I needs must be reiected And by those dooming words thou breath'st in ire Be headlong cast into eternall fire Heau'n gates are shut sweet mercy there in none Then to blacke foggie hell I le get me gone That kingdome 's priuiledg'd perhaps and free From sight of him who all things else doth see Oh! but my fearefull conscience willes me know As God rules heau'n aboue so hell below And sayes those gates stand ope to let soules in Fit place of torture for their grieuous sinne And as the heauens so doth he hell retaine Death dooming-torture neuer-dying paine Why then be gone poore soule poast hence away For heere thou maist not nay thou dar'st not stay Oh! that I had Auroraes wings to flye Beyond those Seas where farther parts doe lye Or to some country which no eye hath seene Where neuer creature hath bin bred or beene But t is in vaine for thy farre-reaching hand Can quickly pull me from that vnknowne land Be dimme oh brighest Sunne toarch-man to day Let thy moyst oyle decrease thy light decay Faire Luna let not thy bright beames be spide For peraduenture darknes may me hide Oh saies my conscience trust not to blacke night For with thy God darknes is as the light Wel I could wish that some huge high-topt mountaine Or els some vast-known bottomles deep fouÌ„taine Would take my life from his all-seeing eye Whose onely name makes me dispayring dye But all in vaine for if I there woud be No rockes nor flouds can hide my sin from thee Where ere I would be thou O God art there And though not seene yet I thy voyce doe heart That voice that to my sinfull Grandsire came Inforceth me to say Lord heere I am Heer 's Adams sinfull Of-spring knowne by name First man created and the first of shame Heere is a sinfull wretch a Demie Deuill Proane vnto nothing but to that is euill Vnthrifty in goodnes Marchant in vile sinne Exchanging better wares more worse to win Earths excrement alas of all men hatefull vnkinde vnto my selfe to God vngratefull From these ill wishes I must needs refraine Since all my wishes are both fond and vaine Or what I wish for if I could obtaine Those things I wish for would soone prooue my paine What ere I wish for or doe most desire The things I wish prooue ministers of yre The things obscurest thou O Lord canst see No place from thy world-seeing-eye is free The secretst parts that in my body lye They all lye ope to thy all-seeing eye Thou likwise brought me froÌ„ my mothers wombe And thou shalt Iudge me at thy fearefull doombe The Prince of darknes doth likewise accord Bids me dispaire in my death-dying Lord Caytiffe saith he looke not to heau'n for grace Since heau'n and earth see thy sin-couered face Earth looks at heau'n heau'n at the earth doth wonder That earth vp-holding sin rents not a sunder Tels me that wealth was my hearts chiefest treasure Sayes that in pride I tooke my sweetest pleasure Enuy and malice doing neighbour wrong All these I doe confesse I lou'd too long Murder blacke murder and fowle leachery Were coupled Actors in this tragedy He further saies that God shall prooue vntrue If he forgiue to whome reuenge is due That God's not God except he doe prooue iust That he reuenge for sinne needs render must T is true t is true ô whether shall I run Would God my life were now but new begun Now wold I sowe wheÌ„ Autumne yeelds ripe corne Now well nigh dead now doe I wish new borne Long haue I liu'd out-liuing manie men passing the age of foure-score yeeres and ten And now the Deuill for to adde more paine Saies my huge sin calles but for grace in vaine Dâ—ueâ— let not the sluces of thine eyes Make thy teares passage vnto Paradise Intreate not Abram send vs Lazarus No for if that heau'nling come among vs Hee 'le but delate of that I feare to know Hell Death Destruction Deuils Torture Woe Thus might I see this poor wretch plung'd in woe Almost receiuing foule sinnes ouerthrow And now his Sea of teares moist drops past number Lull him sad pensiue in a heauie slumber Not long he slept but griefe owle-scriching cries Beate pathes for passage through his ceaseles eyes Now combates his good Genus with the Deuill Mauger the bad the good expels the euill Sathan did tempt him much sore did shake him Yet the good spirit would not so forsake him Though flesh be fraile now he defyeth sinne And with fresh teares doth thus his passion gin O Ship-wrackt soule drencht in a Sea of teares Laden with Euils and full fraught with feares Let bitter flouds fall from thy restles eies Make heauens to pitty thy hearts wofull cries Neuer ô neuer cease heau'n to implore Till peace of conscience heau'ns to thee restore Swim O