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at_o last_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o his_o unhappy_a pleasure_n which_o now_o torment_v he_o more_o than_o ever_o they_o do_v delight_v he_o and_o he_o will_v be_v inform_v of_o they_o if_o they_o can_v allay_v or_o any_o way_n mitigate_v his_o pain_n but_o alas_o they_o soon_o leave_v he_o for_o they_o find_v nothing_o near_o he_o that_o can_v give_v they_o entertainment_n v._o a_o easy_a farewell_n then_o have_v these_o take_v of_o their_o die_a master_n but_o thou_o poor_a sinner_n have_v no_o honour_n to_o transport_v thou_o no_o fortune_n to_o detain_v thou_o no_o pleasure_n to_o ensnare_v thou_o for_o the_o first_o the_o countenance_n of_o greatness_n never_o shine_v upon_o thou_o for_o the_o second_o worldly_a wealth_n can_v never_o yet_o so_o burden_v thou_o and_o for_o the_o last_o though_o thy_o youth_n may_v affect_v they_o the_o infirmity_n of_o age_n have_v now_o estrange_v they_o from_o thou_o vi_o and_o yet_o the_o voice_n of_o death_n be_v more_o terrible_a to_o thou_o 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afflict_v and_o affright_v with_o exceed_a horror_n shall_v through_o despair_n fail_v and_o fall_v under_o herself_o o_o whither_o will_v thou_o fly_v in_o hope_n of_o succour_n to_o comfort_v thy_o poor_a soul_n in_o such_o a_o time_n of_o danger_n the_o prayer_n even_o to_o thou_o will_v i_o fly_v o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n for_o thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o descend_v to_o corruption_n such_o be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n as_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o make_v all_o my_o bed_n in_o my_o sickness_n and_o because_o nothing_o be_v more_o certain_a than_o death_n nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o the_o hour_n and_o that_o the_o pale_a messenger_n may_v appear_v less_o fearful_a unto_o i_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o comfort_v i_o that_o be_v inward_o arm_v by_o thou_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o death_n and_o fury_n of_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n i_o may_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n and_o with_o fortitude_n cry_v out_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o hell_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n meditation_n xiii_o upon_o judgement_n i_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o that_o dreadful_a day_n and_o yet_o know_v not_o how_o to_o avoid_v it_o judged_n i_o must_v be_v and_o who_o will_v answer_v for_o i_o a_o infallible_a witness_n i_o have_v within_o to_o accuse_v i_o sin_n of_o omission_n and_o of_o commission_n to_o impeach_v i_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n knowledge_n and_o of_o malice_n to_o convict_v i_o though_o any_o one_o of_o these_o be_v sufficient_a to_o condemn_v i_o ii_o but_o perhaps_o thou_o will_v be_v upon_o the_o enquiry_n to_o know_v for_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v to_o account_n for_o and_o the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o appear_v before_o the_o great_a tribunal_n seat_n of_o judgement_n solomon_n will_v furnish_v thou_o with_o a_o ready_a answer_n and_o inform_v thou_o it_o be_v even_o for_o all_o thy_o thought_n word_n and_o work_n for_o god_n will_v bring_v every_o work_n into_o judgement_n with_o every_o secret_a thing_n whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o whether_o it_o be_v evil_a eccles_n 12.12_o iii_o and_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o these_o first_o touch_v thy_o thought_n of_o these_o thou_o shall_v be_v judge_v for_o froward_a thought_n separate_v from_o god_n wisd_v 1._o and_o he_o shall_v judge_v the_o secret_n of_o men._n their_o conscience_n also_o bear_v witness_n and_o their_o thought_n the_o mean_a while_n accuse_v or_o excuse_v one_o another_o rom._n 2.15_o iv_o next_o thou_o shall_v give_v a_o account_n of_o all_o thy_o word_n of_o every_o idle_a word_n that_o man_n shall_v speak_v they_o shall_v give_v account_n in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n mat._n 12.36_o three_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o thy_o work_n for_o
