i_o will_v not_o escape_v because_o it_o give_v entrance_n to_o my_o chief_a happiness_n and_o i_o can_v have_v it_o unless_o i_o go_v to_o it_o every_o man_n will_v be_v willing_a to_o pass_v through_o hell_n to_o heaven_n but_o if_o i_o march_v only_o through_o death_n i_o suffer_v less_o than_o i_o will_v suffer_v for_o god_n my_o pain_n do_v not_o dismay_v i_o because_o i_o travel_v to_o bring_v forth_o life_n even_o eternal_a life_n my_o sin_n do_v not_o affright_v i_o because_o i_o have_v christ_n the_o captain_n of_o our_o salvation_n for_o my_o redeemer_n the_o judge_n do_v not_o astonish_v i_o because_o the_o son_n of_o the_o judge_n be_v my_o prevail_a advocate_n the_o devil_n do_v not_o amaze_v i_o because_o the_o holy_a angel_n do_v pitch_v their_o tent_n round_o about_o i_o the_o grave_n do_v not_o grieve_v i_o because_o it_o be_v my_o lord_n bed_n the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n be_v my_o forerunner_n every_o man_n be_v go_v before_o i_o or_o else_o he_o must_v come_v after_o i_o if_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o receive_v i_o into_o his_o heavenly_a mansion_n before_o other_o which_o have_v serve_v he_o better_o the_o more_o humble_a thankfulness_n do_v i_o owe_v unto_o he_o and_o lest_o by_o put_v off_o my_o repentance_n till_o this_o hour_n i_o shall_v be_v cut_v off_o if_o i_o shall_v die_v sudden_o behold_v how_o my_o gracious_a god_n in_o his_o merciful_a providence_n to_o prevent_v my_o ruin_n and_o destruction_n do_v call_v i_o to_o himself_o by_o a_o linger_a sickness_n which_o stay_v i_o till_o i_o be_v ready_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o my_o departure_n and_o make_v i_o by_o these_o wholesome_a pain_n weary_a of_o this_o too-much-beloved_n world_n lest_o i_o shall_v too_o unwilling_o part_v with_o it_o and_o so_o be_v like_o they_o who_o death_n be_v their_o damnation_n thus_o the_o lord_n love_v i_o while_o he_o smite_v i_o so_o that_o his_o stripe_n become_v plaster_n to_o i_o therefore_o who_o shall_v love_v he_o if_o i_o shall_v despise_v he_o who_o shall_v praise_v he_o if_o i_o shall_v dishonour_v he_o this_o be_v my_o whole_a duty_n now_o to_o strengthen_v my_o weak_a body_n with_o my_o believe_a heart_n to_o be_v content_v with_o whatsoever_o god_n have_v appoint_v for_o i_o until_o i_o can_v glorify_v he_o or_o he_o shall_v glorify_v i_o if_o i_o live_v i_o live_v to_o sacrifice_v if_o i_o die_v i_o shall_v then_o die_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o his_o mercy_n be_v above_o my_o iniquity_n and_o now_o if_o i_o shall_v fear_v death_n it_o will_v be_v a_o sign_n that_o i_o have_v neither_o faith_n nor_o hope_n as_o i_o have_v profess_v but_o that_o i_o doubt_v of_o god_n truth_n in_o his_o promise_n whether_o or_o no_o he_o will_v forgive_v his_o poor_a deject_a penitent_a but_o it_o be_v my_o father_n let_v he_o do_v with_o i_o whatsoever_o seem_v good_a in_o his_o sight_n then_o come_v lord_n jesus_n for_o thy_o servant_n come_v i_o be_o willing_a lord_n help_v my_o unwillingness_n i_o believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n make_v i_o ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o then_o come_v then_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o iii_o against_o impatience_n in_o sickness_n let_v we_o consider_v 1._o that_o our_o sin_n have_v deserve_v far_o great_a pain_n than_o we_o do_v suffer_v even_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n 2._o that_o god_n have_v in_o mercy_n determine_v the_o day_n of_o our_o deliverance_n the_o number_n of_o our_o tear_n shed_v for_o the_o dishonour_n of_o god_n be_v register_v in_o his_o book_n 3._o let_v we_o think_v on_o the_o bless_a apostle_n st._n stephen_n who_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o see_v christ_n forget_v his_o wound_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o grave_n and_o sweet_o yield_v up_o his_o soul_n into_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o bless_a saviour_n so_o let_v we_o do_v let_v we_o forget_v our_o pain_n and_o meditate_v on_o the_o wound_n of_o christ_n jesus_n let_v we_o be_v faithful_a to_o the_o death_n and_o so_o receive_v a_o crown_n of_o life_n 4._o as_o we_o have_v always_o pray_v our_o father_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v so_o now_o let_v we_o yield_v willing_o to_o whatsoever_o his_o holy_a will_n be_v else_o we_o dissemble_v with_o god_n and_o deceive_v our_o own_o soul_n 5._o remember_v that_o the_o rod_n be_v it_o of_o sickness_n or_o any_o other_o affliction_n be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o merciful_a father_n 6._o believe_v that_o all_o thing_n though_o seem_o most_v sharp_o shall_v work_v together_o for_o the_o best_a if_o we_o love_v and_o fear_v he_o and_o that_o nothing_o neither_o life_n nor_o death_n nor_o any_o creature_n shall_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o separate_v between_o we_o and_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 7._o that_o god_n do_v use_v this_o chastisement_n of_o the_o body_n but_o as_o a_o medicine_n for_o the_o cure_n of_o our_o sinsick_a soul_n by_o draw_v we_o to_o our_o great_a physician_n by_o true_a repentance_n godly_a patience_n and_o holy_a believe_v 8._o the_o great_a pain_n that_o we_o can_v feel_v in_o our_o great_a extremity_n be_v not_o to_o be_v compare_v with_o those_o grievous_a dolour_n which_o our_o bless_a saviour_n do_v undergo_v for_o we_o how_o then_o can_v we_o be_v impatient_a at_o any_o smart_n that_o he_o shall_v lay_v upon_o we_o 9_o nothing_o in_o this_o our_o suffering_n do_v befall_v we_o but_o what_o the_o holy_a man_n of_o god_n have_v feel_v and_o most_o patient_o undergo_v before_o we_o and_o be_v now_o in_o possession_n of_o everlasting_a joy_n in_o the_o high_a heaven_n 10._o god_n have_v not_o give_v we_o over_o to_o implacable_a enemy_n but_o as_o a_o love_a and_o tender-hearted_a father_n do_v please_v to_o keep_v we_o in_o his_o own_o most_o gracious_a hand_n lay_v upon_o we_o no_o more_o than_o what_o he_o shall_v see_v and_o know_v to_o be_v most_o needful_a and_o profitable_a for_o we_o 11._o last_o consider_v and_o consider_v it_o with_o comfort_n how_o death_n if_o it_o shall_v follow_v sickness_n will_v deliver_v we_o from_o a_o weak_a frail_a corruptible_a body_n which_o be_v but_o a_o live_a prison_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o a_o lively_a instrument_n of_o sin_n and_o how_o death_n do_v set_v we_o free_a to_o enjoy_v the_o liberty_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o glory_n to_o conclude_v if_o we_o love_v holiness_n when_o it_o be_v compass_v about_o with_o many_o suffering_n and_o persecution_n god_n will_v take_v notice_n of_o our_o patience_n and_o other_o our_o grace_n though_o compass_v about_o with_o many_o infirmity_n the_o lord_n will_v take_v notice_n of_o a_o little_a of_o his_o good_a in_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o our_o evil_n let_v we_o then_o look_v unto_o and_o long_o for_o christ_n as_o our_o saviour_n as_o our_o advocate_n as_o our_o head_n as_o our_o surety_n as_o our_o great_a physician_n and_o as_o the_o bishop_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o let_v we_o run_v with_o patience_n the_o race_n that_o be_v set_v before_o we_o and_o be_v in_o likelihood_n near_o the_o end_n of_o the_o race_n iu_o consolation_n in_o the_o lord_n christ_n etc._n etc._n he_o that_o have_v once_o see_v god_n in_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n dare_v undoubted_o look_v the_o grim_a creature_n in_o the_o face_n even_o death_n itself_o under_o any_o shape_n all_o kind_n of_o fear_n do_v flee_v before_o such_o a_o soul_n it_o be_v only_o a_o christian_n that_o be_v fear-free_a the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n and_o the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_o be_v to_o god_n that_o give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n for_o though_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n yet_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n be_v eternal_a life_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n etc._n etc._n therefore_o i_o say_v thanks_o be_v to_o god_n who_o always_o cause_v we_o to_o triumph_v in_o christ_n we_o see_v jesus_n who_o be_v make_v a_o little_a low_o than_o the_o angel_n for_o suffer_v of_o death_n crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n that_o he_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n shall_v taste_v death_n for_o every_o man_n for_o it_o become_v he_o for_o who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o by_o who_o be_v all_o thing_n in_o bring_v of_o many_o son_n to_o glory_n to_o make_v the_o captain_n of_o their_o salvation_n perfect_a through_o suffer_v we_o see_v jesus_n who_o himself_o also_o take_v part_n of_o the_o same_o flesh_n and_o blood_n with_o we_o that_o through_o death_n he_o may_v destroy_v he_o that_o have_v the_o power_n of_o death_n that_o be_v the_o devil_n and_o deliver_v they_o who_o through_o fear_n of_o death_n be_v all_o their_o life-time_n subject_a to_o bondage_n we_o see_v jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v make_v like_o unto_o his_o brethren_n that_o he_o may_v be_v make_v
riches_n and_o wisdom_n and_o strength_n and_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o blessing_n both_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n viii_o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o release_n of_o pain_n bless_a and_o praise_v be_v thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n o_o holy_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n for_o that_o thou_o do_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o nor_o punish_v i_o to_o my_o confusion_n o_o grant_v i_o still_o a_o believe_a heart_n and_o a_o patient_a mind_n that_o i_o may_v still_o love_v thou_o and_o whole_o depend_v upon_o thou_o and_o comfortable_o bear_v all_o thy_o fatherly_a correction_n as_o it_o become_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n and_o a_o true_a soldier_n of_o jesus_n christ_n all_o be_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v all_o to_o thou_o only_o do_v i_o fly_v for_o relief_n and_o succour_n know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o strength_n nor_o support_v but_o only_o in_o thou_o thou_o will_v not_o break_v a_o bruise_a reed_n thou_o will_v not_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n o_o thou_o that_o delight_v not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n receive_v i_o release_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o trouble_n for_o thy_o great_a name_n sake_n let_v the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n be_v my_o cover_n let_v the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v my_o company_n let_v thy_o power_n be_v my_o portion_n my_o rock_n and_o my_o defence_n against_o all_o fear_n and_o danger_n whatsoever_o and_o do_v thou_o in_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n say_v at_o this_o time_n to_o my_o poor_a weak_a soul_n be_v of_o good_a cheer_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v thou_o alone_o that_o have_v send_v i_o this_o sickness_n be_v thou_o please_v to_o come_v thyself_o with_o it_o and_o teach_v i_o and_o enable_v i_o to_o make_v that_o sanctify_a use_n thereof_o as_o become_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n o_o lord_n let_v thy_o word_n be_v my_o rule_n thy_o glory_n my_o aim_n thy_o spirit_n my_o guide_n thy_o angel_n my_o guard_n thy_o promise_n my_o support_n thy_o people_n my_o society_n thy_o ordinance_n my_o delight_n then_o shall_v i_o be_v happy_a both_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o grant_v o_o lord_n god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o thy_o holy_a angel_n may_v pitch_v their_o tent_n round_o about_o i_o in_o this_o my_o low_a estate_n to_o defend_v i_o against_o that_o evil_a one_o and_o in_o thy_o own_o appoint_a time_n to_o convey_v my_o soul_n to_o everlasting_a glory_n when_o thou_o o_o lord_n shall_v be_v finish_v my_o weak_a and_o evil_a day_n of_o sin_n be_v please_v to_o quiet_v my_o tender_a conscience_n to_o pardon_v my_o many_o manifold_a offence_n to_o save_v my_o precious_a soul_n to_o receive_v both_o my_o body_n and_o my_o soul_n into_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n so_o that_o i_o may_v follow_v the_o lamb_n wheresoever_o he_o go_v oh_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o my_o salvation_n oh_o sweet_a jesus_n that_o be_v make_v perfect_a by_o suffering_n look_v gracious_o upon_o thy_o poor_a creature_n and_o sanctify_v unto_o i_o all_o the_o pain_n of_o body_n and_o all_o the_o trouble_n of_o mind_n which_o thou_o shall_v permit_v to_o fall_v upon_o i_o that_o i_o may_v pass_v through_o they_o to_o everlasting_a happiness_n ix_o consolation_n against_o pain_n and_o fear_n in_o die_v there_o be_v pain_n in_o the_o cure_n of_o a_o wound_n do_v we_o therefore_o suffer_v it_o to_o gangrene_n and_o let_v it_o alone_o to_o the_o danger_n of_o a_o limb_n perhaps_o of_o life_n no_o we_o be_v willing_a to_o lance_n and_o to_o heal_v so_o let_v we_o here_o submit_v the_o body_n that_o the_o soul_n may_v be_v safe_a there_o be_v few_o person_n but_o have_v endure_v as_o great_a perhaps_o great_a and_o for_o a_o long_a time_n in_o their_o life_n than_o they_o have_v at_o their_o death_n we_o do_v make_v the_o passage_n much_o the_o more_o tedious_a and_o difficult_a by_o our_o bring_n to_o the_o thought_n of_o death_n a_o trouble_a and_o a_o unprepared_a mind_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n forget_v that_o christ_n by_o his_o death_n have_v take_v away_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v not_o dismay_v death_n indeed_o be_v terrible_a when_o it_o be_v