Belly his God his Lust his Law as in his life he sowed vanity so he is now dead and reapeth misery In his prosperity he neglected to serve God in his adversity God refuseth to save him And the Devil whom he long served now at length pays him his wages Detestable was his life damnable his death The Devil hath his Soul the Grave hath his Carcass in which Pit of Corruption Den of Death and Dungeon of Sorrow let us leave the miserable Caitiff rotting with his Mouth full of Earth his Belly full of Worms and his Carcass full of Stench expecting a fearful Resurrection when it shall be re-united with the Soul that as they sinned together so they may be eternally tormented together Thus far of the miseries of the Soul and Body in Death which is but cursedness in part Now follows the fulness of cursedness which is the misery of the Soul and Body after Death Meditations of the misery of man after death which is the fulness of Cursedness THe fulness of cursedness when it falls upon a Creature not able to bear the brunt thereof presseth him down to that bottomless deep of the endless wrath of Almighty God which is called the damnation of Hell This fulness of cursedness is either particular or general Particular is that which in a less measure of fulness lighteth upon the Soul immediately as soon as she is separated from the Body For in the very instant of dissolution she is in the sight and presence of God For when she ceaseth to see with the organ of fleshly eyes she seeth after a spiritual manner like Stephen who saw the glory of God and Jesus standing at his right hand Or as a Man who being born blind and miraculously restored to his sight should see the Sun which he never saw before And thereby the testimony of her own Conscience Christ the righteous Judge who knoweth all things makes her by his omnipresent Power to understand the doom and judgment that is due unto her sins and what must be her eternal state And in this manner standing in the sight of Heaven not fit for her uncleanness to come into Heaven she is said to stand before the Throne of God And so forthwith she is carried by the evil angels how came to fetch her with violence into Hell where she is kept as in a Prison in everlasting pains and chains under darkness unto the Judgment of the great Day But not in that extremity of torments which she shall finally receive at the last Day The general fulness of cursedness is in a greater measure of fulness which shall be inflicted upon both thy soul and body when by the mighty power of Christ the supreme Judge of heaven and earth the one shall be brought out of Hell and the other out of the Grave as Prisoners to receive their dreadful doom according to their evil deeds How shall the reprobate by the roaring of the Sea the quaking of the earth the trembling of the Powers of heaven and terrours of heavenly signs be driven at the worlds end to their wits end Oh what a woful salutation will there be betwixt the damned Soul and Body at their re-uniting at that terrible Day O sink of Sin O lump of Filthiness will the Soul say unto her Body how am I compelled to re-enter into thee not as into an habitation to rest but as a Prison to be tormented together how dost thou appear in my sight like Jephthah's Daughter to my greater torment Would GOD thou hadst perpetually rotted in the grave that I might never have seen thee again How shall we be confounded together to hear before God Angels and Men laid open all those secret sins which we committed together Have I lost Heaven for the love of such a stinking Carrion Art thou the flesh for whose pleasures I have yielded to commit so many fornications O filthy Belly how became I such a Fool as to make thee my God! How mad was I for momentany joys to incur these torments of eternal pains Ye rocks and mountains why skip ye so like rams Psalm 144. 4. and will not fall upon me to hide me from the face of him that comes to sit on yonder throne for the great day of his wrath is come and who shall be able to stand Rev. 6. 16 17. Why tremblest thou thus Earth at the presence of the Lord and wilt not open thy Mouth and swallow me up as thou didst Korah that I be seen no more O damned furies I would ye might without delay tear me in pieces on condition that you would tear me into nothing But whilst thou art thus in vain bewailing thy misery the Angels hale thee violently away from the brink of the Grave to some place near the Tribunal Seat of Christ where being as a cursed Goat separated to stand beneath on Earth as on the left-hand of the Judge Christ shall rip up all the benefits he bestowed on thee and the torments he suffered for thee and all the good deeds which thou hast omitted and all the ungrateful villainies which thou didst commit against him and his holy Laws Within thee thine own Conscience more than a Thousand Witnesses shall accuse thee the Devils who tempted thee to all thy lewdness shall on the one side testifie with thy Conscience against thee and on the other side shall stand the holy Saints and Angels approving Christ's Justice and detesting so filthy a Creature behind thee an hideous noise of innumerable fellow-damned Reprobates tarrying for thy company Before thee all the World burning in flaming fire above thee an ireful Judge of deserved Vengeance ready to pronounce his Sentence upon thee beneath thee the fiery and sulphureous mouth of the bottomless pit gaping to receive thee In this woful estate to hide thy self will be impossible for on that condition thou wouldst wish that the greatest Rock might fall upon thee to appear will be intolerable and yet thou must stand forth to receive with other Reprobates this thy Sentence Depart from me ye cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels Depart from me There is a separation from all joy and happiness Ye cursed There is a black and direful Excommunication Into fire There is the cruelty of Fain Everlasting There is the perpetuity of punishment Prepared for the Devil and his Angels Here are thy infernal tormenting and tormented Companions O terrible Sentence from which the condemned cannot escape which being pronounced cannot possibly be withstood against which a Man cannot except and from which a Man can no where appeal so that to the damned nothing remains but hellish torments which know neither ease of pain nor end of time From this Judgment-seat thou must be thrust by Angels together with all the damned Devils and Reprobates into the bottomless lake of utter darkness that perpetually burneth with fire and brimstone
that God should forget to save thee in thy death who art so unmindful now to serve him in thy life the fear of Death will drive many at that time to cry Lord Lord but Christ protesteth that he will not then know them for his Yea many shall then like Esau with tears seek to repent and yet find no place of repentance For Man hath not free-will to repent when he will but when God will give him grace And if Mercy shewed her self so inexorable that she would not open her gates to so tender suitors as Virgins to so earnest suitors as kneâ—kers because they knocked too late How thinkest thou that she will ever suffer thee to enter her gates being so impure a wretch that nâ—ver thinkest to leave sin till sin first leaveth thee and didst never yet knock with thine own fists upon the breasts of a penitent heart and justly doth her grace deny to open the gates of Heaven when thou knockest in thine adversity who in thy prosperity wouldest not suffer Christ whilst he knocked to enter in at the door of thy heart Trust not either late repentance or long life not late repentance because it is much to be feared lest that the repentance which the fear of Death enforceth dies with a man dying And the Hypocrite who deceived others in his life may deceive himself in his death God accepteth none but free-will offerings and the repentance that pleaseth him must be voluntary and not of constraint Not long life for old age will fall upon the neck of youth and as nothing is more sure than Death so nothing is more uncertain than the time of dying Yea often times