my soule breake through the flouds of sin See if with Pâ—eter thou the Shore canst win And at thy landing rest thou shalt imbrace A golden wreath the Lambe the Childe of grace And heauenly Quiers for to welcome thee Shall sound the musicke of heauens melody Thinke no worke great enough this blisse to gaine Great is the ioy that comes of this thy paine Trouble like wings must hurle thee vp and downe Before thou mayst receiue th' Imperiall crowne Thou vnto dayes weekes to months yeares Must owe the hourely rent of stintlesse teares Apprentice-like binde thou thy yeares to care The heart thy shop Gods sacred word thy ware Gooâ— thoâ—ghts thy Chapmen and good works thy gaine Thy cheâ— the poor thy reioycing paine Daies passe in plaints thy nights without repose Awake to weepe and sleep in wakinge woes Let Wisdome be thy head Compunction Mother Thy friends the Angels the Lambe thy Brother Take for thy soules sweet Spouse deaths memory Thy kinsfolkes sighes thy children Lachrymae This right-hand path leades not thy soule amisse But eftsoone brings thee to the bower of blisse Consider further ô my soule quoth he Sinners beside my selfe there many be Many haue stain'd the honour of their place And yet in heau'ns bright eye not lost their grace And though I sin in liues booke I am noted Since now to my deare God I am deuoted Moreouer by his death it doth appeare How great the loue is that my God doth beare To me sinnes Monster and most worthy blame The badge of ignomy and Map of shame Th' abuser of rich Time a lumpe of ill Too slowe in good too bad too swift in will What meaning hath his head declin'd but this To giue my sinfull soule a gratious kisse His heart 's all open for to let me see A heart that hath such loue none hath but he His hands are stretched out for to imbrace me That he in Angels blisse may after place me Yea all his pretious corpes alas are wounded That though I sin sin death hell confounded His bodies life fell-fell-death doth also seuer Yet he
saies his wounds makes sinners free His bloud the key that lets them enter in O then my God make this world hell to me That I in heau'n may see all this with thee Christes Crowne is sharpe THe cruel thornes with w c our Lord was crowned Were sorely sharpe that shed his sacred blood A gratious loue in glorious life renowned To hurt it selfe to doe his seruants good But while those points did pricke his sacred head Sinne death and Sathan all were deadly wounded O blessed Christ that so my comforts bred As by thy death both death and hell confounded Blest were the drops of so deuine a nature As shed by sinners were the death of sin And blessed Christ that so didst blesse thy creature As by thy death didst his best life begin Yet let me weepe to see his head so bleeding That is my heart and spirits onely feeding Doloris finis gaudium MY heauy soule haue patience with thy selfe The tydes wil turne the ebbe may haule a flow A Ship sometime may run vpon the shelfe And yet be saued from her ouer-throw Say that thy griefes doe gripe thee euery houre While that thy life is neere the point to dye And weakned nature hardly hath the power To beare the burthen of thy miserie Yet doe thou know thy sinfull soule deserueth Farre greater death if Iustice doe thee right And know withall that mercie still preserueth A Sunney blessing for the faithfull sight Where thou shalt finde that all the worlds annoy Is farre vnworthy of the smallest ioy Benedictus deus in eternum SOme wicked spirit thought my heart accurst Because it saw how I was woe begon me Sorrow and death and hell did seeke their worst With all their forces all to fall vpon me Sorrow did locke my heart with many a sob And brought my life vnto the doore of death And when death saw how my poore hart did throb He shew'd the horrour of the hell beneath But when my God did in his mercie see My soule besiedged thus on euery side With one faire looke he made their forces flye Nor death nor hell nor sorrow durst abide But left my soule in such a blessed case By mercies liuing loue to be relieued That I must sing in glory of his grace That helpt my soule when it was so agreeued The sinful soules sob SOrrow and Sinne to my heart are no wonder Since sinne and sorrow rent my heart asunder My soule in sinne hath long time had aboad While sorrow wept that I offended God My Sinne I must confesse is much more great Then is the sorrow of my grieued heart Yet sorrow willes me humbly to intreate For mercie to asswage my wofull smart Therefore to thee that canst throw downe to hell And after fetch into the Heau'n of blisse To thee in whome sweet