as_o a_o unkind_a wretch_n i_o remember_v not_o this_o &_o i_o do_v not_o call_v in_o wealth_n to_o the_o but_o in_o great_a sorrow_n &_o fere_n when_o than_o that_o i_o be_o like_a to_o fall_v ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n a_o more_o or_o a_o great_a wretch_n be_v there_o none_o in_o this_o world_n than_o i_o be_o /_o and_z he_o moo_v unkind_a katyf_v /_o a_o wretch_n /_o a_o worm_n /_o a_o vessel_n full_a of_o unclennesse_n and_o abhomynacyon_n not_o worthy_a for_o to_o be_v call_v a_o man_n or_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n for_o i_o abuse_v that_o reason_n /_o that_o memory_n /_o and_o that_o freedom_n of_o will_n which_o thou_o haste_v give_v unto_o i_o with_o all_o the_o gift_n &_o all_o the_o benefete_n of_o nature_n and_o of_o fortune_n /_o and_o so_o i_o be_o worse_a than_o a_o be_v the_o which_o have_v not_o the_o help_n and_o have_v no_o reason_n for_o to_o direct_v their_o life_n to_o the_o honour_n and_o the_o worshyppe_n of_o god_n as_o i_o have_v /_o they_o have_v no_o freedom_n of_o will_n for_o to_o choose_v the_o good_a &_o to_o leave_v the_o evil_a as_o i_o have_v my_o reason_n be_v give_v to_o i_o for_o to_o know_v my_o lord_n god_n /_o &_o for_o to_o know_v how_o i_o shall_v live_v to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o he_o and_o to_o think_v upon_o yâ—_z life_n that_o be_v to_o come_v /_o &_o holy_o for_o to_o order_fw-fr mysefe_n thereto_o /_o and_z for_o to_o avoid_v the_o great_a tourmente_n and_o the_o endless_a trybulacyon_n the_o which_o after_o this_o life_n be_v ordain_v for_o sin_n ¶_o a_o god_n mercy_n what_o great_a derkenesse_n be_o i_o in_o /_o and_z my_o soul_n be_v in_o manner_n make_v blind_a yâ—_z gooste_o sight_n be_v go_v i_o look_v not_o up_o to_o my_o lord_n god_n with_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o but_o all_o my_o think_v /_o all_z my_o memory_n /_o all_z my_o love_v /_o and_o all_o the_o great_a pleasure_n in_o my_o soul_n be_v down_o ward_n /_o &_o all_o be_v to_o vanytee_n of_o this_o earth_n i_o be_o erthly_a in_o my_o prayer_n /_o in_o i_o study_n /_o in_z my_o labour_n in_o my_o medytacyon_n /_o and_z in_o all_o my_o conversacyon_n i_o may_v well_o think_v that_o these_o word_n be_v verefy_v of_o i_o the_o prophet_n you_o say_v say_v earth_n earth_n earth_n here_o yâ—_z word_n of_o god_n /_o for_z i_o be_o make_v of_o earth_n /_o and_o hasty_o i_o shall_v turn_v to_o earth_n /_o and_o all_o my_o conversacyon_n be_v but_o earth_n i_o be_o repute_v good_a lord_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o after_o my_o love_v /_o if_o i_o love_v earth_n i_o be_o earth_n /_o if_o i_o love_v erthly_a thing_n i_o be_o erthly_a /_o if_o i_o love_v goostly_a thing_n i_o be_o goostly_a /_o and_o if_o i_o love_v the_o good_a lord_n which_o art_n very_o god_n than_o i_o be_o godly_a ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n i_o fear_v than_o that_o i_o be_o in_o thy_o reputacyon_n but_o as_o vile_a earth_n for_o in_o the_o earth_n and_o in_o the_o erthly_a thing_n be_v ever_o my_o mind_n i_o keep_v it_o not_o upon_o the_o good_a lord_n /_o ne_z upon_o yâ—_z holy_a order_v of_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v suffer_v myself_o by_o wretched_a custom_n so_o long_o and_o so_o contynual_o for_o to_o run_v from_o the_o and_o from_o actual_a thought_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o thing_n which_o be_v prouffytable_a for_o to_o promote_v my_o soul_n in_o virtue_n and_o in_o good_a