a_o temporal_a lord_n a_o mechanic_a magistrate_n or_o peasant_n justice_n in_o honour_v they_o more_o with_o cap_n and_o knee_n than_o his_o omnipotent_a person_n that_o create_v i_o but_o when_o i_o cast_v my_o eye_n upon_o the_o second_o there_o find_v i_o a_o distraction_n of_o madness_n though_o i_o have_v not_o worship_v the_o melt_a calf_n of_o brass_n iron_n stone_n &_o the_o like_a yet_o have_v i_o do_v sacrifice_n to_o the_o image_n of_o live_a clay_n with_o that_o adoration_n as_o i_o make_v the_o female_a sex_n my_o goddess_n on_o earth_n and_o leave_v the_o refuse_n of_o my_o time_n for_o the_o service_n of_o he_o that_o make_v i_o howsoever_o touch_v the_o three_o i_o so_o much_o profane_v the_o deity_n of_o his_o name_n that_o i_o make_v it_o my_o familiar_a discourse_n for_o which_o in_o justice_n i_o be_o culpable_a of_o death_n but_o as_o for_o the_o four_o i_o continual_o mix_v my_o weak_a dovotion_n with_o so_o many_o erroneous_a pleasure_n that_o to_o my_o 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delectation_n 〈◊〉_d affection_n thus_o you_o see_v the_o maâ—row_n and_o sinew_n of_o the_o whole_a laâ—â—_n have_v i_o break_v which_o make_v mâ—â—_n liable_a to_o eternal_a torture_n death_n anâ—_n damnation_n god_n forgive_v they_o thaâ—_n be_v the_o occasion_n yet_o if_o the_o multitude_n of_o these_o cry_a sin_n be_v â—â—period_n of_o my_o transgression_n i_o may_v have_v hope_n by_o the_o death_n and_o passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n but_o when_o i_o pondâ—_n â—â—on_n the_o barbarous_a and_o inhuman_a arriage_n use_v towards_o his_o mercy_n it_o â—â—tinguisheth_v the_o light_n of_o comfort_n â—â—our_n or_o pardon_v for_o god_n know_v â—â—am_n more_o worthy_a of_o death_n by_o his_o â—ath_n then_o for_o violate_v he_o whole_a â—â—w_n of_o moses_n in_o that_o i_o have_v commit_v â—ortall_a sin_n against_o he_o that_o die_v â—r_o my_o sin_n 12.25_o heb._n 12.25_o by_o make_v the_o â—oanes_n and_o sorrow_n in_o his_o passion_n â—e_v robe_n of_o shelter_n to_o my_o base_a wicked_a use_v detestable_a pleasure_n for_o that_o i_o â—â—ared_v not_o prosecute_n the_o life_n of_o my_o â—â—rsed_a offence_n upon_o presumption_n of_o â—s_a mercy_n not_o sear_v his_o justice_n â—or_a pity_v his_o suffering_n whereby_o have_v exceed_v the_o fact_n of_o judas_n or_o â—â—e_v senate_n of_o jew_n for_o the_o one_o beâ—ayed_v he_o but_o once_o i_o a_o thousand_o â—â—es_n the_o other_o crucify_v he_o out_o of_o ignorance_n i_o a_o million_o out_o of_o wilfulnesseâ—_n what_o assurement_n dear_a brother_n caâ—_n be_v expect_v by_o i_o that_o be_o worse_a thâ—_n those_o who_o i_o have_v name_v but_o thâ—_n dreadful_a ruin_n of_o permanent_a perdition_n 5._o â—zek_v 18._o eccle_n 5._o yet_o you_o will_v say_v god_n be_v merciful_a upon_o repentance_n at_o the_o last_o gaspâ—â—_n which_o can_v be_v deny_v so_o likewise_o my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o he_o be_v iuâ—â—_n which_o will_v not_o be_v contradict_v 5.17.18_o mat._n 5.17.18_o foâ—_n certain_o without_o my_o repentance_n â—â—quall_v my_o transgression_n the_o church_n may_v absolve_v i_o 18._o â—eve_v 18._o but_o not_o assure_v mâ—_n and_o i_o shall_v vain_o expect_v remission_n by_o