my_o sin_n iii_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o heal_v my_o soul_n for_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o call_v to_o remembrance_n o_o lord_n thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o thy_o love_a kindness_n which_o have_v be_v ever_o of_o old_a o_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o the_o offence_n of_o ripe_a year_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n think_v thou_o upon_o i_o iv_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o in_o the_o time_n of_o age_n forsake_v i_o not_o now_o that_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o go_v not_o far_o from_o i_o o_o god_n my_o god_n haste_v thou_o to_o help_v i_o thou_o o_o god_n have_v teach_v i_o from_o my_o youth_n up_o until_o now_o forsake_v i_o not_o therefore_o in_o my_o old_a age_n when_o i_o be_o gray-headed_n v._o the_o day_n of_o our_o age_n be_v threescore_o year_n and_o ten_o and_o though_o some_o be_v so_o strong_a that_o they_o come_v to_o fourscore_o which_o be_v a_o mercy_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v crown_v i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n yet_o be_v their_o strength_n then_o but_o labour_n and_o sorrow_n so_o soon_o pass_v it_o away_o and_o we_o be_v go_v but_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o go_v hence_o in_o thy_o displeasure_n o_o suffer_v not_o my_o sun_n to_o go_v down_o in_o thy_o wrath_n nor_o my_o day_n to_o be_v shut_v up_o in_o the_o darkness_n of_o thy_o anger_n vi_o but_o as_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o bring_v i_o to_o my_o grave_n in_o a_o full_a age_n like_v as_o a_o shock_n of_o corn_n come_v in_o his_o season_n so_o let_v i_o be_v gather_v at_o last_o like_o wheat_n into_o thy_o heavenly_a granary_n and_o let_v my_o age_n be_v renew_v as_o the_o eagle_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n and_o to_o the_o son_n and_o to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n be_v now_o and_o ever_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n vii_o thou_o in_o who_o hand_n be_v the_o key_n of_o the_o grave_a and_o the_o issue_n of_o life_n and_o death_n thou_o in_o who_o power_n alone_o it_o be_v to_o kill_v and_o to_o make_v alive_a and_o to_o bring_v down_o to_o the_o grave_a and_o to_o raise_v up_o again_o thou_o who_o have_v compassion_n upon_o peter_n wife_n mother_n by_o recover_v she_o out_o of_o a_o fever_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o whole_a viii_o thou_o who_o do_v show_v thy_o mercy_n to_o those_o daughter_n of_o abraham_n the_o woman_n that_o for_o twelve_o year_n together_o be_v disease_v with_o a_o issue_n of_o blood_n and_o another_o who_o by_o the_o space_n of_o eighteen_o year_n be_v so_o bow_v together_o that_o she_o can_v in_o no_o wise_a lift_n up_o herself_o thou_o do_v loose_v both_o these_o and_o many_o more_o from_o their_o long_a infirmity_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o whole_a ix_o thou_o who_o do_v restore_v to_o life_n the_o young_a maiden_n that_o be_v dead_a lord_z if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v restore_v i_o to_o my_o health_n who_o be_o a_o age_a sinner_n and_o a_o sick_a feeble_a creature_n thou_o can_v mitigate_v my_o pain_n and_o renew_v my_o strength_n and_o lengthen_v my_o day_n for_o thou_o make_v our_o bed_n in_o our_o sickness_n and_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o health_n and_o strength_n even_o thou_o be_v the_o almighty_a god_n and_o the_o horn_n of_o my_o salvation_n o_o thou_o ancient_a of_o day_n x._o but_o lord_n as_o for_o these_o outward_a blessing_n i_o whole_o submit_v myself_o and_o they_o unto_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n to_o have_v the_o day_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n prolong_v upon_o earth_n make_v i_o to_o live_v always_o to_o thy_o glory_n and_o to_o my_o own_o soul_n comfort_n as_o thou_o do_v add_v day_n to_o my_o year_n so_o