2_o cor._n 1._o 9_o upon_o the_o pronounce_v whereof_o the_o law_n lay_v heavy_a fetter_n and_o chain_n of_o darkness_n upon_o the_o soul_n that_o keep_v it_o shut_v up_o to_o the_o hope_n that_o afterward_o by_o the_o gospel_n be_v reveal_v 3._o the_o proper_a impression_n of_o this_o condition_n must_v needs_o be_v fearful_a and_o thence_o be_v this_o spirit_n say_v to_o be_v the_o author_n of_o bondage_n to_o fear_v and_o be_v therefore_o call_v the_o spirit_n of_o fear_n 2_o tim._n 1._o 7._o this_o be_v that_o fear_n which_o the_o author_n to_o the_o hebrew_n 2._o 15._o tell_v we_o that_o man_n may_v be_v all_o their_o life_n long_o enslave_v unto_o till_o christ_n deliver_v they_o a_o fear_n of_o death_n i_o e._n of_o eternal_a death_n the_o wage_n of_o sin_n a_o fear_n that_o give_v a_o convince_a sinner_n a_o taste_n of_o hell_n here_o it_o be_v the_o very_a anguish_n and_o smart_n of_o the_o arrow_n of_o god_n stick_v fast_o in_o 4._o job_n 6._o 4._o a_o man_n spirit_n the_o very_a wale_n and_o furrow_n which_o when_o the_o back_n of_o conscience_n be_v plough_v up_o with_o the_o knot_a whip_n of_o its_o own_o guilt_n do_v fester_v and_o stink_n and_o corrupt_v as_o david_n 5_o psal_n 38_o 5_o express_v it_o that_o be_v make_v the_o spirit_n of_o a_o man_n a_o burden_n to_o itself_o and_o that_o intolerable_a this_o be_v the_o condition_n which_o the_o apostle_n express_v and_o i_o be_o to_o handle_v under_o the_o notion_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n i._n e._n that_o work_n of_o god_n spirit_n whereby_o he_o convince_v and_o terrifi_v sinner_n in_o order_n to_o conversion_n 4._o and_o when_o he_o do_v so_o in_o the_o four_o place_n we_o be_v say_v to_o receive_v he_o that_o be_v to_o be_v through_o free_a grace_n the_o patient_a and_o submissive_a subject_n of_o this_o influence_n of_o he_o bear_v the_o indignation_n of_o the_o lord_n because_o we_o have_v sin_v 29_o lam._n 3._o 29_o against_o he_o and_o lay_v our_o mouth_n in_o the_o dust_n if_o 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be_v under_o this_o work_n the_o apostle_n plain_o express_v not_o to_o be_v then_o when_o by_o faith_n they_o can_v call_v god_n father_n the_o influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n enable_v they_o so_o to_o do_v deliver_v they_o out_o of_o that_o fearful_a condition_n whence_o it_o follow_v that_o the_o experience_n they_o have_v of_o this_o work_n be_v before_o their_o adoption_n and_o relation_n to_o god_n thereby_o as_o before_o i_o have_v declare_v and_o so_o much_o shall_v suffice_v for_o this_o first_o chapter_n the_o clear_n of_o our_o subject_n and_o this_o do_v we_o will_v proceed_v to_o the_o handle_n of_o it_o in_o the_o follow_a chapter_n chap._n ii_o wherein_o the_o first_o grand_a thesis_n or_o proposition_n concern_v this_o state_n of_o bondage_n be_v explain_v i_o shall_v begin_v with_o this_o state_n as_o a_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lay_v this_o thesis_n or_o proposition_n for_o a_o foundation_n of_o our_o follow_a discourse_n that_o those_o conviction_n shake_n and_o terror_n thesis_n the_o first_o proposition_n or_o thesis_n of_o conscience_n under_o which_o unregenerate_a sinner_n suffer_v bondage_n when_o the_o law_n charge_v they_o home_o with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n and_o apprehension_n of_o wrath_n be_v ordinary_o the_o work_n of_o god_n bless_a spirit_n i_o say_v ordinary_o because_o sometime_o satan_n bring_v or_o at_o least_o keep_v soul_n and_o those_o the_o soul_n of_o god_n elect_v too_o under_o this_o bondage_n he_o promise_v liberty_n when_o he_o tempt_v to_o sin_n but_o bring_v into_o bondage_n when_o he_o accuse_v for_o sin_n and_o therefore_o we_o must_v make_v a_o distinction_n between_o the_o bondage_n which_o