werke_n than_o now_o i_o can_v not_o without_o great_a pain_n and_o without_o great_a labour_n for_o to_o fyxe_v my_o mind_n any_o time_n or_o space_n upon_o the_o or_o upon_o the_o holy_a dyreccyon_n and_o order_v of_o my_o soul_n /_o and_z i_o of_o a_o froward_a and_o of_o a_o obdurate_a will_n in_o wretchedness_n enforce_v not_o neither_o care_n not_o myself_o for_o to_o take_v part_n against_o this_o miserable_a inclynacyon_n of_o myself_o /_o and_o so_o it_o go_v all_o downward_o with_o i_o i_o come_v not_o upwarde_o to_o the_o neither_o i_o will_v not_o grete_o apply_v myself_o for_o to_o come_v to_o the_o by_o actual_a medytacyon_n and_o by_o parfyte_n love_n of_o the._n i_o sleep_v i_o dream_n and_o yâ—_z i_o shall_v find_v when_o the_o sharp_a pain_n of_o dethe_v shall_v come_v for_o to_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o for_o than_o i_o shall_v clere_o see_v how_o vain_o and_o how_o synful_o and_o how_o wretched_o and_o how_o unhappy_a and_o how_o myserable_o and_o how_o ungracyous_o that_o i_o have_v myspend_v the_o time_n of_o this_o life_n /_o yâ—_z which_o time_n be_v give_v unto_o i_o only_o because_o that_o i_o shall_v spend_v it_o fruytful_o in_o good_a and_o in_o virtuous_a lyuâ—ge_n unto_o the_o great_a honour_n and_o to_o the_o great_a worship_n of_o our_o savyour_fw-mi cryst_n ihesu_n and_o unto_o the_o promocyon_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o glory_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o of_o the_o heavenly_a felycyte_v /_o and_o also_o for_o to_o avoid_v eternal_a dampnacyon_n which_o be_v ordain_v by_o yâ—_z ryghtwysnesse_n of_o almyÈty_a god_n to_o the_o inordynate_n lyver_n of_o this_o life_n /_o the_o which_o consume_v the_o good_n that_o they_o have_v receyn_v of_o god_n to_o their_o eternal_a reprove_v /_o sorrow_n and_z /_o pain_n &_o for_o to_o receyve_v of_o almyghty_a god_n final_o perpetual_a dampnacyon_n vedet_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la vite_fw-la i_o ¶_o i_o be_o weary_a of_o my_o life_n it_o be_v so_o full_a of_o ignorance_n and_o of_o neclygence_n /_o so_o full_o of_o unhappy_a desire_n and_o of_o synful_a word_n so_o full_a of_o forgetfulness_n and_o so_o full_a of_o evyll_n thought_n /_o &_o so_o full_a of_o unfruytful_a dyde_n and_o werke_n and_o so_o full_a of_o unprouffytable_a hevynesse_n /_o and_o so_o full_o unlawful_a saddenesse_n and_o so_o full_a of_o vain_a joy_n and_o sinful_a dylectacyon_n with_o foul_a wretched_a and_o miserable_a pleasure_n /_o also_o it_o be_v full_a of_o pain_n with_o unpacyence_n of_o proud_a desire_n and_o with_o a_o full_a covetous_a mind_n /_o &_o with_o all_o these_o myserye_n i_o see_v how_o yâ—_z myself_o be_v but_o a_o course_n &_o a_o renning_a to_o dethe_v /_o and_o now_o i_o be_o more_o near_a it_o than_o when_o as_o i_o last_o speak_v of_o it_o the_o death_n come_v short_o /_o &_o the_o life_n gooth_o away_o full_a faste_o and_o full_o swyfte_o /_o &_o at_o yâ—_z hour_n of_o death_n i_o be_o like_a to_o be_v call_v for_o to_o rendre_fw-fr account_n of_o my_o life_n /_o and_z i_o be_o unprovyde_v and_o unware_a for_o to_o content_a the_o juge_a of_o my_o life_n /_o and_o than_o i_o shall_v be_v moo_v full_a of_o sorrow_n and_o pain_n &_o lament_v or_o complain_v the_o time_n yâ—_z ever_o i_o come_v in_o to_o this_o life_n /_o which_o so_o neclygent_o have_v lose_v the_o profit_n of_o this_o a_o good_a lord_n i_o be_o ashamed_a &_o abassh_v of_o my_o life_n in_o yâ—_z sight_n of_o the_o good_a lord_n which_o