any_o ghostly_a father_n absolution_n 〈◊〉_d i_o continue_v in_o any_o one_o sin_n whiâ—â—_n lie_v in_o my_o power_n to_o prevent_v 6_o joh._n 3._o â—_o 6_o 〈◊〉_d the_o great_a comfort_n of_o continuant_n in_o all_o my_o calamity_n be_v the_o sweâ—â—_n say_v of_o our_o saviour_n that_o himself_o use_v his_o angel_n joy_v more_o at_o the_o conversion_n of_o one_o sinner_n which_o â—â—ely_o repent_v then_o ninty_a nine_o righâ—ous_a o_o with_o what_o a_o unspeakable_a happiness_n be_v this_o cordial_a â—erse_n to_o my_o afflict_a soul_n wherein_o minister_v the_o application_n daily_o to_o â—â—fresh_v my_o sad_a heart_n and_o wearisome_a â—nses_n but_o at_o last_o it_o prove_v bitter_a as_o all_o in_o operation_n and_o digest_v for_o â—hen_o i_o search_v into_o the_o mystery_n of_o â—â—id_a sense_n there_o i_o find_v it_o be_v ninety_o 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tim._n 1._o â—_o noâ—_n wilful_o and_o therefore_o obtain_v remission_n upon_o his_o contrition_n i_o theâ—_n minister_v to_o my_o deject_a soul_n thâ—_n mercy_n confer_v on_o mary_n magdalene_n â—_o â—uke_n 7._o â—_o yet_o notwithstanding_o small_a waâ—_n my_o relief_n for_o that_o her_o conflict_n oâ—_n repentance_n do_v in_o a_o manner_n exceed_v other_o and_o her_o transgression_n but_o â—â—e_v of_o the_o seven_o deadly_a sin_n â—hereupon_o i_o apply_v the_o thief_n on_o â—â—e_z cross_n as_o my_o last_o refuge_n but_o â—ere_z i_o see_v apparent_a less_o shelter_n for_o 〈◊〉_d the_o raise_n of_o lazarus_n from_o the_o â—ave_n be_v only_o a_o miracle_n to_o show_v â—â—at_a he_o be_v christ_n the_o messiah_n 11._o luk._n 23._o joh._n 11._o even_o 〈◊〉_d my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o that_o the_o â—n_n parallel_v mercy_n upon_o the_o thief_n 26.38_o mat._n 26.38_o 〈◊〉_d as_o preordain_a only_o for_o that_o hour_n 〈◊〉_d be_v as_o a_o witness_n of_o his_o wrongful_a ignominious_a suffering_n and_o not_o any_o assurement_n of_o safety_n for_o we_o to_o build_v â—â—n_fw-la thus_o be_v deprive_v as_o you_o â—ay_v perceive_v from_o all_o hope_n in_o the_o â—â—ue_n of_o god_n by_o my_o disobedience_n â—rom_o all_o mercy_n by_o my_o matchless_a presumption_n and_o from_o all_o comfort_n in_o malefactor_n by_o my_o superlatiâ—_n transgression_n together_o with_o inwaâ—â—_n grief_n of_o the_o joy_n i_o have_v lose_v aâ—â—_n the_o woeful_a exchange_n of_o heaven_n fâ—_n hell_n bring_v i_o into_o that_o desperate_a ecstasy_n as_o i_o fall_v sudden_o on_o thâ—_n ground_n in_o a_o trance_n where_o dive_v judgement_n of_o god_n reiterated_a to_o 〈◊〉_d memory_n that_o be_v execute_v already_o upon_o his_o dear_a servant_n for_o less_o â—â—fences_n which_o close_v all_o the_o faculty_n of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o a_o oâ—â—_n scure_a darkness_n but_o thanks_n be_v 〈◊〉_d the_o divine_a providence_n that_o
