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A19042 A certayn treatye moste wyttely deuysed orygynally wrytten in the spaynysshe, lately traducted in to frenche entytled, Lamant mal traicte de samye. And nowe out of frenche in to Englysshe, dedicat to the ryght honorable lorde henry Erle of Surrey, one of the knyghtes of the moste honorable ordre of the garter, son[n]e and heyre apparaunt to the ryght hygh and myghete prynce Thomas duke of Norfolke, hygh treasorour, and erle mershall of Englande.; Tractado de amores de Arnalte y Lucenda. English San Pedro, Diego de, fl. 1500.; Clerk, John, d. 1552.; Herberay, Nicolas de, sieur des Essars, 16th cent. 1543 (1543) STC 546; ESTC S108933 39,984 135

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to the all my affections trustyng that he wold haue petye and wold besaythful also that whiche harded me to do it was for that he was next neyghboure to Lucē●a whom I myght se yf I were loged in the howse of my frende ¶ Therfore I sente to praye hym to cōme to see me whiche he dyd at his aryuall I told hym the cawse wherfore I sent for hym And y ● truste that I had in hym wherfore he thankyd me affectuouslye And so muche as at the fyrste he assayed to dystracte me frome this loue so muche he shewyd me vysage to fynd it good to soccor me by thoccasiō wherof The more to moue hym to take compassyon of me I sayde to hym ❧ ☞ ⚜ My faythfull frende yerso yf nowe I shewe y e and present before the y t whiche hetherto I haue dylygenly kepte in sylence The cause therof is the trust that I haue of thy great vertue And thou oughtest not to fynde yll y ● longe delay that I haue made therin For thou knowist right well how muche in amoreus affectiō the splen●● is estemed the dysclosure worthy great reproche by y ● mean wherof I was in great confusyon neuertheles thy bo●tye hath put an end to all this doubtes So that therby I haue felt my payne wekyned than sythen it is so where sholde I knowe better to lodge my secret thā betwen thy hādes seynge that thy vertue and the loue that thou bearest me shal be confome to kepe it well Nowe Brother and ●r●nde I aduertyse the that agaynst the death and the lyfe I haue susteyned by a longe tyme. ❧ ❧ ¶ The assault of a breche much dimynysshed with the death for y e she wyll not haue me and with y e lyfe for that the greuyth me Whiche assaulte so crewell I began whan the father of Lucenda dyed whiche was the daye that fyrste I sawe her and vnto this present hath contynewyd w tout knowynge any meane to peace me tr●uce in the same For loue seynge me so submytted to his cōmaūdementes hath woūded me with all his power by his pāges enpoysonid in suhe sorte as he beynge his fyght rude and my force weke hath brought me euen to amortall ende So contynewell haue ben his assaultes my defence of so lytle effecte That by this occasion y ● folkes of whome I was woont to ayde me haue betrayed me leauynge me sole retyrenge them selfes into other places And that wors is the trust doth leaue me the remedye flyeth me The reason hydeth it selfe and the socoure hurteth me so that by necessety forced I must yelde me into y ● hādes of crewell death And yf thou thinke y ● in tellynge y ● this I am alyenat of spyryte ¶ Beleue yerso that it shoulde be to me a great benyfyte not to haue any iudgement For hauynge not knowledge of my great losses I sholde not ●e●ey●● for them any sorowe for that beyng of vnderstāding iudgemēt de pryued 〈…〉 should neither trust to haue 〈…〉 ●● 〈…〉 ●e ●et haue feare of yll ●● So 〈…〉 not trusting for any thyng ● sh●●o● not despere of my soccor of 〈…〉 as I doo at this tyme presēt Therfore de●e frende seyng me suche as thou seest me I haue not knowyn more wherof to fortyfie me than by the force of thy amyte and the armes of thy consayll and to helpe me therin I ha●e thought that sethen thy lodgyng is so ●ere to y ● same of Lucēda and that other good I can not haue therof tha● to see her that at y ● leaste I may be ●f so lytell