all_o thing_n faith_fw-mi cler_o /_o &_o nothing_o may_v be_v hide_v from_o the._n ¶_o sythen_n it_o be_v so_o that_o shame_n be_v fear_n of_o rebuke_n and_o reprove_v /_o and_o there_o be_v no_o rebuke_n which_o that_o i_o drede_v so_o moche_n as_o i_o do_v the_o rebuke_n of_o the_o good_a lord_n /_o wherefore_o i_o be_o moost_n ashamed_a of_o my_o synful_a life_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o /_o and_z thus_o i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o live_v /_o and_o yet_o i_o be_o afeard_a to_o dye_v for_o if_o i_o may_v avoid_v by_o the_o great_a mercy_n of_o god_n the_o torment_n of_o eternal_a dampnacyon_n /_o yet_o i_o fear_v yâ—_z i_o shall_v bear_v with_o i_o in_o to_o purgatory_n the_o guilt_n of_o many_o sin_n /_o &_o i_o shall_v pay_v by_o great_a pain_n /_o the_o duyte_o of_o many_o oblygacyon_n /_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n perfyte_n fere_n of_o yâ—_z for_o when_o i_o shall_v not_o fere_n by_o death_n to_o come_v to_o the_o /_o for_z thy_o fere_n make_v soul_n to_o decline_v and_o fâ—ee_v from_o sin_n ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n if_o i_o have_v thy_o fere_n perfyt_o i_o shall_v be_v more_o a_o dredde_n any_o thing_n to_o think_v or_o to_o desire_v synful_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o /_o than_z i_o be_o to_o do_v sin_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n the_o sinful_a mocyon_n of_o my_o mind_n be_v so_o abominable_a in_o the_o behold_n of_o the_o as_o the_o die_v of_o shameful_a sin_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n than_o if_o i_o fere_v yâ—_z i_o shall_v be_v apunyssh_v and_o ashamed_a to_o think_v any_o thing_n dysplease_v to_o yâ—_z i_o waute_n these_o fere_n of_o the_o /_o and_z why_o /_o for_z i_o have_v not_o perfyte_n faith_n of_o the._n a_o than_o i_o be_o
¶_o complaint_n of_o the_o soul_n contâ—â—â—_n 〈◊〉_d heu_fw-la infame_n furore_fw-la consumor_fw-la spes_fw-la nobis_fw-la nulla_fw-la animam_fw-la amiâ—â—mus_fw-la ¶_o here_o begyn_v a_o lamentable_a complaint_n that_o the_o soul_n make_v of_o the_o wretched_a life_n of_o the_o body_n tedet_fw-la 〈◊〉_d meam_fw-la vite_fw-la meâ—_n ¶_o my_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o the_o life_n for_o there_o i_o see_v no_o thing_n but_o matter_n of_o sorrow_n misery_n &_o sin_n the_o part_n of_o my_o life_n pass_v be_v full_a lamentable_a when_o i_o remember_v it_o /_o the_z present_a part_n suppress_v my_o herte_n with_o hevynesse_n for_o it_o be_v unreform_v and_o the_o great_a loss_n of_o virtue_n in_o these_o two_o part_n &_o abhomynacyon_n of_o sin_n put_v i_o in_o great_a fere_n of_o the_o three_o part_n the_o which_o be_v to_o come_v and_o if_o my_o life_n may_v be_v prolong_v many_o year_n only_o in_o virtuous_a use_n /_o yet_o it_o may_v not_o recompense_v for_o the_o manifold_a offence_n which_o i_o have_v do_v in_o the_o present_a sight_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n and_o terryble_a juge_n of_o my_o life_n which_o hate_v no_o thing_n but_o only_a sin_n alas_o than_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v full_a of_o sorrow_n which_o have_v provoke_v my_o lord_n god_n /_o my_o moo_v tender_v lover_n to_o be_v wroth_a with_o i_o and_o to_o hate_v i_o more_o than_o i_o do_v a_o dog_n or_o a_o stynk_n carayne_a /_o for_o no_o thing_n be_v so_o vile_a so_o loathsome_a so_o stynk_v nor_o so_o abominable_a in_o the_o sight_n or_o smelling_n of_o man_n /_o as_z sin_n in_o the_o sight_n or_o