do_v thou_o likewise_o add_v repentance_n to_o my_o day_n xi_o but_o if_o thou_o think_v it_o more_o expedient_a for_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v die_v than_o live_v then_o welcome_a my_o death_n and_o dissolution_n without_o which_o there_o be_v no_o enter_v into_o life_n eternal_a nor_o hope_n of_o be_v with_o christ_n welcome_o jesus_n who_o by_o thy_o death_n have_v take_v away_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n welcome_v that_o cup_n whereof_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n have_v drink_v before_o i_o and_o which_o even_o to_o the_o very_a dregs_o thou_o have_v drink_v off_o for_o i_o xii_o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v ready_o take_v this_o cup_n of_o death_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v unto_o i_o and_o praise_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n o_o sweet_a saviour_n who_o give_v i_o this_o cup_n of_o death_n the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n who_o have_v bear_v all_o our_o sickness_n for_o we_o and_o all_o our_o infirmity_n xiii_o i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n who_o be_v the_o physician_n of_o soul_n and_o call_v all_o such_o unto_o thou_o as_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v that_o thou_o may_v refresh_v they_o among_o which_o great_a number_n behold_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o poor_a and_o age_a thy_o weak_a and_o sick_a servant_n weary_a in_o my_o bone_n and_o lade_v with_o my_o sin_n but_o lord_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o call_n and_o of_o those_o that_o come_v near_o unto_o thou_o thou_o cast_v none_o out_o lord_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n fourteen_o o_o my_o belove_a saviour_n jesus_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o weariness_n of_o my_o body_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o load_n and_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sorrow_n which_o be_v in_o my_o heart_n o_o let_v thy_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n refresh_v my_o soul_n xv._o and_o when_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n compass_v i_o round_o about_o let_v not_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n take_v hold_v upon_o i_o but_o by_o all_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o nativity_n death_n resurrection_n and_o ascension_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o seal_v unto_o i_o in_o thy_o own_o precious_a blood_n and_o by_o thy_o most_o holy_a spirit_n the_o full-pardon_a of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o admit_v i_o who_o be_o thy_o own_o purchase_n to_o a_o participation_n of_o thy_o glory_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o happy_a end_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n o_o most_o glorious_a jesus_n lamb_n of_o god_n fountain_n of_o eternal_a mercy_n life_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o conqueror_n over_o sin_n and_o death_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o compassion_n to_o give_v i_o grace_n so_o to_o employ_v this_o transitory_a life_n in_o virtuous_a and_o pious_a exercise_n that_o when_o the_o day_n of_o my_o death_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o my_o pain_n of_o body_n i_o may_v feel_v the_o sweet_a refresh_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n comfort_v my_o soul_n and_o relieve_v all_o my_o spiritual_a necessity_n ii_o lay_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o than_o thou_o shall_v enable_v i_o to_o bear_v and_o let_v thy_o gentle_a correction_n in_o this_o life_n prevent_v the_o insupportable_a stripe_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v give_v i_o patience_n and_o humility_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o repentance_n and_o a_o absolute_a renounce_n of_o myself_o and_o a_o resignation_n to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o providence_n with_o a_o power_n to_o perform_v thy_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o then_o do_v what_o