athing satysfied whiche is the cause y ● I haue sende to seke the ▪ To th ende that after y ● thou hast know in my tormēt thou soccour me as muche as thou canst and as I truste of the and as the amyte which knowith it selfe in y ● necessite wyl and entēdeth seinge y t now thou art come in tyme to do it And for bycause I beleue y ● thou woldest haue more desyre therof than I haue to demaund it I wyll nomore imporune y ● of the same ¶ The answere of yerso to Arnalte FRende Arnalte I playne me to the and of the for the doubt end dystruste that thou hast had of me and with greater reason that the● oughtest not by so longe tyme to dyssymule thyne yll towardꝭ me though it were so that by the lawes of trewe loue it was otherwyse ordeynyd ¶ But they that be so secret lose com mōly by holding theyr peace y ● which they shoulde obteyne without doubt declarynge it ❧ ❧ ❧ ¶ Nowe Arnalte suffice y ● that more shall oure in me the yll that I haue to see y ● yll to suff●e Thā the discours of my complaynt to lament the for y ● which greuyth the dysplesith me so y ● I can not comprehende it in my memorye aduertysyng thy surely that yf thy tormēt myght part it self in two I woolde take wyllyngly the greatest part thereof But to the wyll I remit that whiche with y ● worke I can not execute ❧ ☞ ❧ ☞ ¶ Thou sayest that the beaultye of Lucenda destroyeth thy lyfe of one only occasyon thy care myne ꝓcede for yf sh● cause the to haue passyō she falleth myne helth Neuertheles to th entent that dyuersyte knowe not it selfe in thy wyll and myne I wyl frōhensforth forget to thynke so geuyng the sewerty to doo the pleasure to put peas in my warres Albeit greuouse payne it is to me whiche thou beyng in the state y ● thou art haste no mean to knowe and the lesse thanke shalt thou can me to do this yet neuertheles aswel to render me fre as to leaue the in the seruytude y ● thou desirest I wyll do it to assewre so muche my lybertye as I haue of dystrust of her recompence And so by my w torawynge I shal be free and thou shalt rest in y ● puysāce of her Thou prayest me also to gyue the consaylt and receyue thy playntes yf my consayle could pro●●et the so muche as thyne yll hath power to cause me to lament thou shouldest tarry without any payne But to tell the that whiche I thynke therof I maruaylle howe thou hast wylled to consent that the force of thy vertue is vanquysshed by a thynge of so lytell pryse And that thou y ● was vāquer or of thynges more daungerous nowe art by a woman vanquysshed Remēber the how muche is dyspraysed the renowme whiche rēdrith it selfe infamyd by suche infamye And as far as I can parceyue thyne espyryte vnbyndeth thy fayth and thy reason leauyth y e in suche sorte as thou thyselfe to thy power doste endomage thyne owne lyberty Auoyde thou suche abuses and resyst manly suche extremyte of loue not that I wolde consayle the that thou altogyther absent thyselfe But that thou esteme it feare serche and refuse it for there is no lesse danger to moche to auoyde
loue than to moche tobeye to hym so that with a meane thou oughtest to moderate thy selfe by apparences to deceaue hym sythen he hymselfe in effecte is a deceyuour and that his lawe is suche as he that least louyth hath moste recompence and proffyte Me thynketh thou woldest hym good and y ● thou sayest the to be his beynge not so dismesuredly despered But beware the to trust all in hym Consyder that the cōdicyon of the trust in thynges more easy shewith lesse y ● way And for this cause thou oughtest not to despayre sythen that thou knowyst his maner of doyng and the goodnes that commyth therof Regarde that fortune geuyth ende to thynges variable So yf she haue ben cause of thy dolor she may in tyme be greued of thyne yll reioyse thy lyfe And yf thou wilt take my consayle thou shalt se that thou shalt obtayn y ● whiche thou art nowe assured to lose in comyng to my lodgyng which at all tymes that it shal please the thou mayste dyspose as of any thing of