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unsound_a presume_v and_o lest_o the_o sincere_a be_v discourage_v i_o shall_v premise_v these_o particular_n 1._o true_a grace_n have_v different_a degree_n and_o the_o high_a and_o low_a degree_n be_v vast_o different_a from_o each_o other_o such_o a_o difference_n as_o there_o be_v between_o a_o grain_n of_o mustardseed_n and_o the_o plant_v grow_v up_o so_o that_o the_o bird_n of_o the_o air_n may_v lodge_v in_o the_o branch_n of_o it_o such_o a_o difference_n as_o there_o be_v between_o a_o new_a bear_v infant_n and_o a_o man_n grow_v true_o such_o a_o difference_n there_o be_v between_o weak_a and_o strong_a grace_n and_o yet_o as_o the_o infant_n have_v all_o the_o part_n which_o the_o man_n have_v and_o be_v of_o the_o same_o kind_n with_o he_o so_o weak_a grace_n and_o strong_a grace_n be_v of_o the_o same_o kind_n and_o the_o weak_a be_v true_a and_o save_v as_o well_o as_o the_o strong_a that_o there_o be_v a_o difference_n in_o the_o degree_n of_o grace_n be_v evident_a 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surely_n they_o have_v not_o then_o much_o light_n and_o yet_o they_o have_v true_a grace_n and_o though_o these_o and_o such_o like_a great_a article_n of_o the_o christian_a faith_n be_v more_o full_o reveal_v so_o that_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o salvation_n to_o know_v they_o yet_o in_o some_o head_n the_o knowledge_n be_v but_o little_a where_o yet_o the_o heart_n be_v true_o turn_v unto_o god_n and_o prize_v christ_n above_o all_o 3._o where_o there_o be_v true_a grace_n there_o may_v be_v many_o doubt_n and_o fear_n our_o lord_n say_v unto_o peter_n o_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o doubt_v mat._n 14._o 31._o and_o unto_o all_o his_o disciple_n he_o speak_v thus_o why_o be_v you_o fearful_a o_o you_o of_o little_a faith_n mat._n 8._o 26._o i'faith_o they_o have_v and_o yet_o it_o be_v little_a and_o this_o faith_n be_v own_a though_o accompany_v with_o doubt_n and_o fear_n doubt_v believer_n for_o aught_o i_o know_v be_v the_o far_o major_a part_n of_o they_o sincere_a soul_n be_v prone_a to_o be_v jealous_a of_o themselves_o and_o they_o apprehend_v how_o much_o it_o stand_v they_o upon_o to_o make_v sure_a work_n for_o eternity_n hereupon_o satan_n and_o the_o remainder_n of_o unbelief_n take_v the_o advantage_n and_o they_o be_v still_o question_v their_o state_n and_o be_v full_a of_o fear_n that_o nothing_o be_v wrought_v in_o they_o but_o what_o be_v common_a unto_o hypocrite_n 4._o where_o there_o be_v true_a grace_n there_o may_v be_v much_o corruption_n i_o grant_v that_o grace_n reign_v wherever_o it_o be_v in_o truth_n and_o yet_o much_o sin_n may_v remain_v though_o it_o be_v a_o underling_n thus_o the_o oil_n be_v at_o the_o top_n of_o the_o vessel_n though_o the_o water_n which_o be_v under_o it_o be_v a_o far_o great_a quantity_n grace_n be_v compare_v unto_o smoke_a flax_n now_o in_o the_o smoke_a flax_n there_o be_v much_o of_o stench_n and_o cloudiness_n and_o but_o little_a heat_n and_o yet_o this_o heat_n be_v take_v notice_n of_o and_o cherish_v and_o the_o promise_n be_v mat._n 12._o 20._o a_o bruise_a reed_n shall_v he_o not_o break_v and_o smoke_a flax_n shall_v he_o not_o quench_v till_o he_o send_v forth_o judgement_n unto_o victory_n 5._o those_o that_o have_v true_a grace_n may_v fall_v into_o sin_n that_o be_v foul_a and_o scandalous_a and_o by_o such_o fall_v they_o break_v their_o bone_n disturb_v their_o peace_n and_o wound_v their_o conscience_n and_o weaken_v themselves_o exceed_o so_o that_o they_o be_v the_o apt_a to_o stumble_v and_o fall_v again_o upon_o the_o next_o temptation_n when_o notorious_a sin_n be_v thus_o commit_v by_o believer_n grace_n be_v at_o a_o very_a low_a ebb_n and_o yet_o the_o live_a water_n which_o spring_v up_o to_o everlasting_a life_n so_o grace_n be_v call_v be_v not_o quite_o dry_v up_o it_o be_v strange_a yet_o not_o so_o strange_a as_o true_a that_o righteous_a lot_n who_o