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unto_o myself_o that_o hour_n as_o if_o i_o be_v in_o my_o bed_n forsake_v by_o the_o physician_n and_o without_o hope_n of_o life_n which_o be_v not_o difficult_a to_o persuade_v for_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o while_o i_o be_o say_v or_o read_v or_o think_v upon_o this_o i_o want_v no_o more_o but_o one_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o see_v that_o one_o day_n must_v be_v the_o last_o day_n i_o may_v imagine_v that_o it_o be_v this_o present_a daye_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o will_v confider_v the_o great_a anguish_n and_o affliction_n which_o the_o remembrance_n of_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v pass_v will_v cause_v i_o run_v through_o the_o most_o principal_a 1._o first_o i_o shall_v be_v great_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o forepast_a sin_n and_o of_o all_o the_o liberty_n carnallity_n revenge_n ambition_n and_o covetousness_n that_o i_o have_v have_v in_o the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n also_o of_o the_o slackness_n in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n the_o 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of_o iniquity_n have_v trouble_v i_o the_o sorrow_n of_o hell_n have_v compass_v i_o on_o all_o side_n the_o snare_n of_o death_n have_v prevent_v i_o unaware_o o_o what_o bitter_a dolour_n o_o what_o furious_a torrent_n o_o what_o pinch_a snare_n shall_v these_o beeâ—_n from_o the_o which_o my_o own_o force_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v hardly_o know_v how_o to_o make_v any_o use_n of_o they_o for_o the_o bitterness_n of_o these_o dolour_n will_v provoke_v i_o to_o distrust_v the_o vehement_a fury_n of_o these_o river_n will_v trouble_v my_o judgement_n and_o the_o straightness_n of_o these_o snare_n will_v pinch_n my_o throat_n that_o i_o may_v not_o ask_v pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n colloquy_n colloquy_n the_o devil_n make_v use_n of_o all_o this_o that_o i_o may_v have_v no_o issue_n out_o of_o they_o o_o my_o soul_n bewail_n and_o confess_v well_o thy_o sin_n in_o thy_o life_n that_o they_o may_v not_o disquiet_v 5.4_o eccles_n 5.4_o nor_o torment_v thou_o in_o thy_o death_n say_v not_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o what_o sorrowful_n thing_n have_v chaunched_a to_o i_o for_o thy_o joy_n shall_v soon_o pass_v away_v and_o the_o stroke_n of_o sorrow_v shall_v come_v loose_v not_o absolute_o the_o fear_n of_o sin_n which_o thou_o suppose_v to_o be_v pardon_v jest_n that_o sin_n bud_n out_o at_o thy_o death_n which_o thou_o bewayl_v but_o evil_o in_o thy_o life_n these_o and_o such_o other_o advice_n which_o ecclestasticus_n note_v in_o his_o five_o chapter_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v from_o this_o consideration_n with_o a_o resolve_v mind_n to_o begin_v present_o to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n 2._o second_o i_o will_v ponder_v how_o at_o that_o instant_a i_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v torment_v and_o afflict_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o also_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o time_n that_o i_o have_v to_o negotiate_v a_o business_n so_o important_a as_o that_o of_o my_o salvation_n and_o with_o let_v slip_n many_o occasion_n that_o god_n offer_v i_o to_o that_o end_n then_o shall_v i_o desire_v but_o one_o day_n of_o those_o many_o which_o now_o i_o lose_v in_o sleep_v playing_z and_o talk_v for_o pastime_n and_o recreation_n and_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v grant_v i_o then_o it_o shall_v afflict_v i_o that_o i_o have_v not_o frequent_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n nor_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n that_o i_o have_v not_o answer_v divine_a inspiration_n nor_o hear_v sermon_n nor_o exercise_v work_n of_o penance_n that_o i_o have_v not_o give_v alm_n to_o the_o poor_a to_o gain_v friend_n to_o receive_v i_o in_o the_o eternal_a habitation_n &_o that_o i_o have_v not_o be_v devote_a to_o the_o saint_n that_o in_o that_o narrow_a straight_o they_o may_v be_v my_o mediator_n and_o advocate_n then_o shall_v i_o make_v great_a resolution_n to_o do_v that_o which_o when_o i_o may_v i_o do_v not_o desire_v to_o live_v to_o accomplish_v they_o and_o all_o peradventure_o without_o profit_n like_o those_o of_o the_o wretched_a king_n antiochus_n the_o cruel_a persecutor_n of_o the_o lewes_z who_o be_v at_o the_o point_n of_o death_n though_o he_o make_v great_a promise_n and_o prayer_n unto_o god_n 9.13_o 1._o mach._n 6.12_o 2._o mach._n 9.13_o yet_o saithe_v the_o scripture_n that_o this_o wicked_a man_n pray_v to_o our_o lord_n of_o who_o he_o be_v not_o to_o obtain_v mercy_n not_o that_o mercy_n be_v want_v to_o god_n but_o for_o that_o