thyne owne Thou haste dōne me great wronge that so longe tyme thou haste dyfferred it seynge that I am so muche thyne y ● I wolde obey the as my master and cōpanyon And bycause that from hēsforth I wyll more payne me to remedy the than to molest the with longe matter I wyll hold my pease To th entent in the rest temploy me in that whiche thou shalt cōmaunde And fromhensforth let vs god wether it shall please the. ¶ Arnalte to the Pylgryme Thou haste lytell vnderstande maister my frende thanswere that yerso made me But whā he playned hym selfe of Lucenda I assure the that suspycyon and Ja●ousye gaue me a new torment neuer theles I made no semblaunt therof for I thought it was the abundance of loue y ● nory●shed me in suche fātasy And in dede somtyme I had dystruste in hym And a lytell after I consydered with myselfe aswell that whiche he promysed me as also remembred our olde amyte that neuer had wylled to do me sh●ewde turne and thervppon seynge that he had offered me so ly●●rally his lodgyng I went thether wh●● I made no long demoure before that I found myselfe dece●uyd of myne enterpryse For notwithstondynge all the watche or payne that I toke du●●nge the tyme y ● I was there I could not se her for whome I was there lodgyd so augmentd my torment and in so many dyuerse sortes shewyd it selfe that many people had knowledge of the same and ymagyned therof in dyuers sortes by meane wherof my suster Belisa of whome I haue tolde the alredy consyderynge my payne to cōme and seyng my daū ger present imployed all her industry to knowe the cause of my sorowe and so muche dyd that by her importunytyes she might fele that Lucēda was only thoccasyon of my great anguysshes Therfore without to cause me any thynge tunderstonde therof she chaūged her accustomed fa●●ō to lyue and peyned herselfe to frequent Lucēda more oftener than she had done albeit they had before great socialitie togyther nowe hapened it y ● in one after dyner as they to were retyred to take repose my suster ope ned to her suche a matter ¶ Belysa to Lucenda I Pray the Lucenda that in vsyng thyne accostomyd wysdome wyll not to blame me for that whiche I wyll tell y e. For yf thou cōpr●hende wel myne entention I trust to be rather praysed thā for my wordes worthy of reprehensyon for that the doloure of another y t causyth my boldnes shall honoure my shame ¶ Nowe than Lucenda vnderstonde my saynge thou shalt knowe that there is a long tyme that Arnalt my brother cressyd in doloure decressed in helth of suche sorte as all remedies to hym ar cōtrary whiche knowing and also seing his lyfe to be short for this yll so extreme many tymes in wepyngꝭ and teares I haue desyred hym to dyscouer me his passiōs that caused hym the death But alwayes he wylled to kepe them secret wherof I haue had reason greatly to lament me So by subtyll meanes with the coniecture the suspycyon and tokyn y t I could knowe therin I haue ben certayn that thou only were thoccasyon of his yll and art the remedye of his lyfe Wherby I haue determyned to lose me in telling y e that whiche I do to remedy hym And to gyue fayth to my ma●ier demaunde not any other proofe than the playnte that I make to the of hym For yf I had not seen his lyfe in daunger thou haddest not knowyn my boldnes and ●emerytye neuertheles I haue so muche desyre to sau●●e hym y t somuche as myne yll doth dystour●e me from this request somuche his yll conductyth and constraynith me to it Bycause that the amyte which I bere hym is so great as for this occasyon I haue made my selfs e an enemye to myne honour and by a strōger reason to put my lyfe for his it should be lytle in respect of this And so I ought to do as well for my solyc●tude as for his For thou know est that by the pestelence passyd oure father and mother haue lefte vs sole and yf thou wylt nowe dystroye the reast of our linage thou shalt be more worthy of r●prehension than of great prayse S●ynge that I can assure the that yf thou deny hym y ● remedye●●● only