off_o soon_o but_o then_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d fall_v off_o alone_o the_o lord_n willâ—…_n hear_v thou_o but_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o be_v not_o yet_o fit_a for_o the_o mercy_n not_o because_o he_o do_v not_o hear_v thy_o prayer_n and_o tender_v thou_o in_o that_o case_n thou_o be_v in_o but_o thou_o be_v not_o yet_o fit_a herein_o god_n deal_v with_o we_o as_o the_o physician_n with_o his_o patient_n the_o patient_n earnest_o desire_v such_o and_o such_o thing_n the_o physician_n want_v not_o will_n to_o give_v they_o he_o but_o he_o resolve_v to_o give_v they_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o be_v fit_a and_o therefore_o he_o make_v he_o stay_v till_o he_o have_v purge_v he_o and_o make_v he_o fit_a for_o it_o till_o he_o be_v fit_a for_o such_o a_o cordial_n for_o such_o a_o medicine_n god_n hear_v the_o complaint_n of_o this_o our_o distress_a church_n and_o state_n it_o may_v be_v god_n stay_v we_o for_o this_o end_n we_o be_v not_o yetâ—…_n haply_o in_o that_o capacity_n of_o mercy_n as_o be_v 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for_o further_a trial_n and_o namely_o for_o our_o last_o duel_n our_o combat_n with_o death_n it_o be_v of_o a_o purgative_a nature_n also_o when_o the_o physician_n find_v the_o body_n distemper_a the_o blood_n foul_a and_o â—…amed_a he_o order_v the_o open_n of_o a_o uâ—…inc_fw-la and_o the_o draw_v out_o of_o so_o many_o ounce_n as_o may_v leave_v the_o rest_n meet_v for_o correction_n our_o spiritual_a physician_n find_v we_o have_v distemperedâ—…_n ourselves_o by_o riot_n and_o surfeit_n and_o now_o he_o diet_v we_o with_o the_o bread_n and_o water_n of_o affliction_n and_o minister_n some_o bitter_a potion_n to_o take_v down_o our_o foul_a body_n of_o sin_n to_o x_o 35._o refine_v and_o purify_v his_o patient_n wherein_o they_o lose_v nothing_o but_o dross_n affliction_n have_v its_o alterative_a property_n where_o it_o work_v kind_o it_o change_v and_o reform_v the_o patient_n david_n drink_v of_o it_o and_o find_v himself_o better_a after_o it_o y_o 119.67_o before_o i_o be_v afflict_v say_v he_o i_o go_v astray_o but_o now_o i_o keep_v thy_o word_n manasse_n be_v far_o go_v in_o a_o lethargy_n of_o sinfulness_n but_o this_o antimonian_a cup_n of_o affliction_n recover_v he_o when_o he_o be_v in_o affliction_n say_v the_o story_n â—…_z he_o z_o 12._o beseech_v the_o lord_n and_o humble_v himself_o great_o before_o he_o the_o goal_n be_v a_o happy_a lodging_n to_o he_o than_o his_o palace_n babylon_n school_v he_o better_a than_o jerusalem_n it_o change_v he_o from_o a_o idolatrous_a and_o murderous_a manasse_n to_o a_o convert_n and_o penitent_a manasseh_n affliction_n be_v a_o correctory_n for_o sin_n past_a and_o thus_o the_o lord_n awaken_v jonah_n out_o of_o the_o sleep_n of_o security_n by_o cast_v he_o into_o the_o sea_n he_o cure_v zachary_n of_o his_o infidelity_n of_o not_o believe_v the_o angel_n message_n by_o strike_v he_o with_o dumbness_n it_o be_v a_o defensative_a a_o preservative_n to_o prevent_v our_o future_a fall_n into_o sin_n thus_o 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the_o lord_n visit_v his_o child_n with_o cross_n as_o loâ—…e_v of_o friend_n loss_n of_o good_n weakness_n of_o body_n meanness_n of_o estate_n and_o the_o like_a that_o in_o case_n they_o will_v delight_v in_o some_o sinful_a course_n and_o dote_v on_o thing_n vain_a and_o transitory_a thenâ—…_n these_o corrosive_n and_o correction_n may_v vex_v and_o disquiet_v they_o as_o the_o canaanite_n do_v the_o israelite_n as_o the_o nurse_n weane_v the_o child_n by_o lay_v some_o bitter_a herb_n on_o her_o breast_n so_o the_o lord_n imbitter_v the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n to_o make_v we_o long_o after_o that_o better_a life_n to_o come_v for_o those_o who_o he_o afflict_v more_o feel_o can_v part_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n more_o free_o and_o say_v with_o he_o in_o the_o preacher_n d_o 12.1_o i_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o thou_o nor_o thou_o nor_o thou_o my_o soul_n say_v david_n e_o 131.2_o be_v even_o as_o a_o wean_a child_n a_o child_n that_o can_v want_v the_o teat_n for_o a_o hour_n or_o two_o yet_o if_o it_o be_v disuse_v and_o wean_v a_o while_n seek_v not_o after_o it_o do_v thusâ—…_n with_o thy_o bosom_n sin_n thy_o dalilah_n thy_o herodias_n the_o sin_n that_o hang_v on_o thou_o more_o than_o the_o rest_n be_v it_o chamber_v and_o wantonness_n surfeit_v and_o drunkenness_n or_o the_o like_a single_v it_o out_o do_v to_o it_o as_o david_n do_v to_o he_o i_o keep_v myself_o say_v he_o from_o my_o iniquity_n i_o keep_v myself_o from_o follow_v my_o corrupt_a affection_n to_o the_o sin_n i_o be_v most_o incline_v unto_o object_n if_o affliction_n be_v as_o be_v pretend_v trial_n such_o a_o benefit_n why_o do_v we_o not_o give_v thanks_n for_o it_o why_o do_v we_o seek_v by_o all_o mean_n how_o to_o avoid_v it_o how_o to_o come_v out_o of_o it_o sol._n here_o the_o
