of stay whereupon they may rest themselues Now this is one of the greatest paines wherewith they be tormented in that cursed place For if these tormeÌ„ts should haue their continuance limited but for a certaine time though it were for a thousand yea a hundred thousand millions of yeres yet euen this would bee some litle comfort vnto them for nothing perfectly great in case it hauâ— an end but alas they haue noâ— so much as this poore and miserable comfort but contraâ—â— wise their paines are equall continuance with the eterniâ—â— of Almightie God In hell shall be no end of torment and the sting of their miserie with tâ— eternitie of Gods glory as lonâ— as Almightie God shall liue 〈◊〉 long shall they die and wheâ— Almightie God shall cease tâ—â— bee God then shall they allâ—â— cease to be as they are O deaâ—ly life O immortall death know not whether I may truely tearme thee either life â—â— death for if thou be life whâ—â— doest thou kill and if thou be death how doest thou endure wherefore I will call thee neyther the one nor the other foâ— so much as in both of them there is contained some that is good as in life there is rest and in death there is an end which â—s a great comfort to the afflicted but thou hast neither rest nor end what art thou theÌ„ Marie thou art the worst of life and the worst of death for of death thou hast the torment without end and of life thou â—ast the continuance without any rest Almightie God hath â—poyled both life and death of that good which they had and hath put in thee that which â—emained to be a punishment or the wicked O bitter comâ—osition ô vnsauerie purgaâ—ion of the Lords cup Psal 74. of the which all the sinners of the â—arth shall drinke their part Now in this continuance in his eternity I would wish that thou my deare Christian brother wouldest fixe the eyes oâ— thy consideration a litle while that as the cleane beast cheweth her cud euen so thoâ— wouldest chew and weigh thâ— point within thy self with greater deliberation and to the intent thou maist do it the better consider a litle the painâ— that a sicke man abideth in oâ—cuill night especially if he 〈◊〉 vexed with anie vchemeÌ„t grieâ—â— or sharpe disease marke hoâ— often he tumbleth and tossâ— in his bed what disquietnesâ— hehath how long and tedioâ—â— one night seemeth vnto hiâ— how duly he counteth all thâ—â— houres of the clocke and hoâ—â— long he thinketh each of the to be how he passeth the timâ— in wishing for the dawning the day which notwithstaâ— ding is like to helpe him verie litle towards the curing of his disease If this then be accounted so great a torment what a torment shall that be trow ye in that euerlasting night in hell which hath no morning nor so much as anie hope of dawning of the day O darknesse most obscure ô night euerlasting ô night accursed euen by the mouth of Almightie God and of all his Saints that one shall wish for light and shall neuer see neither shall the brightnesse of the morning arise â—ie more consider then what a kind of torment that â—hall be to liue euerlastingâ—y in such a night as this is â—ing not in a soft bed as â—e sicke man doth but in a â—â—te burning furnace foming out such terrible raging flames what shoulders shall bee able to abide these horrible heates Oh how it maketh maâ— euen to tremble quake only to thinke of it If it seeme to vs thing intollerable to haue only some part of our feet standing vpon a panne of burning coales for the space of saying one Pater noster what shall be trowe ye to stand body and soule burning in the miâ— dest of those euerlasting hâ—raging fiers in hell in comparison whereof the fiers of thâ— world are but painted fires there any wit or iudgement this world haue men thâ—â— right senses do they vndeâ—stand what these words â—â— import or are they peradueâ—ture perswaded that these â—â— onely fables of Poets or 〈◊〉 they thinke that this appertaineth vnto them or else that it was meant onely for others none of all this can they say for so much as our faith assureth vs certainely herein and our Sauiour Christ himselfe who is the euerlasting truth cryeth out in his Gospell Mat. 24.35 Mar. 13. 31. saying Heauen and earth shall faile but my word shall neuer faile Of this miserie there followeth an other as great as it Section 3. The paines of hell continue euermore in one degree which is that the paynes are alwayes continuing in one like being and in one same degree without anie manner of intermission or decreasing All maner of things that are vnder the cope of heauen do moue and turne round about with the same heauen and do neuer stand still at one state or being but are continually either ascending or desceÌ„ding The sea and the riuers haue their ebbing and flowing the times the ages and the mutable fortune of men of kingdomes are euermore in continuall motion there is no seue so feruent that doth not decline neither griefe so sharpe but that after it is much augmented it doth forthwith decrease To be short all the tribulations and miseries are by litle and litle worne away with time and as the common saying is nothing is sooner drie vp then teares only that pain in hell is alwayes greene only that feuer neuer decreaseth onely that extremitie of heaâ— knoweth not what is either euening or morning In the time of Noes floud Almightâ— God rained fortie dayes and fortie nights continually without ceasing vpon the earth and this sufficed to drowne the whole world but in that place of torment in hell there shall raine euerlasting speares and darts of furie vpon that cursed land without euer ceasing so much as one onely moment and this is so true that as faith a Schoole-man euen the paines which shall be there giuen for the smallest sinnes shall be likewise euerlasting aswell as those paines