mercy still doth dwell In whom all comfort was shall be and is To thee a wretched soule nigh drown'd in sinne With sorrow weepes that he may mercy win Laqueus contritus est SInne and dispaire both at a banquet met And in their feasting that they might haue ioy My yeelding soule in hast from me they fet And made it drunke and drown'd it in annoy But tasting of sinnes cheare I wot full well Dispaire that neuer wisht the soule but harme Had well nigh brought my life to that same hell Where sins more thick theÌ„ Bees in summer swarme Which when I did perceiue all woe begon me With bleeding heart I looked vp on high And God in mercy so did looke vpon me And to my griefe such medicine did apply That bâ—ing heal'd of my dispayring sinne I might by faith his gratious fauour winne Par nulla figura dolori IF I were set to seeke out sorrows muses And all at once were come to waite vpon me With all the griefe that greatest sorrow vses To shew the world how I am woe begon me If all the world had brought their woes together And all set downe in their extreamest kinde And all the kinds had brought their crosses hether To shew the death of a tormented minde If all the figures that the Poets faine Should in their nature truely be expressed And euery sorrow in a sun drie vaine Could shew the horror of a heart distressed If these and more then euer yet were knowne To crucifie a poore vnhappie creature In pleasures spirit wholy ouerthrowne Could shew the pride of sorrow in her nature I thinke they all would fall out short in fine To sound but where the depth of my distresse And leaue this heart and wofull soule of mine Vnto the comfort of the comfortlesse But since I see God onely knowes my griefe Which is too great for any man to gesse And in his mercie liues my soules reliefe And he alone can giue my heart redresse I will beseech his Maiestie deuine In mercies height the hope of happines For to receiue this humble soule of mine And bring my heart out of this heauines Non est Deus sicut noster AT Christes Ascention heau'ns-vast wombe did wonder whilst Angels harts did bleed cleaue a sunder Immortal passions so did wound and paine them That all amort they sit and thus complaine them O thou bright morning star thou glories glory Make vs partakers of a wofull story By thee we know sin death hell confounded But cannot shew how wisdom came thus wouÌ„ded Then gan the spirit of that be-slaughtered lambe To tell how by those wounds his goodnes came Amid the Center of an earthly Cell Accompanied with friends I long did dwell At length they wound bring me to my end And he that most did hurt was most my friend Life of all liues they kil'd and put to paine My harme their good sowre sweet my losse their gaine O fountaine of all mercy mercies wonder What heart can heare this and not burst asunder T was I woe's me therefore that caus'd thine end Whom thou in mercie dost accompt a friend Within the closure of some obscure Cell My soule be-murdering-Lord till death shal dwel There shall it weeping sit and read this story Till heau'n assume it for to see thy glorie A passion LEt me goe seeke some for-lorne place Where nothing liues but sorrows loue Where I may sit and waile my case Vnto the blessed heau'ns aboue For to the world to tell my woes It were a breath but spent in vaine A labour that my soule might lose Or with a sigh returne againe For all the thoughts of pitties eye On earth are buried long agoe And all the waies of miserie Are to dispaire or dye in woe For vertue she that heauenlie Queene That onelie keeps the soule a crowne Whose faith hath in her fauours been Though heere by fortune beaten downe Euen she is forc'd to keepe her seate Among the Angels blessed armes Because she sees the world intreate Her seruants with such wicked harmes And since I doe so plainlie see That in the world there is no place For vetue pitty not for me Nor any in my heauie case Let me goe seeke some sorrie Caue With sorrowes loue to sit alone And like a Ghoast within the graue Vnto the heau'ns to make my mone For in the heau'ns I know he is Who hath subdu'd the power of hell And in that heauenly hand of his Doth my assured comfort dwell Where Vertue Mercy Loue and I Shall liue together in such ioy As though vnto the world I dye My soule shall thinke of no annoy His farewell to the world VAine world adew since vaine is thy best pleasure Thy selfe a toy In better things then thine consistes my treasure In heau'n's my ioy A ioy that doth detest Such pleasing goods As sorrow brings the heart in flowing floods Thy baites are sweet at first yet sower in end From