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occasion_n of_o joy_n and_o why_o both_o because_o they_o be_v count_v worthy_a to_o suffer_v for_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n f_o 41._o as_o also_o because_o of_o the_o bless_a fruit_n g_o 11._o and_o issue_n of_o their_o affliction_n tribulation_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v h_o 3._o work_v patience_n tribulation_n accustom_v we_o to_o patience_n and_o patience_n assure_v we_o by_o experience_n of_o god_n merciful_a sustentation_n and_o aid_n and_o this_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n put_v we_o in_o hope_n of_o his_o further_a mercy_n and_o seasonableâ—…_n deliverance_n beside_o this_o experience_n under_o the_o cross_n it_o confirm_v and_o fasten_v this_o our_o anchor-hope_n and_o this_o hope_n deceive_v we_o not_o it_o disappoint_v we_o not_o it_o be_v ground_v on_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n shed_v abroad_o in_o our_o heart_n tribulation_n then_o work_v patience_n not_o that_o of_o itself_o and_o its_o own_o nature_n it_o work_v so_o for_o it_o often_o produce_v contrary_a *_o 1._o effect_n both_o in_o the_o wicked_a and_o the_o godly_a as_o in_o job_n david_n and_o jeremy_n but_o it_o do_v so_o when_o god_n give_v we_o a_o sanctify_a use_n of_o cross_n conform_v i_o 28._o we_o thereby_o to_o our_o head_n christ_n jesus_n it_o go_v have_v to_o exchange_v hope_v of_o advancement_n for_o rebuke_n k_o 16._o and_o reproach_n â—…_z and_o yet_o moses_n choose_v it_o willing_o and_o count_v it_o a_o honour_n to_o he_o moses_n be_v jeer_v for_o marry_v the_o aethiopian_a woman_n joseph_n be_v nicknamed_a a_o dreamer_n in_o scorn_n this_o be_v the_o manner_n of_o ill_a mind_a man_n to_o set_v term_n of_o reproach_n upon_o the_o religious_a so_o christ_n be_v call_v a_o galilean_a by_o julian_n the_o apostle_n paul_n a_o babbler_n l_o 18._o by_o profane_a philosopher_n this_o age_n abound_v with_o such_o abusive_a appellation_n cast_v upon_o the_o best_a christian_n by_o such_o as_o be_v of_o a_o heretical_a religion_n or_o of_o no_o religion_n at_o all_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o kind_n of_o contumely_n be_v ancient_a and_o the_o patience_n under_o it_o as_o ancient_a which_o may_v make_v we_o both_o to_o look_v for_o it_o â—…_z and_o make_v light_n of_o it_o it_o be_v too_o much_o to_o leave_v country_n and_o kindred_n and_o father_n house_n and_o yet_o abraham_n do_v so_o it_o be_v hard_a of_o all_o to_o leave_v our_o sweet_a life_n especial_o by_o violent_a torment_n what_o death_n can_v we_o think_v so_o full_a of_o shame_n and_o torture_n but_o it_o have_v be_v endure_v m_o 37._o by_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n by_o the_o prophet_n apostle_n and_o martyr_n some_o of_o they_o have_v be_v put_v on_o gridiron_n other_o in_o boil_a cauldron_n some_o on_o the_o spit_n other_o under_o the_o saw_n some_o in_o the_o flame_n other_o crush_v with_o the_o tooth_n of_o wild_a beast_n some_o on_o the_o rack_n other_o in_o fiery_a furnace_n most_o of_o they_o in_o such_o torment_n as_o in_o comparison_n whereof_o ourâ—…_n pain_n be_v but_o flea-biting_n we_o do_v but_o taste_v and_o sip_v of_o that_o cup_n of_o affliction_n which_o christ_n and_o his_o saint_n draâ—…ke_v sheer_o off_o as_o appear_v by_o the_o church_n story_n the_o martyrology_n the_o act_n and_o monument_n of_o the_o saint_n why_o then_o do_v we_o grudge_v to_o wet_v our_o feeâ—…e_n where_o they_o wade_v over_o the_o ford_n even_o a_o red_a sea_n of_o blood_n we_o shall_v look_v to_o other_o as_o good_a as_o ourselves_o as_o well_o as_o to_o ourselves_o and_o then_o we_o shall_v see_v it_o be_v not_o our_o own_o case_n only_o who_o be_v we_o that_o we_o shall_v look_v