death shall put pease in his lyfe and thou shal be by this meane ex●pt from the trouble that he geuyth the and he exempt to be more tormentyd regarde in what oblygacyon thou arte dound to hym that y e more thou desdaynest hym Somuche y ● more he louyth and seketh the. And somuche the more as thou causest his perditiō somuche the more he estemith this be 〈◊〉 lo●●e to be by the desyred suche Than sythen that so straūge tormēt semeth to hym repose that y ● knowledge of thy crewell condycion is takyn away from euery one thou arte ●wyse bound to hym because that fea rynge y t thyne honour be not troubled for his occasyō be fayneth his dolour in pleasure whiche to hym is a moste peasant burden for that suche pleasures a● enemyes to his desyres that ●hich more ●oroweth hym is to shew by necessytey ●ysaige contrarye to his wyll Therfore cōsent not that suche fydely●e peryshe for so lytell occasyon and by so great ingratytude yf thou do verely I can assure the that thyne oblyuyon his cōstancye shall make an ende of hym yf thou haue power to breake the bataylle of his passions by only to wryte to hym I praye the deny hym not this benyfyte and doo hym suche grace for my sake yf thou wylt not do it for hym Thus doynge in the place of a frende as thou haste of Belysa from ●●sforth thou shalt haue of he● an esclaue Suffyce the that there is two yeres that I haue leuyd in dy●nge Take away than from me this passyon sp●h● that thou only mayst●
Thou oughtest to haue permitted hym to do his messayge Thā by the same thou haddest knowen in how many passiōs I haue lyued syth I sawe the. Perseuer not I pray the in suche an oultrageous purpose for it shuld to moch endoma ge thy renoume destroye my helth Wher woldest thou serche an excuse ●ayllable to serue the in this straūge fation of doyng Thou vnderstandest the paynes with the whiche my tong demaūdeth the remedy And knowest howe moche the vertue and rigor are dyfferent in condicyon And that thou canst not be ●ert●ouse vnles thou be gentle and gratiouse Sythen than that thou w t so lyttle as with thyne onely worde canst satysfye and recōpence my seruises deny me it not For I desier no great benifite of y ● than y ● thy consent may call me thy seruaunt Seynge that with the glorye to be thyne The yll y t I haue receyued by the shal be satysfyed ☞ ✚ ❧ ¶ But thou causest me moche to mar uayle sythen that for so lyttle a thyng thou consentest so longe to be importuned Se that my syghes make the knowe alredy that my lyttle resystēce seynge the rude assaulte and batayll that thou gy●est is so yll edyfyed as the same is more redy sone to fall th● to kepe the fortresse of my lyfe ¶ And yf thou thyncke that to speke with me fearynge to dystayne or fyle thy honour it were to the to moche enterprysed Beware thou be not deceaued therin For thou shuldest receyue more blame to cause me to dye Than faythfully to remedye me ¶ Wyll not than Lucenda to purchayse the name of an homicide Ne wyll not I pray the for so lyttle pryce to lose a seruaūt seruyces so affectioned I can not tel what more to saye to make the certayn of myn yl For I am borne not to a certayne but to be acertayned hauynge more lernyd to lament me thā to fynde remedy And bycause that my wyll and thyne excellencye haue no measure I wyll not w t longe mater molest the. Let it suffyce the to se with thyne eye that yf thou dyffer me of hope short shal be my lyfe And hauing not as endyd my purpos with a trembely●ge voyce she began to answere me ☞ ❧ ❧ ❧ THou thynkeste well Arnalle by thyne affected proposes to vanquesshe the force of my vertue But yf it so be thou abusest thy selfe For thou oughtest to knowe that I haue no lesse trust to my awne defence than thou haste in thy great persuasyons Therfore I counsell the to surcease from suche thy demaūde sythen that thou mayst wel knew that thou shalt do ryght wysely in y ● same And to th ende that thou be more assured lyke as thou oughtes to byleue that there is no