which be there prescribed for the greatest and most hainous sins for infinite punishment is due vnto all sinnes because in the estate of damnanation there is no absolution or discharge of anie debt for that the time of paying and satisfying is then past therfore shall the paine due vnto veniall sinne continue euermore in one same estate and shall neuer cease Now what torment can be greater and more to be abhorred then coÌ„â—tinually to suffer after one like maner without any kind of alteration or change though â— meate be neuer so delicate yet in case we feed continually thereupon it will in verie short time be verie lothsome vnto vs for no meate can be more precious and delicate then that Manna was which almightie God sent to the children of Israell in the desert and yet because they did eate continually thereof it made them to lothe it yea and prouoked them to
without sadnesse without labour without griefe without trouble without corruption without feare without varietie without alteration a life replenished with all bewtie and dignitie where there is neither enemie that can offend nor delight that can annoy where loue is perfect and no feare a◠all where the day is euerlasting and the spirit of al is one where almighty God is seene face to face who is the onely meate whereupon they seed◠without any lothsomnesse 〈◊〉 delighteth me to consider thy brightnesse and thy treasure do delight my longing heart the more I consider thee the more I am striken in loue with thee the great desire I haue o◠thee doth wonderfully deligh◠me no lesse pleasure is it vn◠to me to keepe thee in remembrance O life most happy ◠kingdome truely blessed wherein there is no death no◠end neither yet succession e◠time where the day continuing euermore without night knoweth not any mutation where the victorious conquerour being ioyned with the euerlasting companies of Angels and hauing his head Crowned with a garland of glorie singing vnto almighty God one of the songs of Siō O happie yea and most happie should my soule bee if when the race of this my pilgrimage is ended I might be worthy to see thy glory thy blessednesse thy beauty the walles and gates of thy Citty thy streetes thy lodgings and thy noble Citizens and thine omnipotent king in his most glorious Maiestie the stones of thy walles are precious thy gates are adorned with bright pearles thy streetes are of very fine excellent gold in which there neuer faile perpetuall praises thy houses are paued with rich stones wrought throughout with Saphires and couered aboue with massie gold where none entreth in that is not cleane neither doth doth any abide there that is defiled faire and bewtifull in thy delights art thou ô Ierusalem none of those things are suffered in thee that are suffered here there is great diuersitie betweene thy things and the things we doe continually see in this miserable life in thee is neuer seene neither darkenesse nor night neither yet any change of time the light that shineth in thee commeth neither of lāpes nor of the moone nor yet of the bright glistring starres but God that proceedeth of God and the light that commeth of light is he that giueth clearnesse vnto thee euen the very king of kings himselfe keepeth continual residence in the midst of thee compassed about with his officers and seruants there do Angels in their order sing a most sweete and melodious harmonie there is celebrated a perpetuall solemnity and feast with euery one of them that commeth thither after his departure out of this pilgrima ge there be the orders of Prophets there is the famous company of the Apostles there is the inuincible army of martyrs The bless companie heauen there are the true and perfect religious persons there are the holy virgins which haue ouercome both the pleasure of the world and the frailtie of their owne nature there are the young men and yong women more auncient in vertue then in yeares there are the sheepe and little lambes that haue escaped from the wolfe and from the deceiptfull snares of this life and there doe now keepe a perpetuall feast each one in his place all alike in ioy though differēt in degree there charity raigneth in her full perfection for vnto them God is all in all whom they behold without ende in whose loue they will be al cōtinually enflamed whom they alwayes loue and in louing doe praise and in praysing doe loue and all their exercises consist in praises without wearinesse and without trauell O happie were I yea and very happie indeede if what time I shall be loosed out of the prison of this wretched bodie I might bee thought worthy to heare those songs of that heauenly melody song in the praise of the euer lasting king by all the Citizens of that so noble city happie were I and very happie if I might obtaine a roome among the chaplaines of that chappell and waite for my turne to sing praises to my God if I might be neere to my King my God my Lord and see him in his glory euen as he promised me when he sayd O father this is my last determinate wil that all those that thou hast giuen vnto me may be with me and see the glory which I had with thee before the world was created hitherto are the words of Saint Augustine Now tell me good Christian reader what a day shall that be that shall shine in thy house if thou leade thy life in the feare of God when after the course of this pilgrimage thou shalt passe from death te◠immortalitie in that passage when others shall beginne to feare thou shalt beginne to reioyce and lift vp thy head because the day of thy deliuerance is at hand Come foorth a little sayth Saint Ierome out of the prison of this body and when thou art before the gate of the Tabernacle set before thine eies the reward thou hopest for tel me what a day sha◠that be when the Lord himselfe