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suffer_v satan_n to_o put_v they_o upon_o in_o propose_v of_o christ_n let_v the_o man_n of_o god_n set_v out_o as_o much_o as_o he_o can_v possible_o the_o excellency_n of_o his_o person_n the_o unvaluable_a pretiousnesse_n of_o his_o blood_n the_o riches_n of_o his_o heavenly_a purchase_n the_o gracious_a sweetness_n of_o his_o invitation_n 22.17_o the_o generality_n and_o freeness_n of_o his_o offer_n the_o glorious_a privilege_n he_o bring_v with_o he_o reconciliation_n to_o god_n adoption_n forgiveness_n of_o sin_n justification_n righteousness_n wisdom_n sanctification_n redemption_n etc._n etc._n possession_n of_o all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n be_v you_o whether_o paul_n or_o apollo_n or_o cephas_n or_o the_o world_n or_o life_n or_o death_n or_o thing_n present_a or_o thing_n to_o come_v all_o be_v you_o and_o you_o be_v christ_n and_o christ_n be_v go_n 1._o cor._n 3.22.23_o let_v he_o tell_v his_o hearer_n that_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n be_v call_v the_o blood_n of_o 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forsake_v their_o own_o mercy_n and_o in_o judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a of_o everlasting_a life_n i_o mean_v by_o choose_v upon_o a_o free_a offer_n of_o his_o soule-saving_a blood_n to_o cleave_v rather_o to_o a_o lust_n horrible_a indignity_n then_o to_o 3._o jesus_n christ_n bless_v for_o ever_o rather_o to_o wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n and_o mud_n of_o earthly_a pelf_n in_o the_o filth_n and_o froth_n of_o swinish_a pleasure_n in_o idleness_n pride_n worldliness_n whoredom_n drunkenness_n strange_a fashion_n scorn_v professor_n contempt_n of_o the_o power_n of_o godliness_n rail_v against_o religion_n revel_v selfe-uncleannesse_n etc._n etc._n then_o abandon_v these_o filthy_a harlot_n to_o take_v the_o son_n of_o god_n for_o their_o dear_a and_o everlasting_a husband_n this_n not_o believe_v this_o refuse_v christ_n this_o not_o take_v he_o in_o the_o manner_n and_o sense_n as_o i_o have_v say_v be_v such_o a_o sin_n though_o not_o so_o think_v upon_o and_o take_v to_o heart_n that_o 409._o divine_n speak_v of_o it_o as_o of_o a_o most_o transcendent_a sin_n the_o great_a sin_n the_o sin_n of_o sin_n the_o only_a sin_n as_o it_o be_v from_o such_o place_n as_o these_o but_o when_o the_o king_n hear_v thereof_o he_o be_v wroth_a and_o he_o send_v forth_o his_o army_n and_o destroy_v those_o murderer_n and_o burn_v up_o their_o city_n mat._n 22.7_o he_o mean_v those_o who_o be_v invite_v to_o the_o son_n marriage_n and_o make_v light_n of_o it_o he_o that_o believe_v not_o be_v condemn_v already_o because_o he_o have_v not_o believe_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o god_n joh._n 3.18_o when_o the_o comforter_n be_v come_v he_o will_v convince_v the_o world_n of_o sin_n because_o they_o believe_v not_o on_o i_o he_o mean_v this_o sin_n alone_o say_v austin_n as_o though_o not_o believe_v on_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v the_o only_a sin_n it_o be_v indeed_o the_o main_a and_o master_n sin_n because_o as_o the_o same_o father_n speak_v true_o this_o remain_v the_o guilt_n of_o all_o other_o sin_n abide_v upon_o the_o soul_n this_o remove_v all_o other_o sin_n be_v remit_v nay_o and_o beside_o the_o horriblenes_n and_o heinousness_n of_o the_o sin_n what_o height_n and_o perfection_n of_o madness_n be_v it_o that_o whereas_o a_o man_n but_o renounce_v his_o base_a rot_a transitory_a sinful_a pleasure_n dog_v continual_o at_o the_o heel_n with_o vengeance_n and_o horror_n and_o only_o take_v jesus_n christ_n in_o who_o be_v hide_v and_o heap_v up_o the_o fullness_n of_o grace_n and_o treasure_n of_o all_o perfection_n may_v have_v thereupon_o to_o say_v nothing_o of_o the_o excellency_n of_o his_o person_n purchase_v of_o his_o passion_n and_o possession_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a deity_n a_o full_a &_o free_a discharge_n thereby_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o so_o happy_a a_o husband_n from_o every_o moment_n of_o the_o everlastingness_n of_o hellish_a torment_n and_o a_o 3._o deed_n present_o seal_v with_o his_o own_o heartsblood_n for_o a_o undoubted_a right_n to_o every_o minute_n of_o the_o eternity_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n yet_o shall_v in_o cold_a blood_n most_o wicked_o and_o willing_o after_o so_o many_o entreaty_n invitation_n importunity_n only_o for_o the_o good_a of_o his_o poor_a immortal_a soul_n refuse_v the_o change_n heaven_n and_o earth_n may_v be_v astonish_v angel_n and_o all_o creature_n may_v just_o stand_v amaze_v at_o this_o prodigious_a sottishness_n and_o monstrous_a madness_n of_o such_o miserable_a man_n the_o world_n be_v wont_a to_o call_v god_n people_n precise_a fool_n because_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o sell_v all_o they_o have_v for_o that_o one_o pearl_n of_o great_a price_n to_o part_v with_o profit_n pleasure_n preferment_n their_o right_a hand_n their_o right_a eye_n every_o thing_n any_o thing_n rather_o than_o to_o leave_v
there_o must_v be_v a_o three_o thing_n to_o take_v they_o to_o ourselves_o to_o believe_v they_o be_v we_o and_o there_o need_v a_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n for_o this_o for_o though_o the_o promise_n be_v never_o so_o clear_a yet_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o promise_n you_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o apply_v they_o to_o yourselves_o but_o when_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v say_v christ_n be_v thou_o all_o these_o thing_n belong_v to_o thou_o and_o god_n be_v thy_o father_n when_o that_o shall_v witness_v to_o our_o spirit_n by_o a_o work_n of_o his_o own_o then_o shall_v we_o believe_v &_o c_o 39_o this_o be_v the_o order_n observe_v in_o our_o justification_n 1._o first_o there_o be_v a_o sight_n of_o our_o misery_n to_o which_o we_o be_v bring_v by_o the_o law_n 2._o second_o there_o be_v by_o the_o gospel_n a_o hold_v forth_o of_o christ_n as_o our_o redemption_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n 3._o three_o there_o be_v a_o work_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o heart_n to_o rest_v on_o christ_n as_o the_o ransom_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n now_o when_o a_o man_n be_v come_v hither_o he_o be_v true_o and_o real_o just_a 1._o we_o teach_v that_o in_o true_a conversion_n a_o man_n must_v be_v wound_v in_o his_o conscience_n by_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n his_o contrition_n must_v be_v compungent_fw-la and_o vehement_a bruise_a break_v rent_v the_o heart_n and_o feel_v she_o throw_v as_o a_o woman_n labour_v of_o child_n before_o the_o new-creature_n be_v bring_v forth_o or_o christ_n true_o form_v in_o he_o it_o be_v not_o do_v without_o bitterness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o care_n indignation_n revenge_n 2._o cor._n 7.11_o but_o as_o some_o infant_n be_v bear_v with_o less_o pain_n to_o the_o mother_n and_o some_o with_o more_o so_o may_v the_o newman_n be_v regenerate_v in_o some_o with_o more_o in_o some_o with_o less_o anxiety_n of_o travel_n but_o sure_o grace_n be_v not_o infuse_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o any_o sinner_n except_o there_o be_v at_o least_o so_o great_a affliction_n of_o spirit_n for_o sin_n forego_v that_o he_o can_v but_o â—eele_v it_o etc._n etc._n 13.14.15_o this_o bruise_a be_v require_v before_o conversion_n 1._o that_o so_o the_o spirit_n may_v make_v way_n for_o itself_o into_o the_o heart_n by_o level_v all_o proud_a high_a thought_n &c_n &c_n 2._o to_o make_v we_o set_v a_o high_a price_n upon_o christ_n death_n this_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o relapse_n and_o apostasy_n because_o man_n never_o smart_v for_o sin_n at_o the_o first_o they_o be_v not_o long_a enough_o under_o the_o lash_n of_o the_o law_n hence_o this_o inferior_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o bring_v down_o high_a thought_n be_v necessary_a before_o conversion_n by_o this_o time_n it_o do_v most_o clear_o and_o plentiful_o appear_v what_o a_o foul_a and_o fearful_a fault_n it_o be_v for_o man_n either_o in_o the_o manage_n of_o their_o public_a ministry_n or_o more_o private_a passage_n of_o conference_n visitation_n of_o the_o sick_a consultation_n about_o a_o good_a estate_n to_o godward_o and_o other_o occasion_n of_o like_a nature_n to_o apply_v jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o promise_n to_o promise_v life_n and_o safety_n in_o the_o evil_a day_n to_o soul_n as_o yet_o not_o sound_o enlighten_v and_o afflict_v with_o sight_n of_o sin_n and_o sense_n of_o god_n wrath_n to_o conscience_n never_o true_o wound_v and_o awake_v i_o insist_v the_o long_a upon_o this_o point_n because_o i_o know_v it_o full_a well_o to_o be_v a_o most_o universal_a and_o prevail_a policy_n of_o the_o devil_n whereby_o he_o keep_v many_o thousand_o in_o his_o curse_a slavery_n and_o from_o salvation_n to_o confirm_v as_o many_o pastor_n as_o he_o can_v possible_o willing_a enough_o to_o drive_v their_o flock_n before_o they_o to_o damnation_n in_o a_o ignorant_a or_o affect_a prejudice_n and_o forbearance_n of_o that_o save_a method_n of_o bring_v soul_n out_o of_o hell_n mention_v before_o and_o make_v good_a with_o much_o variety_n of_o evidence_n and_o to_o nourish_v also_o in_o the_o heart_n of_o natural_a man_n a_o strong_a and_o sturdy_a disconceite_n opposition_n &_o rage_a against_o downright_a deal_n and_o those_o man_n of_o god_n able_a as_o they_o say_v but_o false_o and_o furious_o against_o their_o own_o soul_n by_o their_o terrible_a teach_n to_o drive_v their_o hearer_n to_o distraction_n selfe-destruction_n or_o despair_n who_o take_v the_o only_a right_a course_n to_o convert_v they_o and_o to_o bring_v they_o to_o jesus_n christ_n as_o he_o himself_o invite_v they_o to_o wit_n labour_v and_o heavy_a lade_v with_o their_o sin_n matth._n 11.28_o dawber_n then_o who_o serve_v satan_n craft_n in_o this_o kind_n and_o all_o those_o who_o dispense_v their_o ministry_n without_o all_o spiritual_a discretion_n and_o good_a conscience_n of_o who_o there_o be_v too_o many_o as_o great_a stranger_n to_o the_o right_a way_n of_o work_a grace_n in_o other_o as_o to_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n in_o themselves_o i_o say_v they_o be_v a_o generation_n of_o dangerous_a man_n old_a excellent_a as_o they_o say_v in_o a_o accurse_a art_n of_o conduct_v poor_a blind_a soul_n merry_o towards_o everlasting_a misery_n and_o set_v they_o down_o in_o the_o very_a midst_n of_o hell_n before_o they_o be_v sensible_a of_o any_o danger_n or_o discovery_n of_o their_o damnable_a state_n great_a man_n they_o be_v with_o the_o man_n of_o this_o world_n with_o all_o those_o wise_a fool_n and_o sensual_a great_a one_o who_o be_v not_o willing_a to_o be_v torment_v before_o their_o time_n or_o rather_o who_o desire_v impossible_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o pleasure_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n and_o yet_o at_o last_o to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a they_o have_v still_o ready_a at_o hand_n hand_n over_o head_n mercy_n and_o pardon_n heaven_n and_o salvation_n for_o all_o comer_n and_o all_o they_o come_v near_o without_o so_o much_o as_o a_o desire_n to_o put_v any_o difference_n or_o divide_v the_o 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as_o upon_o a_o unsavoury_a rot_a 23._o carrion_n thou_o and_o the_o world_n must_v be_v as_o two_o dead_a carcase_n upon_o one_o beer_n without_o any_o delightful_a mutual_a commerce_n or_o intercourse_n stranger_n and_o episcopo_fw-la stark_a dead_a one_o unto_o another_o in_o respect_n of_o thy_o any_o further_o trade_v with_o the_o vanity_n thereof_o for_o keep_v a_o good_a conscience_n stand_v on_o god_n side_n and_o christ_n sake_n thou_o must_v deny_v thyself_o thy_o worldly_a wisdom_n carnal_a reason_n corrupt_a affection_n thy_o acceptation_n with_o the_o world_n favour_n of_o great_a one_o credit_n and_o applause_n with_o the_o most_o thy_o passion_n profit_n pleasure_n possibility_n of_o rise_v and_o grow_v great_a thy_o near_a friend_n dear_a companion_n ease_n liberty_n life_n and_o grow_v by_o little_a and_o little_a into_o hester_n most_o noble_a and_o invincible_a resoluâ—ion_n ever_o when_o do_v god_n will_v threaten_v any_o earthly_a danger_n and_o if_o i_o perish_v 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that_o it_o may_v be_v happy_o preserve_v from_o the_o rank_n and_o flourish_a but_o rot_a and_o fruitless_a weed_n of_o formality_n and_o lukewarmenesse_a which_o pestilent_a canker_n if_o it_o once_o take_v root_n in_o the_o heart_n it_o will_v never_o suffer_v the_o herb_n of_o grace_n if_o i_o may_v so_o speak_v the_o heavenly_a unfading_a flower_n of_o save_a grace_n to_o grow_v by_o it_o while_o the_o world_n stand_v nay_o and_o will_v prove_v one_o of_o the_o strong_a bolt_n to_o bar_v they_o out_o and_o the_o most_o boisterous_a cart-rope_n to_o pull-downe_a extraordinary_a vengeance_n upon_o the_o head_n of_o the_o party_n for_o as_o a_o loathsome_a vomit_n be_v to_o the_o stomach_n of_o he_o that_o cast_v it_o out_o so_o be_v lukewarm_a professor_n to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n revel_v 3.16_o i_o marvel_v many_o time_n what_o such_o man_n mean_v and_o what_o worship_n service_n and_o obedience_n they_o will_v have_v the_o