force in the worlde that can breke the porte of my determined purpos So thou mayste see y ● thou shalt put the out of great laboure cessynge from suche requeste And where I haue at this tyme wylled tāswere the That hath only ben to thintente that hauynge of my selfe none assuraunce thou trust not any recōpence For in suche case the truste by her condycyon prolongeth more than she satysfieth So thou seest that in this behalfe the dyspayre cōforteth and the cōtrarye by a certayne meane weryeth and strayneth ❧ ⚜ ❧ ¶ And where in my wordes I shewe not the the rygor that I shulde that is sōwhat to satysfy thy fayth which I knowe I wyll not deny y ● but thou louest me sythen y ● thou sercheste me more than I wolde So of theys trauayles thou shalt be yl rewarded For I tell the that so large shal be y ● trust as thy demaūd is to me importuned And bycause it maye be thou shalte thynke that for asmoche as my wordes are pleasaūt my workes shal not be rygorouse by cause I wyll not deceaue the I tell the that oneles thou altogythers tourne thyne oultragyouse affectyon and peruerte thordr● therof I wyll put it in thand of suche one as shall well complayne and reuenge hym selfe of the Therfore it is my desyre that without delaye thou go out of this stryfe For thou seest it is better quyckely to heale than by a longe season gyue meane to deathe Wherof I haue wylled taduertyse y ● bicause that for the I haue more daūger than remedy Therfore approue my counsayle and to thentente thou saye not that by wordes I haue abused the I tell the what great yll shall turne to the therof whiche I lyttle regarde Than from hensforthe thou oughteste to put thy desyres in repos and lyue in pease whiche I beleue thou wylt do seynge that accordynge to that thy teares and affection shew me it shal be more agreable to the to gyue me pleasure than the contrary For yf thou do otherwyse I wyl haue that fayth doubtfull which thou publysshest certayne shalt cause to the dāmage and to me displeasure Now to th entent that from hensforth thy purposes be so moche dyseret as thy syghes wytnes y ● amourous I wyll no more teache thethe waye that thou oughtest to kepe to do the pleasure SO frende suche answere of Lucenda was all a greable to my torment and in suche sorte absent from my remedye that by so moche as the trust fayled me my desyre augmented For seynge the grace of her speche ēriched with suche knowledge I felt me not to haue in me any part alyue out of my memory which was intētife to se yf afterwarde any good wolde dyscouer it selfe notynge all y ● she tolde me But in puttyng an ende to her thretenings she endyd her speche leuynge my recompence behynde to put before the daunger wherfore the cause y t least I feared was y ● death whiche wyllinge to make her tunderstande alytell after I sang one nyght before her lodgynge this songe ¶ yf myne yll shall neuer achyeue And my great payne shall neuer lye Howe myght one better knowe my gryeue Than by my lyef without to dye ¶ yf to losse is turned my gayne And my torment so dis●●●●●ed Ought I not of death to be fayne Syn● that lyef therby is opened ¶ yf thou refuse me to relyeue And wylt that styll to the I crye Howe myght one better knowe my grye●e Than by my lyef without to dye THe singyng of this heuy Song myght per●ase empeache the slepe of Lucenda But my playntꝭ and anguysshes coulde not atall awake her spyryte wherfore seynge me altogether destytute of recōpence lyke as than my do●our more augmented so my pa●●ō more af●ebled it self And as y ● hope was than molested it was necessarye also that the eyes by thoccasion of teares blynded them selfe in suche sorte as by contumelyes wepyngꝭ and tormentes I becam pale and dysfygured and that more is so desperate that against my selfe I began to saye ❧ ☞ ❧ O Euer Infortunate the Edyfyce of trauayll what may now become of the in what place art thou arryued halt thou yet any trust