when ripeness of sin is hastened by outragiousness of sinning God suddenly cutteth off such vicious livers either with the sword intemperateness luxury surfeit or some other fearful manner of sickness Mayst thou not see that it is the evil spirit that persuades thee to deferr thy repentance till old Age when experience tells thee that not one of a thousand that takes thy course doth ever attain unto it Let Goa's holy Spirit move thee not to give thy self any longer to eat and drink with the drunken lest thy master send death for thee in a day when thou lookest not for him and in an hour that thou art not aware of and so suddenly cut thee off and appoint thee thy portion with the hâ—pocrites where shall be weeping aâ—d gnashing of teeth But if thou lovest long life fear God and long for life everlasting The longest life here when it is come to the Period will appear to have been but as a tale that is told a vanishing vapour a flitting shadow a seeming dream a glorious flower growing and flourishing in the morning but in the evening cut down and withered or like a Weavers shuttle which by winding here and there swiftly unwinded it self to an end It is but a moment saith St. Paul O then the madness of Man that for a moment of sinful pleasure will hazard the loss of an Eternal weight of glory These are the seven chief hinderers of Piety which must be cast out like Mary Magdalen 's seven Devils before ever thou canst become a true Practicer of Piety or have any sound hope to enjoy either favour from Christ by grace or fellowship with him in glory The Conclusion TO conclude all for as much as thou seest that without Christ thou art but a slave of sin Death's Vassal and Worms Meat whose thoughts are vain whose deeds are vile whose pleasures have scarce beginnings whose miseries never know end what wise Man would incurr these helâ—ish torments tho' he might by living in sin purchase to himself for a time the Empire of Augustus the riches of Croesus the pleasures of Solomon the policy of Achitophel the voluptuous fair and fine apparel of Dives for what should it avail a Man as our Saviour saith to win the whole world far a time and then to lose his soul in hell for ever And seeing that likewise thou seest how great is thy happiness in Christ and how vain are the hindrances that debar thee from the same bâ—ware as the Apostle exhorteth of the deceitfulness of sin For that sin which seems now to be so pleasing to thy corrupt nature will one day prove the bitterest enemy to thy distressed soul and in the mean while harden unawares thine impenitent heart Sin as a Serpent seems beautiful to the eye but take heed of the sting behind whose venomous Effects if thou knewest thou wouldest as carefully fly from sin as from a Serpent For 1. Sin did never any Man good and the more sin a Man hath committed the more odious he hath made himself to God the more hateful to all good Men. 2. Sin brought upon thee all the evil crosses losses disgraces and sicknesses that ever befel thee Fools saith David by reason of their transgressions and because of their iniquities are afflicted Jeremy in lamenting manner asketh the question Wherefore is the living man sorrowful The Holy Ghost answereth him Man suffereth for his sin Hereupon the Prophet takes up that doleful out-cry against sin as the cause of all their miseries Wo now unto us that ever we have sinned 3 If thou dost not speedily repent thee of thy sins they will bring upon thee yet far greater plagues losses crosses shame and judgments than ever hitherto befel thee Read Levit. 26. ver 18 c. Deut. 28 15 c. 4. And lastly if thou wilt not cast off thy sin God when the measure of thine iniquity is full will cast thee off for thy sin for as he is just so he hath power to kill and cast into hell all hardened and impenitent sinners If therefore thou wilt avoid the cursed effects of sin in this life and the eternal wrath due thereto in the world to come and be assured that thou art not one of those who are given over to a reprobate sense Let then O sinner my counsel be acceptable unto thee break off thy sins by righteousness and thine iniquities by shewing mercy towards the poor O let there at length be an healing of thine error Nathan used but one Parable and David was converted Jonas preached but once to Nineveh and the whole City repented Christ looked but once on Peter and be went out and wept bitterly And now that thou art oft and so lovingly intreated not by a Prophet but by Christ the Lord of Prophets yea that God himself by his Embassadors doth pray thee to be reconciled unto him leave off thine adultery with David repent of thy sins like a true Ninevite and whilst Christ looketh in mercy upon thee leave thy wicked companions and weep bitterly for thine offences Content not thy self with that formal Religion which unregenerated Men have framed to themselves instead of
in the state of Corruption no man living can sanctifie a Sabbath in that spiritual manner that he should but that he commits many breaches thereof in his Thoughts Words and Deeds humbly crave pardon for thy defects and reconcile thy self unto God with this or the like Evening Sacrifice A Private Evening Prayer for the Lord's-day O Holy Holy Holy Lord God of Sabbath suffer me who am but dust and ashes to speak unto thy most glorious Majâ—sty I know that thou art a consuming â—ire I acknowledge that I am but withered stubble My sins are in thy sight and Satan stands at my right-hand to accuse me for them I come not to excuse but to judg my self worthy of all those judgments which thy Justice might most justly inflict upon me a wretched Creature for my sins and transgressions The Number of them is so great the Nature of them is so grievous that they make me seem vile in mine own eyes how much more loathsome in thy sight I confess they make me so far from being worthy to be called thy Son that I am altogether unworthy to have the Name of thy meanest Servant And if thou shouldest but recompence me according to my desert the Earth as weary of such a sinful burthen should open her mouth and swallow me up like one of Dathan's Family into the bettomless pit of Hell For if thou didst not spare the natural branches those Angels of glorious Excellency but hurldst them down from the heavenly Habitations into the pains of hellish darkness to be kept unto damnation when they sinned but once against thy Majesty and didst expel our first Parents out of Paradise when they did but transgress one of thy Laws alas what vengeance may I expect who have not offended in one sin only heaping daily un upon sin without any true repentance drinking iniquity as it were water ever pouring in but never pouring out any filthyness and have transgressed not one but all thy holy laws and commandments Yea this present day which thou hast straitly commanded me to keep holy to thy praise and worship I have not so religiously kept and observed nor prepared my soul in that holiness and chastity of heart as was fit to meeâ— thy blessed Majesty in the holy assembly of the Saints I have not attended to the preaching of thy Word nor to the administration of thy Sacraments with that humility reverence and devotion that I should For tho' I was present at those holy exercises in my body yet Lord I was overtaken with much drowsiness And when I was awake my mind was so distracted and carried away with vain and worldly thoughts that my â—oul seemed to be absent and oâ—â— of the Church I have not so duly as I should meditated with my self nor conferred with my Family upon those good instruâ—ctions which we have heard and received out of thy holy Word by the publick Ministry For default whereof Satan hath stoln the most part of those instructions out of my heart and I wretched creature have forgotten them as though they had never been heard And my family doth not thrive in knowledge and sanctification under my government as they should Though I know where many of my poor brethren live in want and necessity and some in pain and comfortless yet I have not remembred to relieve the one with my Alms nor the other with