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we_o must_v all_o appear_v before_o the_o judgment-seat_n of_o christ_n that_o every_o one_o may_v receive_v the_o thing_n do_v in_o his_o body_n according_a to_o that_o he_o have_v do_v whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o bad_a 2_o cor._n 5.10_o v._o immortal_a but_o afflict_a soul_n can_v thou_o hear_v all_o this_o and_o not_o dissolve_v thyself_o into_o tear_n when_o not_o only_o in_o thy_o bed_n of_o sickness_n by_o a_o secret_a divine_a power_n all_o those_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v be_v they_o good_a or_o evil_a shall_v be_v present_v and_o appear_v before_o thou_o but_o in_o that_o great_a and_o fearful_a day_n of_o account_n when_o all_o flesh_n shall_v come_v to_o judgement_n all_o these_o in_o capital_n shall_v appear_v write_v before_o thou_o vi_o not_o one_o bosom_n sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o close_o commit_v subtle_o cover_v or_o cunning_o carry_v but_o must_v be_v there_o discover_v adam_n shall_v be_v bring_v from_o his_o bush_n and_o sarah_n from_o behind_o the_o tent-door_n and_o miserable_a perplex_a man_n shall_v say_v to_o his_o conscience_n as_o ahab_n say_v to_o elias_n have_v thou_o find_v i_o o_o my_o enemy_n what_o innumerable_a bill_n of_o inditement_n than_o will_v there_o be_v prefer_v against_o thou_o to_o all_o which_o thou_o must_v hang_v down_o thy_o head_n and_o plead_v guilty_a vii_o o_o how_o be_v thou_o fall_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n and_o misery_n what_o can_v the_o thought_n and_o the_o imagination_n of_o thy_o heart_n say_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v evil_a continual_o what_o can_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o mouth_n speak_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v full_a of_o all_o filthiness_n and_o obscenity_n last_o what_o can_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n plead_v for_o themselves_o but_o that_o they_o have_v be_v load_v with_o transgression_n and_o iniquity_n viii_o but_o perhaps_o thou_o have_v some_o fond_a hope_n of_o a_o pardon_n and_o so_o like_o some_o delude_a 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of_o poverty_n than_o to_o dwell_v in_o everlasting_a burn_n iv_o how_o happy_a have_v that_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n be_v if_o instead_o of_o increase_a his_o barn_n he_o have_v enlarge_v his_o bowel_n to_o the_o poor_a little_a dream_v he_o how_o soon_o his_o soul_n shall_v be_v take_v from_o he_o when_o he_o address_v his_o care_n for_o so_o needless_a a_o provision_n his_o thought_n be_v so_o take_v up_o with_o building_n his_o barn_n wide_a that_o he_o never_o consider_v how_o tophet_n be_v ordain_v of_o old_a how_o it_o be_v make_v deep_a and_o large_a the_o pile_n thereof_o fire_n and_o much_o wood_n and_o how_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o lord_n like_o a_o stream_n of_o brimstone_n do_v kindle_v it_o esay_n 30.33_o v._o turn_v unto_o thyself_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o see_v who_o thou_o can_v find_v in_o more_o danger_n of_o fall_v into_o that_o place_n of_o horror_n than_o thyself_o how_o have_v thou_o bestow_v thy_o time_n how_o have_v thou_o employ_v thy_o talon_n have_v 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and_o interest_n in_o heaven_n viii_o these_o meditation_n ought_v to_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n upon_o our_o mind_n for_o to_o acknowledge_v our_o infirmity_n may_v make_v we_o the_o speedy_a look_n for_o a_o remedy_n and_o by_o degree_n find_v a_o happy_a recovery_n join_v then_o all_o thy_o faculty_n