inflict_v by_o the_o law_n but_o it_o be_v easy_a be_v impose_v by_o the_o gospel_n the_o curse_n be_v now_o take_v off_o we_o be_v not_o now_o under_o the_o law_n but_o under_o grace_n god_n who_o bless_v we_o in_o life_n will_v not_o forsake_v we_o he_o will_v not_o neglect_v we_o in_o death_n for_o precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o all_o his_o saint_n against_o all_o the_o apprehension_n and_o thought_n of_o death_n let_v this_o of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v our_o sure_a consolation_n thanks_o be_v to_o god_n that_o as_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n so_o he_o have_v give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n bless_v for_o ever_o we_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n within_o we_o which_o will_v secure_v we_o search_v we_o and_o refresh_v we_o even_o all_o the_o time_n of_o the_o combat_n yea_o it_o will_v abide_v with_o we_o for_o the_o assure_a comfort_n of_o our_o soul_n we_o do_v see_v many_o man_n and_o woman_n to_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o any_o extremity_n of_o pain_n or_o trouble_v at_o all_o nay_o it_o be_v sometime_o with_o much_o tranquillity_n extraordinary_a cheerfulness_n and_o spiritual_a joy_n let_v not_o we_o then_o create_v fear_n to_o ourselves_o and_o expect_v pain_n but_o with_o patience_n and_o christian_a faith_n and_o fortitude_n wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n for_o a_o happy_a issue_n the_o body_n may_v and_o sometime_o do_v seem_v to_o be_v in_o grievous_a pang_n when_o as_o the_o party_n feel_v no_o pain_n almost_o at_o all_o unless_o it_o be_v the_o cramp_n or_o the_o like_a while_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v in_o a_o sweet_a repose_n and_o prepare_v itself_o to_o come_v immediate_o to_o the_o presence_n and_o bless_a enjoyment_n of_o his_o dear_a lord_n and_o gracious_a redeemer_n pray_v still_o with_o fervency_n of_o spirit_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v and_o receive_v my_o soul_n x._o ejaculation_n to_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n o_o heavenly_a father_n who_o scourge_v every_o son_n who_o thou_o do_v receive_v help_v i_o thy_o poor_a creature_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v weary_a of_o thy_o correction_n but_o be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o such_o a_o perfect_a submit_v myself_o to_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o spirit_n that_o this_o chastisement_n of_o thou_o may_v be_v so_o much_o for_o my_o present_a and_o future_a profit_n and_o advantage_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o holiness_n oh_o holy_a jesus_n son_n of_o the_o everliving_a god_n i_o have_v i_o do_v most_o humble_o confess_v it_o by_o my_o many_o and_o grievous_a offence_n crucify_v thou_o afresh_o but_o thou_o o_o bless_a lord_n who_o do_v pray_v for_o thy_o persecutor_n oh_o be_v please_v to_o intercede_v also_o for_o i_o and_o suffer_v not_o oh_o bless_a redeemer_n suffer_v not_o my_o poor_a soul_n the_o price_n of_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o perish_v oh_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n i_o have_v by_o my_o manifold_a impiety_n do_v despite_n unto_o thou_o yet_o oh_o holy_a comforter_n though_o i_o have_v often_o grieve_v thou_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o relieve_v and_o succour_n and_o sanctify_v i_o and_o in_o this_o my_o weakness_n say_v to_o my_o poor_a soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n we_o may_v pray_v unto_o the_o whole_a trinity_n but_o more_o proper_o unto_o the_o first_o person_n god_n the_o father_n in_o the_o name_n of_o god_n the_o son_n and_o by_o the_o assistance_n of_o god_n the_o holy_a ghost_n amen_n part_n iu_o meditation_n upon_o certain_a sign_n of_o death_n i._o several_n short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o intermission_n of_o pain_n o_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n early_o will_v i_o seek_v thou_o my_o soul_n do_v thirst_n for_o thou_o my_o flesh_n also_o long_v after_o thou_o i_o have_v look_v for_o thou_o in_o holiness_n that_o i_o may_v behold_v thou_o in_o power_n and_o glory_n for_o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v better_a than_o life_n itself_o because_o thou_o have_v be_v my_o helper_n therefore_o under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n will_v i_o rejoice_v or_o thus_o o_o lord_n i_o find_v this_o life_n to_o be_v but_o a_o troublesome_a pilgrimage_n few_o in_o day_n but_o full_a of_o evil_n i_o be_o weary_a of_o it_o by_o reason_n of_o my_o sin_n it_o be_v enough_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o have_v live_v so_o long_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n take_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n into_o thy_o gracious_a hand_n for_o i_o be_o no_o better_a than_o my_o father_n the_o law_n in_o my_o member_n have_v
cause_v some_o of_o his_o little_a prayer-book_n to_o be_v bring_v to_o his_o bed_n and_o appoint_v to_o every_o one_o of_o his_o child_n one_o write_v therein_o their_o several_a name_n and_o add_v thereunto_o his_o christianly_o and_o fatherly_a admonition_n for_o his_o elder_a son_n philippus_n mauritius_n upon_o his_o german_a bible_n he_o do_v write_v thus_o my_o son_n philippus_n mauritius_n count_n of_o hanaw_n fear_v god_n and_o keep_v his_o holy_a commandment_n i_o have_v be_v this_o night_n sore_o trouble_v and_o in_o great_a anguish_n i_o have_v think_v on_o many_o thing_n which_o i_o wish_v my_o child_n that_o you_o can_v know_v yet_o thus_o much_o i_o tell_v you_o keep_v thyself_o even_o all_o thy_o life-time_n close_o unto_o thy_o god_n his_o gracious_a help_n and_o his_o bless_a assistance_n will_v be_v evermore_o most_o necessary_a for_o thou_o i_o will_v to_o god_n that_o i_o can_v write_v the_o great_a riches_n of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n goodness_n and_o faithfulness_n that_o have_v be_v experiment_v by_o i_o this_o long_a time_n i_o bless_v the_o lord_n i_o have_v already_o the_o foretaste_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n therefore_o will_v i_o sing_v unto_o the_o lord_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v psa_n 104.33_o i_o will_v sing_v praise_n to_o my_o god_n while_o i_o have_v my_o be_v my_o meditation_n of_o he_o shall_v be_v sweet_a i_o will_v be_v glad_a in_o the_o lord_n the_o lord_n help_v thou_o unto_o i_o in_o due_a time_n amen_n in_o these_o pang_n of_o death_n i_o do_v desire_n to_o be_v deliver_v and_o to_o be_v with_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n thou_o faithful_a saviour_n how_o do_v i_o love_v thou_o thy_o promise_n be_v true_a thy_o love_n be_v great_a thy_o heart_n be_v faithful_a towards_o i_o i_o do_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n thou_o dear_a and_o faithful_a god_n thou_o have_v most_o gracious_o deliver_v and_o sanctify_v i_o lord_n i_o do_v wait_v on_o thy_o salvation_n thy_o faithful_a father_n philippus_n lodovicus_n the_o second_o son_n willielmus_fw-la reynhart_n receive_v his_o book_n with_o these_o word_n viz._n my_o dear_a son_n serve_v thy_o god_n with_o thy_o whole_a heart_n in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n i_o have_v destinate_a thou_o thereunto_o esteem_v it_o not_o to_o be_v any_o shame_n unto_o thou_o to_o serve_v god_n and_o his_o church_n for_o god_n be_v the_o great_a god_n he_o be_v thy_o creator_n keep_v in_o honour_n the_o true_a service_n of_o god_n obey_v and_o serve_v thy_o dear_a mother_n under_o who_o heart_n thou_o have_v lie_v honour_n and_o serve_v thy_o elder_a brother_n as_o thy_o lord_n for_o such_o be_v the_o ordinance_n and_o my_o will_n also_o bear_v with_o he_o if_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o right_n for_o thou_o be_v then_o more_o happy_a than_o he_o but_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o walk_v upright_o in_o thy_o word_n than_o be_v not_o thou_o happy_a love_v thy_o brother_n and_o sister_n from_o the_o heart_n love_v thy_o house_n do_v good_a to_o the_o poor_a according_a to_o thy_o ability_n then_o shall_v the_o lord_n bless_v thou_o beware_v of_o drunkenness_n of_o dissoluteness_n and_o all_o unclean_a speech_n as_o thou_o will_v do_v of_o fire_n honour_v thy_o state_n be_v industrious_a in_o all_o thing_n read_v and_o practice_v and_o that_o continual_o the_o 119_o psalm_n let_v thy_o astrologian_n be_v the_o 28_o of_o deuteronomy_n so_o i_o commit_v thou_o to_o god_n thy_o faithful_a father_n unto_o death_n philippus_n lodovicus_n the_o elder_a daughter_n lady_n charlette_n loisa_n receive_v her_o book_n with_o these_o word_n viz._n fear_v honour_n and_o love_v thy_o god_n from_o thy_o heart_n have_v his_o commandment_n continual_o before_o thy_o eye_n take_v thy_o whole_a delight_n therein_o honour_n with_o all_o filial_a obedience_n thy_o love_a mother_n keep_v thy_o mouth_n close_o with_o a_o lock_n esteem_v honesty_n and_o modesty_n above_o all_o the_o good_n and_o treasure_n of_o this_o present_a world_n god_n bless_v thou_o my_o love_a child_n thy_o love_a father_n unto_o death_n philippus_n lodovicus_n the_o second_o daughter_n lady_n emilia_n elizabetha_n receive_v her_o book_n from_o he_o with_o these_o word_n viz._n have_v god_n always_o before_o thy_o eye_n honour_v thy_o mother_n with_o obedience_n and_o with_o love_n keep_v honesty_n and_o modesty_n for_o these_o will_v be_v thy_o best_a riches_n and_o thy_o chief_a jewel_n thy_o faithful_a father_n unto_o death_n philippus_n lodovicus_n the_o young_a daughter_n lady_n catherina_n juliana_n receive_v her_o book_n with_o these_o word_n viz._n dear_o child_n be_v virtuous_a have_v thy_o creator_n always_o before_o thy_o eye_n fear_v thy_o god_n even_o all_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o life_n love_n and_o honour_v thy_o bless_a saviour_n who_o do_v shed_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n for_o thou_o break_v off_o from_o thy_o evil_n will_v betimes_o be_v humble_a and_o obedient_a humility_n honesty_n and_o silence_n do_v more_o adorn_v a_o lady_n than_o either_o pearl_n or_o other_o costly_a jewel_n thy_o faithful_a father_n unto_o death_n philippus_n lodovicus_n these_o prayer-book_n be_v thus_o deliver_v his_o excellency_n cause_v also_o the_o late-born_a lord_n to_o be_v bring_v before_o the_o bed_n sigh_v sad_o over_o he_o touch_v he_o with_o his_o hand_n and_o pray_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v also_o bless_v that_o tender_a infant_n with_o his_o grace_n lie_v down_o again_o his_o bed_n be_v new_o make_v he_o stretch_v out_o both_o his_o arm_n say_v to_o one_o of_o his_o counsellor_n ecce_fw-la divinum_fw-la miraculum_fw-la hominem_fw-la jam_fw-la mortuum_fw-la viribus_fw-la tamen_fw-la adhuc_fw-la integrum_fw-la that_o be_v loe_o a_o divine_a miracle_n a_o man_n already_o dead_a and_o yet_o have_v his_o full_a strength_n after_o this_o his_o understanding_n remain_v very_o good_a he_o cause_v divers_a thing_n to_o be_v read_v out_o of_o a_o little_a song-book_n and_o then_o take_v it_o to_o he_o and_o write_v in_o it_o this_o song_n have_v i_o use_v many_o year_n and_o then_o command_v it_o to_o be_v lay_v upon_o his_o heart_n as_o soon_o as_o he_o shall_v be_v depart_v a_o while_n after_o he_o call_v before_o he_o all_o the_o minister_n both_o of_o the_o old_a and_o of_o the_o new_a city_n and_o also_o some_o of_o the_o country-minister_n with_o who_o he_o do_v discourse_n of_o the_o true_a save_a faith_n and_o of_o a_o christianly_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o life_n tell_v they_o that_o he_o will_v not_o willing_o in_o this_o his_o weakness_n be_v without_o a_o preacher_n by_o he_o he_o do_v often_o sigh_v and_o pray_v from_o his_o heart_n for_o a_o mitigation_n of_o his_o pain_n and_o for_o shorten_v the_o pang_n of_o death_n and_o also_o so_o for_o a_o understand_a end_n and_o do_v use_v many_o comfortable_a speech_n to_o the_o joy_n and_o admiration_n of_o such_o as_o be_v his_o assistant_n 7._o aug._n friday_n his_o excellency_n feel_v the_o time_n of_o death_n approach_v his_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o godly_a comfort_n and_o of_o heavenly_a consolation_n speak_v with_o singular_a zeal_n of_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n of_o the_o death_n of_o a_o christian_a &_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n then_o say_v ah_o sir_n love_a sir_n i_o have_v see_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n what_o do_v i_o care_v for_o this_o world_n i_o have_v kiss_v the_o hem_n of_o the_o garment_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n i_o be_o now_o climb_v on_o the_o ladder_n of_o jacob_n up_o to_o heaven_n towards_o my_o god_n and_o saviour_n and_o while_o he_o be_v full_a of_o these_o expression_n and_o cast_v his_o arm_n from_o he_o he_o say_v all_o thing_n here_o below_o do_v now_o stink_v before_o i_o tell_v this_o to_o my_o child_n chief_o to_o my_o steward_n that_o he_o nor_o they_o seek_v too_o much_o after_o worldly_a thing_n but_o to_o put_v their_o whole_a trust_n in_o god_n ah_o my_o dear_a people_n say_v he_o how_o much_o trouble_n have_v you_o with_o i_o miserable_a creature_n then_o he_o call_v open_v all_o the_o door_n let_v all_o my_o people_n come_v in_o that_o they_o may_v see_v how_o joyful_o i_o do_v die_v and_o so_o be_v comfort_v by_o my_o example_n his_o physician_n warn_v he_o not_o to_o speak_v too_o much_o ah_o say_v he_o shall_v not_o i_o speak_v of_o my_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n he_o have_v give_v i_o and_o he_o continue_v to_o i_o a_o tongue_n to_o that_o end_n again_o when_o the_o physician_n speak_v against_o open_v the_o window_n what_o say_v he_o shall_v not_o i_o behold_v the_o fair_a heaven_n whither_o i_o shall_v come_v anon_o he_o do_v oftentimes_o lift_v up_o his_o hand_n and_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n use_v these_o word_n oh_o thou_o great_a and_o strong_a god_n thou_o almighty_a god_n thou_o holy_a god_n thou_o good_a and_o true_a