of_o penitent_a tear_n fit_a for_o transgressor_n and_o sorrow_n due_a to_o sinner_n o_o my_o saviour_n no_o how_o then_o can_v thou_o deny_v i_o when_o i_o sue_v for_o no_o more_o but_o what_o thyself_o have_v assure_v i_o o_o my_o christ_n be_v these_o the_o eye_n that_o have_v displease_v thou_o let_v they_o receive_v no_o light_n through_o thou_o be_v this_o the_o heart_n which_o have_v dishonour_v thou_o let_v it_o bleed_v to_o death_n for_o thou_o be_v this_o the_o flesh_n which_o have_v offend_v thou_o let_v fire_n be_v her_o fuel_n by_o thou_o be_v these_o the_o bone_n which_o have_v bring_v i_o woe_n let_v they_o be_v burn_v and_o bear_v no_o more_o or_o be_v these_o the_o sense_n which_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o let_v they_o be_v a_o live_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n i_o be_o rack_v with_o grief_n that_o i_o can_v grieve_v and_o perplex_v in_o repentance_n that_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o repent_v for_o to_o proceed_v after_o the_o world_n weakness_n i_o suspect_v thou_o see_v their_o wilful_a ignorance_n and_o if_o i_o follow_v thy_o gospel_n professor_n i_o fear_v thou_o find_v they_o full_a of_o scandal_n distraction_n and_o worldly_a perturbation_n what_o then_o sweet_a saviour_n will_v become_v of_o i_o forlorn_a creature_n that_o have_v no_o relief_n but_o sin_n to_o succour_v i_o satan_n to_o assist_v i_o and_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n to_o comfort_v i_o without_o thy_o sacred_a suffering_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o and_o accept_v thy_o saint_n oblation_n for_o sinner_n to_o thou_o i_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o curse_v my_o conception_n and_o wish_v my_o mother_n womb_n have_v be_v my_o tomb_n to_o have_v form_v i_o a_o lump_n of_o flesh_n without_o life_n or_o any_o creature_n but_o thy_o image_n for_o than_o have_v i_o live_v according_a to_o creation_n and_o not_o liable_a to_o eternal_a damnation_n yet_o most_o merciful_a and_o immortal_a father_n shall_v my_o agonied_a soul_n suspect_v to_o suffer_v shipwreck_n 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the_o deity_n of_o thy_o glory_n that_o i_o make_v the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n my_o god_n on_o earth_n and_o now_o they_o be_v turn_v my_o torment_a accuser_n of_o death_n o_o sacred_a father_n bequeath_v the_o plague_n of_o egypt_n for_o my_o talon_n rather_o than_o this_o deceitful_a world_n to_o my_o portion_n which_o have_v not_o only_o breed_v i_o disobedient_a towards_o thou_o that_o make_v i_o a_o traitor_n to_o thy_o son_n that_o die_v for_o i_o but_o sacrific'de_v my_o own_o soul_n to_o be_v the_o fuel_n of_o hell_n fire_n o_o deadly_a life_n of_o immortal_a death_n what_o shall_v i_o term_v thou_o the_o shape_n of_o a_o christian_a which_o without_o thy_o sacred_a intercession_n for_o thy_o never_o die_a mercy_n i_o shall_v remain_v quicken_v with_o the_o fiend_n of_o hell_n to_o future_a age_n for_o ever_o o_o do_v not_o thou_o sweet_a saviour_n forget_v the_o pity_n of_o thy_o goodness_n though_o i_o have_v lose_v the_o duty_n of_o my_o obedience_n but_o grant_v 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stand_v guilty_a of_o all_o the_o barbarous_a and_o inhuman_a sin_n which_o satan_n can_v object_v against_o the_o cursedst_v creature_n live_v for_o i_o have_v presumptuous_o commit_v more_o riot_n and_o offence_n than_o either_o heathen_a pagan_a turk_n or_o infidel_n beside_o treacherouslie_o make_v thy_o name_n a_o cloak_n for_o my_o own_o villainy_n thus_o dear_a saviour_n have_v