gracious_a acceptation_n and_o entertainment_n at_o his_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o it_o be_v natural_a also_o to_o his_o name_n to_o forgive_v iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n that_o be_v 18._o sin_n of_o all_o sort_n kind_n and_o degree_n whatsoever_o there_o be_v none_o so_o hateful_a and_o heinous_a whether_o natural_a corruption_n or_o ordinary_a outward_a transgression_n or_o high_a presumption_n but_o upon_o repentance_n god_n be_v most_o able_a ready_a and_o willing_a to_o remit_v it_o 7._o god_n the_o father_n compassionate_a pang_n of_o infinite_a affection_n and_o forwardness_n to_o entertain_v into_o his_o arm_n of_o mercy_n all_o true_a penitent_n as_o i_o live_v say_v the_o lord_n god_n i_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o that_o the_o wicked_a turn_n from_o his_o way_n and_o live_v turn_v you_o turn_v you_o from_o your_o evil_a way_n for_o why_o will_v you_o die_v o_o house_n of_o israel_n ezech._n 33.11_o woe_n unto_o thou_o o_o jerusalem_n will_v thou_o not_o be_v make_v clean_o when_o shall_v it_o once_o be_v jer._n 13.27_o they_o say_v if_o a_o man_n put_v away_o his_o wife_n and_o she_o go_v from_o he_o and_o become_v another_o man_n shall_v he_o return_v to_o she_o again_o shall_v not_o that_o land_n be_v great_o pollute_v but_o thou_o have_v play_v the_o harlot_n with_o many_o lover_n yet_o return_v again_o to_o i_o say_v the_o lord_n jer._n 3.1_o oh_o that_o my_o people_n have_v hearken_v unto_o i_o and_o israel_n have_v walk_v in_o my_o way_n i_o will_v soon_o have_v subdue_v their_o enemy_n and_o turn_v my_o hand_n against_o their_o adversary_n the_o hater_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v have_v submit_v themselves_o unto_o he_o but_o their_o time_n shall_v have_v endure_v for_o ever_o he_o shall_v have_v feed_v they_o also_o with_o the_o fine_a of_o the_o wheat_n and_o with_o honey_n out_o of_o the_o rock_n shall_v i_o have_v satisfy_v thou_o psal._n 81._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v hearken_v to_o my_o 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that_o thou_o seek_v it_o be_v he_o that_o make_v of_o nothing_o those_o beautiful_a shine_a glorious_a constellation_n orion_n and_o the_o pleyade_n and_o nothing_o in_o the_o world_n be_v dark_a than_o nothing_o he_o be_v he_o that_o turn_v the_o dark_a midnight_n into_o the_o bright_a morning_n etc._n etc._n 9_o christ_n sweet_a dear_a most_o melt_a invitation_n of_o all_o true_o trouble_a soul_n for_o sin_n unto_o the_o well_o of_o life_n and_o their_o own_o everlasting_a welfare_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n mat._n 11.28_o o_o jerusalem_n jerusalem_n thou_o that_o kill_v the_o prophet_n and_o stone_v they_o which_o be_v send_v unto_o thou_o how_o often_o will_v i_o have_v gather_v thy_o child_n together_o even_o as_o a_o hen_n gather_v her_o chicken_n under_o her_o wing_n etc._n etc._n mat._n 23.37_o and_o when_o he_o be_v come_v near_o he_o behold_v the_o city_n and_o weep_v over_o it_o say_v oh_o if_o thou_o have_v know_v even_o thou_o at_o least_o in_o this_o thy_o day_n the_o thing_n which_o belong_v unto_o thy_o peace_n luke_n 19.41.42_o in_o the_o last_o day_n the_o great_a day_n of_o the_o feast_n jesus_n stand_v and_o cry_v say_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o and_o drink_v 10._o precedent_n in_o god_n book_n of_o many_o heinous_a and_o horrible_a sinner_n receive_v to_o mercy_n upon_o their_o humiliation_n as_o eve_n magdalen_n paul_n zacheus_n sodomite_v 1._o cor._n 6.9.11_o crucifier_n of_o christ._n acts._n 2._o 11._o experience_n perhaps_o of_o the_o comforter_n convert_v from_o a_o more_o wicked_a and_o desperate_a course_n than_o the_o patient_n himself_o and_o it_o do_v not_o a_o little_a refresh_v the_o heart_n of_o he_o who_o grievos_o wound_v in_o conscience_n and_o thereupon_o send_v for_o a_o skilful_a and_o faithful_a messenger_n of_o god_n and_o when_o he_o have_v open_v his_o case_n full_o unto_o he_o to_o hear_v he_o say_v when_o he_o have_v say_v all_o my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o you_o every_o way_n nay_o but_o beside_o those_o notorious_a sin_n i_o have_v name_v unto_o you_o i_o have_v defile_v myself_o with_o many_o secret_a execrable_a lust_n be_v it_o so_o say_v the_o spiritual_a physician_n yet_o in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o vanity_n i_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o more_o and_o more_o heinous_a crime_n than_o any_o you_o have_v yet_o speak_v of_o yea_o but_o even_o now_o when_o i_o have_v most_o need_n of_o shall_v most_o prize_n reverence_n and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o god_n bless_a word_n son_n and_o promise_n i_o be_o pestilent_o pester_v with_o many_o abhor_a villainous_a and_o prodigious_a injection_n about_o they_o not_o a_o man_n alive_a reply_v the_o man_n of_o god_n have_v have_v his_o head_n trouble_v with_o more_o hideous_a thought_n of_o such_o hellish_a nature_n than_o i_o etc._n etc._n 12._o that_o precious_a parable_n luk._n 15._o wherein_o all_o those_o loc_n love_a passage_n of_o the_o father_n unto_o his_o prodigal_a son_n to_o wit_n his_o behold_v he_o when_o he_o be_v yet_o a_o great_a way_n off_o his_o compassion_n run_v towards_o he_o fall_v upon_o his_o neck_n kiss_v he_o put_v on_o he_o the_o best_a robe_n and_o the_o ring_n kill_v the_o fat_a calf_n etc._n etc._n do_v shadow_n that_o immeasurable_a incomprehensible_a love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n to_o every_o one_o that_o be_v willing_a to_o come_v out_o of_o the_o devil_n curse_a service_n into_o the_o good_a way_n but_o come_v as_o far_o calv._n short_a of_o express_v it_o to_o the_o life_n as_o the_o infinite_a greatness_n of_o almighty_a god_n surpass_v the_o finite_a frailty_n of_o a_o weak_a man_n and_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n 2._o in_o a_o second_o place_n let_v we_o take_v a_o view_n of_o some_o of_o those_o most_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a stream_n of_o dear_a comfort_n which_o spring_v abundant_o out_o of_o that_o fruitful_a fountain_n of_o compassion_n and_o love_n psal._n 103.13_o like_a as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o child_n so_o the_o lord_n pity_v they_o that_o fear_v he_o see_v also_o deutâ—r_n 8.5_o malac._n 3.17_o hence_o may_v we_o draw_v refresh_v enough_o to_o our_o thirsty_a soul_n in_o many_o passage_n of_o heavy_a thought_n and_o grievous_a complaint_n about_o our_o spiritual_a state_n 1._o in_o the_o distemper_n and_o damp_n of_o prayer_n thus_o suppose_v the_o dear_a son_n of_o the_o love_a father_n to_o lie_v grievous_o sick_a and_o out_o of_o the_o extremity_n of_o angvish_v to_o cry_v out_o and_o complain_v unto_o he_o that_o he_o be_v so_o full_a of_o pain_n in_o every_o part_n that_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v himself_o or_o what_o to_o do_v and_o thereupon_o entreat_v he_o of_o all_o love_n to_o touch_v he_o tender_o to_o lay_v he_o soft_o to_o mollify_v all_o he_o may_v his_o painful_a misery_n and_o give_v he_o ease_v how_o ready_a think_v you_o will_v such_o a_o father_n be_v with_o all_o tenderness_n and_o care_n to_o put_v to_o 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with_o that_o precious_a blood_n of_o his_o etc._n etc._n 6._o it_o be_v grow_v from_o appetite_n to_o 15._o endeavour_v from_o endeavour_n to_o action_n from_o action_n to_o habit_n from_o habit_n to_o some_o comfortable_a perfection_n and_o tallnesse_n in_o christ._n if_o it_o be_v quite_o quench_v and_o extingvish_v when_o the_o spiritual_a angvish_v and_o agony_n be_v over_o or_o stand_v at_o a_o stay_n never_o transcend_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o naked_a wish_n it_o be_v to_o be_v repute_v rootelesse_a heartless_a graceless_a there_o be_v christian_n that_o lie_v as_o yet_o as_o it_o be_v struggle_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o church_n who_o for_o a_o time_n at_o the_o least_o live_v spiritual_o only_o by_o grieving_n and_o groan_n by_o hearty_a desire_n eager_a long_n &_o affectionate_a stir_n of_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n there_o be_v also_o babe_n in_o christ_n young_a man_n in_o christ_n strong_a man_n in_o christ_n 21.16_o old_a christian_n a_o perpetual_a infancy_n argue_v a_o 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the_o cloud_n be_v the_o dust_n of_o his_o foot_n etc._n etc._n the_o lord_n of_o host_n be_v his_o name_n who_o power_n and_o punishment_n be_v so_o infinite_o unresistable_a that_o he_o be_v able_a with_o one_o word_n to_o turn_v all_o the_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n into_o hell_n nay_o even_o with_o the_o breath_n of_o his_o mouth_n to_o turn_v heaven_n and_o hell_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o thing_n into_o nothing_o how_o dare_v thou_o then_o so_o base_a and_o vile_a a_o wretch_n provoke_v so_o great_a a_o god_n 8._o let_v the_o consideration_n and_o compassion_n upon_o the_o immortality_n and_o dearness_n of_o that_o precious_a soul_n that_o lie_v in_o thy_o bosom_n curb_v thy_o corruption_n at_o the_o very_a first_o sight_n of_o sin_n and_o make_v thou_o step_v back_o as_o though_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o tread_v upon_o a_o serpent_n not_o all_o the_o bloody_a man_n upon_o earth_n or_o desperate_a devil_n in_o hell_n can_v possible_o kill_v and_o extingvish_v the_o soul_n 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terror_n into_o their_o heart_n and_o to_o demonstrate_v their_o just_a damnation_n except_o they_o repent_v and_o she_o to_o jesus_n christ._n 8.15_o perkins_n that_o great_a light_n of_o our_o church_n both_o for_o soundness_n of_o learning_n sincerity_n of_o judgement_n and_o insight_n into_o the_o mystery_n of_o christ_n teach_v how_o repentance_n be_v wrought_v telâ—_n we_o that_o first_o of_o all_o a_o man_n must_v have_v knowledge_n oâ—_n four_o thing_n of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n of_o sin_n against_o the_o law_n of_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n against_o sin_n which_o be_v his_o eternal_a wrath_n in_o the_o second_o place_n must_v follow_v a_o application_n of_o the_o former_a knowledge_n to_o a_o man_n self_n by_o the_o work_n of_o the_o conscience_n assist_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o for_o that_o cause_n be_v call_v the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n in_o this_o manner_n the_o breaker_n of_o the_o law_n be_v guilty_a of_o eternal_a 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warrant_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o scripture_n say_v 201.202.203.204_o hieron_n be_v this_o first_o to_o endeavour_v the_o soften_a of_o our_o hearer_n heart_n by_o bring_v they_o to_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o wretchedness_n before_o we_o adventure_v to_o apply_v the_o riches_n of_o god_n mercy_n in_o christ_n jesus_n the_o preach_v of_o the_o gospel_n be_v compare_v by_o our_o saviour_n himself_o unto_o the_o sow_v of_o seed_n as_o therefore_o the_o ground_n be_v first_o tear_v up_o with_o the_o plough_n 13._o before_o the_o seed_n be_v commit_v unto_o it_o so_o the_o fâ—llow_n ground_n of_o our_o heart_n must_v first_o be_v break_v up_o with_o the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o law_n 4.3_o and_o the_o very_a terror_n of_o the_o lord_n â—â—_o before_o we_o can_v be_v fit_a to_o entertain_v the_o sweet_a seed_n of_o the_o gospel_n i_o will_v have_v a_o preacher_n to_o preach_v peace_n and_o to_o aim_v at_o nothing_o more_o than_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o soul_n of_o 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so_o be_v profession_n account_v act._n 28.22_o after_o that_o peter_n hearer_n be_v prick_v in_o their_o heart_n they_o be_v counsel_v to_o repent_v believe_v be_v baptize_v etc._n etc._n and_o to_o 2.4_o save_v themselves_o from_o that_o untoward_a generation_n he_o now_o begin_v to_o delight_v himself_o in_o they_o who_o he_o hearty_o hate_v before_o i_o mean_v the_o people_n of_o god_n professor_n of_o the_o truth_n and_o power_n of_o religion_n and_o that_o as_o the_o most_o excellent_a of_o the_o earth_n the_o only_a true_a noble_a worthy_n of_o the_o world_n worthy_a for_o ever_o the_o flower_n fervency_n and_o dearness_n of_o his_o most_o melt_a affection_n and_o intimate_a love_n and_o he_o labour_v also_o might_n and_o main_a to_o ingratiate_v himself_o into_o their_o bless_a communion_n by_o all_o engagement_n and_o obligation_n of_o a_o comfortable_a fruitful_a and_o constant_a fellowship_n in_o the_o gospel_n by_o a_o humble_a mutual_a intercourse_n and_o communication_n of_o holy_a conference_n heavenly_a counsel_n spiritual_a encouragement_n consideration_n one_o of_o another_o confirmation_n in_o grace_n and_o in_o assurance_n of_o meeting_n in_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n resolve_v to_o live_v and_o die_v with_o these_o neglect_a happy_a one_o in_o all_o fair_a and_o faithful_a correspondence_n sweet_a office_n of_o christianity_n and_o constant_a cleave_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o his_o glorious_a cause_n nay_o assure_v to_o reign_v with_o they_o hereafter_o everlasting_o in_o fullness_n and_o height_n of_o all_o glory_n joy_n and_o bliss_n for_o if_o once_o this_o divine_a flame_n of_o brotherly_a love_n be_v kindle_v by_o the_o holyghost_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o true_a heart_a christian_n one_o towards_o another_o it_o have_v this_o property_n and_o privilege_n above_o all_o other_o love_v that_o it_o be_v never_o after_o put_v out_o or_o quench_v but_o burn_v in_o their_o breast_n with_o much_o affectionate_a fervour_n with_o mutual_a warmth_n of_o dear_a sweetness_n here_o upon_o earth_n and_o shall_v blaze_v eternaly_a with_o seraphical_a heat_n in_o the_o high_a heaven_n hereafter_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n he_o make_v conscience_n of_o sympathize_v both_o with_o their_o felicity_n and_o misery_n his_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v with_o lightsomenesse_n or_o eclipse_v with_o grief_n as_o he_o hear_v of_o the_o prosperity_n or_o oppression_n of_o god_n people_n i_o the_o rather_o here_o mention_v this_o mark_n of_o the_o true_a convert_n because_o it_o be_v so_o much_o require_v nay_o infinite_o exact_v at_o our_o hand_n in_o these_o heavy_a time_n of_o the_o church_n and_o therefore_o may_v be_v to_o every_o one_o of_o we_o a_o evident_a touchstone_n