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whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o bad_a then_o shall_v our_o wickedness_n be_v bring_v to_o light_v which_o now_o lie_v hide_v in_o darkness_n i_o see_v the_o dead_a say_v saint_n john_n revel_v 20.12_o both_o great_a and_o small_a stand_n before_o god_n and_o the_o book_n be_v open_v and_o another_o book_n be_v open_v which_o be_v the_o book_n of_o life_n and_o the_o dead_a be_v judge_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o book_n according_a to_o their_o work_n and_o whosoever_o be_v not_o find_v witten_v in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n be_v cast_v into_o the_o lake_n of_o fire_n thus_o it_o be_v evident_a every_o man_n shall_v give_v up_o his_o account_n every_o soul_n shall_v first_o or_o last_o come_v to_o his_o reckon_n multorum_fw-la vocatio_fw-la paucorum_fw-la electio_fw-la omnium_fw-la retributio_fw-la many_o be_v call_v few_o choose_v but_o all_o reward_v according_a to_o their_o deed_n oh_o then_o let_v we_o prepare_v ourselves_o to_o meet_v our_o god_n let_v 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dentium_fw-la of_o that_o infernal_a beast_n who_o will_v give_v to_o my_o eye_n say_v he_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o by_o my_o weep_v here_o i_o may_v prevent_v weep_v and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n hereafter_o and_o have_v the_o saint_n of_o god_n thus_o shrink_v at_o the_o thought_n of_o hell_n how_o shall_v then_o the_o loin_n of_o the_o wicked_a quake_n and_o tremble_v come_v now_o thou_o profane_a wretch_n of_o a_o profane_a age_n who_o at_o every_o word_n almost_o that_o drop_n from_o thy_o irreligious_a mouth_n speak_v damnation_n to_o thy_o soul_n bealch_v out_o ever_o and_o anon_o these_o or_o the_o like_a execrable_a speech_n will_v i_o be_v damn_v if_o i_o know_v this_o or_o that_o god_n damn_v i_o body_n and_o soul_n if_o i_o do_v it_o not_o alas_o alas_o seem_v it_o a_o light_a thing_n in_o thy_o eye_n to_o play_v with_o flame_n to_o sport_v thyself_o with_o everlasting_a burn_n tell_v i_o do_v thou_o know_v or_o do_v thou_o ever_o cast_v it_o in_o thy_o thought_n what_o a_o condition_n it_o be_v to_o be_v damn_v hear_v a_o little_a and_o tremble_v thou_o shall_v there_o to_o thy_o great_a horror_n and_o amazement_n see_v much_o joy_n but_o never_o feel_v it_o for_o thou_o shall_v see_v abraham_n isaac_n and_o jacob_n and_o all_o the_o prophet_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n &_o thou_o thyself_o thrust_v out_o luke_n 6.13.28_o as_o touch_v thy_o company_n though_o here_o on_o earth_n thou_o will_v not_o perchance_o be_v hire_v to_o lodge_v one_o night_n in_o a_o house_n haunt_v with_o spirit_n yet_o there_o thou_o must_v inhabit_v with_o unclean_a devil_n for_o evermore_o matth._n 25.41_o and_o to_o conclude_v in_o this_o thy_o curse_a estate_n thy_o heart_n and_o tongue_n shall_v be_v full_a of_o curse_n and_o blasphemy_n thou_o shall_v blaspheme_v the_o god_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o pain_n and_o sore_n thou_o shall_v curse_v those_o that_o be_v the_o mean_n to_o bring_v thou_o thither_o curse_v the_o time_n that_o ever_o thou_o lose_v so_o 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nor_o day_n but_o the_o smoke_n thereof_o shall_v ascend_v for_o ever_o the_o worm_n be_v eternal_a for_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o damn_a shall_v be_v everlasting_o torment_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n their_o worm_n die_v not_o say_v the_o prophet_n and_o their_o fire_n never_o go_v out_o the_o prison_n wherein_o they_o be_v enclose_v be_v eternal_a the_o prayer_n of_o the_o church_n can_v open_v the_o prison_n door_n to_o peter_n but_o no_o prayer_n can_v pierce_v these_o wall_n no_o power_n can_v overthrow_v they_o no_o time_n can_v ruin_v they_o out_o of_o hell_n be_v no_o redemption_n no_o ransom_n no_o delivery_n cruciantur_fw-la damnati_fw-la cruciantur_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la this_o be_v the_o last_o sentence_n of_o the_o judge_n his_o irrevocable_a decree_n his_o immutable_a and_o eternal_a judgement_n on_o the_o damn_a which_o shall_v nevever_o be_v reverse_v impossibile_fw-it adesse_fw-la intolerabile_fw-la abesse_fw-la impossibile_fw-it there_o be_v no_o appeal_n will_v lie_v from_o this_o judge_n there_o be_v no_o reverse_v this_o judgement_n when_o the_o sentence_n be_v once_o past_a it_o stand_v for_o eternity_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o ancient_a church_n repeat_v this_o sentence_n often_o in_o their_o divine_a service_n peccantem_fw-la i_o quotidie_fw-la &_o non_fw-la penitentem_fw-la timor_fw-la mortis_fw-la conturbat_fw-la quia_fw-la ex_fw-la inferno_fw-la nulla_fw-la est_fw-la redemptio_fw-la while_o i_o daily_o sin_n but_o repent_v not_o daily_o as_o i_o ought_v the_o fear_n of_o death_n amaze_v i_o because_o after_o this_o life_n end_v out_o of_o hell_n be_v no_o redemption_n the_o blood_n of_o christ_n shed_v on_o golgotha_n be_v full_o sufficient_a to_o save_v all_o mankind_n but_o it_o belong_v not_o to_o the_o damn_a if_o therefore_o the_o yoke_n of_o repentance_n seem_v not_o sweet_a to_o thou_o say_v st_n bernard_n think_v on_o that_o yoke_n which_o thou_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o suffer_v which_o be_v go_v you_o 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tooth_n now_o since_o this_o be_v certain_o true_a be_v it_o possible_a for_o man_n so_o to_o degenerate_v into_o a_o beast_n as_o to_o believe_v these_o thing_n and_o not_o to_o tremble_v can_v the_o knowledge_n of_o these_o thing_n swim_v in_o our_o brain_n without_o a_o serious_a and_o find_v digestion_n of_o they_o into_o our_o heart_n when_o we_o know_v and_o stand_v convince_v that_o inexplicable_a eternal_a endless_a easeless_a horror_n without_o true_a and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n abide_v we_o hereafter_o and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n we_o know_v not_o nor_o can_v possible_o discern_v with_o how_o speedy_a and_o swift_a a_o foot_n our_o end_n approach_v nor_o how_o sudden_o we_o shall_v be_v summon_v to_o give_v the_o world_n our_o everlasting_a farewell_n how_o can_v so_o sad_a and_o important_a consideration_n as_o this_o possess_v our_o thought_n &_o not_o torment_v they_o or_o how_o can_v this_o choose_v but_o embitter_v our_o dear_a pleasure_n and_o cross_v our_o 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