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who_o be_v blind_a in_o himself_o true_a in_o speak_v of_o thou_o and_o of_o thy_o creature_n he_o that_o shall_v converse_v with_o the_o creature_n without_o give_v scandal_n or_o impediment_n to_o thy_o love._n the_o meek_a the_o peaceable_a and_o the_o patient_a after_o these_o and_o many_o such_o other_o intercourse_n of_o heavenly_a speech_n which_o as_o have_v be_v say_v be_v note_v in_o a_o book_n apart_o she_o add_v this_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o only_o beget_v word_n fear_v nothing_o my_o dear_a child_n for_o i_o will_v ever_o remain_v with_o thou_o and_o this_o probation_n which_o i_o be_o please_v to_o make_v of_o thou_o shall_v be_v a_o evident_a sign_n of_o the_o certainty_n of_o the_o great_a gift_n and_o grace_n which_o i_o have_v grant_v thou_o beside_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o mean_a of_o bring_v thou_o up_o to_o great_a perfection_n if_o thou_o shall_v be_v environ_v by_o great_a battle_n not_o know_v which_o way_n to_o turn_v thyself_o nor_o conceave_a that_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o yet_o know_v indeed_o that_o by_o i_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v abandon_v to_o these_o word_n she_o answer_v sufficit_fw-la mihi_fw-la gratia_fw-la tua_fw-la &_o in_o excessu_fw-la mentis_fw-la mea_fw-la non_fw-la movebor_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la and_o thus_o have_v humble_v herself_o in_o the_o divine_a presence_n after_o many_o other_o discourse_n she_o yield_v herself_o ready_o to_o the_o sovereign_a will_n of_o god_n by_o say_v omnia_fw-la possum_fw-la in_o te_fw-la she_o enter_v into_o the_o lake_n of_o lion_n that_o be_v to_o say_v into_o the_o battle_n against_o the_o devil_n and_o understand_v that_o she_o be_v to_o suffer_v for_o the_o good_a of_o soul_n chap._n 15._o in_o this_o very_a rapt_v upon_o the_o day_n of_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n she_o be_v conduct_v in_o height_n of_o spirit_n and_o the_o lake_n of_o lion_n be_v show_v whereinto_o short_o she_o be_v to_o enter_v this_o be_v easy_o know_v by_o her_o word_n &_o her_o become_v so_o very_o pale_a and_o sad_a as_o it_o move_v every_o one_o to_o compassion_n she_o than_o behold_v a_o number_n of_o devil_n almost_o numberless_a who_o with_o frightful_a tentation_n threaten_v to_o assault_v she_o and_o she_o hear_v most_o horrible_a roar_n as_o of_o the_o fierce_a lion_n whereupon_o with_o the_o very_a anguish_n have_v cast_v herself_o upon_o her_o knee_n she_o deliver_v word_n so_o deserve_v pity_n as_o make_v all_o they_o weep_v who_o be_v present_a but_o because_o she_o speak_v with_o extraordinary_a vehemency_n her_o speech_n can_v not_o be_v take_v but_o a_o little_a at_o the_o first_o which_o be_v thus_o i_o invite_v the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n &_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o to_o come_v and_o succour_v i_o soon_o after_o turn_v herself_o towards_o god_n where_o be_v say_v she_o o_o my_o god_n that_o sun_n of_o thy_o grace_n to_o i_o it_o seem_v obscure_v thy_o goodness_n seem_v to_o be_v whole_o withdraw_v from_o i_o i_o be_o now_o abandon_v like_o a_o body_n that_o have_v no_o part_n wherewith_o to_o help_v itself_o and_o as_o the_o trunk_n of_o a_o barren_a tree_n for_o hear_v that_o thy_o grace_n be_v retire_v from_o i_o i_o can_v help_v myself_o after_o this_o it_o be_v tell_v she_o by_o almighty_a god_n that_o she_o not_o be_v able_a to_o help_v her_o neighbour_n otherwise_o he_o be_v please_v that_o she_o shall_v do_v it_o by_o support_v of_o pain_n and_o trouble_n for_o they_o whereupon_o she_o add_v the_o curse_a heretic_n nor_o can_v i_o name_v they_o in_o this_o action_n otherwise_o will_v be_v a_o occasion_n to_o i_o of_o