i_o live_v a_o smooth_a factor_n for_o satan_n to_o the_o utter_a subversion_n and_o deprivation_n of_o eternal_a felicity_n and_o purchase_v the_o reward_n of_o condemnation_n with_o endless_a misery_n break_v o_o my_o big_a swell_a heart_n lest_o a_o thunderbolt_n from_o heaven_n prevent_v thou_o gush_v forth_o into_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n thou_o crocodile_n by_o nature_n in_o be_v such_o a_o curse_a reprobate_a to_o forget_v thy_o maker_n a_o devil_n incarnate_a for_o crucify_a thy_o redeemer_n ah_o savage_a beast_n can_v neither_o creation_n redemption_n nor_o daily_a blessing_n mollify_v my_o flinty_a heart_n to_o honour_v thou_o as_o a_o father_n fear_v thou_o as_o a_o god_n or_o love_v thou_o as_o a_o saviour_n but_o must_v so_o judas-like_o sacrifice_v thy_o image_n to_o the_o enemy_n thy_o courtesy_n to_o cruelty_n and_o thy_o redemption_n to_o my_o dreadful_a destruction_n o_o indignation_n of_o the_o almighty_a fall_v not_o upon_o i_o though_o i_o have_v sow_v the_o ungrateful_a seed_n of_o plutarch_n air_n for_o scorpion_n to_o bite_v my_o flesh_n and_o snake_n to_o suck_v my_o blood_n yet_o most_o merciful_a father_n shall_v my_o miserable_a soul_n despair_n when_o thy_o omnipotent_a person_n die_v for_o deject_a sinner_n or_o can_v i_o presume_v to_o hope_v see_v thou_o have_v punish_v thy_o dear_a servant_n for_o less_o offence_n never_o o_o lord_n in_o my_o wretched_a self_n but_o by_o the_o unspeakable_a death_n and_o passion_n which_o be_v able_a to_o relieve_v the_o sick_a heal_v the_o lame_a restore_v the_o blind_a and_o help_v the_o distress_a to_o thou_o i_o submissive_a come_v who_o sacred_a wisdom_n know_v that_o man_n be_v rottenness_n his_o desire_n vanity_n and_o life_n misery_n will_v thou_o therefore_o show_v thy_o strength_n against_o so_o poor_a a_o worm_n as_o man_n that_o have_v neither_o creation_n preservation_n nor_o habitation_n but_o by_o thy_o divine_a providence_n o_o then_o dear_a father_n remit_v the_o execution_n of_o thy_o justice_n enlarge_v the_o liberality_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o extend_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n on_o i_o thy_o lose_a sâ—ruant_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o curse_v my_o birth_n nor_o be_v thou_o repent_v of_o thy_o creation_n or_o redeem_n to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v live_v in_o thy_o fear_n die_v in_o thy_o favour_n rest_n in_o thy_o peace_n rise_v in_o thy_o power_n and_o remain_v in_o thy_o glory_n lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o say_v amen_o to_o the_o right_n honourable_a william_n earl_n of_o derby_n my_o honour_a lord_n i_o do_v not_o know_v how_o far_o this_o my_o solitary_a life_n may_v trench_v into_o the_o displeasure_n of_o your_o lordship_n grave_a censure_n therefore_o i_o think_v best_a to_o recommend_v those_o general_a reason_n which_o be_v the_o occasion_n of_o my_o revolt_n from_o the_o world_n assure_v your_o lordship_n it_o be_v not_o the_o foolish_a fantasy_n of_o my_o wander_a thought_n 18.13_o gal._n 6._o pro._n 18.13_o but_o a_o serious_a consideration_n of_o my_o former_a transgression_n with_o a_o inward_a meditation_n of_o the_o small_a time_n that_o god_n will_v stay_v for_o man_n conversion_n or_o eversion_n make_v i_o bequeath_v the_o remainder_n of_o my_o day_n to_o this_o private_a cell_n by_o your_o lordship_n assist_v permission_n yet_o peradventure_o some_o will_v allege_v to_o your_o honour_n that_o this_o course_n of_o retiredness_n be_v neither_o command_v nor_o