Consolations but I have feasted my self and satisfied mine own Lusts. I have spent the most part of the day in idle talk vain sports and exercises Yea Lord I have c. And for all these my sins my Conscience cries guilty thy Law condemns me and I am in thy hand to receive the sentence and curse that is due to the wilful breach of so holy a Commandment But what if I am by thy Law condemned Yet Lord thy Gospel assures me that thy mercy is above all thy works that thy grace transcends thy Law and thy goodness delighteth there to reign where sins do most abound In the multitude therefore of thy Mercies and for the Merits of Jesus Christ my Saviour I beseech thee O Lord who despiseth not the sighings of a contrite heart nor desirest the death of a penitent sinner to pardon and forgive me all those my sins and all the errors of this day and of my whole life and free my soul from that curse and Judgment which is due unto me for them Thou that didst justifie the contrite Publican for Four Words of confession and received'st the Prodigal Child when he had spent all the stock of thy grace into favour upon his repentance pardon my sins likewise O Lord and suffer me not to perish for my transgressions O spare me and receive me into thy favour again Wilâ— thou O Lord reject me who hast received all Publicans Harlots and Sinners that upon repentance sued to thee for grace Shall I alone be excluded from thy mercy Far be it from me to think so for thou art the same God of mercy unto me that thou wast unto them and thy compassions never fail Wherefore O Lord deal not with me after my merits but according to thy great mercy Execute â—ot thy severe Justice against me a sinner but exercise thy long-sufferance in forbearing thine own creature I have nothing to present unto thee for a satisfaction but only those Bloody Wounds bitter Death and Passion which thy blessed Son my only Saviour hath suffered for me Him in whom only thou art well pleased I offer unto thee for all my sins wherewith thou art displeased Him my Mediator the Request of whose Blood speaking better things than that of Abel thy mercy can never gain-say Illuminate my understanding and sanctifie my heart with thy holy Spirit that it may bring to my remembrance all those good and profitable lessons which this day and at other times have been taught me out of thy holy Word that I may remember thy Commandments to keep them thy Judgments to avoid them aâ—d thy sweet Promises to rely upon them in time of misery and distress And now O Lord I resign my self to thy most holy Will O receive me into thy favour and so draw me by thy grace unto thy self that I may as well be thine by love and imitation as by calling and creation and give me grace so to keep holy thy Sabbaths in this life as that when this life is ended I may with all thy Saints and Angels celebrate an eternal Sabbath of joys and praise to the honour of thy most glorious Name in thy heavenly Kingdom for evermore Amen And then calling thy Family together shut up the Sabbath with the Meditations and Prayers before prescribed for thy Family And the Lord will give thee 〈◊〉 Night a more sweet and quiet rest than ordinary and prosper thee the better in all the labours of the week following Thus far of the ordinary
day of affliction in the time of health think on sickness in the time of sickness make my self ready for death and when death approacheth prepare my self for Judgment Let my whole life be an expressing thankfulness unto thee for thy Grace and Mercy And therefore O Lord I do here from the very bottom of my heart together with the thousand thousands of Angels the four Beasts and twentâ— four Elders and all the creatures in heaveâ— and on the earth acknowledge to be due untâ— thee O Father which sittest upon the Throneâ— and to the Lamb thy Son who sitteth at thâ— right hand and to the Holy Spirit which proceedeth from both the holy Trinity 〈◊〉 Persons in unity of substance all praisâ— honour glory and power from this timâ— forth and for evermore Amen Meditations for one that is like to die IF thy Sickness be like to encrease unto Death then meditate on Three thingsâ— First how graciously God dealeth with theeâ— Secondly from what evils Death will freâ— thee Thirdly what good Death will brinâ— unto thee First Concerning God's favourable dealing with thee 1. Meditate That God useth this chastisement of thy Body but as a Medicine to cure thy Soul by drawing thee who arâ— sick in Sin to come by Repentance unto Christ thy Physician to have thy Soâ—â— healed 2. That the sorest Sickness or painfulleâ—â— Disease which thou canst endure is nâ—â—thing if it be compared to those dolours and pains which Jesus Christ thy Saviour hath suffered for thee when in a bloody sweat he endured the wrath of God the pains of hell and a cursed death which was due to thy sins Justly therefore may I use those words of Jeremy Behold and see if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow which is done unto me wherewith the Lord hath afflicted me in the day of his fierce wrath Hath the Son of God endured so much for thy redemption and wilt not thou a sinful man endure a little sickness for his pleasure especially when it is for thy good 3. That when thy sickness and disease is at the extreamest yet it is less and easier than thy sins have deserved Let thine own Conscience judge whether thou hast not deserved worse than all that thou dost suffer Murmur not therefore but considering thy manifold and grievous sins thank God that thou art not plagued with far more grievous punishments Think how willingly the damned in Hell would endure the extreamest pains a thousand years on condition that they had but the hope to be saved and after so many years to be eased of their eternal torments And seeing that it is his mercy that thou art not rather consumed than corrected how canst thou but bear patiently his temporal correction seeing the end is to save thee from eternal damnation 4. That nothing cometh to pass in this case unto thee but such as ordinarily befell to others thy Brethren who being the beloved and undoubted servants of God when they lived on earth are now most blessed and glorious Saints with Christ in Heaven as Job David Lazarus c. They groaned for a time as thou dost under the like burthen but they are now delivered from all their miseries troubles and calamities And so likewise ere long if thou wilt patiently tarry the Lord's leisure thou shalt also be delivered from thy sickness and pain either by restitution to thy former health with Job or which is far better by being received to heavenly rest with Lazarus 5. Lastly that God hath not given thee over into the hand of thine Enemy to be punished and disgraced but being thy loving Father he correcteth thee with his own merciful hand When David had his wish to chuse his own chastisement he chose rather to be corrected by the hand of God than by any other means Let us fall into the hand of the Lord for his mercies are great and let me not fall into the hand of man Who will not take any affliction in good part when it cometh from the hand of God from whom though no Affliction seemeth joyous for the present we know nothing cometh but what is good The confideration hereof made David to endure Shimei's cursed railing with greater patience and to correct himself another time for his impatiency I should not have opened my mouth because thou didst it and Job to reprove the unadvised speech of his Wife Thou speakest like a foolish Woman What shall we receive good at the hand of God and not receive evil And though the Cup of God's wrath due to our sins was such a horror to our Saviour's humane nature that he earnestly prayed that it might pass from him yet when he considered that it was reached unto him by the hand and will of his Father he willingly submitted himself to drink it to the very dregs thereof Nothing will more arm thee with Patience in thy sickness than to see that it cometh from the hand of thy heavenly Father who would never send it but that he sees it to be unto thee both needful and profitable The second sort of Meditations