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grant_v i_o patience_n and_o i_o willing_o suffer_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v i_o know_v thou_o will_v deliver_v i_o for_o thou_o have_v promise_v and_o can_v not_o lie_v and_o thou_o be_v able_a ready_o for_o thou_o be_v the_o kingdom_n the_o power_n and_o the_o glory_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n ¶_o a_o wrestle_n with_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o betake_v of_o the_o soul_n unto_o god_n dispose_n oh_o merciful_a lord_n god_n i_o be_o utter_o ashamed_a &_o confound_v i_o be_o grieve_v at_o the_o very_a heart_n my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a and_o full_a of_o sorrow_n my_o bone_n be_v dry_v and_o my_o sight_n fail_v i_o because_o of_o my_o sin_n i_o lie_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o cruel_a enemy_n and_o the_o snare_n of_o hell_n do_v hold_v my_o heart_n in_o heaviness_n it_o grieve_v i_o to_o confess_v it_o grieve_v i_o very_o sore_a the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o iniquity_n be_v a_o vexation_n unto_o my_o soul_n the_o shame_n of_o they_o which_o yet_o i_o have_v not_o shame_v to_o commit_v in_o thy_o sight_n careless_o common_o presumptuous_o and_o péevish_o do_v even_o astonish_v and_o amaze_v my_o wound_a and_o languish_a conscience_n yet_o i_o must_v confess_v and_o will_v not_o deny_v unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o god_n i_o have_v sin_v exceed_o ah_o lord_n god_n show_v i_o thy_o countenance_n and_o turn_v thy_o love_a and_o favourable_a face_n towards_o i_o give_v ear_n unto_o my_o prayer_n and_o consider_v my_o meditation_n my_o mournful_a meditation_n how_o i_o mourn_v in_o myself_o and_o be_o vex_v here_o oh_o lord_n yet_o vouchsafe_v to_o hear_v my_o request_n vouchsafe_v to_o hear_v the_o confession_n of_o my_o sinful_a and_o ungodly_a life_n of_o my_o wanton_a and_o wicked_a behaviour_n of_o my_o vile_a and_o abominable_a sin_n and_o transgression_n whereby_o i_o have_v dismay_v my_o heart_n daunt_v my_o courage_n of_o faith_n and_o godliness_n &_o even_o without_o thou_o dam_v myself_o body_n and_o soul_n hear_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o most_o love_v father_n of_o heaven_n who_o never_o disdain_v nor_o scorn_v they_o that_o come_v unto_o thou_o hear_v my_o sin_n my_o sin_n my_o sin_n alas_o how_o can_v i_o repeat_v they_o how_o can_v i_o remember_v they_o they_o be_v more_o in_o number_n then_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n and_o my_o heart_n have_v fail_v i_o i_o be_o even_o already_o in_o the_o hell_n and_o i_o lie_v cover_v with_o they_o and_o blind_v o_o god_n i_o can_v see_v thy_o face_n if_o not_o now_o even_o when_o thou_o will_v if_o thou_o never_o will_v i_o know_v it_o not_o for_o who_o have_v know_v thy_o mind_n o_o lord_n or_o who_o have_v be_v thy_o counsellor_n yet_o see_v i_o know_v not_o whether_o thou_o will_v shine_v unto_o i_o in_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n or_o no_o i_o will_v therefore_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o rest_n upon_o thou_o &_o bequeath_v my_o soul_n unto_o thou_o though_o thou_o kill_v i_o and_o now_o according_a to_o my_o duty_n i_o will_v confess_v if_o hateful_a heart_n fill_v 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