neither_o despair_v with_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o my_o sin_n nor_o presume_v without_o fear_n to_o transgress_v the_o bound_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n that_o although_o i_o have_v run_v long_o the_o wild_a race_n of_o unbrideled_a iniquity_n yet_o at_o last_o i_o may_v return_v home_o unto_o thou_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o impiety_n with_o this_o faithful_a and_o true_a repent_v offender_n and_o be_v a_o companion_n with_o he_o in_o thy_o paradise_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n lift_v up_o upon_o the_o cross_n stand_v by_o it_o accompany_v with_o john_n the_o evangelist_n and_o mary_n magdalene_n med_n xvi_o the_o bless_a virgin_n 9.25_o virgin_n john_n 9.25_o stand_v by_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n behold_v thy_o 26._o thy_o ibid._n 26._o son_n say_v he_o unto_o his_o mother_n oh_o most_o grievous_a loss_n that_o he_o must_v die_v who_o from_o all_o 23.14_o all_o luke_n 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she_o in_o her_o woe_n and_o sigh_v for_o thy_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o her_o sorrow_n to_o see_v her_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o crucify_v by_o the_o gentile_n and_o so_o disdainful_o deride_v by_o the_o jew_n think_v i_o say_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v she_o water_v her_o eye_n with_o store_n of_o tear_n &_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o sorrowful_a lip_n to_o she_o dear_o belove_a son_n which_o word_n shall_v draw_v out_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o drive_v out_o groan_n from_o thy_o hart_n which_o she_o pronounce_v with_o a_o doleful_a accent_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o what_o medicine_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sovereign_a can_v assuage_v the_o rigour_n of_o my_o malady_n what_o salve_n be_v it_o never_o so_o precious_a can_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o my_o bleed_a heart_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o comfortable_a can_v cheer_v up_o my_o doleful_a mind_n when_o i_o see_v thou_o my_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o torment_v and_o so_o ignominious_o taunt_v alas_o for_o i_o poor_a wretch_n thy_o sorrowful_a mother_n how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o pain_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o punishment_n that_o be_v inflict_v upon_o thou_o thy_o death_n be_v not_o so_o bitter_a unto_o i_o and_o yet_o how_o loath_a i_o be_o to_o forgo_v thou_o as_o these_o cruel_a torment_n which_o i_o see_v do_v torture_n thy_o innocent_a body_n and_o do_v great_o augment_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o perplex_a mind_n as_o thy_o bless_a life_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o chief_a felicity_n so_o will_v thy_o bitter_a death_n be_v the_o beginning_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o shall_v afford_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o calamity_n who_o shall_v give_v i_o counsel_v who_o shall_v be_v my_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n when_o i_o be_o separate_v from_o thou_o how_o shall_v i_o spend_v the_o day_n with_o sorrow_v and_o pass_v through_o the_o tedious_a night_n with_o mourning_n but_o thou_o oh_o my_o god_n omnipotent_a which_o be_v his_o eternal_a father_n who_o can_v not_o shut_v thy_o eye_n of_o compassion_n from_o thy_o afflict_a son_n comfort_v i_o his_o sorrowful_a mother_n thou_o see_v the_o wound_n of_o his_o body_n thou_o know_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v a_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o a_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n look_v down_o upon_o i_o out_o of_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v prove_v i_o to_o be_v thy_o faithful_a handmaid_n so_o let_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a love_n temper_v the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o grief_n that_o although_o i_o be_v deprive_v from_o the_o humane_a society_n of_o my_o son_n yet_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o providence_n may_v still_o overshadow_v i_o and_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n safe_o protect_v i_o but_o as_o the_o virgin_n marie_n do_v bewail_v the_o cruel_a and_o bloody_a death_n of_o her_o innocent_a son_n so_o marry_o magdalene_n with_o many_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o her_o eye_n begin_v to_o lament_v the_o woeful_a case_n of_o he_o her_o love_a master_n on_o this_o or_o such_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o dear_a master_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n oh_o my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n i_o can_v live_v without_o thy_o love_a company_n i_o can_v abide_v without_o thy_o amiable_a society_n what_o tongue_n though_o it_o speak_v never_o so_o doleful_a can_v true_o relate_v my_o sorrow_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o rhetorical_a can_v ease_v my_o inward_a grief_n when_o i_o see_v i_o shall_v be_v separate_v from_o so_o love_v and_o so_o kind_a a_o master_n oh_o how_o tyrannous_a be_v the_o torment_n wherewith_o the_o bloody_a tormentor_n do_v torment_v thy_o afflict_a body_n how_o sharp_a be_v the_o arrow_n of_o their_o malice_n wherewith_o they_o wound_n thy_o righteous_a soul_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o sight_n of_o their_o cruel_a deed_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o odious_a be_v their_o dogged_a word_n unto_o my_o ear_n yet_o my_o constant_a love_n unto_o thou_o will_v not_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o leave_v thou_o though_o it_o be_v a_o death_n unto_o i_o to_o see_v thy_o calamity_n so_o long_o as_o my_o eye_n may_v behold_v thou_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n do_v affright_v i_o with_o horror_n the_o sign_n of_o thy_o approach_a death_n do_v confound_v my_o sense_n with_o continual_a terror_n i_o see_v thy_o head_n which_o i_o anoint_v with_o precious_a ointment_n cruel_o pierce_v with_o thorn_n &_o pitiful_o bleedihg_v with_o many_o wound_n i_o see_v thy_o harmless_a hand_n pierce_v with_o iron_n nail_n and_o thy_o innocent_a foot_n stain_v with_o blood_n which_o i_o bathe_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o wipe_v with_o the_o