there_o be_v thy_o forbear_n mercy_n whereby_o thou_o do_v wait_v for_o the_o conversion_n of_o foul_a offender_n 3._o there_o be_v thy_o alter_a mercy_n which_o from_o vanity_n and_o vice_n do_v settle_v we_o in_o way_n of_o holiness_n 4._o there_o be_v thy_o embrace_a mercy_n whereby_o thou_o assure_v we_o be_v now_o convert_v of_o thy_o favour_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 5._o there_o be_v thy_o confirm_a mercy_n which_o strengthen_v we_o in_o the_o course_n of_o godliness_n 6._o there_o be_v thy_o comfort_a mercy_n which_o set_v we_o in_o the_o hope_n and_o expectation_n of_o future_a glory_n 7._o there_o be_v thy_o crown_a mercy_n which_o give_v we_o assurance_n and_o full_a possession_n of_o eternal_a happiness_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n yea_o lord_n thy_o boundless_a mercy_n do_v every_o where_o and_o every_o way_n and_o every_o day_n most_o gracious_o enlarge_v themselves_o towards_o we_o both_o in_o give_v we_o all_o good_a thing_n and_o in_o forgive_a we_o all_o our_o offending_n but_o yet_o it_o must_v be_v our_o care_n that_o we_o take_v heed_n never_o to_o presume_v upon_o this_o mercy_n but_o to_o have_v this_o sentence_n always_o in_o our_o mind_n and_o memory_n the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a that_o he_o may_v be_v fear_v amen_n so_o be_v it_o iv_o of_o the_o danger_n and_o evil_n of_o sin_n 1._o who_o will_v be_v so_o hardy_a as_o to_o commit_v any_o one_o sin_n if_o he_o do_v at_o all_o consider_v the_o example_n of_o god_n judgement_n for_o sin_n and_o that_o first_o upon_o the_o whole_a world_n which_o he_o have_v make_v 2._o upon_o his_o church_n the_o quintessence_n of_o the_o world_n when_o they_o sin_v in_o the_o wilderness_n 3._o upon_o his_o saint_n the_o quintessence_n of_o his_o church_n as_o david_n his_o belove_a 4._o on_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n offend_v 5._o on_o his_o dear_a son_n himself_o when_o he_o take_v our_o sin_n upon_o he_o and_o so_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o god_n justice_n upon_o which_o one_o say_v well_o magna_fw-la taâ—â—â—â—_n amaritudo_fw-la peccati_fw-la quae_fw-la tantam_fw-la amaritudinem_fw-la peperit_fw-la great_a be_v the_o sowrness_n in_o our_o sin_v that_o produce_v so_o great_a sharpness_n in_o 〈◊〉_d suffering_n 2._o alas_o what_o avail_v it_o for_o a_o impenitent_a sinner_n to_o seek_v for_o outward_a relief_n when_o our_o executioner_n be_v within_o we_o if_o we_o can_v shift_v from_o ourselves_o we_o may_v have_v some_o hope_n of_o ease_n but_o what_o if_o we_o can_v run_v from_o ourselves_o alas_o that_o be_v nothing_o our_o soul_n may_v fly_v from_o our_o body_n but_o our_o conscience_n will_v not_o fly_v from_o our_o soul_n nor_o our_o sin_n from_o our_o conscience_n some_o indeed_o in_o the_o sharpness_n of_o these_o pang_n of_o sin_n have_v leap_v out_o of_o this_o private_a hell_n that_o be_v in_o themselves_o into_o that_o common_a pit_n of_o hell_n choose_v rather_o to_o adventure_v on_o the_o future_a pain_n that_o they_o have_v fear_v then_o to_o endure_v the_o present_a horror_n that_o they_o have_v feel_v gain_v hereby_o nothing_o but_o to_o that_o hell_n which_o be_v within_o they_o a_o second_o hell_n to_o be_v without_o they_o the_o conscience_n leave_v not_o where_o the_o fiend_n begin_v but_o both_o together_o join_v in_o torture_v 3._o what_o can_v we_o think_v of_o sin_n let_v the_o pleasure_n or_o the_o profit_n or_o the_o pretence_n thereof_o be_v what_o it_o may_v be_v yet_o before_o the_o execution_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n let_v we_o consider_v that_o either_o we_o must_v repent_v that_o sin_n and_o that_o with_o a_o sorrow_n equal_a to_o the_o pleasure_n that_o we_o have_v in_o it_o or_o else_o we_o shall_v for_o that_o one_o sin_n be_v condemn_v to_o everlasting_a torment_n let_v this_o then_o o_o let_v this_o only_a one_o consideration_n sink_v deep_a and_o dwell_v upon_o our_o heart_n and_o then_o it_o will_v prove_v a_o help_n to_o we_o during_o our_o life_n 4._o some_o obdurate_a forehead_n there_o be_v that_o will_v seem_v to_o laugh_v their_o sin_n out_o of_o countenance_n but_o certain_o their_o heart_n must_v needs_o bleed_v when_o their_o face_n do_v countenance_v a_o smile_n they_o do_v wear_v out_o many_o wake_a hour_n when_o they_o think_v they_o rest_v yea_o as_o their_o thought_n afford_v they_o no_o sleep_n no_o more_o do_v their_o sleep_n afford_v they_o rest_n but_o while_o their_o sense_n be_v tie_v up_o their_o sin_n be_v let_v loose_a fright_v they_o with_o horrible_a dream_n therefore_o sin_n no_o more_o lest_o a_o worse_a thing_n come_v unto_o you_o 5._o see_v the_o tongue_n of_o a_o sinner_n begin_v first_o to_o dissemble_v next_o to_o lie_v next_o to_o swear_v next_o to_o blaspheme_v and_o the_o next_o thing_n that_o the_o sinner_n take_v in_o hand_n be_v the_o practice_n of_o evil_a action_n and_o here_o as_o in_o other_o case_n the_o devil_n use_v his_o old_a method_n he_o first_o teach_v the_o man_n the_o art_n of_o fraud_n and_o cozen_n after_o that_o the_o practice_n of_o extortion_n and_o oppression_n then_o the_o trade_n of_o open_a theft_n and_o violence_n so_o as_o by_o this_o time_n the_o man_n be_v grow_v a_o perfect_a artist_n and_o proficient_a be_v show_v the_o way_n to_o swallow_v any_o bait_n and_o to_o scruple_n at_o nothing_o at_o all_o v._o health_n the_o fit_a time_n for_o repentance_n 1._o let_v we_o not_o delay_v our_o repentance_n from_o day_n to_o day_n but_o even_o in_o our_o youth_n begin_v so_o necessary_a so_o profitable_a a_o work_n can_v we_o think_v it_o fit_a to_o undertake_v by_o the_o serious_a exercise_n of_o repentance_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o work_n to_o turn_v our_o sinful_a soul_n towards_o god_n when_o sickness_n have_v seize_v upon_o we_o and_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o turn_v our_o tire_a limb_n upon_o our_o soft_a bed_n if_o we_o find_v it_o so_o hard_a a_o matter_n to_o turn_v to_o heavenward_o now_o we_o shall_v find_v it_o far_o hard_a then_o for_o our_o sin_n will_v wax_v strong_a every_o day_n but_o our_o strength_n for_o resistance_n will_v become_v weak_a our_o conscience_n will_v frighten_v we_o pain_n will_v distract_v we_o fear_v of_o death_n will_v amaze_v we_o visit_v of_o friend_n will_v disturb_v we_o so_o as_o if_o we_o be_v not_o beforehand_o furnish_v with_o a_o competency_n of_o faith_n and_o patience_n and_o holy_a consolation_n we_o shall_v not_o on_o our_o sick_a bed_n be_v able_a to_o meditate_v ourselves_o nor_o to_o observe_v the_o word_n of_o counsel_n or_o of_o comfort_n from_o other_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o pray_v alone_o nor_o to_o join_v with_o other_o that_o will_v pray_v with_o we_o therefore_o let_v we_o beware_v and_o begin_v repentance_n betimes_o he_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o forget_v god_n at_o his_o death_n that_o do_v not_o daily_o remember_v he_o in_o his_o life_n let_v we_o then_o prepare_v ourselves_o betimes_o for_o sickness_n and_o death_n let_v we_o pull_v out_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n by_o early_o bewail_v of_o sin_n past_a by_o timely_a cleave_v to_o god_n for_o the_o future_a with_o purpose_v and_o practise_v sincerity_n of_o life_n and_o conversation_n 2._o we_o be_v the_o israel_n of_o god_n our_o sin_n be_v the_o egyptian_n that_o keep_v we_o in_o bondage_n let_v we_o pray_v that_o these_o egyptian_n may_v be_v drown_v in_o that_o red_a sea_n and_o wash_v away_o by_o that_o precious_a blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 3._o in_o our_o health_n let_v we_o take_v heed_n of_o all_o sin_n for_o sin_n be_v the_o only_a enemy_n to_o christ_n they_o be_v those_o soldier_n that_o apprehend_v he_o those_o tormentor_n that_o scourge_v he_o those_o thorn_n that_o gore_v his_o head_n those_o nail_n that_o pierce_v his_o foot_n that_o spear_n that_o spill_v his_o blood_n that_o cross_n that_o take_v away_o his_o life_n 4._o take_v heed_n for_o he_o that_o do_v not_o repent_v to_o day_n have_v a_o day_n more_o to_o repent_v of_o and_o yet_o a_o day_n less_o to_o repent_v in_o it_o be_v the_o say_n of_o a_o holy_a man_n when_o he_o hear_v a_o clock_n to_o strike_v hark_v here_o be_v one_o hour_n more_o that_o i_o have_v to_o answer_v for_o 5._o defer_v not_o repentance_n till_o sickness_n come_v it_o may_v present_o be_v violent_a and_o then_o if_o our_o reason_n continue_v which_o be_v oftentimes_o otherwise_o it_o will_v be_v most_o necessary_a to_o employ_v that_o reason_n and_o our_o best_a thought_n on_o the_o high_a concernment_n on_o the_o world_n that_o we_o be_v go_v to_o and_o not_o on_o the_o world_n that_o we_o be_v about_o to_o leave_v let_v terrene_a thing_n always_o give_v place_n to_o celestial_a thing_n that_o so_o we_o may_v be_v in_o heaven_n here_o vi_o holy_a resolution_n in_o time_n of_o health_n 1._o i_o will_v always_o remember_v
all_o evil_a especial_o our_o spiritual_a enemy_n for_o thou_o be_v the_o power_n such_o power_n as_o king_n do_v want_v but_o thou_o be_v full_o able_a 1._o to_o exalt_v thy_o own_o name_n 2._o to_o extend_v thy_o kingdom_n over_o all_o 3._o to_o fit_v we_o to_o do_v thy_o will._n 4._o to_o minister_v to_o our_o necessity_n 5._o to_o pardon_v our_o sin_n 6._o to_o preserve_v we_o from_o and_o to_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o all_o evil_a and_o then_o thou_o be_v the_o glory_n the_o hallow_n of_o thy_o name_n be_v the_o chief_a part_n of_o thy_o glory_n thy_o kingdom_n be_v the_o prime_a place_n of_o thy_o glory_n and_o herein_o be_v thou_o glorify_v that_o be_v when_o we_o set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n when_o we_o obey_v thy_o will_n when_o thou_o provide_v for_o thy_o people_n when_o thou_o forgive_v their_o sin_n when_o thou_o comforte_v they_o in_o their_o calamity_n so_o do_v we_o trust_v and_o hope_n that_o thou_o will_v do_v all_o these_o thing_n for_o we_o take_v heed_n for_o if_o in_o our_o prayer_n we_o come_v to_o god_n with_o a_o guilty_a defile_a conscience_n with_o cold_a affection_n with_o dead_a spirit_n not_o depart_v from_o iniquity_n and_o without_o a_o pure_a heart_n this_o be_v howl_v and_o not_o pray_v prayer_n by_o good_a christian_n have_v be_v style_v and_o esteem_v the_o key_n of_o heaven_n and_o the_o confusion_n of_o hell_n the_o standard_n of_o our_o spiritual_a warfare_n the_o conservation_n of_o our_o peace_n the_o bridle_n of_o our_o impatience_n the_o guardian_n of_o our_o temperance_n the_o seal_n of_o chastity_n the_o advocate_n of_o offender_n the_o consolation_n of_o the_o afflict_a and_o the_o passport_n of_o the_o die_a thus_o the_o just_a do_v live_v and_o die_v in_o prayer_n a_o christian_a without_o prayer_n may_v be_v compare_v to_o a_o bee_n without_o a_o sting_n which_o can_v make_v neither_o wax_n nor_o honey_n a_o true_a christian_a make_v prayer_n not_o only_o his_o lock_n and_o key_n of_o the_o day_n but_o his_o bolt_n at_o night_n yea_o his_o very_a meal_n and_o recreation_n for_o this_o it_o be_v that_o the_o primitive_a christian_n be_v call_v the_o cricket_n of_o the_o night_n because_o when_o sleep_n do_v fail_v their_o heart_n be_v lift_v up_o in_o constant_a ejaculatory_a prayer_n iii_o meditation_n at_o first_o sicken_n with_o one_o cross_n be_v it_o of_o sickness_n or_o other_o affliction_n god_n do_v usual_o work_v two_o cure_n 1._o by_o chastisement_n for_o sin_n past_a 2._o by_o prevent_v of_o sin_n to_o come_v so_o as_o we_o may_v say_v with_o the_o prophet_n before_o i_o be_v afflict_v i_o go_v astray_o but_o now_o thy_o grace_n assist_v i_o will_v keep_v thy_o statute_n 2._o god_n send_v sickness_n and_o other_o affliction_n to_o seal_v to_o we_o our_o adoption_n for_o every_o child_n who_o god_n love_v he_o chastise_v and_o suffer_v the_o wicked_a still_o to_o continue_v in_o their_o sin_n without_o correction_n 3._o god_n send_v sickness_n to_o wean_v our_o heart_n from_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n and_o of_o worldly_a vanity_n and_o to_o cause_v we_o more_o early_o to_o desire_v and_o more_o earnest_o to_o long_o for_o heaven_n 4._o of_o all_o affliction_n and_o cross_n sickness_n may_v be_v hold_v to_o come_v most_o immediate_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o that_o because_o of_o sin_n 5._o by_o sickness_n and_o affliction_n god_n do_v exercise_v his_o child_n &_o the_o grace_n which_o he_o bestow_v upon_o they_o he_o thereby_o tri_v and_o refine_v our_o faith_n to_o make_v it_o to_o shine_v more_o clear_a he_o thereby_o stir_v we_o up_o to_o pray_v more_o frequent_o and_o more_o zealous_o he_o see_v what_o patience_n we_o have_v learn_v all_o this_o while_n in_o his_o school_n and_o so_o concern_v our_o hope_n in_o christ_n our_o love_n to_o the_o glorious_a trinity_n our_o charity_n to_o our_o christian_a brethren_n and_o the_o like_a 6._o sanctify_a sickness_n and_o affliction_n be_v a_o singular_a help_n to_o further_a we_o in_o our_o conversion_n and_o by_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n and_o true_a repentance_n to_o drive_v we_o home_o to_o our_o heavenly_a father_n in_o holy_a believe_v 7._o sickness_n and_o affliction_n do_v work_n in_o we_o not_o only_o christianly_o love_v and_o charity_n but_o pity_n and_o compassion_n also_o towards_o our_o brethren_n so_o as_o to_o have_v a_o fellow-feeling_n with_o they_o in_o all_o their_o suffering_n 8._o god_n do_v many_o time_n make_v use_v of_o our_o sickness_n and_o other_o affliction_n not_o only_o as_o mean_n