letter which I foldyd short narowe and returnynge towardes Lurenda I put it secretlye within the folde or tuckynge vp of her gowne neue●theles I coulde not so hamsomlye do it y ● she parceyued it not but for y ● presēce of the Quene she was constrayned to dyssymule it And the letter conteynyd that whiche I wyll tell the LUcēda yf the meane were so well geuyn me to remedy my selfe as I haue occasyon to wryte to y ● without doubte I coulde esteme me muche more content than sorowfull or dyspleasant Neuertheles y ● power and the knowlege to be thyne haue al togethers refused me and put me in great solytarines desperynge of the any remedye I haue somuche sayde and wryten that I knowe not what more to tell the Somu●he is there y ● yf thou retard and dyfferre my hope shortly shall end my purposes and my lyfe Alas thou shuldest knowe the y● wherof I playn me rather by my we pyng than by my wordes bycause ● syns the anguis●hes are greuouse the eyes vsyage theyr office do supplie the defalt of the tongue ❧ ❧ ❧ ¶ O sorowful beyng in the state that I am what maye I do for so muche more as my faythe hath vinacitie somuche more my recompence is in ●lepynge yf to put peace in my lyfe thou thynkyst to make warre to thyn honour I desyer not that thou do it nether y ● thou speake to me sethen thou art not agreable therunto but only y ● thou vouchesaulfe to loke vpon me seynge that by this onlye benefite all y ● yll shal be forgeuyn the that euer thou ●yddest me I praye the wyll not to be so mortall an ennemye to me for yf thou haue desyre y ● I dye I haue yet the greater desyre lytle to lyue by this mean without great brount we both may be content neuertheles consyder that yf by thyn occastō I dye thymfa mye of thy mishape shall slowly leaue the shalt purchase suche renowme that eternally mention shal be made of thy crueltye and of myn ende But yf thou wylt folowe reasō thou shalt thinke that it is y● done to gyue peyne where there is none offence yf thou thinke not that the same is tobbey y ● or the desyre that I haue to serue the in this case thou shal be ynough assoy led and I onely worthy of tormente for recompence now sithen that accordyng to that thou hast tolde me thou beleuest that I loue the rede my letter and in redynge it remembre the yll y ● I fele beynge assured that yf my trauayles be rep●esēyd to the thou wylte haue more repentance than occasion to continewe of one thyng I maruel muche what moueth the to wylt rather to be cruell than to be serued yf thou mesure the passyon that thou geuyst me with the seruyce that thou mast receyue of me I am sewre thou wylt know that thou hast not occasyon to prayse the of the gayne of my losse And to end my letter I pray the that it may be the last for the presēce can wytnes that wherof y ● paper can not gyue knowledge So wyll thou to se me or els the lyttle desyre that I haue more to lyue wyll set forthe my deth desyred ❧ ☞ ❧ ☞ AFter that mi letter was cōmytted to y ● poure of Lucēda for the desyre that I had to knowe howe she vsed it myne eye went not from her in any wyse But nothynge parceyued I whiche helde me in some repos neuertheles the susspition that I had gaue me no truste and so was alienat from my self that I answe●●● hym y ● entretened me more in a boy●● tremblas●t than to his purpose Alas he that than had put his hand to my herte had easly knowen a lytle the pāges amou●eous that tormēted it tyll the houre approched that euery one retyred hym selfe than was I more dysposed to receyue the trauayll than the repose And albeit I after y ● Lucenda had gottyn lycence of the Quene folowed her man habbyt dysguysed not only vnto the port of her lodgyng but also vnto within her chambre to se the sentence that she wolde gyue vnto my letter yet neuertheles at any time durynge the space that I there taryed I sawe not her hold any paper wherfore so without other certan●ie I retorned but the loue that neuer slepeth wolde not parmit me y ● nyght any lyttle whyle to repose by the mean wherof I determyned to sende erly in the mornyng my