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that_o all_o the_o blossom_n of_o their_o glory_n must_v dis-flourish_a under_o the_o blast_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o all_o their_o external_a felicity_n do_v but_o only_o perfect_v the_o judgement_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o fill_v up_o the_o measure_n of_o their_o misery_n for_o what_o be_v their_o pleasure_n but_o just_a like_o the_o deceitful_a salute_n of_o joab_n with_o amasa_n what_o be_v their_o honour_n but_o like_o absolom_n mule_n it_o only_o mount_v and_o carry_v they_o to_o their_o gallow_n what_o be_v their_o riches_n but_o like_o jaels_n present_n in_o a_o lordly_a dish_n it_o only_o make_v way_n for_o the_o fatal_a nail_n for_o their_o sad_a account_n at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n this_o their_n prosperity_n slay_v they_o now_o who_o esteem_v that_o ox_n happy_a that_o have_v a_o goodly_a pasture_n to_o feed_v himself_o for_o the_o slaughter_n who_o envy_v that_o malefactor_n that_o have_v a_o fair_a day_n to_o ride_v to_o execution_n in_o and_o why_o be_v it_o 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earth_n depart_v from_o i_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o heaven_n and_o my_o happiness_n unite_v i_o to_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v for_o ever_o with_o thou_o xxvi_o meditat._n that_o good_a which_o be_v in_o riches_n lie_v altogether_o in_o their_o use_n like_o the_o woman_n box_n of_o ointment_n if_o it_o be_v not_o break_v and_o pour_v out_o for_o the_o sweet_a refreshment_n of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o his_o distress_a member_n they_o lose_v their_o worth_n therefore_o the_o covetous_a man_n may_v true_o write_v upon_o his_o rust_v heap_n these_o be_v good_a for_o nothing_o chrysostome_n tell_v we_o have_v he_o be_v not_o rich_a that_o lay_v up_o much_o buâ—_n that_o lay_v out_o much_o for_o its_o all_o one_o not_o to_o have_v aâ—_n not_o to_o use_v i_o will_v therefore_o be_v the_o rich_a by_o a_o charitable_a lay_v out_o whilâ—_n the_o worldling_n hall_fw-mi be_v thâ—_n poor_a by_o his_o covetous_a hoard_v up_o xxvii_o meditat._n who_o will_v part_v with_o his_o god_n i_o will_v 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