with all his Saints shall come and meete thee in the way saying vnto thee Arise make hast ô my beloued my delight and my turtle-doue for now the winter is past and the tempestuous waters are ceased and flowers begin to appeare in our land How great ioy shall thy soule then receiue when it shall be at that time presented before the throne of the most blessed Trinity by the hands of the holy Angels how clearely shalt thou vnderstand the value and excellency of vertue there the obedient man shall talke of victories there vertue shall receiue herreward and the good shall be honored according to their desert moreouer what a pleasure will it be vnto thee when thou shalt see thy selfe to be in that sure hauen when thou shalt remember the tempestes wherein thou hast beene tossed the straights through which thou hastpassed and the daungers which thou hast passed and the daungers of theeues and pirates from whō thou hast escaped this is the place where they shall sing the song of the Prophet which sayth Had it not bene that the Lord had bene my helper it could not bee but that my soule had gone to hell And how it hath pleased almightie God that among such a multitude of damned persons thou shouldest be of the number of his elect and one of those to whom hee would graunt such exceeding great felicitie and glorie Besides all this what a goodly sight shall it be to behold the feastes and triumphes which they daily celebrate with their new brethren who hauing conquered the world and finished the course of their pilgrimage do enter in there to be crowned with them O what a ioy will it be to see those seates filled vp and that Citie builded and the walles of that noble Ierusalem repaired again with what cheerefull imbracings shall the whole Court of
childhood and all our youth euen vnto yesterday is lost all our time passed is perished euen this very day we dined with death And as olde age commeth after youth so death followeth old age Yet would I not wish thee to liue in hope of long life Seneca 1. Epi. for thou knowest not in what corner death doth lie in waite for thee and seeing thou knowest not where he lurketh it were good for thee to expect him euery hower and suspect him euery where And if death be to be feared Seneca Epi. â—0 he is alwayes to be feared for what hower is secure from death yet to the end thou maist not feare death be thou alwayes mindfull of him Thus farre Seneca who though he were a heathen may set vs all to schoole O key-cold Catholike ô negligent Christian how canst thou heare this without blushing how art thou not confounded to thinke hereupon Shall Infidels that know nor God teach thee to liue like a Christian shall heathe as that neither hoped for heauen or feared hell teach vs how to liue die well what can we say to this surely I feare me much that as they are our schoolemaisters now in this point so shall they be our accusers and iudges at the latter day they expected no reward after this life yet dayly indeuored to liue and die well and we that beleeue that there is a most iust and vpright Iudge that shall reward the good with euerlasting glorie and the bad with perpetuall paines neuer or very seldome thinke on death but liue as if there were no such â—matter Heu viâ—â—â—t homines tanquans mors nullu sequatur Et velut Infernum fabula vana forâ—â— Men liue and yet beleeue not that death shall ouer take them The paines of hell they feare not But fables they do make them What great commoditie commeth vnto man by continuall meditation and memorie of death MEmento homo quia puluis es in puluerem reuerteris Gen. 3. Remember ô man that thou art but dust and into dust shalt thou returne againe nothing so much daunteth the pride of man as the remembraunce of his base beginning and miserable ending If we remember what we were in our mothers wombe we cannot but blush for shame If we consider what we are now we shall find many causes to weepe lament and if we die way well what we shall shortly be we should both tremble and quake for feare Our beginning was such as with honestie it cannot be named our present state so full of miseries as no man can number them and our passage out of this life so painefull and perillous as no tongue can tell or pen expresse the same men would thinke hereupon Deut. 3 â—â— O that and prudently foresee prouide for this dreadfull hower Ah God how many thousand soules lie now broiling and burning in hell cursing banning that euer they were borne and all for want of these considerations which had they remembred they might perhaps haue bin happie â—oules and glorious Saints in heauen The memory of death is a most precious preseruatiue against all pestilent deseases of the soule and a present remedy for all sicknesse of sin whatsoeuer The memory of death is the mother of humilitie the nurse of all vertues the bane of pride and step dame of al vices The memory of death purgeth all misdemeanour dissolute and light behauiour and preserueth vs from all hainous crimes and enormities whatsoeuer Memor are nouissima tua faith Salomon in aeternum non peccabis Eccle. 