to_o the_o quick_a with_o a_o pathetical_a compunction_n and_o bathe_v his_o bleed_a wound_n with_o the_o stream_a tear_n of_o thy_o true_a and_o zealous_a repentance_n weep_v forth_o shower_n of_o tear_n and_o melt_v thou_o also_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o compassion_n and_o sigh_v with_o hearty_a contrition_n and_o make_v deep_a wound_n in_o thyself_o with_o a_o sharp_a point_n of_o sorrowful_a compunction_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o this_o lovely_a and_o worthy_a person_n who_o thou_o see_v afflict_v with_o such_o terrible_a torment_n and_o wound_v from_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o his_o foot_n that_o with_o the_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n he_o may_v wash_v away_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o now_o my_o perplex_a soul_n thou_o have_v see_v the_o sorrow_n distress_n weakness_n and_o misery_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n as_o he_o be_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n ordain_v to_o break_v the_o head_n of_o the_o serpent_n who_o clothe_v with_o the_o base_a garment_n of_o our_o frail_a humanity_n be_v subject_a to_o all_o our_o infirmity_n the_o infection_n of_o our_o sin_n only_o except_v and_o see_v he_o languish_v on_o the_o cross_n torment_v flout_v scorn_v and_o villainous_o handle_v by_o the_o barbarous_a multitude_n thou_o have_v have_v cause_n to_o groan_n sigh_n and_o sob_v move_v with_o a_o sensible_a pity_n and_o touch_v with_o a_o feel_n and_o woeful_a compassion_n section_n xviii_o but_o now_o direct_v thy_o eye_n from_o his_o lamentable_a misery_n and_o serious_o contemplate_v the_o mighty_a power_n of_o his_o magnificent_a majesty_n and_o then_o all_o thy_o sense_n will_v be_v amaze_v with_o sudden_a fear_n and_o thyself_o astonish_v with_o wonderful_a admiration_n for_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n now_o from_o the_o sixth_o hour_n be_v there_o darkness_n over_o all_o the_o land_n until_o the_o nine_o and_o the_o sun_n be_v darken_v and_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v in_o twain_o from_o the_o top_n to_o the_o bottom_n and_o the_o earth_n do_v quake_v and_o the_o stone_n be_v cleave_v and_o the_o grave_n do_v open_v themselves_o and_o many_o body_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o sleep_v arise_v matth._n 27._o what_o manner_n of_o man_n be_v he_o what_o kind_n of_o person_n because_o heaven_n and_o earth_n have_v such_o a_o sympathy_n of_o his_o passion_n the_o sun_n mourn_v with_o his_o darkness_n for_o his_o woeful_a misery_n and_o deny_v the_o light_n of_o his_o beam_n to_o the_o cruel_a tormentor_n at_o the_o execution_n of_o their_o bloody_a tyranny_n how_o powerful_a how_o potent_a how_o available_a be_v his_o death_n which_o open_v the_o grave_n raise_v and_o reviue_v the_o dead_a conquer_a sun_n death_n hell_n and_o the_o devil_n oh_o work_n of_o more_o than_o admirable_a wonder_n oh_o honourable_a conquest_n and_o glorious_a victory_n for_o in_o the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o his_o dark_a misery_n there_o appear_v clear_a beam_n of_o his_o bright_a majesty_n know_v my_o soul_n know_v thou_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n jesus_n christ_n thy_o saviour_n the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o god_n man_n christ_n perfect_a god_n and_o perfect_a man_n true_a god_n true_a man_n who_o alone_o under_o the_o sun_n be_v find_v pure_a from_o the_o spot_v of_o sin_n and_o only_o clear_a from_o the_o stain_n of_o iniquity_n among_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o behold_v how_o he_o be_v sort_v in_o the_o damnable_a rank_n of_o the_o wicked_a exclude_v like_o a_o loathsome_a leper_n from_o the_o fruition_n of_o common_a society_n repute_v as_o a_o abject_a and_o one_o of_o the_o worst_a among_o the_o base_a people_n cast_v out_o from_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o unhappy_a synagogue_n his_o mother_n like_o a_o abortive_a project_v out_o of_o the_o womb_n of_o a_o woman_n how_o be_v he_o that_o be_v so_o beautiful_a above_o the_o son_n of_o man_n become_v so_o deform_v and_o uncomely_a to_o the_o eye_n of_o they_o that_o behold_v he_o how_o be_v the_o ornament_n of_o his_o amiable_a feature_n diminish_v how_o be_v his_o royal_a dignity_n disgrace_v how_o be_v he_o become_v a_o subject_n of_o nothing_o else_o but_o of_o sorrow_n &_o calamity_n and_o a_o woeful_a object_n of_o lamentation_n and_o pity_n he_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o iniquity_n he_o be_v bruise_v for_o our_o wicked_a offence_n and_o be_v make_v a_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n of_o a_o most_o sweet_a smell_a savour_n in_o thy_o sight_n oh_o god_n of_o eternal_a glory_n that_o thou_o may_v avert_v thy_o indignation_n from_o we_o and_o reverse_v the_o sentence_n of_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n go_v out_o against_o we_o and_o make_v we_o coheir_n with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o his_o heavenly_a habitation_n look_v down_o oh_o lord_n holy_a father_n from_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o from_o the_o high_a throne_n of_o thy_o infinite_a majesty_n and_o behold_v this_o holy_a sacrifice_n which_o our_o great_a high_a priest_n do_v offer_v unto_o thou_o thy_o holy_a child_n the_o lord_n jesus_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o brethren_n and_o let_v thy_o wrath_n be_v appease_v which_o our_o iniquity_n have_v most_o just_o procure_v against_o we_o remove_v far_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n the_o multitude_n of_o our_o innumerable_a transgression_n and_o let_v his_o innocent_a death_n pay_v the_o full_a sum_n of_o our_o heavy_a debt_n behold_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o jesus_n do_v cry_v unto_o thou_o from_o the_o cross_n beg_v mercy_n at_o thy_o hand_n for_o our_o many_o misdeed_n pardon_v for_o all_o our_o heinous_a sin_n and_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n what_o mean_v this_o oh_o lord_n do_v he_o still_o hang_v naked_a and_o nail_v on_o the_o cross_n be_v his_o vein_n new_o lance_v will_v his_o bleed_a wound_n never_o be_v staunch_v shall_v his_o side_n remain_v evermore_o pierce_v and_o his_o skin_n always_o dye_v with_o blood_n do_v not_o his_o disciple_n behold_v he_o with_o their_o eye_n ascend_v above_o the_o cloud_n real_o and_o royal_o into_o the_o mansion_n of_o eternal_a glory_n and_o now_o have_v he_o not_o his_o residence_n in_o heaven_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o omnipotent_a majesty_n lead_v captivity_n captive_n and_o give_v gift_n unto_o man_n we_o know_v oh_o lord_n and_o be_v certain_o assure_v that_o our_o bless_a saviour_n rule_v and_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o everlasting_a glory_n and_o yet_o he_o remain_v fix_v on_o the_o cross_n his_o wound_n still_o stream_v out_o precious_a blood_n to_o wash_v away_o our_o sinful_a blot_n god_n all_o time_n be_v present_a with_o god_n because_o his_o painful_a passion_n with_o thou_o be_v evermore_o in_o action_n and_o thing_n long_o pass_v be_v always_o present_a before_o thou_o and_o we_o daily_o see_v he_o crucify_v pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o redemption_n in_o our_o spiritual_a contemplation_n &_o divine_a meditation_n know_v thou_o oh_o heavenly_a and_o love_a father_n the_o coat_n of_o thy_o true_a son_n joseph_n alas_o a_o most_o cruel_a beast_n devour_v he_o and_o have_v tread_v his_o garment_n under_o foot_n in_o his_o fury_n and_o have_v stain_v all_o the_o beauty_n and_o disgrace_v all_o the_o glory_n of_o it_o with_o spot_n of_o gorebloud_n behold_v that_o ravenous_a beast_n have_v leave_v five_o pitiful_a rent_n in_o it_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v the_o garment_n