the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o the_o bondage_n which_o the_o wicked_a spirit_n bring_v into_o or_o keep_v under_o first_o therefore_o there_o be_v a_o bondage_n which_o admit_v and_o be_v mitigate_v by_o the_o conjunction_n of_o hope_n of_o liberty_n and_o work_n towards_o a_o deliverance_n and_o there_o be_v a_o bondage_n that_o exclude_v all_o hope_n and_o possibility_n in_o the_o apprehension_n of_o a_o sinner_n of_o ever_o be_v remove_v a_o bondage_n in_o which_o the_o chain_n with_o which_o the_o conscience_n be_v hold_v and_o fetter_v be_v of_o the_o same_o nature_n with_o the_o devil_n bond_n of_o death_n chain_n of_o darkness_n and_o despair_n now_o such_o as_o these_o the_o holy_a spirit_n knit_v not_o except_o the_o despair_n be_v partial_a and_o bear_v relation_n only_o to_o humane_a help_n and_o mean_n of_o escape_n and_o such_o a_o despair_n be_v in_o every_o soul_n that_o make_v out_o after_o christ_n those_o that_o we_o speak_v of_o now_o satan_n lay_v on_o the_o conscience_n these_o must_v needs_o call_v he_o father_n because_o they_o be_v black_a dismal_a apprehension_n like_o he_o such_o he_o wrought_v in_o kain_n and_o judas_n that_o make_v the_o former_a desperate_o blaspheme_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n &_o the_o other_o desperate_o to_o lay_v violent_a hand_n on_o himself_o and_o to_o those_o despair_a terror_n be_v a_o soul_n give_v up_o when_o just_o excommunicate_v and_o therefore_o be_v say_v to_o be_v deliver_v 5._o 1_o cor._n 5._o 5._o to_o satan_n for_o that_o censure_n bind_v sin_n upon_o a_o man_n and_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o ratify_v that_o sentence_n in_o heaven_n the_o devil_n the_o tormentor_n be_v at_o hand_n to_o load_v such_o a_o soul_n with_o 19_o matth._n 16._o 19_o terror_n enough_o if_o he_o do_v not_o contemptuous_o go_v on_o add_v sin_n to_o sin_n but_o be_v any_o way_n sensible_a of_o it_o he_o endeavour_v to_o drive_v he_o to_o despair_v whence_o the_o church_n be_v bid_v upon_o this_o knowledge_n of_o satan_n device_n to_o comfort_v such_o a_o man_n and_o confirm_v comfort_n to_o he_o by_o absolution_n lest_o he_o be_v swallow_v up_o of_o sorrow_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 2_o cor._n 2._o 8._o 11._o these_o satanical_a terror_n have_v sin_n in_o they_o and_o therefore_o as_o such_o can_v not_o way_n be_v the_o effect_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n indeed_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n may_v cause_v they_o inchoatiuè_fw-fr by_o discover_v to_o a_o man_n his_o sin_n and_o misery_n but_o the_o improvement_n of_o these_o discovery_n in_o such_o a_o measure_n and_o to_o such_o a_o issue_n be_v the_o work_n of_o satan_n who_o in_o this_o as_o in_o thing_n of_o other_o nature_n can_v counterfeit_v the_o very_a spirit_n of_o god_n and_o so_o persuade_v a_o poor_a soul_n that_o it_o be_v his_o duty_n to_o refuse_v comfort_n and_o despair_v of_o salvation_n 2._o i_o say_v these_o terror_n when_o they_o be_v wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v in_o unconverted_a sinner_n which_o make_v a_o far_a distinction_n between_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o satan_n herein_o the_o devil_n make_v it_o most_o of_o his_o business_n to_o trouble_n convert_v as_o for_o unconvert_v wretch_n that_o be_v his_o fast_n enough_o he_o seldom_o disturb_v they_o as_o a_o soldier_n will_v not_o disturb_v his_o own_o quarter_n but_o his_o enemy_n &_o a_o magistrate_n will_v not_o if_o he_o be_v well_o advise_v harrasle_n his_o own_o dominion_n but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v terror_n to_o the_o conscience_n of_o unregenerate_a sinner_n to_o who_o it_o belong_v when_o he_o speak_v law_n he_o speak_v to_o they_o that_o be_v under_o the_o law_n rom._n 3._o 19_o 3._o but_o therein_o be_v a_o difference_n also_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lay_v the_o conscience_n under_o terror_n it_o be_v for_o conversion_n they_o be_v not_o penal_a only_o but_o medicinal_a also_o they_o be_v one_o sort_n of_o god_n â—ods_n by_o which_o he_o bring_v man_n within_o the_o bond_n of_o the_o covenant_n ezek_n 20_o
