strong_a our_o god_n be_v and_o therefore_o will_v the_o lord_n suffer_v we_o to_o fall_v that_o see_v how_o filthy_a we_o have_v make_v ourselves_o by_o our_o own_o pollution_n we_o may_v be_v the_o more_o wary_a and_o circumspect_a for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v the_o burn_a child_n dread_v the_o fire_n and_o those_o that_o have_v lie_v once_o at_o hell_n gate_n will_v for_o ever_o be_v careful_a how_o they_o come_v there_o again_o thus_o be_v god_n child_n by_o the_o renew_n of_o their_o sin_n make_v to_o renew_v their_o sorrow_n and_o more_o strict_o to_o examine_v their_o repentance_n past_a and_o present_a and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o dust_n or_o dirt_n of_o pride_n or_o impatiency_n in_o we_o this_o shake_n of_o we_o will_v make_v it_o appear_v and_o discover_v itself_o so_o that_o sometime_o one_o sin_n shall_v be_v make_v as_o a_o mean_n to_o purge_v out_o another_o not_o by_o any_o virtue_n it_o have_v in_o itself_o but_o as_o god_n make_v use_v of_o it_o as_o a_o instrument_n to_o drive_v we_o home_o to_o he_o as_o mariners_z in_o storm_n to_o their_o port_n 4_o our_o want_n they_o work_v for_o our_o good_a likewise_o alas_o such_o be_v our_o nature_n we_o love_v no_o long_o to_o wait_v in_o humility_n then_o we_o have_v hope_n of_o benefit_n the_o young_a prodigal_a no_o soon_o receive_v his_o portion_n but_o he_o depart_v to_o rassle_v it_o in_o another_o country_n willing_o we_o will_v attend_v no_o long_o than_o god_n be_v give_v have_v receive_v we_o will_v be_v out_o of_o his_o fight_n to_o spend_v and_o this_o make_v the_o lord_n so_o scant_o in_o his_o blessing_n god_n will_v have_v we_o many_o time_n to_o know_v the_o worth_n but_o of_o his_o left_a hand_a blessing_n in_o their_o want_n that_o we_o may_v know_v what_o value_n to_o put_v on_o the_o next_o we_o shall_v receive_v and_o how_o to_o be_v thankful_a for_o they_o now_o we_o come_v to_o relish_v every_o mercy_n indeed_o now_o a_o bit_n of_o brown_a bread_n be_v sweet_a which_o in_o our_o fullness_n will_v not_o down_o and_o now_o be_v we_o keep_v by_o this_o our_o meanness_n in_o a_o continual_a dependence_n on_o god_n alsufficiency_n for_o mercy_n and_o blessing_n till_o we_o have_v they_o that_o on_o our_o spiritual_a trassique_a for_o his_o glory_n he_o may_v furnish_v we_o with_o great_a store_n o_o how_o do_v this_o make_v we_o pity_v poor_a hunger-starve_a soul_n now_o our_o bowel_n which_o before_o be_v harden_v be_v melt_v towards_o they_o in_o pity_n and_o compassion_n our_o heart_n be_v make_v more_o tender_a which_o may_v be_v will_v have_v never_o be_v if_o we_o have_v not_o want_v ourselves_o let_v we_o not_o therefore_o measure_v thing_n by_o the_o present_a sweetness_n but_o by_o the_o future_a profit_n want_n will_v work_v for_o good_a in_o the_o end_n and_o true_o those_o mercy_n that_o come_v to_o we_o out_o of_o great_a difficulty_n and_o seem_v to_o be_v raise_v out_o of_o contrary_n be_v the_o sweet_a mercy_n indeed_o let_v we_o never_o say_v at_o any_o time_n we_o be_v in_o a_o hard_a condition_n unless_o we_o have_v a_o hard_a heart_n and_o can_v pray_v what_o though_o we_o be_v at_o a_o very_a low_a ebb_n in_o regard_n of_o outward_a comfort_n yet_o the_o high_a spring_n of_o our_o joy_n and_o consolation_n be_v not_o lose_v but_o swallow_v up_o in_o the_o ocean_n of_o god_n love_n where_o they_o be_v reserve_v for_o we_o to_o a_o appoint_a time_n and_o though_o we_o be_v not_o the_o subject_n of_o comfort_n yet_o our_o comfort_n be_v always_o sure_a in_o the_o object_n of_o faith_n and_o it_o be_v hide_v for_o we_o even_o then_o when_o it_o be_v hide_v from_o we_o indeed_o they_o be_v the_o best_a nature_n who_o mercy_n and_o blessing_n win_v but_o they_o be_v more_o which_o this_o rod_n of_o want_n send_v home_n sometime_o a_o physician_n let_v blood_n not_o that_o the_o man_n be_v sick_a but_o that_o he_o may_v not_o be_v so_o god_n take_v from_o we_o sometime_o our_o wealth_n lest_o we_o shall_v grow_v proud_a sometime_o our_o dear_a relation_n and_o child_n lest_o we_o shall_v idolise_v they_o sometime_o our_o good_a name_n lest_o we_o shall_v grow_v insolent_a sometime_o our_o health_n liberty_n etc._n etc._n lest_o we_o turn_v the_o grace_n of_o our_o god_n into_o wantonness_n so_o that_o what_o ever_o befall_v we_o be_v from_o our_o god_n and_o for_o our_o good_a there_o be_v nothing_o so_o high_a that_o be_v above_o god_n providence_n nothing_o so_o low_a that_o be_v beneath_o it_o nothing_o so_o large_a but_o be_v bound_v by_o it_o nothing_o so_o confuse_v but_o god_n can_v order_v it_o nothing_o so_o bad_a but_o he_o can_v draw_v good_a out_o of_o it_o nothing_o so_o wise_o plot_v but_o god_n can_v disappoint_v it_o nothing_o so_o simple_a and_o unpolitique_o carry_v but_o he_o can_v give_v a_o prevail_a issue_n unto_o it_o and_o make_v it_o necessary_a in_o regard_n of_o the_o event_n and_o therefore_o this_o can_v but_o bring_v strong_a security_n to_o our_o poor_a distress_a soul_n to_o know_v that_o in_o all_o variety_n of_o change_n and_o cross_a providence_n god_n and_o our_o god_n have_v such_o a_o dispose_n hand_n whatsoever_o befall_v we_o all_o shall_v serve_v to_o bring_v god_n elect_v love_n and_o our_o glorification_n together_o let_v we_o check_v our_o droop_a soul_n in_o the_o word_n of_o david_n psal_n 42._o why_o be_v thou_o so_o sad_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o disquiet_v within_o i_o trust_v in_o god_n for_o i_o shall_v yet_o praise_v he_o he_o be_v