vex_v his_o soul_n from_o day_n to_o day_n because_o of_o the_o sodomite_n unlawful_a deed_n shall_v give_v way_n to_o drunkenness_n first_o though_o it_o be_v not_o so_o strange_a that_o he_o shall_v commit_v incest_n afterward_o for_o he_o that_o be_v drunken_a know_v not_o what_o he_o do_v though_o he_o be_v deliver_v out_o of_o sodom_n yet_o he_o carry_v but_o too_o much_o of_o sodom_n within_o he_o in_o his_o heart_n david_n a_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n yet_o in_o his_o heart_n there_o do_v kindle_v a_o impure_a and_o hellish_a flame_n of_o lust_n whereby_o bathsheba_n be_v scorch_v and_o hurt_v as_o well_o as_o himself_o and_o which_o be_v the_o occasion_n of_o the_o death_n of_o poor_a vrijah_n now_o though_o david_n joy_n be_v quite_o go_v yet_o the_o sanctify_a spirit_n be_v not_o clean_o depart_v though_o his_o operation_n be_v for_o a_o while_n suspend_v therefore_o he_o pray_v for_o the_o restore_n of_o joy_n but_o that_o the_o holy_a spirit_n may_v not_o be_v take_v away_o psal_n 51._o 11_o 12._o 6._o those_o that_o have_v true_a grace_n may_v send_v forth_o such_o sad_a complaint_n as_o speak_v a_o nearness_n to_o despair_v job_n cry_v out_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v within_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o i_o job_n 6._o 4._o the_o church_n complain_v lam._n 3._o god_n have_v set_v i_o in_o dark_a place_n as_o those_o that_o have_v be_v dead_a of_o old_a he_o have_v hedge_v i_o about_o that_o i_o can_v get_v out_o and_o make_v my_o chain_n heavy_a he_o have_v fill_v i_o with_o bitterness_n and_o make_v i_o drunken_a with_o wormwood_n also_o when_o i_o cry_v and_o shout_n he_o shut_v out_o my_o prayer_n this_o be_v worst_a of_o all_o to_o be_v in_o a_o deplorable_a case_n and_o not_o to_o be_v regard_v when_o cry_v for_o relief_n and_o pity_n eminent_a saint_n have_v sometime_o conclude_v themselves_o forsake_v and_o forget_v no_o wonder_n if_o they_o that_o have_v weak_a grace_n confident_o affirm_v they_o have_v none_o at_o all_o and_o as_o peremptory_o conclude_v they_o never_o shall_v have_v any_o these_o thing_n be_v premise_v i_o be_o to_o tell_v you_o which_o be_v the_o low_a degree_n of_o true_a grace_n 1._o a_o sense_n and_o weariness_n of_o hardness_n of_o heart_n argue_v some_o measure_n of_o true_a grace_n it_o show_v some_o life_n and_o softness_n when_o deadness_n and_o hardness_n be_v feel_v as_o a_o burden_n though_o hardness_n of_o heart_n be_v incomparable_o the_o worst_a of_o all_o the_o plague_n of_o egypt_n yet_o this_o pharaoh_n and_o the_o egyptian_n be_v never_o sensible_a of_o nor_o desirous_a to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o though_o other_o plague_n they_o cry_v to_o have_v remove_v that_o be_v true_a
to_o serve_v i_o too_o much_o i_o to_o do_v i_o any_o real_a harm_n christ_n by_o die_v have_v take_v out_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n so_o that_o i_o need_v not_o any_o long_o be_v under_o bondage_n through_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n o_o death_n thou_o have_v leave_v thy_o sting_n in_o the_o side_n of_o christ_n and_o there_o have_v lose_v it_o o_o grave_a my_o lord_n have_v break_v thy_o gate_n open_a and_o because_o he_o be_v rise_v i_o may_v joyful_o conclude_v my_o own_o resurrection_n my_o body_n must_v lie_v in_o darkness_n for_o a_o while_n but_o it_o shall_v not_o always_o be_v death_n prisoner_n this_o corruptible_a shall_v put_v on_o incorruption_n this_o mortal_a shall_v put_v on_o immortality_n and_o as_o the_o corn_n cast_v into_o the_o ground_n do_v rise_v with_o advantage_n every_o single_a grain_n yield_v sometime_o a_o hundred_o fold_n so_o my_o flesh_n shall_v come_v up_o out_o of_o the_o earth_n with_o a_o hundred_o fold_v better_a quality_n than_o now_o it_o have_v it_o be_v sow_o in_o weakness_n it_o be_v raise_v in_o power_n it_o be_v sow_o in_o dishonour_n it_o be_v raise_v in_o glory_n but_o o_o my_o soul_n death_n will_v not_o be_v able_a at_o all_o to_o seize_v on_o