7. Remember thy last things and thou shalt neuer sinne As for example who could take pride to behold him selfe in a Glasse or to looke vppon his straite and well set legges or to heare himselfe commended for his comlinesse of person if hee remembred that Psalme Adhuc pusillum non erit peccatum sed in modica fossa computresoenti ossa After a little while sinfull man must die and then he shall be put into a little hole of the ground where both flesh and bones shall rot and consume to nothing Or who would be delighted to heare himselfe prattle or glorie in his ready and pregnant wit if he did bethinke him that Post hominem vermes post vermem foetor sic in non hominem vertitur omnis homo Shortly perhaps to morrow perhaps to day his tongue shall falter his voyce decay his memory faile him his wits forsake him and he of a man become wormes meate and that which the Magottes shall refuse shall rot stinke most horribly Who could glory of his noble parentage or bragge of worshipful predecessors if he did remember that Post miserum funus vmbra sumus Surely if we did with the eyes of our consideration looke well into their graues we should find greater matter of confusion then of glory And if we did enter some what deeper into the matter way in what estate their poore soules be in hell we should I doubt not haue greater cause to quake and tremble then to bragge and boast of such auncestors Where are now Alexander the great Antiochus Herod and other such whose pridâ— surpassed so farre as they weâ—â— not ashamed to take on them the title of gods yea where are those gods themselues Saturne Iupiter Mars Mertury Bacchus Venus luno and the rest where are they their diuine flesh and bones are turned into dirt and dust Baruch 3. and their sacred soules broyling in euerlasting fire Where are now all those Caesars and Senatours of Rome who so many yeares together commaunded all the world and ruled all the rost where are now all those heathen kings that in auncient times commaunded men and beasts which recreated themselues with the birds and foules of the aire which put their trust and confidence in gold siluer and neuer were satisfied in hoording vp of riches Exterminati sunt ad inferos descendunt alif loco eorum surrex eâ—unt They are extermined perished and descended into hell and others are risen iâ— their roome Iob. They passed theâ—â— dayes in all kind of dalliance delights in a trise descendeâ— into the gulfe of euerlasting griefe where perpetuall torments and eternall horror doth inhabite and remaine And who would set by worldly mucke and pelfe if hâ— remembred these words of ouâ— Sauiour Luke 12. Thou foole this nighâ— shall they take thy soule froâ—â— thee and the goods that thoâ—â— hast gathered together whoâ—â— shall they be Or who would noâ—â— feare to be clothed in Purple 〈◊〉 Veluet and fare deliciously euery day if he remembred thaâ— poore Lazarus which died 〈◊〉 famine Luke 16. was by the Angels caâ—â—ried to heauen and the rich glutton died and was buried in â—ell or thought vppon these words of Dauid Psal 49. The rich men leaue their goods to aliens and strangers their graue must be their house for euer Et vsque in eternum non videbunt
lumen Lo here the last wil testameÌ„t of worldly wise men they giue their goods to strangers Psal 48. which spend them faster then they gathered them many times go together by the cares for the same the diuel hath their soules and the wormes their bodies ô miserable end ô detestable testament what wise men liuing would not wish rather to liue die with Lazarus then with the rich glutton What gaineth the Queenes moyles by their great burdeÌ„s of siluer plate other treasures wherewith they are lodenâ— Surely nothing but a galleâ— backe for when they come â—â— the Inne their treasure is take from them and they naked tâ— red and galled as they be aâ— turned into the stable So rich men gaine nothinâ— by their coffers crammed wiâ— Crownes and sackes full of sâ—â—uer but a conscience pittifuâ— galled with many a grieuoâ— crime when life is at an enâ— they are by their friends stripâ— ped to their skinne and nakeâ— tyred and galled as they bâ— thrust into the stinking stabâ— of hell where they shall beâ— sed worse then Moyles â—â— Moyles in the stable shall â—â— well dressed and curried wâ— sed with prouender and haâ— as much water as they wâ— drinke but the worldly râ—â— â—en in hell shall find none to â—ttie them but millions of diâ—ls to torment them they â—all eate and gnaw their owne â—esh for hunger and if they would giue tenne thousand â—orlds for one little drop of â—ld water Luke 16. they shall not haue 〈◊〉 Wel liue a worlding he that will Moriatur anima mea â—orte Iustorum God graunt â—e to die the death of Iust men and during life to thinke continually thereupon The memory of death maketh vs humble meeke lowly obedient charitable louing courteous and benigne obedient to our superiours humble to our betters lowly to our equals meeke and benigne to our inferiours subiects and seruants charitable to the poore louing to our neighbours â—â— courteous to all sorts of peopâ—â— as well straungers as acquaâ—â—tance poore as rich foesâ—â— friends The memory of death 〈◊〉 keth vs chast and continent â—â—tient and peaceable watch 〈◊〉 wise and warie compunct aâ— contrite it mitigateth all â—â— moderate affections and qâ—â— lifieth all inordinate passions â— helpeth all diseases of the minâ—â— and healeth all sicknesse of tâ—â— soule it turneth imperfectioâ— into perfections and of grâ—uous sinners maketh glorious Saints And to conclude thâ— that attire themselues by thâ— Glasse and spend their dayâ— in meditating hereupon 〈◊〉 generations shall call theâ— blessed in die malae liber abâ—â—um Domâ—nus a sagitta volanâ— indie à negotio perambulantè in tenebrâ—s ab incursu daemonio meridiano Luke 1. Psal 40. In the euill day God shall deliuer them from the arrow that flveth by day froÌ„the busie diuell that walketh by night from in cursion and from the diuell that walketh euen at noone day he that continually expecteth death cannot but liue well and hee that liueth well must needs die well hee therefore that desireth to liue and die well let him beare well in mind that he is dust and into dust he must returne again Although that which is already sayd concerning this matter might suffice any wise man or woman in the world and cause them to looke to themselues prepare for their dying day yet for that I know many to be of such