the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n and_o then_o let_v we_o sweet_o conclude_v that_o god_n will_v very_o short_o turn_v our_o depth_n of_o sorrow_n into_o sea_n of_o comfort_n our_o bitter_a â—eares_n into_o spiritual_a triumph_n our_o former_a heaviness_n into_o heavenly_a joy_n our_o oppression_n and_o wrong_n into_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n our_o innocency_n which_o now_o be_v obscure_v by_o the_o rot_a rag_n of_o prejudice_n which_o fame_n that_o common_a liar_n cast_v upon_o she_o shall_v then_o appear_v beautiful_a and_o shine_v as_o clear_a as_o the_o light_n our_o sadned_a heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o those_o unmix_a pleasure_n which_o no_o man_n shall_v take_v from_o we_o our_o trouble_a conscience_n shall_v have_v that_o perfect_a peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n and_o which_o our_o utmost_a conceit_n can_v possible_o comprehend_v we_o have_v see_v how_o david_n comfort_v himself_o with_o hope_n of_o be_v benefit_v by_o this_o his_o affliction_n and_o we_o have_v see_v the_o end_n of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v true_a he_o be_v now_o in_o one_o of_o the_o great_a affliction_n that_o ever_o befall_v a_o man_n a_o father_n or_o a_o king_n persecute_v by_o his_o own_o bosom_n friend_n by_o his_o belove_a son_n more_o than_o 20000_o of_o his_o own_o subject_n up_o in_o arm_n against_o he_o outward_a trouble_n inward_a conflict_n encompass_v he_o on_o every_o side_n so_o that_o there_o be_v but_o a_o step_n between_o he_o and_o death_n yet_o by_o theey_n of_o faith_n and_o strength_n of_o god_n look_v beyond_o all_o &_o eye_v he_o which_o be_v invisible_a it_o be_v a_o thick_a cloud_n god_n have_v wrap_v himself_o in_o at_o that_o time_n none_o but_o a_o saint_n can_v have_v conclude_v a_o fair_a end_n from_o such_o a_o lou'e_a beginning_n yet_o david_n hope_n shall_v not_o shame_v he_o his_o confidence_n will_v not_o leave_v he_o till_o the_o full_a accomplishment_n of_o his_o faith_n the_o scene_n shall_v be_v change_v his_o rebellious_a son_n shall_v have_v his_o desert_n his_o trustless_a counsellor_n achitophel_n shall_v pay_v himself_o for_o his_o treachery_n and_o shall_v save_v the_o hangman_n a_o labour_n he_o will_v supply_v the_o place_n of_o a_o executioner_n his_o guilty_a conscience_n shall_v be_v his_o witness_n and_o god_n will_v be_v his_o judge_n now_o shall_v david_n be_v bring_v home_o again_o with_o great_a honour_n than_o ever_o all_o the_o tribe_n of_o israel_n shall_v sharp_o contend_v who_o shall_v be_v the_o first_o that_o shall_v come_v and_o conduct_v he_o shimei_n that_o a_o little_a before_o have_v so_o abuse_v he_o shall_v be_v as_o forward_o as_o any_o nay_o to_o be_v foremost_a of_o many_o to_o welcome_v the_o king_n back_o again_o he_o need_v no_o accuser_n or_o judge_v his_o own_o mouth_n shall_v condemn_v he_o and_o his_o heart_n shall_v bid_v his_o tongue_n beg_v pardon_n for_o his_o desperate_a presumption_n take_v notice_n of_o his_o humble_a carriage_n now_o 2_o sam._n 19.16_o 17_o etc._n etc._n first_o he_o haste_v to_o come_v down_o with_o the_o man_n of_o juda_n to_o meet_v the_o king_n and_o he_o bring_v a_o thousand_o man_n with_o he_o of_o his_o own_o tribe_n
the_o christian_n daily_o solace_n in_o experimental_a oservation_n or_o cordial_n for_o cross_n in_o these_o sad_a and_o calamitous_a time_n of_o affliction_n unless_o thy_o law_n have_v be_v my_o delight_n i_o shall_v then_o have_v perish_v in_o my_o affliction_n psal_n 119.92_o by_o r._n head_n london_n print_v for_o richard_n skelton_n at_o the_o hand_n and_o bible_n in_o ducklane_n isaac_n pridmore_n at_o the_o golden_a falcon_n near_o the_o new_a exchange_n and_o henry_n marsh_n at_o the_o prince_n arm_n in_o chancery-lane_n 1659._o to_o the_o most_o noble_a true_o virtuous_a and_o honourable_a the_o lady_n alice_n phillips_n madam_n in_o stead_n of_o implore_v alone_o your_o protection_n of_o this_o little_a book_n i_o come_v likewise_o myself_o humble_o beseech_v you_o to_o shelter_v we_o under_o the_o secure_a wing_n of_o your_o favour_n from_o those_o kill_a frown_n and_o great_a displeasure_n i_o see_v sit_v on_o my_o mother_n angry_a brow_n occasion_v by_o my_o fault_n if_o i_o may_v call_v it_o one_o madam_n if_o you_o will_v know_v what_o it_o be_v here_o read_v it_o in_o my_o hand_n it_o be_v the_o publication_n of_o this_o little_a book_n which_o i_o felonious_o lay_v hand_n on_o know_v very_o well_o my_o mother_n humility_n that_o will_v not_o suffer_v public_o her_o pen_n to_o speak_v her_o praise_n till_o she_o change_v this_o life_n for_o a_o better_a as_o soon_o as_o i_o have_v possess_v myself_o of_o this_o rare_a jewel_n as_o i_o take_v it_o i_o come_v run_v with_o it_o to_o your_o ladyship_n as_o be_v only_o worthy_a of_o the_o first_o sight_n thereof_o and_o with_o all_o know_v that_o the_o great_a influence_n you_o have_v over_o my_o dear_a mother_n will_v smooth_v her_o brow_n when_o she_o look_v on_o i_o if_o you_o but_o give_v the_o word_n fiat_fw-la as_o for_o the_o book_n your_o very_a name_n prefix_v to_o it_o carry_v with_o it_o such_o virtue_n and_o efficacy_n that_o it_o have_v equal_a power_n with_o the_o sun_n to_o dissipate_v all_o vaprous_a exhalation_n that_o obloquy_n can_v raise_v against_o it_o pardon_v madam_n i_o beseech_v you_o my_o ambition_n and_o folly_n in_o this_o dedication_n since_o i_o have_v do_v as_o one_o that_o will_v invite_v great_a jove_n to_o be_v a_o patron_n to_o a_o little_a gnat._n but_o