smelling_n of_o god_n alas_o alas_o that_o i_o shall_v offend_v my_o lord_n god_n which_o have_v make_v i_o of_o nought_o &_o where_o he_o may_v have_v make_v i_o a_o stone_n or_o a_o unreasonable_a be_v /_o he_o have_v make_v i_o to_o the_o image_n of_o himself_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n /_o and_o when_o i_o be_v lose_v redeem_v i_o with_o the_o precyous_a blood_n of_o his_o herte_n and_o suffer_v the_o moo_v bytterst_a death_n for_o i_o /_o anâ—_n in_o a_o my_o life_n he_o have_v show_v great_a kyndenesse_n unto_o nigh_o /_o and_z i_o have_v show_v great_a unkyndenâ—â—â—e_n agayen_v to_o he_o /_o he_o love_v i_o &_o i_o not_o he_o /_o for_z i_o will_v not_o do_v after_o the_o will_n of_o he_o /_o but_z i_o set_v my_o will_n afore_o his_o will_n /_o and_o the_o pleasure_n of_o myself_o afore_o the_o pleasure_n of_o he_o /_o and_z in_o fulfylling_n my_o will_n i_o care_v not_o to_o displease_v he_o and_o thus_o i_o see_v not_o by_o he_o which_o have_v make_v so_o moche_n of_o i_o he_o have_v make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n for_o i_o /_o and_o have_v come_fw-mi to_o this_o earth_n to_o teach_v i_o the_o way_n of_o saluacyon_n /_o and_o have_v ordain_v for_o i_o if_o i_o will_v love_v he_o the_o mestymable_a joy_n of_o his_o devynyte_n and_o to_o receyve_v the_o eternal_a kingdom_n of_o felycyte_n ¶_o all_o these_o thing_n i_o forgete_v /_o &_o i_o order_fw-fr myself_o by_o my_o lewd_a negligence_n and_o unhappy_a lyve_v to_o less_o the_o love_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n /_o &_o the_o transcend_n joy_n of_o his_o kingdom_n i_o order_fw-fr i_n by_o my_o wretched_a life_n to_o everla_a pain_n /_o woo_v i_o be_v a_o vessel_n of_o death_n of_o ire_n and_o indyngnacyon_n of_o god_n /_o he_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n by_o the_o sacrament_n of_o baptyme_o a_o vessel_n of_o mercy_n and_o grace_v /_o and_z i_o have_v defoul_v it_o with_o abominable_a sin_n /_o &_o make_v it_o with_o out_o his_o inmesurable_a mercy_n vessel_n of_o dampnacyon_n to_o be_v brente_a in_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n among_o the_o horryble_n fende_v ever_o without_o end_n ¶_o alas_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o shall_v i_o say_v which_o have_v err_v thus_o far_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n and_o be_v cast_a deep_a in_o to_o the_o pytte_n of_o sin_n a_o great_a cause_n i_o have_v of_o lamentacyon_n which_o be_o in_o this_o great_a jeoperdye_o of_o endless_a dampnacyon_n i_o be_o a_o waster_n and_o a_o dystroyer_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o destroy_v the_o good_n of_o nature_n /_o of_o grace_n /_o and_z of_o the_o world_n as_o a_o man_n that_o be_v worse_a than_o good_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o he_o the_o which_o have_v give_v they_o to_o i_o to_o the_o intent_n that_o i_o shall_v use_v they_o virtuous_o and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o he_o which_o shall_v moo_v bytter_o punysshe_v he_o i_o use_v they_o vycyous_o i_o be_o close_v in_o the_o derke_v cloud_n of_o ignorance_n /_o and_z reprovable_a negligence_n of_o my_o lord_n gâ—d_v /_o of_o myself_o and_o of_o virtuous_a lyve_v all_o my_o life_n be_v sinful_a /_o &_o as_o a_o dry_a trâ—e_n barren_a and_o far_o from_o all_o fruit_n of_o virtue_n i_o think_v not_o on_o the_o dreadful_a jugement_n of_o god_n /_o where_o i_o shall_v stand_v afore_o the_o terryble_a jugement_n of_o cryst_n /_o and_z to_o