are to consider from what evils death will free thee IT freeth thee from a corruptible Body which was conceived in the weakness of flesh the heat of lust the stain of sin and born in the blood of filthiness a liviâ—g Prison of thy Soul a lively instrument of â—in a very sack of stinking dung the exâ—â—ements of whose Nostrils Ears Pores and â—ther passages duly considered will seem more loathsome than the uncleanest sink â—r vault Insomuch that whereas Trees and Plants bring forth Leaves Flowers Fruits â—nd sweet smells man's body brings forth â—â—turally nothing but Lice Worms Rottenâ—ss and filthy stinks His affections are alâ—ogether corrupted and the imaginations 〈◊〉 heart are only evil continually Hence 〈◊〉 is that the ungodly is not satisfied with prophaneness nor the voluptuous with pleasures nor the ambitious with perferments nor the curious with preciseness nor the malicious with revenge nor the leacherous with uncleanness nor the covetous with gain nor the drunkard with drinking New passions and fashions do daily grow new Fears and Afflictions do still arise here Wrath lies in wait there Vain-glory vexeth here pride lifts up there disgrace casts down and every one waiteth who shalâ— arise in the ruine of another Now a Maâ— is privily stung with Back-biters like fiery Serpents anon he is in danger to be openly devoured of his enemies like Daniel's Lionsâ— And a godly man where ere he liveth shall ever be vexed like Lot with Sodom's uncleanness 2. Death brings unto the godly an end of sinning and of all the miseries which arâ— due unto sin so that after Death there shaâ—â— be no more sorrow nor crying neither shalâ— there be any more pain for God shall wipe aâ— way all tears from their eyes Yea by death we are separated from
by Faith only a carnal Christian gathereth That good works are not necessary He commends others that do good works but he persuades himself that he shall be saved by his Faith without doing any such matter But he should know that though good works are not necessary to justification yet they are necessary to salvation for we are God's workmanship created in Christ Jesus unto good works which God hath predestinated that we should walk in them Whosoever therefore in years of discretion bringeth not forth good works after he is called he cannot be saved neither was he ever predestinated to life eternal Therefore the Scripture saith that Christ will reward every man according to his works Christ respects in the Angels of the seven Churches nothing but their works and at the last day he will give the heavenly inheritance only to them who have done good works in feeding the hungry clothing the naked c At that day righteousness shall wear the Crown No righteousness no crown no good works according to a man's talent no reward from God unless it be vengeance To be rich in good works is the surest foundation of our assurance to obtain eternal liâ—e For good works are the true fruits of a true faith which apprehendeth Christ and his obedience unto salvation And no other faith availeth in Christ but that which worketh by love and but in the act of justification that faith which only justifieth is never alone but ever accompanied with good works as the Tree with his fruits the Sun with his light the fire with his heat the water with his moisture And the faith which doth not justifie her self by good works before men is but a dead faith which will never justifie a man's soul before God But a justifying faith purifieth the heart and sanctifieth the whole man throughout II From the Doctrine of God's eternal Predestination and unchangeable Decree he gathereth that if he be predestinated to be saved he cannot but be saved if to be damned no means can do any good Therefore all works of Piety are but in vain But he should learn that God hath predestinated to the means as well as to the end Whom therefore God hath predestinated to be saved which is the end he hath likewise predestinated to be first called justified and made conformable to the Image of his Son which is the means And the saith St. Peter who are elect unto salvation are also elect unto the sanctification of the spirit If therefore upon thy calling thou conformest thy self to the Word and Example of Christ thy Master and obeyest the good motions of the Holy Spirit in leaving sin and living a godly life then assure thy self that thou art one of those who are infallibly predestinated to everlasting salvation If otherwise blame not God's predestination but thine own sin and rebellion Do thou but return unto God and God will graciously receive thee as the Father did the prodigal Son and by thy conversion it shall appear both to Angels and Men that thou didst belong to his Election If thou wilt not why should God save thee III. When a carnal Christian hears that Man hath not free will unto good he looseth the reins to his own corrupt will as tho' it lay not in him to bridle or to subdue it Implicitly making God the Author of sin in suffering Man to run into this necessity But he should know that God gave Adam free-will to stand in his integrity if he would Man abusing his free-will lost both himself and it Since the Fall Man in his state of corruption hath free-will to evil but not to good for in this state we are not saith the Apostle sufficient to think a good thought And God is not bound to restore us what we lost so wretchedly and take no more care to recover again But as soon as a Man is regenerated the grace of God freeth his will unto good so that he doth all the good things he doth with a free-will For so the Apostle saith That God of his own good pleasure worketh both the will and the deed in us who as the Apostle expoundeth cleanse our selves from all filthiness of flesh and spirit and finish our sanctification in the fear of God And in this state every true Christian hath free-will and as he increaseth in grace so doth his will in freedom for when the Son shall make us free then shall we be free indeed and where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty for the holy spirit draws their minds not by coaction but by the Cords of Love Cant. 1. 4. by illuminating their minds to know the truth by changing their hearts to love the known truth and by enabling every one of them according to the measure of grace which he hath received to do the good which he loveth but thou wilt not use the freedom of thy will so far as God hath freed it for thou dost many times wilfully against God's Law to the hazard of thy Soul that which if the King's Laws forbid under the penalty of death or loss of thy worldly Estate thou wouldst not do Make not therefore thy want of free-will unto good to be so much the cause of thy sin as thy want of a loving heart to serve thy heavenly Father IV. When the natural man hears that no man since the Fall is able to fulfil the Law of God and keep all his Commandments he boldly presumes to sin as others do he contents himself with a few good thoughts and if he be not altogether as bad as the worst he concludes that he is as truly regenerate as the best And every voluntary refusal of doing good or withstanding evil he counts the impossibility of the Law But he should learn that though since the Fall no man but Christ who was both God and Man did or can perfectly fulfil the whole Law yet every true Christian as soon as he is regenerated begins to keep all God's Commandments in truth though he cannot in absolute perfection Thus with David they apply their hearts to fulfil God's Commandments always unto the end And then the spirit of grace which was promised to be more abundantly poured forth under the Gospel helpeth them in their good endeavours and assisteth them to do what he commands them to do And in so doing God accepteth their good will and endeavour instead of perfect fulfilling of the Law supplying out of the merits of Christ who fulfilled the Law for us whatsoever wanteth in our obedience And in this respect Saint John saith that God's Commandments are not burthenous And St. Paul saith I am able to do all things through the help of him that strengtheneth me And Zachary and Elizabeth are said to walk in all the Commandments of the Lord