i_o hope_v your_o usual_a clemency_n will_v stand_v my_o mediator_n i_o shall_v for_o bear_v to_o speak_v of_o encomium_n proper_a to_o yourself_o since_o we_o all_o know_v the_o very_a name_v you_o be_v a_o sufficient_a trumpet_n to_o sound_v your_o worth_n may_v your_o ladyship_n please_v to_o accept_v of_o this_o small_a gift_n from_o a_o hand_n that_o will_v erect_v statue_n of_o pyramid_n to_o the_o honour_n of_o your_o everlasting_a name_n and_o i_o shall_v haste_v as_o be_v eager_o proud_a to_o subscribe_v myself_o madam_n your_o humble_o devote_a servant_n richard_n head_n the_o epistle_n to_o the_o reader_n reader_n have_v not_o my_o endeavour_n forcible_o prevail_v on_o the_o author_n contrary_a intent_n thou_o will_v never_o have_v have_v oh_n the_o opportunity_n which_o now_o thou_o have_v by_o this_o small_a treatise_n to_o strengthen_v thou_o in_o those_o affliction_n which_o calumny_n shall_v cast_v in_o the_o way_n that_o thou_o be_v travail_v in_o towards_o eternity_n i_o have_v often_o read_v it_o and_o perhaps_o with_o more_o delight_n than_o other_o have_v do_v because_o it_o so_o well_o suit_v with_o my_o former_a condition_n other_o likewise_o have_v peruse_v it_o no_o mean_a person_n than_o minister_n which_o so_o well_o please_v they_o as_o that_o they_o hearty_o descend_v to_o read_v it_o in_o more_o legible_a character_n i_o mean_v print_v wherefore_o that_o the_o seem_a hope_n and_o desire_n of_o our_o friend_n may_v not_o miscarry_v i_o resolve_v myself_o to_o obstetrical_a bring_n it_o to_o light_v for_o public_a benefit_n that_o which_o at_o first_o be_v only_o design_v for_o private_a use_n as_o for_o the_o author_n it_o will_v be_v account_v partiality_n in_o i_o to_o echo_v out_o one_o diminutive_a word_n in_o her_o due_a praise_n as_o be_v myself_o the_o unworthy_a son_n of_o so_o learned_o pious_a and_o zealous_a a_o mother_n let_v this_o little_a book_n therefore_o speak_v in_o part_n her_o due_a encomium_n which_o be_v but_o the_o forerunner_n of_o sever_v all_o more_o that_o be_v already_o attire_v to_o enter_v on_o the_o stage_n of_o the_o world_n if_o this_o first_o meet_v not_o with_o that_o hard_a faith_n which_o usual_o attend_v most_o book_n shall_v censure_n be_v so_o mild_a and_o propitious_a as_o thereby_o to_o make_v this_o as_o the_o inlet_a to_o the_o rest_n i_o then_o dare_v say_v that_o experience_n will_v verify_v the_o opinion_n of_o pullas_fw-la herself_o represent_v in_o the_o person_n of_o anna_n maria_n schurman_n prove_v that_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o a_o woman_n to_o be_v equal_o as_o well_o accomplish_v as_o a_o man_n in_o all_o those_o thing_n that_o appertain_v to_o the_o mind_n thus_o beseech_v you_o to_o use_v this_o small_a treatise_n and_o not_o abuse_v it_o i_o shall_v conclude_v with_o my_o hearty_a prayer_n to_o god_n that_o you_o and_o i_o so_o live_v for_o the_o future_a as_o that_o we_o may_v deserve_v as_o little_a as_o may_v be_v the_o calumny_n or_o reproach_n of_o any_o and_o so_o i_o rest_v ducklane_n june_n 25_o 1659._o you_o to_o serve_v you_o richard_n head_n 2_o sam._n 16.5_o 6_o 7_o 8_o 9_o to_o the_o 14._o and_o when_o king_n david_n come_v to_o bahurim_n behold_v thence_o come_v out_o a_o man_n of_o the_o family_n of_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n who_o name_n be_v shimei_n the_o son_n of_o gera_n he_o come_v forth_o and_o curse_v still_o as_o he_o come_v etc._n etc._n we_o have_v here_o the_o true_a portraiture_n of_o one_o of_o the_o most_o self-denyings_a saint_n that_o either_o time_n or_o experience_n can_v demonstrate_v that_o king_n and_o princely_a prophet_n david_n one_o who_o be_v eminent_a in_o four_o thing_n 1_o he_o be_v eminent_a in_o the_o choice_n which_o god_n make_v of_o he_o before_o his_o brethren_n or_o any_o of_o the_o isralite_n to_o be_v king_n in_o the_o room_n of_o saul_n 1_o sam._n 16.12_o 2_o he_o be_v prefer_v by_o the_o daughter_n of_o israel_n before_o the_o king_n himself_o in_o their_o triumphal_a song_n saul_n have_v slay_v his_o thousand_o but_o david_n his_o ten_o thousand_o 1_o sam._n 18.7_o 3_o but_o he_o be_v most_o eminent_a in_o the_o savour_n of_o god_n never_o be_v there_o such_o a_o epithet_n give_v to_o any_o before_o he_o that_o he_o be_v a_o man_n according_a to_o god_n own_o heart_n 4_o and_o last_o though_o not_o least_o of_o all_o he_o be_v supereminent_a in_o his_o suffering_n and_o sorrow_n which_o befall_v he_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o be_v call_v from_o his_o father_n sheepfold_n to_o be_v the_o great_a shepherd_n and_o king_n of_o israel_n many_o of_o the_o saint_n have_v be_v remarkable_a for_o some_o suffering_n and_o some_o for_o other_o but_o scarce_o ever_o shall_v we_o find_v any_o one_o but_o king_n david_n which_o have_v a_o taste_n of_o all_o nay_o he_o drink_v a_o deep_a draught_n of_o every_o affliction_n bitter_a cup._n take_v but_o a_o scantling_n of_o his_o life_n from_o his_o anoint_v to_o his_o death_n and_o there_o be_v none_o but_o must_v needs_o confess_v he_o be_v a_o unparalleled_a sufferer_n so_o soon_o as_o he_o have_v promise_v hope_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v a_o king_n they_o be_v as_o quick_o in_o part_n in_o the_o bud_n and_o so_o wither_v that_o he_o say_v in_o his_o haste_n all_o man_n be_v liar_n psal_n 116.11_o yea_o even_o the_o prophet_n samuel_n which_o bring_v he_o the_o tideing_n from_o god_n and_o anoint_a he_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v one_o day_n