follow_v the_o parent_n humour_n yet_o please_v both_o party_n according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n which_o not_o any_o be_v to_o obey_v further_o let_v then_o yourselves_o but_o mitigate_v your_o fond_a and_o childish_a affection_n your_o parent_n suspend_v their_o rash_a covetous_a disposition_n until_o year_n and_o experience_n have_v endue_v you_o with_o reason_n and_o religion_n to_o apprehend_v your_o father_n counsel_n without_o repentance_n 20._o ezek._n 1_o 20._o by_o this_o mean_v the_o iniquity_n of_o your_o father_n will_v not_o light_v upon_o yourselves_o nor_o you_o upon_o your_o father_n but_o each_o of_o you_o shall_v receive_v joy_n the_o other_o comfort_n all_o please_v and_o god_n glorify_v to_o his_o christian_a brethren_n universal_a if_o any_o of_o your_o hand_n have_v be_v wilful_o guilty_a in_o shed_v the_o blood_n of_o your_o christian_a brother_n let_v i_o humble_o crave_v for_o appease_v god_n just_a wrath_n and_o safeguard_n of_o your_o own_o soul_n that_o forthwith_o you_o abdicate_v all_o scruâ—les_n doubt_n or_o fear_n and_o retire_v yourselves_o unto_o some_o waste_a deâ—art_n or_o religious_a monastery_n there_o meditate_v on_o the_o cry_a sin_n you_o have_v commit_v what_o a_o great_a god_n you_o have_v offend_v and_o what_o torment_v you_o have_v deserve_v apply_v dailye_o to_o your_o deadly_a wound_n the_o salve_n of_o sigh_v groan_n sob_v tear_n and_o inward_a sorrow_n account_v each_o of_o yourselves_o not_o worthy_a to_o live_v 4.17_o 2_o cor._n 4.17_o nor_o inhabit_v among_o god_n creature_n otherwise_o dear_o belove_v i_o shall_v soon_o believe_v there_o be_v no_o hell_n than_o such_o a_o transcendent_a sin_n will_v be_v admit_v into_o heaven_n for_o you_o shall_v much_o robâ—_n god_n of_o his_o sacred_a justice_n in_o expect_v salvation_n by_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n without_o your_o heart_n and_o vital_a part_n penetrate_v a_o proportion_n of_o bleed_a sorrow_n in_o lieu_n oâ—_n contrition_n which_o to_o make_v thâ—_n truth_n more_o perspicuous_a let_v i_o street_n you_o to_o search_v the_o pencil_n of_o â—oly_a writ_n &_o if_o there_o you_o find_v god_n â—ardon_v any_o one_o man_n though_o they_o be_v his_o anointed_n without_o so_o â—ue_v and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n as_o â—ever_v afterward_o to_o commit_v a_o heinous_a sin_n nor_o wilful_o any_o other_o â—ut_v remain_v to_o their_o die_a day_n 〈◊〉_d the_o mournful_a melody_n of_o faâ—ing_n watch_v and_o pray_v yet_o â—uld_v not_o all_o these_o submission_n â—ontritions_n nor_o petition_n extinguish_v the_o hatred_n he_o bear_v to_o so_o inhuman_a a_o sin_n but_o will_v punsh_v they_o temporal_o though_o in_o â—e_a multitude_n of_o his_o mercy_n save_v â—em_v eternal_o o_o then_o unfortuate_a brethren_n see_v the_o case_n be_v so_o devitable_a wretched_a betake_v your_o self_n to_o the_o