without reproof Hereupon Christ commends to his Disciples the care of his keeping of his Commandments as the truest testimony of our love unto him So far therefore doth a Man love Christ as he makes conscience to walk in his Commandmenâ—s and the more unto Christ is our love the less will our pains seem in keeping his Law The Laws curse which under the Old Testament was so terrible is under the New by the Death of Christ abolished to the regenerate the rigour which made it so impossible to our Nature before is now to the new born so mollified by the spirit that it seems facil and easie The Apostles indeed pressed on the unconverted Jews and Gentiles the impossibility of keeping the Law by ability of Nature corrupted But when they have to do with regenerate Christians they require to the Law which is the Rule of righteousness true obedience in word and deed the mortifying of their members the crucifying of the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof resurrection to newness of life walking in the spirit overcoming of the world by faith so that tho' no Man can say as Christ Which of you can rebuke me of sin yet every regenerate Christian can say of himself which of you can rebuke me of being an Adulterer Whoremonger Swearer Drunkard Thief Vsurer Oppressor Proud Malicious Covetous Prophaner of the holy Sabbath a Lyar a neglecter of God's Publick service and such like gross sins else he is no true Christian. When a man casts off the conscience of being ruled by God's Law then God gives him over to be led by his own lusts the surest sign of a Reprobate sense Thus the Law which since the fall no man by his own natural ability can fulfil is fulfilled in truth of every true regenerate Christian through the gracious assistance of Christ's Holy Spirit And this Spirit God will give to every Christian that will pray for it and incline his heart to keep his Laws V. When the unregenerate man hears that God delights more in the inward mind than in the outward man then he feigneth with himself that all outward reverence and profession is but either superstitious or superfluous Hence it is that he seldom kneeleth in the Church that he puts on his Hat at singing of Psalms and the publick Prayers which the prophane Varlet would not offer to do in the presence of a Prince or Noble man And so that he keep his mind unto God he thinks he may fashion himself in other things to the world He divides his thoughts and gives so much to God and so much to his own lusts yea he will divide with God the Sabbath and will give him almost the one half and spend the other wholly in his own pleasures But know O carnal Man that Almighty God will not be served by halfs because he hath created and redeemed the whole Man And as God detests the service of the outward man without the inward heart as hypocrisie so he counts the inward service without all external reverence to be meer prophaneness he requireth both in his worship In prayer therefore bow thy knees in witness of thy humiliation lift up thine eyes and thy hand in testimony of thy confidence hang dowâ— thy head and smite thy brest in token of thy contrition but especially call upon God with a sincere heart serve him holily serve him wholly serve him only for God and the Prince of this world are two contrary masters and therefore no man can possibly serve both VI. The unregenerate Christian holds the hearing of the Gospel preached to be but an indifferent matter which he may use or not use at his pleasure but whosoever thou art that will be assured in thy heart that thou art one of Christ's Elect Sheep thou must have a special care and conscience if possibly thou canst to hear God's Word Preached For first the preaching of the Gospel is the chief ordinary means which God hath appointed to convert the souls of all that he hath predestinated to be saved therefore it is called the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth And where this Divine Ordinance is not the people perish and whosoever shall refuse it it shall be more tolerable for the Land of Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of Judgment than for those people Secondly the preaching of the Gospel is the Standard or Ensign of Christ to which all Soldiers and Elect People must assemble themselves when this Ensign is displayed as upon the Lord's Day he is none of Christ's People that flocks not unto it neither shall any drop of the rain of his Grace light on their souls Thirdly it is the ordinary means by which the Holy Ghost begetteth faith in our hearts without which we cannot please God If the hearing of Christ's voice be the chief Mark of Christ's Elect sheep and of the Bridegrooms friends then must it be a fearful mark of a reprobate goat either to neglect or contemn to hear the preaching of the Gospel Let no man think this position foolish for by this foolishness of preaching it pleaseth God to save them which believe Their state is therefore fearful who live in peace without caring for the preaching of the Gospel Can men look for God's mercy and despâ—â—s his means He saith Christ of the Preachers of his Gospel that despiseth you despiseth me He that is of God heareth God's Word ye therefore hear them not because ye are not of God Had not the Israelites heard Phineas's message they had never wept Had not the Baptist preached the Jews had never mourned Had not they who crucified Christ heard Peter's Sermon their hearts had never been pricked Had not the Ninevites heard Jonas preaching they had never repented and if thou wilt not hear and repent thou shalt never be saved VII The opinion that the Sacraments are but bare signs and seals of God's promise and grace unto us doth not a little hinder Piety whereas indeed they are seals as well of our service and obedience unto God which service if we perform not unto him the Sacraments seal no Grace unto us But if we receive them upon the resolution to be his faithful and penitent servants then the Sacraments do not only signifie and offer but also seal and exhibit indeed the inward spiritual grace which they outwardly promise and represent and to this end Baptism is called the washing of Regeneration and renewing of the Holy Ghost and the Lord's Supper The Communion of the Body and Blood of Christ. Were this truth believed the holy Sacrament of the Lord's Supper would be oftener and with greater revereâ—ce received VIII The last and not the least block whereat Piety stumbleth in the course of Religion is by adorning Vices with the names of
the compass of thy calling distrust not God's Providence tho' thou see the means either wanting or weak And if means do offer themselves be sure that they be lawful and having gotten lawful means take heed that thou rely not more upon them than upon God himself Labour in a lawful calling is God's ordinary means by which he blesseth his children with outwards things Pray therefore for God's blessing upon his own means In earthly business bear an heavenly mind do thou thy best endeavour and commit the whole success to the fore-ordaining wisdom of Almighty God Never think to thrive by those means which God hath accursed That will not in the end prove gain which is gotten with the loss of thy Soul In all therefore both actions and means endeavour with Paul to have alway a clear conscience towards God and towards men Look to your selves what conscience ye have For conscience shall damn and conscience shall save 4. Love all good things for God's sake but God for his own sake Whilst thou holdest God thy friend thou needest not fear who is thine enemy for either God will make thine enemy to become thy friend or will bridle him that he cannot hurt thee No man is overthrown by his enemy unless that first his sin have prevailed over him and God hath left him to himself he that would therefore be safe from the fear of his enemies and live still in the favour of his God let him redeem the folly of the time past with serious repentance look to the time present with religious diligence