there_o be_v want_v to_o this_o wretch_n a_o true_a disposition_n to_o receive_v it_o for_o all_o those_o resolution_n of_o he_o spring_v mere_o from_o servile_a fear_n and_o be_v but_o to_o wrest_v out_o his_o bodily_a health_n as_o if_o he_o can_v deceive_v god_n as_o he_o deceive_v man_n from_o this_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v that_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n be_v the_o hour_n of_o unbeguil_v in_o in_o the_o which_o i_o shall_v judge_v of_o all_o thing_n different_o from_o what_o i_o do_v now_o 11.8_o eccles_n cap._n 11.8_o 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consider_v the_o great_a affliction_n that_o my_o soul_n shall_v feel_v in_o leave_v all_o thing_n present_a if_o i_o possess_v they_o with_o a_o evil_a conscience_n 48.18_o psal_n 48.18_o or_o with_o a_o disordinate_a affection_n whereupon_o i_o be_o to_o persuade_v myself_o that_o in_o that_o hour_n perforce_o and_o in_o spite_n of_o my_o tooth_n i_o be_o to_o leave_v three_o sort_n of_o thing_n 1._o first_o i_o be_o to_o leave_v the_o riches_n dignity_n office_n delicacy_n and_o possession_n that_o i_o have_v and_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o carry_v any_o thing_n with_o i_o and_o the_o more_o good_n i_o have_v the_o more_o bitter_a it_o willbee_n to_o leave_v they_o for_o death_n say_v
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shall_v feel_v to_o depart_v from_o so_o many_o person_n and_o thing_n that_o be_v so_o fasten_v to_o my_o heart_n and_o in_o these_o anguish_v i_o shall_v say_v with_o that_o other_o king_n siccine_fw-la separat_fw-la amara_fw-la mors_fw-la do_v bitter_a death_n thus_o separate_v 32._o 1._o reg_n 15_o 32._o be_v it_o possible_a that_o i_o shall_v leave_v those_o who_o i_o so_o love_n and_o shall_v i_o never_o more_o see_v they_o nor_o enjoy_v they_o o_o cruel_a death_n how_o much_o do_v thou_o exasperate_v my_o heart_n deprive_v i_o with_o such_o sorrow_n of_o what_o i_o possess_v with_o such_o joy_n 3._o last_o in_o that_o hour_n my_o soul_n be_v to_o depart_v from_o my_o body_n with_o who_o it_o have_v hold_v so_o strict_a and_o ancient_a amity_n and_o consequent_o it_o be_v to_o depart_v from_o this_o world_n and_o from_o all_o thing_n therein_o contain_v without_o hope_n for_o ever_o again_o to_o see_v hear_v taste_n or_o touch_v they_o and_o if_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v to_o my_o 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great_a fear_n the_o day_n that_o they_o expect_v the_o sentence_n how_o much_o great_a fear_n shall_v i_o have_v when_o i_o be_o neete_a the_o day_n wherein_o the_o diffinitive_a sentence_n be_v to_o be_v give_v of_o my_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n and_o if_o the_o great_a saint_n be_v then_o afraid_a how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o fear_v that_o be_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n this_o anguish_n and_o fear_n use_v to_o be_v augment_v by_o the_o craft_n 12.12_o apoc._n c._n 12.12_o and_o subtletye_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o in_o that_o hour_n tempt_v most_o furious_o because_o he_o see_v he_o have_v but_o a_o little_a time_n remain_v and_o therefore_o he_o stir_v up_o great_o all_o that_o may_v provoke_v to_o
we_o be_v in_o o_o who_o beguile_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o unto_o we_o final_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strip_v naked_a of_o those_o moral_n 7._o d._n th._n in_o addit_fw-la q._n 98._o be_v 1._o ad_fw-la 3._o ibid._n art_n 7._o and_o politic_a virtue_n which_o it_o acquire_v in_o this_o life_n it_o shall_v remain_v without_o prudence_n or_o fortitude_n or_o justice_n or_o any_o other_o and_o if_o any_o science_n be_v leave_v it_o that_o it_o get_v with_o its_o industry_n it_o shall_v be_v to_o its_o great_a pain_n for_o not_o have_v negotiate_v therewith_o the_o science_n that_o may_v have_v redeem_v it_o from_o all_o this_o misery_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v be_v accomplish_v therein_o that_o dreadefull_a sentence_n of_o holy_a job_n colloquy_n job._n 20.14_o colloquy_n his_o bread_n in_o his_o belly_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n the_o riches_n which_o he_o have_v devour_v he_o shall_v vomit_v out_o and_o god_n shall_v draw_v they_o forth_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n o_o my_o soul_n look_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o vomit_v with_o thy_o will_n the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o charity_n that_o thou_o receive_v for_o afterward_n they_o will_v make_v thou_o vomit_v perforce_o faith_n and_o the_o virtue_n that_o thou_o have_v gain_v and_o those_o science_n which_o now_o thou_o gain_v with_o delight_n shall_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o aspicke_n to_o torment_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o