and_o offer_v up_o thy_o prayer_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o god_n in_o his_o mercy_n will_v look_v upon_o thou_o the_o prayer_n gracious_a god_n though_o i_o be_o altogether_o unworthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n or_o to_o offer_v up_o my_o prayer_n unto_o thou_o much_o less_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o thou_o yet_o for_o his_o merit_n and_o mercy_n sake_n who_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o reserve_v a_o place_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n for_o i_o ii_o dear_a lord_n in_o thy_o house_n be_v many_o mansion_n o_o bring_v i_o thither_o that_o i_o may_v join_v my_o voice_n with_o those_o voice_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o sing_v praise_n to_o thy_o holy_a name_n who_o sit_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n for_o ever_o world_n without_o end_n amen_n meditation_n xvi_o the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o four_o last_o thing_n reduce_v to_o practice_n i_o find_v my_o soul_n like_o a_o dry_a ground_n where_o no_o water_n be_v and_o wheresoever_o i_o turn_v myself_o i_o find_v affliction_n and_o misery_n on_o all_o side_n surround_v i_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v or_o where_o shall_v i_o fly_v when_o i_o repose_v myself_o from_o the_o world_n in_o some_o withdraw_a room_n intend_v to_o forget_v this_o low_a orb_n and_o prepare_v myself_o for_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o better_a life_n while_o i_o begin_v to_o commune_v with_o my_o own_o thought_n in_o the_o secret_a chamber_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o become_v so_o affright_v with_o the_o representment_n of_o those_o four_o last_o remembrance_n as_o i_o whole_o forget_v what_o i_o intend_v to_o speak_v ii_o my_o tongue_n begin_v to_o cleave_v to_o the_o roof_n of_o my_o mouth_n my_o moisture_n be_v dry_v within_o i_o those_o active_a faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n leave_v i_o and_o my_o understanding_n depart_v from_o i_o o_o death_n how_o bitter_a be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o with_o terror_n thou_o summone_a i_o and_o like_o a_o surly_a guest_n thou_o rushe_v upon_o i_o and_o resolve_v to_o lodge_v with_o i_o then_o immediate_o i_o feel_v myself_o wound_v and_o so_o mortal_o as_o not_o to_o be_v cure_v iii_o o_o how_o my_o divine_a eyesight_n grow_v dim_a my_o pant_a breast_n beat_v my_o hoarse_a throat_n rattle_v my_o tooth_n grow_v black_a and_o rusty_a my_o countenance_n grow_v pale_a all_o my_o member_n stiff_a every_o sense_n and_o faculty_n fail_v and_o my_o waste_a body_n threaten_v a_o speedy_a dissolution_n yet_o desire_v my_o poor_a soul_n to_o be_v a_o guest_n though_o there_o be_v cold_a comfort_n to_o be_v find_v in_o such_o a_o forlorn_a inn._n iv_o but_o what_o be_v all_o these_o terror_n of_o death_n to_o the_o dreadful_a day_n of_o judgement_n when_o at_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o archangel_n and_o sound_v of_o the_o trumpet_n all_o the_o little_a heap_n of_o dust_n shall_v rise_v where_o none_o shall_v be_v exempt_v but_o all_o judge_v how_o terrible_a in_o majesty_n will_v that_o great_a judge_n appear_v to_o such_o as_o in_o this_o life_n will_v neither_o be_v allure_v by_o his_o promise_n nor_o awaken_v by_o his_o judgement_n v._o how_o doleful_a will_v that_o echo_a voice_n sound_n in_o their_o ear_n depart_v from_o i_o i_o know_v you_o not_o and_o how_o ready_a will_v that_o officious_a jailor_n be_v upon_o the_o delivery_n of_o this_o heavy_a sentence_n to_o cast_v they_o into_o utter_a darkness_n a_o place_n of_o endless_a torment_n where_o
