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until_o he_o come_v to_o be_v alone_o in_o his_o chain_n like_o manasseh_n 2_o chron._n 33_o 11.12_o his_o prejudgment_n of_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n bring_v in_o the_o thought_n of_o a_o eternal_a after-estate_n and_o then_o say_v he_o my_o conscience_n be_v enlighten_v and_o a_o waken_v to_o see_v myself_o in_o the_o glass_n of_o god_n law_n and_o under_o the_o judgement_n of_o eternal_a death_n which_o wrought_v such_o horror_n consusion_n and_o astonishment_n that_o make_v i_o cry_v out_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o soul_n as_o one_o under_o the_o wrath_n and_o tertor_n of_o the_o almighty_a moreover_o say_v he_o the_o thought_n of_o this_o second_o and_o afterdeath_n of_o my_o poor_a soul_n do_v blot_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n the_o death_n which_o be_v approach_v hereupon_o i_o begin_v further_a to_o apply_v to_o he_o after_o this_o manner_n that_o in_o this_o your_o present_a condition_n there_o be_v two_o thing_n of_o great_a concernment_n to_o your_o soul_n 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