_o rehearse_v only_o that_o one_o expressless_a plunge_n of_o all_o the_o great_a that_o ever_o be_v when_o he_o do_v call_v at_o his_o extreme_a gasp_n notable_a my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o now_o forsake_v i_o what_o rod_n be_v it_o that_o strike_v this_o wondrous_a blow_n ay_o i_o my_o bless_a christ_n what_o god_n forsake_v thou_o thyself_o forsake_v thyself_o o_o thou_o my_o life_n how_o can_v this_o bâ—e_v never_o be_v there_o fatal_a knife_n can_v cut_v this_o thread_n no_o thus_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v thy_o spirit_n of_o love_n have_v tell_v i_o how_o it_o be_v now_o be_v that_o woeful_a time_n at_o hand_n wherein_o th'intolerable_a weight_n and_o 3.13_o curse_v of_o sin_n which_o i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n have_v do_v be_v cast_v upon_o thy_o back_n at_o once_o now_o be_v that_o last_o and_o very_o utmost_a deep_a which_o thou_o while-ere_a do_v seem_v in_o thy_o humanity_n to_o fear_v now_o do_v thou_o drink_v of_o that_o accurse_a cup_n which_o erst_o thou_o do_v entreat_v thou_o may_v not_o sup_v unless_o it_o be_v thy_o father_n will_n and_o here_o behold_v it_o be_v his_o will_n and_o thou_o do_v bear_v those_o heavy_a brunt_n alone_o for_o we_o from_o whence_o it_o be_v indeed_o thou_o have_v such_o feel_a sense_n of_o these_o thy_o misery_n in_o we_o 14._o that_o we_o may_v thereby_o feel_v our_o happiness_n in_o thou_o nay_o more_o thou_o now_o of_o 15.13_o wondrous_a love_n have_v take_v our_o 2.24_o sin_n on_o thou_o whence_o it_o be_v thy_o god_n forsake_v or_o seem_v at_o least_o forsake_v thou_o thus_o and_o why_o it_o be_v sin_n indeed_o undo_v that_o happy_a tie_n betwixt_o humanity_n and_o god_n for_o this_o be_v that_o whiâ—h_n 59.2_o sep'rate_v we_o from_o all_o our_o bliss_n i_o mean_v from_o god_n and_o this_o be_v it_o which_o make_v he_o thus_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o thou_o or_o shade_n as_o it_o be_v his_o present_a â—â—dance_n from_o thy_o sight_n and_o leave_v thou_o to_o thyself_o press_v with_o the_o weight_n of_o sin_n and_o hell_n and_o of_o thy_o father_n rage_n '_o against_o these_o our_o siâ—â—es_n since_o thou_o will_v so_o engage_v thyself_o for_o we_o and_o here_o thy_o soul_n be_v bring_v down_o to_o the_o low_a plunge_n of_o woe_n where_o nought_o be_v leave_v to_o comfort_v thou_o but_o thou_o mean_v while_o be_v make_v as_o '_o 'twere_v a_o desolate_a 〈…〉_z exile_n from_o all_o true_a happiness_n do_v undergo_v such_o sad_a expressless_a pang_n that_o none_o can_v know_v their_o depth_n but_o thou_o that_o suffer'd_v they_o nay_o sure_o that_o only_a pain_n of_o loss_n thou_o do_v endure_v be_v more_o by_o far_o in_o reference_n to_o thou_o then_o hell_n most_o cruel_a torturing_n can_v be_v in_o reference_n to_o us._n what_o shall_v i_o say_v this_o be_v indeed_o a_o lamentable_a day_n for_o thy_o pure_a eye_n to_o see_v never_o be_v there_o grief_n like_a unto_o this_o of_o thou_o where_o all_o relief_n be_v hold_v so_o long_o from_o thou_o and_o here_o indeed_o i_o find_v that_o true_a which_o i_o erewhile_o do_v read_v foretell_v of_o thou_o thy_o 53.2_o comeliness_n be_v go_v and_o form_n or_o beauty_n there_o alas_o be_v none_o to_o make_v thou_o now_o desire_v thou_o be_v a_o man_n of_o 3._o sorrow_n friend_n of_o grief_n whence_o we_o begin_v to_o hide_v our_o face_n '_o way_n from_o thou_o or_o thou_o do_v hide_v as_o it_o be_v from_o we_o thus_o do_v thou_o bow_v thy_o 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hence_o account_v thou_o