principal_a fruit_n which_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v endeavour_v to_o negotiate_v with_o those_o talent_n that_o god_n have_v give_v i_o 26._o matt._n 25_o 26._o jest_n at_o the_o reckon_a day_n god_n take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o from_o the_o slothefull_a servant_n leave_v i_o only_o those_o which_o like_a aspicke_n &_o dragon_n shall_v most_o cruel_o gnaw_v my_o heart_n because_o i_o proffit_v myself_o so_o evil_o with_o they_o the_o five_o point_n 1._o fiftly_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o final_a sentence_n which_o in_o that_o very_a instant_a of_o death_n christ_n our_o lord_n pronounce_v against_o the_o sinner_n intimate_v it_o unto_o he_o with_o a_o interior_a and_o terrible_a voice_n say_v to_o he_o alone_o the_o same_o word_n that_o he_o will_v afterwards_o say_v to_o all_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o general_n judgement_n 41._o matt._n 25_o 41._o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o accurse_a of_o my_o father_n into_o that_o eternal_a fire_n that_o be_v prepare_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o angel_n that_o be_v to_o say_v get_v thou_o from_o hence_o abominable_a sinner_n that_o merit_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o my_o presence_n nor_o to_o enter_v into_o my_o glory_n go_v into_o eternal_a fire_n which_o thy_o sin_n do_v deserve_v in_o company_n of_o satan_n to_o who_o infernal_a power_n i_o remit_v thou_o that_o he_o may_v carry_v thou_o with_o he_o 2._o this_o sentence_n be_v give_v in_o the_o very_a same_o instant_a god_n forsake_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n abandon_v it_o say_v to_o it_o as_o to_o babylon_n 51.9_o jerem._n 51.9_o i_o do_v enough_o to_o cure_v thou_o labour_v thy_o salvation_n and_o thou_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o the_o power_n of_o he_o who_o shall_v take_v that_o vengeance_n of_o thou_o which_o thy_o rebellion_n deserve_v and_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n the_o devil_n shall_v attach_v the_o wretched_a soul_n without_o either_o admit_v or_o hear_v supplication_n or_o prayer_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o hell_n so_o that_o the_o sinner_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n from_o his_o bed_n where_o he_o lie_v very_o delicate_o inviron_v with_o many_o friend_n and_o kinsman_n 21.23_o job._n 21.23_o die_v as_o job_n saithe_v in_o a_o moment_n with_o a_o death_n to_o appearance_n happy_a and_o peaceable_a but_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n he_o descend_v to_o hell_n pass_v from_o one_o extreme_a of_o temporal_a good_a to_o another_o extreme_a of_o eternal_a evil_n o_o what_o will_v the_o unhappy_a soul_n feel_v in_o that_o first_o entrance_n into_o hell_n when_o it_o see_v what_o it_o leave_v and_o what_o it_o find_v 14.11_o isai_n 14.11_o when_o it_o see_v and_o feel_v a_o bed_n of_o fire_n the_o matress_n of_o worm_n the_o company_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o torment_n from_o which_o she_o have_v no_o hope_n ever_o to_o escape_v o_o just_a judge_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n et_fw-la cum_fw-la veneris_fw-la judicare_fw-la noli_fw-la i_o condemnare_fw-la and_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o judge_n do_v not_o condemn_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v this_o sentence_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n and_o live_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v meritte_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o the_o sixth_o point_n sixth_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o the_o just_a christ_n our_o redeemer_n say_v invisible_o to_o he_o with_o a_o amiable_a voice_n 21._o matt._n 25_o 34._o matt._n 25_o 21._o come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n well_o fare_v thou_o good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v faithful_a over_o a_o few_o thing_n i_o will_v place_v thou_o over_o many_o thing_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o at_o that_o very_a instant_a the_o devil_n depart_v affront_v and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n receive_v the_o soul_n other_o angel_n as_o they_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o poor_a lazarus_n come_v to_o accompanye_n it_o 16.22_o luc._n 16.22_o and_o all_o with_o great_a joy_n carry_v it_o to_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v that_o eternal_a good_a when_o it_o have_v nothing_o to_o be_v purge_v in_o purgatory_n o_o what_o joy_n shall_v the_o soul_n have_v in_o that_o her_o first_o and_o so_o much_o desire_v entrance_n that_o which_o be_v before_o full_a of_o dolour_n humble_v with_o contempt_n and_o trouble_v with_o fear_n in_o a_o moment_n shall_v see_v herself_o far_o