perish_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o he_o shall_v succeed_v 1_o sam._n 27.1_o how_o be_v he_o weary_v by_o the_o cruel_a tyrant_n saul_n and_o hunt_v up_o and_o down_o from_o mountain_n to_o valley_n from_o the_o valley_n to_o the_o wilderness_n from_o the_o wilderness_n to_o the_o cave_n and_o at_o last_o no_o place_n be_v safe_a for_o he_o he_o be_v fain_o to_o depart_v the_o land_n and_o as_o if_o his_o own_o sorrow_n be_v not_o enough_o but_o he_o must_v see_v the_o sorrow_n which_o befall_v his_o father_n house_n for_o it_o be_v like_a they_o can_v not_o abide_v safe_o in_o bethlehem_n for_o they_o go_v to_o the_o cave_n of_o adullam_n to_o he_o no_o doubt_n the_o sight_n of_o they_o do_v but_o add_v to_o his_o misery_n he_o will_v never_o have_v desire_v such_o a_o favour_n of_o the_o king_n of_o moah_n else_o that_o his_o father_n and_o his_o mother_n may_v live_v with_o he_o till_o he_o see_v what_o god_n will_v do_v with_o he_o 1_o sam._n 22.1_o 3._o what_o a_o sorrow_n be_v it_o
lay_v amy_a claim_n to_o god_n that_o can_v find_v parent_n kindred_n friend_n in_o he_o alone_o and_o thus_o when_o we_o have_v sweet_o be_v bring_v to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n we_o shall_v silent_o and_o content_o suffer_v it_o passive_a obedience_n spring_v from_o active_a when_o we_o true_o know_v it_o be_v god_n will_v we_o endure_v it_o with_o a_o quiet_a patience_n consider_v that_o what_o ever_o befall_v we_o come_v from_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o therefore_o those_o that_o have_v not_o enure_v themselves_o to_o the_o yoke_n of_o obedience_n will_v never_o endure_v the_o yoke_n of_o suffering_n 1_o another_o thing_n we_o may_v observe_v in_o david_n flight_n he_o be_v persecute_v by_o his_o own_o son_n to_o who_o he_o have_v be_v but_o too_o kind_a a_o father_n and_o true_o those_o child_n seldom_o prove_v happy_a to_o we_o that_o have_v too_o much_o of_o our_o heart_n absalon_n have_v deserve_v death_n in_o cause_v his_o own_o brother_n to_o be_v slay_v david_n pardon_v the_o fact_n in_o he_o be_v verify_v the_o proverb_n save_o a_o malefactor_n from_o the_o gallow_n and_o he_o will_v hang_v thou_o if_o he_o can_v if_o absalon_n have_v have_v his_o desert_n before_o david_n may_v have_v free_v himself_o from_o much_o trouble_n and_o sorrow_n hang_v he_o must_v be_v if_o none_o will_v do_v it_o his_o pride_n shall_v and_o beside_o hang_v on_o record_n for_o the_o most_o disloyall_a traitor_n and_o rebel_n and_o the_o most_o disobedient_a son_n that_o ever_o the_o sun_n behold_v thus_o we_o see_v that_o if_o parent_n can_v be_v content_a that_o their_o child_n shall_v cross_v god_n god_n will_v be_v content_a that_o their_o child_n shall_v be_v cross_n to_o they_o if_o david_n will_v not_o correct_v he_o god_n will_n again_o if_o ruler_n will_v give_v life_n when_o god_n call_v for_o death_n they_o shall_v help_v themselves_o to_o sorrow_n and_o their_o friend_n to_o shame_n god_n have_v here_o a_o time_n to_o pay_v david_n and_o punish_v absalon_n thus_o you_o see_v in_o elies_n indulgence_n to_o his_o ungodly_a son_n rebuke_v they_o he_o do_v but_o restrain_v they_o he_o do_v not_o they_o shall_v be_v execute_v by_o the_o sword_n of_o a_o enemy_n though_o not_o of_o justice_n and_o himself_o shall_v die_v a_o fearful_a death_n 1._o sam._n 4.18_o and_o true_o it_o be_v worth_a our_o observation_n that_o when_o we_o make_v too_o much_o of_o the_o creature_n god_n make_v nothing_o of_o they_o and_o thus_o many_o time_n we_o nourish_v such_o viper_n as_o in_o the_o end_n eat_v out_o our_o bowel_n many_o a_o one_o do_v by_o we_o as_o joab_n serve_v abner_n 2._o sam._n 3.27_o take_v we_o aside_o to_o speak_v with_o we_o quiet_o and_o then_o stab_v we_o alas_o the_o true_a heart_a lie_n most_o open_a to_o credulity_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v very_o easy_a to_o beguile_v their_o harmless_a intention_n and_o indeed_o no_o enemy_n so_o bad_a as_o a_o bosom_n friend_n and_o no_o enmity_n burn_v so_o furious_o as_o that_o which_o arise_v from_o the_o quench_a coal_n of_o love_n and_o this_o be_v it_o that_o make_v we_o take_v more_o grievous_a the_o injury_n of_o a_o friend_n far_o great_a than_o the_o malicious_a hatred_n of_o a_o enemy_n for_o open_a hostility_n call_v we_o to_o our_o guard_n but_o we_o have_v have_v no_o fence_n against_o a_o trust_a treachery_n of_o all_o enemy_n it_o be_v a_o misery_n to_o have_v one_o very_o powerful_a or_o very_o malicious_a if_o they_o can_v wound_v we_o upon_o proof_n they_o will_v upon_o likelihood_n and_o of_o all_o enemy_n he_o will_v be_v the_o worst_a that_o have_v do_v we_o a_o irreparable_a injury_n for_o when_o he_o see_v he_o can_v make_v we_o no_o satisfaction_n he_o will_v proceed_v to_o hatred_n and_o then_o to_o malice_n and_o then_o he_o will_v seek_v our_o ruin_n and_o he_o be_v the_o worst_a enemy_n that_o turn_v traitor_n and_o turn_v traitor_n he_o can_v unless_o he_o have_v be_v a_o friend_n former_o now_o a_o traitor_n be_v much_o more_o dangerous_a than_o a_o profess_a enemy_n and_o a_o fugitive_a soldier_n more_o pernicious_a in_o time_n of_o war_n than_o he_o that_o assault_v with_o open_a violence_n ambrose_n can_v say_v that_o a_o enemy_n may_v be_v shun_v but_o a_o friend_n can_v if_o he_o mean_v to_o be_v treacherous_a we_o may_v easy_o take_v heed_n of_o he_o to_o who_o we_o have_v not_o commit_v our_o counsel_n but_o it_o be_v scarce_o possible_a to_o prevent_v his_o mischief_n to_o who_o we_o have_v entrust_v they_o and_o