thou_o thou_o will_v be_v deliver_v out_o of_o a_o dungeon_n when_o thou_o leave_v thy_o earthly_a tabernacle_n and_o go_v unto_o a_o glorious_a palace_n assoon_o as_o ever_o thou_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o body_n thou_o will_v be_v present_a with_o the_o lord_n assoon_o as_o thou_o be_v depart_v thou_o will_v be_v with_o christ_n and_o how_o much_o better_o that_o be_v thou_o will_v find_v to_o thy_o full_a and_o everlasting_a joy_n meditation_n xlviii_o if_o my_o belove_a be_v i_o and_o all_o thing_n i_o be_v there_o not_o reason_n i_o shall_v be_v he_o his_o i_o be_o and_o his_o i_o will_v be_v to_o eternity_n lord_n i_o be_o thou_o for_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o not_o i_o myself_o i_o be_o thou_o by_o the_o right_n of_o purchase_n as_o well_o as_o creation_n for_o thou_o have_v buy_v i_o with_o a_o price_n nay_o thou_o have_v new_o make_v i_o on_o purpose_n for_o thy_o own_o use_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n and_o i_o do_v willing_o resign_v and_o yield_v myself_o to_o thou_o if_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n make_v use_n of_o i_o if_o i_o be_o thy_o treasure_n keep_v i_o if_o i_o be_o a_o child_n let_v i_o be_v employ_v in_o my_o father_n business_n if_o i_o be_o betroth_v to_o thou_o let_v thy_o love_n and_o jealousy_n secure_v i_o from_o other_o lover_n oh_o let_v i_o be_v whole_o only_o always_o thou_o turn_v away_o my_o eye_n from_o behold_v vanity_n let_v my_o tongue_n be_v like_o a_o angel_n continual_o sound_v forth_o thy_o name_n let_v my_o hand_n be_v holy_a the_o path_n of_o my_o foot_n ponder_v let_v all_o my_o member_n be_v yield_v as_o instrument_n of_o righteousness_n and_o let_v my_o soul_n with_o all_o its_o power_n love_n and_o serve_v thou_o lord_n sanctify_v and_o satisfy_v and_o save_v i_o and_o honour_v i_o by_o employ_v i_o for_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o soul_n and_o give_v my_o very_a heart_n to_o thou_o meditation_n xlix_o ten_o thousand_o time_n ten_o thousand_o praise_n to_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o peace_n who_o will_v not_o worship_v thou_o and_o give_v thou_o glory_n o_o thou_o king_n of_o saint_n let_v thy_o church_n on_o earth_n as_o well_o as_o heaven_n ring_v aloud_o with_o hallelujah_n who_o be_v god_n save_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v a_o rock_n save_o our_o god_n who_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o in_o earth_n beneath_o be_v to_o be_v compare_v to_o thou_o a_o god_n glorious_a in_o holiness_n terrible_a in_o majesty_n rich_a in_o mercy_n abound_v in_o grace_n wonderful_a in_o work_v and_o keep_v truth_n for_o ever_o who_o can_v by_o search_v find_v out_o god_n who_o can_v find_v out_o the_o almighty_a to_o perfection_n it_o be_v high_a as_o heaven_n what_o can_v we_o do_v deep_o than_o hell_n what_o can_v we_o know_v who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o unto_o thou_o abundant_a in_o love_a kindness_n goodness_n and_o truth_n delight_v in_o mercy_n forgive_a iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n and_o reconcile_a the_o world_n to_o himself_o in_o christ_n glory_n be_v to_o god_n in_o the_o high_a for_o such_o good_a will_n towards_o man_n let_v the_o heaven_n rejoice_v and_o let_v the_o earth_n be_v glad_a let_v the_o sea_n roar_v and_o the_o fullness_n thereof_o let_v the_o flood_n clap_v their_o hand_n and_o the_o hill_n be_v joyful_a together_o let_v all_o the_o creature_n join_v in_o magnify_v that_o god_n which_o make_v they_o and_o let_v all_o saint_n shout_v aloud_o for_o joy_n unto_o he_o who_o have_v visit_v and_o redeem_v they_o meditation_n l._n lord_n how_o much_o be_v thou_o above_o thy_o creature_n reach_v who_o beside_o thyself_o can_v conceive_v thy_o excellency_n who_o can_v show_v forth_o all_o thy_o praise_n thou_o be_v exalt_v above_o the_o blessing_n and_o the_o thought_n of_o angel_n above_o the_o song_n of_o seraphim_n 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