and_o as_o example_n whereby_o to_o manifest_v to_o other_o the_o faith_n patience_n and_o other_o grace_n that_o he_o have_v bestow_v upon_o we_o but_o also_o by_o the_o same_o to_o strengthen_v and_o to_o encourage_v other_o that_o have_v not_o yet_o receive_v so_o great_a a_o measure_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o assurance_n as_o we_o have_v do_v 9_o by_o sickness_n and_o affliction_n god_n work_v we_o to_o a_o conformity_n of_o the_o image_n of_o his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o our_o salvation_n be_v make_v perfect_a through_o suffer_v 10._o god_n send_v sickness_n that_o the_o godly_a may_v thereby_o be_v humble_v in_o respect_n of_o their_o own_o condition_n and_o misery_n and_o that_o god_n may_v be_v glorify_v by_o a_o gracious_a deliver_v they_o out_o of_o all_o their_o trouble_n when_o in_o sincerity_n they_o call_v upon_o he_o for_o his_o help_n and_o succour_v iu_o direction_n and_o consolation_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n and_o death_n let_v every_o christian_n upon_o his_o sick_a bed_n not_o only_o with_o patience_n look_v for_o death_n but_o with_o comfort_n also_o and_o that_o for_o these_o reason_n 1._o because_o the_o death_n of_o every_o member_n of_o christ_n as_o well_o as_o of_o other_o be_v foresee_v and_o ordain_v by_o the_o special_a decree_n and_o providence_n of_o god_n 2._o reason_n be_v take_v from_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n rev._n 14.13_o bless_a be_v the_o dead_a that_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o shall_v rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o their_o work_n follow_v they_o 3._o he_o that_o die_v in_o christ_n his_o soul_n and_o his_o body_n be_v real_o unite_v to_o christ_n according_a to_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n 4._o god_n have_v also_o promise_v his_o gracious_a &_o special_a presence_n to_o such_o sick_a and_o die_a person_n as_o do_v belong_v to_o he_o so_o he_o say_v isa_n 43.1_o fear_v not_o for_o i_o have_v redeem_v thou_o i_o have_v call_v thou_o by_o thy_o name_n thou_o be_v i_o when_o thou_o pass_v through_o the_o water_n i_o will_v be_v with_o thou_o a_o little_a blast_n of_o sickness_n do_v oftentimes_o become_v mortal_a and_o we_o be_v many_o a_o time_n carry_v away_o in_o that_o blast_n and_o if_o we_o shall_v hold_v out_o a_o while_n long_o we_o do_v but_o daily_o consume_v and_o moulder_v away_o with_o old_a age_n till_o we_o return_v to_o our_o dust_n and_o at_o last_o do_v become_v but_o a_o coffin_n for_o the_o worm_n let_v not_o a_o die_a man_n think_v on_o the_o pang_n of_o death_n which_o may_v perhaps_o be_v light_n and_o short_a but_o let_v he_o whole_o fix_v his_o thought_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faith_n upon_o that_o bless_a estate_n of_o eternal_a life_n which_o jesus_n christ_n have_v purchase_v for_o he_o in_o the_o business_n of_o sickness_n and_o especial_o of_o death_n lay_v aside_o all_o curious_a speculation_n of_o god_n unsearchable_a counsel_n all_o cogitation_n and_o consideration_n of_o work_n of_o tradition_n of_o philosophy_n yea_o and_o of_o the_o law_n of_o god_n too_o and_o run_v straight_o to_o the_o manger_n embrace_v the_o babe_n christ_n in_o thy_o arm_n yea_o in_o thy_o soul_n behold_v he_o as_o he_o be_v bear_v grow_v up_o conversant_a among_o man_n as_o teach_v die_a rise_v again_o ascend_v above_o the_o heaven_n and_o have_v power_n above_o all_o thing_n this_o thought_n this_o sight_n will_v make_v thou_o to_o shake_v off_o all_o trouble_n and_o terror_n as_o the_o sun_n drive_v away_o the_o cloud_n we_o must_v live_v in_o the_o world_n as_o in_o a_o strange_a country_n where_o we_o be_v every_o day_n take_v our_o farewell_n be_v as_o in_o sickness_n always_o ready_a to_o depart_v and_o because_o the_o instant_n of_o our_o depart_n be_v uncertain_a we_o shall_v wait_v for_o it_o every_o hour_n the_o wise_a christian_a that_o hearkn_v to_o the_o minute_n of_o his_o breathe_n can_v never_o be_v surprise_v when_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o last_o sigh_n do_v strike_v our_o duty_n in_o sickness_n or_o any_o other_o affliction_n be_v to_o inquire_v and_o find_v out_o the_o cause_n if_o it_o be_v for_o sin_n to_o humble_v ourselves_o to_o justify_v god_n to_o turn_v to_o he_o to_o submit_v to_o his_o will_n to_o seek_v his_o
favour_n to_o mind_v our_o own_o duty_n and_o to_o live_v by_o faith_n v._o a_o prayer_n before_o take_v of_o physic_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o perfect_a love_n to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n that_o i_o may_v not_o delight_v in_o any_o thing_n at_o all_o but_o thou_o nor_o look_v for_o any_o other_o safety_n at_o all_o but_o in_o thou_o nor_o seek_v for_o any_o other_o help_v but_o from_o thou_o o_o most_o holy_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n both_o of_o health_n and_o of_o sickness_n who_o kill_v and_o make_v alive_a who_o bring_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n and_o raise_v up_o again_o i_o do_v humble_o come_v unto_o thou_o unto_o thou_o as_o to_o the_o only_a physician_n of_o physician_n who_o can_v as_o easy_o cure_v my_o soul_n from_o sin_n as_o my_o body_n from_o sickness_n i_o do_v not_o at_o this_o time_n desire_v either_o life_n or_o death_n but_o do_v whole_o yield_v up_o myself_o to_o thy_o bless_a will_n death_n indeed_o be_v the_o reward_n of_o sin_n for_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n yet_o see_v thy_o gracious_a providence_n while_o life_n remain_v have_v appoint_v mean_n for_o thy_o distress_a child_n to_o use_v and_o by_o the_o lawful_a and_o thankful_a use_n of_o it_o and_o humble_a seek_v to_o thou_o for_o it_o to_o expect_v thy_o fatherly_a blessing_n for_o heal_v of_o their_o distemper_n and_o restore_v they_o to_o their_o health_n in_o this_o my_o necessity_n i_o do_v apply_v myself_o to_o the_o physician_n and_o be_o enter_v upon_o the_o course_n which_o he_o shall_v prescribe_v o_o lord_n help_v i_o that_o i_o may_v cast_v myself_o whole_o upon_o thou_o teach_v i_o to_o call_v faithful_o upon_o thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n for_o a_o blessing_n upon_o it_o it_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o do_v recover_v hezekiah_n that_o do_v cleanse_v the_o leper_n that_o do_v restore_v the_o woman_n with_o the_o bloody_a issue_n and_o it_o be_v from_o thy_o great_a mercy_n almighty_a power_n and_o gracious_a providence_n alone_o that_o i_o expect_v deliverance_n out_o of_o this_o malady_n oh_o be_v please_v of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n to_o sanctify_v to_o i_o this_o physic_n that_o i_o shall_v now_o take_v and_o so_o to_o prosper_v the_o same_o that_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o pleasure_n it_o may_v remove_v this_o sickness_n and_o take_v away_o this_o pain_n and_o restore_v i_o to_o my_o former_a health_n and_o strength_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v appoint_v this_o sickness_n to_o draw_v i_o near_o to_o thyself_o in_o constant_a obedience_n and_o holy_a dependence_n upon_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n or_o if_o thou_o have_v send_v this_o sickness_n as_o thy_o messenger_n to_o call_v i_o out_o of_o this_o mortal_a life_n then_o help_v i_o to_o say_v with_o integrity_n &_o sincerity_n thy_o will_v be_v do_v &_o enable_v i_o with_o cheerfulness_n to_o submit_v to_o thy_o divine_a pleasure_n and_o this_o i_o do_v humble_o &_o most_o earnest_o beg_v of_o thou_o to_o assist_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n for_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o patience_n in_o this_o my_o day_n of_o trouble_n o_o lord_n let_v thy_o tender_a and_o fatherly_a compassion_n be_v never_o want_v to_o i_o but_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o extremity_n be_v please_v to_o support_v i_o with_o thy_o continual_a help_n that_o i_o may_v both_o willing_o and_o christian_o resign_v up_o my_o soul_n as_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n into_o thy_o gracious_a hand_n and_o bless_a protection_n grant_v this_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o poor_a servant_n and_o whatever_o else_o in_o thy_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o goodness_n thou_o know_v to_o be_v necessary_a for_o my_o present_a weak_a condition_n such_o as_o may_v tend_v to_o my_o everlasting_a comfort_n and_o thy_o eternal_a glory_n all_o this_o i_o beg_v for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n to_o who_o with_o thou_o and_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n be_v ascribe_v all_o majesty_n power_n and_o glory_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n vi_o a_o prayer_n before_o physic_n be_v on_o work_v o_o holy_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n when_o in_o my_o weakness_n the_o time_n shall_v come_v that_o satan_n shall_v malicious_o accuse_v i_o when_o my_o unquiet_a conscience_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o when_o worldly_a advantage_n shall_v forsake_v i_o and_o when_o every_o creature_n and_o every_o thing_n shall_v seem_v to_o set_v themselves_o against_o i_o and_o that_o for_o my_o manifold_a and_o my_o reiterated_a sin_n against_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n then_o do_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n do_v thou_o strengthen_v i_o in_o my_o most_o holy_a faith_n so_o that_o if_o all_o not_o at_o all_o from_o thou_o though_o every_o thing_n do_v seem_v to_o flee_v from_o i_o but_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v thy_o fullness_n supply_v my_o want_n let_v thy_o mercy_n do_v away_o my_o offending_n let_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n prepare_v my_o soul_n for_o thy_o heavenly_a appointment_n let_v thy_o merit_n o_o most_o bless_a saviour_n enrich_v my_o poverty_n oh_o let_v thy_o dear_a and_o precious_a blood_n wash_v away_o all_o the_o spot_n and_o stain_n of_o my_o poor_a pollute_a soul_n and_o lord_n be_v please_v at_o this_o time_n to_o vouchsafe_v a_o blessing_n upon_o the_o physic_n which_o i_o have_v now_o take_v for_o remove_v of_o my_o pain_n and_o recovery_n of_o my_o health_n and_o if_o thou_o shall_v afford_v this_o mercy_n to_o thy_o poor_a creature_n than_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o grant_v grace_n that_o the_o same_o health_n and_o ease_n may_v be_v employ_v and_o improve_v for_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o for_o the_o present_a comfort_n and_o final_a salvation_n of_o my_o poor_a soul_n and_o all_o this_o i_o beg_v in_o and_o by_o and_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o thou_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n to_o who_o with_o the_o heavenly_a father_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v give_v as_o be_v most_o due_a blessing_n and_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o power_n both_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n vii_o six_o medicine_n to_o cure_v the_o fear_n of_o death_n 1._o the_o first_o medicine_n be_v contempt_n of_o the_o world_n for_o 1._o it_o will_v be_v a_o easy_a thing_n to_o die_v when_o our_o heart_n be_v once_o free_v from_o the_o love_n of_o earthly_a thing_n therefore_o shall_v we_o shun_v the_o overmuch_a care_n and_o business_n of_o the_o world_n and_o study_v to_o be_v quiet_a &_o to_o meddle_v only_o with_o our_o own_o matter_n and_o to_o draw_v they_o into_o as_o narrow_a a_o scantling_n as_o our_o call_n will_v permit_v 2._o we_o shall_v avoid_v as_o much_o as_o may_v be_v the_o society_n of_o the_o world_n favourite_n that_o admire_v nothing_o but_o what_o this_o world_n afford_v that_o know_v no_o other_o happiness_n but_o that_o of_o this_o life_n whereby_o our_o heart_n be_v too_o much_o entangle_v 3._o we_o shall_v sort_v ourselves_o with_o such_o christian_n as_o do_v practice_n as_o well_o as_o praise_v the_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n and_o by_o who_o example_n &_o discourse_n we_o may_v be_v bring_v to_o be_v in_o love_n with_o heaven_n 4._o we_o shall_v daily_o observe_v to_o what_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n our_o heart_n be_v most_o carry_v out_o and_o by_o fervent_a supplication_n to_o strive_v with_o the_o lord_n to_o suppress_v they_o 5._o we_o shall_v be_v always_o ponder_v in_o our_o thought_n those_o thing_n which_o may_v show_v we_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o vileness_n and_o transitoriness_n of_o the_o best_a thing_n which_o the_o world_n afford_v 2._o the_o second_o medicine_n or_o cure_v of_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n be_v mortification_n 1._o we_o must_v thorough_o mortify_v all_o our_o bosom_n and_o belove_a sin_n our_o sin_n must_v die_v before_o we_o die_v otherwise_o our_o die_a will_v be_v dangerous_a to_o we_o it_o be_v the_o love_n and_o the_o delight_n that_o man_n take_v in_o sin_n which_o make_v they_o so_o much_o afraid_a to_o die_v or_o else_o it_o may_v be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o some_o filthy_a sin_n commit_v which_o do_v terrify_v the_o conscience_n therefore_o we_o must_v make_v sure_a of_o our_o repentance_n now_o he_o may_v be_v say_v true_o to_o repent_v himself_o of_o all_o sin_n that_o allow_v not_o in_o himself_o any_o sin_n 2._o we_o must_v here_o add_v the_o care_n of_o a_o upright_a and_o of_o a_o unreprovable_a conversation_n a_o marvellous_a help_n and_o encouragement_n it_o be_v to_o die_v in_o peace_n when_o a_o man_n do_v live_v without_o offence_n and_o upon_o just_a ground_n can_v plead_v the_o integrity_n of_o a_o holy_a conversation_n 3._o the_o three_o medicine_n or_o cure_v against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n be_v