most_o bitter_a pain_n for_o although_o they_o do_v once_o receive_v thy_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o have_v they_o not_o continue_v to_o possess_v it_o and_o so_o many_o proud_a spouse_n of_o thy_o which_z have_v rebel_v from_o thou_o will_v provoke_v these_o rage_a lion_n to_o come_v against_o i_o for_o the_o increase_n of_o my_o anguish_n &_o affliction_n but_o at_o last_o o_o word_n if_o those_o wretched_a soul_n will_v return_v to_o thou_o i_o will_v esteem_v myself_o happy_a and_o a_o thousand_o time_n content_v that_o the_o devil_n shall_v come_v unto_o my_o torment_n i_o see_v i_o be_o round_o about_o environ_v with_o such_o cruel_a spectacle_n that_o i_o can_v contain_v myself_o while_o i_o hear_v their_o hideous_a noise_n from_o extend_v also_o my_o own_o voice_n and_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v forbid_v to_o do_v so_o exterior_o yet_o i_o can_v never_o be_v so_o abridge_v interior_o but_o that_o i_o will_v exclaim_v so_o long_o to_o god_n as_o that_o i_o will_v be_v hear_v at_o last_o these_o devilish_a spirit_n o_o my_o jesus_n will_v fain_o abolish_v all_o faith_n annihilate_v humility_n disgrace_n purity_n and_o in_o lieu_n of_o my_o resignation_n unto_o thou_o will_v place_v in_o my_o hart_n a_o will_n pervert_v nor_o do_v i_o marvel_v that_o since_o they_o can_v bring_v this_o to_o pass_v they_o return_v to_o i_o with_o so_o great_a fury_n and_o rage_n and_o strive_v to_o make_v so_o hideous_a noise_n to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v not_o hear_v the_o order_n which_o come_v down_o to_o i_o from_o my_o god_n it_o happen_v to_o i_o as_o to_z one_o that_o expect_v death_n who_o have_v no_o less_o affliction_n when_o he_o see_v the_o instrument_n which_o be_v to_o cut_v off_o his_o head_n than_o he_o have_v while_o he_o be_v in_o the_o act_n of_o suffering_n i_o see_v well_o o_o my_o lord_n that_o if_o thou_o shall_v retire_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o hand_n these_o enemy_n will_v deprive_v i_o of_o life_n they_o will_v fain_o tear_v out_o my_o bowel_n which_o make_v they_o run_v against_o i_o with_o such_o fury_n but_o my_o spouse_n have_v first_o place_v in_o i_o his_o own_o spirit_n and_o his_o hart_n withal_o those_o other_o gift_n and_o grace_n and_o do_v after_o place_v i_o in_o this_o probation_n and_o tentation_n resolve_v that_o i_o shall_v suffer_v for_o the_o creature_n to_o the_o end_n that_o they_o may_v be_v convert_v to_o he_o i_o remember_v well_o o_o word_n of_o certain_a shadow_n which_o be_v give_v i_o by_o thou_o under_o which_o i_o be_v to_o fly_v for_o some_o space_n of_o time_n that_o i_o may_v loose_v the_o hear_n of_o these_o horrible_a roar_n and_o fearful_a noise_n and_o the_o see_v of_o this_o spectacle_n of_o devil_n which_o be_v so_o hideous_a o_o eternal_a word_n thou_o have_v bring_v i_o into_o a_o great_a lake_n wherein_o i_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v myself_o where_o i_o may_v not_o see_v &_o hear_v so_o many_o fierce_a beast_n which_o run_v with_o open_a mouth_n towards_o the_o devour_a of_o i_o what_o therefore_o shall_v i_o do_v it_o will_v be_v best_o that_o i_o take_v courage_n and_o do_v myself_o honour_v by_o it_o make_v a_o virtue_n of_o necessity_n that_o be_v by_o glory_v in_o the_o pain_n i_o endure_v redimo_fw-la i_o à _fw-la caluminantibus_fw-la me_fw-it generatio_fw-la mea_fw-la ablata_fw-la est_fw-la &_o convoluta_fw-la à _fw-la i_o oportet_fw-la i_o gloriari_fw-la in_o varijs_fw-la tentationibus_fw-la timor_fw-la &_o tremor_n venerunt_fw-la super_fw-la i_o &_o contexerunt_fw-la i_o tenebrae_fw-la aestimata_fw-la sum_fw-la tamquam_fw-la mortuus_fw-la à _fw-la cord_n o_o lord_n cast_v thy_o right_a hand_n over_o i_o and_o give_v i_o strength_n many_o other_o thing_n she_o proceed_v to_o say_v