which_o thy_o innocent_a child_n leave_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o egyptian_a harlot_n choose_v rather_o to_o loose_v his_o cloak_n then_o to_o forgo_v the_o precious_a jewel_n of_o his_o unspotted_a chastity_n by_o pollute_v his_o undefiled_a body_n with_o filthy_a adultery_n choose_v rather_o be_v spoil_v of_o garment_n of_o the_o flesh_n to_o descend_v into_o the_o prison_n of_o death_n then_o to_o obey_v that_o adulterous_a voice_n by_o which_o it_o be_v very_o well_o say_v all_o these_o thing_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v fall_v down_o &_o worship_v i_o mat._n 4.9_o as_o joseph_n do_v willing_o forgo_v his_o cloak_n when_o he_o be_v allure_v to_o have_v commit_v folly_n with_o his_o adulterous_a mistress_n and_o now_o omnipotent_a lord_n and_o gracious_a father_n we_o know_v that_o thy_o son_n live_v &_o reign_v over_o all_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n &_o in_o every_o place_n of_o thy_o universal_a monarchy_n for_o he_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o death_n &_o hell_n into_o thy_o glorious_a kingdom_n crown_v with_o the_o imperial_a crown_n of_o eternal_a immortality_n and_o have_v change_v his_o garment_n of_o the_o flesh_n immortality_n flourish_v for_o ever_o be_v receive_v of_o thou_o with_o exceed_v glory_n for_o he_o have_v subdue_v and_o conquer_v the_o kingdom_n of_o pharo_n and_o with_o his_o own_o noble_a valour_n
with_o a_o honourable_a triumph_n have_v enter_v the_o heaven_n and_o behold_v he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n who_o be_v our_o advocate_n make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o disobedience_n by_o nature_n may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o thou_o for_o ever_o by_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n for_o he_o be_v flesh_n &_o he_o be_v our_o brother_n look_v oh_o lord_n upon_o the_o amiable_a face_n of_o thy_o sweet_a christ_n which_o become_v obedient_a unto_o thou_o even_o unto_o death_n that_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v in_o behold_v he_o may_v send_v down_o the_o comfortable_a dew_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o neither_o let_v his_o scar_n depart_v for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o great_a satisfaction_n thou_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n i_o wish_v it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o balance_v the_o sin_n wherewith_o we_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n and_o indignation_n together_o with_o the_o calamity_n and_o sorrow_n which_o thy_o innocent_a son_n have_v suffer_v for_o us._n certain_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o heavy_a misery_n will_v more_o than_o counterpoise_v the_o weight_n of_o all_o our_o iniquity_n and_o it_o have_v rather_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v rain_v down_o the_o sweet_a shower_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o then_o that_o our_o sin_n have_v demerited_a to_o kindle_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o devour_a wrath_n against_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v utter_o be_v deprive_v of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o shall_v slake_v the_o fury_n of_o thy_o incense_a ire_n and_o put_v out_o the_o flame_n of_o thy_o burn_a indignation_n but_o oh_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a father_n let_v every_o tongue_n proclaim_v immortal_a thanks_n unto_o thou_o and_o sound_v forth_o aloud_o thy_o eternal_a praise_n for_o the_o exceed_a largeness_n of_o thy_o immeasurable_a bounty_n which_o have_v not_o spare_v thy_o only_a son_n which_o be_v as_o dear_a and_o near_o as_o thou_o own_o heart_n unto_o thou_o but_o have_v deliver_v he_o up_o unto_o death_n for_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v have_v he_o as_o a_o faithful_a advocate_n and_o love_a mediator_n before_o thou_o in_o heaven_n and_o to_o thou_o oh_o lord_n jesus_n a_o most_o courageous_a and_o constant_a lover_n and_o my_o gracious_a redeemer_n what_o thanks_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v i_o return_v or_o what_o praise_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a may_v i_o utter_v which_o may_v countervail_v the_o least_o jot_n of_o thy_o worthy_a merit_n when_o as_o i_o be_o but_o a_o base_a creature_n make_v of_o dust_n and_o shape_v out_o of_o the_o clay_n who_o breath_n be_v in_o my_o nostril_n and_o i_o subject_v every_o moment_n to_o forgo_v it_o although_o i_o common_o forget_v it_o and_o to_o return_v again_o into_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n from_o whence_o i_o be_v take_v section_n xix_o for_o what_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n shall_v thou_o have_v do_v which_o thou_o have_v not_o willing_o do_v to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o my_o salvation_n thou_o have_v dive_v and_o cast_v thyself_o over_o head_n and_o ear_n into_o the_o troublesome_a ocean_n of_o thy_o stormy_a passion_n that_o thou_o may_v draw_v i_o whole_o out_o alive_a from_o those_o perilous_a water_n when_o the_o wave_n have_v enter_v even_o into_o thy_o soul_n for_o thou_o do_v willing_o subject_v thyself_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v my_o soul_n unto_o i_o which_o i_o have_v so_o wilful_o lose_v luke_n 1.71_o and_o now_o behold_v i_o be_o oblige_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o double_a debt_n because_o thou_o have_v twice_o give_v i_o my_o soul_n once_o by_o creation_n and_o once_o by_o redemption_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o may_v more_o just_o give_v thou_o then_o my_o soul_n but_o for_o thy_o precious_a soul_n vex_v perplex_a and_o trouble_v with_o so_o many_o and_o such_o heavy_a tribulation_n i_o find_v not_o what_o recompense_n man_n can_v be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o any_o sort_n to_o gratify_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o desert_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o beautiful_a furniture_n and_o the_o glorious_a ornament_n of_o they_o i_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n attain_v the_o measure_n or_o discharge_v the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o such_o a_o everlasting_a debt_n but_o that_o i_o may_v render_v both_o that_o which_o i_o owe_v and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o be_v a_o matter_n whole_o belong_v to_o thy_o liberal_a bounty_n and_o must_v only_o flow_v from_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o thy_o beneficial_a goodness_n thou_o be_v to_o be_v love_v oh_o lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o must_v tread_v in_o thy_o path_n and_o follow_v thy_o step_n which_o have_v endure_v all_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n with_o exceed_a patience_n and_o be_v lord_n of_o life_n have_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n vouchsafe_v to_o yield_v thyself_o unto_o death_n to_o redeem_v i_o and_o all_o faithful_a repentant_a sinner_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o how_o shall_v that_o