heau'n they part A Bee which hath a sting that doth offend And wound the heart A Friend that sees a life all woe begon it And wisheth ten times more to fall vpon it Thy best things are in fine a world of woe A sincke of ill A garden where bad weedes are set to grow The soule to kill Thy Paradice a dungeon layle or hell Where light in darke for euermore doth dwell Thy glorie hath no Sun-shine but a mist To blinde the eye And therefore let them loue thee they that list So will not I. I seeke a glorie that is all aboue Sweet Iesu I seeke thee my truest loue When most thou smilest then thou most dost frowne And seek'st to kill Thou dost aduance to honour then pull'st downe Such is thy will Sing in the sweetest key thou canst deuise While I with wisdomes wit stop eares and eyes FINIS
kils death that I may liue for euer Mercy sweet Iesu mercy let me win Since now I hate my selfe loath my sin This he no sooner said but I might see A man well seeming Angell-Saint to be Of comely hue of golde his pleated hayres More graue in Wisdoms booke then aged yeares His feete insteed or sandals troade the ayre And windes for wings did this Caelestiall beare His first arriuall was with this sad wight Whose sinfull soule Iustice did so affright To whome such balme for medcine he did giue As dead in sinne by it are rais'd to liue O blessed Lord that in each time of neede Sends comfort from aboue sicke soules to feede Doe not dispaire quoth he thou wofull man Doubt not but he that made all all things can Thinke not that he that breath'd into thee breath Will ought reioyce in thy soules fearefull death No wretched man thy God willes thee to know Sinnes red as scarlet he makes white as snow Seale this O Lord cleare my sinne-spotted-Den Teares beg the warrant Iesu say Amen Nemo renascitur in Christi corpore nisi prius nascatur in peccati corruptione S. August Teares Efficacy and Sinnes pardon Or Mary Magdalens Lachrymae WHen Anna wept the teares ran down amaine From forth the Flud-gates of her watry eyes When Agar wept that water she might gaine Teares sobbes sighes were onely Sacrifice When Susan falsly was condemn'd to dye Her innocent true teares did peirce the skye They had the things that they with teares required Oh who can tell the force of such true teares Wonder of wonders for to be admired Since eyes as keyes doe open mercies eares Neuer came wretch to God with true contrition But did obtaine so it were iust petition Sad humble teare shed by a soule diuine What maist thou not account of as thine owne wilt thou a kingdom why heau'ns kingdom 's thine wilt thou a seate thou hast the Lābes bright throne Wilt thou be stronge let one teare heau'n be sent And it shall doombe all hell to banishment Meate for the soule thou art strength for the sence Guerdon of Vertue Assosiate of Grace The blotter out of vice and great offence The Font that Lauers filth from foulest face The drinke and repast of the penitent Swift billow wafting to amendement Best health of new-returning innocence The Angell foode of reconsiliation Chiefe ioy of an appeased conscience And the stronge hope of soules election The Odour of the ioyes of blisse to come The best companion in the day of doombe Since teares are of such force who wold not weep And weeping weep for sin with teares an Ocean A floud within his heart who would not keep To drench the entrance of each sinfull motion Yes saies my soule Lord of my soule I will Mary that most hath need will weep her fill Close thou thine eyes ô righteous Jeremye Let not thy teares lament the faults of other My sighes my sobs my eyes my Lachrymae Shall wash my soule my soules-sinnes discouer I onely I my selfe my selfe alone Will wash in teares and my huge sinne bemone Michah why weep'st thou said the men of warre Why dost thou vs pursue is not all well Why hast thou strayed from thy home so farre Nay sigh not grieued man but quickelie tell My God quoth he whome I with care did keep Ye 'aue stolne from me and aske ye why I weep Michah with grieued heart doth much lament The losse of his forg'd-fained-golden God And shall not flouds of teares of me be spent For losse of him that was my liues abode Shall Michah waile his losse and shall not I Yes while I liue I le weepe and weeping dye The nimble Hart when he 's beset with Hound Seeing no way te'scape pale greedy death Before he feele the first life-killing wound Weeps out a groane then yeelds ayre his breath And makes the Hūters hart though hard as stone By reason of his sighes his death to moane Shall this milde Hart O Mary full of euils Sigh foorth the farewell of his liues