and_o she_o also_o understand_v in_o this_o bapt_n that_o until_o the_o day_n of_o the_o most_o b._n trinity_n the_o feel_n of_o the_o divine_a grace_n shall_v not_o be_v whole_o withdraw_v from_o she_o but_o that_o she_o be_v more_o to_o be_v fortify_v by_o god_n for_o her_o spiritual_a comfort_n of_o five_o tentation_n which_o for_o five_o year_n do_v afflict_v she_o she_o have_v a_o sign_n from_o god_n thaâ—_n she_o be_v not_o delude_v and_o how_o for_o the_o space_n of_o five_o hour_n she_o be_v beat_v by_o devil_n chap._n 16._o after_o that_o the_o omnipotent_a god_n have_v fortify_v this_o true_a servant_n of_o he_o with_o so_o many_o sovereign_a conception_n &_o enrich_v she_o with_o so_o many_o grace_n upon_o the_o day_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a trinity_n be_v the_o 16._o of_o june_n in_o the_o say_a year_n 1585._o when_o she_o return_v from_o that_o rapt_v wherein_o she_o have_v remain_v for_o the_o space_n of_o eight_o day_n and_o night_n successive_o he_o withdraw_v from_o she_o the_o delight_n and_o feel_n of_o his_o grace_n whereupon_o the_o hideous_a sight_n of_o devil_n and_o fierce_a tentation_n do_v at_o that_o time_n begin_v to_o afflict_v and_o fright_v she_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o it_o will_v have_v bring_v terror_n and_o horror_n to_o any_o humane_a creature_n whatsoever_o though_o of_o most_o innocent_a and_o holy_a life_n and_o as_o she_o have_v receive_v from_o her_o
chap._n 71._o scarce_o have_v she_o end_v her_o office_n of_o the_o mistress_n of_o the_o novice_n and_o be_v confirm_v therein_o for_o three_o other_o year_n when_o in_o the_o year_n 1602._o she_o be_v overtake_v with_o a_o continual_a catarrh_n which_o wrought_v upon_o she_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o whole_o to_o deprive_v she_o of_o her_o strength_n in_o a_o very_a short_a tyme._n yet_o she_o make_v small_a account_n thereof_o will_v never_o excuse_v herself_o from_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o life_n she_o lead_v nay_o she_o increase_v it_o by_o more_o sharp_a pennance_n be_v in_o doubt_n that_o it_o may_v arrive_v by_o the_o art_n of_o her_o enemy_n to_o alienate_v she_o thereby_o from_o austerity_n for_o this_o cause_n she_o will_v say_v o_o how_o watchful_a ought_v we_o to_o be_v over_o ourselves_o so_o dull_a and_o cowardly_a be_v this_o sense_n of_o we_o which_o will_v esteem_v that_o to_o be_v weakness_n &_o infirmity_n note_n note_n whiâ—h_v indeed_o be_v noth_z ng_z but_o drowsiness_n for_o the_o get_n oâ—ly_o of_o some_o repose_n and_o to_o herself_o look_v on_o herself_o she_o will_v say_v i_o know_v thou_o well_o enough_o and_o i_o will_v never_o do_v after_o thy_o fancy_n but_o glad_o employ_v myself_o in_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n her_o sickness_n increase_v and_o in_o the_o month_n of_o apâ—ill_n 160â—_n a_o vein_n break_v in_o her_o breast_n so_o as_o she_o cast_v up_o great_a quantity_n of_o blood_n which_o weaken_v she_o much_o but_o for_o all_o this_o nothing_o daunt_v she_o will_v never_o think_v of_o restore_v herself_o esteem_v that_o by_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n she_o may_v overcome_v the_o inconvenience_n yet_o sometime_o she_o herself_o will_v say_v i_o be_o many_o time_n consider_v whether_o i_o be_v she_o that_o i_o be_v or_o no_o because_o heretofore_o i_o conceive_v that_o with_o a_o strong_a resolution_n i_o can_v overcome_v any_o difficulty_n and_o now_o the_o more_o i_o force_v myself_o so_o much_o the_o more_o feeble_a and_o faint_a i_o be_o neither_o woâ—ld_v her_o superior_n presume_v have_v see_v in_o she_o so_o great_a wonder_n to_o command_v she_o by_o holy_a obedience_n that_o she_o shall_v go_v into_o the_o bed_n and_o forbear_v the_o austeritye_n of_o her_o life_n though_o they_o fail_v