here_o take_v from_o i_o all_o that_o be_v i_o my_o sin_n i_o mean_v and_o hence_o compose_v i_o for_o thy_o seâ—e_n refine_v my_o sense_n with_o all_o my_o inward_a faculty_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v whole_o thou_o let_v not_o my_o eye_n so_o much_o as_o look_v on_o what_o i_o love_v unless_o it_o please_v thou_o sanctify_v the_o same_o and_o bless_v its_o sight_n and_o use_v to_o i_o for_o good_a and_o let_v i_o here_o entreat_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o forget_v 45.10_o my_o father_n house_n this_o earth_n i_o mean_v that_o so_o my_o soul_n may_v hence_o with_o that_o 13.4_o fair_a daughter_n go_v unto_o the_o king_n my_o christ_n and_o there_o may_v be_v present_v glorious_a all_o within_o to_o thou_o robe_a only_a with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o thou_o may_v 11._o great_o cast_v thy_o love_n on_o i_o for_o now_o behold_v i_o have_v give_v over_o myself_o to_o be_v thy_o worshipper_n alone_o who_o be_v to_o i_o my_o only_a lord_n here_o will_v i_o 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that_o alone_a shine_n still_o on_o i_o and_o then_o come_v all_o the_o gloomy_a frown_n of_o mortal_a man_n come_v all_o the_o stormy_a power_n of_o death_n of_o hell_n come_v any_o thing_n in_o thou_o i_o shall_v be_v well_o in_o thou_o alone_o i_o shall_v be_v well_o in_o thou_o knit_v fast_o i_o mean_v in_o christ_n by_o that_o sweet_a tie_n of_o thy_o abundant_a love_n through_o he_o for_o he_o have_v break_v the_o bond_n of_o hell_n and_o set_v i_o free_a he_o have_v 103.4_o redeem_v my_o life_n from_o death_n that_o i_o shall_v hence_o enjoy_v the_o 8.21_o glorious_a liberty_n of_o those_o that_o be_v thy_o happy_v son_n and_o hence_o 9_o walk_v on_o alone_o in_o thy_o omnipotence_n still_o prosp'r_v in_o thy_o way_n which_o be_v to_o be_v raise_a up_o to_o heaven_n while_o yet_o on_o earth_n to_o i_o the_o very_o chief_a happiness_n that_o i_o will_v here_o desire_v o_o let_v i_o live_v and_o die_v within_o these_o link_n of_o thy_o sweet_a love_n for_o here_o my_o hope_n be_v firm_a with_o 8._o paul_n no_o faithless_a fear_n can_v break_v this_o 30._o chain_n by_o which_o i_o be_o tie_v for_o i_o be_o thou_o 1._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v no_o calamity_n last_o nor_o life_n nor_o death_n thing_n present_a nor_o to_o come_v nor_o height_n nor_o depth_n nor_o aught_o that_o may_v be_v do_v can_v sep'rate_a i_o from_o thou_o in_o christ_n and_o now_o what_o yet_o remain_v here_o will_v i_o pay_v my_o vow_n of_o thankfulness_n to_o thou_o my_o god_n yea'uen_o here_o lead_v onward_o in_o thy_o 71.16_o strength_n i_o will_v sweet_o steer_v my_o leak_a boat_n along_o till_o it_o have_v bring_v my_o weary_a muse_n unto_o the_o shore_n she_o seek_v with_o so_o oft_o double_v tear_n and_o sigh_n but_o here_o o_o you_o my_o friend_n you_o all_o i_o mean_v that_o fear_n the_o lord_n with_o i_o pray_v join_v your_o help_a hand_n that_o we_o the_o soon_o may_v obtain_v the_o land_n come_v then_o i_o say_v we_o all_o that_o be_v combine_v to_o god_n in_o christ_n hence_o let_v we_o be_v refine_v from_o all_o our_o â—2_n former_a vanity_n from_o hence_o let_v we_o shake_v off_o those_o menstruous_a clout_n of_o sense_n which_o erst_o we_o be_v pollute_v with_o and_o now_o be_v clothe_v 24._o anew_o with_o christ_n hence_o let_v we_o vow_v ourselves_o as_o holy_a to_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v still_o 15_o grow_v up_o in_o faith_n sweet_a unity_n till_o we_o be_v perfect_a man_n in_o christ_n come_v come_v let_v other_o do_v they_o know_v not_o what_o go_v on_o still_o reu'le_v