holy_a spirit_n which_o from_o a_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n be_v now_o become_v to_o she_o a_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n the_o holy_a frame_n of_o her_o heart_n and_o the_o bent_n of_o her_o soul_n with_o a_o sense_n of_o spiritual_a thing_n may_v be_v judge_v by_o some_o letter_n to_o her_o son_n which_o be_v in_o print_n and_o by_o the_o translation_n of_o the_o psalm_n and_o other_o essay_n of_o divine_a poetry_n after_o some_o sharp_a conflict_n with_o death_n she_o do_v patient_o and_o devout_o yield_v up_o her_o spirit_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o her_o gracious_a lord_n christ_n jesus_n she_o sicken_v the_o 28_o of_o july_n and_o die_v the_o 4_o of_o august_n and_o they_o be_v both_o of_o they_o bury_v in_o the_o same_o grave_n vii_o dr._n harris_n his_o life_n and_o death_n he_o be_v bear_v at_o broad_a campden_n in_o gloucester_n shire_n about_o the_o year_n 1578._o and_o live_v till_o 1658._o even_o fourscore_o year_n after_o he_o have_v be_v his_o time_n at_o the_o free-school_n in_o the_o country_n be_v by_o his_o parent_n design_v either_o for_o divinity_n or_o the_o law_n he_o be_v send_v to_o oxford_n where_o follow_v his_o study_n he_o take_v the_o degree_n of_o bachelor_n of_o arts._n prepare_v himself_o for_o the_o pulpit_n not_o the_o bar_n he_o offer_v his_o first_o pain_n at_o chipping_n campden_n where_o though_o a_o great_a town_n a_o bible_n can_v scarce_o be_v find_v no_o not_o at_o the_o vicar_n house_n without_o much_o search_n be_v not_o see_v some_o month_n before_o upon_o a_o fearful_a plague_n at_o oxford_n the_o university_n be_v dissolve_v and_o few_o scholar_n leave_v behind_o he_o dare_v not_o go_v home_o lest_o he_o shall_v not_o by_o his_o father_n be_v suffer_v to_o return_v thither_o again_o and_o whither_o else_o to_o go_v he_o know_v not_o till_o by_o a_o providence_n he_o be_v invite_v to_o mr._n doily_n house_n five_o mile_n from_o oxford_n a_o family_n of_o great_a piety_n mr._n prior_n the_o incumbent_n there_o be_v assist_v to_o mr._n harris_n in_o his_o study_n which_o he_o requite_v in_o assist_v mr._n prior_n a_o godly_a man_n but_o sickly_a in_o his_o preach_n for_o he_o by_o the_o removal_n of_o mr._n dod_n he_o be_v settle_v at_o hanwel_n not_o far_o off_o where_o the_o people_n be_v very_o conformable_a scarce_o a_o family_n wherein_o god_n name_n be_v not_o in_o some_o measure_n call_v upon_o nor_o any_o that_o refuse_v to_o be_v prepare_v by_o he_o for_o the_o lord_n supper_n edge-hill-fight_a be_v about_o four_o mile_n from_o he_o upon_o the_o lord_n day_n he_o take_v it_o for_o a_o great_a mercy_n that_o he_o hear_v not_o the_o least_o noise_n of_o it_o till_o the_o public_a work_n of_o the_o day_n be_v over_o nor_o can_v he_o believe_v the_o report_n till_o a_o soldier_n besmear_v with_o blood_n and_o powder_n do_v witness_v it_o there_o happen_v to_o be_v quarter_v a_o company_n of_o soldier_n that_o be_v so_o give_v over_o to_o blaspheme_v and_o swear_v that_o he_o can_v not_o forbear_v use_v that_o text_n isa_n 5.12_o which_o in_o the_o handle_n do_v so_o nettle_n some_o of_o they_o that_o they_o damn_v themselves_o to_o hell_n if_o they_o do_v not_o shoot_v he_o in_o case_n he_o preach_v any_o more_o upon_o that_o text_n but_o he_o go_v on_o the_o next_o day_n when_o in_o his_o eye_n a_o soldier_n take_v his_o carbine_n and_o fumble_v about_o the_o lock_n as_o intend_v some_o mischief_n but_o the_o preacher_n conceive_v it_o be_v only_o to_o disturb_v he_o go_v on_o with_o his_o work_n without_o any_o far_a news_n of_o the_o soldier_n after_o this_o by_o a_o scotish_n commander_n with_o the_o treachery_n of_o some_o neighbour_n he_o be_v enforce_v to_o shift_v for_o himself_o and_o go_v to_o london_n from_o london_n he_o with_o four_o other_o divine_n be_v by_o the_o parliament_n command_v to_o oxford_n then_o under_o suspension_n and_o the_o chancellor_n of_o oxford_n the_o earl_n of_o pembroke_n come_v to_o visit_v the_o university_n he_o be_v make_v dr._n of_o divinity_n which_o he_o have_v refuse_v have_v it_o not_o be_v the_o favour_n of_o his_o better_n as_o be_v not_o make_v thereby_o the_o better_a scholar_n or_o the_o better_a preacher_n in_o continuance_n of_o time_n when_o he_o have_v settle_v his_o affair_n and_o place_v his_o child_n he_o leave_v himself_o almost_o nothing_o more_o to_o do_v but_o to_o prepare_v himself_o and_o his_o wife_n 50_o year_n marry_v for_o their_o grave_n but_o now_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o exercise_v he_o a_o new_a his_o wise_a that_o be_v religious_o breed_v frequent_a in_o holy_a duty_n that_o seldom_o rise_v from_o her_o knee_n with_o dry_a eye_n be_v yet_o deliver_v up_o to_o satan_n buffet_n to_o such_o horror_n of_o mind_n to_o such_o hellish_a temptation_n as_o grieve_v every_o spectator_n upon_o this_o occasion_n he_o often_o say_v the_o receive_n of_o grace_n the_o keep_n of_o grace_n the_o use_n of_o grace_n be_v all_o from_o the_o almighty_a god_n she_o complain_v much_o and_o often_o that_o she_o can_v find_v no_o comfort_n oh_o say_v he_o what_o a_o idol_n do_v some_o people_n make_v of_o comfort_n as_o if_o their_o comfort_n be_v their_o christ_n but_o this_o cheer_v he_o have_v that_o she_o be_v keep_v 1._o from_o blaspheme_v the_o high_a so_o she_o style_v god_n 2._o from_o hurt_v any_o in_o word_n or_o deed_n 3._o that_o this_o affliction_n do_v waken_v he_o she_o be_v most_o conscientious_a and_o innocent_a 4._o it_o wrought_v in_o he_o a_o holy_a despair_n of_o all_o creature-comfort_n for_o now_o he_o enjoy_v neither_o wife_n nor_o child_n nor_o friend_n nor_o sleep_n as_o former_o only_o instant_a prayer_n be_v continue_v for_o she_o upon_o all_o occasion_n which_o give_v hope_n that_o the_o lord_n may_v please_v to_o make_v the_o end_n comfortable_a and_o the_o conquest_n glorious_a so_o he_o sometime_o say_v the_o difference_n be_v not_o great_a whether_o comfort_n do_v come_v in_o death_n or_o a_o while_n after_o death_n see_v comfort_n will_v assure_o come_v to_o all_o that_o wait_v with_o faith_n and_o patience_n after_o a_o long_a and_o laborious_a life_n he_o come_v now_o to_o a_o long_a and_o a_o painful_a sickness_n in_o the_o summer_n he_o begin_v to_o droop_v and_o when_o two_o friendly_a and_o learned_a physician_n dr._n bathurst_n and_o dr._n willis_n be_v send_v for_o he_o profess_v that_o he_o use_v mean_n mere_o in_o obedience_n that_o he_o can_v be_v content_a to_o live_v and_o dare_v die_v he_o say_v his_o physician_n will_v lose_v of_o their_o know_a worth_n have_v to_o deal_v with_o complicate_v disease_n which_o be_v seldom_o remove_v and_o with_o old_a age_n which_o be_v never_o cure_v his_o first_o encounter_n be_v with_o a_o vehement_a pleuretical_a pain_n in_o his_o left_a side_n to_o that_o be_v join_v a_o fever_n and_o also_o a_o great_a defluxion_n of_o rheum_n and_o oppression_n of_o his_o lung_n with_o phlegm_n and_o sometime_o not_o without_o some_o fit_n of_o his_o old_a disease_n the_o stone_n and_o strangury_n which_o for_o some_o week_n wrought_v so_o upon_o he_o as_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v much_o to_o those_o that_o visit_v he_o at_o his_o first_o sicken_n be_v desire_v to_o admit_v of_o some_o good_a company_n he_o say_v i_o be_o alone_a in_o company_n it_o be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o to_o be_v leave_v alone_o or_o to_o have_v friend_n about_o i_o my_o work_n be_v now_o to_o arm_v myself_o for_o death_n and_o i_o do_v apply_v myself_o as_o i_o be_o able_a for_o that_o great_a encounter_n and_o so_o he_o spend_v his_o whole_a time_n in_o meditation_n prayer_n and_o read_n especial_o the_o psalm_n and_o st._n john_n gospel_n where_o he_o take_v exceed_v delight_n in_o the_o 10_o 14_o 15_o 16_o 17_o chapter_n and_o grow_v weak_a get_v other_o to_o read_v to_o he_o still_o will_v he_o be_v exhort_v his_o visitant_n and_o attendant_n to_o get_v faith_n above_o all_o it_o be_v your_o victory_n will_v he_o say_v your_o life_n your_o peace_n your_o crown_n and_o the_o chief_a piece_n of_o your_o spiritual_a armour_n however_o get_v on_o all_o go_v forth_o in_o the_o lord_n may_v and_o stand_v to_o the_o fight_n and_o then_o shall_v the_o issue_n be_v glorius_fw-la only_o be_v sure_a not_o to_o forget_v to_o call_v in_o the_o help_n of_o your_o general_n do_v all_o by_o he_o and_o for_o his_o glory_n on_o the_o lord_n day_n he_o will_v not_o hinder_v any_o from_o public_a duty_n to_o do_v any_o thing_n about_o he_o and_o when_o the_o sermon_n be_v end_v he_o will_v say_v come_v what_o have_v you_o now_o for_o i_o mean_v of_o repetition_n to_o which_o he_o attend_v so_o diligent_o as_o to_o sum_v up_o all_o the_o head_n and_o then_o say_v o_o
which_o be_v evil_a as_o wanton_a discourse_n wander_v thought_n and_o wicked_a company_n and_o indeed_o all_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n 6._o we_o must_v be_v frequent_a in_o humble_a faithful_a and_o devout_a prayer_n for_o none_o be_v overcome_v by_o a_o temptation_n till_o he_o give_v over_o holy_a constant_a and_o zealous_a pray_v 7._o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n let_v we_o resolve_v constant_o to_o embrace_v and_o to_o observe_v whatsoever_o be_v find_v to_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n yea_o though_o all_o the_o world_n shall_v repine_v and_o persecute_v we_o for_o it_o so_o shall_v our_o duty_n and_o our_o service_n be_v regulate_v by_o precept_n and_o wing_a by_o promise_n 8._o a_o sovereign_a remedy_n it_o will_v prove_v to_o be_v meditate_v at_o all_o hour_n on_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n observe_v careful_o and_o do_v what_o have_v be_v say_v diligent_o et_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la non_fw-la peccabis_fw-la ix_o meditation_n of_o death_n the_o high_a delight_n and_o the_o great_a confidence_n that_o be_v in_o man_n can_v shift_v off_o the_o importunate_a and_o the_o violent_a trouble_n of_o this_o adversary_n that_o example_n in_o dan._n 5._o may_v serve_v for_o all_o that_o chaldean_a tyrant_n be_v carouse_v with_o his_o concubine_n sing_v triumphant_a carol_n to_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o carve_a god_n yet_o how_o be_v his_o courage_n abate_v when_o death_n write_v he_o a_o letter_n of_o summons_n now_o no_o music_n no_o pleasant_a move_a jest_n can_v remove_v his_o deep-struck_a melancholy_n o_o death_n how_o imperious_a be_v thou_o to_o carnal_a mind_n some_o do_v fear_n not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v dead_a as_o to_o die_v and_o some_o do_v fear_n not_o so_o much_o to_o die_v as_o to_o be_v dead_a whereas_o the_o true_a christian_n arm_v only_o with_o humble_a confidence_n and_o holy_a believe_v in_o his_o future_a happiness_n can_v comfortable_o encounter_v he_o and_o in_o triumph_n can_v sing_v as_o 1_o cor._n 15.55_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n etc._n etc._n look_v cheerful_o towards_o heaven_n he_o can_v unfeigned_o say_v i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n that_o dissolution_n be_v happy_a which_o part_v the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n do_v unite_v both_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o god_n he_o that_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o end_n can_v but_o contemn_v the_o hardness_n of_o the_o way_n of_o all_o sleep_n death_n may_v be_v say_v to_o be_v the_o sweet_a child_n begin_v it_o to_o we_o strong_a man_n seek_v it_o and_o king_n themselves_o fall_v to_o this_o centre_n the_o pace_n of_o death_n may_v be_v soft_a but_o iâ—_n be_v sure_a and_o every_o man_n live_v he_o never_o so_o long_o be_v a_o die_a man_n till_o he_o be_v dead_a we_o shall_v labour_v to_o get_v a_o particular_a knowledge_n and_o assurance_n both_o of_o our_o happiness_n in_o death_n and_o of_o our_o salvation_n after_o death_n and_o here_o remember_v that_o it_o be_v of_o excellent_a use_n and_o comfort_n to_o be_v frequent_a in_o receive_v of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n on_o purpose_n and_o in_o mercy_n have_v the_o lord_n leave_v both_o our_o last_o day_n and_o the_o last_o day_n uncertain_a to_o we_o that_o we_o may_v always_o meditate_v on_o they_o and_o be_v every_o day_n prepare_v for_o they_o it_o be_v the_o negligent_a forgetfulness_n of_o death_n that_o make_v our_o life_n sinful_a and_o our_o death_n terrible_a he_o that_o live_v holy_o can_v die_v unhappy_o he_o be_v most_o certain_o bless_v that_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n what_o kind_n of_o death_n soever_o it_o be_v he_o only_o be_v fearless_a of_o death_n that_o can_v say_v upon_o good_a ground_n whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v i_o be_o the_o lord_n he_o that_o be_v the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n will_v never_o repine_v or_o murmur_v at_o his_o rod_n though_o it_o be_v accompany_v with_o death_n we_o may_v well_o fear_v a_o storm_n be_v come_v when_o the_o father_n do_v call_v his_o child_n so_o hasty_o home_o let_v we_o then_o say_v with_o job_n heart_n job_n 14.14_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o appoint_a time_n will_v i_o wait_v till_o my_o change_n come_v so_o be_v it_o x._o resolution_n against_o the_o vexation_n and_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n the_o danger_n of_o this_o world_n be_v see_v in_o the_o paucity_n of_o such_o as_o do_v pass_v well_o through_o it_o and_o also_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o they_o that_o perish_v in_o it_o all_o thing_n therein_o be_v but_o extreme_a vanity_n purchase_v to_o the_o owner_n nothing_o but_o anguish_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n therefore_o will_v i_o bid_v this_o vain_a world_n adieu_o and_o that_o i_o may_v loathe_v it_o and_o love_n god_n the_o better_a