otherwise_o all_o her_o pain_n turn_v into_o glory_n and_o her_o mourning_n into_o rejoice_v in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n in_o a_o place_n of_o repose_n and_o ingulf_v in_o the_o view_n of_o she_o god_n 2._o these_o thing_n consider_v i_o will_v make_v comparison_n between_o the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v see_v as_o david_n saithe_v the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a most_o vile_a 15._o psal_n 33.22_o psal_n 115_o 15._o and_o abominable_a the_o end_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o begin_v of_o their_o torment_n and_o contrary_o the_o end_n of_o the_o good_a be_v precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o end_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o beginning_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o herewith_o i_o will_v animate_v myself_o to_o procure_v a_o good_a death_n wherein_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o good_a sentence_n encourage_v myself_o to_o penance_n and_o to_o the_o exercize_n of_o virtue_n trust_v in_o the_o benignity_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o will_v sentence_v i_o with_o mercy_n if_o in_o my_o life_n i_o make_v profit_n thereof_o 3._o i_o will_v conclude_v with_o a_o speech_n to_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o that_o hour_n interpose_v not_o herself_o in_o this_o judgement_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n depart_v the_o body_n the_o door_n of_o intercession_n and_o pardon_n be_v lock_v up_o and_o that_o of_o rigorous_a justice_n be_v open_v beseech_v she_o that_o now_o present_o she_o willbee_n my_o aduocatrice_n &_o intercessor_n negotiate_v for_o i_o this_o good_a sentence_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o work_v worthy_a thereof_o to_o which_o end_n it_o will_v aid_v i_o to_o say_v with_o spirit_n those_o last_o word_n which_o the_o church_n put_v in_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o aue_fw-la maria_n and_o those_o which_o it_o use_v in_o another_o hymn_n say_v maria_fw-la mater_fw-la gratiae_fw-la mater_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tu_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la host_n protege_n &_o hora_n mortis_fw-la suscipe_fw-la marry_o mother_n of_o grace_n mother_n of_o mercy_n defend_v we_o from_o the_o enemy_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n receive_v us._n o_o sovereign_a virgin_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o aduocatrice_n of_o sinner_n be_v my_o aduocatrice_n before_o thy_o son_n appease_v with_o thy_o intercession_n his_o wrath_n obtain_v for_o i_o time_n of_o true_a repentance_n before_o the_o time_n be_v past_a wherein_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o see_v the_o sentence_n give_v in_o death_n be_v irrevocable_a negotiate_v for_o i_o o_o most_o benign_a mother_n that_o it_o may_v be_v favourable_a towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o bless_a fruit_n of_o thy_o womb_n jesus_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o thy_o company_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n to_o the_o intention_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n that_o which_o in_o the_o three_o part_n shall_v
be_v ignorant_a what_o shall_v become_v of_o thou_o to_o morrow_n for_o thy_o life_n be_v as_o a_o vapour_n which_o soon_o vanish_v away_o therefore_o it_o be_v fit_a thou_o shall_v say_v if_o our_o lord_n will_v and_o if_o i_o shall_v live_v i_o will_v do_v this_o or_o that_o for_o otherwise_o thou_o shall_v find_v thyself_o deceive_v if_o god_n have_v determine_v the_o contrary_n the_o second_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o not_o only_o long_a life_n but_o also_o to_o assure_v myseffe_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v health_n strength_n and_o content_a with_o all_o the_o good_n that_o i_o possess_v and_o that_o they_o also_o shall_v last_v as_o long_o as_o i_o from_o whence_o it_o proceed_v that_o hereupon_o i_o exhort_v my_o soul_n say_v requiesce_v comede_fw-la bibe_fw-la &_o epulare_fw-la take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n give_v thyself_o to_o banquet_v and_o pleasure_n for_o thou_o shall_v want_v nothing_o and_o this_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a illusion_n for_o all_o this_o depend_v upon_o god_n who_o can_v take_v from_o i_o my_o good_n before_o my_o life_n be_v end_v and_o though_o he_o take_v not_o away_o they_o 5.18_o eccles_n 5.18_o he_o may_v as_o ecclesiaste_n say_v take_v from_o i_o my_o health_n and_o strength_n that_o i_o may_v not_o enjoy_v they_o the_o three_o deceit_n be_v to_o forget_v to_o provide_v what_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o other_o life_n as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o more_o but_o this_o present_a and_o this_o be_v the_o most_o