grosse and dull capacity as they cannot perceiue or coÌ„ceiue any thing vnlesse it be iâ— such order set downe as they may in a maner grope feelâ—â— the fame I wil for their sakes set before their eyes the lameÌ„table complaint of one attached by death long before hee looked for him or imagined him to by so neere wishing all men that reade the same grace and wisdom by his exaÌ„ple to beware least the like also happen vnto them which God defend This man in the flower oâ— his time fell so sicke as both Phisitions and all other his friends thought him but a dead man willed him to prepare himselfe for God the which when he heard it did so amaâ—â— him as for a long time hee could not vtter one word his griefe was so great and his feare so farre surpassed al measure at the last with great abundance of teares which like to litle streames trickled down his cheekes he burst foorth into these or the like words following Ah cruell death how hast thou intrapped me how am I entangled in thy snares that thought my selfe farre out of thy reach I imagined that I had yet many yeares to liue a long race to runne but alas my Glasse is runne out and my dayes are vanished like a shadow Psal 5.4 Psal 101. Timor tremor venerunt super me contexerunt me tenebrae The feare of death hath oppressed me in the gulfe of endlesse griefe am I dreÌ„ched and the sorrowes of hell haue coÌ„passed me about and hemd me in on euery side Psal 17. there is no hope of recouery no helpe no refuge Psalmâ— no way to escape but needs must I end my dayes in deepe dispaire and most extreame miserie Psal 101. my youthfull dayes are vanished like smoke my bones are drie as stickes my flesh withered like haye my hart parched vp for that I haue forgotten to cate my meate thus am I suddenly brought to naught that thought my selfe no small man in the view of the world Ah cursed world wo be to me that euer I followed thy vanities Iob. 3. wo wo ten thousand times that euer I knew theeâ— Ah God how happie had I biâ—â— if I had neuer bene borneâ—â— How happy if I had dyed iâ— my mothers wombe and berâ— carried from her bellie to my graue 〈◊〉 41. O death how grieuoâ—â— is the remembrance of thee vnto a man whose pleasure and onely felicity is set on worldly vanities as mine was I could neuer abide to thinke on thee but now I am inforced to feele thee to mine inexplicable paine and remedilesse griefe I would not hearken to those that gaue me good counsell but counted them fooles that liued continually looking for death perswading my selfe that I should liue Methusalems yeares But now alas though it be late I find no foole in the world comparable to me For Death at vnawares is rushed vppon me he hath arested me â—ound me with insolluble â—ands and draweth me to hell euen as a hang-man draweÌ„th a condemned man to the gallowes Helpe helpe helpe Father Mother Brethren Sisters Wife Children Friends Kinsfolkes helpe helpe me if euer you doe lone me now helpe me Misereminimei miseremâ—ni mes saltâ—m vos amicâ— mes Take pitty vpon me take pittie vpon me Iob. 19. at least you my especial good friends take pitty vppon me keepe me from thiâ—â—ruell murderer defend mâ— from this terrible Tyger preserue me from this ramping and roaring Lyon which batâ— me in his pawes and is reaâ— die to teare me in peeâ—â—â— Alas alas
will no man helpe what none O death spare mâ— I pray thee take my lands anâ— let me liue for the loue of thâ— Lord whome I serue lot â—â— alone for a yeare for a mâ—â— neth for a day for an hâ—â— wer giue me a little spaceâ—â— repent I beseech thee Tut tut thou art the child of Death thou art condemned to die thy hower is ended and thou must die no parents no friends no kindred no treasure no honour no wit no pollicie can preuaile or helpe thee a whit If thou wouldest giue me this world full of gold for one howers space I would not take it And if all the Kings Queenes and Emperors that are now or euer were in the world should on their knees intreate for the lengthening of thy life one Miserere while I would not heare them but euen as I now find thee so wil I present thee before the tribunall seate of God wherefore dispatch away O most cursed and cruell death O most bloudy and pitilesse butcher Ah God whose mieserie is comparable to mine Youth quoth Death no words will preuaile thy sobs and sighes thy lamentable outcries and pittifull complaints thy wringing of hands and tearing of thine haire doe not moue me a whit but forth with will I bring thee to a place where thou shalt feele proue such things as neither thine eyes haue seene nor thy eareâ— haue hard nor thy hart can coÌ„ceiue or imagine thou haddest time enough to haue seene this hower haddest thou bin wise but had I wist commeth now too late Ah cruelll death whitheâ— must I go alas whither wilâ— thou leade me to a land vnknowne a laÌ„d of vtter darknes a land of endlesse miserie Iâ— 67. where I shall liue depriued of all my worldly pleasures neither shall any man liuing see me againe But to what ende doe I stand intreating of him that is past all pity Better were it for me to spend the litle space that yet remaineth in bewayling my time which I haue most vnprofitably spent O that I had now a sea of brackish tears to runne downe my cheekes for after this hower my teares will neuer be meritorious any more Ah God how haue I lost how haue I neglected how haue I mispent my golden time in vaine and wanton speeches in banqueting and chambering in dauncing and dallying in dicing and carding in bibbing and bousing in sleeping compasse and a thousand other such villaines in which seeing my solace I haue vtterly lost my selfe and hunting after transitorie pleasures I haue found eternall torments and paines Alas why did I not while I might endeuour so to liue as I might not