saviour_n with_o these_o very_a eye_n even_o i_o together_o with_o that_o bless_a company_n of_o glorious_a saint_n where_o our_o immortal_a lay_n shall_v never_o cease_v to_o celebrate_v thy_o praise_n mean_a while_n my_o muse_n here_o take_v thy_o long_v for_o rest_n on_o this_o sweet_a shore_n here_o live_v among_o the_o bless_a in_o ever_o happy_a sympathy_n and_o be_v câ—elâ—sâ—_n celestial_a like_o thyself_o here_o cease_v with_o i_o thy_o wont_a tearie_a strain_n and_o let_v thy_o eye_n be_v solacee_v still_o in_o holy_a theory_n and_o contemplation_n of_o thy_o god_n till_o he_o shall_v raise_v thou_o up_o beyond_o mortality_n to_o join_v with_o his_o celestial_a choir_n and_o sing_v eternal_a hallelujah_n unto_o 5.13_o he_o and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o evermore_o till_o when_o cease_v not_o to_o pray_v â—0_n lord_n jesus_n come_v amen_n finis_fw-la finis_fw-la 2._o cor._n 12.9_o 12.9_o neh._n 4.7_o 8._o 8._o neh._n 1.8_o 1.8_o ephes_n 1.17_o 18._o 18._o mr._n dr._n pâ—id_n pâ—id_n job._n 15.16_o 15.16_o infect_v i_o say_v because_o wicked_a man_n account_v goodness_n as_o grievous_a a_o plague_n to_o they_o as_o the_o godly_a do_v wickedness_n and_o therefore_o as_o careful_o to_o be_v shun_v for_o fear_v it_o shall_v disturb_v their_o former_a course_n of_o curse_a merriment_n and_o put_v they_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o bless_a repentance_n whereby_o they_o may_v live_v anew_o unto_o god_n and_o be_v save_v save_v mat._n 24.31_o 1._o cor._n 15.52_o 15.52_o mat._n 25.41_o 25.41_o that_o be_v the_o esteem_n or_o respect_n of_o mere_a carnal_a man_n man_n vid._n sydney_n last_o sonnet_n at_o the_o end_n of_o his_o arcadia_n arcadia_n the_o ill_a humour_n which_o preferreâ—_n 〈◊〉_d before_o goodness_n in_o 〈◊〉_d upon_o any_o â—ly_o respect_n 〈…〉_z 〈…〉_z preacher_n divine_a professor_n professor_n chief_a governor_n in_o church_n and_o commonwealth_n who_o can_v do_v most_o in_o this_o case_n case_n christ_n passion_n more_o full_o describe_v in_o my_o second_o book_n book_n a_o allusion_n to_o the_o sorrow_n for_o the_o death_n of_o our_o late_a k._n of_o bless_a memory_n k._n james._n james._n luke_n 1.10_o 1.10_o esai_n 40.2_o 40.2_o jere._n 9.1_o 9.1_o luk._n 22.37_o 22.37_o act._n 2.23_o 2.23_o mat._n 27.45_o &_o luke_n 23.44_o 45._o 〈◊〉_d general_a eclipse_n or_o darkness_n at_o our_o saviour_n passion_n passion_n mat._n 27.51_o 27.51_o rom._n 8.19_o 8.19_o psal_n 22.3.3_o &_o 4._o sing_v sing_v math._n 27.46_o &_o mark_v 15_o 34._o 34._o mat._n 29.50_o &_o joh._n 19.30_o 19.30_o luke_n 24.5_o 24.5_o 1._o king_n â—_o 27_o &_o 2._o chr._n 2.6_o 2.6_o joh._n 19.41_o 42._o 42._o luke_n â—4_n 6_o 6_o rom._n 4.10_o 11._o 11._o reu._n 6.1_o 6.1_o exod._n 33_o â—â—_o etc._n etc._n etc._n psal_n 16.10_o 16.10_o reu._n 22.1_o 22.1_o luke_n 7.38_o 47._o sen_fw-mi marry_o magdalen_n magdalen_n 1._o ch._n 29.14_o 29.14_o reve._n 5.11_o 12._o 12._o exod._n 3.11_o 3.11_o esai_n 6.5_o 6.5_o gen._n 6.5_o 6.5_o 1._o sam._n â—_o 4â—_n etc._n etc._n etc._n 1._o sam._n 16.11_o 12._o &_o psal_n 78.70_o 71._o 71._o jer._n 9.1_o etc._n etc._n god_n describe_v according_a to_o man_n apprehension_n of_o he_o negative_o negative_o deu._n 10.14_o job_n 41.11_o &_o psal_n 24.1_o etc._n etc._n etc._n gen._n 1._o châ—_n châ—_n joh._n 5.39_o 5.39_o 1._o cor._n 13_o 12._o &_o 1_o job._n 3.2_o 3.2_o 1._o cor._n 13_o 12._o &_o 1_o job._n 3.2_o 3.2_o gen._n 1.1_o etc._n etc._n etc._n verse_n 28._o 28._o which_o