rendre_fw-fr account_n for_o all_o the_o dyde_n that_o i_o have_v do_v in_o my_o soul_n and_o in_o my_o body_n o_o there_o i_o shall_v show_v a_o unfruytful_a life_n /_o and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o fruit_n therein_o it_o be_v but_o feign_a and_o false_a /_o or_z unperfyte_n or_o corrupt_a and_o other_o it_o be_v full_a lytell_a please_v or_o else_o utter_o dysplease_v god_n and_o notwithstanding_o that_o every_o man_n there_o shall_v be_v feed_v after_o this_o life_n with_o such_o fruit_n as_o that_o he_o have_v bring_v forth_o in_o this_o life_n /_o than_z my_o fee_a be_v like_o to_o be_v full_o bitter_a unto_o i_o ¶_o o_o how_o sorrowful_a i_o ought_v then_o to_o be_v /_o for_z except_o that_o i_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n in_o this_o life_n i_o be_o like_a for_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o great_a sorrow_n after_o this_o life_n ¶_o o_o my_o synful_a soul_n o_o my_o miserable_a soul_n look_v upon_o thyself_o /_o see_v how_o thou_o be_v bring_v in_o to_o the_o great_a derkenesse_n of_o sin_n so_o deep_a that_o thou_o canst_v not_o see_v thyself_o see_v thou_o not_o how_o thou_o ren_a in_o to_o vain_a thought_n &_o unlefull_a desire_n ¶_o remember_v that_o all_o the_o time_n that_o thou_o look_v not_o upon_o virtue_n be_v lose_v and_o thou_o shall_v be_v shend_v therefore_o /_o as_o moche_n time_n that_o lese_a than_o which_o may_v turn_v the_o to_o great_a joy_n in_o time_n come_n /_o and_o now_o all_o shall_v turn_v the_o to_o great_a punysshement_n except_o thou_o learn_v to_o amend_v and_o to_o spend_v the_o resydue_n of_o thy_o tyme._n o_o how_o afeard_a thou_o shall_v be_v to_o have_v a_o unfruytful_a life_n /_o for_o the_o unfruytful_a life_n be_v a_o damnable_a life_n as_o almyÈty_a god_n which_o be_v very_a troth_n say_v every_o tree_n which_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n it_o shall_v be_v cut_v down_o &_o cast_v in_o to_z the_o fire_n ¶_o a_o mercy_n god_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v than_o for_o i_o be_o so_o barren_a so_o dry_a from_o all_o devocyon_n and_o moisture_n of_o contrycyon_n and_o grace_n that_o i_o be_o deapte_v and_o ready_a to_o the_o fire_n ¶_o a_o merciful_a lord_n cut_v i_o not_o down_o by_o death_n to_o such_o time_n that_o my_o tree_n may_v have_v moisture_n through_o thy_o grace_n &_o bring_v forth_o some_o profitable_a fruyte_n of_o penance_n /_o all_z my_o dyde_n that_o i_o do_v art_n not_o suffycyent_a to_o recompense_v for_o the_o mete_v and_o drink_v that_o i_o receyve_v of_o yâ—_z to_o my_o bodily_a sustenance_n ¶_o a_o where_o with_o shall_v i_o than_o recompense_n for_o my_o soul_n /_o my_o body_n /_o my_o wit_n /_o my_o hear_a /_o my_o sing_v /_o my_o speech_n /_o my_o health_n /_o my_o bodily_a power_n /_o my_o life_n /_o and_o where_o with_o all_o shall_v i_o recompense_v for_o my_o sin_n /_o &_o for_o that_o loss_n of_o grace_n which_o pass_v these_o all_o /_o for_z none_o shall_v be_v bring_v to_o dampnacy_n on_o but_o such_o as_o for_o lack_v of_o grace_n be_v defoul_v with_o sin_n who_o so_o spend_v more_o in_o fee_a of_o a_o be_v than_a it_o be_v worth_a in_o themselves_o be_v not_o that_o superfluous_a expense_n and_o unproufytable_a and_o yet_o mercyful_a lord_n the_o nourysshe_v daily_a and_o haboundant_o a_o unproufytable_a worm_n &_o stynk_v sinner_n ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n thou_o will_v not_o that_o this_o wretch_n shall_v perysshe_v of_o who_o thou_o do_v so_o large_a expense_n and_o so_o tender_o keepe_v it_o many_o good_a thou_o gyve_v it_o unasked_a /_o &_o from_o many_o evyll_n thing_n he_o preserve_v it_o unthanked_a of_o it_o /_o thou_o keepe_v i_o /_o thou_o lede_v i_o /_o and_o protecte_v i_o from_o many_o peril_n /_o and_z