haue feared to die for sure I am that he that liueth well can not chuse but die well why had I not all my life long made preperation for this iournie in which so many millions of men perish as scarce one among ten thousand passe to the end in safety Oh oh most vnhappie I alas alas in what danger do I stand if my footing faile me now I perish perpetually Ah miserable wretch that I am all this as yet is but the preface or prologue to the play all that as yet I feele is but a shadow or dum shew of that which presently must follow and if the prologue be so dolefull alas how terrible will the Tragedie it selfe be If the very shadow and feare of death be so horrible as it wholly amazeth me to thinke thereupon oh God what will death it selfe be In what sort shall I appeare and stand before the face of that most iust and seuere iudge whom and in whose sight I haue offended more then a hundred thousand thousand times and that most hainously I was sent into this world to serue my Lord God my creatour and redeemer in fasting praying and the like but I alas haue consumed my time in doing the quite contrarie In turning fasting into feasting praying into prating vertues into vices and all misdeedes whatsoeuer of all the dayes of my life God onely knoweth whether I haue speÌ„t either one day or hower in his seruice to his liking or not Alas with what shame and confusion shall I stand before God and his Angels when I shall be driueu to giue an account of euery idle word that I haue spoken in my dayes what a reckening am I like to make Alas I am not able to number the thousandth part of the mortall crimes that I haue committed what then can I say for my idle words and thoughts which in number surmounte the sandes of the Sea Ah miserable foole that I am I should haue thought of these things before but now alas it is too late wo wo to me tenne thousand times that euer I deferred my time of amendment putting off from day to day crying with the Crow Cras Cras so long as now I am like to bee the Diuels owne blacke bird and to be put vp in the Cage of hell for euermore O false fawning and flattering friends ô cousening and craftie Physitions how iust cause haue I to wish that I had neuer knowne nor seene you you told me all was well and that there was no daunger of death at all Feare nothing said you this infirmity is nothing but a litle distemperature of some humors and therefore thou needest not send for the Preacher or to trouble your selfe with thinking on your sinnes at this time but when you are well confesse your sinnes vnto God at leasure at this time sleepe take your rest and set all your cares apart you shall soone be whole oâ— this maladie O false and mosâ— vnfaithfull friends friends faâ— I nay rather most cruell foeâ— enemies of my poore soule and workers of my euerlasting woâ— and miserie for hearkening to your Syren songs I haue rushed on the rockes of euerlasting death I perish whilâ— there is none to helpe but aâ— las I am well enough serued for he that will not preuenâ— death is worthie to be preueted by him All mortall wights of whâ—â— sexe or degree soeuer thou bâ— remember that thou must die and perhaps as soone as my selfe for anie warrant that thou hast to the contrarie do good to all while thou mayest seeke to appease the wrath of God while you haue time in Hymnes Psalmes and Thanksgiuing seeke to praise and please him and while thou liuest in this wretched world liue in such sort as in the houre of death you die not in such confusion and as I do now I wish now that I had spent my youth in the wildernesse with Iohn Baptist liued by â—…rie bread and water with Machâ—rius prayed with â—…mes vntill my knees had â—in as hard as horne bewayled my sins with Mary Magdaâ—â—ne whose coÌ„tinual teares had â—â—et to furrowes or gutters in her face beaten my selfe wiâ—â— an yron chaine thrise a dâ—â— vntill the bloud ranne dowâ— to the ground as Katherâ—â— of Sâ—enna did and done anâ— thing else whatsouer and iâ—â— might liue any longer
I wouâ—â— liue euen like an Angell vpâ—â— earth but alas I would nâ—â— when I might and now I caâ— not though I would Let euâ—â— rie one therefore if he be wiâ—â— beware by my harmes aâ—â— while yeares strength aâ—â— time do serue to merite eâ—â— deuour to preuent the miserable cares and most perilloâ—â— perplexities that you see 〈◊〉 lapped in Behold I stand noâ—â— in such extremitie as I maâ—â— greater account and wouâ—â— more reioyce of one Pater â—â—ster or other litle prayer dâ—uoutly said for me then 〈◊〉 innumerable millions of gold and precious stones I haue with the prodigall child spent my golden time and wasted all lasciuiously not thinking what would follow and now I go a begging from dore to dore crauing some spirituall â—â—mes and euerie one thruâ—â—eth me from him saying Mat. 25. Ne forte nobis tibi non fufficiat Math. 15. I would gladly catch some of the crummes that fall from their table but no maÌ„ will giue â—â—e anie no man hath pitie of â—â—e and rightly for why should any man pitie him that would not pitie himselfe I cared not for my selfe why then should others care for me O all you that stand here about me and are eye-witnesses of my present miseries beware â—e ware by me and while you are in health hoord not â— your treasurers in earth but heauen let poore mens bâ— somes be your store-house Redeeme your sinnes wâ— Almes-deedes and your iâ— quities with pitie of the pooâ— endeuor by the means of wâ— ked MaÌ„moÌ„ to make you mâ— frieÌ„ds that in the houre of deâ— they may bring you richly â— den with merites and gâ— workes into the eternall tabâ— nacle and be not excluded shut out for want of gâ— without hope of mercie â— fauour as ye see me Oh oh cruell death Iâ— hath pierced my hart the hoâ— of my dissolution is come