page to the lodgyng of Lucenda to se in all the places of y ● howse howe preuey so euer they were and specyally where the donge fylthes were woont to be caste whether he could fynde any peces of my letter ¶ Than y ● page dyd his deuoure but he had no newes therof whiche gaue me some lytle trust But yet not suche as coulde diminysshe this myne accustomed heuynes ❧ ⚜ ❧ ¶ Soo the more I went forwarde the more my remedye in suche sorte taryed behynde as I could not so wel dyssym●e myne yll that it was not dyscouered by the smokes of my syghes and thymbrasment of my herte For the more my torment augmentyd it selfe y ● more that powre diminysshed wherof easily my passiō was knowen And therfore I becam solitarye without more to goo out of my lodgynge wherof a suster of myne callyd Bel●ss● who bare me loue so naturall that she was participaunt with me in a great part of myne yll receued so muche troble that on a daye as we cōmened togethers after dyuers purposes she pryade me with great abund●ū●●●● teares to make her tunderstande the cause of my dolor ❧ ⚜ ☞ ¶ Than hauynge compassyon of her wepynge I was enforced to declare vnto her that whiche I endeuered to ●epe secrete Neuertheles before that I dyd it cessynge her lamē●acyon she began to saye to me ❧ ❧ HElas mi brother for goddes sake I pray the y ● hou wylte not hyde from me y ● cause of thy do●or for euer when I haue asked it of the thou haste foūde me many dissymulatrōs Cōsyder therfore y ● yf thou wylt deny me the verite the loue y ● I bear y ● shal medle it selfe w t my plaint Thou sayest thou art my debt or and that yf I loue the thou wylt recompence me agayn with asmoch of thy part But thou dostpublyshe y ● with thy word●s whiche with thy workes thou de●i●s● Thou knowest well that suche dyss●●ulatyons oughte to be excused towardes me Therfore I pray y ● make my harte secretary● of thy passyons ¶ To whome oughtest thou to g●ue suche thynges in kepynge but only t● me seyuge that thou haste good assuraunce that yf thou wylt the death I desire not the lyef yf thou abhorre the pleasure y ● displeasure is to me agreable yf thou loue the trauayle the repose to me is dypleasunt So y ● thyne yiles and my torment do po●yshe one selfsame hert yf
shal perysshe with thy banishement and y ● more is yf it happen that thou haue ylles or trauayles ī these solytary places who shall ayde y ● to sustayn them is it not than better for the not to refuse this countre nor them w t whome thou haste accoustomed to lyue with out to vse suche desperatyon to go to lose the with the beastes in the desert so solytarye where thou shalt fynde none that comforte the or do the ayde and I sorowful to whome shall may I complayne me whan the kynsfolke of yer to after thy departure shall torment me Ha my brother for the honour of god I praye the to moderate thy dolour comforte the in thy selfe Than thou shalt se how much myne aduyse is better yf thou tarye than y ● domage that thou shalt haue in absentynge the. Suffer neuer y ● by thy meane I dye in recōpence of y e amyte that I beare the. ❧ ☞ ❧ ¶ The answere of Arnalte My dere suster I haue wel vnderstonde all that thou haste tolde me wherin I wyll satysfye the. And therfore I praye the beleue that I haue well thought to an y ● whiche thou hast shewed me and in th●nking theron receyued vpon euery poynte a very great passyon so that all togythers haue gyuē me a tormēt worse than the death specyally in y ● whiche towcheth the for others in respecte therof ar lyttle to me bycause tha● y ● doloure that I receyue for loue preserueth me as he y ● loueth may know wherin of some I shal be excused and of others by wrōg condēpned wherof I wyllytten care for lyke as y ● vertue knowen can not be offended so y ● ●udgemētes that shal be made of me shal be foūde comonly faulse Thou tellest me that it shal be publyshed y ● ●ayther the feare of y e kinsfolkes of yer so than my martyre hath caused my departure fearynge to receyue the paymēt of that