qualify_v folly_n of_o this_o scotfree_a man_n that_o have_v provide_v his_o soul_n of_o so_o much_o wealth_n to_o pass_v this_o temporal_a life_n he_o be_v alltogither_o oblivious_a to_o provide_v it_o of_o those_o necessary_a good_n for_o life_n everlasting_a for_o the_o which_o it_o must_v needs_o be_v that_o the_o unhappy_a soul_n that_o in_o this_o miserable_a life_n do_v eat_v drink_n and_o banquet_n must_v afterwards_o endure_v perpetual_a hunger_n and_o thirst_v and_o eternal_a misery_n ponder_v these_o three_o deceit_n i_o will_v examine_v if_o my_o soul_n be_v beguile_v with_o they_o and_o will_v exhort_v she_o contrary_o to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n say_v unto_o she_o o_o my_o soul_n promise_v not_o to_o thyself_o many_o year_n colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o peradventure_o thou_o shall_v not_o live_v out_o this_o present_a glory_n not_o of_o to_o morrow_v for_o thou_o know_a not_o what_o the_o day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v shall_v bring_v forth_o give_v not_o thyself_o to_o rest_n but_o to_o labour_v not_o to_o feast_n and_o banquet_n but_o to_o fast_v and_o tear_n 9.5_o prover._n 27.1_o eccles_n 9.5_o have_v a_o care_n of_o eternal_a life_n which_o attend_v thou_o for_o after_o death_n there_o be_v no_o mean_n to_o meritte_v any_o durable_a rest_n or_o satiety_n o_o eternal_a god_n deliver_v i_o of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n from_o these_o miserable_a deceit_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o i_o in_o they_o exhort_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o work_n that_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o that_o this_o day_n it_o may_v more_o and_o more_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o offend_v thou_o amen_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o great_a loss_n they_o suffer_v in_o death_n that_o have_v be_v thus_o beguile_v all_o their_o life_n draw_v they_o from_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n stulte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la animam_fw-la tuam_fw-la repetent_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la &_o quae_fw-la parasti_fw-la cvius_fw-la erunt_fw-la thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v they_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v scrape_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v touch_v four_o grievous_a loss_n 33.22_o psal_n 33.22_o for_o the_o which_o king_n david_n have_v great_a reason_n to_o say_v that_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v very_o evil_a 1._o stulte_fw-la stulte_fw-la the_o first_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o his_o very_a folly_n without_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n thereof_o till_o it_o be_v past_a remedy_n for_o late_o or_o early_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a shall_v come_v to_o perceive_v their_o error_n but_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n for_o the_o wicked_a continue_v in_o their_o error_n until_o death_n and_o then_o with_o the_o experience_n of_o their_o torment_n and_o misery_n they_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n how_o much_o in_o their_o life_n time_n they_o be_v beguile_v 5_o sap._n 5_o call_v themselves_o insensati_fw-la man_n without_o wit_n or_o judgement_n but_o the_o good_a in_o their_o life-time_n perceive_v their_o error_n by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n &_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o death_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o they_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o perceive_v thy_o own_o error_n take_v for_o thy_o mistress_n this_o divine_a light_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v the_o experience_n of_o eternal_a misery_n to_o be_v thy_o mistress_n and_o beware_v by_o 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unto_o he_o order_v thy_o house_n for_o thou_o shall_v die_v but_o to_o this_o end_n i_o be_o not_o to_o expect_v revelation_n from_o heaven_n but_o my_o prophet_n isaias_n must_v be_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o reason_n the_o inspiration_n of_o god_n the_o experience_n of_o the_o death_n of_o other_o the_o grievous_a sickness_n that_o assail_v i_o and_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o physician_n when_o he_o tell_v i_o i_o be_o in_o danger_n and_o general_o see_v i_o have_v no_o certain_a day_n of_o life_n and_o every_o day_n i_o may_v expect_v death_n it_o be_v wisdom_n to_o imagine_v that_o god_n say_v this_o day_n unto_o i_o order_n to_o day_n thy_o soul_n for_o to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v die_v &_o to_o do_v it_o present_o 3._o the_o three_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v by_o force_n repetent_fw-la repetent_fw-la