thou_o please_v to_o i_o only_o in_o health_n or_o sickness_n in_o life_n or_o death_n let_v i_o feel_v thy_o comfort_n refresh_v my_o soul_n and_o let_v thy_o grace_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n amen_n meditation_n xxiii_o thanksgiving_n for_o ease_n in_o sickness_n or_o recovery_n out_o of_o it_o bless_a by_o thy_o name_n o_o lord_n for_o blessing_n the_o mean_n which_o be_v apply_v unto_o i_o it_o be_v thy_o hand_n and_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o thou_o have_v relieve_v i_o the_o water_n of_o affliction_n have_v long_o since_o drown_v i_o and_o the_o stream_n of_o death_n have_v go_v over_o my_o soul_n if_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v not_o move_v upon_o these_o water_n and_o lead_v i_o forth_o beside_o the_o water_n of_o comfort_n ii_o o_o spread_v most_o gracious_a god_n according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n thy_o hand_n upon_o i_o for_o a_o cover_v and_o also_o enlarge_v my_o heart_n with_o thanksgiving_n and_o fill_v my_o mouth_n with_o thy_o praise_n praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n who_o have_v save_v thy_o life_n from_o destruction_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o mercy_n and_o love_a kindness_n iii_o grant_v lord_n that_o what_o thou_o have_v sow_o in_o mercy_n may_v spring_v up_o in_o duty_n let_v my_o duty_n and_o
return_v to_o thou_o be_v so_o great_a as_o my_o necessity_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v o_o let_v thy_o grace_n so_o strengthen_v my_o purpose_n of_o amendment_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o lest_o thy_o threaten_a return_n upon_o i_o in_o anger_n and_o thy_o sore_a displeasure_n break_v i_o in_o piece_n iv_o what_o be_o i_o o_o lord_n what_o be_v the_o life_n and_o what_o be_v the_o capacity_n of_o thy_o servant_n that_o thou_o shall_v do_v thus_o unto_o i_o praise_v be_v the_o lord_n daily_o even_o the_o lord_n that_o help_v we_o and_o pour_v his_o benefit_n upon_o we_o he_o be_v our_o god_n even_o the_o god_n from_o who_o come_v salvation_n god_n be_v the_o lord_n by_o who_o we_o escape_v death_n v._o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sorrow_n which_o be_v in_o my_o heart_n thy_o comfort_n o_o lord_n have_v refresh_v my_o soul_n it_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o have_v make_v my_o flesh_n and_o my_o bone_n to_o rejoice_v behold_v happy_a be_v the_o man_n who_o god_n correct_v 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be_v many_o mansion_n john_n 14.2_o what_o thing_n be_v gain_n to_o i_o those_o i_o count_v loss_n for_o christ_n phil._n 3.7_o iv_o for_o our_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n from_o whence_o also_o we_o look_v for_o the_o saviour_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o shall_v change_v our_o vile_a body_n that_o it_o may_v be_v fashion_v like_o unto_o his_o glorious_a body_n according_a to_o the_o work_n whereby_o he_o be_v able_a even_o to_o subdue_v all_o thing_n unto_o himself_o phil._n 3.20_o 21._o i_o press_v towards_o the_o mark_n for_o the_o price_n of_o the_o high_a call_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n phil._n 3.14_o v._o set_a your_o affection_n on_o thing_n above_o not_o on_o thing_n of_o the_o earth_n for_o you_o be_v dead_a and_o your_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n when_o christ_n who_o be_v our_o life_n shall_v appear_v then_o shall_v you_o also_o appear_v with_o he_o in_o glory_n colos_n 3.2.3_o in_o who_o we_o have_v redemption_n through_o his_o blood_n even_o 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day_n upon_o the_o earth_n and_o though_o after_o my_o skin_n worm_n destroy_v this_o body_n yet_o in_o my_o flesh_n shall_v i_o see_v god_n who_o i_o shall_v see_v for_o myself_o and_o my_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o another_o job_n 19.25_o 26_o 27._o ix_o we_o bring_v nothing_o into_o this_o world_n and_o it_o be_v certain_a we_o can_v carry_v nothing_o out_o the_o lord_n give_v and_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v away_o bless_v be_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n 1_o tim._n 6.7_o job_n 1.21_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_a where_o be_v thy_o victory_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n