whiche I haue done to hym Assure the that they y ● knowe to loue wyll neuer holde ▪ so fowle purposes For they knowe that y ● vertue of the courage is famylyer to the loue And further I am not so yll wylled nor of all so lytell knowen y ● my renow me is not moche more than suffycyente to breake suche false report ▪ Thou pray est me to haue remembraunce of my seruauntes and of the great welth of the same I haue suche memorye that suche as wyll folow me more to cause them to knowe the loue that ▪ I ●ere them than for the necessyte y ● I haue of them I wyll cary them w t me and of myne other gooddes from hensforth I make them thyne As to the reste esteme me not so negligēt that I wyll leaue the sole But before my departure ▪ I wyll get the an husbande ▪ that shall bere the companye Of one thynge newe I pray the that is thou take courage ▪ to thēd that whan the daye of my departure shall cōme thy dolour do not double my trouble And for the faste request that euer I truste to make y ● I pray the y ● without ende thou lameut the of Lurenda making eternall me morie of my perdicyō and of her trueltye Neuertheles yf thou se her some tyme in the termes of repentance that onely without more thou kepe the from vengeaūce sythen y e in that benyfyt consysteth the meane of my truste so desperate And vpon this poynte I wyll cesse frome lenger to fynde the cōmunicatiō to take away from the thoccasyō more timportune me thynkynge to tourne my voyage And therfore my suster speake not to me therof at any tyme herafter wherfore after I was hole of my woundes I went to the kynge whom I prayed to gyue an husbande to my suster whiche he promysed me to do And after that in this case his wyll and my desyre were executed I was greatlye importuned by hym vpon the delaye of myne enterpryse But for somoche as his wyll was contrarie and discor daunte to myne intention we taried in cōtraryete of opinion leuenge hym assured of my departure whereof he was so dyspleased that he wolde not gyue me lycence but puttynge backe all thynges specyally the wepynges and lamentacyons of my dere suster After many farewellys and enbrasemētes of my frendes I toke my iourney wherof the kynge beynge aduertysed wolde with his gentyluiē do me somoche honoure as to conducte me out of the Cytye But bycause y t with out to moleste the I can not declare to the the matyers that than passed betwene vs. I am content to concele them At th ende the wepynges of my suster and my teares made for euer y ● seperacyō of vs two where by y ● kyng and his retourned in to the cytye and I myne entred in to our sorowfull iorney folowynge the whiche a lytell whyle after I felt my spyrite dyscharged moche of the heuynes of his fardell therfore all resolute I foūde better the waye that I had chosen than my taryenge at Thebes for myne infortunye desyred more that I sholde lyue the rest of my dayes amonges y e beastes brute than among creatures reasonable albeit that theyr condytours be entyerly differēt from ours By y ● meane wherof hauyng iornied by a longe tyme I cam by chaunce into this sharpe solitary mountayne in the whiche consyderynge the sytuation I determined here to edyfy this house so sorowfull of semblable matyer as a● made y e workꝭ of Lucēda ¶ So master my frende thou knowest nowe the secret tormente warre that I haue sustayned to loue And yf my longe matyer hath dyfferred thy voiage and that a parsone so infortunate hath not deserued y t for hym thou sholdest receiue so moche dyspleasure I pray the pardone hym And to the rest sythen thou deternynest to departe hens this day haue remēbraūce of the gayge y e I haue of thy fayth and of the promysses that thou haste made me whiche ar that thou shalte vnyuersally publysshe and cause the dames wyse and dyscreate to vnderstande the thynges that I haue commycate to the. ❧ ❧ ☞ ❧ ❧ ¶ Finis ¶ Imprynted by me Robert wyer dwellynge in seynt Martyns parysshe at Charyng Crosse ¶ Cum priuilegio ad imprimendum solum ROBERT WYER