true_o david_n never_o meet_v with_o such_o enmity_n from_o all_o his_o profess_a enemy_n as_o he_o have_v from_o those_o which_o be_v once_o his_o familiar_a friend_n hear_v what_o a_o pitiful_a complaint_n he_o make_v psal_n 55.12_o 13_o 14._o if_o it_o have_v be_v a_o enemy_n i_o can_v have_v bear_v it_o but_o it_o be_v thou_o my_o equal_a my_o familiar_a friend_n in_o who_o i_o delight_v which_o do_v eat_v of_o my_o bread_n and_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o god_n in_o company_n with_o i_o this_o be_v he_o that_o have_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o but_o let_v all_o traitor_n lay_v to_o heart_n how_o frequent_a have_v be_v example_n of_o god_n vengeance_n on_o such_o who_o ever_o see_v a_o bloody_a traitor_n come_v to_o a_o good_a end_n few_o or_o none_o ever_o escape_v the_o hand_n of_o god_n or_o the_o sword_n of_o the_o magistrate_n or_o their_o own_o balter_n how_o die_v zimri_n achithophel_n absalon_n zebah_n judas_n their_o own_o hand_n make_v passage_n for_o their_o soul_n into_o hellish_a torment_n as_o the_o devil_n once_o complain_v before_o their_o time_n 2_o but_o be_v these_o all_o that_o david_n have_v to_o encounter_v with_o these_o be_v dumb_a dog_n that_o will_v have_v snap_v at_o his_o heel_n nay_o at_o his_o head_n ere_o he_o have_v see_v they_o no_o there_o be_v another_o fierce_a mastiff_n which_o fly_v at_o he_o with_o open_a mouth_n shimei_n will_v take_v advantage_n of_o this_o time_n to_o vent_v the_o old_a grudge_n and_o malice_n that_o lie_v lurk_v in_o his_o heart_n till_o a_o fit_a opportunity_n he_o be_v of_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n that_o be_v enough_o to_o make_v he_o a_o enemy_n so_o that_o we_o may_v conclude_v that_o malicious_a wretch_n watch_v a_o advantage_n when_o they_o may_v do_v a_o mischief_n it_o be_v the_o common_a course_n of_o a_o curse_a disposition_n to_o trample_v upon_o those_o which_o be_v already_o fall_v this_o have_v be_v the_o practice_n of_o satan_n instrument_n in_o all_o age_n to_o insult_v over_o misery_n and_o i_o will_v it_o be_v confine_v to_o they_o only_o job_n be_v bitter_o speak_v against_o in_o his_o great_a extremity_n by_o his_o own_o friend_n and_o they_o no_o doubt_n godly_a too_o and_o censure_v for_o a_o hypocrite_n and_o yet_o he_o give_v it_o out_o for_o a_o maxim_n that_o to_o he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n pity_n shall_v be_v show_v and_o of_o all_o object_n of_o sorrow_n a_o distress_a king_n be_v the_o most_o pitiful_a because_o it_o present_v most_o the_o frailty_n of_o humanity_n the_o sorrow_n of_o a_o depose_a king_n be_v like_o the_o distorquement_n of_o a_o depart_a conscience_n which_o none_o can_v know_v but_o he_o that_o have_v lose_v a_o crown_n towards_o those_o that_o have_v be_v always_o poor_a piety_n be_v not_o so_o passionate_a for_o they_o have_v no_o elevation_n to_o make_v their_o depression_n seem_v the_o great_a wonder_n sure_o a_o tender_a heart_n will_v have_v pity_v bajazet_n and_o valerian_n as_o they_o be_v man_n the_o one_o in_o his_o cage_n the_o other_o when_o he_o lay_v prostrate_a as_o a_o footstool_n to_o his_o proud_a foe_n who_o will_v not_o have_v weep_v with_o king_n edward_n the_o second_o when_o his_o princely_a tear_n be_v all_o the_o warm_a water_n his_o butcher_n will_v allow_v he_o to_o shave_v he_o with_o when_o the_o hedge_n be_v his_o cloth_n of_o state_n and_o his_o throne_n the_o ground_n and_o who_o will_v not_o have_v pour_v out_o unrestrained_a tear_n to_o have_v see_v king_n david_n go_v up_o mount_n olivet_n barefoot_a and_o weep_v as_o he_o go_v to_o see_v all_o his_o noble_n and_o mighty_a man_n in_o mourning_n and_o to_o hear_v all_o the_o country_n cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n 2_o sam._n 15_o 23.30_o and_o yet_o this_o miscreant_n shimei_n in_o stead_n of_o pity_n proud_o insult_v ah_o with_o what_o spirit_n be_v they_o endue_v that_o can_v grieve_v the_o grieved_a and_o add_v sorrow_n to_o the_o over-burdened_n what_o to_o put_v more_o weight_n to_o a_o overcharge_a bâ—ame_n to_o lash_v with_o a_o iron_n rod_n that_o back_o which_o be_v already_o flay_v with_o whip_v sure_o this_o property_n be_v not_o only_o inhuman_a but_o diabolical_a to_o persecute_v
have_v thou_o do_v so_o and_o thus_o elsewhere_o he_o patient_o submit_v himself_o to_o be_v afflict_v at_o his_o good_a pleasure_n 2_o scm._n 15.26_o but_o if_o say_v he_o he_o thus_o say_v i_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o thou_o behold_v here_o be_o i_o let_v he_o do_v to_o i_o as_o seem_v good_a in_o his_o eye_n so_o good_a old_a elie_n when_o he_o hear_v from_o samuel_n what_o a_o fearful_a work_n god_n will_v do_v to_o his_o house_n quiet_o he_o humble_v himself_n say_v it_o be_v the_o lord_n let_v he_o do_v what_o seem_v he_o best_o 1_o sam._n 3.18_o thus_o likewise_o job_n once_o have_v i_o speak_v yea_o twice_o but_o i_o will_v proceed_v no_o further_o i_o will_v lay_v my_o hand_n upon_o my_o mouth_n and_o abhor_v myself_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n lo_o hezechiah_n sweet_o submit_v when_o he_o look_v up_o to_o god_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v for_o he_o have_v say_v it_o to_o i_o and_o he_o have_v do_v it_o isa_n 38.13_o it_o be_v the_o safe_a way_n when_o god_n hand_n be_v on_o our_o back_n to_o lay_v our_o hand_n on_o our_o mouth_n and_o do_v as_o aaron_n do_v at_o the_o fearful_a death_n of_o his_o son_n when_o he_o hear_v moses_n to_o tell_v he_o that_o god_n will_v be_v