not_o earnest_o to_o desire_v it_o of_o she_o but_o contrary_a wise_a she_o make_v earnest_a prayer_n mingle_v with_o salt_n tear_n to_o god_n that_o he_o will_v not_o permit_v that_o she_o shall_v seem_v sick_a final_o she_o be_v reduce_v to_o such_o term_n that_o she_o can_v not_o take_v any_o food_n nor_o make_v two_o pace_n without_o much_o affliction_n and_o her_o superior_n command_v she_o to_o go_v to_o bed_n immediate_o she_o do_v as_o they_o enjoin_v such_o account_n do_v she_o make_v of_o holy_a obedience_n note_n note_n but_o because_o as_o have_v be_v say_v she_o fear_v much_o that_o this_o may_v happen_v by_o the_o stratagem_n of_o the_o devil_n while_o she_o take_v convenient_a remedye_n for_o her_o body_n she_o be_v much_o trouble_v in_o her_o mind_n she_o continue_v so_o till_o the_o second_o of_o august_n with_o singular_a patience_n when_o be_v first_o surprise_v with_o a_o extraordinary_a accident_n of_o her_o cough_n there_o follow_v a_o very_a great_a abundance_n of_o blood_n which_o she_o can_v not_o forbear_v to_o cast_v up_o the_o physician_n be_v in_o some_o doubt_n lest_o perhaps_o she_o may_v be_v suffocate_v with_o that_o blood_n and_o so_o continue_v she_o till_o the_o day_n of_o s._n laurence_n there_o be_v find_v no_o remedy_n by_o which_o her_o bleed_a may_v be_v stay_v at_o that_o time_n all_o the_o religious_a stand_v round_o about_o her_o bed_n even_o overwhelm_v with_o affliction_n but_o to_o all_o of_o they_o she_o give_v courage_n and_o assure_v they_o confident_o that_o she_o be_v not_o then_o to_o die_v but_o that_o she_o must_v make_v a_o end_n of_o her_o office_n of_o mistress_n of_o the_o novice_n as_o indeed_o it_o happen_v for_o short_o after_o be_v in_o great_a part_n deliver_v of_o her_o infirmity_n upon_o the_o feast_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n she_o resume_v her_o charge_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o whole_a monastery_n our_o lord_n tell_v she_o in_o a_o rapt_v that_o she_o be_v to_o suffer_v much_o till_o her_o death_n she_o be_v elect_v subprioresse_n by_o the_o religious_a and_o soon_o after_o she_o be_v assault_v by_o her_o last_o sickness_n chap._n 72._o upon_o the_o day_n of_o s._n john_n baptist_n in_o the_o year_n 1604._o she_o be_v rapt_v in_o extasis_fw-la this_o be_v the_o last_o rapt_v which_o be_v manifest_v to_o the_o religious_a and_o she_o understand_v by_o god_n that_o from_o thenceforth_o even_o to_o her_o death_n she_o be_v to_o be_v afflict_v with_o continual_a sickness_n she_z with_o a_o cheerful_a countenance_n make_v answer_v o_o my_o jesus_n will_v thou_o have_v i_o become_v as_o a_o little_a infant_n nay_o will_v thou_o that_o i_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v all_o in_o admiration_n she_o add_v o_o how_o little_o shall_v i_o become_v again_o by_o reason_n of_o wh_z ch_z littleness_n these_o soul_n of_o i_o will_v know_v i_o no_o long_o she_o will_v by_o this_o infer_v as_o afterward_o by_o obedience_n she_o relate_v that_o by_o occasion_n of_o her_o sickness_n she_o be_v now_o to_o lead_v a_o life_n so_o different_a from_o the_o former_a that_o it_o will_v seem_v to_o they_o a_o be_v bear_v again_o because_o she_o be_v to_o bear_v the_o naked_a cross_n this_o succeed_v punctual_o for_o from_o that_o time_n forward_o she_o find_v so_o great_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n as_o it_o may_v seem_v after_o a_o sort_n that_o she_o be_v abandoneâ—_n by_o god_n yet_o she_o nevertheless_o be_v still_o more_o earnest_a in_o the_o execution_n of_o the_o divine_a will_n and_o show_v herself_o ready_a to_o suffer_v any_o affliction_n whatsoever_o &_o they_o short_o after_o return_v out_o of_o rapt_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n she_o end_v her_o 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