thing_n be_v effect_v and_o wrought_v to_o i_o but_o only_o and_o whole_o by_o thou_o through_o thy_o mighty_a power_n which_o be_v able_a to_o work_v all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o and_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o let_v my_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o with_o the_o bond_n of_o everlasting_a love_n because_o all_o the_o virtue_n and_o faculty_n of_o it_o depend_v only_o upon_o thou_o and_o because_o it_o must_v needs_o sink_v into_o a_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n if_o it_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n debar_v from_o thy_o love_a mercy_n and_o now_o oh_o lord_n my_o gracious_a redeemer_n i_o worship_v thou_o as_o true_a god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o i_o hope_v in_o thou_o i_o covet_v &_o long_o to_o approach_v so_o near_o unto_o thou_o as_o the_o feeble_a wing_n of_o my_o mount_a desire_n will_v carry_v i_o let_v thy_o strong_a hand_n support_v my_o weakness_n let_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n supply_v the_o want_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a goodness_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n let_v a_o memorial_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v my_o everlasting_a salvation_n be_v perfect_o write_v within_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n so_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v still_o be_v view_v it_o and_o let_v it_o be_v deep_o engrave_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o inward_a thought_n and_o cogitation_n may_v evermore_o be_v meditate_v and_o muse_v upon_o it_o let_v thy_o crown_n of_o thorn_n thy_o red_a bloody_a nail_n thy_o pierce_a side_n thy_o grievous_a wound_n thy_o precious_a blood_n thy_o death_n and_o burial_n be_v evermore_o present_v before_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v water_n my_o couch_n and_o make_v my_o bed_n to_o swim_v with_o tear_n of_o true_a sorrowful_a repentance_n that_o i_o may_v due_o and_o true_o bewail_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o heinous_a sin_n which_o have_v be_v like_o so_o many_o iron-nayle_n to_o enter_v through_o thy_o harmless_a hand_n and_o innocent_a foot_n and_o like_v so_o many_o sharp_a spear_n to_o pierce_v thy_o bless_a side_n to_o make_v thy_o wound_a heart_n send_v forth_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o thy_o dear_a and_o precious_a blood_n last_o let_v the_o fresh_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o most_o glorious_a and_o victorious_a resurrection_n and_o the_o bless_a memory_n of_o thy_o triumphant_a ascension_n comfort_v the_o faint_a spirit_n of_o my_o droop_a soul_n &_o with_o a_o sweet_a taste_n of_o joy_n mitigate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o perplex_a mind_n for_o in_o all_o these_o the_o sweet_a odour_n of_o life_n do_v ascend_v up_o into_o my_o nostril_n raise_v thou_o oh_o lord_n my_o spirit_n with_o their_o reviue_a odour_n from_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o perpetual_a darkness_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v touch_v thou_o yea_o although_o it_o be_v but_o the_o hem_n of_o thy_o garment_n that_o virtue_n may_v come_v out_o of_o thou_o matth._n 14.32_o mark_v 6.56_o which_o may_v keep_v i_o from_o the_o snare_n of_o satan_n and_o comfort_v i_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o tribulation_n so_o that_o the_o yoke_n of_o thy_o commandment_n may_v be_v make_v easy_a unto_o i_o and_o the_o burden_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o thou_o command_v i_o to_o carry_v after_o thou_o may_v be_v light_n to_o my_o soul_n what_o be_o i_o a_o silly_a worm_n what_o be_v
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v consonable_a and_o our_o action_n conformable_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n show_v we_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o then_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o gladness_n and_o we_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o everlasting_a goodness_n for_o to_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o chief_a felicity_n and_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o endless_a misery_n therefore_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a for_o if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v yea_o but_o a_o little_a bless_v be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o psal_n 2.12_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o traitorous_a judas_n betray_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o one_o wonder_v at_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o other_o oh_o that_o all_o treacherous_a person_n and_o bloody_a mind_a traitor_n may_v have_v a_o view_n of_o desperate_a judas_n strangle_v himself_o with_o a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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the_o light_n of_o thy_o eye_n be_v obscure_v with_o weep_v and_o thy_o heart_n ache_v with_o groan_v as_o outward_a sign_n of_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n as_o faithful_a witness_n of_o thy_o serious_a and_o true_a repentance_n so_o that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o the_o comfortable_a love_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n may_v still_o enlighten_v thy_o heart_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o cheerful_a countenance_n evermore_o shine_v upon_o thou_o oh_o let_v not_o the_o misty_a vapour_n of_o my_o gross_a offence_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n so_o obscure_a the_o beam_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o that_o their_o gracious_a influence_n may_v still_o have_v their_o powerful_a operation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o revive_v my_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o lively_a motion_n of_o fervent_a and_o true_a devotion_n let_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o spirit_n so_o dispel_v and_o dispierce_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cherish_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o see_v the_o brightness_n of_o thy_o glory_n but_o now_o cease_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o behold_v the_o darken_a sun_n with_o thy_o amaze_a eye_n and_o attend_v to_o thy_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_a saviour_n with_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n what_o mournful_a tongue_n can_v utter_v the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o agony_n what_o thought_n can_v conceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o pain_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pang_n which_o make_v he_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n and_o his_o earnest_n and_o loud_a voice_n unto_o his_o celestial_a father_n cry_v out_o in_o this_o woeful_a manner_n eli_n eli_n lammazabatani_fw-la my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o oh_o how_o vehement_a be_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o angry_a