and_o with_o violence_n require_v and_o pull_v out_o their_o soul_n in_o despite_n of_o they_o wherein_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o just_a 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fac_fw-la i_o be_o thou_o save_v i_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o for_o thou_o do_v create_v it_o it_o be_v thou_o for_o thou_o do_v redeem_v it_o let_v it_o also_o be_v thy_o sanctify_a it_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o it_o may_v be_v perpetual_o thou_o crown_a it_o with_o the_o reward_v of_o thy_o glory_n hazar_n of_o the_o horrid_a death_n of_o king_n balt_n hazar_n amen_n the_o four_o point_n for_o conclusion_n and_o confirmation_n of_o what_o have_v be_v say_v in_o these_o three_o point_n i_o will_v consider_v a_o terrible_a example_n and_o stamp_v thereof_o in_o king_n balthasar_n who_o be_v eat_v and_o drink_v in_o a_o banquet_n sudden_o see_v two_o finger_n of_o a_o hand_n which_o wrolte_n upon_o a_o wall_n these_o word_n mane_n thecel_n phares_n he_o have_v count_v he_o have_v weigh_v he_o have_v divide_v 5.25_o dan._n 5.25_o which_o daniel_n expound_v in_o this_o form_n god_n have_v count_v thy_o kingdom_n and_o it_o be_v come_v to_o a_o end_n he_o have_v weigh_v thou_o in_o his_o 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and_o humble_o to_o subject_v i_o to_o undergo_v what_o penance_n soever_o that_o reason_n shall_v dictate_v and_o the_o confessor_n shall_v impose_v upon_o i_o and_o dolour_n as_o a_o executioner_n be_v to_o torment_v i_o break_v 4.5_o psal_n 4.5_o and_o shiver_v my_o heart_n for_o the_o offence_n i_o have_v do_v to_o my_o creator_n these_o four_o judicial_a act_n be_o â—to_z do_v within_o the_o hall_n of_o my_o heart_n quicken_a they_o with_o the_o consideration_n which_o to_o this_o end_n be_v ordain_v 43.26_o job._n 23.4_o &_o 35.14_o isai_n 43.26_o and_o much_o more_o with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n the_o judge_n of_o the_o quick_a &_o of_o the_o dead_a who_o i_o be_o to_o behold_v seat_v in_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o majesty_n as_o in_o the_o 9_o meditation_n have_v be_v declare_v for_o that_o the_o view_n of_o this_o most_o righteous_a judge_n will_v be_v a_o cause_n to_o make_v i_o do_v it_o with_o great_a diligence_n the_o first_o point_n first_o 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jesus_n our_o saviour_n be_v so_o sorrowful_a for_o they_o and_o he_o defer_v not_o this_o sorrow_n to_o the_o end_n of_o his_o life_n but_o have_v it_o even_o in_o the_o first_o instant_a thereof_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o defer_v sorrow_v and_o do_v penance_n for_o my_o sin_n but_o shall_v as_o soon_o as_o i_o fall_v into_o they_o be_v hearty_o grieve_v second_o i_o will_v ponder_v how_o this_o our_o lord_n in_o that_o very_a instant_n perceive_v that_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o redeemer_n and_o remedy_a of_o man_n &_o that_o herein_o he_o will_v that_o he_o shall_v repay_v the_o gift_n that_o he_o have_v give_v he_o in_o love_v and_o remedy_v they_o and_o that_o to_o this_o end_n he_o have_v give_v he_o a_o body_n mortal_a and_o passable_a that_o he_o may_v die_v for_o they_o and_o in_o the_o very_a instant_n that_o he_o understand_v this_o with_o the_o like_a force_n that_o he_o love_v the_o father_n he_o love_v we_o and_o offer_v himself_o to_o redeem_v we_o and_o to_o die_v for_o our_o remedy_n be_v full_a of_o gladness_n that_o a_o occasion_n be_v offer_v wheerein_o he_o may_v manifest_v the_o love_n he_o bear_v to_o his_o father_n and_o the_o zeal_n that_o he_o have_v of_o his_o glory_n and_o of_o the_o good_a of_o his_o brother_n and_o therefore_o he_o speak_v unto_o he_o that_o of_o the_o psalm_n 39.7_o psal_n 39.7_o the_o sacrifice_n and_o oblation_n of_o our_o elder_n thou_o accept_v not_o neither_o be_v their_o holocaustes_n sufficient_a for_o the_o remedy_n of_o man_n but_o see_v thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o body_n fit_a to_o be_v sacrifice_v i_o offer_v myself_o thereunto_o with_o a_o good_a will_n 6_o heb._n 10.5_o 6_o ecce_fw-la venio_fw-la ut_fw-la faciam_fw-la voluntatem_fw-la tuam_fw-la deus_fw-la behold_v i_o here_o i_o come_v into_o the_o world_n in_o this_o and_o in_o all_o to_o perform_v thy_o holy_a will_n write_v thy_o law_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n o_o how_o please_v to_o the_o eternal_a father_n be_v this_o offer_n 10.10_o heb._n 10.10_o and_o will_v of_o his_o son_n see_v thereby_o as_o s._n paul_n say_v we_o be_v all_o sanctify_v he_o merit_v for_o we_o grace_n and_o sanctification_n in_o thankfulness_n for_o this_o generous_a will_n wherewith_o our_o saviour_n christ_n offer_v himself_o to_o be_v my_o redeemer_n i_o will_v offer_v unto_o he_o a_o will_v to_o serve_v he_o so_o effectual_o that_o thereby_o he_o may_v dispose_v i_o to_o receive_v