Iâ— liue no longer my sightâ— xeth dimme my senses â—â— my tong beginneth to clâ—â— to the roofe of my mouth voyce waxeth feeble and in â—eed of speaking I begin to â—attle in the throate Ah tole go tole my dolefull passing â—ell Ring out my mournfull â—nell Alas alas I must be gone I must die I must die farewell my faithfull friends all the things that in this world â— tooke delight in I must now depart and leaue you all behind Adue Adue for euer and euer I shall neuer see you againe Behold my legs waxe cold as yce my hands withered and drie my nayles blacke my face wanne pale earthly my sight dimme and â—arke mine eyes waxe hollow begin to roll in my head and more and more I waxe lothsome to looke on my heart panteth and gaspeth for breath but being oppressed by deaâ—â— it can indure no longer noâ— all my carnall friends begin â—â— put me in mind of God anâ— will me to call vpon Iesus anâ— to runne to him for mercie Aâ— las how can I with confidenâ— now cal vpon him whom I nâ— uer serued how can I hope â—â— mercie at his hands whom â— haue so infinitly offended â—â— ring life I abused his mercy aâ—â— therefore must I now feele hâ— iustice O Arsenius Arâ—â—nius how happie and blesseâ— wert thou that haddest thâ— houre of death alwayes beforâ— thine eyes But wo and tennâ— thousand times wo to me thâ—â— neuer thought on deathâ— vntill I was wounded at thâ— heart Alas whither shall my poorâ— ghost go now what harbour â—â—all my sinfull soule find â—â—ho will receiue her who â—â—all be her companion who â—â—al be her guide in this strange â—â—gion by the which she is to â—asse who will or can helpe â—â—r or what is he that dareth 〈◊〉 speake for her departing as â—â—e doth O lord God of â—ostes thou art our guide thou â—â—t the way by which I should walke thou art the doore by which I must enter be thou â—y refuge my comfort and â—efence in this most dreadfull â—â—oure thou art the Father of mercie and God of all consoâ—ation and comfort it is more proper to thee to haue mercie â—â—en for me to sinne I cannot â—inne so much but thou canst â—orgiue much more and this I also beleeue that I shoâ— more offend thy Maiesticâ— dispairing of thy mercie â—â— in all the other sinnes that â—â— I committed and thereâ—â— will I put my trust in theeâ—â— though thou shouldest kill â—â— Miserere mei Deus miseâ—â— met quta in te confidit anâ— mea Into thy hands ô Loâ— do I commend my soule tâ—â— haâ—â—redeemed me ô Lord â—â— of truth Ah farewell farewell â— friends God graunt my mâ—rable and vnprouided deâ— may make you to liue and â— better then I haue done I â— manie legions of wicked â— rits which enuiron me roâ—â— about triumphing the petition of my soule hoping â—â— haue me their perpetuall sâ—◠〈◊〉 hel All good Christians pray or me that God of his infinite goodnesse deliuer me not ouer to the willes of those most horrible and vgly monsters Amen A SONG IN THE praise of heauenly Ierusalem HIerusalem my happie home When shall I come to thee When shall my sorowes haue an end Thy ioyes when shall I see O happie harbour of the Saints O sweet and pleasant soile In thee no sorrow may be found No griefe no care no toile In thee no sicknesse may be seene No hurt no â—ch no sore There is no death not vgly diuell There 's life for euermore No dampish mist is seene in thee No cold nor darkesome night There euerie soule shines like the Sun There God himselfe giues light There lust and luker cannot dwel There enuie beares no sway There is no hunger hear nor cold But pleasure euerie way Ther 's Nectar and Ambrosia made Ther 's muske and Ciuet sweet There many a fine and daintie drugge Are troden vnder feete There Cinamon there Sugar growes There Nard and Balme abound What toung can tell or heart conceiue The ioyes that there are found Quite through the streets with siluer sound The floud of life doth flow Vpon whose bankes on euery side The wood of life doth grow There trees do euermore beare fruite And euermore do spring There euermore the Angels sit And euermore do sing There Dauid stands with harpe inhand As maister of the quire Ten thousand times that man were blest That might his mufike heare Gods praises there are alwayes song With harmonie most sweete Old Sâ—meon and Zacharie Haue not their songs to seeke There Magdalene hath left her mone And cheerefully doth sing With blessed Saints whose harmonie In euery streete doth ring Hierusalem my happie home Would God I were in thee Would God my woes were at an end Thy ioyes that I may see I. B. AN EXHORTAtion to good life Of the punishmentes which the Lord threatneth vnto such as liue a sinfull life Chap. I. ONe of the principal means which the Lord hath vsed often times to bridle the hearts of men and to draw them vnto the obedience of his commandements hath bene
made armour of them â— to serue sinne euen so will hâ—â— ordaine that they shall there â— all tormented each one of the with his proper torment Eyes the shall the wanton and lecheroâ— eyes be tormeÌ„ted with the tâ— rible sight of diuels Eares the earâ—â— with the confusion of such hoâ— rible cries and lamentations shall there be heard Nose the noâ— with the intollerable stench of that filthy and lothsome place the taste Taste with a most rauenous hunger and thirst the touching Touching and all the members of the bodie with extreame colde and fire the imagination Imagination shall bee tormented by conceiuing of griefes present the memorie Memorie by calling to minde the pleasures past the vnderstanding Vnderstanding by considering what benefites are left and what miseries are to come This multitude of punishmentes the holy Scripture signifieth vnto vs when it faith that in hell there shall be hunger Mat. 5. Psal 10. thirst weering wailing gnashing of teeth swordes double edged