sanctify_v in_o those_o that_o do_v draw_v near_o unto_o he_o he_o hold_v his_o peace_n leu._n 10.3_o thus_o those_o saint_n in_o the_o 21._o acts._n 14_o conclude_v their_o argument_n with_o word_n of_o submission_n concern_v paul_n journey_n to_o jerusalem_n the_o will_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v do_v now_o as_o all_o event_n whatsoever_o be_v by_o and_o according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n so_o to_o this_o will_n of_o god_n must_v we_o sweet_o submit_v in_o all_o cross_a accident_n whatsoever_o we_o either_o feel_v or_o fear_v this_o have_v the_o saint_n in_o all_o age_n do_v when_o they_o see_v once_o the_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n they_o quiet_o yeil_v ded_fw-we so_o mauritius_n the_o roman_a emperor_n when_o after_o the_o butcher_a of_o his_o love_a wife_n and_o tender_a child_n before_o his_o face_n at_o the_o command_n of_o the_o tyrant_n phocas_n he_o be_v to_o act_v his_o own_o part_n in_o that_o mournful_a tragedy_n in_o his_o flesh_n at_o first_o like_o a_o grudge_a israelite_n begin_v to_o repine_v and_o draw_v back_o but_o after_o some_o passionate_a pang_n he_o humble_o submit_v with_o these_o word_n just_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o just_o be_v thy_o judgement_n and_o this_o be_v patience_n indeed_o when_o we_o be_v content_a without_o murmur_v or_o repine_v to_o resign_v ourselves_o into_o god_n hand_n to_o be_v deal_v withal_o even_o as_o it_o shall_v seem_v good_a to_o he_o both_o for_o the_o time_n and_o measure_n of_o our_o affliction_n we_o must_v not_o only_o not_o sink_v under_o they_o but_o not_o shrink_v from_o they_o stay_v in_o they_o till_o he_o that_o lay_v they_o on_o shall_v please_v to_o take_v they_o off_o 1_o if_o we_o will_v serious_o consider_v who_o this_o be_v that_o afflict_v we_o why_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n who_o be_v infinite_a in_o glory_n power_n and_o majesty_n who_o have_v create_v we_o of_o nothing_o may_v dispose_v also_o of_o we_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n for_o why_o shall_v the_o clay_n murmur_n against_o the_o potter_n dust_n and_o ash_n against_o the_o glorious_a king_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n who_o measure_v the_o earth_n with_o his_o span_n and_o poyse_v it_o as_o in_o a_o balance_n who_o uphold_v all_o thing_n by_o his_o word_n and_o rule_v they_o at_o his_o good_a pleasure_n in_o he_o we_o live_v move_v and_o have_v our_o be_v so_o that_o if_o he_o sustain_v we_o we_o continue_v but_o if_o he_o blow_v upon_o we_o we_o be_v present_o go_v and_o return_v again_o unto_o our_o dust_n 2_o as_o god_n be_v infinite_a in_o majesty_n and_o power_n so_o be_v he_o just_a in_o his_o judgement_n his_o way_n be_v past_o find_v out_o have_v he_o correct_v we_o sharp_o sure_o it_o be_v not_o more_o than_o we_o deserve_v have_v he_o take_v away_o our_o dear_a friend_n by_o death_n why_o he_o take_v away_o nothing_o but_o what_o he_o give_v he_o never_o give_v any_o thing_n absolute_o and_o for_o ever_o but_o only_o to_o use_v for_o a_o time_n till_o he_o again_o do_v call_v for_o it_o and_o therefore_o see_v the_o lord_n have_v take_v nothing_o but_o his_o own_o let_v we_o not_o say_v we_o have_v lose_v it_o but_o only_o restore_v it_o to_o the_o right_a owner_n 3_o let_v we_o bear_v patient_o whatsoever_o come_v from_o god_n because_o he_o be_v goodness_n itself_o from_o who_o there_o can_v come_v no_o evil_n it_o be_v he_o that_o rule_v the_o world_n and_o order_v all_o thing_n for_o the_o best_a take_v care_n of_o every_o particular_a person_n neither_o do_v nor_o have_v any_o evil_n in_o he_o god_n be_v the_o fountain_n from_o whence_o all_o goodnesle_n flow_v if_o he_o be_v good_a to_o all_o he_o be_v abundant_o good_a to_o his_o own_o if_o he_o be_v so_o sweet_a to_o those_o that_o seek_v he_o how_o beyond_o expression_n will_v he_o be_v to_o those_o that_o find_v he_o now_o who_o may_v better_a chastise_v we_o than_o he_o that_o create_v we_o who_o more_o right_a to_o correct_v and_o nurture_n we_o than_o he_o who_o feed_v and_o nurse_v we_o we_o see_v the_o most_o savage_a beast_n which_o will_v not_o endure_v the_o look_n of_o a_o stranger_n will_v take_v stripe_n from_o their_o owner_n who_o feed_v and_o tend_v they_o and_o shall_v we_o more_o brutish_a than_o they_o snarl_v and_o repine_v when_o the_o lord_n who_o not_o only_o give_v we_o food_n but_o also_o make_v it_o nourishment_n do_v chastise_v we_o for_o our_o good_a the_o lord_n be_v our_o king_n and_o sovereign_a unto_o who_o we_o be_v to_o yield_v absolute_a obedience_n and_o therefore_o if_o earthly_a prince_n do_v punish_v their_o subject_n and_o judge_v they_o insolent_a if_o they_o repine_v and_o rebellious_a if_o they_o resist_v not_o endure_v expostulation_n or_o to_o have_v their_o action_n call_v to_o account_n nay_o though_o they_o be_v unjust_a how_o then_o shall_v we_o be_v acquit_v when_o be_v correct_v by_o god_n we_o impatient_o murmur_v and_o by_o use_v unlawful_a mean_n to_o free_v ourselves_o as_o much_o as_o in_o we_o lie_v resist_v he_o in_o his_o most_o righteous_a judgement_n which_o be_v all_o dispose_v for_o our_o good_a if_o we_o submit_v ourselves_o unto_o they_o see_v by_o rule_v we_o thus_o on_o earth_n he_o fit_v we_o to_o reign_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n ah_o therefore_o let_v we_o not_o look_v to_o the_o interior_a cause_n by_o which_o our_o cross_n be_v immediate_o impose_v but_o unto_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n