father_n against_o thou_o my_o merciful_a jesu_n my_o love_a saviour_n how_o violent_a be_v the_o torment_n that_o vex_v thy_o body_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o affliction_n that_o press_v and_o perplex_v thy_o mind_n groan_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o sin_n impose_v upon_o thy_o innocent_a shoulder_n indeed_o our_o heinous_a sin_n our_o horrible_a transgression_n move_v false-hearted_a judas_n to_o betray_v thou_o and_o induce_v the_o stubborne-minded_n jew_n to_o reject_v thou_o they_o make_v thy_o disciple_n to_o fly_v for_o fear_n and_o to_o leave_v their_o love_a master_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n they_o compel_v thy_o head_n to_o be_v crown_v with_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o face_n to_o be_v defile_v with_o spittle_n thy_o body_n to_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o nail_v thy_o foot_n they_o be_v the_o hammer_n and_o nail_n that_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n these_o cause_v thy_o father_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o the_o severity_n of_o his_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v innocent_a may_v make_v satisfaction_n for_o our_o trespass_n suffer_v a_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o to_o deliver_v our_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a destruction_n these_o make_v thy_o love_a father_n seem_v to_o withdraw_v his_o cheerful_a countenance_n from_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v appear_v so_o deform_v to_o his_o eye_n and_o ugly_a in_o his_o sight_n have_v put_v on_o the_o filthy_a rag_n of_o our_o iniquity_n although_o he_o do_v always_o love_v thou_o and_o can_v never_o leave_v thou_o be_v always_o beautiful_a with_o the_o true_a ornament_n of_o thy_o own_o integrity_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n water_v my_o bed_n with_o flow_a tear_n and_o my_o heart_n labour_n with_o continual_a groan_n to_o weep_v for_o the_o cruelty_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o lament_v for_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o be_v such_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o
offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o wine_n of_o my_o true_a devotion_n with_o the_o myrrh_n of_o mortification_n and_o gall_n of_o hearty_a contrition_n but_o as_o it_o may_v be_v doleful_a unto_o thou_o my_o soul_n to_o hear_v thy_o love_a jesus_n cry_v out_o sitio_fw-la i_o thirst_v so_o let_v it_o be_v joyful_a unto_o thou_o to_o hear_v he_o take_v his_o farewell_n with_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la it_o be_v finish_v joh._n 19.30_o oh_o let_v the_o meditation_n of_o this_o word_n be_v more_o sweet_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n which_o samson_n find_v in_o the_o carcase_n of_o the_o lion_n when_o he_o be_v hungry_a judg._n 14_o 8._o and_o more_o delectable_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o water_n which_o he_o find_v in_o the_o jawbone_n of_o the_o ass_n when_o he_o be_v thirsty_a judg._n 15.19_o for_o now_o have_v my_o bless_a redeemer_n fulfil_v the_o sacred_a decree_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n concern_v my_o salvation_n and_o appease_v the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n kindle_v against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n now_o he_o have_v cancel_v the_o obligation_n of_o my_o infinite_a debt_n and_o not_o with_o silver_n and_o gold_n but_o with_o his_o own_o most_o precious_a blood_n purchase_v my_o redemption_n and_o by_o his_o death_n conquer_a death_n hell_n and_o the_o devil_n oh_o happy_a death_n that_o have_v redeem_v i_o to_o eternal_a life_n oh_o glorious_a victory_n although_o my_o saviour_n obtain_v it_o so_o dear_o therefore_o let_v i_o not_o be_v careless_a to_o sell_v that_o so_o cheap_a which_o my_o saviour_n have_v buy_v so_o dear_a let_v i_o consecrate_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n whole_o to_o he_o for_o they_o be_v his_o own_o he_o have_v dear_o buy_v they_o direct_v my_o spirit_n oh_o lord_n by_o the_o level_a of_o thy_o perfect_a word_n let_v the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v day_n and_o night_n in_o thy_o sacred_a law_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o daily_o the_o calf_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a lip_n speak_v of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n 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and_o behold_v how_o the_o countenance_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v cover_v with_o a_o deadly_a paleness_n his_o sight_n begin_v to_o fail_v and_o his_o heart_n to_o faint_v yet_o a_o little_a before_o the_o departure_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o in_o his_o great_a pang_n he_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n as_o if_o he_o have_v feel_v no_o pain_n say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o when_o he_o have_v say_v thus_o bow_v down_o his_o head_n and_o close_v his_o eye_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n luke_n 23.46_o now_o so_o soon_o as_o his_o bless_a soul_n be_v dissolve_v from_o his_o breathless_a body_n the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v into_o two_o piece_n from_o the_o top_n the_o bottom_n the_o earth_n do_v quake_v the_o stone_n be_v rend_v the_o grave_n open_v and_o many_o body_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o sleep_v arise_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n come_v into_o the_o holy_a city_n and_o appear_v to_o many_o awake_v thou_o now_o oh_o my_o 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thy_o mercy_n how_o shall_v i_o thorough_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n for_o how_o do_v thy_o love_n exceed_v in_o greatness_n how_o do_v mercy_n abound_v in_o goodness_n and_o how_o do_v thy_o compassion_n excel_v in_o sweetness_n that_o thou_o be_v the_o true_a and_o natural_a son_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v make_v man_n that_o we_o be_v sinful_a man_n shall_v be_v make_v the_o son_n of_o god_n yea_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n vessel_n of_o sin_n and_o vassal_n of_o satan_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n shall_v be_v make_v subject_n to_o the_o same_o passion_n to_o the_o same_o affection_n to_o the_o same_o affliction_n that_o we_o be_v yea_o obnoxious_a to_o death_n to_o pay_v our_o debt_n but_o yet_o thy_o life_n be_v never_o infect_v with_o any_o sinful_a action_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o affect_v with_o any_o evil_a cogitation_n oh_o my_o kind_a jesu_n oh_o thou_o innocent_a lamb_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o i_o 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fill_v with_o reproach_n thy_o naked_a body_n scourge_v with_o whip_n thy_o weary_a shoulder_n shrink_v and_o thy_o weak_a knee_n fail_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o the_o cross_n thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n pierce_v &_o thy_o bless_a foot_n