for_o a_o exempt_a condition_n from_o those_o trouble_n which_o god_n dear_a child_n be_v addict_v unto_o comparison_n to_o this_o end_n isâ—…_n very_o available_a compare_v desert_n we_o our_o suffering_n for_o christ_n with_o his_o suffering_n n_o 2._o â—…or_v we_o compare_v we_o our_o momentany_a affliction_n of_o this_o life_n with_o the_o endless_a torment_n of_o hell_n endure_v by_o other_o and_o deserve_v by_o our_o sin_n from_o which_o by_o those_o as_o mean_n we_o be_v free_v for_o we_o be_v chasten_v of_o the_o lord_n o_o 32._o that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v condemn_v with_o the_o world_n we_o be_v merciful_o chasten_a by_o the_o lord_n on_o purpose_n that_o we_o may_v escape_v that_o eternal_a condemnation_n which_o befall_v the_o wicked_a of_o the_o world_n and_o we_o shall_v find_v that_o there_o be_v no_o proportion_n betwixt_o our_o suffering_n and_o our_o desert_n alas_o the_o wage_n of_o every_o sin_n be_v death_n a_o double_a death_n of_o theâ—…_n body_n and_o of_o the_o soul_n both_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a any_o thing_n the_o lord_n send_v below_o this_o be_v mercy_n we_o must_v not_o â—…ke_v so_o much_o at_o what_o we_o â—…ele_v 〈◊〉_d what_o we_o have_v deserve_v to_o seel_v what_o ever_o our_o cross_n be_v or_o may_v be_v just_o we_o be_v in_o they_o our_o sin_n have_v deserve_v that_o and_o more_o so_o that_o we_o be_v to_o beaer_fw-mi god_n chastisement_n willing_o siâ—…h_v we_o have_v so_o sin_v against_o he_o i_o will_v bear_v the_o indignation_n of_o the_o lord_n with_o patience_n and_o humility_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o he_o say_v the_o prophet_n micah_n p_o 9_o compare_v we_o our_o suffering_n glory_n with_o our_o glory_n that_o shall_v be_v reveal_v our_o suffering_n be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n our_o reward_n shall_v be_v great_a and_o gloriousâ—…_n far_o above_o the_o proportion_n of_o all_o our_o service_n or_o suffer_v for_o our_o light_a affliction_n q_o 17._o which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n work_v for_o we_o a_o far_o more_o exceed_a and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n the_o affliction_n of_o the_o godly_a be_v not_o light_a in_o themselves_o but_o comparative_o to_o the_o infinite_a and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o heavenly_a glory_n which_o our_o affliction_n work_v for_o we_o not_o by_o any_o merit_n of_o we_o but_o out_o of_o god_n mere_a grace_n and_o mercy_n for_o christ_n his_o sake_n rom._n 8._o 17._o 18._o or_o they_o be_v call_v light_n because_o god_n make_v they_o seem_v light_n unto_o we_o by_o the_o strong_a support_n and_o comfort_n of_o his_o spirit_n rom._n 8.37_o i_o reckon_v say_v saint_n paul_n r_o 8.18_o that_o the_o suffering_n of_o this_o present_a time_n be_v not_o worthy_a to_o be_v compare_v with_o the_o glory_n which_o shall_v be_v reveal_v in_o we_o word_n for_o word_n it_o be_v the_o suffering_n of_o this_o now_o season_n whereby_o the_o apostle_n intimate_v that_o our_o tribulation_n and_o affliction_n last_v but_o for_o a_o 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v a_o moment_n in_o comparison_n sâ—…_n paul_n calâ—…s_v the_o affliction_n of_o this_o life_n light_n and_o but_o for_o a_o moment_n our_o suffering_n our_o sorrow_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n â—…aec_fw-la non_fw-la dâ—…rabunt_fw-la atatem_fw-la as_o aâ—…hanasius_n say_v of_o his_o trouble_n for_o his_o anger_n endure_v but_o a_o moment_n s_o 8._o his_o correction_n last_o but_o a_o while_n but_o his_o favour_n last_v all_o out_o life_n long_o our_o joy_n shall_v have_v no_o end_n st._n bernard_n t_o canticâ—…_n compute_v the_o timeâ—…_n of_o his_o own_o asslâ—…ction_n and_o the_o saint_n reduce_v it_o to_o a_o hour_n space_n or_o thereabouts_o opus_fw-la meum_fw-la vix_fw-la unius_fw-la est_fw-la horae_fw-la and_o siplus_fw-la prae_fw-la amore_fw-la non_fw-la sentio_fw-la my_o work_n and_o labour_n be_v but_o a_o hour_n task_n if_o it_o be_v more_o i_o be_o scarce_o sensible_a thereof_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v to_o my_o saviour_n who_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o i_o how_o gracious_o have_v the_o wisdom_n of_o our_o god_n think_v fit_a to_o temper_v our_o affliction_n so_o contrive_v they_o that_o if_o they_o be_v sharp_a they_o be_v not_o long_o if_o