who_o be_v the_o chief_a and_o supreme_a cause_n of_o all_o our_o affliction_n let_v we_o not_o look_v to_o instrument_n and_o aggravate_v our_o sorrow_n by_o circumstance_n as_o look_v upon_o our_o affliction_n with_o a_o impotent_a impatience_n because_o our_o enemy_n be_v malicious_a proud_a and_o insolent_a in_o the_o carriage_n of_o the_o matter_n but_o to_o god_n which_o aim_v at_o nothing_o but_o our_o good_a thus_o say_v christ_n to_o pilate_n thou_o can_v have_v no_o power_n except_o it_o be_v give_v the_o from_o above_o thus_o likewise_o do_v we_o make_v our_o burden_n in_o supportable_a when_o we_o too_o much_o look_v upon_o the_o treachery_n neglect_n or_o unkind_a deal_n of_o some_o friend_n of_o who_o we_o have_v deserve_v well_o and_o therefore_o lest_o of_o all_o suspect_a to_o have_v receive_v from_o they_o such_o hard_a measure_n alas_o if_o our_o thought_n mount_v no_o high_a than_o those_o break_a reed_n we_o may_v sit_v down_o and_o die_v of_o discontent_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v sweet_o say_v of_o a_o holy_a and_o experimental_a divine_a late_o that_o unless_o we_o learn_v to_o suffer_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o saint_n as_o well_o as_o from_o ungodly_a person_n we_o must_v never_o look_v to_o live_v a_o merry_a day_n so_o say_v i_o unless_o we_o can_v bear_v the_o fall_n off_o the_o falsehood_n and_o treachery_n of_o a_o belove_a friend_n we_o shall_v never_o come_v to_o possess_v pure_a patience_n indeed_o and_o thus_o many_o time_n when_o aught_o befall_v we_o through_o our_o own_o default_n negligence_n or_o want_v of_o providence_n we_o add_v unto_o it_o the_o weight_n of_o many_o crimination_n and_o oftentimes_o false_a accusation_n against_o ourselves_o as_o though_o it_o be_v not_o heavy_a enough_o in_o it_o selâ—e_v to_o press_v we_o down_o unless_o we_o add_v thereunto_o the_o load_n of_o bitter_a invective_n against_o our_o own_o negligence_n and_o of_o sharp_a censure_n for_o our_o own_o faultinesse_n as_o be_v the_o cause_n which_o have_v bring_v upon_o we_o those_o cross_n and_o calamity_n
pity_v by_o he_o though_o he_o have_v no_o ability_n to_o help_v or_o relieve_v we_o then_o how_o much_o more_o ease_n and_o comfort_n shall_v we_o find_v in_o lay_v open_a the_o cause_n of_o our_o grief_n before_o our_o heavenly_a father_n who_o as_o he_o infinite_o exceed_v all_o the_o tender_a father_n in_o the_o world_n in_o pity_n in_o love_n and_o compassion_n so_o he_o be_v able_a when_o as_o it_o shall_v be_v most_o for_o his_o glory_n and_o our_o comfort_n to_o free_v we_o out_o of_o all_o our_o misery_n and_o affliction_n now_o a_o main_a strengthener_n of_o patience_n be_v provident_o to_o foresee_v cross_n approach_v this_o the_o heathen_a seneca_n prescribe_v as_o a_o way_n to_o be_v rid_v of_o care_n and_o fear_n and_o to_o attain_v unto_o full_a security_n that_o whatsoever_o evil_a we_o may_v fear_v to_o be_v come_v we_o shall_v suppose_v that_o it_o will_v certain_o come_v and_o so_o exercise_v ourselves_o to_o bear_v it_o willing_o before_o we_o be_v constrain_v to_o bear_v it_o upon_o necessity_n let_v we_o then_o prepare_v ourselves_o for_o the_o time_n of_o adversity_n and_o consider_v that_o those_o thing_n which_o have_v happen_v unto_o other_o may_v also_o befall_v we_o and_o bear_v those_o affliction_n which_o at_o any_o time_n may_v be_v lay_v upon_o we_o but_o above_o all_o let_v we_o not_o fix_v our_o heart_n upon_o any_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n but_o use_v the_o benefit_n of_o this_o life_n as_o though_o we_o use_v they_o not_o and_o enjoy_v they_o so_o as_o those_o who_o be_v present_o to_o forego_v they_o for_o those_o thing_n which_o we_o possess_v with_o immoderate_a love_n we_o always_o lose_v with_o immoderate_a grief_n and_o if_o we_o look_v upon_o our_o temporal_a blessing_n as_o upon_o perpetuity_n we_o shall_v subject_v ourselves_o to_o much_o sorrow_n and_o find_v small_a patience_n when_o their_o loss_n prove_v unto_o we_o that_o they_o be_v but_o moveable_n it_o be_v good_a to_o forethink_v when_o we_o be_v honour_v in_o the_o world_n and_o have_v every_o man_n tongue_n as_o a_o trumpet_n for_o our_o praise_n the_o time_n may_v come_v we_o may_v be_v as_o much_o disgrace_v and_o defame_v for_o this_o have_v befall_v to_o many_o before_o we_o and_o will_v happen_v to_o many_o after_o we_o and_o why_o not_o then_o unto_o we_o also_o among_o the_o rest_n then_o serious_o let_v we_o consider_v and_o examine_v our_o heart_n how_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o bear_v it_o if_o we_o shall_v be_v cast_v down_o out_o of_o the_o high_a throne_n of_o honour_n and_o reputation_n into_o the_o low_a bottom_n of_o shame_n and_o disgrace_n and_o with_o what_o reason_n and_o argument_n we_o may_v strengthen_v our_o patience_n and_o mitigate_v and_o moderate_v our_o grief_n and_o heaviness_n thus_o when_o we_o abound_v with_o riches_n and_o have_v such_o plenty_n of_o earthly_a thing_n that_o we_o have_v not_o only_o for_o ourselves_o a_o sufficiency_n of_o all_o we_o can_v desire_v but_o be_v also_o able_a to_o give_v to_o other_o and_o make_v they_o beholden_a unto_o we_o now_o then_o let_v we_o think_v how_o we_o can_v patient_o bear_v a_o change_n of_o all_o these_o thing_n our_o filk_n for_o rag_n our_o full_a table_n for_o course_n and_o scant_a fare_n nay_o may_v be_v to_o be_v constrain_v to_o ask_v relâ—ef_n even_o of_o those_o which_o former_o we_o have_v support_v and_o to_o receive_v