spirits created for reuengement serpents worms scorpions hammers and wormewood water of gall the spirit of tempest and other things of like sort Wherby are signified vnto vs as in a figure the multitude and dreadfull terror of the most horrible paines and torments that be in that cursed place there shall be like wise darkenesse both inward and outward both of bodie and soule farre more obscure then the darkenesse of Egypt Exod. 10. which might be felt euen with hands There shall be fire also not as this fire here that tormenteth a litle shortly endeth but such a fire as that place requireth which tormenteth exceedingly and shall neuer make an end of tormeÌ„ting Now if this be true what greater wonder can there be than that they which beleeue and confesse this for trueth should liue with such a strange negligence and carelesnesse as they doe What trauailes and paines would not a man willingly take to escape euen one onely day yea one houre the very least of all these torments And wherefore do they not then to escape the euerlastingnesse of so great paines horrible tormeÌ„ts endure so litle a trauell as to followe the exercise of vertue Surely the consideration of this matter were able to make a man besides himselfe in case he would deepely weigh it And if among so great a number of paines The damned have no kind of coÌ„fort or hope of any case or end of their most horrible tormeÌ„ts there were any maner of hope of ende or release it would be some kinde of comfort but alas it is not so for there the gates are fast shut vp from all expectation of anie maner of ease or hope in all kind of paines and calamities that be in this world there is alwayes some gappe lying open whereby the patient may â— ceiue some kinde of comfoâ—â— sometimes reason sometime the weather sometimes friendes sometimes the heaâ—â— that others are troubled wâ— the very same disease sometimes at the least the hope of â— end may cheere him somewhâ— Onely in these most horriâ—â— paines and miseries that bee hell all the wayes are shut vp such sort and all the hauenâ—â— comfort so embarred that miserable sinner cannot heâ—â— for remedie on any side neithâ—â— of heauen nor of earth neithâ—â— of the time past or present 〈◊〉 of the time to come neither by any other meanes The daâ—â—â—ned soules thinke that all mâ—â— are shooting darts at them 〈◊〉 that all creatures haue conâ—â—â—red against them and that 〈◊〉 â—â—â—y themselues are cruell aâ—â—â—nst themselues To this may â—â—â—e applied that saying of the â—â—ly Prophet Dauid Psal 17.6 The soâ—â—wes of bill haue compassed 〈◊〉 round about and the snares â—death haue besieged mee For 〈◊〉 which side so euer they â—oke or turne their eyes they â—oe continually behold occaâ—ions of sorrowe and griefe â—nd none at all of any ease or â—omfort Mat. 25.10 The wise Virgines sayeth the Euangelist that â—loode readie prepared at the â—ates of the bridegroome entred â—â— and the gate was foorthwith locked O locking euerlasting O inclosure immortall O gate of all goodnesse which shal neâ—er any more be opened again 〈◊〉 if he had said more plainely â—â—e gate of pardon and mercie of comfort of intercession of hope of grace and of all goâ—â— nesse is shut vp for euer andâ— uer Sixe dayes no more 〈◊〉 Manna to be gathered but seuenth day Exod. 16. which was the both day there was none to found and therefore shall fast for euer that hath not due time made his prouision forehand The sluggard saâ—â— the wise man will not till ground for feare of colde Pro. 20. 〈◊〉 therefore shall hee begge 〈◊〉 bread in sommer and no 〈◊〉 shall giue him to eate anâ—â— an other place he faith He 〈◊〉 gathereth in sommer is a 〈◊〉 sonne and hee that giueth 〈◊〉 selfe to sleeping at that season the sonne of confusion For wâ—â— confusion can there be great then that which that miseraâ— couetous riche man sufferâ—â— who with a fewe crummeâ—â— bread that fell from his table â—ight haue purchased to himâ—â—â—fe abundance of euerlasting â—elicitie and glorie in the kingâ—ome of heauen but because â—…e would not giue so small aâ—ning he came to such an exâ—â—eame necessitie that he begâ—â—d yea and shall for euer â—…gge but onely the droppe â—…colde water and shall neuer â—…taine it who is not mooued â—…ith that request of this inforâ—…nate damned person who â—…ryed O father Abraham haue â—…mpassion vpon me send Laâ—arus vnto mee that hee may â—…ppe the tippe of his finger in â—…ater and touch my tongue for â—hese horrible flames doe torâ—eÌ„t me exceedingly What smalâ—r request could there be desiâ—… then this hee durst not reâ—uest so much as one cuppe of water â—â—either that Lazaâ—â— should put this whole handing the water not yet which more to be wondreâ—d at did request so much as thâ—e wâ—â—â— finger but onely the tipâ—â—ed that it might touch his toâ—â— and yet this onely would be graunted vnto him whâ—â—â— by thou maiest perceiue hâ—â—â— fast the gaâ—e of all consolation shut vp and howe vniuerâ— that interdict and excommuâ—â— cation is which is there laid 〈◊〉 on the damned fith this mâ—â— glutton could not obtaine much as this small request â—â— that where soeuer the damnâ—â— persons do turn their eies â—â— which side soeuer they sireâ—â— forth their hands they shall 〈◊〉 finde any maner of comfort iâ—neuer so small and as he thâ—â— is in the sea choked and almoâ—â— drowned vnder the water not â—inding any stay wherewith to â—â—ttle his foot stretcheth forth â—â—is handes often times on eueâ—â—e side in vaine because all â—hat he graspeth after is thinne and liquid water which deceiueth him euen so shall it â—â—re with the damned persons â—â—en they shall be drowned in â—hat deepe sea of so many miseâ—ies where they shall striue and struggle alwayes with death without finding any succour or place