and_o frail_a as_o the_o apple_n of_o sodom_n which_o be_v specious_a to_o the_o eye_n do_v fall_v to_o crumble_v by_o every_o touch._n the_o frame_n of_o our_o building_n be_v not_o only_o so_o frail_a but_o as_o some_o have_v think_v so_o ridiculous_a that_o if_o we_o contemplate_v the_o body_n of_o man_n in_o his_o condition_n of_o mortality_n and_o by_o reflect_v upon_o the_o soul_n do_v thereby_o prove_v it_o to_o be_v immortal_a we_o shall_v be_v tempt_v to_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o inequality_n of_o the_o match_n but_o to_o wonder_v at_o our_o frailty_n be_v but_o to_o wonder_v that_o we_o be_v men._n ii_o yet_o sure_a if_o we_o that_o be_v our_o soul_n for_o our_o body_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v we_o that_o we_o can_v hardly_o call_v they_o we_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o corruption_n our_o body_n be_v not_o intend_v for_o our_o husband_n but_o for_o our_o house_n who_o door_n will_v either_o be_v open_a that_o we_o may_v go_v forth_o or_o who_o building_n will_v be_v ruinous_a that_o needs_o we_o must_v we_o can_v by_o any_o mean_v possible_a make_v it_o the_o place_n for_o though_o our_o body_n as_o say_v our_o saviour_n be_v not_o so_o glorious_a as_o the_o lily_n yet_o say_v job_n they_o be_v as_o frail_a iii_o and_o by_o that_o time_n with_o david_n they_o wax_v old_a as_o do_v a_o garment_n how_o earnest_o with_o st._n paul_n shall_v we_o groan_v to_o be_v clothe_v upon_o 2_o cor._n 5.2_o to_o be_v clothe_v with_o new_a apparel_n whilst_o the_o old_a be_v as_o it_o be_v turn_v for_o when_o christ_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o cloud_n with_o his_o holy_a angel_n at_o once_o to_o restore_v and_o reform_v our_o nature_n he_o shall_v change_v our_o vile_a body_n that_o they_o may_v be_v change_v like_o unto_o his_o glorious_a body_n iv_o but_o here_o i_o speak_v of_o what_o it_o be_v not_o what_o it_o shall_v be_v though_o it_o shall_v be_v glorious_a yet_o now_o it_o be_v vile_a though_o it_o shall_v be_v immortal_a yet_o now_o it_o be_v fade_v though_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o long_a life_n it_o be_v now_o a_o short_a one_o it_o be_v indeed_o so_o short_a and_o withal_o so_o uncertain_a that_o we_o bring_v our_o year_n to_o a_o end_n like_o a_o tale_n that_o be_v tell_v psal_n 90.9_o v._o death_n come_v so_o hasty_o upon_o we_o that_o we_o never_o can_v see_v it_o till_o we_o be_v blind_a we_o can_v but_o know_v that_o it_o be_v short_a for_o we_o fade_v away_o sudden_o like_o the_o grass_n and_o yet_o we_o know_v not_o how_o short_a it_o be_v for_o we_o pray_v that_o god_n will_v teach_v we_o to_o number_v our_o day_n psal_n 90.12_o vi_o this_o we_o know_v without_o teach_v that_o even_o then_o when_o we_o be_v bear_v we_o begin_v to_o draw_v towards_o our_o end_n wis_v 5.13_o whether_o sleep_v or_o wake_v we_o be_v always_o fly_v upon_o the_o wing_n of_o time_n even_o this_o very_a moment_n do_v set_v we_o well_o on_o towards_o our_o journey_n end_n whether_o we_o be_v worldly_a and_o therefore_o study_v to_o keep_v life_n or_o malcontent_n and_o therefore_o weary_a of_o its_o possession_n the_o king_n of_o terror_n will_v not_o fail_v either_o to_o meet_v or_o overtake_v we_o vii_o and_o whilst_o we_o be_v travel_v to_o the_o very_a same_o country_n i_o mean_v the_o land_n of_o forgetfulness_n without_o consider_v it_o as_o a_o antichamber_n to_o heaven_n or_o hell_n although_o we_o walk_v thither_o in_o several_a road_n it_o be_v plain_a that_o he_o who_o live_v long_a go_v but_o the_o far_a way_n about_o and_o that_o he_o who_o die_v soon_o go_v the_o near_a way_n home_o