it_o grudge_o or_o to_o be_v shameful_o deny_v so_o likewise_o when_o we_o have_v friend_n and_o acquaintance_n who_o now_o smile_n upon_o we_o make_v airy_a covenant_n of_o perpetual_a league_n pretend_v such_o dearness_n of_o affection_n that_o our_o entertainment_n shall_v be_v the_o very_o best_a and_o our_o welcome_n hug_v and_o embracement_n that_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o our_o delight_n we_o shall_v consider_v that_o they_o be_v not_o only_o mortal_a but_o mutable_a they_o may_v become_v our_o great_a enemy_n now_o let_v we_o forecast_v how_o we_o can_v bear_v it_o to_o have_v their_o sweet_a discourse_n turn_v into_o silence_n at_o the_o best_a when_o we_o shall_v see_v such_o a_o change_n in_o their_o countenance_n that_o in_o stead_n of_o smile_n we_o shall_v read_v slight_v contempt_n disdain_n when_o they_o will_v not_o honour_v we_o so_o far_o as_o to_o give_v a_o reason_n for_o their_o estrangment_n or_o admit_v of_o a_o apology_n to_o plead_v the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o heart_n towards_o they_o but_o shall_v load_v we_o with_o the_o burden_n of_o their_o unkindness_n not_o only_o try_v but_o tire_v our_o patience_n with_o their_o wrong_n which_o stick_v close_o to_o our_o heart_n than_o all_o the_o injury_n and_o outrage_n of_o a_o profess_a enemy_n and_o thus_o likewise_o for_o our_o near_a and_o dear_a relation_n of_o husband_n wife_n child_n etc._n etc._n let_v we_o cast_v a_o serious_a look_n on_o they_o and_o consider_v they_o may_v quick_o be_v take_v away_o from_o we_o any_o of_o they_o all_o of_o they_o death_n will_v not_o be_v bribe_v will_v not_o hearken_v to_o any_o of_o our_o cry_n tear_n or_o sigh_n oh_o than_o let_v we_o reason_n with_o ourselves_o how_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o endure_v a_o part_n when_o we_o can_v endure_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o how_o shall_v we_o grapple_v with_o the_o substance_n when_o the_o shadow_n do_v so_o affright_v we_o oh_o therefore_o whatsoever_o we_o may_v lose_v of_o that_o which_o we_o most_o love_n let_v we_o think_v that_o it_o be_v now_o in_o lose_v or_o suppose_v it_o already_o lose_v this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o prepare_v our_o heart_n and_o arm_v our_o patience_n to_o bear_v the_o burden_n from_o the_o serious_a consideration_n of_o these_o thing_n there_o will_v arise_v two_o special_a benefit_n 1_o that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v puff_v up_o with_o pride_n in_o the_o confluence_n of_o these_o earthly_a blessing_n and_o so_o become_v insolent_a but_o use_v they_o with_o all_o sobriety_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n when_o as_o our_o expectation_n like_o a_o continual_a monitor_n do_v put_v we_o in_o mind_n of_o our_o loss_n 2_o this_o daily_a expectation_n will_v make_v these_o affliction_n which_o in_o themselves_o be_v grisly_a and_o terrible_a to_o be_v so_o well_o know_v and_o familiar_a that_o when_o they_o appear_v they_o will_v not_o much_o scar_n and_o affright_v we_o and_o true_o the_o very_a heathen_a in_o this_o matter_n will_v shame_v we_o anaxagoras_n be_v certify_v of_o the_o death_n of_o his_o dear_a and_o worthy_a son_n hear_v it_o with_o patience_n without_o any_o disturbance_n of_o passion_n for_o say_v he_o when_o i_o beget_v he_o i_o know_v he_o be_v mortal_a and_o have_v bring_v he_o up_o in_o the_o expectation_n of_o this_o mortality_n and_o this_o consideration_n of_o prepare_v to_o meet_v affliction_n before_o they_o fall_v upon_o we_o will_v armâ—_n our_o patience_n and_o abate_v their_o strength_n and_o when_o by_o our_o meditation_n we_o shall_v poise_v a_o cross_n before_o it_o be_v impose_v upon_o we_o we_o shall_v much_o lighten_v our_o burden_n which_o be_v make_v so_o to_o other_o by_o their_o customable_a bear_n of_o they_o yet_o must_v we_o not_o run_v into_o affliction_n or_o pull_v they_o on_o our_o shoulder_n but_o that_o we_o diligent_o use_v all_o good_a mean_n either_o to_o escape_v they_o before_o they_o come_v or_o to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o when_o they_o be_v inflict_v on_o we_o and_o than_o if_o the_o trumpet_n of_o holiness_n sound_v the_o alarm_n to_o baâ—tell_n let_v we_o march_v on_o valiant_o without_o delay_n contemn_v our_o life_n and_o enter_v the_o conflict_n with_o cheerfulness_n rush_v into_o the_o main_a army_n of_o our_o enemy_n put_v satan_n to_o flight_n and_o set_v up_o a_o trophy_n of_o victory_n but_o if_o godliness_n sustain_v no_o damage_n the_o principle_n of_o religion_n be_v not_o undermine_v which_o concern_v our_o salvation_n nor_o any_o man_n do_v enforce_v we_o to_o do_v any_o thing_n displease_v to_o our_o god_n let_v we_o not_o be_v superfluous_a in_o our_o suffering_n and_o be_v sure_a we_o make_v not_o a_o cross_n of_o our_o own_o and_o throw_v it_o in_o our_o way_n and_o so_o stumble_v in_o it_o and_o say_v it_o be_v the_o cross_n of_o christ_n herein_o we_o deceive_v ourselves_o if_o we_o pick_v private_a quarrel_n against_o our_o own_o peace_n seek_v out_o and_o provoke_v a_o enemy_n with_o who_o the_o lord_n have_v not_o command_v we_o to_o fight_v and_o though_o we_o have_v obtain_v of_o the_o lord_n patience_n to_o bear_v our_o burden_n yet_o god_n do_v not_o allow_v we_o to_o lie_v down_o under_o they_o still_o when_o we_o may_v by_o good_a and_o honest_a mean_n be_v free_v from_o they_o because_o this_o be_v to_o tempt_v the_o lord_n when_o as_o needless_o we_o desire_v to_o make_v experience_n of_o