to_o try_v whether_o our_o profession_n be_v vital_a or_o formal_a if_o those_o terror_n which_o i_o have_v heretofore_o many_o time_n threaten_v out_o of_o god_n book_n against_o all_o those_o pitiless_a and_o hard-hearted_a cannibal_n which_o take_v not_o the_o present_a trouble_n of_o the_o church_n to_o heart_n upon_o purpose_n to_o break_v in_o piece_n those_o flinty_a rock_n which_o dwell_v in_o some_o man_n breast_n and_o to_o drive_v we_o all_o to_o compassionatenesse_n prayer_n day_n of_o humiliation_n and_o part_n from_o our_o evil_a way_n i_o say_v if_o they_o have_v be_v think_v by_o any_o to_o have_v be_v press_v too_o precise_o and_o peremptory_o hear_v what_o i_o have_v since_o see_v in_o ibid._n austin_n and_o what_o a_o peremptory_a censure_n he_o do_v pass_v upon_o those_o who_o want_v a_o fellow-feeling_n in_o such_o a_o case_n if_o thou_o have_v this_o fellow-feeling_n thou_o be_v of_o that_o bless_a body_n and_o brotherhood_n if_o not_o thou_o be_v not_o and_o here_o can_v i_o hardly_o hold_v but_o be_v it_o incident_a i_o shall_v desire_v to_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o voice_n lift_v up_o like_o a_o trumpet_n against_o all_o those_o profane_a esau_n swinish_a gadarens_n senseless_a earthworm_n who_o all_o this_o while_n that_o so_o many_o noble_a limb_n of_o that_o great_a bless_a body_n of_o the_o reform_a church_n have_v lie_v in_o tear_n and_o blood_n succour_n do_v never_o take_v to_o heart_n to_o any_o purpose_n or_o trouble_v themselves_o at_o all_o with_o their_o grievous_a trouble_n but_o have_v sottish_o and_o secure_o lie_v at_o ease_n in_o zion_n liable_a to_o that_o horrible_a curse_n denounce_v against_o meroz_n curse_v you_o meroz_n say_v the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n curse_v you_o bitter_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o because_o they_o come_v not_o to_o the_o help_n of_o the_o lord_n against_o the_o mighty_a judg._n 5.23_o they_o have_v not_o help_v the_o people_n of_o god_n so_o much_o as_o with_o any_o hearty_a fellow-feeling_n wrestle_v with_o god_n in_o prayer_n set_v day_n to_o seek_v the_o return_n of_o god_n face_n and_o favour_n etc._n etc._n man_n they_o be_v of_o the_o world_n which_o have_v their_o portion_n in_o this_o life_n who_o feel_v nothing_o but_o worldly_a loss_n know_v nothing_o but_o earthly_a sorrow_n relish_v nothing_o but_o thing_n of_o sense_n if_o they_o be_v sting_v with_o a_o dear_a year_n rot_v of_o cattle_n loss_n by_o surety-ship_n shipwreck_n robbery_n fire_n etc._n etc._n they_o howl_v and_o take-on_a immoderate_o but_o let_v joseph_n be_v afflict_v god_n people_n in_o disgrace_n the_o ministry_n hazard_v christ_n spouse_n sit_v in_o the_o dust_n the_o daughter_n of_o zion_n weep_v bitter_o and_o have_v none_o to_o comfort_v she_o etc._n etc._n and_o these_o merciless_a man_n be_v no_o whit_n move_v they_o have_v not_o a_o tear_n a_o groan_n or_o sigh_v to_o spend_v in_o such_o a_o rueful_a case_n whereby_o they_o infallible_o remonstrate_v unto_o their_o own_o conscience_n that_o they_o be_v no_o live_a member_n of_o christ_n mystical_a body_n have_v no_o part_n in_o the_o holy_a fellowship_n of_o the_o saint_n no_o spark_n of_o spiritual_a
he_o be_v upon_o the_o earth_n call_v thy_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n devil_n see_v matth._n 10.25_o joh._n 7.20_o which_o pass_v all_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o any_o drunken_a belial_n ever_o yet_o fasten_v upon_o thou_o contemn_v thou_o therefore_o for_o ever_o and_o trample_v upon_o with_o a_o humble_a and_o triumphant_a patience_n all_o their_o contumely_n and_o contempt_n passe-by_a noble_o without_o touch_n or_o trouble_v without_o wound_n or_o passion_n the_o utmost_a malice_n of_o the_o most_o scurrile_a tongue_n the_o base_a gibe_v of_o the_o impure_a drunkard_n do_v the_o world_n carnal_a man_n thy_o own_o friend_n ormall_a teacher_n suppose_v and_o censure_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o dissembler_n in_o thy_o profession_n and_o will_v needs_o concurrent_o and_o confident_o yet_o false_o fasten_v upon_o thou_o the_o imputation_n of_o hypocrisy_n a_o heavy_a charge_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o let_v thy_o truly-humble_a heart_n conscious_a to_o itself_o of_o its_o own_o sincerity_n in_o holy_a service_n like_o a_o strong_a pillar_n of_o brass_n beat_v back_o all_o their_o empoison_a arrow_n of_o malice_n and_o mistake_v this_o way_n without_o any_o dejection_n or_o discouragement_n only_o take_v occasion_n hereby_o to_o search_v more_o thorough_o and_o walk_v more_o wary_o job_n may_v be_v a_o right_n noble_a pattern_n to_o thou_o in_o this_o point_n also_o he_o have_v against_o he_o not_o only_o the_o devil_n his_o enemy_n push_v at_o he_o with_o his_o poison_a weapon_n but_o even_o his_o own_o friend_n scourge_v he_o with_o their_o tongue_n his_o own_o wife_n a_o thorn_n prick_v he_o in_o the_o eye_n yea_o his_o own_o god_n run_v upon_o he_o like_o a_o gyaâ—â—_n and_o his_o terror_n set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o himâ—_n powerful_a motive_n to_o make_v he_o suspect_v himself_o of_o former_a halt_n and_o hollowheartednesse_n in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n yet_o notwithstanding_o his_o good_a and_o honest_a heart_n have_v be_v long_o before_o acquaint_v with_o and_o knit_v unto_o his_o god_n â—â—_o truth_n make_v he_o break_v out_o bold_o and_o resolute_o protest_v till_o i_o die_v i_o will_v not_o remove_v my_o integrity_n from_o i_o my_o righteousness_n i_o hold_v fast_o and_o will_v not_o let_v it_o go_v chap._n 27.5.6_o behold_v my_o witness_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o my_o record_n be_v on_o high_a cap._n 16.19_o be_v thou_o a_o love_a and_o tender-hearted_a mother_n unto_o thy_o child_n and_o have_v thou_o lose_v the_o dear_a the_o great_a outward_a cross_n i_o confess_v that_o ever_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o adam_n taste_v and_o go_v near_a to_o the_o heart_n yet_o thy_o sorrow_n be_v not_o singular_a but_o outgo_v in_o this_o also_o for_o the_o bless_a mother_n of_o christ_n stand_v by_o and_o see_v she_o own_o only_o dear_a innocent_a son_n the_o lord_n of_o life_n most_o cruel_o and_o villainous_o murder_v upon_o the_o cross_n before_o her_o eye_n joh._n 19.25_o have_v thou_o lose_v thy_o good_n or_o child_n do_v thy_o wife_n that_o lie_v in_o thy_o bosom_n set_v herself_o against_o thou_o do_v thy_o near_a friend_n charge_v thou_o false_o be_v thou_o pain_v extreme_o from_o top_n to_o toe_n do_v the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a stick_n fast_o in_o thy_o soul_n thy_o affliction_n be_v grievous_a enough_o if_o thou_o taste_v any_o of_o these_o several_o but_o do_v they_o all_o in_o great_a extremity_n concur_v upon_o thou_o at_o once_o have_v thou_o lose_v all_o thy_o child_n and_o all_o thy_o good_n do_v thy_o wife_n afflict_v thy_o affliction_n etc._n etc._n if_o this_o be_v not_o thy_o case_n and_o rueful_a condition_n thou_o come_v yet_o short_a of_o job_n a_o most_o just_a man_n and_o one_o of_o god_n dear_a jewel_n 4._o the_o exceed_a greatness_n and_o pretiousnesse_n of_o the_o promise_n 1.4_o in_o every_o one_o of_o which_o it_o be_v incredible_a to_o consider_v what_o abundant_a matter_n of_o unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a joy_n lie_v wâ—rpâ—_n up_o oh_o how_o sweet_a be_v they_o to_o a_o thirsty_a soul_n in_o the_o â—â—me_n of_o angvish_v and_o trouble_v they_o be_v like_o a_o cloud_n of_o rain_n that_o come_v in_o the_o time_n of_o a_o drought_n they_o be_v very_a glimpse_n of_o heaven_n shed_v into_o a_o heart_n many_o time_n as_o dark_a as_o hell_n they_o be_v even_o rock_n of_o eternity_n upon_o which_o every_o bruise_a reed_n may_v sweet_o repose_v with_o impregnable_a safety_n a_o true_o humble_a spirit_n relish_v spiritual_a thing_n will_v not_o exchange_v any_o one_o of_o they_o for_o all_o the_o riches_n and_o sweetness_n of_o both_o the_o indies_n tell_v i_o dear_a heart_n thou_o that_o in_o thy_o unregenerate_a time_n though_o now_o happy_o change_v lie_v soak_v in_o sin_n of_o cruelty_n and_o blood_n whether_o that_o merciful_a promise_n isai._n 1.18_o come_v now_o and_o let_v we_o reason_n together_o say_v the_o lord_n though_o your_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o crimson_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n be_v not_o far_o dear_a unto_o thou_o than_o thousand_o of_o gold_n and_o silver_n or_o thou_o who_o former_o pollute_v thyself_o villainous_o with_o such_o secret_a execrable_a lust_n which_o now_o thou_o can_v not_o remember_v without_o horror_n tell_v i_o if_o it_o be_v utterable_a by_o the_o tongue_n of_o man_n with_o what_o dear_a sweetness_n and_o bless_a peace_n thy_o break_a heart_n be_v bind_v up_o and_o revive_v when_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n considerate_o and_o beleeve_o upon_o that_o precious_a place_n ezech._n 36.25_o i_o will_v sprinkle_v water_n upon_o you_o and_o you_o shall_v be_v clean_o and_o from_o all_o your_o filthiness_n and_o from_o all_o your_o idol_n will_v i_o cleanse_v you_o etc._n etc._n there_o be_v beyond_o the_o sea_n as_o my_o author_n report_v seq_n christian_a matron_n of_o excellent_a part_n and_o piety_n who_o langvish_v long_o under_o the_o horrible_a pressure_n of_o most_o furious_a and_o fiery_a temptation_n woeful_o at_o length_n yield_v to_o despair_n and_o attempt_v the_o destruction_n of_o herself_o after_o often_o and_o curious_a seek_v occasion_n for_o that_o bloody_a fact_n at_o last_o have_v first_o put_v off_o her_o apparel_n throw_v herself_o headlong_o from_o a_o high_a promontory_n into_o the_o sea_n but_o have_v receive_v no_o hurt_n by_o her_o fall_n she_o be_v there_o by_o a_o miracle_n and_o extraordinary_a mercy_n strange_o preserve_v for_o the_o space_n of_o two_o hour_n at_o the_o least_o though_o all_o the_o while_o she_o labour_v industrious_o to_o destroy_v herself_o afterwards_o draw_v out_o with_o much_o ado_n and_o recover_v she_o yet_o still_o do_v conflict_n with_o that_o extreme_a desperate_a horror_n almost_o a_o whole_a year_n but_o by_o god_n good_a providence_n which_o sweet_o and_o wise_o order_v all_o thing_n listen_v on_o a_o time_n though_o very_o unwilling_o at_o first_o to_o her_o husband_n read_v among_o other_o place_n that_o isa._n 57.15_o thus_o say_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a i_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o for_o i_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o will_v i_o be_v always_o wroth_a for_o the_o spirit_n shall_v fail_v before_o i_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o i_o have_v make_v i_o say_v listen_v to_o these_o word_n the_o holy_a ghost_n draw_v her_o heart_n she_o begin_v to_o reason_n thus_o within_o herself_o god_n do_v here_o promise_v to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a and_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o that_o he_o will_v not_o contend_v for_o ever_o neither_o bâ—_n always_o wroth_a but_o i_o have_v a_o very_a contrite_a heart_n and_o a_o spirit_n humble_a 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o dust_n one_o of_o the_o acknowledgement_n and_o sense_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o divine_a vengeance_n against_o they_o therefore_o peradventure_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v my_o heart_n and_o spirit_n and_o not_o contend_v with_o 〈◊〉_d for_o ever_o nor_o be_v wroth_a against_o i_o still_o etc._n etc._n hereupon_o by_o little_a and_o little_a there_o flow_v by_o god_n blessing_n into_o her_o dark_a and_o heavy_a heart_n abundance_n of_o life_n lightsomness_n spiritual_a strength_n and_o assurance_n in_o which_o she_o continue_v with_o constancy_n and_o comfort_n many_o a_o year_n after_o crown_v those_o happy_a day_n and_o a_o bless_a old_a age_n with_o a_o glorious_a and_o triumphant_a death_n and_o go_v to_o heaven_n in_o the_o year_n 1595._o what_o heart_n now_o but_o she_o that_o feel_v it_o can_v possible_o conceive_v the_o depth_n of_o that_o extraordinary_a unutterable_a