and take heed to the time to come with careful providence 5. Give every man the honour due to his place but honour a man more for his goodness than for his greatness And of whomsoever thou hast received a benefit unto him as God shall enable thee remember to be thankful Acknowledge it lovingly unto Men and pray for him heartily unto God and count every blessing received from God as a pledge of his eternal love and a spur to a godly life 6. Be not proud for any external worldly goods nor for any internal spiritual gifts Not for external goods because that as they came lately so they will shortly be gone again their loss therefore is the less to be grieved at Not for any internal gifts for as God gave them so will he likewise take them away if forgetting the giver thou shalt abuse his gifts to puff up thine heart with a pride of thine own worth and contemn others for whose good Almighty God bestowed those gifts upon thee Hast thou any one vertus that moves thee to be self-conceited thou hast twenty vices that may better vilisie thee in thine own eyes Be the same in the sight of God who beholds thy heart that thou seemest to be in the eyes of Men that see thy face Content not thy self with an outward good nâ—mè when thy Conscience shall inwardly tell thee it is undeserved and therefore none of thine A deserved good name for any thing but for godliness lasts little and is less worth In all the holy Scriptures I never read of an Hypocrite's repentance and no wonder for whereas after sin conversion is left as a means to cure all other sinners what means remain to recover him who hath converted conversion it self into sin Wo therefore unto the Soul that is not and yet still seemeth religious 7. Mark the fearful ends of notorious evil Men to abhor their wicked actions mark the life of the godly that thou maist imitate it and his blessed end that it may comfort thee Obey thy betters observe the wise accompany the honest and love the religious And seeing the corrupt nature of man is prone to hypocrisie beware that thou use not the exercise of Religion as matters of course and custom without care and conscience to grow more holy and devout thereby Observe therefore how by the continual use of God's means thou feelest thy special corruptions weakened and thy sanctification more and more encreased and make no more shew of holiness outwardly to the world than thou hast in the sight of God inwardly in thine heart 8. Endeavour to rule those who live under thine authority rather by love than by fear for to rule by love is easie and safe but tyranny is ever accompanied with care and terror Oppression will force the oppressed to take any advantage to shake off the Yoke that they are not able to bear neither will God's Justice suffer the sway that is grounded on Tyranny long to continue Remember that tho' by humane ordinance they serve thee yet by a more peculiar right they are God's servants Yea now being Christians not as thy servants but above servants brethren beloved in the Lord. Rule therefore over Christians being a Christian in love and mercy like Christ thy Master 9. Remember that of all actions none makes a Magistrate more like God whose Vice-gerent he is than doing Justice justly For the due execution whereof First have ever an open ear to the just complaints of unjust dealings Secondly so lend one ear to the Accuser as that thou keep the other for the accused for he that decreeth for either part before both be heard the decree may be just but himself is unjust Thirdly in hearing both parts incline not to the right-hand of affection or to the left of hatred as to believe arguments of perswasion for a friend before arguments concluding for a foe Fourthly deny not Justice which is Regia mensura to the meanest Subject but let the Cause of the poor and needy come in equal balance with the rich and mighty If thou perceivest on the one side in a cause the high hills of cunning advantage powerful combination and violent prosecution and on the other side the low valleys of poverty simplicity and desolation prepare thy way as God doth to judgment by raising Valleys and taking down Hills equally inequality that so thou maist lay the Foundation of thy sentence upon an even ground In matters of right and wrong 'twixt party and party let thy Conscience be careful rather Jus dicere to pronounce the Law that is made secundùm allegata probata than Jus dare to make a Law of thine own upon the authority of sic volo si jubeo fearing that fearful Malediction Cursed be he that removeth his Neighbour's Land-Mark In Trials of Life and Death let Judges like Elohim in justice remember mercy and so cast the severe Eye of Justice upon the Fact as that they look with the pitiful eye of Mercy upon the Malefactor wresting the favour of Law to the favour of Life where Grace promiseth amendment but if Justice requireth that one rather than unity must perish and that a rotten member must be cut off to save the whole body from putrefying
man to travel in and the night for him to take his rest so I beseech thee sanctifie unto me this night's rest and sleep that I may enjoy the same as thy sweet blessing and benefit That so this dull and wearied body of mine being refreshed with moderate sleep and rest I may be the better enabled to walk before thee doing all such good works as thou hast appointed when it shall please thee by thy divine Power to waken me the next morning And whilst I sleep do thou O Lord who art the keeper of Israel that neither slamberest nor sleepest watch over me in thy holy providence to protect me from all dangers so that neither the evil Angels of Satan nor any wicked enemy may have any power to do me any harm or evil And to this end give a charge unto thy holy Angels that they at thine appointment may pitch their tents round about me for my defence and safety as thou hast promised that they should do about them that fear thy name And knowing that thy name is a strong Tower of defence unto all those that trust therein I here recommend my self and all that do belong unto me unto thy holy protection and custody If it be thy blessed will to call for me in my sleep O Lord for Christ his sake have mercy upon me and receive my soul into thy heavenly kingdom And if it be thy blessed pleasure to add more days unto my Life O Lord add more amendment unto my days and wean my mind from the love of the world and worldly vanities and cause me more and more to settle my conversation on heaven and heavenly things And perfect daily in me that good work which thou hast begun to the glory of thy Name and the salvation of my sinful soul. O Lord I beseech thee likewise save and defend from all evil and danger thy whole Church our King Charles Queen Mary the noble and hopeful Prince Charles with the rest of the Royal Progeny the religious Lady Elizabeth the King 's only Sister and her Princely Issue keep them all in the sincerity of thy Truth and prosper them in all grace and happiness Bless the Nobility Ministers and Magistrates of these Churches and Kingdoms each of them with those graces which are expedient for their place and calling And be thou O Lord a comfort and consolation to all thy people whom thou hast thought meet to visit with any kind of sickness cross or calamity Hasten O Father the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Make me ever mindful of my last end and of the reckoning that I am to make unto thee therein and in the mean while careful so to foâ—â—ow Christ in the regeneration during this life as that with Christ I may have a portion in the resurrection of the just when this mortal life is ended These graces and all other blessings which thou O Father knowest to be requisite and necessary for me I humbly beg and crave at thy hands in the name and meditation of Jesus Christ thy Son and in that form of Prayer which he himself hath taught me to say unto thee Our Father which art in Heaven c. Another short Evening Prayer O Eternal God and heavenly Father if I were not taught and assured by the promises of thy Gospel and the examples of Peter Mary Magdalen the