decay And shalt not thou that art beset with Deuils That rent thy soule as rauenous dogs their pray Yes I will weep sigh sob and neuer cease Till heau'n haue mercy and my sinnes release If holy Dauid did so much lament Th' vntimely death of his rebellious Sonne If he vpon the dead corpes these words spent O losse ô Absalon ô Absalon Then needly must I weeping say each houre O losse no losse to my soules Sauiour As was the sound of Aarons siluer bell Whose sweet alarum caus'd each man to heare So Mary let thy griefes sin-weeping knell Rung by the vertue of an harty teare Sound such a lowd and dolefull pleasing ditty That it may mooue thy God thy woes to pitty Few drops men say force hard stones asunder Not by compulsion but by often fall See! stubborne stones to moyst drops yeeld ô wonder And shall not God when teares for mercy call Sinnes teares almost mee thinkes the very name Should be sufficient for to blot my shame O therefore hye thee wretched Magdalen To him that sinne hath power to forgiue Intreate him clense thy foule defyled den Desire to dye to sinne in him to liue Let not thy God from Simons boord be risen Till thou vnto thy God be trulie shriuen As an inraged colde tane in thy brest If it continue prooues but little good So will thy sinne disturber of thy rest If thou to greater sinne dost let sinne bud O therefore take thy time while time thou may For who can tell how swift time glides away Nor be not thou asham'd before them all Of thy vilde sinne to make confession But bend thy knee and bid thy salt teares call Of thy great sinne to haue remission Deferre no time no weeke no day no houre But pleade with teare best pleading Oratour Confesse I say with a true broken heart For who can tell the force of such confession Thy sinne and by thy sinne thy iust desert And for the same thy soules contrition With such confession learne for to accord For such regaines thy now lost liuing Lord. It ioyes the Saints make cleare the conscience Cancels the bond of sinne it 's hope of pardon It 's Brideler of feare best pleasing incense Heau'n opening key sweet satisfaction Best motiue moouing thy dull soule to rise From wretched earth to blessed Paradise Iesu I thirst but not for Dauids draught Not of the Cisterne of Philistines spring T is not that water though so dearely bought That any comfort to my heart can bring That which the Angels loue and Saints require That holy water doth my soule desire Open thy gate kinde hearted Pharise Oh giue me way and leaue to enter in That I may prostrate humbly on my knee Shew to my God the greatnes of my sinne On stage of blacke the Actor be my heart My soule the Chorus and my sinne the part O but saith one art not thou Magdalen
Notorious for thy sinne in this our Citty Yes sure I am will ye not therefore open May not a sinners teares mooue ye to pitty Whos 's that saith Christ Mary shews her repentance O let her in thus mercy giues me entrance Woman come foorth saith he stand not behinde May I a wretch O Lord obtaine such fauour Mercy to penitents is alway kinde O kinde Phisition say on my Sauiour For neuer shall these teares of me be spent Till thou bid rise sinne pardon'd penitent Pardon thou hast be free from Sathans den Arise and sinne no more good God Amen The soules comfort in Middest of affliction Or the penitent theefes passion TO whom shal death th' Almighties Trumpeter Seeme sowerie sharpe fell-cruell-bitter paine When meager death is but as messenger To tell our soules that we with God shall raigne Come gentle death since t is my Sauiours will O blessed will to dye I am not sorry Seaze on an Essence which thou canst not kill Whilst Angels waft it to the place of glory He that is framer of the earth and heauen Telles me that these my now fraile mortall eyes So soone as soule from body is bereauen Shall see heauens Pharus blessed-Paradise This day my soule mercy infusing grace O triple happie soule t' obtaine such fauour In Angels blisse shall see him face to face That did descend from heau'n to be my Sauiour This day my life shall dye in blisse to raigne This day I shall be free'd from euery foe This day I dye a death to liue againe This day I cease to weepe and laugh at woe This day 's the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of an eternall raigne And the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of my now dying paine Since it is so sweet death come let me dye Whilst mercy shuts the windows of mine eye Deus mihi totum in toto LEt wicked worldlings fall away from God No earthlie crosse shall cause my soule to feare Afflictions staffe and persecutions