confidence_n as_o it_o be_v wont_n so_o that_o for_o a_o time_n thou_o may_v lie_v under_o the_o torture_n of_o a_o heavy_a heart_n uncheerfullnesse_n in_o all_o thy_o way_n and_o some_o degree_n of_o horror_n because_o thou_o can_v get_v no_o better_a holdfast_n but_o more_o be_v thy_o fault_n for_o never_o do_v dear_a father_n so_o love_o entertain_v into_o his_o greedy_a arm_n a_o penitent_a son_n return_v from_o go_v astray_o then_o our_o merciful_a god_n upon_o thy_o renew_a humiliation_n be_v willing_a to_o shine_v upon_o thou_o again_o with_o the_o refresh_a beam_n and_o blessing_n of_o his_o wont_a favour_n yet_o tell_v i_o true_a dear_a heart_n though_o for_o the_o present_a that_o precious_a and_o happy_a prayer_n of_o paul_n for_o the_o roman_n 15.13_o the_o god_n of_o hope_n fill_v you_o with_o all_o joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v be_v not_o fulfil_v upon_o thy_o soul_n though_o thy_o former_a joyful_a feeling_n be_v turn_v into_o distrustful_a fear_n yet_o do_v not_o that_o heavy_a heart_n of_o thy_o desire_n far_o more_o to_o be_v recomforted_n with_o the_o presence_n and_o please_v face_n of_o thy_o belove_a then_o crown_v with_o the_o glory_n and_o pleasure_n of_o many_o world_n will_v thou_o not_o much_o rather_o feel_v the_o hand_n of_o thy_o faith_n fasten_v again_o with_o peace_n and_o full_a persuasion_n upon_o the_o person_n passion_n and_o promise_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n then_o grasp_v in_o thy_o bodily_a hand_n the_o rich_a imperial_a crown_n that_o ever_o sit_v upon_o any_o caesar_n head_n if_o satan_n spiteful_a craft_n take_v a_o cruel_a advantage_n of_o thy_o present_a dejection_n of_o spirit_n do_v not_o hinder_v thy_o tremble_a heart_n from_o tell_v the_o truth_n i_o know_v thou_o can_v not_o deny_v this_o and_o then_o i_o must_v tell_v thou_o these_o hearty_a long_n and_o long_a desire_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n until_o god_n give_v more_o strength_n be_v right_o dear_a to_o that_o tender-hearted_a father_n of_o thou_o which_o 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spend_v their_o day_n in_o wealth_n and_o in_o a_o moment_n go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_a at_o last_o die_v even_o loc._n like_o a_o lamb_n as_o they_o say_v but_o when_o all_o be_v do_v they_o be_v utter_o undo_v and_o everlasting_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o horror_n and_o angvish_v that_o shall_v come_v upon_o their_o soul_n the_o affliction_n the_o wormwood_n and_o the_o gall_n for_o horrible_a be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o unrighteous_a generation_n they_o be_v immediate_o throw_v down_o from_o the_o top_n of_o their_o imaginary_a felicity_n and_o untroubled_a bed_n of_o seem_a peace_n to_o the_o depth_n of_o extreme_a misery_n and_o bottom_n of_o the_o burn_a lake_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n 12.6_o he_o scourge_v every_o son_n who_o he_o receive_v he_o gers._fw-la have_v only_o one_o son_n with_o out_o sin_n none_o without_o suffer_v say_v a_o ancient_a father_n but_o here_o take_v notice_n that_o in_o this_o dispensation_n of_o fatherly_a 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feriunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d verberant_fw-la ergo_fw-la tanquam_fw-la â—â—elerum_fw-la &_o malitia_fw-la suâ—â—tesâ—es_fw-la extirpare_fw-la funditùs_fw-la nituntur_fw-la &_o tollere_fw-la gravesque_fw-la sibi_fw-la putant_fw-la tanquam_fw-la vita_fw-la eorum_fw-la coarguatur_fw-la lactant._n lib._n 5._o cap_n 9_o 9_o job_n 20._o 20._o caeterum_fw-la vultu_fw-la &_o fancy_n satis_fw-la valen_n ment_fw-la &_o intellectu_fw-la constantissimus_fw-la memorià _fw-la potentissimus_fw-la nunquam_fw-la eadem_fw-la verba_fw-la bis_fw-la repetit_fw-la venientes_fw-la omnes_fw-la ad_fw-la se_fw-la recipit_fw-la sermon_n &_o doctos_fw-la &_o grave_n ac_fw-la maturos_fw-la profert_fw-la se_fw-la iusto_fw-la dei_fw-la judicio_fw-la damnaâ—â—â—_n se_fw-la jam_fw-la in_o inferno_fw-la esse_fw-la &_o inde_fw-la inenter_fw-la cruciari_fw-la optare_fw-la se_fw-la in_o loco_fw-la judae_fw-la &_o caini_fw-la esse_fw-la gribaldi_n epist_n de_fw-fr tremendo_fw-la divini_fw-la judicij_fw-la exemplo_fw-la etc._n etc._n pag._n 38._o immisit_fw-la deus_fw-la ex_fw-la illà _fw-fr horâ_fw-la in_o cor_fw-la ejus_fw-la vermem_fw-la corrodentem_fw-la ignâ—m_fw-la inextinguibilem_fw-la ut_fw-la horrore_fw-la confusione_n desperatione_n subitò_fw-la repleretur_fw-la qui_fw-la vermis_fw-la &_o ignis_fw-la nunquam_fw-la exinde_fw-la illum_fw-la dereliquerunt_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la longè_fw-la deteriâ—ri_fw-la in_o statu_fw-la testetur_fw-la quam_fw-la si_fw-la separatâ_fw-la à _fw-la corpore_fw-la animà _fw-la cum_fw-la iuda_fw-la cain_n &_o caeteris_fw-la damnatis_fw-la esset_fw-la desiderans_fw-la se_fw-la loco_fw-la cujusvis_fw-la mortui_fw-la &_o damnati_fw-la esse_fw-la pottus_fw-la quam_fw-la si_fw-la in_o corpore_fw-la vivere_fw-la ibid_fw-la pag._n 43._o 43._o tom._n 5._o serm._n contra_fw-la gulam_fw-la &_o caeteras_fw-la corporis_fw-la volupt_v producamuâ—_n homines_fw-la duos_fw-la in_o medium_n quorum_fw-la alier_fw-fr lasciviae_fw-la sit_fw-la &_o voluptatibus_fw-la deditus_fw-la alter_fw-la verò_fw-la prorsus_fw-la sit_fw-la his_fw-la rebus_fw-la demortuus_fw-la etc._n etc._n adeamus_fw-la istorum_fw-la domos_fw-la inveniemus_fw-la certe_fw-la alterum_fw-la libris_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la vacantem_fw-la rei_fw-la divinae_fw-la abstinentiae_fw-la vel_fw-la rebus_fw-la necessarus_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la habentemque_fw-la cum_fw-la deoser_n â—onemâ—_n de_fw-fr rebâ—s_fw-fr coelestibus_fw-la dissâ—rentem_fw-la &_o angelum_fw-la potiùs_fw-la agentem_fw-la quam_fw-la hominem_fw-la alterum_fw-la verâ—_n madentem_fw-la mero-dantem_a operam_fw-la lasciviae-debacchantem_a delicijs_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la vivendo_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mortem_fw-la sed_fw-la esse_fw-la mortuis_fw-la longè_fw-la inferiorem_fw-la perniciosioremque_fw-la daemone_n agitato_fw-la &_o furijs_fw-la vbi_fw-la verò_fw-la dies_fw-la illuxit_fw-la amâ—ttit_fw-la omnem_fw-la quam_fw-la ex_fw-la lasciviâ_fw-la ceperat_fw-la voluptatem_fw-la si_fw-la â—â—dem_fw-la familiam_fw-la ob_fw-la muâ—murantem_fw-la &_o insectantem_fw-la se_fw-la â—urgio_fw-la conjugem_fw-la objurgantes_fw-la amicos_fw-la â—â—â—micos_fw-la ludibrio_fw-la se_fw-la habentes_fw-la recognoscit_fw-la recognoscit_fw-la quis_fw-la igitur_fw-la qui_fw-la mentis_fw-la sit_fw-la compos_fw-la non_fw-la potiùs_fw-la optet_fw-la mille_fw-la obire_fw-la mortes_fw-la quam_fw-la diem_fw-la unum_fw-la hanc_fw-la vitam_fw-la degere_fw-la degere_fw-la i_o say_v ordinary_o 1._o first_o because_o sometime_o 〈◊〉_d notorious_a one_o and_o yet_o without_o all_o 〈…〉_z may_v represent_v to_o the_o eye_n of_o un-judicious_a bystander_n whereby_o they_o be_v 〈…〉_z fearful_o harden_v a_o notable_a show_n of_o die_v well_o in_o my_o time_n say_v the_o french_a author_n of_o essay_n three_o of_o the_o â—ost_o exercrâ—ble_a person_n that_o ever_o i_o know_v in_o all_o 〈…〉_z and_o the_o most_o infamous_a have_v be_v see_v to_o die_v very_o orderly_o and_o quiet_o etc._n etc._n i_o have_v also_o myself_o observe_v some_o of_o high_a place_n notorious_o wicked_a who_o by_o their_o carriage_n in_o their_o last_o sickness_n have_v suggest_v conceit_n especial_o to_o those_o who_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v harden_v by_o their_o death_n that_o they_o make_v a_o good_a end_n as_o they_o say_v whereas_o they_o have_v no_o true_a touch_n in_o conscience_n at_o all_o or_o feel_a remorse_n for_o their_o former_a extreme_o sinful_a life_n which_o be_v occasion_v sometime_o by_o the_o unskilfulnesse_n of_o some_o spiritual_a physician_n about_o they_o who_o be_v ready_a to_o daub_v and_o draw_v a_o skin_n only_o over_o their_o un-searched_n sinful_a sore_n now_o at_o their_o death_n as_o they_o be_v to_o play_v the_o men-pleasers_a and_o sow-pillowe_n under_o 〈…〉_z in_o their_o life_n time_n fellow_n as_o excellent_a in_o palliate_v cure_n as_o utter_o un-acqâ—ainted_n with_o the_o mystery_n of_o comfort_v afflict_a conscience_n aright_o and_o speak_v seasonable_o to_o such_o as_o lie_v upon_o their_o last_n bed_n hear_v master_n marburies_n censure_n of_o such_o mountebank_n this_o intolerable_a defect_n say_v he_o mean_v of_o experimental_a knowledge_n in_o minister_n 〈…〉_z itself_o more_o shameful_o or_o with_o great_a hurt_n then_o when_o man_n have_v 〈…〉_z death_n or_o in_o time_n of_o great_a affliction_n for_o at_o such_o time_n 〈…〉_z want_v shall_v to_o help_v their_o poor_a sheep_n out_o of_o the_o ditch_n be_v 〈…〉_z and_o to_o take_v some_o other_o indirect_a course_n as_o many_o use_n to_o 〈…〉_z in_o time_n to_o make_v he_o man_n meat_n lest_o it_o shall_v be_v say_v he_o 〈…〉_z 2._o second_o because_o some_o one_o of_o they_o perhaps_o i_o know_v not_o among_o how_o many_o thousand_o may_v be_v â—â—ke_v the_o thief_n upon_o the_o crosse._n 3._o three_o because_o though_o meet_v civil_a 〈◊〉_d utter_o estrange_v from_o the_o life_n of_o godliness_n all_o their_o life_n long_o for_o the_o most_o part_n may_v make_v a_o calm_a quiet_a and_o peaceable_a end_n in_o the_o eye_n and_o estimate_n of_o the_o world_n which_o be_v never_o able_a to_o distinguish_v a_o secure_a blockishness_n from_o a_o holy_a security_n observation_n whereof_o harden_v a_o world_n of_o people_n in_o their_o unsaving_a state_n hear_v greenâ—ams_n doom_n of_o such_o a_o death_n they_o die_v say_v he_o like_o block_n and_o yet_o the_o ignorant_a 〈…〉_z such_o fearful_a death_n sayâ—â—â—_n he_o depart_v as_o meek_o as_o a_o lamb_n he_o go_v 〈…〉_z shall_v when_o they_o may_v as_o well_o say_v but_o for_o their_o featherbed_n and_o their_o 〈…〉_z and_o perish_v like_o a_o ox_n in_o a_o ditch_n i_o say_v though_o this_o sort_n of_o man_n for_o the_o most_o part_n die_v so_o yet_o i_o have_v know_v some_o such_o upon_o the_o very_a first_o thought_n they_o shall_v certain_o die_v to_o have_v fall_v into_o desperation_n and_o can_v never_o be_v recover_v and_o although_o many_o formal_a professor_n may_v go_v to_o hell_n with_o many_o gâ—od_a speech_n and_o lord_n lord_n in_o they_o 〈…〉_z appear_v in_o the_o fâ—â—lâ—sh_a virgin_n and_o those_o in_o the_o seven_o of_o mattheww_n yet_o i_o â—ave_n know_v of_o some_o of_o they_o who_o have_v die_v very_o fearful_o indeed_o and_o full_a of_o crue_o desperate_a horror_n hos._n 13.8_o isa._n 66.15_o deut._n 32.22_o 32.22_o inter_fw-la omnes_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la humanae_fw-la animae_fw-la nulla_fw-la est_fw-la major_a tribulatio_fw-la quam_fw-la conscientia_fw-la delictorum_fw-la namque_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la vulnus_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la sanumqâ—e_fw-la sit_fw-la intus_fw-la hominis_fw-la quod_fw-la conscientia_fw-la voco_fw-la ubicunque_fw-la alâ—bi_fw-la passus_fw-la fuerit_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la illuc_fw-la confugiet_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la inveniet_fw-la deum_fw-la si_fw-mi autem_fw-la ibi_fw-la requies_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la propter_fw-la abundantiam_fw-la iniquitatum_fw-la quoniam_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la deus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la quid_fw-la facturus_fw-la est_fw-la homo_fw-la quò_fw-la confâ—giet_fw-la cum_fw-la caeperit_n patitribulationes_fw-la fugiet_fw-la â—bâ—gro_n ad_fw-la civitatem_fw-la à _fw-la publico_fw-la ad_fw-la domum_fw-la à _fw-la domo_fw-la ad_fw-la cubiculum_fw-la &_o sequitur_fw-la tribulatio_fw-la a_o cubiculo_fw-la jam_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiet_fw-la non_fw-la habet_fw-la nisi_fw-la interius_fw-la ad_fw-la cubile_fw-la suum_fw-la porrò_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la tumultus_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la fumus_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la si_fw-la sâ—aâ—nmasceleris_fw-la non_fw-la illuc_fw-la potest_fw-la confugâ—re_fw-la pellitur_fw-la enimâ—nâ—e_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la inde_fw-la pellitur_fw-la à _fw-la seipso_fw-la pellitur_fw-la et_fw-la ecce_fw-la hostem_fw-la suum_fw-la invenom_v quò_fw-la confugerat_fw-la seipsum_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiturus_fw-la est_fw-la quocunque_fw-la fugerit_fw-la se_fw-la talem_fw-la trohit_fw-la post_fw-la se_fw-la &_o quocunque_fw-la talem_fw-la traxerit_fw-la se_fw-la cruciat_fw-la se._n in_o psalm_n 46._o p._n 502._o poena_n autem_fw-la vehement_a &_o multò_fw-la saevior_fw-la illis_fw-la quaâ—_n &_o coeaitius_fw-la gravis_fw-la invenit_fw-la &_o roadamanthus_fw-la nocte_fw-la â—iâ—que_fw-la suum_fw-la gestare_fw-la in_o pecture_n teâ—â—em_fw-la teâ—â—em_fw-la let_v we_o not_o be_v scotner_n lester_n and_o derider_n for_o that_o be_v the_o uttermost_a token_n and_o show_v of_o a_o reprobate_n of_o a_o plain_a enemy_n to_o god_n in_o his_o wisdom_n hom._n of_o some_o place_n of_o scripture_n by_o which_o some_o take_v offence_n p._n 2._o 2._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 1_o thâ—ssal_n 2.16_o 2.16_o she_o prefer_v john_n baptâ—stâ—_n head_n before_o the_o half_a of_o herod_n kingdom_n mark_n 6_o 2._o 2._o 〈…〉_z rursâ—s_fw-la haec_fw-la in_o seâ—psam_fw-la trâ—nssert_v &_o â—llius_fw-la verba_fw-la quasi_fw-la ad_fw-la ejus_fw-la ignominâ—am_fw-la â—lâ—ta_fw-la exissimans_fw-la aliud_fw-la conetlium_fw-la episcoporum_fw-la contra_fw-la eum_fw-la cogendum_fw-la curate_n quâ_fw-la re_fw-la intellectâ_fw-la
joannes_n percelebrem_fw-la illam_fw-la concionem_fw-la in_o ecclesiâ_fw-la recitavit_fw-la cujus_fw-la exordiume_v herodias_n denuò_fw-la insanire_fw-la denuò_fw-la commoveri_fw-la denuò_fw-la saltare_fw-la pergiâ—_n denuò_fw-la â—â—put_fw-la joinnâ—s_fw-la in_o disco_fw-la accâ—pere_fw-la quaerit_fw-la socra_fw-la hist._n ecclesiast_n lib._n 6._o cap._n 16._o 16._o let_v none_o marvel_v why_o i_o 〈◊〉_d medâ—le_a with_o 〈◊〉_d especial_o in_o this_o time_n of_o peace_n and_o prosperity_n of_o the_o gospel_n as_o though_o it_o be_v unnecessary_a and_o unseasonable_a for_o austâ—â—_n tell_v we_o true_o illi_fw-la maxim_n perseâ—â—untur_fw-la ecclesiam_fw-la qui_fw-la â—â—â—reâ—â—iani_n nolunt_fw-la benè_fw-la vivere_fw-la per_fw-la hos_fw-la enim_fw-la opprohrâ—um_fw-la habet_fw-la ecclesia_fw-la &_o ab_fw-la his_fw-la inimicitias_fw-la sustineâ—_n quando_fw-la corripiuntur_fw-la quando_fw-la male_a vivere_fw-la non_fw-la permusuntur_fw-la quando_fw-la cum_fw-la eye_n vel_fw-la verbo_fw-la igitur_fw-la iâ—si_fw-la mala_fw-la in_o suis_fw-la â—ordibus_fw-la meditantur_fw-la &_o erumpendi_fw-la occasionem_fw-la requirunt_fw-la in_o psal._n 30._o pag._n 205._o those_o especial_o persecute_v the_o church_n who_o profess_v christianity_n will_v not_o live_v gracious_o etc._n etc._n jer._n 20.2.3_o 1._o king_n 22.24.25_o 1._o maccab._n 9_o act_n 12.23_o act_n and_o monument_n pag._n 1787._o nullus_fw-la semel_fw-la ore_fw-la receptus_fw-la pollutas_fw-la patitur_fw-la sanguis_fw-la mansuescere_fw-la fauces_fw-la fauces_fw-la cum_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la nostram_fw-la sanctificationem_fw-la blasphemant_fw-la quid_fw-la aliud_fw-la blasphemant_fw-la quam_fw-la spiritum_fw-la sanctum_fw-la aug._n tom._n 10._o par_fw-fr 1._o pag._n 45._o 45._o et_fw-la nulli_fw-la nocentiores_fw-la habentur_fw-la quam_fw-la qui_fw-la sunt_fw-la ex_fw-la omnibus_fw-la innocent_n lactant._n lib._n 5._o cap._n 9_o 9_o bone_fw-la vir_fw-la cajâ—s_fw-la seius_n sed_fw-la malus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la quia_fw-la christianus_n tertul_n apol._n pag._n 1._o 1._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d act._n 24.5_o 24.5_o 2._o timot._fw-la 4.17_o ezek._n 2.6_o 2.6_o i_o know_v the_o book_n be_v not_o of_o