Publican the Prodigal child and many other penitent sinners that thou art so full of Compassion and so ready to forgive the greatest sinners who are heaviest laden with sin at what time soever they return unto thee with penitent hearts lamenting their sins and imploring thy grace I should despair for mine own sins and be utterly discouraged from presuming to come into thy presence considering the hardness of my heart the unruliness of my affections and the uncleanness of my conversation by means whereof I have trangressed all thy laws and deserved thy curse which might cause my body to be smitten with some fearful disease my soul to languish with the death of sin my good name to be traduced with scandalous reproaches and make mine estate liable to all manner of crosses and casualties And I confess O Lord that thy mercy is the cause that I have not been long ago confounded But O my God as thy mercy only staied thy judgment from falling upon me hitherto so I humbly beseech thee in the bowels of the mercy of Jesus Christ in whom only thou art well pleased that thou wilt not deal with me according to my deserts but that thou wouldst freely and fully remit unto me all my sins and transgressions and that thou wouldst wash them clean from me with the vertue of that most precious blood which thy Son Jesus Christ hath shed for me For he alone is the Phâ—sician and his blood only is the medicine that ean heal my sickness And he is the true brazen Serpent that can cure that poison wherewith the fiery Serpent of my sins have stung and poisoned my sick and wounded soul. And give me I beseech thee thine holy Spirit which may assure me of mine adoption and that may confirm my faith encrease my repentance enlighten my understanding purifie my heart rectifie my will and affections and so sanctifie me â—hroughout that my whole body soul and spiâ—it may be kept unblameable until the glorious â—oming of my Lord Jesus Christ. And now O Lord I give thee most hearty thanks â—nd praise for that thou hast this day preserved me from all harms and perils notwithstanding all my sins and ill deserts And I beseech thee likewise defend me â—his night from the roaring Lyon which â—ight and day seeketh to devour me Watch â—hou O Lord over me this night to keep â—e from his temptations and tyranny and â—et thy mercy shield me from his unappeaâ—ble rage and malice And to this end I â—ommend my self into thy hands and proâ—ection beseeching thee O my Lord and God not to suffer Satan nor any of his eâ—il members to have power to do unto me â—ny hurt or violence this night And grant â—ood Lord that whether I sleep or wake â—ve or die I may sleep wake live and die â—nto thee and to the glory of thy name â—nd the salvation of my soul. Lord bless â—nd defend all thy chosen People every â—here Grant our King a long and happy â—eign over us Bless our gracious Queen Mary with their Princely Progeny the â—ady Elizabeth the King 's only Sister and â—er Princely Issue together with all our â—agistrates and Ministers comfort them â—ho are in misery need or sickness good â—ord give me grace to be one of those â—ise Virgins which may have my heart â—repared like a Lamp furnished with the 〈◊〉 of faith and light of good works to meet the Lord Jesus the sweet Bridegroom of my soul
by a certain chain of God's providence disposing all things in number measure and weight All times are therefore measured by the Sabbath so that Time and the Sabbath can never be separated And the Angel swears that this measuring of time shall continue till that time shall be no more And as the Sabbath had its first institution in the first Book of the Scriptures so hath it its confirmation in the last and as this Book doth authorize this day so this day graceth the Book in that the matter thereof was revealed upon so holy a day the Lord's revelation upon the Lord's Day As well therefore may they pull the Sun Moon and Stars out of the Heavens as abolish the Holy Sabbath times meet-rod out of the Chruch seeing the Sabbath is ordained in the Church as well as the Sun and Moon in the Firmament for the distinction of times 8. Because that the whole Church by an Universal consent ever since the Apostles time have still held the Commandment of the Sabbath to be the moral and perpetual Law of God and the keeping of the Sabbath on the first day of the week to be the institution of Christ and his Apostles The Synod called Synodus Coloniensis saith that the Lord's-day hath been famous in the Church ever since the Apostles time Ignatius Bishop of Antioch living in St. John's time saith Let every one that loveth Christ keep holy the Lord's-day renowned by his Resurrection which is the Queen of days in which death is overcome and life is sprung up in Christ. Justin Martyr who lived not long after him sheweth how the Christians kept their Sabbath on the Lord's-day as we do Origen who lived about 1â—0 years after Christ shews the reason why the Sabbath is translated to the Lord's-day Augustin saith That the Lord's-day was declared unto the Church by the Resurrection of the Lord upon that day Et ex illo eâ—â—pit habere festivitatem suam and by Christ it was first ordained to be kept holy And in another place That the Apostles appointed the Lord's-day to be kept with all religious solemnity because that upon that day our Redeemer rose from the dead which also is therefore called the Lord's-day As therefore David said of the City of God so may I say of the Lord's-day Glorious things are spoken of the day of the Lord for it was the birth-day of the World the first day wherein all Creatures began to have being In it light was drawn out of darkness In it the Law was given on Mount Sinai In it the Lord rose from death to life In it the Saints came out of their graves assuring that on it Christians should rise to newness of life In it the Holy Ghost descended upon the Apostles And it is very probable that on the seventh day when the seven Trumpets have blown the cursed Jerichâ— of this World shall fall and our true Jesus shall give us the promised possession of the heavenly Canaan â—e that would see the uniform consent of Antiquiry and practice of the Primitive Church in this point let him read Eusebius ' s Ecclesiastical History Lib. 4 c 23 Tertullian lib. de Idololatâ—â—a cap. 14. Chrâ—s Serm. 5. de resurrection Constitut. Apal l. cap. 37. Câ—â—il in Jâ—ham l. 12. c. â—8 Of this Juâ—gment are all the found new Writers see â—ox on Rev. 1. 10. Bucer in Mat. 12. 1â— Gualt in Malach. 3. hâ—m 23. â—ulk on the Râ—emish Testam Apoc. 1. 10. Chem. Exaâ—â— Conc. Tâ—â—d par 4. de diebus festis Wolph Chron. lib. 2. cap. 1. Armin Thes in 4 praecept and innumerable others Learned Junius shall speak for all Quaâ—â—brem câ—â—m dies â—â—minicus c. Wherefore seeing the Lord's day is both the fast of Christ viz. his resurrection and often appearing to his Disciples upon that day by the example and institution of the Apostles and by the continual practice of the ancient Church and by the testimony of the Scripture observed and substituted into the place of the Jewish Sabbath Ineptè faciunt they do foolishly who say that the observation of the Lord's day is of Tradition and not from the Scripture that by this means they might establish the Traditions of Men. And again the cause of this change is the resurrection of Christ and the benefit of the restoring of the Church by Christ the remembrance of which benefit did succeed into the place of the memory of the creation Non humanâ traditione sed Christi ipsius observatione instituto Not by the tradition of Man but by the observation and appointment of Christ who both on the day of his resurrection and on every 8th day after unto his ascension into heaven did appear unto his Disciples and came into their assemblies 9. Because that the Lord himself expoundeth the end of the Sabbath to be a sign and document for ever betwixt him and his people that he is Jehovah by whom they are sanctified and therefore must only of them be worshiped and upon the pain of death chargeth his people for ever to keep this memorial unviolated But this end is moral and perpetual Therefore the Sabbath is moral and perpetual What God hath perpetually sanctified let no man ever presume to make common or prophane Upon this ground it is that the Commandment terms this day the Sabbath of the Lord thy God And God himself calls it his holy day And upon the same ground likewise the Old Testament consecrated all their Sabbaths and holy days to the worship and honour of God alone To dedicate therefore a Sabbath to the honour of any creature is gross Idolatry For the first Table makes it a part of God's Worship to have a Sabbath to his honour so doth Levit. 