tremble_a heart_n shall_v i_o poor_a sinner_n stand_v expect_v the_o supreme_a judge_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v banish_v from_o that_o bless_a country_n of_o paradise_n to_o be_v devour_v in_o the_o gape_a bottomless_a pit_n where_o i_o must_v never_o have_v the_o prospect_n of_o a_o glimpse_n of_o light_n nor_o feel_v the_o least_o drop_n of_o refreshment_n but_o be_v torment_v for_o million_o of_o year_n and_o so_o torment_v as_o never_o to_o be_v from_o thence_o deliver_v where_o neither_o the_o tormentor_n become_v weary_v nor_o they_o die_v who_o be_v torment_v the_o prayer_n o_o my_o dear_a lord_n look_v upon_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n thou_o have_v buy_v i_o with_o a_o great_a price_n o_o deliver_v thy_o darling_n from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o dog_n remember_v i_o in_o mercy_n who_o thou_o have_v buy_v o_o let_v i_o not_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n neither_o let_v the_o deep_a swallow_v i_o up_o ii_o for_o who_o shall_v praise_n thy_o name_n in_o the_o deep_a 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and_o interest_n in_o heaven_n viii_o these_o meditation_n ought_v to_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n upon_o our_o mind_n for_o to_o acknowledge_v our_o infirmity_n may_v make_v we_o the_o speedy_a look_n for_o a_o remedy_n and_o by_o degree_n find_v a_o happy_a recovery_n join_v then_o all_o thy_o faculty_n and_o offer_v up_o thy_o prayer_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o god_n in_o his_o mercy_n will_v look_v upon_o thou_o the_o prayer_n gracious_a god_n though_o i_o be_o altogether_o unworthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n or_o to_o offer_v up_o my_o prayer_n unto_o thou_o much_o less_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o thou_o yet_o for_o his_o merit_n and_o mercy_n sake_n who_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o reserve_v a_o place_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n for_o i_o ii_o dear_a lord_n in_o thy_o house_n be_v many_o mansion_n o_o bring_v i_o thither_o that_o i_o may_v join_v my_o voice_n with_o those_o voice_n of_o the_o 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in_o perfect_a music_n the_o condition_n of_o our_o exile_n here_o allow_v no_o unmingled_a joy_n our_o whole_a life_n be_v temperate_a between_o sweet_a and_o sour_a and_o we_o must_v all_o look_v for_o a_o mixture_n of_o both_o xxviii_o the_o wise_a so_o wish_v better_o that_o they_o still_o think_v of_o worse_a accept_v the_o one_o if_o it_o come_v with_o like_n and_o bear_v the_o other_o without_o impatience_n be_v so_o much_o master_n of_o each_o other_o fortune_n that_o neither_o shall_v work_v they_o to_o excess_n the_o dwarf_n grow_v not_o up_o to_o the_o high_a hill_n nor_o the_o tall_a lose_v not_o his_o height_n in_o the_o low_a valley_n and_o as_o a_o base_a sordid_a mind_n though_o most_o at_o ease_n will_v be_v deject_v so_o a_o resolute_a virtue_n in_o the_o deep_a distress_n be_v most_o impregnable_a xxix_o they_o evermore_o most_o perfect_o enjoy_v their_o comfort_n that_o least_o fear_v their_o affliction_n for_o a_o desire_n to_o enjoy_v carry_v with_o it_o a_o fear_n to_o lose_v and_o both_o desire_n and_o fear_n be_v enemy_n to_o quiet_a possession_n make_v man_n rather_o owner_n of_o god_n benefit_n than_o tenant_n at_o his_o will._n the_o cause_n of_o our_o trouble_n be_v that_o our_o misfortune_n happen_v either_o to_o unwitting_a or_o unwilling_a mind_n foresight_n prevent_v the_o one_o necessity_n the_o other_o and_o he_o take_v away_o the_o smart_n of_o present_a evil_n that_o attend_v their_o come_n and_o be_v not_o fright_v at_o any_o cross_n but_o be_v arm_v against_o all_o xxx_o where_o necessity_n work_v without_o our_o consent_n the_o effect_n shall_v never_o great_o afflict_v we_o grief_n be_v insignificant_a