be_v that_o the_o world_n be_v make_v of_o a_o pre-existent_a maâ—ter_n or_o chaos_n as_o ovid_n or_o that_o it_o be_v eternal_a as_o aristotle_n etc._n etc._n etc._n psal_n 33.9_o 33.9_o quicquod_fw-la erat_fw-la deus_fw-la illud_fw-la erat_fw-la etc._n etc._n lermaeus_n in_o his_o translation_n of_o barta_n week_n week_n psal_n 104.9_o 104.9_o or_o eaâ—e_v in_o the_o text_n gen._n 2.17_o 2.17_o gen._n 3_o last_o last_o sc_fw-la first_o integrity_n integrity_n a_o theatre_n of_o all_o mankind_n after_o adam_n fall_n describe_v in_o their_o several_a condition_n condition_n psal_n 2.2_o 1._o swearer_n &_o blasphemer_n &_o curser_n 2._o honour_n abuse_v 3._o usury_n bribery_n and_o the_o like_a obliquity_n 4._o pride_n especial_o odious_a to_o god_n and_o man._n man._n esai_n 2.12_o 13_o 17._o 5._o prodigality_n in_o whore_v hunt_a drink_v eat_a card_v dice_v dice_v mat._n 26.47_o 26.47_o how_o far_o the_o man_n of_o these_o corrupt_a time_n exceed_v adam_n in_o their_o sin_n sin_n psal_n 12._o â—â—_o â—â—_o isaiah_n 47.4_o 47.4_o the_o examination_n of_o myself_o myself_o mat._n 25.16_o 25.16_o gen._n 3.6_o 3.6_o my_o relapse_n relapse_n sâ—_n in_o the_o mirth_n of_o the_o world_n world_n my_o vocation_n or_o call_v from_o god_n after_o my_o fall_n and_o captivity_n to_o fame_n fame_n gen._n 1.27_o eccles_n 7.29_o 7.29_o ps_n 22.9_o 10._o 10._o ps_n 32.8_o 9_o 9_o 2._o chron._n 33.12_o 33.12_o psal_n 3.5_o &_o 4.9_o 4.9_o a_o apt_a simile_n simile_n revel_v 21.8_o 21.8_o mark_n 9.44_o 9.44_o exo._n 34.6_o 7._o 7._o exo_fw-la 33.19_o rom._n 9.15_o 9.15_o job._n 38.3_o 38.3_o job_n 38.3_o 38.3_o god_n expostulation_n job_n 38.4_o 6_o etc._n etc._n etc._n psal_n 103.7_o when_o and_o how_o all_o thing_n be_v create_v create_v gen._n 1.31_o 1.31_o to_o distinguish_v it_o from_o intuitive_a reason_n because_o we_o say_v that_o god_n and_o the_o angel_n be_v also_o reasonable_a but_o it_o be_v ratione_fw-la intuitiuâ—_n not_o discursiuâ_fw-la as_o divine_n say_v say_v oâ—_n homini_fw-la sublime_a dedit_fw-la â—oelumque_fw-la tutâ—_n iussit_fw-la etc._n etc._n ovid._n metaâ—_n metaâ—_n gen._n 2.7_o 2.7_o gen._n 1.3_o god_n free_a goodness_n notable_a in_o prefer_v we_o before_o other_o creature_n creature_n gen._n 1.28_o 1.28_o mat._n 25.14_o etc._n etc._n a_o fit_a simile_n simile_n luk._n 12.45_o 46._o 46._o gal_n 6.10_o 6.10_o mat._n 25.30_o 41._o the_o eye_n right_a use_n use_n rom._n 12.15_o 12.15_o joh._n 14.2_o 14.2_o luk_n 12.15_o the_o eye_n how_o corrupt_v all_o the_o sense_n of_o man_n corrupt_v the_o corruption_n of_o the_o inward_a faculty_n faculty_n gen._n 6.5_o the_o whole_a man_n corrupt_v corrupt_v isaiah_n 1.6_o 1.6_o gen._n 1.26_o 1.26_o psal_n 139.11_o 12._o 12._o luke_n 2.7_o 2.7_o matth_n â—5_n 30_o 41._o or_o presence_n psal_n 16.12_o mat._n 25.30_o 〈◊〉_d â—_o 4_o 5._o god_n first_o free_a restauration_n of_o man_n man_n job_n 38.3_o 38.3_o a_o fit_a simile_n from_o a_o dream_n which_o i_o have_v in_o the_o town_n of_o totnes_n in_o dâ—â—on_n 1623._o 1623._o usury_n much_o use_v in_o totnes_n totnes_n my_o dream_n begin_v begin_v joel_n 2.20_o 2.20_o mat._n 24.29_o 24.29_o the_o voice_n i_o hear_v in_o my_o thought_n thought_n 2._o cor._n 12.2_o 12.2_o revel_v 20.12_o 13._o 13._o isaiah_n 6.5_o 6.5_o a_o allusion_n to_o christ_n transfiguration_n transfiguration_n luk._n 9.32_o 33._o the_o use_n to_o be_v make_v of_o this_o dream_n dream_n revel_v 3.6_o &_o 20.12_o 20.12_o phil._n 4.3_o 4.3_o psal_n 139.1_o 2_o etc._n etc._n etc._n gen._n 37.30_o 37.30_o 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