i_o will_v be_v continual_o meditate_v on_o what_o he_o have_v prepare_v for_o i_o in_o heaven_n and_o especial_o on_o the_o mean_n of_o attain_v it_o which_o be_v 1._o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n who_o give_v it_o 2._o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n that_o buy_v it_o 3._o the_o holy_a gospel_n that_o offer_v it_o 4._o on_o faith_n that_o receive_v it_o 5._o on_o the_o bless_a spirit_n that_o seal_v it_o to_o my_o poor_a soul_n i_o will_v with_o christ_n and_o by_o his_o gracious_a assistance_n resolve_v to_o endure_v all_o for_o he_o all_o the_o contempt_n and_o persecution_n of_o the_o world_n all_o the_o trouble_n of_o the_o body_n all_o the_o torture_n of_o death_n all_o the_o torment_n of_o satan_n so_o as_o i_o may_v enjoy_v my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o kingdom_n i_o will_v renounce_v and_o contemn_v all_o sort_n of_o vanity_n here_o below_o that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v the_o presence_n of_o the_o lamb_n and_o with_o he_o be_v sing_v hallelujah_n everlasting_o in_o the_o high_a heaven_n i_o be_o weak_a but_o this_o do_v i_o resolve_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o he_o who_o be_v the_o almighty_a lord_n god_n i_o will_v be_v neither_o a_o fool_n nor_o a_o rebel_n not_o ignorant_a from_o whence_o my_o cross_n come_v neither_o will_v i_o be_v impatient_a in_o they_o know_v that_o they_o come_v from_o my_o most_o gracious_a god_n that_o he_o have_v stint_v all_o my_o misery_n he_o have_v weigh_v out_o every_o dram_n of_o my_o sorrow_n so_o as_o all_o the_o power_n of_o hell_n shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o cast_v in_o one_o scruple_n more_o than_o god_n have_v allot_v for_o i_o we_o know_v that_o even_o savage_a creature_n will_v endure_v to_o be_v smite_v by_o their_o master_n and_o yet_o be_v ready_a to_o tear_v stranger_n in_o piece_n shall_v i_o then_o struggle_v with_o he_o that_o make_v i_o and_o frame_v and_o moderate_v the_o whole_a world_n when_o he_o be_v please_v to_o smite_v i_o no_o we_o shall_v learn_v and_o remember_v that_o our_o extremity_n in_o misery_n be_v god_n best_o opportunity_n to_o show_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v no_o plot_n but_o against_o hell_n policy_n i_o will_v have_v no_o design_n but_o against_o sin_n stratagem_n i_o will_v learn_v how_o i_o be_o to_o act_v in_o this_o life_n to_o my_o god_n fidelity_n to_o my_o prince_n loyalty_n to_o my_o friend_n amity_n to_o myself_o humility_n so_o shall_v i_o be_v keep_v from_o future_a fall_n and_o also_o be_v guard_v from_o present_a fear_n for_o this_o we_o be_v assure_v of_o that_o god_n have_v either_o the_o castle_n of_o a_o providence_n or_o the_o ark_n of_o a_o promise_n or_o the_o faithfulness_n of_o his_o power_n or_o the_o all-sufficiency_n of_o his_o own_o grace_n for_o a_o retirement_n to_o his_o people_n in_o time_n of_o great_a storm_n and_o tempest_n part_n ii_o meditation_n at_o the_o first_o sicken_n i._o a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n in_o their_o affliction_n say_v the_o lord_n hos_n 54_o 6._o they_o will_v seek_v i_o early_o so_o egypt_n burden_n make_v israel_n cry_v to_o god_n so_o david_n trouble_n make_v he_o to_o pray_v so_o hezekiah_n sickness_n cause_v he_o to_o weep_v so_o misery_n drive_v the_o prodigal_n home_o and_o so_o let_v i_o in_o this_o my_o trouble_n sincere_o and_o believe_o hasten_v to_o my_o god_n in_o humble_a supplication_n oh_o most_o righteous_a judge_n and_o yet_o in_o jesus_n christ_n my_o gracious_a father_n i_o a_o poor_a wretched_a sinner_n do_v here_o return_v unto_o thou_o with_o the_o prodigal_n that_o be_v annoy_v with_o want_n and_o hunger_n and_o do_v humble_o acknowledge_v that_o this_o pain_n and_o sickness_n be_v none_o other_o than_o the_o just_a stroke_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n but_o though_o my_o sin_n have_v be_v many_o and_o great_a yet_o in_o wrath_n thou_o do_v remember_v mercy_n for_o thy_o correction_n have_v be_v easy_a and_o few_o i_o have_v deserve_v to_o be_v smite_v with_o some_o fearful_a death_n so_o as_o to_o have_v perish_v in_o
assurance_n we_o shall_v be_v diligent_a to_o get_v assurance_n both_o of_o god_n favour_n and_o of_o our_o own_o call_n and_o election_n for_o hereby_o will_v a_o entrance_n be_v give_v into_o the_o heavenly_a kingdom_n simeon_n can_v willing_o die_v when_o his_o eye_n have_v see_v his_o salvation_n the_o full_a assurance_n of_o faith_n do_v wonderful_o establish_v the_o heart_n and_o guard_v it_o from_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o also_o do_v breed_v a_o long_a desire_n to_o come_v to_o christ_n st._n paul_n can_v be_v confident_a when_o he_o be_v able_a to_o say_v i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v believe_v and_o i_o be_o assure_v that_o he_o be_v able_a to_o keep_v that_o which_o i_o have_v commit_v to_o he_o 4._o the_o four_o medicine_n be_v set_v our_o house_n in_o order_n a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o fear_n and_o trouble_v of_o man_n mind_n on_o their_o sick_a bed_n be_v over_o when_o with_o good_a deliberation_n and_o advice_n they_o have_v settle_v their_o estate_n and_o dispose_v of_o their_o worldly_a affair_n this_o be_v a_o matter_n not_o to_o be_v put_v off_o to_o a_o time_n of_o languish_a sickness_n when_o the_o trouble_n of_o it_o breed_v disquiet_v to_o their_o mind_n when_o their_o memory_n and_o understanding_n be_v disable_v when_o this_o necessary_a duty_n of_o prepare_v for_o death_n be_v thereby_o hinder_v if_o not_o whole_o neglect_v 5._o the_o five_o medicine_n be_v 1._o a_o frequent_a meditation_n of_o death_n we_o must_v learn_v to_o die_v daily_o for_o this_o will_v lessen_v yea_o it_o will_v remove_v the_o fear_n of_o die_a oh_o this_o remembrance_n of_o our_o latter_a end_n and_o learning_n to_o number_v our_o day_n be_v a_o admirable_a rule_n for_o to_o practice_v 2._o we_o shall_v begin_v this_o exercise_n betimes_o in_o this_o lay_v the_o commendation_n of_o those_o wise_a virgin_n and_o so_o of_o job_n who_o resolve_v to_o be_v always_o wait_v till_o his_o change_n shall_v come_v 6._o the_o six_o medicine_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n be_v holy_a and_o hearty_a prayer_n because_o our_o nature_n be_v extreme_o deceitful_a there_o be_v a_o necessity_n of_o frequent_a and_o faithful_a prayer_n to_o be_v use_v which_o will_v never_o fail_v we_o in_o whatsoever_o be_v fit_a for_o we_o it_o be_v that_o which_o god_n will_v not_o deny_v to_o those_o that_o ask_v it_o in_o sincerity_n &_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o that_o because_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n which_o christ_n our_o bless_a saviour_n do_v especial_o aim_v at_o in_o his_o own_o death_n namely_o to_o deliver_v we_o from_o the_o power_n yea_o from_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n viii_o rule_v to_o make_v our_o call_v and_o election_n sure_a 1._o we_o must_v be_v diligent_a hearer_n of_o god_n holy_a word_n for_o faith_n come_v by_o hear_v what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o so_o many_o do_v waver_v and_o wander_v out_o of_o the_o way_n that_o be_v call_v holy_a be_v it_o not_o because_o they_o be_v idle_a hearer_n be_v it_o not_o because_o they_o will_v not_o be_v at_o the_o pain_n to_o hear_v so_o careful_o as_o to_o find_v what_o their_o case_n and_o condition_n be_v and_o what_o it_o do_v require_v 2._o rule_n we_o must_v frequent_o receive_v the_o lord_n supper_n even_o every_o experience_a christian_a be_v able_a to_o tell_v we_o that_o this_o holy_a ordinance_n have_v by_o the_o mercy_n and_o blessing_n of_o god_n a_o very_a notable_a confirm_v and_o establish_v power_n in_o it_o 3._o rule_n if_o we_o will_v have_v our_o call_v and_o our_o election_n to_o be_v make_v sure_a then_o must_v we_o sue_v to_o god_n as_o the_o apostle_n do_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v increase_v our_o faith_n for_o unless_o god_n spirit_n do_v testify_v together_o with_o our_o spirit_n we_o can_v never_o come_v to_o any_o assurance_n of_o faith_n nor_o to_o any_o certainty_n of_o salvation_n paul_n may_v plant_v and_o apollo_n may_v water_v but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o that_o must_v give_v the_o increase_n 4._o rule_n if_o we_o desire_v to_o make_v our_o call_v and_o election_n sure_a we_o must_v be_v frequent_a in_o meditate_v of_o god_n promise_n as_o they_o be_v set_v forth_o in_o his_o holy_a word_n and_o according_o we_o must_v try_v our_o estate_n by_o the_o particular_a mark_n which_o be_v peculiar_a to_o god_n elect_v 5._o rule_n if_o we_o will_v make_v our_o call_v and_o election_n sure_a we_o must_v be_v plentiful_a in_o good_a work_n for_o who_o be_v they_o which_o lie_v up_o for_o themselves_o a_o good_a foundation_n against_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o so_o lay_v hold_n upon_o eternal_a life_n but_o such_o as_o be_v rich_a in_o good_a work_n we_o be_v not_o only_o to_o repent_v and_o to_o turn_v to_o god_n but_o to_o do_v work_n meet_v for_o repentance_n 6._o rule_n that_o we_o may_v make_v our_o call_v and_o our_o election_n sure_a let_v we_o always_o be_v make_v our_o desire_n know_v to_o the_o lord_n in_o our_o humble_a supplication_n that_o he_o will_v establish_v we_o in_o the_o most_o holy_a faith_n that_o believe_v in_o he_o we_o may_v remain_v immovable_a neither_o in_o prosperity_n to_o forget_v he_o or_o in_o adversity_n to_o despair_v of_o he_o and_o thus_o we_o see_v the_o way_n to_o a_o comfortable_a departure_n out_o of_o this_o life_n the_o lord_n give_v we_o grace_n to_o chufe_v this_o way_n that_o so_o by_o our_o death_n we_o may_v both_o glorify_v god_n bring_v comfort_n and_o good_a example_n to_o our_o friend_n and_o everlasting_a benefit_n to_o our_o own_o soul_n amen_n ix_o against_o doubt_n of_o god_n mercy_n 1._o let_v we_o confess_v even_o all_o our_o sin_n to_o god_n 2._o let_v we_o be_v careful_a to_o make_v satisfaction_n to_o whosoever_o in_o this_o life_n we_o have_v wrong_v be_v it_o in_o good_n or_o in_o good_a name_n without_o which_o there_o can_v be_v no_o true_a repentance_n and_o so_o no_o salvation_n 3._o call_v upon_o god_n for_o mercy_n and_o pardon_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o labour_n for_o faith_n in_o he_o and_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o pain_n and_o doubt_v remember_v that_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n be_v by_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n 4._o get_v a_o lively_a faith_n in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o so_o tarry_v the_o lord_n leisure_n be_v strong_a and_o he_o shall_v comfort_v our_o heart_n 5._o in_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o great_a sin_n let_v we_o remember_v that_o god_n mercy_n do_v shine_v more_o in_o pardon_v great_a offender_n then_o small_a transgressor_n for_o where_o sin_n abound_v there_o do_v grace_n rejoice_v to_o abound_v much_o more_o 6._o god_n do_v never_o forsake_v any_o till_o they_o do_v first_o forsake_v he_o 7._o god_n call_v all_o even_a sinner_n that_o be_v heavy_a lade_v to_o be_v refresh_v the_o least_o drop_n of_o christ_n blood_n be_v of_o more_o merit_n to_o procure_v god_n mercy_n for_o our_o salvation_n than_o all_o our_o sin_n whatsoever_o can_v be_v of_o force_n to_o procure_v his_o wrath_n to_o our_o condemnation_n 8._o let_v our_o sin_n be_v of_o never_o so_o long_a continuance_n or_o of_o never_o so_o heavy_a a_o weight_n let_v we_o but_o repent_v and_o believe_v and_o then_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n will_v cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o sin_n 9_o though_o our_o vow_n and_o promise_n of_o new_a obedience_n have_v not_o be_v exact_o perform_v yet_o upon_o our_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n through_o faith_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n we_o shall_v be_v recover_v as_o oft_o as_o we_o be_v wound_v to_o death_n by_o sin_n for_o our_o salvation_n be_v ground_v not_o upon_o the_o constancy_n of_o our_o obedience_n but_o upon_o the_o firmness_n of_o god_n gracious_a covenant_n with_o we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n 10._o no_o sin_n though_o never_o so_o great_a aught_o to_o drive_v any_o christian_n into_o despair_n see_v if_o he_o believe_v and_o repent_v he_o have_v the_o pardon_n of_o all_o his_o sin_n confirm_v to_o he_o and_o that_o 1._o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n at_o what_o time_n soever_o a_o sinner_n repent_v and_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n he_o will_v blot_v out_o all_o his_o offence_n etc._n etc._n 2._o by_o the_o oath_n of_o god_n as_o i_o live_v say_v he_o i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a no_o sin_n do_v debar_v a_o man_n from_o god_n but_o only_a incredulity_n and_o impenitency_n believe_v it_o o_o thou_o droop_a soul_n our_o unfeigned_a desire_n to_o repent_v be_v as_o please_a and_o as_o acceptable_a to_o god_n as_o our_o perfect_a repentance_n can_v be_v x._o read_v of_o chapter_n or_o portion_n of_o scripture_n read_v careful_o and_o considerate_o these_o chapter_n follow_v or_o part_n of_o they_o mat._n 26_o 27_o and_o 28_o chapter_n be_v he_o history_n of_o our_o saviour_n passion_n