where_o it_o can_v help_v needless_a where_o there_o be_v no_o fault_n commit_v if_o man_n shall_v lay_v all_o their_o evil_n together_o to_o be_v afterward_o by_o equal_a portion_n divide_v among_o they_o most_o man_n will_v rather_o take_v that_o they_o bring_v than_o stand_v to_o the_o division_n xxxi_o yet_o such_o be_v the_o partial_a judgement_n of_o self-love_n that_o every_o man_n judge_v his_o own_o misery_n too_o great_a fear_v if_o he_o can_v find_v some_o circumstance_n to_o increase_v it_o and_o make_v it_o tolerable_a by_o thought_n to_o induce_v it_o when_o moses_n throw_v his_o rod_n from_o he_o it_o become_v a_o serpent_n ready_a to_o sting_v he_o and_o affright_v he_o insomuch_o as_o it_o make_v he_o fly_v but_o be_v quiet_o take_v up_o it_o be_v a_o rod_n again_o serviceable_a for_o his_o use_n and_o no_o way_n hurtful_a xxxii_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n and_o rod_n of_o every_o tribulation_n seem_v to_o threaten_v sting_a and_o terror_n to_o those_o that_o shun_v it_o but_o they_o that_o mild_o take_v it_o up_o and_o embrace_v it_o with_o patience_n may_v say_v with_o david_n thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n have_v be_v my_o comfort_n affliction_n much_o resemble_v the_o crocodile_n fly_v it_o pursue_v and_o fright_v follow_v it_o fly_v and_o fear_v a_o shame_n to_o the_o constant_a and_o a_o tyrant_n to_o the_o timorous_a xxxiii_o soft_a mind_n that_o think_v only_o upon_o delight_n admit_v no_o other_o consideration_n but_o in_o flatter_a object_n become_v so_o effeminate_a as_o that_o they_o be_v apt_a to_o bleed_v with_o every_o sharp_a impression_n but_o he_o that_o use_v his_o thought_n with_o expectation_n of_o trouble_n make_v their_o travel_n through_o all_o hazard_n and_o oppose_v his_o resolution_n against_o the_o sharp_a encounter_n find_v in_o the_o product_n facility_n of_o patience_n and_o ease_v the_o load_n of_o most_o heavy_a trouble_n xxxiv_o we_o must_v have_v temporal_a thing_n in_o use_n but_o eternal_a in_o wish_n that_o in_o the_o one_o neither_o delight_n exceed_v in_o that_o we_o have_v no_o desire_n in_o that_o we_o want_v and_o in_o the_o other_o our_o most_o delight_n be_v here_o in_o desire_n and_o our_o whole_a desire_n be_v hereafter_o to_o enjoy_v they_o straiten_v too_o much_o their_o joy_n that_o draw_v they_o into_o the_o reach_n and_o compass_v of_o their_o sense_n as_o if_o it_o be_v no_o facility_n where_o no_o sense_n be_v witness_n whereas_o if_o we_o exclude_v our_o pass_a and_o future_a contentment_n pleasure_n have_v so_o fickle_a a_o assurance_n that_o either_o as_o forestall_v before_o their_o arrival_n or_o interrupt_v before_o their_o end_n or_o end_v before_o they_o be_v well_o begin_v xxxv_o the_o repetition_n of_o former_a comfort_n and_o the_o expectation_n of_o after_o hope_n be_v ever_o a_o relief_n unto_o a_o virtuous_a mind_n whereas_o other_o not_o suffer_v their_o life_n to_o continue_v in_o the_o convenience_n of_o that_o which_o be_v and_o shall_v be_v divide_v this_o day_n from_o yesterday_o and_o to_o morrow_n and_o by_o forget_v all_o and_o forecast_v nothing_o abridge_v their_o whole_a life_n into_o the_o moment_n of_o present_a eternity_n xxxvi_o how_o ought_v we_o then_o to_o submit_v ourselves_o to_o god_n will_n let_v he_o strip_v you_o to_o the_o skin_n nay_o to_o the_o soul_n so_o he_o stay_v with_o you_o himself_o let_v his_o reproach_n be_v your_o honour_n his_o poverty_n your_o riches_n and_o he_o in_o lieu_n of_o all_o other_o friend_n think_v he_o enough_o for_o this_o world_n that_o must_v be_v all_o your_o possession_n for_o a_o whole_a eternity_n and_o in_o all_o your_o cross_n and_o affliction_n in_o this_o life_n humble_o say_v with_o holy_a job_n the_o lord_n give_v and_o the_o lord_n take_v away_o bless_a be_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n te_fw-mi deum_fw-la laudamus_fw-la finis_fw-la the_o content_n meditation_n i._n upon_o remember_v our_o creator_n in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o youth_n pag._n 1_o the_o prayer_n p._n 4._o meditation_n ii_o the_o remembrance_n of_o death_n