divine_a authority_n and_o therefore_o the_o place_n quote_v take_v only_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o humane_a historian_n and_o so_o conceive_v of_o it_o but_o we_o see_v the_o author_n conceit_n of_o that_o wicked_a man_n if_o any_o think_v that_o god_n be_v say_v to_o have_v have_v no_o mercy_n upon_o he_o only_o in_o respect_n of_o deliverance_n from_o his_o disease_n hear_v what_o some_o say_v in_o the_o case_n antiochus_n be_v indâ—ed_v reâ—lly_o and_o serious_o grieve_v and_o acknowledge_v that_o his_o affliction_n be_v for_o his_o sin_n lib._n 1._o cap_n 6._o â—_o 11._o 〈◊〉_d be_v nâ—t_o true_o penitent_a for_o the_o offence_n commit_v against_o god_n and_o his_o neighbâ—â—â—_n 〈…〉_z his_o own_o calamity_n and_o misery_n and_o therefore_o can_v not_o obtain_v mercy_n to_o remision_n of_o 〈…〉_z of_o the_o punishment_n so_o also_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n know_v and_o confess_v that_o they_o be_v panâ—sheâ—_n for_o their_o sin_n but_o have_v not_o true_a repentance_n for_o their_o offence_n against_o god_n of_o this_o easure_n and_o gloss_n let_v the_o author_n render_v a_o reason_n themselves_o in_o antioch_n say_v cyprian_n anâ—ichrâ—â—us_fw-la expressus_fw-la de_fw-fr exhort_v martyr_n ij_o cap._n 11._o est_fw-la quaedam_fw-la precum_fw-la omnipotentia_fw-la omnipotentia_fw-la cum_fw-la arrius_n constantinopoli_fw-it in_fw-it ecclesiae_fw-la communionem_fw-la recipiendus_fw-la esset_fw-la alexander_n eâ—us_fw-la urbâ—s_fw-la episcopus_fw-la toâ—â_fw-la nocte_fw-la in_o templo_fw-la prostratus_fw-la oravit_fw-la deum_fw-la ut_fw-la ecclesiam_fw-la praesenti_fw-la periculo_fw-la liberaret_fw-la &_o de_fw-fr arrio_fw-la blasphemiarum_fw-la poenas_fw-la reposceret_fw-la postridie_fw-la arrius_n mâ—gnâ_fw-la suorum_fw-la cateruâ_fw-la in_o templum_fw-la deductus_fw-la inter_fw-la cundum_fw-la corripitur_fw-la horribilibus_fw-la ventris_fw-la torminibus_fw-la laxatâ—que_fw-la alvo_fw-la petit_fw-la latrinam_fw-la in_fw-la quâ_fw-la sedens_fw-la unâ—_n cum_fw-la excremenâ—is_fw-la effudit_fw-la jecur_fw-la intestina_fw-la impuramque_fw-la animam_fw-la sortitus_fw-la soedum_fw-la suaque_fw-la impietate_fw-la dignum_fw-la exitum_fw-la sozom._n lib._n 2._o cap._n 28._o bucol_n anno_fw-la christi_fw-la 336._o 336._o when_o the_o wicked_a perish_v there_o be_v shout_v prov._n 11.10_o 11.10_o haec_fw-la forma_fw-la praecipuè_fw-la notat_fw-la &_o laxat_fw-la eos_fw-la qui_fw-la eâ—ant_fw-la in_o aliquâ_fw-la dignitate_fw-la seu_fw-la authoritate_fw-la uterant_fw-la judices_fw-la &_o seniores_fw-la plebis_fw-la qut_fw-la sedere_fw-la &_o convemâ—e_fw-la solebant_fw-la in_o loco_fw-la publicorum_fw-la judiciorum_fw-la ubi_fw-la de_fw-fr râ—p_n &_o rebus_fw-la sorysageadum_fw-la erat_fw-la judicia_fw-la enim_fw-la exercebantur_fw-la 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have_v save_v their_o life_n and_o will_v not_o choose_v rather_o to_o die_v and_o as_o iâ—_n be_v report_v also_o to_o kill_v themselves_o then_o to_o forsake_v their_o damnable_a superstition_n hist._n of_o the_o turk_n pag._n 284._o the_o assasin_n be_v a_o company_n of_o most_o desperate_a and_o dangerous_a man_n among_o the_o mahometan_n who_o strong_o delude_v with_o the_o blind_a zeal_n of_o their_o superstition_n and_o account_v it_o meritorious_a by_o any_o mean_n to_o kill_v any_o great_a enemy_n of_o their_o religion_n for_o the_o performance_n thereof_o as_o man_n prodigal_a of_o their_o life_n desperate_o adventure_v themselves_o unto_o all_o kind_n of_o danger_n histor._n of_o the_o turk_n pag._n 120._o 120._o vir_fw-la pius_fw-la ex_fw-la perinculis_fw-la vires_fw-la majores_fw-la colligit_fw-la eos_n non_fw-la vis_fw-la temporis_fw-la non_fw-la principis_fw-la terror_fw-la non_fw-la oratio_fw-la non_fw-la inuidia_fw-la non_fw-la metê°_n no_o accusator_fw-la non_fw-la 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periculis_fw-la vires_fw-la
god_n himself_o answer_v they_o nay_o their_o own_o heart_n answer_v themselves_o go_v who_o you_o have_v spend_v your_o life_n in_o seek_v seek_v to_o they_o now_o let_v they_o save_v you_o at_o this_o who_o you_o seek_v at_o all_o other_o time_n as_o for_o i_o it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v as_o i_o cry_v and_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v so_o you_o shall_v cry_v and_o seek_v and_o shall_v not_o find_v or_o be_v hear_v say_v the_o lord_n yes_o they_o find_v he_o but_o with_o a_o door_n shut_v between_o he_o &_o they_o but_o what_o find_v they_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o ten_o virgin_n tell_v we_o a_o nescio_fw-la vos_fw-la ho_o know_v they_o not_o they_o take_v too_o short_a a_o time_n to_o breed_v acquaintance_n in_o nescio_fw-la vos_fw-la they_o find_v that_o so_o seek_v profectò_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la tonitru_fw-la etc._n etc._n at_o this_o clap_n he_o that_o wake_v not_o be_v not_o asleep_a but_o dead_a winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o i_o demand_v will_v any_o time_n serve_v to_o seek_v god_n be_v god_n at_o all_o time_n to_o be_v find_v it_o be_v certain_a not_o the_o very_a limitation_n of_o dum_fw-la inveniri_fw-la potest_fw-la show_v plain_o that_o other_o time_n there_o be_v wherein_o seek_v he_o you_o may_v but_o find_v he_o you_o shall_v not_o idem_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 178._o 178._o quanquam_fw-la deus_fw-la ipsos_fw-la mundavit_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la tum_fw-la verbo_fw-la svo_fw-la praecepit_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la mundarent_fw-la &_o toties_fw-la ac_fw-la tamdiu_fw-la per_fw-la prophetas_fw-la imperavit_fw-la 2._o cro._n 36.15_o jesa_n 1.16_o tum_fw-la aquâ_fw-la &_o sapone_fw-la afflictionum_fw-la abluere_fw-la &_o baculo_fw-la calamitatum_fw-la sordes_fw-la excutere_fw-la study_v habuit_fw-la tamen_fw-la impuri_fw-la manserunt_fw-la jesa_n 1.5_o &_o sequentibus_fw-la polan_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la 2._o cor._n 7.10_o 7.10_o quid_fw-la autem_fw-la est_fw-la seclidiâ—m_fw-la mundum_fw-la quandò_fw-la contristaris_fw-la propter_fw-la divitias_fw-la propter_fw-la gloriam_fw-la propter_fw-la mortuum_fw-la omne_fw-la haec_fw-la secundum_fw-la munduâ—_n idâ—ò_fw-la &_o mortem_fw-la faâ—â—t_n nam_fw-la qui_fw-la propter_fw-la gloriam_fw-la contristatur_fw-la inviâ—et_fw-la &_o saepe_fw-la perire_fw-la cogitur_fw-la qualis_fw-la erat_fw-la tristitia_fw-la cain_n &_o esau_n hanc_fw-la tristitiam_fw-la voâ—at_fw-la secundum_fw-la mundum_fw-la quae_fw-la trisiibus_fw-la perniciosa_fw-la chrysost._n in_o 2._o cor._n cap._n 7._o sicut_fw-la tinea_fw-la comedit_fw-la vestimentum_fw-la &_o sicut_fw-la vermis_fw-la rodit_fw-la lignum_fw-la ita_fw-la tristitia_fw-la nocet_fw-la cordi_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr modo_fw-la benè_fw-la vivendi_fw-la cap._n 11._o it_o pierce_v even_o to_o the_o marrow_n of_o the_o bone_n it_o make_v bitter_a our_o whole_a life_n and_o poison_v all_o our_o action_n char._n lib._n 1._o cap._n 31._o worldly_n sorrow_n work_v a_o change_n in_o the_o body_n it_o bring_v gray_a hair_n on_o the_o head_n and_o furrow_n and_o wrinkle_n in_o the_o face_n it_o turn_v youth_n into_o old_a age_n and_o strength_n into_o weakness_n and_o so_o cause_v death_n dike_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 1._o 1._o tristitia_fw-la enim_fw-la sic_fw-la est_fw-la quomodo_fw-la stercus_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la immunditia_fw-la est_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la immundam_fw-la facit_fw-la domum_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la fertilem_fw-la facit_fw-la agrum_fw-la inveni_fw-la nescio_fw-la quem_fw-la tristem_fw-la stercus_fw-la video_fw-la locum_fw-la quaero_fw-la dic_fw-la amice_fw-la unde_fw-la tristis_fw-la es_fw-la perdidi_fw-la inquit_fw-la pecuniam_fw-la locus_fw-la immundus_fw-la fructus_fw-la nullus_fw-la audiat_fw-la aposiolum_fw-la tristitia_fw-la mundi_fw-la mortem_fw-la operatur_fw-la non_fw-la solum_fw-la fructus_fw-la nullus_fw-la sed_fw-la magna_fw-la pernicies_fw-la sic_fw-la &_o de_fw-la caeteris_fw-la 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dicentem_fw-la ego_fw-la dixi_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la sana_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la quia_fw-la peccavi_fw-la tibi_fw-la geâ—it_fw-la peccatum_fw-la agnosco_fw-la agrum_fw-la expecto_fw-la fructum_fw-la deo_fw-la gratias_fw-la bono_n loco_fw-la est_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la ibi_fw-la vacat_fw-la fructum_fw-la parturit_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp_n serm._n 151._o 151._o tristitia_fw-la illa_fw-la solùm_fw-la ad_fw-la peccata_fw-la utilis_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la hinc_fw-la manifestatur_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la amissis_fw-la divitijs_fw-la contristatur_fw-la damnum_fw-la non_fw-la solvit_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la mortuo_fw-la contristatur_fw-la jacentem_fw-la non_fw-la excitat_fw-la qui_fw-la propter_fw-la morbum_fw-la contristatur_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la non_fw-la curatur_fw-la sed_fw-la etiam_fw-la auget_fw-la morbum_fw-la qui_fw-la verò_fw-la in_o peccatis_fw-la contristatur_fw-la hîc_fw-la solùm_fw-la utilitatis_fw-la aliquid_fw-la ampliùs_fw-la à _fw-la tristitiâ_fw-la accepit_fw-la absumit_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o evanescere_fw-la facit_fw-la peccata_fw-la chrysost._n in_o 2._o cor._n cap._n 7._o mortem_fw-la lugere_fw-la omittens_fw-la luge_n peccata_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsa_fw-la deleas_fw-la propter_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la tristitia_fw-la facta_fw-la est_fw-la non_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la nec_fw-la in_o ullâ_fw-la aliâ_fw-la re_fw-la tali_fw-la doleamus_fw-la sed_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsâ_fw-la ad_fw-la delenda_fw-la ut_fw-la amur_fw-la peccata_fw-la et_fw-la quòd_fw-la hoc_fw-la verum_fw-la sit_fw-la exemplosacio_fw-la manifestum_fw-la remedia_fw-la medicinalia_fw-la propter_fw-la illos_fw-la tantùm_fw-la morbos_fw-la facta_fw-la sunt_fw-la quos_fw-la tollerâ—_n possunt_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la illos_fw-la quos_fw-la nihil_fw-la ad_fw-la juvare_fw-la possunt_fw-la etc._n etc._n mulctatus_fw-la est_fw-la quispiam_fw-la pecunijs_fw-la tristatus_fw-la est_fw-la mulctam_fw-la non_fw-la emendavit_fw-la silium_fw-la amisit_fw-la doluit_fw-la mortuum_fw-la non_fw-la resuscitavit_fw-la nec_fw-la defuncto_fw-la prâ—fuit_fw-la flagellatus_fw-la est_fw-la quis_fw-la alapis_fw-la caesus_fw-la contumelijs_fw-la affectus_fw-la doluit_fw-la non_fw-la revocavit_fw-la contumcliam_fw-la etc._n etc._n vides_fw-la horum_fw-la nulli_fw-la prodesse_fw-la tristitiam_fw-la peccavit_fw-la quis_fw-la tristatus_fw-la est_fw-la peccatum_fw-la delevit_fw-la idem_fw-la ad_fw-la popul_n antiochenum_fw-la hom._n 5._o 5._o i_o mean_v both_o repentance_n legal_a which_o be_v breed_v by_o believe_v the_o threat_n of_o the_o law_n and_o by_o accident_n lead_v unto_o christ._n evangelicall_n which_o spring_v from_o faith_n in_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n after_o we_o have_v take_v christ._n for_o faith_n must_v go_v before_o this_o repentance_n as_o the_o ground_n and_o root_v thereof_o in_o time_n faith_n and_o evangelicall_n repentance_n be_v both_o together_o but_o in_o the_o order_n of_o nature_n faith_n be_v first_o first_o quid_fw-la enim_fw-la quispiam_fw-la sacere_fw-la possit_fw-la quo_fw-la genero_fw-la sum_fw-la virum_fw-la cogat_fw-la contristari_fw-la auseret_n pecunias_fw-la sed_fw-la habet_fw-la in_o coelis_fw-la divitias_fw-la patriâ_fw-la eijciet_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o coelestem_fw-la civitatem_fw-la mittet_fw-la vincula_fw-la inijciet_fw-la sed_fw-la habet_fw-la conscientiam_fw-la solutam_fw-la &_o exteriorem_fw-la non_fw-la sentiet_fw-la catenam_fw-la sed_fw-la interficiet_fw-la corpus_fw-la at_o iterum_fw-la resurget_fw-la et_fw-la sicut_fw-la cum_fw-la umbrâ_fw-la pugnans_fw-la &_o aërem_fw-la verberans_fw-la perculere_fw-la poterit_fw-la neminem_fw-la sic_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la justo_fw-la pugnans_fw-la cumumbrâ_fw-la tantùm_fw-la pugnat_fw-la &_o vires_fw-la svas_fw-la dissolvit_fw-la nullam_fw-la illi_fw-la plagam_fw-la valen_n infligere_fw-la itaque_fw-la da_fw-la mihi_fw-la de_fw-la coelorum_fw-la râ—gno_fw-la confidere_fw-la &_o sâ—vis_fw-la i_o hodie_fw-la jugula_fw-la caedis_fw-la gratias_fw-la tibi_fw-la habeo_fw-la quòd_fw-la i_o celeriter_fw-la ad_fw-la illa_fw-la hona_fw-la transmattis_n chrysost._n ad_fw-la pop._n antioch_n hom_n 5._o 5._o igitur_fw-la postquà m_fw-la manifestè_fw-la oratio_fw-la demonstravit_fw-la quòd_fw-la neque_fw-la pecuniarum_fw-la mulctam_fw-la neque_fw-la contumeliam_fw-la neque_fw-la calumniam_fw-la neque_fw-la flagella_fw-la neque_fw-la valetudinem_fw-la neque_fw-la mortem_fw-la neque_fw-la aliud_fw-la quid_fw-la talium_fw-la inducta_fw-la tristitia_fw-la iastaurare_fw-la posset_n sed_fw-la solùm_fw-la delere_fw-la peccatum_fw-la &_o bujus_fw-la est_fw-la destructiva_fw-la certum_fw-la quò_fw-la à _fw-la propter_fw-la hanc_fw-la solam_fw-la causam_fw-la facta_fw-la est_fw-la ne_fw-fr amplius_fw-la igitur_fw-la pecuniarum_fw-la jacturam_fw-la doleamus_fw-la sed_fw-la cum_fw-la peccamus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la doleamus_fw-la multa_fw-la enum_fw-la hic_fw-la exâ—riâ—â—â—iâ_fw-la utilitas_fw-la mulâ—laâ—us_fw-la es_fw-la ne_o doleas_fw-la neque_fw-la enim_fw-la proderit_fw-la peâ—cuâ—â—â—_n dole_n utile_fw-la namque_fw-la est_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n 2._o sam._n 17.23_o achitophel_n ita_fw-la ratiocinatur_fw-la absolom_n aut_fw-la vincet_fw-la auâ—_n non_fw-la sinoâ—_n uincat_fw-la incidam_fw-la in_o manus_fw-la davidis_fw-la si_fw-la vicerit_fw-la adhuc_fw-la ego_fw-la inglorius_fw-la vivam_fw-la chusat_fw-la consilio_fw-la