same_o true_a repentance_n for_o prevent_v the_o danger_n of_o 〈◊〉_d dreadful_a a_o ruin_n and_o i_o be_o condent_fw-la you_o will_v be_v restore_v 21._o ezek._n 33._o john_n 20._o sap._n 21._o though_o the_o fact_n be_v fatal_a yet_o it_o be_v finite_a at_o god_n mercy_n infinite_a but_o on_o tâ—â—_n contrary_a i_o lament_v your_o misery_n pity_n your_o calamity_n and_o feaâ—_n your_o destiny_n for_o certain_o hâ—_n that_o will_v not_o spare_v the_o root_n bâ—_n upon_o such_o austere_a contrition_n it_o much_o to_o be_v doubt_v he_o will_v neuâ—_n forgive_v the_o branch_n upon_o lesâ—_n submission_n 11.21_o rom._n 11.21_o and_o those_o divinâ—_n which_o shall_v advise_v you_o to_o a_o moâ—_n short_a and_o easy_a way_n of_o humiliaâ—_n on_o i_o be_o assure_v in_o the_o end_n yâ—â—_n will_v find_v they_o not_o your_o friend_n but_o your_o flatterer_n for_o they_o daâ—_n not_o warrant_v you_o yet_o by_o leadiâ—_n â—e_v remainder_n of_o your_o life_n sinâ—rely_o according_a to_o this_o prescripâ—on_n god_n himself_o protect_v you_o â—oth_o in_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n with_o these_o word_n which_o â—ill_v not_o be_v violate_v that_o all_o sin_n â—pon_o true_a repentance_n be_v pardonable_a 12.10_o luke_n 12.10_o but_o the_o offence_n against_o the_o â—oly_a ghost_n and_o which_o be_v more_o â—otesteth_v he_o never_o forsake_v a_o sinâ—er_n 23._o ezek._n 18_o 23._o without_o first_o a_o sinner_n forsake_v â—m_n o_o then_o distress_v sir_n can_v â—u_n believe_v but_o god_n be_v merciful_a if_o â—e_n do_v condemn_v you_o when_o â—ou_n may_v be_v save_v if_o you_o be_v true_o â—rrowfull_a why_o shall_v you_o then_o â—tertaine_v a_o thought_n of_o desperation_n or_o be_v persuade_v by_o mortalist_n 〈◊〉_d stay_n your_o conversion_n though_o â—ey_n shall_v allege_v sustentation_n yet_o the_o bloody_a sin_n cry_v for_o satisfaction_n and_o god_n expect_v truâ—_n contrition_n or_o else_o no_o remission_n but_o peradventure_o some_o will_v object_v that_o the_o jury_n have_v acquit_v they_o or_o a_o king_n favour_n pardoâ—ned_v admit_v they_o have_v the_o one_o power_n be_v but_o temporal_a the_o offence_n eternal_a 12.5_o luk._n 12.5_o and_o for_o the_o other_o they_o may_v discharge_v the_o person_n 〈◊〉_d conceal_v the_o crime_n but_o not_o froâ—_n the_o king_n of_o king_n nor_o your_o own_o conscience_n which_o i_o appeal_v 〈◊〉_d for_o your_o future_a comfort_n god_n glory_n and_o discharge_v of_o my_o christian_a duty_n o_o then_o forlorn_a sir_n break_v through_o the_o violeâ—_n temptation_n of_o earthly_a creature_n account_v those_o friend_n traitorâ—_n those_o wife_n jesabels_n and_o those_o child_n bastard_n that_o shall_v desire_v to_o detain_v you_o one_o hour_n from_o the_o fruition_n of_o your_o apparent_a redemption_n 9.13_o reu._n 8.3_o 4_o 5._o luke_n 5.52_o jam._n 2.13_o mat._n 9.13_o in_o so_o do_v the_o angel_n be_v constant_a to_o make_v intercession_n for_o your_o restitution_n and_o god_n will_v never_o deny_v absolution_n see_v his_o great_a glory_n be_v magnify_v by_o your_o inward_a recantation_n to_o my_o christian_a brethren_n universal_a if_o any_o 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maker_n as_o any_o long_a to_o crucify_v your_o redeemer_n