unfaythful_a /_o and_z with_o out_o faith_n no_o man_n may_v please_v the_o /_o and_z thus_o all_o my_o life_n be_v dysplease_v unto_o the._n ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v for_o i_o want_v faith_n of_o the_o /_o fere_n of_o the_o /_o love_n of_o the_o /_o &_o drede_v of_o the_o /_o but_z i_o want_v not_o the_o drede_n of_o the_o world_n /_o love_n of_o the_o world_n /_o and_o shame_n of_o the_o world_n and_o thus_o the_o image_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v defaut_v &_o make_v foul_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_v depreve_v thy_o great_a virtue_n where_o by_o it_o shall_v be_v make_v fair_a and_o acceptable_a to_o the_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v than_o but_o turn_v i_o to_o the_o &_o ask_v mercy_n for_o that_o i_o have_v spenbed_n my_o life_n so_o myserable_o a_o than_o i_o may_v call_v my_o soul_n a_o sinful_a soul_n which_o be_v without_o drede_n of_o the_o &_o wtout_fw-fr shame_n of_o sin_n understand_v that_o after_o the_o order_fw-fr of_o thy_o ryghtwysnesse_n sin_n must_v have_v sorrow_n /_o than_z my_o soul_n ought_v to_o have_v sorrow_n /_o and_o all_o my_o life_n shall_v he_o we_o ping_a /_o &_o who_o shall_v gyve_v teres_fw-la enough_o to_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v weep_v enough_o for_o my_o miserable_a lyve_a /_o and_o lament_v that_o i_o ever_o have_v spend_v so_o myserable_o my_o time_n which_o i_o can_v not_o now_o revoke_v agayen_fw-mi /_o ne_o fruytful_o recompense_v but_o by_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n ¶_o alas_o i_o have_v lose_v the_o well_o of_o life_n and_o of_o all_o true_a solace_n /_o and_z i_o have_v delve_v in_o the_o old_a stynk_n cysterne_a of_o sin_n /_o and_o the_o deceyvable_a water_n there_o of_o which_o seem_v in_o yâ—_z begin_n sweet_a and_o delectable_a /_o &_o now_o it_o be_v turn_v in_o to_o bitterness_n /_o abhomynacyon_n /_o and_z great_a sorrow_n ¶_o o_o moost_n merciful_a lord_n which_o art_n the_o well_o of_o pyte_n &_o of_o grace_n from_o who_o the_o flode_n of_o celestyall_a glory_n do_v streme_a upon_o all_o the_o heavenly_a court_n replenysshing_n they_o with_o all_o pleasure_n &_o delectacyon_n pass_v yâ—_z possybylyte_n of_o man_n think_n /_o gyve_v i_o good_a lord_n in_o this_o vale_n of_o my_o serye_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n the_o spirit_n of_o compunccyon_n that_o i_o may_v bytter_o weep_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o be_v prevylegyate_a by_o thy_o grace_n never_o from_o hen_n forward_o dampnable_o to_o affend_v the._n ¶_o o_o merueylous_a god_n how_o myserable_o be_v my_o soul_n /_o which_o only_o can_v not_o sorrow_n accord_v to_o the_o grevous_a offence_n that_o it_o have_v do_v in_o this_o life_n but_o also_o it_o be_v in_o manner_n benomen_fw-la and_o deed_n /_o for_o it_o fele_v not_o the_o great_a goostly_a sorrow_n that_o it_o have_v /_o whereby_o except_o it_o have_v help_v by_o mean_a of_o penance_n it_o shall_v be_v bring_v to_o the_o bitter_a pain_n of_o everla_a death_n a_o i_o may_v curse_v sin_n the_o which_o have_v bring_v i_o so_o far_o from_o the_o good_a lord_n /_o and_z so_o far_o from_o myself_o that_o i_o have_v lose_v my_o