may_v occasion_v some_o trouble_n to_o themselves_o hereby_o as_o conceive_v themselves_o exclude_v from_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o doctrine_n because_o though_o they_o have_v other_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o accompany_v salvation_n yet_o they_o have_v not_o have_v experience_n of_o this_o assure_v act_n for_o their_o sake_n therefore_o let_v it_o suffice_v once_o for_o all_o to_o tell_v they_o that_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v wrought_v in_o they_o any_o work_n that_o accompany_v salvation_n all_o that_o which_o shall_v hereafter_o be_v say_v concern_v the_o privilege_n of_o assure_a soul_n be_v no_o less_o proper_a to_o they_o 1._o r._n 1._o for_o if_o there_o be_v but_o the_o least_o spark_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o soul_n the_o spirit_n that_o work_v it_o will_v not_o undoubted_o go_v so_o ready_a a_o way_n to_o quench_v it_o as_o this_o in_o all_o likelihood_n will_v be_v 2._o 2._o beside_o if_o the_o spirit_n shall_v do_v so_o it_o will_v testify_v contrary_a to_o the_o scripture_n which_o say_v that_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n rom._n 8._o 1._o beside_o it_o be_v a_o flat_a counteracting_a of_o himself_o 3._o 3._o for_o he_o will_v divide_v peace_n from_o grace_n when_o that_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o this_o to_o understand_v the_o point_n in_o the_o sense_n propound_v far_o take_v notice_n by_o way_n of_o explication_n 1._o that_o this_o doctrine_n deny_v not_o but_o the_o best_a saint_n of_o god_n after_o assurance_n may_v be_v under_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n again_o i_o tell_v you_o upon_o the_o last_o doctrine_n that_o a_o saint_n may_v lose_v the_o actual_a assurance_n of_o god_n love_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o frequent_a in_o scripture_n then_o the_o sad_a complaint_n of_o precious_a people_n of_o god_n under_o such_o darkness_n the_o lord_n to_o take_v off_o all_o ground_n of_o expect_v such_o a_o exemption_n from_o his_o people_n be_v please_v to_o 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be_v clap_v up_o again_o in_o the_o house_n of_o bondage_n 2._o that_o the_o dear_a saint_n of_o god_n after_o assurance_n may_v fall_v not_o only_o into_o trouble_n of_o spirit_n again_o but_o into_o bondage_n of_o spirit_n also_o they_o may_v fall_v so_o low_o out_o of_o the_o assurance_n of_o god_n love_n that_o they_o may_v conclude_v he_o a_o enemy_n and_o feel_v all_o the_o terror_n of_o god_n in_o the_o same_o kind_a as_o they_o do_v under_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n at_o the_o first_o they_o may_v come_v to_o question_v all_o again_o and_o their_o conscience_n may_v be_v as_o full_a of_o horror_n and_o blackness_n and_o as_o full_a of_o the_o hell_n of_o anguish_n and_o confusion_n as_o ever_o before_o i_o be_o persuade_v david_n after_o his_o great_a fall_n be_v under_o as_o great_a fear_n of_o hell_n as_o ever_o he_o be_v in_o his_o first_o conversion_n the_o answer_n of_o nathan_n to_o he_o imply_v so_o much_o the_o lord_n have_v put_v away_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v not_o die_v if_o david_n have_v not_o be_v afraid_a of_o death_n eternal_a which_o be_v the_o proper_a wage_n of_o unpardoned_a sin_n 13._o 2_o sam._n 12._o 13._o why_o do_v nathan_n add_v that_o promise_n from_o god_n to_o encourage_v he_o beside_o when_o he_o