bore_v with_o sharp_a iron_n nail_n thy_o bless_a side_n open_v and_o thy_o heart_n wound_v with_o a_o spear_n oh_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o grievous_a torment_n my_o love_a jesu_n let_v the_o memory_n of_o thy_o bleed_a wound_n and_o scornful_a reproach_n wound_v my_o heart_n with_o woeful_a compunction_n and_o pierce_v into_o my_o harden_a bowel_n that_o they_o may_v relent_v with_o tender_a compassion_n that_o i_o may_v feel_v some_o sense_n of_o painful_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n and_o alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n who_o can_v measure_v the_o quantity_n of_o my_o infelicity_n who_o can_v describe_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o can_v quiet_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o can_v pacify_v my_o trouble_a conscience_n because_o my_o hard_a heart_n have_v not_o be_v touch_v with_o any_o compunction_n nor_o my_o bowel_n move_v with_o any_o compassion_n when_o i_o do_v think_v on_o thy_o cruel_a death_n and_o meditate_v on_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o oh_o miserable_a creature_n for_o when_o other_o do_v mourn_v at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o passion_n shed_v tear_n and_o send_v forth_o sigh_n at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o death_n my_o hart_n be_v so_o overgrow_v with_o hardness_n that_o it_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n be_v so_o dry_a without_o moisture_n that_o they_o will_v not_o send_v forth_o a_o tear_n oh_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v sob_n and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
hand_n for_o sorrow_n at_o the_o burial_n of_o my_o sister_n i_o can_v but_o mourn_v when_o i_o follow_v my_o friend_n to_o his_o grave_n my_o tear_n do_v testify_v my_o love_n my_o voice_n do_v utter_a word_n of_o lamentation_n my_o heart_n be_v sad_a with_o sorrow_n and_o all_o my_o sense_n be_v disorder_v with_o grief_n but_o alas_o how_o be_v the_o moisture_n of_o my_o eye_n consume_v that_o they_o can_v yield_v one_o tear_n how_o obdurate_a be_v my_o heart_n that_o it_o will_v not_o groan_v when_o i_o think_v on_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o my_o saviour_n and_o when_o i_o meditate_v on_o the_o grievous_a passion_n and_o bitter_a death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n who_o have_v be_v more_o beneficial_a unto_o i_o then_o any_o love_a father_n and_o more_o kind_a than_o any_o tender-hearted_a mother_n what_o kindness_n of_o a_o brother_n or_o mild_a affection_n of_o a_o sister_n can_v equal_v his_o love_n what_o friend_n can_v be_v so_o glad_a for_o my_o prosperity_n who_o of_o my_o acquaintance_n can_v be_v so_o sad_a for_o my_o adversity_n who_o can_v be_v so_o constant_a unto_o i_o in_o affection_n who_o can_v be_v so_o faithful_a unto_o i_o in_o compassion_n as_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n my_o parent_n give_v i_o my_o flesh_n pollute_v with_o sin_n and_o defile_v with_o vice_n i_o receive_v from_o my_o saviour_n memory_n will_v understanding_n and_o reason_n yea_o what_o be_v there_o in_o i_o which_o be_v good_a but_o it_o come_v from_o my_o god_n my_o parent_n have_v be_v a_o occasion_n to_o throw_v i_o down_o into_o hell_n but_o my_o redeemer_n do_v shed_v his_o precious_a blood_n to_o bring_v i_o into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n therefore_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v and_o lament_v for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o lord_n my_o saviour_n my_o redeemer_n who_o be_v my_o solace_n in_o time_n of_o sorrow_n my_o consolation_n in_o my_o misery_n and_o my_o refuge_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o necessity_n but_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n father_n of_o mercy_n i_o mourn_v with_o sorrow_n and_o lament_v with_o tear_n when_o death_n do_v rob_v i_o of_o my_o receive_v they_o to_o dwell_v in_o thy_o celestial_a city_n which_o be_v store_v with_o all_o abundance_n but_o who_o can_v describe_v the_o beauty_n or_o demonstrate_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n for_o it_o be_v make_v of_o pure_a gold_n the_o foundation_n of_o precious_a stone_n the_o wall_n of_o jasper_n &_o the_o gate_n of_o pearl_n in_o need_v no_o sun_n to_o give_v light_n unto_o it_o in_o the_o day_n or_o any_o moon_n by_o night_n for_o the_o glorious_a presence_n of_o the_o lord_n do_v fill_v every_o place_n with_o his_o shine_a brighssetne_n revel_v 21.18.19.20.21.23_o what_o eye_n have_v see_v one_o spark_n of_o the_o glister_a clearness_n what_o ear_n have_v hear_v one_o title_n of_o the_o greatness_n what_o heart_n can_v conceive_v so_o much_o as_o a_o grain_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o this_o eternal_a city_n oh_o happy_a be_v the_o people_n that_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o beautiful_a gate_n oh_o happy_a be_v the_o citizen_n that_o shall_v dwell_v within_o thy_o precious_a wall_n for_o they_o shall_v live_v with_o the_o angel_n in_o eternal_a peace_n and_o security_n and_o see_v god_n in_o his_o glorious_a majesty_n entertain_v i_o oh_o lord_n into_o thy_o gracious_a service_n and_o grant_v i_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n in_o fear_n and_o honour_v thou_o with_o my_o love_n that_o when_o i_o have_v serve_v out_o my_o time_n as_o thy_o faithful_a servant_n here_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v incorporate_v into_o this_o heavenly_a city_n and_o admit_v into_o the_o freedom_n of_o this_o bless_a society_n come_v oh_o my_o lord_n jesv_n come_v unto_o we_o quick_o and_o receive_v we_o to_o dwell_v with_o thou_o eternal_o amen_n finis_fw-la soli_fw-la deo_fw-la gloria_fw-la most_o devout_n and_o divine_a meditation_n of_o saint_n bernard_n concern_v the_o knowledge_n of_o humane_a condition_n serve_v as_o so_o many_o motive_n to_o mortification_n london_n print_v by_o t.s._n for_o francis_n burton_n dwell_v in_o paul_n churchyard_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o green_a dragon_n 1614_o a_o table_n of_o the_o motive_n to_o mortification_n mo._n 1._o of_o the_o similitude_n of_o man_n to_o god_n page_n 1._o mo._n 2._o of_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n and_o of_o the_o examination_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n page_n 10._o mo._n 3._o of_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o soul_n pag._n 20_o mo._n 4._o of_o the_o reward_n of_o the_o heavenly_a country_n the_o which_o all_o christian_n ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o obtain_v page_n 33_o mo._n 5._o how_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o examine_v himself_o page_n 44_o mo._n 6._o that_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v diligent_a and_o devout_a in_o perform_v of_o divine_a exercise_n page_n 48_o mo._n 7._o a_o consideration_n of_o death_n page_n 59_o mo._n 8._o in_o what_o manner_n a_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v devout_o pag._n 63_o mo._n 9_o of_o the_o instability_n and_o wander_v of_o the_o heart_n page_n 66_o mo._n 10._o