rod True patience willes me and I well can beare Who would not suffer heere a little paine And dye to liue that he with God may raigne If I of friends and countrie be neglected Yet ere I loose my faith I le beg my bread He that from youth hath alway me protected From his foode-giuing hand shall I be fed He keeps the fragments of a feast in store Where mercy willes me knock at bounties doore If poorest roofe disdaine to couer me Ny building 's not on earth but all on hye Meane while the Dens and Rock shal succour me And stubborne earth shall welcome miserie Better it is mong Wolues to haue aboad Then liue in house and not to liue in God If I with prisons chaine fast fettred be My persecutions chaine shall prooue a crowne If all the world oppose it selfe at me And death the worst to feare begin to frowne Yet he that for my life his life did giue Will kâ—â—â— my death that I with him may liue What though no 〈◊〉 see me buried T is not a toombe that I desire to haue What bootes that earth to earth be carried My blisse is not contained in a graue And for an vnction to this bitter gall Heau'n couers him that hath no buriall Heare me sweet Iesu heare mee when I call Since thou to my poore soule art all in all Mors Christi mihi vita TH' Eternall Father guider of the heauen To his all-glorious and immortall Hoast No other licence to them hath he giuen But that their garlands and their crownes of cost While heau'nly quiers doe sing as it is meete Be laid at his great Sonnes immortall feete Yet see the malice and the crueltie Of these hard-hearted and inhumaine men With purple cloth aye me in mockerie They cloath the flesh of this great God and then To him they bend the knee their sinne the more Whom Angels worship the Saints adore See see from his deepe wounds out issues bloud Dying the purple Dye more perfect red Woe 's me that for my sin should spring that floud Great was his loue that so my comfort bred Dye oh my God make purple my hard heart So shall it cloath thy wounds my sinne thy 〈◊〉 Ego sum tus causa 〈◊〉 Diues in his passion RIch men laugh at me your fill Since to laugh it is your will Make a iest of me and hell Till ye buy that I would sell. Christ did tell ye but in vaine Of my torture and my paine I as ye at hell did smile Sathan so did me beguile Were I now to liue againe Life should be a liuing paine Ye should laugh but I would weepe I would wake when ye should sleepe Ye should not relieue the poore I would so bestowe my store You not I should hunt for hell I not ye with God would dwell But ô my soule plung'd in paine Doe not Eccho thus in vaine Worldlings laugh to heare thee moane Harder hearts then hardest stone For the raine makes flintes to mourne When that Athiests teares doe scorne But those scorners all shall dye And hell laugh when they shall crye Lazarus in his happines POore men if yee beggers be Learne to beare your Crosse of me Crosses are the way to blisse VVhere true patience leader is Patience poore mens treasure chiefe That doth giue the soule reliefe Such reliefe as rich men want That the beggers almes is scant Ioy in heart ye poorest soules Whom the hand of heau'n inrowles In the care of worldlings crosse VVhile the rich dye with their drosse Grieue not that the dogs doe licke yee Hellish stings shall neuer pricke yee Let them sing while ye doe crye Ye shall liue when they shall dye Ye shall liue in endles ioyes They liue dying in annoyes They in soule tormented sore Ye reioycing euermore Doe but then the difference see That twixt rich and poore may be They with Diues lye in hell Ye with me in heauen shall dwell A passion of the soules desire OH had I wings to flye vnto that place Where Hierarches Angels praise my God That I might taste of that eternall grace That frees the faithfull from afflictions rod. Then should I heare the Cherubins that sing To God all holie holie Sanctities Then I my selfe vnto my God and King Should humbly tune their heau'nlie vnities Then should I be a free man of that Cittie The gates whereof are pearle the barres of golde The Lamps no starres but glories Maiestie And Saints the soules that there their freedom hold Then should I see the Prophets in their blisse And the Apostles seated on bright thrones Then should I see that world where no woe is While Angels hands do crowne the Martirs grones Then should I see the Virgins freed from teares Crown'd in the heauens for holy Chastitie Blest should I see those babes whose tender yeares Aboad the stinge of sharpest crueltie Then should I see that now I cannot see Through the darke hindrance of my deadlie sinne Yet mercie