feeling_n yâ—_z quyckenesse_n of_o my_o spirit_n /_o and_o the_o goosty_o taste_v of_o all_o sprytuall_a pleasure_n and_o delectacyon_n in_o virtue_n ¶_o a_o miserable_a soul_n a_o sinful_a soul_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o dulle_a &_o so_o slow_a to_o all_o good_a werke_n which_o be_v to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n /_o and_z to_o thy_o perpetual_a promocyon_n and_o endless_a joy_n /_o perpetual_a bliss_n and_o hertely_a gladness_n /_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o prompt_a and_o so_o ready_a to_o all_o wretchedness_n and_o all_o werke_n of_o abominable_a sin_n which_o be_v to_o yâ—_z great_a dyspleasure_n of_o almyghty_a god_n /_o and_z to_o thy_o great_a pain_n and_o sorrow_n and_o dampnacyon_n both_o of_o soul_n &_o of_o body_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o oblyvyous_a and_o forgetful_a of_o fruytfull_a &_o virtuous_a doctrine_n /_o and_o so_o retentyâ—e_a of_o evyll_n fpeke_n and_o word_n incyte_v to_o sin_n woo_v 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it_o shall_v hasty_o pass_v and_o if_o thou_o come_v to_o that_o end_n thou_o shall_v take_v thy_o leave_n also_o true_a as_o god_n be_v true_a from_o all_o pleasure_n without_o end_n our_o lord_n of_o his_o great_a mercy_n offer_v to_o the_o eternal_a pleasure_n for_o a_o short_a temporal_a pain_n suffer_v accord_v to_o the_o ordenaunce_n of_o his_o will_n /_o if_o thou_o will_v refuse_v so_o great_a a_o lucre_n for_o so_o lytel_fw-mi a_o payment_n than_o thou_o be_v a_o unhappy_a merchant_n then_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o follow_v the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o suffer_v of_o this_o pain_n /_o but_o will_v fulfil_v thynowne_v will_n in_o take_v thy_o short_a &_o sinful_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n /_o be_v not_o thou_o than_o worthy_a /_o by_o the_o ryghtwysenes_n of_o god_n to_o lose_v and_o be_v depryve_v of_o this_o perpetual_a joy_n &_o pleasure_n thou_o can_v not_o reasonable_o say_v nay_o for_o thou_o that_o will_v refuse_v so_o inestymable_a a_o joy_n for_o so_o lytell_fw-mi 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yâ—_z life_n dethe_v is_z perpetuel_o exile_v which_o make_v this_o life_n no_o life_n /_o and_o all_o thing_n to_o vanysshe_v away_o which_o perteyn_v to_o this_o life_n ¶_o a_o my_o soul_n love_v that_o life_n &_o that_o lord_n above_o all_o thing_n which_o shall_v gyve_v the_o that_o joyful_a lyf_v that_o bless_a life_n perdurable_a and_o eternal_a lyve_v what_o haste_n thou_o in_o this_o mortal_a lyf_v but_o labour_n werynesse_n sorrow_n and_o pain_n /_o with_o these_o thou_o begynne_v life_n /_o with_o these_o thou_o contynue_v thy_o life_n /_o with_o these_o thou_o shall_v end_v thy_o life_n /_o that_o pleasure_n be_v short_o pass_v /_o the_o sorrow_n and_o pain_n be_v long_o abide_v /_o and_o all_o erthly_a joy_n be_v meddle_v with_o misery_n of_o sin_n /_o thou_o thynke_v sin_n be_v but_o lytell_fw-mi /_o will_v god_n thou_o will_v call_v it_o to_o mind_n how_o grevous_a it_o be_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o great_a juge_n of_o the_o world_n a_o â–ª_o mighty_a god_n 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of_o noes_n flood_n for_o sin_n the_o fyve_o cytee_n of_o which_o one_o be_v sodom_n &_o gomorre_n be_v destroy_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n &_o sink_v down_o for_o sin_n /_o the_o egipcyan_n be_v drown_v in_o the_o rede_n see_v