coelo_fw-la errare_fw-la constat_fw-la qui_fw-la putant_fw-la omnes_fw-la eos_fw-la servatos_fw-la esse_fw-la qui_fw-la moribundi_fw-la deum_fw-la invocant_fw-la exit_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la loco_fw-la satis_fw-la liquet_fw-la multos_fw-la quibus_fw-la in_o ore_fw-la est_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la nostri_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la descendere_fw-la ergo_fw-la dicet_fw-la aliquis_fw-la quo_fw-la modo_fw-la constat_fw-la promissionis_fw-la illius_fw-la veritas_fw-la salvum_fw-la fore_fw-la qui_fw-la dei_fw-la nomen_fw-la invocaverit_fw-la joel_n 2._o resp._n illud_fw-la de_fw-la ijs_fw-la intelligitur_fw-la qui_fw-la deum_fw-la verè_fw-la &_o synecrè_fw-la invocant_fw-la 1._o fide_fw-la quod_fw-la isti_fw-la nequeunt_fw-la qui_fw-la fidem_fw-la non_fw-la habent_fw-la &_o sapiusculè_fw-la quid_fw-la sit_fw-la nesciunt_fw-la 2._o cum_fw-la affectu_fw-la deum_fw-la glorificandi_fw-la isti_fw-la verò_fw-la in_o clamoribus_fw-la suis_fw-la propriam_fw-la solummodò_fw-la respiciunt_fw-la salutem_fw-la 3._o diâ—cedendo_fw-la ab_fw-la iniquitate_fw-la 2._o tim._n 2.19_o quod_fw-la isti_fw-la non_fw-la faciunt_fw-la cartw._n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la non_fw-fr est_fw-fr â—ecâ—atum_fw-la quarere_fw-la deum_fw-la in_o calamitatibus_fw-la &_o ab_fw-la eo_fw-la opeus_fw-la &_o auxilium_fw-la petere_fw-la imò_fw-la mandatum_fw-la divinum_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o aerumnis_fw-la &_o periculis_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la consugâ—amus_fw-la sicut_fw-la dicitur_fw-la invoca_fw-la i_o in_fw-la die_fw-la tribulationis_fw-la psal_n 50._o sed_fw-la tantum_fw-la petere_fw-la ut_fw-la sensus_fw-la mali_fw-la tollatur_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la nos_fw-la molestijs_fw-la &_o periculis_fw-la eximamur_fw-la atque_fw-la intereà _fw-la perseverare_fw-la in_o peccandi_fw-la proposito_fw-la id_fw-la verò_fw-la est_fw-la irridere_fw-la deum_fw-la atque_fw-la iram_fw-la ipsius_fw-la provocare_fw-la moller_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la o_o quam_fw-la multi_fw-la say_v a_o reverend_a father_n cum_fw-la hac_fw-la spe_fw-la ad_fw-la aeternos_fw-la labores_fw-la &_o bella_fw-la descendunt_fw-la descendunt_fw-la greeneham_n in_o his_o grave_a counsel_n and_o godly_a observation_n pag._n 9_o non_fw-la potest_fw-la male_a mori_fw-la qui_fw-la benè_fw-la vixerit_fw-la prorsùs_fw-la consirmo_fw-la audeo_fw-la dicere_fw-la credidi_fw-la propter_fw-la quod_fw-la locutus_fw-la sum_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la male_a mori_fw-la qui_fw-la bene_fw-la vixerit_fw-la august_n lib._n de_fw-fr disciplina_fw-la christ._n cap._n 2._o 2._o decimo_fw-la septimo_fw-la februarij_fw-la die_fw-la lutherus_n coepit_fw-la aegrotare_fw-la gravitis_fw-la ex_fw-la pectore_fw-la &_o quanquam_fw-la erat_fw-la imbecillior_fw-la prandit_fw-la tamen_fw-la cum_fw-la filijs_fw-la &_o familiaribus_fw-la suâ—â—_n atque_fw-la coenavit_fw-la inter_fw-la coenandum_fw-la argumentis_fw-la assèruit_fw-la sore_n ut_fw-la in_o alterâ_fw-la vitâ_fw-la illâ_fw-la beatâ_fw-la alter_fw-la alierum_fw-la recognoscat_fw-la post_fw-la caenam_fw-la sumpto_fw-la unicornu_a ex_fw-la vino_fw-la pro_fw-la medicamento_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la quietem_fw-la se_fw-la componens_fw-la salutatis_fw-la amiciss_fw-la qui_fw-la aderant_fw-la orate_fw-la inquit_fw-la deum_fw-la ut_fw-la evangelij_fw-la doctrinam_fw-la nobis_fw-la conservet_fw-la pontisex_n enim_fw-la &_o concilium_fw-la tridentinum_n dira_fw-la moliuntur_fw-la haec_fw-la ubi_fw-la dixit_fw-la facto_fw-la silentio_fw-la dormit_fw-la aliquamdiu_fw-la sed_fw-la urgente_fw-la vi_fw-la morbi_fw-la post_fw-la mediam_fw-la noctem_fw-la excitatus_fw-la queritur_fw-la de_fw-la pectoris_fw-la angustiâ_fw-la &_o praesenticus_fw-la iam_fw-la instare_fw-la sinem_fw-la his_fw-la verbis_fw-la deum_fw-la ardenter_fw-la invocat_n pater_n mi_fw-mi coelestibus_fw-la deus_fw-la &_o pater_fw-la domini_fw-la jesu_fw-la christi_fw-la deus_fw-la omnis_fw-la consolationis_fw-la ago_o tibi_fw-la gratias_fw-la quòd_fw-la filium_fw-la tuum_fw-la jesum_fw-la christum_fw-la mihi_fw-la revelâsti_fw-la cui_fw-la credidi_fw-la quem_fw-la sum_fw-la professus_fw-la quem_fw-la amavi_fw-la quem_fw-la celebravi_fw-la quem_fw-la pontifex_fw-la romanus_n &_o reliqua_fw-la impiorum_fw-la turba_fw-la persequitur_fw-la &_o afficit_fw-la contumeliâ_fw-la rogo_fw-la te_fw-la mi_fw-mi domine_fw-la jesu_fw-la christ_n suscipe_fw-la animulam_fw-la meam_fw-la mi_fw-mi pater_fw-la coelestibus_fw-la etiamsi_fw-la divellor_fw-la ex_fw-la hac_fw-la vit_fw-mi á_o licèt_fw-la corpus_fw-la hoc_fw-la mihi_fw-la sit_fw-la iam_fw-la deponendum_fw-la certò_fw-la tamen_fw-la scio_fw-la i_o tecum_fw-la esse_fw-la permansurum_fw-la in_o sempiternum_fw-la neque_fw-la possè_fw-la i_o tuis_fw-la ex_fw-la manibus_fw-la à _fw-la quoquam_fw-la avelli_fw-la non_fw-la multò_fw-la post_fw-la eam_fw-la precationem_fw-la ubi_fw-la spiritum_fw-la suum_fw-la in_o manus_fw-la dei_fw-la semel_fw-la &_o iterùm_fw-la commendâsset_fw-la tanquam_fw-la dormiturus_fw-la paulatimâ—_n vitâ_fw-la decedit_fw-la nullo_n cum_fw-la corporis_fw-la qui_fw-la quidem_fw-la animad_fw-la verti_fw-la posset_n cruciatu_fw-la osiand_n hist._n eccles._n cent._n 16._o lib._n 1._o cap._n 56._o 56._o act_n and_o monum_fw-la vol._n 2._o pag._n 994._o i_o no_o more_o weigh_v cochlaeus_fw-la his_o curse_a lie_n to_o the_o contrary_a or_o of_o any_o his_o fellow_n stigmatical_a knight_n of_o the_o post_n as_o bolsec_n etc._n etc._n then_o i_o will_v do_v the_o bark_n of_o a_o dog_n the_o bray_a of_o a_o ass_n or_o bellow_v of_o a_o devil_n devil_n master_n john_n holland_n a_o faithful_a minister_n of_o god_n word_n word_n in_o his_o sermon_n entitle_v the_o soul_n solace_n against_o sorrow_n pag_n 17._o etc._n etc._n etc._n perkins_n in_o his_o salve_n for_o a_o sick_a man._n man._n of_o one_o reprobate_a that_o die_v in_o this_o despair_n and_o torment_v of_o conscience_n there_o be_v million_o that_o die_v in_o presumption_n of_o mercy_n without_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o punishment_n the_o reason_n whereof_o be_v because_o satan_n who_o know_v he_o have_v time_n little_a enough_o in_o this_o life_n to_o draw_v man_n to_o sin_n and_o long_o enough_o after_o this_o life_n to_o torment_v they_o for_o it_o do_v therefore_o ordinary_o reserve_v the_o torment_a of_o sinner_n to_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n and_o till_o they_o be_v in_o hell_n leave_v if_o he_o shall_v deal_v so_o rough_o with_o all_o sinner_n in_o this_o world_n they_o may_v be_v so_o pinch_v with_o terror_n seek_v after_o the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n as_o do_v the_o jailer_n and_o the_o â—ewes_n act._n 16.30_o and_o 2.37_o etc._n etc._n chibald_n trial_o of_o faith_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 5._o p._n 70._o 70._o we_o shall_v never_o be_v in_o such_o a_o forlorn_a condition_n wherein_o there_o shall_v be_v ground_n of_o despair_n consider_v our_o sin_n be_v the_o sin_n of_o man_n his_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n of_o a_o infinite_a god_n doctor_n sibbes_n bruise_a reed_n preface_n to_o the_o reader_n reader_n out_o of_o the_o curse_a nursery_n of_o such_o sort_n of_o sinner_n as_o these_o god_n do_v now_o and_o then_o single_a out_o some_o and_o hang_v they_o up_o as_o it_o be_v in_o chain_n as_o woeful_a spectacle_n of_o despair_n for_o warning_n to_o other_o rom._n 2.5_o 2.5_o in_o what_o sense_n despair_n be_v the_o great_a sin_n for_o it_o be_v not_o simple_o so_o ever_o the_o more_o excellent_a the_o virtue_n be_v the_o more_o pestilent_a be_v the_o opposite_a vice_n hatred_n of_o god_n in_o itself_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n than_o desperation_n because_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v a_o more_o excellent_a grace_n then_o hope_v see_v 2d_o q._n 2._o art_n 3._o though_o aquâ—nâ—â—_n his_o sum_n be_v a_o vast_a dunghill_n of_o much_o rot_a superstition_n and_o false_a divinity_n yet_o about_o virtue_n &_o vice_n law_n and_o other_o philosophical_a point_n he_o let_v â—all_n some_o truth_n desperatâ—o_o motor_n est_fw-la 〈…〉_z â—eâ—p_v ratio_fw-la peior_fw-la est_fw-la omni_fw-la peccato_fw-la bern._n perpetrare_fw-la stagitium_fw-la aliquod_fw-la 〈…〉_z est_fw-la seâ—_n disperara_fw-mi est_fw-la â—escendere_fw-la in_o infernum_fw-la isid._n judas_n make_fw-mi â—ex_fw-la hoc_fw-la offendit_fw-la dominum_fw-la qâ—a_fw-la se_fw-la suâ—pendâ—t_fw-la â—uduâ—_n quòd_fw-la dominum_fw-la prodidit_fw-la hieron_n in_o â—sal_n 108._o judam_fw-la traditoâ—em_fw-la 〈…〉_z misit_fw-la quam_fw-la indulgentiae_fw-la desperatio_fw-la fecit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la interire_fw-la august_n deâ—â—lit_fw-la pâ—nit_fw-la quid_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la desperare_fw-la quam_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la comparare_fw-la qui_o 〈…〉_z comparat_fw-la â—inem_fw-la â—mponit_fw-la divine_a virtuli_fw-la dans_fw-fr sinem_fw-la ixfiâ—uto_fw-la &_o 〈…〉_z ause_fw-la â—nsâ—â—o_fw-it cui_fw-la nihil_fw-la deest_fw-la quodetiam_fw-la cogitar_n i_fw-it non_fw-la potest_fw-la idem_fw-la de_fw-fr 〈…〉_z cap._n 5._o but_o do_v not_o mistake_v the_o good_a father_n or_o upon_o his_o word_n presume_v but_o hear_v what_o he_o add_v sunt_fw-la alij_fw-la inimici_fw-la desperationis_fw-la qui_fw-la adâ—ò_fw-la pâ—aesemâ—â—â—_n &_o â—â—_o deo_fw-la confidâ—â—â—_n quòd_fw-la quandam_fw-la sibi_fw-la licentiam_fw-la acquirunt_fw-la peccandi_fw-la &_o sine_fw-la poeâ—temiâ—â—xpâ—llant_a ventam_fw-la qui_fw-la credunt_fw-la quoniam_fw-la christiani_n sunt_fw-la non_fw-la posse_fw-la damnari_fw-la adulantes_fw-la siâ—â—_n eà _fw-la quòd_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la omnis_fw-la quicunque_fw-la invoâ—averit_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la salvus_fw-la eâ—it_fw-la â—utanâ—enâ—â—_n noâ—â—cu_fw-mi dominita_n vocare_fw-la quoâ—aâ—possunt_fw-la christum_fw-la credere_fw-la &_o sacramem_n a_o ecclesiae_fw-la samere_n non_fw-la verentes_fw-la multos_fw-la esse_fw-la vocasos_fw-la sed_fw-la paucos_fw-la electos_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 6._o 6._o indeed_o sometime_o and_o most_o common_o conscience_n in_o many_o be_v secure_a at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n god_n in_o his_o justice_n plague_v a_o affect_a security_n in_o this_o life_n with_o a_o inflict_v security_n at_o death_n and_o the_o lord_n seem_v to_o say_v as_o once_o to_o the_o prophet_n go_v
privilege_n and_o of_o the_o chief_a that_o be_v execute_v of_o the_o nobility_n none_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a country_n more_o affect_v to_o that_o religion_n than_o be_v the_o most_o noble_a and_o valiant_a count_n of_o egmond_n the_o very_a glory_n of_o that_o country_n who_o neither_o for_o his_o singular_a victory_n in_o the_o service_n of_o the_o king_n of_o spain_n can_v be_v forget_v in_o the_o true_a history_n nor_o yet_o for_o the_o cruelty_n use_v for_o his_o destruction_n to_o be_v but_o for_o ever_o lament_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o natural_a people_n of_o that_o country_n see_v a_o book_n entitle_v a_o declaration_n of_o the_o cause_n move_a the_o queen_n of_o england_n to_o give_v aid_n to_o the_o defence_n of_o the_o people_n afflict_v and_o oppress_v in_o the_o low-countries_n pag._n 5.6_o 5.6_o phalaris_n and_o his_o fellow_n tyrant_n come_v far_o short_a of_o these_o bloodhound_n heylyn_n p._n 52._o 52._o philip_n the_o second_o of_o spain_n after_o many_o precede_a vastation_n and_o pressure_n do_v last_o by_o strong_a hand_n and_o main_a force_n attempt_v not_o only_o to_o make_v himself_o a_o absolute_a monarch_n over_o the_o hollander_n but_o turke-like_a to_o tread_v under_o his_o foot_n all_o their_o national_n and_o fundamental_a law_n privilege_n and_o ancient_a rite_n to_o effect_v which_o after_o he_o have_v easy_o obtain_v from_o the_o pope_n a_o dispensation_n of_o his_o former_a oath_n which_o dispensation_n be_v the_o true_a cause_n of_o the_o war_n and_o bloodshed_n since_o then_o etc._n etc._n s.w.r._n in_o his_o preface_n preface_n the_o king_n of_o spain_n have_v pay_v above_o a_o hundred_o million_o and_o the_o life_n of_o above_o four_o hundred_o thousand_o christian_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o those_o country_n which_o for_o beauty_n give_v place_n to_o none_o and_o for_o revenue_n do_v equal_v his_o west_n indies_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o nation_n which_o most_o willing_o obey_v he_o and_o who_o at_o this_o day_n after_o forty_o year_n war_n be_v in_o despite_n of_o all_o his_o force_n become_v free_a estate_n and_o far_o more_o rich_a and_o powerful_a than_o they_o be_v when_o he_o first_o begin_v to_o impoverish_v and_o oppress_v they_o idem_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n obey_v the_o commandment_n which_o command_v thou_o to_o believe_v against_o all_o unbelief_n and_o above_o all_o belief_n and_o to_o hope_v above_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o infinite_a doubt_n to_o believe_v in_o all_o despair_n to_o hope_n and_o when_o all_o reason_n ground_n mean_n and_o hope_n be_v want_v yet_o to_o believe_v only_o because_o god_n command_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v though_o nature_n reason_n sense_n and_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o faithless_a fear_n and_o all_o creature_n forbid_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v say_v that_o thy_o strength_n and_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n lam._n 3._o yet_o obey_v and_o believe_v none_o of_o these_o but_o god_n commandment_n command_v thou_o to_o believe_v his_o promise_n against_o they_o all_o and_o so_o to_o honour_v he_o as_o god_n above_o they_o all_o in_o power_n mercy_n truth_n and_o faithfulness_n throgmorton_n