that_o sanctification_n which_o he_o gain_v for_o i_o and_o in_o imitation_n of_o he_o i_o will_v say_v ecce_fw-la venio_fw-la ut_fw-la faciam_fw-la voluntatem_fw-la tuam_fw-la deus_fw-la colloquy_n colloquy_n behold_v i_o here_o o_o lord_n ready_a to_o accomplish_v thy_o will_n and_o thy_o holy_a law_n shall_v be_v from_o hence_o forth_o ever_o more_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o heart_n this_o i_o will_v have_v do_v in_o the_o very_a first_o instant_n that_o i_o have_v use_v of_o reason_n as_o thou_o do_v in_o the_o very_a first_o instant_n of_o thy_o life_n 76.11_o psal_n 76.11_o but_o allbeeit_v i_o do_v it_o not_o then_o i_o now_o say_v nunc_fw-la coepi_fw-la now_o i_o will_v begin_v to_o serve_v thou_o with_o a_o resolution_n so_o to_o continue_v even_o unto_o dear_a he_o the_o four_o point_n final_o the_o better_a to_o know_v the_o greatness_n of_o the_o charitye_n and_o obedience_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o that_o instant_n i_o be_o to_o consider_v how_o then_o the_o eternal_a father_n discover_v unto_o he_o all_o the_o affliction_n that_o he_o be_v to_o suffer_v from_o the_o time_n of_o his_o incarnation_n to_o his_o death_n upon_o the_o cross_n say_v unto_o he_o my_o son_n it_o be_v my_o will_n that_o to_o redeem_v man_n and_o
the_o offering_n that_o be_v present_v he_o second_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o spirit_n wherewith_o this_o most_o bless_a child_n offer_v himself_o in_o the_o temple_n to_o his_o eternal_a father_n behold_v here_o may_v he_o say_v o_o eternal_a father_n thy_o only_a beget_v son_n who_o be_v make_v man_n to_o obey_v thou_o and_o come_v into_o the_o temple_n to_o honour_v thou_o here_o i_o present_v myself_o before_o thy_o majesty_n and_o i_o offer_v myself_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o to_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o thy_o will._n 36.77.51_o psalm_n 36.77.51_o and_o for_o that_o neither_o the_o death_n of_o so_o many_o first_o bear_v as_o perish_v in_o egypt_n nor_o the_o offering_n of_o the_o first_o bear_v of_o israel_n have_v be_v acceptable_a unto_o thou_o for_o the_o salvation_n of_o man_n i_o offer_v myself_o to_o die_v for_o they_o that_o my_o death_n and_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o my_o blood_n may_v appease_v thy_o wrath_n and_o deliver_v thy_o people_n from_o the_o servitude_n of_o sin_n in_o this_o sort_n be_v fullfil_v that_o speech_n of_o s._n paul_n qui_fw-la dilexit_fw-la nos_fw-la 5.2_o ephes_n 5.2_o &_o tradidit_fw-la semetipsum_fw-la hostiam_fw-la &_o oblationem_fw-la deo_fw-la in_o odorem_fw-la suavitatis_fw-la who_o love_v we_o and_o deliver_v himself_o for_o we_o a_o oblation_n and_o host_n to_o god_n in_o a_o odour_n of_o sweetness_n and_o it_o be_v to_o be_v believe_v that_o this_o offering_n happen_v in_o the_o morning_n at_o such_o time_n as_o in_o the_o temple_n be_v offer_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o lamb_n 28.4_o exod._n 29.39_o num._n 28.4_o call_v the_o morning_n lamb_n that_o there_o may_v be_v a_o correspondence_n between_o the_o figure_n and_o the_o figure_v o_o how_o sweet_a be_v this_o offering_n to_o the_o eternal_a father_n &_o how_o content_a remain_v he_o therewith_o as_o one_o that_o be_v desirous_a thereof_o for_o that_o the_o offering_n of_o all_o the_o other_o firstborn_a be_v of_o no_o value_n but_o as_o they_o be_v representation_n of_o this_o three_o i_o be_o to_o imagine_v that_o albeit_o our_o saviour_n christ_n make_v this_o offering_n for_o all_o man_n yet_o he_o make_v it_o likewise_o particular_o for_o i_o hold_v i_o present_a in_o his_o memory_n &_o heart_n and_o with_o this_o consideration_n in_o the_o temple_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o will_v present_v myself_o in_o spirit_n before_o the_o eternal_a father_n and_o in_o company_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n and_o of_o the_o child_n himself_o i_o will_v offer_v he_o unto_o he_o in_o thanksgiving_n for_o have_v give_v he_o to_o i_o for_o my_o redeemer_n and_o master_n beseech_v he_o to_o accept_v this_o offering_n and_o for_o it_o to_o reconcile_v i_o to_o himself_o and_o to_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o his_o gift_n o_o sovereign_a father_n with_o all_o the_o affection_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n colloquy_n colloquy_n and_o though_o it_o be_v i_o that_o do_v offer_v he_o i_o deserve_v to_o be_v reject_v yet_o the_o offering_n be_v such_o as_o it_o be_v i_o hope_v to_o be_v admit_v receive_v it_o o_o lord_n in_o a_o odour_n of_o sweetness_n and_o for_o it_o grant_v i_o remission_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o with_o a_o pure_a heart_n i_o may_v appear_v in_o thy_o presence_n in_o the_o temple_n of_o thy_o glory_n amen_n the_o three_o point_n the_o same_o law_n likewise_o command_v that_o these_o firstborn_a