23. 3 37 38 c. and Ezek. 20. 20. Neh 9. 14. the Sabbath is put for the whole worship of God And our Saviour teacheth that We must Worship the Lord God only Mat. 4. 10. and therefore keep a Sabbath to the only honour of God The Holy Ghost notes it as one of Jeroboam's greatest sins that he ordained a Feast from the device of his own heart 1 Kings 12. 33. And God threatneth to visit Israel for keeping the days of Baalim That is of Lords as Papists do of Saints Hos. 2. 13. but saith that such forget him And so indeed none are less careful in keeping the Lord's Sabbath than they who are most superstitious observers of mens holy days The Church of Rome therefore commits gross Idolatry First in taking upon her to ordain Sabbaths which belongs only unto the Lord of the Sabbath to do Secondly in dedicating those holy days to the honour of Creatures which in effect is to make them sanctifying Gods Thirdly In tying to these days God's Worship Prayers Fasting and Merit Fourthly In exacting on these days of mens
hellish pains which I suffered to deliver thee from the endless pains of Hell and everlasting chains of darkness S. Lord why would'st thou have thine arms nailed abroad C. That I might embrace thee more lovingly my sweet Soul S. Lord why did the Thief that never wrought good before obtain Paradise upon so short repentance C. That thou maist see the power of my death to forgive them that repent that no sinner needs despair S. Lord why did not the other Thief which hanged as near thee obtain the like mercy C. because I leave whom I will to harden themselves in their lewdness to destruction that all should fear and none presume S. Lord wherefore didst thou cry with such a loud and strong voice in yielding up the ghost C. That it might appear that no man took my life from me but that I said it down of my self S. Lord wherefore didst thou commend thy soul into thy Father's hands C. To teach thee what thou should'st do being to depart this life S. Lord wherefore did the veil of the Temple rent in twain at thy death C. To shew that the Levitical Law should be no longer a partition-wall between Jews and Gentiles and that the way to Heaven is now open to all believers S. Lord wherefore did the earth quake and the Stones cleave at thy Death C. For horror to bear her Lord dying and to upbraid the cruel hardness of sinners hearts S. Lord wherefore did not the Soldiers break thy Legs as they did the thieves who hanged at thy right and left hand C. That thou mightest know that they had not power to do any more unto me than the Scripture had foretold that they should do and I should suffer to save thee S. Lord wherefore was thy side opened with a Spear C. That thou mightest have a way to come nearer unto my heart S. Lord wherefore ran there out of thy precious side blood and water C. To assure thee that I was slain indeed seeing my heart-blood gushed out and the water which compassed my heart flowed forth after it which once spilt man must needs die S. Lord wherefore ran the blood first by it self and the water afterwards by it self out of thy blessed wound C. To assure thee of two things 1. That by my blood-shedding Justification and Sanctification were effected to save thee Secondly that my Spirit by the conscionable use of the water in Baptism and blood in the Eucharist will effect in thee righteousness and holiness by which thou shalt glorifie me S. Lord wherefore did the graves open at thy death C. To signifie that Death by my death had now received his death's-wound and was overcome S. Lord wherefore woud'st thou be buried C. That thy sins might never rise up to Judgment against thee S Lord wherefore woud'st thou be buried by two such honourable Senators as Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea C. That the Truth of my Death the Cause of thy life might more evidently appear unto all S. Lord wherefore wast thou buried in a new Sepulchre wherein was never laid man before C. That it might appear that I and not another arose and that by my own power not by another's vertue like him who reviv'd at the touching of Elisha's Bones S. Lord wherefore didst thou raise up thy body again C. That thou mayst be assured that thy sins are discharged and that thou art justified S. Lord wherefore did so many bodies of thy Saints which slept arise at thy Resurrection C. To give an assurance that all the Saints shall arise by the virtue of my Resurrection at the last day S. Lord what shall I render unto thee for all these benefits C. Love thy Creator and become a new creature The Soul's Soliloquy ravished in contemplation of the Passion of our Lord. WHat hadst thou done O my sweet Saviour and ever blessed Redeemer that thou wast thus betrayed of Judas sold of the Jews apprehended as a Malefactor and led bound as a Lamb to the slaughter What evil hadst thou committed that thou shouldest be thus openly arraigned accused falsly and unjustly condemned before Annas and Caiaphas the Jewish Priests at the judgment-seat of Pilate the Roman President What was thine offence or to whom didst thou ever wrong that thou shouldest be thus pitifully scourged with whips crowned with thorns scoffed with flouts reviled with words buffeted with fists and beaten with staves O Lord what didst thou deserve to have thy blessed face spit upon and covered as it were with shame to have thy Garments parted thy hands and feet nailed to the Cross To be lifted up upon the cursed Tree to be crucified among Thieves and made to taste Gall and Vinegar and in thy deadly extremity to endure such a Sea of God's wrath that made thee to cry out as if thou hadst been forsaken of God thy Father yea to have thy innocent heart pierced with a cruel spear and thy precious blood to be spilt before thy blessed mothers eyes Sweet Saviour how much wast thou tormented to endure all this seeing I am so much amazed but to think upon it I enquire for thine offence but I can find none in thee no not so much as guile to have-been found in thy mouth Thy enemies are challenged and none of them dare rebuke thee of sin thy accusers that are suborn'd agree not in their witness the Judg that condemns thee openly cleareth thy innocency his wife sends him word she was warned in a dream that thou wast a just Man and therefore should take heed of doing injustice unto thee The Centurion that executed thee confessed thee of a truth to be both a just man and the very Son of God The thief that hanged with thee justifieth thee that thou hast done nothing amiss What is the cause then O Lord of this thy cruel ignominy passion and death I O Lord I am the cause of these thy sorrows my sins wrought thy shame my iniquities are the occasion of thy injuries I have committed the fault and thou art plagued for the offence I am guilty and thou art arraigned I committed the sin and thou suffer'st the death I have done the crime thou hangedst on the Cross Oh the deepness of God's love Oh the wonderful disposition of heavenly grace Oh the unmeasurable measure of divine mercy the wicked transgresseth the just is punished the guilty is let escape and the innocent is arraigned the malefactor is acquitted and the harmless condemned what the evil man deserveth the good man suffereth the servant doth the fault the master endures the strokes What shall I say Man sinneth and God dieth O Son of God! who can sufficiently express thy love or commend thy pity or extol thy praise I was proud thou art humbled I was disobedient and thou becam'st obedient I did eat the forbidden