viii_o i_o remember_v it_o be_v a_o humour_n i_o know_v not_o whether_o of_o a_o cruel_a or_o capricious_a emperor_n to_o put_v a_o tax_n upon_o childbirth_n to_o make_v it_o a_o thing_n exciseable_a for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o woman_n as_o if_o he_o have_v farm_a god_n custom-house_n he_o make_v every_o man_n fine_a for_o be_v a_o man_n a_o great_a instance_n of_o his_o cruelty_n and_o as_o good_a a_o emblem_n of_o our_o frailty_n our_o state_n of_o pilgrimage_n upon_o earth_n ix_o for_o we_o arrive_v at_o this_o world_n as_o at_o a_o foreign_a and_o strange_a country_n where_o i_o be_o sure_a it_o be_v proper_a although_o not_o just_o that_o we_o pay_v toll_n for_o our_o very_a land_n and_o then_o be_v land_a we_o be_v such_o transitory_a inhabitant_n that_o we_o do_v not_o so_o proper_o dwell_v here_o as_o sojourn_v x._o all_o the_o meat_n we_o take_v in_o be_v at_o god_n ordinary_a and_o even_o the_o breath_n which_o we_o drink_v be_v not_o we_o but_o he_o which_o when_o he_o take_v away_o we_o die_v and_o be_v turn_v again_o into_o our_o dust_n insomuch_o that_o to_o expire_v be_v no_o more_o in_o effect_n then_o to_o be_v honest_a to_o pay_v back_o a_o life_n which_o we_o do_v but_o borrow_v the_o prayer_n thou_o have_v bring_v we_o from_o nothing_o o_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v see_v thy_o salvation_n that_o we_o who_o may_v have_v be_v for_o ever_o without_o thou_o may_v through_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thyself_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o glory_n ii_o o_o enliven_v we_o that_o we_o may_v give_v up_o ourselves_o whole_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o perpetual_o study_v to_o do_v something_o to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o name_n that_o we_o may_v not_o throw_v away_o those_o soul_n on_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v we_o for_o thyself_o and_o to_o be_v employ_v in_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o sacrifice_v our_o will_n to_o thou_o and_o our_o life_n to_o a_o perfect_a love_n of_o thou_o we_o may_v find_v that_o joy_n which_o accompany_v thy_o grace_n here_o and_o that_o glory_n which_o know_v no_o end_n or_o change_v hereafter_o in_o thy_o presence_n for_o evermore_o amen_n meditation_n xxvii_o that_o death_n free_v we_o from_o the_o vexation_n trouble_n and_o care_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n a_o short_a life_n and_o a_o merry_a be_v that_o which_o many_o man_n applaud_v but_o as_o the_o son_n of_o a_o woman_n have_v but_o a_o few_o day_n to_o live_v so_o even_o those_o few_o day_n be_v full_a of_o trouble_n and_o indeed_o so_o they_o be_v in_o whatsoever_o condition_n a_o man_n be_v place_v for_o if_o he_o be_v poor_a he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o pain_n to_o get_v the_o good_n of_o this_o world_n ii_o if_o he_o be_v rich_a he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o care_n to_o keep_v his_o riches_n the_o trouble_n of_o avarice_n to_o increase_v they_o the_o trouble_n of_o fear_n to_o lose_v they_o the_o trouble_n of_o sorrow_n when_o they_o be_v lose_v and_o so_o his_o riches_n can_v only_o make_v he_o the_o more_o illustrious_o happy_a iii_o if_o he_o live_v as_o he_o ought_v he_o have_v the_o trouble_n of_o self-denial_n the_o trouble_n of_o mortify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n col._n 3.5_o the_o trouble_n of_o be_v in_o death_n often_o 2_o cor._n 11.23_o the_o trouble_n of_o crucify_a himself_n rom._n 6.6_o and_o of_o die_v daily_o 1_o cor._n 15.31_o iv_o if_o to_o avoid_v those_o 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