shall_v be_v redeem_v for_o five_o sicle_n 27.6_o exod._n 13.13_o levitic_a 27.6_o and_o so_o the_o bless_a virgin_n redeem_v her_o son_n pay_v they_o to_o the_o priest_n who_o take_v they_o and_o return_v her_o son_n unto_o she_o upon_o this_o passage_n i_o be_o to_o consider_v who_o make_v this_o sale_n of_o the_o child_n who_o it_o be_v that_o buy_v he_o with_o what_o price_n and_o for_o who_o and_o what_o benefit_n arise_v thereof_o first_o i_o will_v consider_v how_o the_o eternal_a father_n to_o who_o this_o child_n offer_v himself_o will_v not_o keep_v to_o himself_o that_o which_o be_v give_v he_o but_o will_v a_o new_a give_v he_o to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o man_n and_o sell_v he_o to_o they_o for_o their_o good_a demonstrate_v herein_o his_o infinite_a liberallitye_n and_o bounty_n which_o be_v so_o far_o from_o repent_v to_o have_v give_v we_o what_o he_o once_o give_v we_o that_o he_o ratifi_v the_o donation_n invent_v new_a respect_n to_o give_v we_o what_o he_o have_v give_v us._n she_o that_o buy_v and_o redeem_v he_o be_v the_o bless_a virgin_n to_o bring_v he_o up_o as_o her_o son_n and_o yet_o she_o also_o will_v not_o detain_v he_o to_o herself_o but_o will_v nourish_v he_o for_o we_o and_o buy_v he_o that_o he_o may_v be_v employ_v for_o our_o good_a the_o price_n be_v no_o more_o but_o five_o sicle_n o_o eternal_a father_n colloquy_n colloquy_n how_o cheap_a do_v thou_o sell_v a_o thing_n that_o be_v so_o precious_a why_o do_v thou_o equal_v this_o firstborn_a in_o price_n with_o the_o rest_n if_o the_o rest_n be_v redeem_v for_o five_o sicle_n this_o be_v to_o be_v redeem_v for_o many_o million_o for_o he_o be_v infinite_o more_o worth_a than_o all_o the_o rest_n but_o i_o now_o perceive_v o_o lord_n that_o this_o be_v to_o advise_v i_o that_o although_o the_o name_n of_o this_o ransom_n sound_v sale_n and_o price_n yet_o he_o be_v give_v we_o free_o and_o of_o mere_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v incessant_o thank_v thou_o for_o this_o new_a grace_n for_o the_o which_o may_v thou_o be_v glorify_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o thy_o creature_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n i_o may_v also_o consider_v the_o spirit_n that_o be_v include_v in_o the_o price_n of_o these_o five_o sicle_n by_o the_o which_o be_v signify_v the_o price_n wherewith_o be_v buy_v the_o most_o precious_a gold_n of_o divine_a wisdom_n which_o be_v christ_n 55.1_o apoc._n 3.17_o isa_n 55.1_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o it_o may_v be_v buy_v this_o price_n be_v the_o mortification_n of_o the_o five_o sense_n and_o the_o act_n of_o the_o five_o virtue_n which_o dispose_v we_o to_o obtain_v grace_n and_o the_o perfection_n thereof_o that_o be_v to_o say_v lively_a faith_n fear_v of_o god_n dolour_n for_o sin_n confidence_n in_o god_n mercy_n and_o a_o effectual_a resolution_n to_o obey_v god_n and_o whole_o to_o accomplish_v his_o holy_a will_n therefore_o colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o desire_v to_o have_v christ_n to_o be_v thou_o consider_v that_o he_o be_v not_o buy_v with_o gold_n nor_o silver_n but_o with_o these_o five_o sicle_n of_o the_o spirit_n offer_v they_o to_o the_o eternal_a father_n and_o he_o will_v give_v he_o unto_o thou_o four_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o end_n wherefore_o he_o be_v redeem_v and_o buy_v which_o be_v to_o be_v the_o slave_n and_o servant_n of_o man_n and_o to_o deliver_v himself_o for_o they_o unto_o death_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n colloquy_n colloquy_n how_o willing_o do_v thou_o suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v sell_v and_o redeem_v to_o undo_v by_o thy_o sale_n that_o which_o i_o by_o sin_v do_v with_o my_o soul_n and_o to_o redeem_v it_o with_o thy_o ransom_n that_o it_o may_v be_v perpetual_o thou_o and_o yet_o thy_o love_n stop_v not_o here_o for_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o be_v sell_v again_o by_o a_o false_a disciple_n and_o buy_v by_o thy_o enemy_n to_o take_v from_o thou_o thy_o life_n make_v a_o end_n of_o our_o redemption_n with_o thy_o death_n bless_a be_v thy_o immense_a charitye_n that_o be_v never_o satisfy_v nor_o weary_v in_o do_v we_o good_a o_o my_o soul_n rejoice_v that_o the_o bless_a virgin_n have_v buy_v her_o son_n for_o thou_o be_v glad_a that_o jesus_n be_v already_o thou_o see_v his_o father_n have_v give_v he_o thou_o for_o five_o sicle_n o_o good_a jesus_n thou_o be_v i_o by_o this_o new_a buy_n but_o i_o yield_v myself_o to_o be_v thou_o 2.16_o cant._n 2.16_o and_o with_o great_a confidence_n will_v say_v my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o be_v it_o so_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o leave_v not_o i_o nor_o i_o never_o leave_v thou_o 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