that_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o be_v excuse_v page_n 74_o mo._n 11._o what_o a_o great_a evil_n it_o be_v not_o to_o correct_v or_o reprehend_v other_o page_n 75_o mo._n 12._o how_o every_o man_n ought_v to_o consider_v himself_o page_n 83_o mo._n 13._o of_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o conscience_n every_o where_o page_n 85_o mo._n 14._o of_o the_o three_o enemy_n of_o man._n page_n 87._o mo._n 15._o from_o whence_o the_o flesh_n of_o man_n proceed_v and_o what_o it_o bring_v forth_o page_n 93_o mo._n 16._o of_o the_o short_a life_n of_o man_n pag._n 96_o other_o addition_n a_o most_o zealous_a and_o devout_a lamentation_n of_o bless_a anselmus_n sometime_o archbishop_n of_o canterbury_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o soul_n virginity_n appliable_a unto_o the_o soul_n of_o every_o mortify_a christian_a page_n 111_o a_o meditation_n of_o s._n bernard_n concern_v the_o passion_n and_o suffering_n of_o jesus_n christ_n divide_v into_o twenty_o and_o one_o section_n page_n 139_o the_o author_n deprecation_n or_o petition_n for_o himself_o page_n 236_o finis_fw-la o_o my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o he_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v but_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n he_o pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v like_o drop_n of_o blood_n trikle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luke_n 22.44_o sit_v you_o here_o whil_n i_o go_v and_o pray_v yonder_o of_o the_o similitude_n of_o man_n to_o god._n motive_n i._o many_o know_v many_o thing_n knowledge_n false_a knowledge_n and_o know_v not_o themselves_o they_o pry_v into_o other_o and_o leave_v themselves_o god_n the_o ready_a way_n how_o to_o know_v god_n they_o seek_v god_n by_o those_o outward_a thing_n forsake_v their_o inward_a thing_n to_o which_o god_n be_v near_a and_o more_o inward_a therefore_o i_o will_v return_v from_o outward_a thing_n to_o inward_a and_o from_o the_o inward_a i_o will_v 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death_n and_o woeful_a destruction_n will_v to_o god_n thou_o be_v wise_a can_v understand_v and_o careful_o provide_v in_o thy_o short_a life_n against_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o certain_a and_o uncertain_a death_n sin_n a_o notable_a description_n of_o the_o old_a man_n or_o sin_n i_o know_v one_o who_o many_o year_n have_v live_v familiar_o with_o thou_o have_v sit_v down_o at_o thy_o table_n have_v receive_v meat_n from_o thy_o own_o hand_n have_v sleep_v in_o thy_o bosom_n and_o when_o he_o will_v have_v have_v private_a conference_n with_o thou_o he_o by_o hereditary_a law_n be_v but_o thy_o servant_n but_o because_o from_o his_o tender_a year_n thou_o have_v pamper_v he_o delicate_o bring_v he_o up_o very_o wanton_o and_o have_v spare_v the_o rod_n foolish_o he_o be_v now_o become_v stubborn_a and_o rebellious_a against_o thou_o he_o have_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n above_o thy_o head_n he_o have_v bring_v thou_o into_o slavish_a bondage_n and_o do_v cruel_o tyrannize_v over_o thou_o but_o peradventure_o thou_o will_v say_v who_o be_v he_o it_o be_v thy_o old_a man_n which_o tread_v and_o trample_v thy_o spirit_n under_o foot_n who_o disdain_v contemn_v and_o repute_v less_o than_o nothing_o that_o bless_a land_n which_o be_v sole_o and_o whole_o to_o be_v desire_v because_o nothing_o can_v give_v a_o sweet_a taste_n or_o procure_v a_o please_a relish_n to_o his_o corrupt_a humour_n but_o only_o such_o thing_n as_o may_v please_v the_o wanton_a flesh_n and_o her_o untemperate_a desire_n this_o man_n be_v blind_a and_o deaf_a from_o his_o nativity_n dumb_a ancient_a with_o day_n many_o and_o evil_a rebellious_a against_o virtue_n opposite_a to_o verity_n a_o enemy_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n he_o scorn_v deride_v and_o flout_v the_o innocent_a and_o that_o man_n which_o walk_v upright_o in_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n he_o busi_v himself_o and_o intermeddle_v with_o great_a and_o wonderful_a matter_n which_o do_v far_o exceed_v his_o weak_a capacity_n and_o much_o surpass_v the_o short_a reach_n of_o his_o dull_a &_o doltish_a understanding_n his_o arrogancy_n and_o impudent_a boldness_n be_v more_o than_o all_o his_o fortitude_n and_o force_n he_o dread_v none_o nor_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o any_o but_o say_v proud_o in_o his_o dote_a foolishness_n there_o be_v no_o god_n he_o pine_v and_o consume_v with_o good_a thing_n he_o be_v also_o feed_v and_o nourish_v with_o other_o man_n evil_n he_o be_v fat_v and_o cherish_v with_o unclean_a thought_n and_o impure_a cogitation_n he_o be_v never_o tire_v nor_o weary_v with_o they_o rebel_a and_o transgress_v even_o unto_o the_o end_n he_o disperse_v &_o scatter_v abroad_o his_o own_o like_o a_o unthrifty_a &_o waste_a prodigal_n he_o covet_v and_o rake_v to_o himself_o other_o man_n good_n like_o
down_o and_o consort_v with_o the_o son_n of_o darkness_n why_o have_v thou_o refuse_v sweet_a honey_n to_o feed_v on_o gall_n and_o wholesome_a food_n to_o cloy_v thy_o stomach_n with_o stink_a dung_n at_o that_o time_n oh_o sweet_a christ_n thy_o family_n be_v clear_v &_o thy_o household_n purge_v when_o such_o a_o leprous_a person_n and_o deadly_a disease_a creature_n go_v out_o into_o the_o world_n from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o angel_n society_n for_o then_o at_o last_o be_v the_o thirsty_a soul_n of_o that_o bless_a company_n plentiful_o fill_v with_o sweet_a flow_a stream_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n and_o with_o the_o most_o pleasant_a liquor_n of_o thy_o true_a celestial_a nectar_n which_o thou_o be_v always_o able_a and_o evermore_o willing_a to_o give_v unto_o thy_o faithful_a servant_n when_o he_o be_v worthy_o cast_v out_o from_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a family_n who_o thou_o do_v know_v to_o be_v unworthy_a to_o taste_v one_o drop_n of_o that_o live_a water_n which_o quench_v the_o thirst_n of_o all_o sinful_a soul_n for_o ever_o when_o thou_o of_o thy_o free_a love_n do_v afford_v they_o to_o drink_v of_o that_o bless_a fountain_n be_v their_o thirst_n never_o so_o great_a or_o the_o people_n never_o so_o many_o which_o resort_n to_o receive_v refresh_v by_o it_o section_n x._o now_o when_o thou_o have_v give_v a_o new_a commandment_n to_o thy_o love_a disciple_n that_o they_o shall_v knit_v their_o heart_n together_o with_o the_o true_a union_n of_o perfect_a love_n john_n 13.34_o and_o arm_n themselves_o with_o patience_n against_o the_o approach_a day_n of_o their_o fiery_a trial_n and_o also_o have_v dispose_v the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n to_o thy_o faithful_a brethren_n thou_o camme_v to_o the_o place_n with_o they_o well_o know_v unto_o covetous_a judas_n that_o traitor_n which_o do_v betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n who_o be_v as_o greedy_a to_o buy_v as_o he_o be_v covetous_a to_o sell_v thy_o innocent_a and_o precious_a blood_n yet_o thou_o do_v not_o audacious_o object_v