of_o faith_n pag._n 194._o 194._o 1._o cor._n 3_o 22._o 22._o nullum_fw-la genus_fw-la insipientiae_fw-la infidelitate_fw-la ut_fw-la sic_fw-la loquar_fw-la insipientâ—us_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr consid_n consid_n dicitur_fw-la inquit_fw-la deus_fw-la etiam_fw-la iurâssè_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la iureiurando_fw-la interminatus_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la ingressuros_fw-la esse_fw-la in_o svam_fw-la requiem_n quibusnam_fw-la verò_fw-la non_fw-la sanè_fw-la omnibus_fw-la sed_fw-la solis_fw-la illis_fw-la contumacibus_fw-la cogitate_v igitur_fw-la &_o vobis_fw-la iuratam_fw-la hanc_fw-la dei_fw-la interminationem_fw-la incumbere_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la obediat_fw-la be_v deo_fw-la per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la vos_fw-la hodiè_fw-la vocanti_fw-la par._n in_o loc._n loc._n the_o state_n of_o mankind_n be_v happy_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o angel_n which_o fall_v for_o none_o of_o they_o be_v or_o shall_v over_o be_v restore_v to_o their_o former_a state_n as_o he_o who_o fall_v from_o a_o steep_a and_o high_a rock_n into_o a_o deep_a pit_n or_o gulf_n can_v possible_o escape_v death_n whereas_o one_o who_o fall_n be_v less_o may_v have_v hope_n of_o life_n so_o it_o be_v with_o these_o wicked_a angel_n who_o sin_n we_o may_v true_o call_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n commit_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n if_o it_o be_v object_v that_o the_o angel_n may_v repent_v and_o so_o obtain_v salvation_n we_o answer_v first_o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a by_o reason_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o sin_n be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o they_o shall_v ever_o true_o repent_v and_o second_o that_o if_o they_o can_v after_o some_o sort_n repent_v yet_o they_o be_v altogether_o uncapable_a of_o salvation_n because_o god_n have_v not_o take_v unto_o himself_o the_o nature_n of_o angel_n as_o he_o have_v do_v the_o nature_n of_o man_n and_o so_o join_v it_o to_o himself_o who_o be_v life_n itself_o make_v it_o a_o live_n and_o holy_a nature_n morton_n of_o the_o threefold_a state_n of_o man_n cap._n 1._o sect_n 3._o 3._o hos._n 2.19_o 2.19_o isai._n 6._o â—_o â—_o ward_n in_o his_o life_n of_o faith_n isai._n 55.1_o 55.1_o vivo_fw-la ego_fw-la dixit_fw-la dominus_fw-la jenova_fw-la etc._n etc._n jurans_fw-la per_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la id_fw-la est_fw-la deitatis_fw-la suae_fw-la aeternam_fw-la essentiam_fw-la omnipotentiam_fw-la &_o divinam_fw-la maiestatem_fw-la ac_fw-la naturam_fw-la quasidicat_fw-la quam_fw-la certum_fw-la &_o immotum_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la vivam_fw-la ego_fw-la &_o sim_fw-la verus_fw-la aeternus_fw-la vivus_fw-la &_o omnipotens_fw-la deus_fw-la tam_fw-la infallibili_fw-la támque_fw-la irrefragabili_fw-la certitudinis_fw-la argumento_fw-la nititur_fw-la haec_fw-la promissio_fw-la laurent_n adversus_fw-la desperationem_fw-la desperationem_fw-la ut_fw-la vivo_fw-la dictum_fw-la domini_fw-la jehovae_fw-la non_fw-la delector_fw-la morte_fw-la improbi_fw-la sed_fw-la delector_fw-la quum_fw-la revertitur_fw-la etc._n etc._n jun._n piscat_fw-la si_fw-mi quaeritur_fw-la genuinus_fw-la prophetae_fw-la sensus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la spem_fw-la veniae_fw-la &_o aquavitae_fw-la resipiscentibus_fw-la facit_fw-la sic_fw-la ut_fw-la illis_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la dubitandum_fw-la quin_fw-la deus_fw-la paratus_fw-la sit_fw-la ignoscere_fw-la etc._n etc._n polan_n in_o loc_n loc_n matth._n 11.28_o 11.28_o revel_v 21.6_o 21.6_o beati_fw-la sumus_fw-la quorum_fw-la causâ_fw-la deus_fw-la iurat_fw-la sed_fw-la miseri_fw-la &_o detestabiles_fw-la si_fw-la ne_fw-la iuranti_fw-la quidem_fw-la oredimus_fw-la tertull._n tertull._n see_v luke_n 4.18_o 4.18_o sicut_fw-la illi_fw-la qui_fw-la morbum_fw-la nec_fw-la agnoscunt_fw-la nec_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la medicinam_fw-la nec_fw-la curant_fw-la nec_fw-la quaerunt_fw-la nec_fw-la applicant_n ita_fw-la gratuâ—am_fw-la misericordiam_fw-la dei_fw-la quae_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la proponitur_fw-la nemo_fw-la satis_fw-la curate_n nemâ—_n seriò_fw-la &_o rectâ—_n quaerit_fw-la &_o amplectitur_fw-la nisi_fw-la qui_fw-la agnitione_n sen_fw-mi su_fw-es &_o pavore_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la &_o iâ—ae_fw-la dei_fw-la adversus_fw-la peccata_fw-la contritus_fw-la &_o perterrefactus_fw-la est_fw-la lex_fw-la enim_fw-la paedagogus_fw-la est_fw-la urgens_fw-la &_o impellens_fw-la ad_fw-la quaerendam_fw-la gratiam_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o christo._n et_fw-la ordo_fw-la divinus_fw-la est_fw-la quòd_fw-la vult_fw-la quidem_fw-la evangâ—lizare_n sed_fw-la pauperibus_fw-la vulâ—_n sanare_fw-la sed_fw-la contritos_fw-la uâ—lt_fw-la praedicare_fw-la dimissionem_fw-la sed_fw-la 〈◊〉_d vult_fw-la educere_fw-la &_o liberare_fw-la sed_fw-la â—â—nctos_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la sub_fw-la pecâ—atis_fw-la conclusos_fw-la vult_fw-la consolari_fw-la sed_fw-la contriâ—aâ—os_fw-la &_o lâ—gentes_fw-la vult_fw-la respicere_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la contritum_fw-la spiritu_fw-la beâ—e_fw-la plâ—citum_fw-la est_fw-la domino_fw-la sed_fw-la super_fw-la timentes_fw-la â—um_fw-la &_o in_o eye_n qui_fw-la sperant_fw-la super_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la eius_fw-la vult_fw-la resâ—ceâ—e_fw-la sed_fw-la laborantâ—â—_n &_o â—nâ—ratos_fw-la â—â—lt_fw-la coronare_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la &_o miserationibus_fw-la sed_fw-la caput_fw-la humiliatum_fw-la non_fw-la turgidum_fw-la vult_fw-la inâ—undere_fw-la oleum_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la sed_fw-la vulneratis_fw-la etc._n etc._n chemnit_fw-la exam._n p._n 2._o de_fw-fr contrite_a contrite_a sive_fw-la meo_fw-la volueris_fw-la expolâ—ri_fw-la ornatu_fw-la sive_fw-la armis_fw-la meis_fw-la armari_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mea_fw-la 〈…〉_z meis_fw-la delitiari_fw-la sive_fw-la iter_fw-la meum_fw-la peragere_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o 〈…〉_z be_v sex_n &_o conditor_n ipse_fw-la sum_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o region_fw-la meà _fw-la domum_fw-la aedificare_fw-la 〈◊〉_d omne_fw-la facere_fw-la potes_fw-la ut_fw-la non_fw-la modò_fw-la 〈◊〉_d abs_fw-la te_fw-la harum_fw-la rerum_fw-la omnium_fw-la mercedem_fw-la exigam_fw-la sed_fw-la ipse_fw-la tibi_fw-la magnae_fw-la velim_fw-la esse_fw-la mercedis_fw-la debtor_n dummodò_fw-la uti_fw-la rebus_fw-la meis_fw-la non_fw-la abomineris_fw-la quid_fw-la huic_fw-la liberalitati_fw-la aequale_fw-la unquam_fw-la inveniri_fw-la potest_fw-la in_o cap._n matth._n 24._o homil_n 77._o 77._o as_o for_o thy_o do_n thou_o must_v have_v that_o power_n from_o god_n after_o thy_o believe_v therefore_o believe_v first_o and_o thou_o shall_v do_v after_o roger_n dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 150._o they_o may_v not_o for_o any_o thing_n they_o see_v in_o themselves_o put_v these_o promise_n from_o
cap._n 8._o art_n respondeo_fw-la si_fw-la admit_v teremus_fw-la teremus_fw-la id._n ibid._n ibid._n argumentum_fw-la rectè_fw-la probat_fw-la â—os_v qui_fw-la timorem_fw-la servilem_fw-la habent_fw-la inor_fw-la dinatos_fw-la &_o malos_fw-la esse_fw-la etc._n etc._n id._n ibid._n art_n respondeo_fw-la argumentum_fw-la argumentum_fw-la i_o grant_v the_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o most_o free_a agent_n take_v liberty_n and_o work_n as_o it_o please_v he_o and_o there_o be_v odds_n and_o difference_n for_o time_n measure_n and_o such_o thing_n but_o for_o the_o general_a always_o the_o same_o by_o humble_v first_o then_o comfort_v etc._n etc._n master_n rogers_n of_o dedham_n of_o faito_n cap._n 2._o pag._n 67._o 67._o david_n psal._n 38._o be_v put_v in_o mind_n by_o his_o sickness_n of_o god_n wrath_n against_o sin_n be_v full_a sore_o afflict_v in_o soul_n so_o that_o he_o cry_v there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n because_o of_o thy_o anger_n neither_o be_v there_o any_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n because_o of_o my_o sin_n for_o my_o iniquity_n be_v go_v over_o my_o head_n as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n they_o be_v too_o heavy_a for_o i_o i_o be_o trouble_v i_o be_o bow_v down_o great_o i_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o be_o seeble_a and_o sore_o break_v i_o have_v roar_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o disquietness_n of_o my_o heart_n my_o sorrow_n be_v continual_o before_o i_o i_o but_o how_o may_v this_o reconciliation_n with_o as_o great_a if_o not_o great_a 〈◊〉_d than_o at_o first_o turâ—ing_v unto_o god_n 〈◊〉_d which_o â—_o rom._n 8.15_o 〈…〉_z receive_v the_o 〈◊〉_d it_o of_o boâ—dage_n again_o to_o â—â—arâ—_n which_o seem_v to_o iâ—port_v thus_o much_o that_o god_n childâ—_n receiâ—eâ—_n the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n no_o more_o after_o he_o have_v once_o receive_v the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n reveal_v and_o evidence_v â—nto_o he_o that_o he_o be_v a_o son_n and_o that_o god_n be_v his_o father_n in_o answer_n the_o same_o spirit_n produce_v these_o contrary_a effect_n by_o the_o 〈◊〉_d fear_n and_o terror_n by_o the_o gospel_n peace_n and_o prayer_n tacit_n duâ—s_v spiritus_fw-la 〈…〉_z &_o adoptionis_fw-la &_o his_o contraria_fw-la tribuit_fw-la effecta_fw-la ùon_fw-la quò_fw-la tâ—â—t_a 〈◊〉_d spirit_n 〈◊〉_d â—â—quod_fw-la â—iasâ—em_fw-la spiritus_fw-la diversa_fw-la &_o contraria_fw-la sint_fw-la effecta_fw-la per_fw-la legem_fw-la &_o per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la â—er_o legeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d spiritus_fw-la sanitus_fw-la arguit_fw-la mundum_fw-la de_fw-la peccaâ—o_fw-la de_fw-la iâ—â_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o malediâ—â—â—oce_a aterâ—â—â—_n etc._n etc._n par._n in_o â—oc_fw-la now_o at_o the_o first_o take_v a_o man_n in_o hand_n to_o turn_v he_o unto_o the_o 〈◊〉_d the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n by_o the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n do_v testifâ—e_n unto_o the_o soul_n that_o it_o be_v in_o a_o wretched_a and_o lamnable_a state_n bind_v over_o in_o the_o guilt_n of_o its_o own_o sin_n and_o godâ—â—â—ry_a wrath_n to_o dâ—â—th_n and_o hell_n and_o damnation_n for_o ever_o that_o so_o it_o may_v be_v drive_v to_o jesus_n christ_n for_o release_n and_o pardon_n but_o after_o the_o plantation_n of_o faith_n and_o presence_n of_o the_o 〈…〉_z â—_o never_o testify_v so_o again_o because_o it_o will_v be_v a_o untruth_n it_o may_v afterward_o workâ—_n a_o apprehension_n that_o god_n be_v angry_a but_o not_o that_o he_o be_v not_o a_o father_n the_o hide_v of_o god_n face_n which_o may_v often_o befall_v his_o child_n the_o darkness_n of_o our_o own_o spirit_n 〈◊〉_d which_o may_v revive_v all_o the_o old_a guilt_n again_o and_o the_o devil_n cruel_a press_v 〈…〉_z â—pon_n such_o advantage_n raise_v these_o hideous_a mist_n of_o horror_n i_o have_v in_o hand_n 〈…〉_z after-tempest_n which_o be_v so_o terrible_a of_o which_o our_o onely-wise_a and_o all-power_n 〈…〉_z make_v excellent_a use_n both_o for_o ourselves_o and_o other_o and_o attain_v thereby_o his_o own_o most_o glorious_a secret_a and_o sacred_a end_n as_o appear_v in_o the_o follow_a passage_n passage_n 〈…〉_z est_fw-la sword_n diâ—â—re_fw-fr 〈…〉_z qui_fw-la patâ—â—batur_fw-la non_fw-la ut_fw-la puniretur_fw-la sed_fw-la ut_fw-la â—robaretur_fw-la august_n tom._n 9_o p._n 1._o pag._n 1487._o 1487._o 1._o prima_fw-la &_o generalior_fw-la causa_fw-la afflictionum_fw-la sunt_fw-la peccata_fw-la vel_fw-la nostra_fw-la vel_fw-la aliena_fw-la 2._o altera_fw-la ut_fw-la exerceamur_fw-la probemur_fw-la &_o ne_fw-la peccemus_fw-la cauti_fw-la reddamur_fw-la 3._o tertia_fw-la ut_fw-la declaretur_fw-la in_o nobis_fw-la gloria_fw-la potentiae_fw-la ac_fw-la bonitatic_a dei_fw-la musc._n in_o joan._n cap._n 9_o docet_fw-la christus_fw-la ut_fw-la maximè_fw-la omnes_fw-la homines_fw-la peceatores_fw-la sint_fw-la non_fw-la tamen_fw-la omnes_fw-la afflictiones_fw-la propter_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la merita_fw-la contingere_fw-la nam_fw-la deus_fw-la habet_fw-la in_o homines_fw-la quos_fw-la affligit_fw-la diversos_fw-la respectus_fw-la alterum_fw-la impeccata_n alterum_fw-la in_o svam_fw-la gloriam_fw-la si_fw-la gloriam_fw-la svam_fw-la respiciat_fw-la affligit_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la peccatum_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la gloriam_fw-la manifestandam_fw-la sic_fw-la afflixit_fw-la josephum_fw-la israelitas_fw-la in_o aegypto_n etc._n etc._n brentius_n ibid._n ibid._n now_o whether_o a_o man_n after_o he_o be_v in_o state_n of_o grace_n may_v feel_v this_o wound_n bleed_v afresh_o be_v a_o question_n with_o some_o through_o their_o weakness_n though_o if_o we_o consult_v with_o scripture_n and_o experience_n the_o question_n be_v out_o of_o question_n loe_o all_o these_o thing_n say_v elihu_n true_o work_v god_n oftentimes_o with_o a_o man_n that_o he_o may_v turn_v back_o his_o soul_n from_o the_o pit_n example_n be_v frequent_a etc._n etc._n sclater_n in_o hâ—â—_n s.s.s._n s.s.s._n 1._o cor._n 2.12_o 2.12_o it_o be_v not_o unknown_a in_o lancashire_n what_o horse_n and_o cattle_n of_o her_o husband_n be_v kill_v upon_o his_o ground_n in_o the_o night_n most_o barbarous_o at_o two_o several_a time_n by_o seminary_n priest_n no_o question_n and_o recusant_n that_o lurk_v there_o about_o and_o what_o a_o loss_n and_o hindrance_n it_o be_v unto_o he_o be_v all_o the_o stock_n he_o have_v on_o his_o ground_n to_o any_o purpose_n in_o the_o story_n of_o the_o holy_a life_n and_o christian_a death_n of_o mistress_n katherine_n bretteâ—gh_n