speak_v of_o the_o horrible_a pit_n out_o of_o which_o god_n pull_v he_o where_o he_o stuckfast_a in_o mire_n and_o 2._o psalm_n 40._o 2._o clay_n and_o can_v not_o lift_v a_o foot_n to_o relieve_v himself_o certain_o we_o can_v rational_o understand_v no_o other_o than_o the_o dungeon_n of_o terror_n of_o which_o we_o be_v speak_v a_o man_n who_o the_o judge_n and_o jury_n acquit_v at_o the_o assize_n may_v be_v arrest_v at_o another_o suit_n and_o lay_v up_o again_o and_o so_o may_v a_o child_n of_o god_n after_o a_o discharge_n from_o the_o suit_n of_o conscience_n in_o his_o first_o conversion_n be_v arrest_v again_o and_o as_o much_o fear_v the_o law_n as_o ever_o 3._o nay_o possible_o his_o after-terror_n may_v be_v great_a and_o long_o than_o the_o former_a he_o may_v have_v a_o far_o more_o hideous_a dungeon_n and_o heavy_a chain_n than_o ever_o he_o be_v in_o before_o and_o lie_v long_o by_o it_o for_o it_o may_v be_v 1._o god_n intend_v providential_o such_o a_o condition_n to_o he_o before_o but_o see_v his_o weakness_n at_o the_o first_o conversion_n for_o the_o under-going_a of_o so_o heavy_a a_o burden_n and_o therefore_o in_o pity_n forbear_v that_o rigour_n then_o till_o by_o the_o warm_a influence_n of_o some_o glance_n of_o love_n from_o his_o countenance_n he_o have_v fit_v he_o with_o a_o proportion_n of_o strength_n to_o glorify_v he_o in_o great_a trial_n in_o measure_n say_v he_o when_o it_o shoot_v forth_o will_v he_o debate_v with_o it_o he_o stay_v his_o rough_a wind_n in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o east_n wind_n isa_n 27._o 8._o he_o spare_v a_o tender_a bud_n when_o it_o first_o bud_n forth_o that_o he_o may_v exercise_v it_o with_o more_o hardship_n afterward_o when_o it_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v more_o he_o will_v not_o put_v new_a wine_n into_o old_a bottle_n 17._o matth._n 9_o 17._o i._n e._n proportion_n our_o work_n and_o strength_n 2._o such_o soul_n come_v out_o of_o light_n into_o darkness_n and_o so_o their_o last_o enjoyment_n make_v their_o present_a trouble_n more_o intolerable_a bitterness_n upon_o our_o peace_n be_v mar_v mar_v bitter_a bitterness_n isa_n 38._o 17._o have_v they_o continue_v in_o a_o dungeon_n of_o horror_n still_o after_o conscience_n have_v first_o commit_v they_o their_o continue_a experience_n of_o that_o condition_n by_o long_a acquaintance_n may_v have_v make_v it_o light_a but_o to_o be_v take_v out_o of_o prison_n and_o cherish_v with_o some_o flash_n of_o liberty_n and_o then_o shut_v up_o again_o be_v a_o addition_n to_o their_o present_a torment_n from_o the_o most_o grievous_a torture_n of_o all_o other_o in_o such_o a_o case_n the_o fresh_a remembrance_n of_o the_o comfort_n last_o part_v withal_o eclipse_n of_o the_o sun_n because_o they_o come_v but_o seldom_o appear_v more_o terrible_a 3._o conscience_n in_o such_o a_o case_n be_v apt_a to_o take_v all_o former_a experience_n for_o mere_a dream_n and_o delusion_n and_o be_v more_o difficult_o bring_v to_o accept_v of_o any_o comfort_n now_o then_o former_o for_o fear_v of_o be_v so_o delude_v again_o and_o so_o bolt_v the_o door_n of_o the_o prison_n fast_o upon_o the_o soul_n then_o former_o aprisoner_n that_o have_v once_o have_v his_o prison-door_n set_v open_a to_o he_o and_o be_v permit_v quiet_o to_o depart_v if_o after_o he_o have_v enjoy_v a_o shadow_n of_o liberty_n a_o hue_n and_o cry_n fetch_v he_o back_o again_o will_v scarce_o adventure_v to_o go_v forth_o again_o when_o the_o door_n be_v set_v open_a to_o he_o a_o second_o time_n for_o say_v he_o i_o have_v better_a stay_n while_o i_o be_o here_o then_o go_v forth_o and_o be_v fetch_v back_o again_o so_o say_v a_o poor_a soul_n in_o such_o a_o case_n sure_o it_o be_v better_a 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