a_o powerful_a remedy_n against_o sin_n p._n 6._o prayer_n against_o sudden_a death_n p._n 9_o meditation_n iii_o what_o life_n be_v p._n 11._o the_o prayer_n p._n 13._o meditation_n iu._n that_o we_o ought_v continual_o to_o watch_v and_o pray_v p._n 14._o the_o prayer_n p._n 17._o meditation_n v._n death_n often_o to_o be_v think_v of_o p._n 18._o the_o prayer_n p._n 21._o meditation_n vi._n of_o the_o shortness_n of_o humane_a life_n p._n 22._o the_o prayer_n p._n 24._o meditation_n vii_o that_o we_o ought_v early_o to_o seek_v after_o god_n p._n 26._o the_o prayer_n p._n 28._o meditation_n viii_o that_o affliction_n be_v necessary_a to_o all_o person_n p._n 29._o the_o prayer_n p._n 31._o meditation_n ix_o that_o affliction_n be_v a_o mark_n of_o god_n favour_n p._n 33._o the_o prayer_n p._n 34._o meditation_n x._o of_o man_n original_a be_v bear_v to_o die_v p._n 35._o the_o prayer_n p._n 39_o meditation_n xi_o memorial_n hourly_o necessary_a upon_o the_o four_o last_o thing_n death_n judgement_n hell_n and_o heaven_n p._n 40._o the_o prayer_n p._n 42._o meditation_n xii_o on_o death_n p._n 43._o the_o prayer_n p._n 47._o meditation_n xiii_o upon_o judgement_n p._n 47._o the_o prayer_n p._n 51._o meditation_n fourteen_o upon_o hell_n p._n 52._o the_o prayer_n p._n 56._o meditation_n xv._o upon_o heaven_n p._n 57_o the_o prayer_n p._n 60._o meditation_n xvi_o the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o four_o last_o thing_n reduce_v to_o practice_n p._n 61._o the_o prayer_n p._n 65._o meditation_n xvii_o with_o comfort_n faith_n apply_v herself_o to_o the_o sick_a man_n conscience_n p._n 66._o the_o prayer_n p._n 70._o meditation_n xviii_o hope_n address_v to_o the_o sick_a penitent_n ibid._n the_o prayer_n p._n 73._o meditation_n xix_o the_o exercise_n of_o charity_n p._n 75._o the_o prayer_n p._n 79._o meditation_n xx._n the_o soul_n flight_n to_o heaven_n p._n 80._o the_o prayer_n p._n 83._o meditation_n xxi_o upon_o the_o misery_n of_o humane_a life_n and_o the_o blessedness_n of_o eternal_a life_n p._n 84._o the_o prayer_n p._n 90._o meditation_n xxii_o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n p._n 91._o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o happy_a end_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n p._n 97._o meditation_n xxiii_o of_o thanksgiving_n for_o ease_n in_o sickness_n or_o recovery_n out_o of_o it_o p._n 98._o a_o prayer_n of_o thanksgiving_n p._n 102._o meditation_n xxiv_o comfortable_a refreshment_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n to_o be_v use_v by_o those_o who_o be_v present_a p._n 103._o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o sick_a person_n when_o there_o appear_v small_a hope_n of_o recovery_n p._n 107._o a_o commendatory_a prayer_n for_o a_o sick_a person_n at_o the_o point_n of_o departure_n p._n 108._o meditation_n xxv_o of_o the_o uncertainty_n of_o our_o life_n p._n 110._o the_o prayer_n p._n 113._o meditation_n xxvi_o on_o the_o frailty_n of_o our_o life_n p._n 114._o the_o prayer_n p._n 118._o meditation_n xxvii_o that_o death_n free_v we_o from_o the_o vexation_n trouble_n and_o care_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n p._n 119._o the_o prayer_n p._n 121._o meditation_n xxviii_o that_o many_o have_v desire_v death_n rather_o than_o life_n p._n 122._o the_o prayer_n p._n 125._o meditation_n xxix_o of_o improve_n our_o time_n p._n 126._o the_o prayer_n p._n 130._o meditation_n xxx_o motive_n not_o to_o defer_v our_o repentance_n to_o a_o future_a time_n p._n 131._o the_o prayer_n p._n 139._o meditation_n xxxi_o the_o sick_a man_n last_o will_v and_o testament_n 139._o the_o prayer_n p._n 145._o a_o prayer_n when_o we_o hear_v a_o bell_n ring_n for_o a_o person_n at_o the_o point_n of_o death_n p._n 146._o meditation_n xxxii_o of_o this_o life_n compare_v with_o eternity_n p._n 147._o the_o prayer_n p._n 150._o meditation_n xxxiii_o comfort_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o consolation_n against_o immoderate_a grief_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o friend_n p._n 151._o the_o end_n of_o the_o content_n