pag._n 6._o 6._o ibid._n in_o mast._n leyghs_n postscript_n to_o papist_n papist_n et_fw-la sipeccatum_fw-la in_o quibuscunque_fw-la calamitatibus_fw-la causae_fw-la locum_fw-la semper_fw-la habeat_fw-la nempe_fw-la efficientis_fw-la &_o originalis_fw-la tamen_fw-la non_fw-la semper_fw-la peccati_fw-la poena_fw-la finis_fw-la est_fw-la be_v quem_fw-la intuetur_fw-la deus_fw-la etc._n etc._n etc._n si_fw-mi deus_fw-la peccata_fw-la respiciat_fw-la &_o iniquitatis_fw-la merita_fw-la nullam_fw-la est_fw-la adeò_fw-la ingens_fw-la supplicium_fw-la quo_fw-la non_fw-la merito_fw-la affligamur_fw-la omnes_fw-la quotquot_fw-la originâ—m_fw-la nostram_fw-la ex_fw-la adamo_n ducimus_fw-la si_fw-mi enim_fw-la deus_fw-la iniquitatem_fw-la observaverit_fw-la quis_fw-la sustinebit_fw-la psal._n 130.3_o brent_n in_o johan._n cap._n 9_o 2._o chron._n 33.11_o 33.11_o god_n child_n be_v bruise_v reed_n before_o their_o conversion_n and_o often_o time_n after_o before_o conversion_n all_o except_o such_o as_o be_v breed_v up_o in_o the_o church_n god_n have_v delight_v to_o show_v himself_o gracious_a unto_o from_o their_o child_n hood_n yet_o in_o different_a degree_n as_o god_n see_v meet_v and_o as_o a_o difference_n be_v in_o regard_n of_o temper_n part_n manner_n of_o life_n so_o god_n intendment_n of_o employment_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v for_o usual_o he_o empty_v such_o of_o themselves_o and_o make_v they_o nothing_o before_o he_o will_v use_v they_o in_o any_o great_a service_n doctor_n sibbes_n bruise_a reed_n pag._n 10._o 10._o quan_fw-mi vis_fw-la resipiscentia_fw-la dolorem_fw-la semper_fw-la secum_fw-la adferat_fw-la de_fw-la peccatu_fw-la â—raeteritis_fw-la &_o praesentibus_fw-la non_fw-la tam_fw-la proprie_fw-la tamen_fw-la aut_fw-la â—ssentialiter_fw-la consistit_fw-la in_o dolore_fw-la atque_fw-la in_o aversatione_fw-la &_o odio_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o in_o firmo_fw-la proposito_fw-la hom_n prosequendi_fw-la amos_n 5.14.15_o odio_fw-la habete_fw-la malum_fw-la &_o amate_v bonum_fw-la amesius_n medulla_n theol._n lib._n 1._o cap._n 26._o sect._n 32._o 32._o nâ—n_o nocent_a peccata_fw-la praeâ—eâ—â—ta_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la plaâ—_n câ—t_fw-la prâ—sentia_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temper_n serm._n 1â—1_n cap._n 10._o peccata_fw-la non_fw-la nocent_a si_fw-la non_fw-la placent_fw-la ideâ—_n ideâ—_n it_o thou_o be_v true_o and_o unfeigned_o gâ—ieuâ—d_v for_o this_o that_o thou_o can_v not_o â—ee_n grieve_v thy_o humiliation_n shall_v be_v accept_v perkins_n case_n of_o conscience_n 〈◊〉_d cap._n 5._o scit_fw-la 2._o case_n dulcat_fw-la quâ—_n quia_fw-la peccavit_fw-la quia_fw-la deum_fw-la offâ—ndit_fw-la aut_fw-la salâ—e_fw-la doleat_fw-la quia_fw-la 〈…〉_z doleâ—cisae_n 〈…〉_z â—it_a ut_fw-la deo_fw-la magis_fw-la placeat_fw-la &_o homini_fw-la utiliuâ—_n sit_fw-la velle_fw-la esse_fw-la 〈…〉_z sâ—atire_n contritionem_fw-la aut_fw-la deâ—otionem_fw-la quta_fw-la velle_fw-la habere_fw-la &_o non_fw-la habere_fw-la general_a afflictunen_n â—oâ—dis_fw-la itaâ—â—_n dot_v &_o trascere_fw-la tibi_fw-la ipsi_fw-la atque_fw-la damnabilem_fw-la te_fw-la iudica_fw-la quò_fw-la 〈…〉_z non_fw-it deleat_a quanâ—â—â—_n debeas_fw-la
sense_n pares_fw-la esse_fw-la possunt_fw-la in_o charitate_fw-la coram_fw-la deo_fw-la &_o ille_fw-la qui_fw-la spirituali_fw-la consolation_n perâ—unditur_fw-la &_o ille_fw-la â—ui_fw-la eâ_fw-la privatur_fw-la imò_fw-la si_fw-la diliâ—enter_fw-la pensetur_fw-la magis_fw-la pericli_fw-la tari_fw-la poterit_fw-la qui_fw-la devotionis_fw-la dulcedine_fw-la fruitur_fw-la quam_fw-la be_v cui_fw-la haec_fw-la denegatur_fw-la ratio_fw-la quia_fw-la si_fw-la consolation_n huiâ—smodi_fw-la fungens_fw-la de_fw-la gratiâ_fw-la tali_fw-la confidat_fw-la &_o sut_fw-la impersectum_fw-la exinde_fw-la considerare_fw-la negligat_fw-la suâ_fw-la devotione_fw-la erit_fw-la deo_fw-la potiùs_fw-la remotior_fw-la quâm_fw-la propinquior_fw-la propter_fw-la svam_fw-la presumptionem_fw-la &_o satuam_fw-la confidentiam_fw-la gers._fw-la tract_n de_fw-fr reme_v contra_fw-la pusillan_n psal._n 30.6.7_o 30.6.7_o subtraxisli_n sensum_fw-la favoris_fw-la &_o benevolentiae_fw-la tuus_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la quocunque_fw-la i_o verterem_fw-la nihil_fw-la nisi_fw-la deum_fw-la iratum_fw-la cernerem_fw-la ita_fw-la tandem_fw-la excussus_fw-la est_fw-la mihi_fw-la ille_fw-la veternus_fw-la quo_fw-la mens_fw-la antea_fw-la erat_fw-la sopita_fw-la &_o incidi_fw-la in_o magnam_fw-la consternationem_fw-la &_o horrendos_fw-la dolores_fw-la in_fw-la quibus_fw-la luitari_fw-la i_o oportuit_fw-la cum_fw-la desperatione_n cum_fw-la sensu_fw-la mortis_fw-la &_o inserorum_fw-la etc._n etc._n haec_fw-la enim_fw-la est_fw-la illa_fw-la consternatio_fw-la de_fw-la quâ_fw-la hic_fw-la loquor_fw-la moller_n in_o loc._n loc._n desperatiâ—_n duplex_fw-la 1._o temporaria_fw-la quam_fw-la silly_a dei_fw-la interdum_fw-la experiuntur_fw-la cum_fw-la doloribus_fw-la inâ—erni_fw-la circundantur_fw-la &_o terribili_fw-la maximarum_fw-la tentationum_fw-la luctâ_fw-la perpetuóque_fw-la impendentium_fw-la calamitatum_fw-la onere_fw-la premuntur_fw-la &_o quasi_fw-la exanimantur_fw-la quam_fw-la tamen_fw-la mox_fw-la auxilio_fw-la gratiae_fw-la diviâ—â—ae_fw-la ac_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sancti_fw-la &_o per_fw-la consolationem_fw-la scripturarum_fw-la fide_fw-la viuâ_fw-la superant_fw-la laetámque_fw-la catastrophen_n sortiuntur_fw-la sicuti_fw-la davidis_fw-la psal._n 77.8.9_o 10._o &_o 22.2_o &_o 31.23_o etc._n etc._n &_o aliorum_fw-la electorum_fw-la exemplo_fw-la comprobatur_fw-la 2._o finalis_fw-la nihil_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la quam_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la maiora_fw-la &_o graviora_fw-la aestimare_fw-la quam_fw-la gratiâ_fw-la divinâ_fw-la &_o merito_fw-la silij_fw-la dei_fw-la remitti_fw-la &_o expiari_fw-la queant_fw-la non_fw-la expectare_fw-la gratiam_fw-la veniam_fw-la &_o alia_fw-la benesiâ—ia_fw-la credentibus_fw-la promissa_fw-la sed_fw-la horribili_fw-la sensuirae_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o metu_fw-la suturae_fw-la abiectionis_fw-la in_o aeternas_fw-la poenas_fw-la &_o mortem_fw-la trepidare_fw-la &_o cruciari_fw-la conscientiâ_fw-la atque_fw-la deum_fw-la â—anquam_fw-la crudelem_fw-la &_o tyrannum_fw-la exhorresâ—ere_fw-la â—disse_fw-la &_o blasphemare_fw-la alexiphar_n adversus_fw-la desperat_n pag._n 15_o etc._n etc._n etc._n psal._n 77.78_o ostendiâ—_n quales_fw-la fâ—erint_fw-la cogitationes_fw-la aâ—â—mi_fw-la luctantis_fw-la cum_fw-la irâ_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la desperatione_n cum_fw-la enim_fw-la dolour_n non_fw-la â—emiâ—teret_fw-la etiamsi_fw-la multa_fw-la quae_fw-la ad_fw-la eum_fw-la sedandum_fw-la factura_fw-la videbantur_fw-la animo_fw-la colligeret_fw-la sed_fw-la subindè_fw-la magis_fw-la intenderetur_fw-la &_o cresceret_fw-la tandem_fw-la penè_fw-la fractus_fw-la magnitudine_fw-la &_o morâ_fw-la calamitatis_fw-la â—rumpit_n in_o have_v voces_fw-la a_o in_o secula_fw-la repellet_fw-la haec_fw-la epitasis_n est_fw-la huius_fw-la certaminis_fw-la in_fw-la quâ_fw-la parum_fw-la absuit_fw-la à _fw-la desperatione_n videbat_fw-la nullis_fw-la remedij_fw-la bactenus_fw-la sedari_fw-la potuisse_fw-la dolorem_fw-la ideò_fw-la diabolus_fw-la immittit_fw-la eâ—_n have_v cogitationes_fw-la frustra_fw-la cum_fw-la respicere_fw-la ad_fw-la gratiam_fw-la &_o misericordiam_fw-la dâ—â—â—nam_fw-la quia_fw-la ira_fw-la deâ—â—ta_fw-la accensa_fw-la &_o essusa_fw-la sit_fw-la ut_fw-la sedari_fw-la aut_fw-la exting_n vi_fw-la posthac_fw-la non_fw-la possit_fw-la nec_fw-la restarealâ—ud_fw-la quam_fw-la tristem_fw-la damnationis_fw-la sententiam_fw-la quae_fw-la expectanda_fw-la sit_fw-la moller_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la psal_n 88.15_o non_fw-la ab_fw-la externâ_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la calamitate_fw-la quae_fw-la tolerari_fw-la ac_fw-la vinci_fw-la nonnunquam_fw-la praesertim_fw-la à _fw-la pijs_fw-la potest_fw-la erant_fw-la his_fw-la dolores_fw-la sed_fw-la à _fw-la sensu_fw-la irae_fw-la &_o iudicij_fw-la divini_fw-la qui_fw-la sensus_fw-la initium_fw-la &_o quasigustus_fw-la est_fw-la mortis_fw-la aeterne_n a_o signo_fw-la magnitudinem_fw-la svi_fw-la doloris_fw-la ostendit_fw-la quòd_fw-la perpetuò_fw-la suerit_fw-la non_fw-la tantum_fw-la fancy_n sed_fw-la animo_fw-la consternato_fw-la anxio_fw-la &_o dubio_fw-la ut_fw-la nesciret_fw-la quid_fw-la ageret_fw-la aut_fw-la quò_fw-la seize_v verteret_fw-la at_o que_fw-la ut_fw-la fides_fw-la huc_fw-la illuc_fw-la agitata_fw-la semper_fw-la in_o metu_fw-la versatur_fw-la ne_fw-la mox_fw-la inter_fw-la suos_fw-la dolores_fw-la exting_n veretur_fw-la id_fw-la enim_fw-la propriè_fw-la significat_fw-la verbum_fw-la no._n idem_fw-la in_o loc._n loc._n act_n and_o monument_n pag._n 1891._o 1891._o the_o christian_a life_n and_o death_n of_o mistress_n brettergh_n pag._n 13._o 13._o discourse_v of_o master_n peacock_n desertion_n desertion_n ibid._n ibid._n see_v doctor_n andrew_n sermon_n upon_o this_o text_n behold_v and_o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o sorrow_n like_o my_o sorrow_n and_o that_o nothing_o may_v be_v want_v to_o make_v his_o sorrow_n beyond_o measure_n sorrowful_a his_o father_n withdraw_v from_o he_o that_o solace_n he_o be_v wont_a to_o find_v in_o god_n field_n of_o the_o church_n lib._n 5._o cap._n 18._o his_o father_n by_o divine_a dispensation_n show_v no_o comfort_n maxey_n of_o christ_n agony_n agony_n in_o a_o gloomy_a day_n there_o be_v so_o much_o light_n whereby_o we_o may_v know_v it_o to_o be_v day_n and_o not_o night_n so_o there_o be_v something_o in_o a_o christian_a under_o a_o cloud_n whereby_o he_o may_v be_v discern_v to_o be_v a_o true_a believer_n and_o not_o a_o hypocrite_n there_o be_v no_o mere_a darkness_n in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n but_o some_o beam_n of_o light_n whereby_o the_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n whole_o prevail_v not_o doâ—tor_n siâ—bes_v bruise_v reed_n pag._n 101._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aridus_n &_o spiritualis_fw-la dulce_fw-la dinis_fw-la vacuus_fw-la attamen_fw-la pro_fw-la devotione_fw-la lahorans_fw-la &_o id_fw-la quod_fw-la in_o se_fw-la est_fw-la faciens_fw-la licet_fw-la cord_n quasi_fw-la frigido_fw-la &_o spiritu_fw-la repido_fw-la debitum_fw-la suum_fw-la deo_fw-la solvens_fw-la cumsui_fw-la ipsius_fw-la vilificatione_fw-la &_o divinae_fw-la miserationis_fw-la magnificatione_fw-la poterit_fw-la propter_fw-la svi_fw-la humiliationem_fw-la deo_fw-la multò_fw-la fore_fw-la acceptior_fw-la gers._fw-la trac_n de_fw-mi reme_v cont_n pusillan_n saepenumerò_fw-la sit_fw-la ut_fw-la deo_fw-la magis_fw-la placeat_fw-la &_o homini_fw-la utilius_fw-la sit_fw-la velle_fw-la esse_fw-la contritum_fw-la aut_fw-la devotum_fw-la quam_fw-la seâ—tire_fw-la contritionem_fw-la aut_fw-la devotionem_fw-la quia_fw-la velle_fw-la habere_fw-la &_o non_fw-la habere_fw-la generate_fw-la afflictionem_fw-la cordis_fw-la haec_fw-la contritio_fw-la tametsi_fw-la sensibilis_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la licèt_fw-la interim_n cor_fw-la patiaris_fw-la durum_fw-la aridum_fw-la &_o siccum_fw-la sussicit_fw-la ad_fw-la salutem_fw-la ego_fw-la enim_fw-la inquit_fw-la deus_fw-la vestram_fw-la attendo_fw-la miseriam_fw-la vestram_fw-la imbecillitatem_fw-la vestram_fw-la paupertatem_fw-la nec_fw-la ullo_fw-la modo_fw-la bonae_fw-la voluntati_fw-la desperandum_fw-la est_fw-la quantumlibet_fw-la cordis_fw-la sentiat_fw-la ariditatem_fw-la seu_fw-la frigiditatem_fw-la quando_fw-la vellet_fw-la se_fw-la non_fw-la peccâsse_fw-la stat_fw-la uÃtque_fw-la propter_fw-la i_o posthac_fw-la nolle_fw-la peccare_fw-la lansper_n apud_fw-la blos_n de_fw-fr consolat_a pusillan_n pusillan_n joh._n 17.26_o 17.26_o dilectio_fw-la quâ_fw-la nos_fw-la prosequitur_fw-la deus_fw-la propriè_fw-la loquendo_fw-la non_fw-la alia_fw-la est_fw-la quam_fw-la quâ_fw-la filium_fw-la suum_fw-la ab_fw-la initio_fw-la dilexit_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o eo_fw-la nos_fw-la quoque_fw-la gratos_fw-la sibi_fw-la &_o amabiles_fw-la redderet_fw-la inaestimabile_fw-la fidei_fw-la privilegium_fw-la quòd_fw-la scimus_fw-la dilectum_fw-la fuisse_fw-la christum_fw-la à _fw-la patre_fw-la nostrâ_fw-la causâ_fw-la ut_fw-la eiusdem_fw-la amoris_fw-la essemus_fw-la consortes_fw-la &_o perpetuò_fw-la simus_fw-la calv._n in_o loc._n loc._n job_n 13.15_o 13.15_o or_o at_o least_o virtual_a power_n of_o heat_n heat_n at_o first_o joseph_n be_v strange_a and_o rough_a unto_o his_o brethren_n to_o make_v they_o remember_v their_o fault_n but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n he_o give_v they_o food_n without_o money_n &_o afterward_o comfort_v they_o gen._n 42._o so_o at_o the_o first_o do_v christ_n by_o touch_n of_o conscience_n without_o feel_v of_o assurance_n of_o mercy_n at_o a_o instant_n humble_a we_o but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v in_o love_n give_v we_o secret_a grace_n free_o that_o we_o despair_v not_o till_o we_o get_v the_o feel_n of_o solâ—d_a comfort_n 2._o cor._n 1.3_o moses_n unvail_v 12._o joseph_n joseph_n lutherus_n vir_fw-la sanctus_fw-la anno_fw-la 1527._o in_fw-la huâ—us_fw-la tentationis_fw-la paroxysâ—o_fw-la constitutus_fw-la sudavit_fw-la &_o animo_fw-la &_o corpore_fw-la tristissime_fw-la decubuit_fw-la qui_fw-la postea_fw-la dicere_fw-la solitus_fw-la eâ—â—_n se_fw-la it_fw-la in_o profundissimo_fw-la carcere_fw-la captivum_fw-la â—eneri_fw-la per_fw-la totam_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la quam_fw-la ad_fw-la horam_fw-la cruciatus_fw-la istos_fw-la denuò_fw-la sustinere_fw-la casm_n tent._n sch._n 3._o cap._n 2._o 2._o nos_fw-la non_fw-la tantùm_fw-la poenas_fw-la corporeas_fw-la eramus_fw-la commeriti_fw-la syllogismus_fw-la omnes_fw-la poenae_fw-la à _fw-la nobis_fw-la commeritae_fw-la toleratae_fw-la sunt_fw-la à _fw-la christo_fw-la at_o