and_o resurrection_n john_n the_o 2_o chapter_n rom._n the_o 7_o and_o 8_o chapt._n heb._n the_o 11_o and_o 12_o chapt._n part_n iii_o meditation_n at_o grow_v weak_a i._o a_o prayer_n upon_o danger_n of_o death_n oh_o most_o glorious_a and_o most_o gracious_a lord_n god_n thy_o providence_n do_v extend_v to_o the_o uttermost_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o thy_o favourable_a beam_n do_v shine_v upon_o the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n be_v please_v to_o cast_v thy_o compassionate_a eye_n upon_o i_o who_o thou_o have_v bring_v to_o the_o bed_n of_o sickness_n just_o it_o be_v with_o thou_o thus_o to_o correct_v i_o yea_o to_o destroy_v i_o body_n and_o soul_n see_v i_o have_v so_o grievous_o offend_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o i_o dare_v not_o i_o can_v plead_v against_o thou_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n rather_o to_o magnify_v thy_o mercy_n that_o have_v spare_v i_o so_o long_o and_o be_v now_o please_v so_o gracious_o and_o so_o fatherly_a to_o chastise_v i_o it_o be_v free_a to_o thy_o justice_n to_o cut_v i_o off_o and_o to_o deliver_v i_o over_o to_o the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n unworthy_a i_o be_o i_o do_v confess_v of_o this_o access_n to_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n in_o that_o i_o have_v former_o be_v so_o careless_a thereof_o yet_o see_v thou_o be_v ever_o wont_a more_o to_o respect_v the_o truth_n of_o thy_o own_o promise_n than_o the_o desert_n of_o those_o that_o pray_v unto_o thou_o see_v thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o style_v thyself_o the_o hearer_n of_o prayer_n i_o beseech_v thou_o harken_v to_o the_o humble_a suit_n of_o thy_o poor_a supplicant_n lord_n sanctify_v to_o i_o this_o present_a sickness_n let_v it_o be_v as_o thy_o school_n in_o which_o i_o may_v learn_v more_o sincere_o to_o honour_v thou_o and_o true_o to_o know_v myself_o make_v i_o serious_o sensible_a that_o all_o this_o and_o whatever_o else_o thou_o shall_v now_o lay_v upon_o i_o be_v but_o the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n and_o that_o as_o sickness_n make_v way_n for_o death_n so_o death_n be_v the_o forerunner_n either_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n or_o condemnation_n lord_n bless_v this_o meditation_n so_o to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v make_v it_o my_o chief_a business_n to_o seek_v assurance_n of_o my_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n to_o this_o end_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o deep_a apprehension_n and_o a_o sensible_a understanding_n of_o my_o forepast_a transgression_n lord_n take_v from_o i_o all_o blindness_n of_o mind_n all_o deceitfulness_n of_o spirit_n all_o inclination_n to_o flatter_v or_o to_o soothe_v up_o myself_o so_o as_o to_o lessen_v either_o the_o number_n or_o the_o quality_n of_o my_o offence_n cause_v i_o to_o break_v and_o even_o to_o plough_v up_o my_o heart_n to_o search_v and_o to_o try_v my_o way_n that_o so_o out_o of_o the_o truth_n and_o the_o abundance_n of_o the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o may_v pour_v out_o a_o most_o plentiful_a and_o a_o most_o sincere_a confession_n before_o thou_o help_v i_o to_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v a_o vain_a thing_n to_o seek_v to_o cover_v my_o iniquity_n from_o thy_o all-seeing_a eye_n therefore_o let_v i_o rather_o lay_v open_a my_o most_o secret_a sin_n before_o thou_o with_o holy_a and_o true_a contrition_n this_o be_v a_o safe_a way_n to_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n at_o thy_o gracious_a hand_n o_o then_o be_v please_v to_o strengthen_v my_o weak_a faith_n that_o i_o may_v from_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o sinful_a condition_n lay_v hold_v upon_o the_o infinite_a merit_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o with_o all_o humility_n cast_v all_o my_o burden_n upon_o he_o who_o by_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n have_v purge_v away_o all_o sin_n and_o all_o uncleanness_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o full_a of_o imperfection_n there_o be_v in_o my_o nature_n much_o weakness_n to_o distrust_n much_o frowardness_n to_o repine_v and_o great_a readiness_n to_o rebel_v against_o thy_o holy_a ordinance_n be_v gracious_o please_v to_o furnish_v i_o with_o necessary_a grace_n and_o with_o such_o heavenly_a gift_n as_o thou_o in_o thy_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o goodness_n do_v know_v to_o be_v fit_a for_o my_o present_a estate_n endue_v i_o with_o patience_n cheerful_o to_o bear_v whatsoever_o thou_o shall_v please_v to_o lay_v upon_o i_o meek_o submit_v to_o thy_o most_o holy_a appointment_n assure_v i_o that_o thou_o who_o know_v whereof_o i_o be_o make_v and_o that_o i_o be_o but_o poor_a dust_n will_v not_o press_v i_o with_o more_o than_o thou_o will_v enable_v i_o to_o bear_v grant_v good_a lord_n that_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n which_o shall_v be_v reveal_v may_v be_v more_o strong_a in_o i_o and_o more_o powerful_a upon_o i_o that_o all_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n may_v be_v vile_a and_o worthless_a in_o comparison_n of_o it_o make_v i_o to_o be_v comfortable_o capable_a of_o the_o counsel_n and_o caution_n which_o my_o christian_a friend_n shall_v in_o tender_a affection_n endeavour_n to_o administer_v to_o my_o faint_a soul_n and_o so_o likewise_o make_v i_o able_a willing_a and_o ready_a to_o speak_v and_o deliver_v something_o of_o piety_n and_o of_o profit_n to_o such_o person_n as_o in_o my_o sickness_n shall_v be_v about_o i_o lord_n put_v into_o i_o charitable_a thought_n and_o holy_a affection_n towards_o all_o people_n and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v both_o willing_a to_o satisfy_v wheresoever_o i_o have_v fail_v in_o my_o duty_n and_o also_o ready_a to_o remit_v wheresoever_o i_o have_v receive_v great_a injury_n or_o indignity_n oh_o holy_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n prepare_v i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o and_o enable_v i_o towards_o my_o last_o conflict_n oh_o help_n and_o defend_v i_o and_o by_o thy_o almighty_a power_n preserve_v i_o from_o and_o against_o the_o assault_n and_o the_o deceit_n of_o satan_n who_o at_o such_o a_o time_n as_o this_o be_v most_o busy_a to_o destroy_v thy_o poor_a creature_n grant_v that_o notwithstanding_o his_o mortal_a malice_n i_o may_v keep_v myself_o close_o to_o thou_o and_o constant_o and_o faithful_o to_o resolve_v that_o though_o thou_o slay_v i_o yet_o to_o put_v my_o whole_a trust_n in_o thou_o and_o see_v that_o sickness_n so_o great_a be_v thy_o compassion_n to_o poor_a creature_n do_v not_o always_o exercise_v its_o full_a power_n upon_o our_o weak_a frail_a body_n oh_o lord_n vouchsafe_v unto_o i_o that_o understanding_n and_o spiritual_a prudence_n as_o to_o make_v a_o holy_a use_n of_o every_o small_a breathe_n and_o of_o every_o little_a time_n of_o ease_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o shall_v be_v please_v to_o afford_v unto_o i_o so_o as_o to_o gather_v strength_n and_o resolution_n against_o the_o time_n of_o great_a pain_n and_o anguish_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v still_o bring_v to_o my_o remembrance_n those_o evidence_n of_o thy_o former_a favour_n and_o those_o comfortable_a example_n and_o instruction_n which_o i_o have_v from_o time_n to_o time_n find_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n so_o as_o to_o be_v thereby_o quicken_v and_o refresh_v and_o so_o as_o to_o know_v and_o apprehend_v the_o love_n of_o christ_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n and_o so_o find_v spiritual_a comfort_n in_o my_o great_a need_n and_o as_o the_o danger_n of_o death_n shall_v increase_v upon_o i_o so_o let_v heavenly_a rejoice_v and_o holy_a desire_n increase_v in_o i_o oh_o let_v i_o groan_v earnest_o and_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n upon_o good_a ground_n believe_v that_o thou_o have_v make_v he_o to_o be_v sin_n that_o know_v no_o sin_n for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n in_o he_o now_o lord_n hear_v and_o help_v and_o do_v for_o i_o thy_o poor_a creature_n according_a to_o thy_o everlasting_a love_n and_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n in_o the_o same_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n ii_o consolation_n concern_v death_n i_o owe_v to_o god_n a_o death_n even_o as_o his_o dear_a son_n do_v die_v for_o i_o ever_o since_o i_o be_v bear_v i_o have_v be_v sail_v to_o this_o haven_n and_o have_v or_o shall_v have_v be_v gather_v resolution_n strength_n and_o patience_n to_o sweeten_v and_o to_o comfort_v this_o hour_n therefore_o i_o shall_v not_o i_o will_v not_o the_o lord_n assist_v i_o now_o be_v one_o of_o those_o guest_n that_o will_v not_o come_v to_o the_o banquet_n when_o they_o be_v invite_v what_o hurt_n be_v there_o in_o go_v to_o paradise_n i_o shall_v lose_v nothing_o but_o the_o sense_n of_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v present_o reap_v great_a joy_n than_o i_o now_o feel_v pain_n for_o my_o head_n be_v in_o heaven_n already_o to_o assure_v i_o that_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n shall_v follow_v after_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n why_o shall_v i_o fear_v that_o which_o
certain_o persuade_v that_o there_o be_v no_o salvation_n in_o any_o other_o nor_o any_o other_o name_n under_o heaven_n by_o which_o thou_o can_v be_v save_v jesus_n be_v the_o only_a saviour_n of_o the_o world_n therefore_o let_v all_o creature_n bow_v down_o before_o he_o and_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n do_v thou_o from_o thy_o heart_n forgive_v all_o injury_n and_o offence_n do_v unto_o thou_o by_o any_o person_n whatsoever_o and_o do_v thou_o as_o free_o from_o thy_o heart_n ask_v forgiveness_n of_o all_o who_o thou_o have_v any_o way_n wrong_v in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n do_v thou_o cast_v out_o of_o thy_o heart_n all_o rancour_n and_o malice_n against_o any_o person_n so_o as_o to_o appear_v before_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n in_o perfect_a love_n and_o charity_n i_o do_v humble_o pray_v for_o such_o true_a charity_n as_o to_o forgive_v all_o and_o i_o do_v from_o my_o heart_n ask_v forgiveness_n of_o all_o do_v thy_o conscience_n accuse_v thou_o of_o any_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v unjust_o take_v still_o withhold_a the_o same_o for_o which_o without_o restitution_n there_o can_v be_v no_o true_a repentance_n and_o without_o such_o repentance_n there_o can_v be_v no_o salvation_n nor_o shall_v thou_o be_v able_a to_o look_v christ_n in_o the_o face_n when_o thou_o shall_v appear_v before_o his_o judgement-seat_n i_o have_v be_v willing_a to_o satisfy_v all_o who_o i_o have_v wrong_v but_o alas_o who_o be_v able_a to_o number_v all_o his_o error_n do_v thou_o firm_o believe_v that_o thy_o body_n shall_v be_v raise_v out_o of_o the_o grave_n at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o last_o trumpet_n and_o that_o both_o thy_o body_n and_o thy_o soul_n shall_v be_v unite_v together_o again_o in_o the_o resurrection-day_n to_o appear_v before_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o thence_o to_o go_v with_o he_o into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n there_o to_o live_v in_o everlasting_a bliss_n and_o glory_n my_o faith_n alas_o be_v weak_a but_o thy_o grace_n o_o lord_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o o_o lord_n let_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n assist_v i_o and_o lead_v i_o into_o the_o way_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n amen_n vi_o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o lessen_v of_o pain_n o_o most_o bless_a saviour_n be_v please_v to_o place_v thy_o precious_a passion_n thy_o cross_n and_o thy_o death_n between_o my_o soul_n &_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o let_v the_o merit_n of_o thy_o obedience_n stand_v between_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n justice_n and_o my_o disobedience_n and_o from_o these_o bodily_a pain_n receive_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o everlasting_a peace_n and_o good_a lord_n give_v ear_n unto_o this_o my_o cry_n o_o jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n forsake_v not_o he_o that_o in_o great_a distress_n do_v fly_v to_o thou_o for_o succour_n and_o relief_n o_o sound_v that_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a voice_n into_o my_o faint_a soul_n which_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o utter_v to_o the_o penitent_a thief_n this_o day_n shall_v thou_o be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n i_o know_v and_o do_v believe_v that_o whosoever_o live_v and_o trust_v in_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n shall_v never_o die_v oh_o then_o vouchsafe_v favour_n to_o thy_o poor_a creature_n that_o i_o may_v hear_v that_o bless_a voice_n of_o thou_o come_v you_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n inherit_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o you_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n or_o thus_o o_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o nature_n and_o property_n be_v ever_o to_o have_v mercy_n and_o to_o forgive_v receive_v my_o humble_a supplication_n and_o though_o i_o be_v so_o much_o bind_v with_o the_o chain_n of_o my_o sin_n yet_o lord_n let_v the_o pitifulness_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n loose_v i_o and_o set_v i_o at_o liberty_n for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n or_o thus_o o_o holy_a lord_n fit_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o my_o last_o conflict_n and_o by_o the_o support_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n and_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a angel_n vouchsafe_v to_o assist_v and_o strengthen_v i_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o satan_n that_o notwithstanding_o his_o mortal_a malice_n i_o may_v still_o hold_v i_o fast_o and_o keep_v myself_o close_o to_o thou_o in_o all_o holy_a