thyself_o unto_o sudden_a danger_n or_o desperate_o throw_v thyself_o into_o peril_n but_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o offer_v and_o lay_v down_o thy_o own_o life_n to_o deliver_v we_o poor_a condemn_v vassal_n from_o the_o heavy_a doom_n of_o eternal_a death_n know_v all_o thing_n which_o shall_v come_v upon_o thou_o john_n 18.4_o oh_o unsearchable_a profundity_n of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n oh_o glorious_a beam_n of_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n for_o like_o a_o tender-hearted_a father_n thou_o have_v willing_o cast_v thyself_o into_o sudden_a danger_n to_o have_v deliver_v thy_o child_n from_o some_o imminent_a peril_n or_o if_o thou_o have_v adventure_v thy_o life_n to_o have_v rescue_v thy_o friend_n from_o threaten_a death_n this_o without_o doubt_n have_v be_v a_o deed_n of_o true_a natural_a affection_n and_o excellent_a love_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v thyself_o to_o death_n to_o save_v thy_o deadly_a enemy_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o ransom_n thy_o mortal_a foe_n this_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n be_v a_o miracle_n of_o superadmirable_a kindness_n beyond_o the_o compass_n of_o all_o understanding_n section_n xi_o when_o thou_o be_v come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o wretched_a judas_n have_v bargain_v to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a jew_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o confess_v the_o heavy_a pang_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v by_o thy_o approach_a passion_n in_o the_o audience_n of_o thy_o brethren_n which_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o endure_v not_o for_o thy_o own_o desert_n but_o by_o thy_o own_o desire_n for_o our_o sake_n and_o our_o sin_n say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n mat._n 26.38_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o heavy_a be_v the_o weight_n of_o i_o yea_o of_o all_o our_o sin_n lay_v upon_o thy_o shoulder_n and_o there_o bow_v thy_o knee_n on_o the_o ground_n and_o fall_v down_o with_o thy_o face_n on_o the_o earth_n thou_o do_v in_o thy_o bitter_a agony_n offer_v up_o thy_o humble_a petition_n to_o god_n thy_o father_n say_v my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o matth._n 26.39_o indeed_o that_o cup_n contain_v a_o deep_a draught_n to_o be_v take_v of_o thou_o for_o the_o health_n of_o our_o languish_a soul_n more_o bitter_a than_o coloquintida_n to_o the_o mouth_n or_o gall_n in_o the_o maw_n and_o no_o doubt_n but_o the_o bloody_a sweat_n which_o trickle_v down_o on_o the_o earth_n by_o drop_n from_o thy_o most_o holy_a flesh_n do_v plain_o declare_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n and_o the_o anguish_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a soul_n luke_n 22.44_o oh_o powerful_a lord_n jesus_n what_o mean_v or_o what_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o lamentable_a supplication_n do_v thou_o not_o whole_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v up_o thyself_o for_o a_o sacrifice_n to_o thy_o father_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o ransom_n yes_o very_o oh_o gracious_a lord_n it_o be_v thy_o exceed_a great_a love_n and_o only_a mercy_n that_o do_v move_v thou_o so_o patient_o to_o undergo_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o condemn_v sinner_n from_o his_o just_a and_o heavy_a displeasure_n that_o by_o thy_o stripe_n we_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o that_o by_o thy_o free_a and_o voluntary_a death_n we_o may_v be_v restore_v to_o a_o second_o and_o everlasting_a life_n but_o we_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v willing_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o misery_n and_o in_o thyself_o express_v unto_o we_o a_o true_a passion_n of_o our_o weakness_n for_o the_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n of_o all_o thy_o feel_a member_n that_o no_o man_n may_v despair_v or_o let_v go_v the_o anchor_n of_o steadfast_a hope_n when_o our_o weak_a flesh_n faint_v and_o our_o natural_a faculty_n fail_v but_o yet_o the_o spirit_n be_v ready_a to_o abide_v the_o painful_a pang_n of_o any_o passion_n and_o to_o suffer_v the_o conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n whatsoever_o true_o thou_o do_v express_v the_o natural_a weakness_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o thyself_o by_o those_o token_n unto_o we_o that_o we_o may_v the_o soon_o be_v provoke_v to_o embrace_v thou_o with_o more_o love_n and_o grateful_o to_o yield_v thou_o great_a thanks_o whereby_o also_o we_o be_v teach_v that_o thou_o do_v true_o bear_v our_o disease_n and_o infirmity_n and_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o run_v through_o the_o thorn_n of_o grievous_a passion_n without_o the_o sense_n of_o painful_a affliction_n for_o that_o voice_n seem_v to_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o flesh_n not_o of_o the_o spirit_n by_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v add_v the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a mark_v 14.38_o and_o thou_o do_v open_o declare_v that_o the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n when_o thou_o do_v go_v forth_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n to_o meet_v those_o bloody_a mind_a person_n conduct_v by_o their_o damnable_a general_n traitorous_a judas_n in_o the_o night_n time_n furnish_v with_o lantern_n torch_n and_o weapon_n seek_v without_o any_o cause_n rage_v with_o malice_n to_o destroy_v thy_o harmless_a life_n and_o cruel_o to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n and_o there_o do_v open_o discover_v thyself_o to_o their_o eye_n and_o offer_v up_o thyself_o to_o their_o bloody_a hand_n lest_o they_o may_v think_v themselves_o behold_v to_o their_o bloody_a guide_n and_o that_o by_o his_o crafty_a policy_n thou_o have_v be_v sudden_o and_o unwilling_o apprehend_v for_o thou_o do_v not_o repel_v or_o put_v back_o that_o cruel_a monster_n come_v to_o kiss_v thy_o most_o holy_a mouth_n but_o do_v gentle_o put_v thy_o mouth_n in_o which_o there_o be_v find_v no_o guile_n to_o his_o mouth_n abound_v with_o venom_n and_o fill_v with_o malice_n who_o under_o token_n of_o love_n pretend_v nothing_o but_o deadly_a hate_n and_o with_o a_o dissemble_a kiss_n to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o who_o be_v ready_o arm_v to_o kill_v thou_o and_o although_o desperate_a judas_n become_v his_o own_o hangman_n mat._n 27.5_o yet_o many_o do_v follow_v his_o step_n and_o desperate_o run_v to_o their_o wilful_a &_o woeful_a destruction_n oh_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o god_n how_o can_v thou_o endure_v that_o such_o a_o ravenous_a wolf_n shall_v come_v near_o unto_o thou_o that_o come_v so_o greedy_o to_o devour_v thou_o what_o fellowship_n have_v light_a with_o darkness_n what_o agreement_n have_v thou_o with_o beliall_n but_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v a_o deed_n of_o thy_o gracious_a benignity_n and_o a_o act_n of_o thy_o exceed_a