believe_v so_o as_o humble_o and_o steadfast_o to_o resolve_v that_o though_o thou_o shall_v slay_v i_o yet_o to_o put_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o and_o to_o place_v my_o whole_a confidence_n in_o thy_o everlasting_a mercy_n in_o christ_n jesus_n vii_o when_o weakness_n and_o faintness_n increase_v let_v friend_n help_v with_o these_o short_a ejaculation_n o_o lord_n bear_v i_o thy_o poor_a sick_a servant_n in_o thy_o gracious_a arm_n to_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n or_o thus_o lord_n bring_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o thy_o power_n and_o goodness_n to_o thy_o holy_a habitation_n or_o thus_o plant_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o the_o mountain_n of_o thy_o inheritance_n the_o place_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v to_o dwell_v in_o or_o thus_o lord_n make_v i_o to_o be_v one_o of_o the_o joyful_a citizen_n of_o thy_o holy_a jerusalem_n which_o be_v above_o or_o thus_o oh_o lord_n as_o my_o weakness_n shall_v increase_v so_o let_v my_o patience_n the_o hope_n of_o thy_o favour_n and_o assurance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o christ_n jesus_n still_o increase_v more_o and_o more_o or_o thus_o oh_o lord_n let_v thy_o grace_n and_o blessing_n be_v upon_o i_o that_o i_o may_v safe_o pass_v through_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n and_o finish_v my_o course_n with_o joy_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o i_o and_o grant_v i_o peace_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n or_o thus_o oh_o holy_a father_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n give_v a_o end_n to_o my_o labour_n and_o release_v i_o of_o my_o pain_n viii_o more_o of_o ejaculation_n when_o faintness_n increase_v sweet_a jesus_n receive_v my_o soul_n sweet_a jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n or_o thus_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v for_o thy_o servant_n come_v i_o be_o willing_a lord_n help_v my_o weakness_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n let_v thy_o holy_a angel_n stand_v round_o about_o my_o bed_n and_o guard_v i_o from_o that_o evil_a one_o or_o thus_o o_o lord_n lay_v not_o my_o sin_n to_o my_o charge_n but_o look_v upon_o he_o that_o make_v the_o atonement_n thy_o christ_n my_o jesus_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n to_o thou_o belong_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n have_v pity_n on_o my_o soul_n and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n say_v to_o my_o soul_n everlasting_a joy_n and_o comfort_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n or_o thus_o o_o lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o or_o thus_o o_o lord_n make_v clean_a my_o heart_n within_o i_o and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o or_o thus_o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n i_o do_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o god_n thou_o god_n of_o mercy_n of_o truth_n ix_o a_o prayer_n by_o friend_n at_o leave_v this_o life_n oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n god_n and_o love_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v our_o portion_n our_o strong_a refuge_n a_o sure_a defence_n and_o a_o very_a present_a help_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n oh_o lift_v up_o thy_o merciful_a countenance_n at_o this_o instant_n upon_o thy_o weak_a servant_n who_o now_o be_v come_v to_o appear_v in_o thy_o presence_n oh_o thou_o which_o be_v the_o great_a preserver_n of_o man_n take_v pity_n and_o compassion_n upon_o he_o wash_v away_o all_o his_o natural_a and_o sinful_a pollution_n by_o the_o all-sufficient_a merit_n of_o christ_n jesus_n his_o most_o precious_a blood_n that_o they_o may_v never_o be_v lay_v to_o his_o charge_n nor_o hinder_v his_o happy_a passage_n to_o everlasting_a blessedness_n o_o lord_n increase_v his_o faith_n preserve_v his_o soul_n from_o the_o malice_n and_o danger_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o all_o his_o evil_a angel_n comfort_v he_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n cause_v he_o now_o to_o feel_v and_o find_v that_o thou_o be_v his_o gracious_a father_n and_o thou_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o in_o thy_o dear_o belove_v save_v he_o o_o lord_n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n save_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n and_o suffer_v not_o he_o to_o be_v lose_v who_o thou_o have_v so_o dear_o purchase_v oh_o receive_v his_o poor_a soul_n as_o thou_o do_v the_o penitent_a thief_n into_o thy_o heavenly_a paradise_n let_v thy_o bless_a angel_n conduct_v he_o thither_o as_o they_o carry_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o belove_a lazarus_n and_o vouchsafe_v unto_o
he_o a_o joyful_a resurrection_n at_o the_o great_a and_o last_o day_n o_o holy_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n hear_v we_o for_o he_o who_o can_v now_o speak_v for_o himself_o and_o hear_v thy_o dear_o belove_a son_n our_o only_a mediator_n both_o for_o he_o and_o for_o we_o all_o it_o be_v in_o his_o name_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n that_o we_o seek_v unto_o thou_o in_o the_o behalf_n of_o the_o precious_a soul_n of_o this_o thy_o weak_a servant_n to_o he_o with_o thy_o bless_a self_n and_o holy_a spirit_n we_o do_v render_v all_o service_n honour_n and_o praise_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n x._o another_o prayer_n at_o yield_v up_o the_o ghost_n o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n be_v please_v to_o cast_v a_o compassionate_a eye_n upon_o the_o immortal_a soul_n of_o this_o thy_o languish_a creature_n lord_n hear_v our_o prayer_n for_o he_o and_o thy_o christ_n our_o bless_a mediator_n for_o we_o all_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n do_v encompass_v he_o he_o be_v sore_o bruise_v and_o break_v and_o bring_v very_o low_a the_o pang_n that_o be_v upon_o he_o be_v unspeakable_a o_o lord_n pour_v the_o oil_n of_o gladness_n into_o his_o faint_a soul_n assure_v he_o that_o thou_o have_v cast_v all_o his_o sin_n behind_o thy_o back_n and_o that_o there_o be_v a_o sweet_a peace_n wrought_v between_o he_o and_o thou_o by_o he_o who_o be_v the_o prince_n of_o peace_n oh_o give_v he_o that_o inward_a joy_n and_o such_o comfortable_a taste_n of_o eternal_a happiness_n that_o he_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o forget_v his_o present_a anguish_n and_o patient_o undergo_v the_o same_o for_o that_o endless_a joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o and_o though_o these_o faint_a and_o these_o consume_a fit_n have_v now_o deprive_v he_o of_o speech_n yet_o good_a lord_n let_v the_o comforter_n that_o be_v the_o bless_a spirit_n within_o he_o make_v request_n for_o he_o with_o prevail_a sigh_n and_o groan_n that_o can_v be_v express_v ever_o cry_v out_o lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o soul_n lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n so_o let_v death_n be_v to_o he_o none_o other_o than_o a_o joyful_a messenger_n send_v from_o thou_o the_o father_n of_o all_o consolation_n to_o call_v and_o convey_v he_o from_o this_o valley_n of_o tear_n to_o everlasting_a bliss_n and_o let_v the_o bless_a and_o glorious_a name_n of_o jesus_n be_v still_o the_o chief_a and_o the_o only_a anchor_n of_o his_o precious_a soul_n the_o sole_a foundation_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o the_o sacred_a staff_n and_o sure_a supporter_n even_o to_o the_o last_o gasp_n hear_v we_o o_o lord_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o preserver_n of_o man_n hear_v we_o for_o this_o thy_o poor_a servant_n and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o embrace_v he_o in_o thy_o own_o most_o gracious_a arm_n and_o all_o for_o thy_o dear_o belove_a son_n jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n that_o he_o may_v now_o come_v and_o be_v with_o thou_o for_o ever_o to_o sing_v with_o thy_o holy_a saint_n and_o bless_a angel_n blessing_n honour_n glory_n and_o power_n be_v unto_o he_o that_o sit_v on_o the_o throne_n and_o unto_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o haleluia_o amen_n part_n v._o be_v ten_o bless_v example_n of_o holy_a person_n relate_v to_o a_o happy_a passage_n out_o of_o this_o life_n to_o a_o better_a i._o philippus_n lodovicus_n earl_n of_o hanaw_n reinek_n etc._n etc._n a_o german_a prince_n he_o stickn_v july_n 29._o 1612._o and_o depart_v this_o life_n upon_o sunday_n the_o 9th_o of_o august_n be_v not_o long_o after_o his_o return_n as_o ambassador_n out_o of_o england_n july_n 29._o 1612._o his_o excellency_n as_o his_o custom_n be_v go_v in_o his_o coach_n to_o the_o wood_n with_o some_o of_o his_o council_n and_o court-servant_n feel_v himself_o somewhat_o ill_o in_o the_o heat_n he_o do_v take_v some_o rest_n in_o the_o field_n the_o next_o day_n he_o go_v to_o the_o weekly_a sermon_n and_o the_o public_a prayer_n at_o the_o church_n in_o the_o old_a city_n but_o at_o his_o return_n he_o find_v himself_o worse_a and_o go_v to_o take_v some_o rest_n upon_o his_o bed_n aug._n 2._o sunday_n he_o be_v let_v blood_n and_o do_v take_v some_o physic_n and_o be_v so_o well_o upon_o it_o as_o to_o rise_v and_o visit_v his_o lady_n who_o be_v then_o in_o childbed_n after_o that_o he_o call_v to_o one_o of_o his_o counsellor_n to_o confer_v with_o he_o about_o serious_a matter_n and_o chief_o concern_v the_o church_n of_o hanaw_n 3._o he_o be_v ill_o again_o so_o as_o he_o begin_v to_o prepare_v for_o a_o christianly_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o life_n he_o call_v for_o his_o lady_n and_o child_n in_o their_o presence_n and_o hear_v he_o give_v a_o account_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o that_o with_o singular_a zeal_n and_o holy_a courage_n his_o lady_n and_o child_n be_v retire_v he_o confer_v with_o his_o council_n upon_o what_o do_v concern_v the_o church_n the_o school_n the_o country_n and_o the_o subject_n and_o then_o take_v his_o leave_n of_o they_o in_o a_o most_o friendly_a and_o christianly_o manner_n 4._o come_v divers_a courtier_n upon_o his_o request_n and_o after_o some_o discourse_n with_o tear_n he_o part_v with_o they_o they_o take_v their_o dear_a lord_n by_o the_o hand_n then_o divers_a of_o the_o citizen_n come_v and_o have_v very_o comfortable_a word_n from_o he_o after_o which_o they_o with_o much_o sadness_n take_v their_o leaf_n of_o he_o last_o the_o preacher_n both_o of_o the_o old_a and_o of_o the_o new_a city_n be_v call_v for_o he_o tell_v they_o that_o his_o desire_n be_v once_o more_o before_o his_o end_n with_o his_o household_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a supper_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n declare_v withal_o that_o this_o be_v not_o ground_v upon_o any_o superstition_n or_o that_o exit_fw-la opere_fw-la operato_fw-la it_o be_v meritorious_a but_o that_o it_o be_v chief_o for_o the_o strengthen_n of_o his_o weak_a faith_n and_o for_o the_o testify_a of_o his_o profession_n yet_o once_o again_o before_o god_n and_o the_o world_n and_o this_o do_v the_o minister_n according_o perform_v this_o night_n he_o can_v not_o sleep_v almost_o at_o all_o so_o he_o cause_v several_a psalm_n to_o be_v sing_v and_o sometime_o he_o sing_v himself_o aug._n 5._o he_o call_v for_o his_o will_n and_o after_o some_o alteration_n he_o do_v deliver_v it_o to_o his_o chamberlain_n with_o charge_n to_o deliver_v it_o in_o due_a time_n to_o his_o council_n 6._o come_v to_o he_o his_o lady-sister_n the_o lady_n emilia_n of_o orange_n from_o heydelberg_n who_o he_o cheerful_o receive_v with_o these_o word_n madam_n many_o of_o my_o friend_n have_v stand_v weep_v about_o my_o bed_n but_o none_o can_v break_v my_o heart_n and_o provoke_v my_o tear_n but_o your_o ladyship_n divers_a of_o his_o servant_n come_v from_o the_o monthly_a sermon_n he_o do_v call_v to_o hear_v from_o every_o one_o of_o they_o some_o good_a doctrine_n that_o they_o have_v hear_v he_o have_v a_o very_a ill_a night_n and_o be_v earnest_a to_o have_v some_o of_o the_o penitential_a psalm_n to_o be_v sing_v he_o sometime_o bear_v a_o part_n after_o that_o some_o of_o the_o divine_n do_v mention_v to_o he_o those_o place_n of_o scripture_n as_o mat._n 11.28_o &_o joh._n 6.37_o to_o which_o he_o give_v sweet_a and_o spiritual_a reply_n and_o say_v oh_o now_o do_v i_o find_v and_o feel_v the_o free_a remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o be_o a_o child_n of_o god_n and_o a_o heir_n of_o eternal_a life_n yea_o i_o do_v feel_v the_o virtue_n of_o my_o saviour_n christ_n blood_n refresh_v of_o my_o soul_n the_o lady_n emilia_n be_v now_o come_v again_o to_o he_o he_o say_v ah_o my_o love_a and_o virtuous_a lady_n i_o be_o a_o sick_a man_n rehearse_v to_o i_o i_o pray_v some_o comfortable_a sentence_n out_o of_o the_o scripture_n she_o say_v she_o be_v a_o poor_a weak_a creature_n but_o she_o do_v see_v that_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n bless_v be_v his_o name_n do_v great_o comfort_v he_o he_o still_o urge_v it_o she_o do_v recite_v that_o place_n joh._n 3.16_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n etc._n etc._n at_o which_o he_o cheerful_o utter_v these_o word_n well_o say_v my_o noble_a sister_n this_o be_v the_o great_a and_o the_o sure_a comfort_n of_o all_o god_n faithful_a people_n with_o this_o comfort_n will_v i_o die_v happy_o i_o beseech_v and_o pray_v from_o my_o heart_n to_o my_o gracious_a god_n for_o such_o a_o bless_a departure_n through_o the_o virtue_n of_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commit_v my_o soul_n both_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o after_o this_o his_o excellency_n