for_o sin_n /_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n be_v kill_v a_o great_a nombre_fw-fr in_o desert_n for_o sin_n /_o &_o now_o all_o the_o xii_o trybus_n be_v in_o captyvyte_n for_o sign_n /_o translacyon_n of_o kingdom_n &_o empire_n from_o man_n to_o man_n be_v for_o sin_n /_o batayle_n /_o pestilence_n /_o and_o hungre_n in_o comyn_v plague_n of_o god_n contynual_o in_o some_o part_n of_o the_o world_n or_o upon_o the_o people_n be_v for_o sin_n and_o final_o all_o desire_n of_o sin_n shall_v cease_v from_o all_o pleasure_n and_o turn_v to_o unremedyable_a pain_n and_o sinner_n shall_v be_v put_v with_o sinner_n in_a everla_a woe_n there_o as_o they_o shall_v never_o turn_v to_o joy_n or_o pleasure_n again_o ¶_o a_o wretched_a soul_n why_o sorowe_v not_o thou_o for_o sin_n /_o see_v thou_o not_o how_o my_o lord_n love_v the_o and_o hate_a sin_n which_o will_v suffer_v the_o moost_n painful_a death_n to_o delyver_v the_o from_o sin_n /_o learn_v to_o love_v thy_o lover_n but_o thou_o hate_v thy_o lover_n /_o for_o when_o thou_o doeste_n syune_n thou_o doeste_n plain_o that_o be_v in_o to_o make_v he_o to_o suffer_v death_n again_o thou_o love_v sign_n which_o be_v the_o moo_v grete_a enemy_n for_o it_o shall_v bring_v the_o except_o thou_o leave_v it_o to_o endless_a &_o horryble_a pain_n thou_o set_v test_n lytell_fw-mi by_o sin_n a_o will_v god_n our_o lord_n may_v set_v so_o lytell_fw-mi the_fw-mi by_o /_o for_z than_o thou_o shall_v be_v delyver_v from_o great_a ferehevynesse_n &_o pain_n which_o thou_o haste_v deserve_v for_o sign_n but_o woe_n shall_v i_o be_v good_a lord_n for_o every_o transgressyon_n of_o thy_o commandment_n for_o if_o there_o come_v none_o other_o thereof_o dysobedyence_n it_o dyshonour_v the_o /_o a_z how_o shall_v i_o say_v that_o sin_n be_v lytell_a for_o i_o can_v not_o true_o say_v that_o the_o dyshonour_n of_o yâ—_z be_v lytell_fw-mi /_o a_o how_o i_o bind_v to_o honour_v the_o thou_o desyre_a it_n not_o for_o all_o that_o thou_o haste_v do_v to_o i_o but_o that_o i_o shall_v honour_n do_v to_o yâ—_z i_o receyve_v thy_o benefete_n &_o thou_o may_v no_o thing_n receyve_v of_o i_o but_o honour_v /_o thou_o gyve_v my_o goodness_n &_o this_o may_v grow_v i_o may_v gyve_v to_o yâ—_z no_o good_n whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v the_o better_a for_o my_o goodness_n may_v not_o grow_v i_o may_v gyve_v to_o yâ—_z honour_n &_o this_o may_v not_o grow_v in_o yâ—_z but_o in_o i_o /_o &_o when_o thy_o honour_n grow_v in_o i_o than_o thy_o goodness_n in_o i_o /_o &_o all_o the_o prouffyte_n of_o my_o dyde_n in_o to_o i_o and_o none_o to_o the_o /_o for_z i_o may_v by_o dyde_v no_o thing_n make_v the_o to_o better_a /_o but_z i_o may_v make_v i_o yâ—_z better_o by_o thy_o grace_n in_o yâ—_z i_o do_v honour_n to_o yâ—_z a_o dear_a lord_n how_o woe_n shall_v i_o than_o be_v to_o dishonour_v the_o /_o &_o i_o may_v do_v no_o more_o dyshonour_n to_o the_o than_o to_o do_v sign_n which_o can_v not_o be_v do_v in_o mind_n in_o will_n ne_fw-la die_v but_o in_o the_o clear_a sight_n of_o the_o /_o a_z how_o woe_n shall_v i_o than_o be_v to_o do_v sign_n &_o there_o by_o for_o to_o dyshonoure_n the_o which_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n /_o my_o maker_n &_o my_o redeemer_n &_o preserver_n /_o and_o final_o will_v bring_v i_o to_o see_v thy_o glory_n &_o to_o have_v with_o the_o honour_n in_o eternyte_n a_o how_o shall_v i_o say_v yâ—_z sin_n be_v lytell_a sythen_a yâ—_z sign_n dyshonour_v yâ—_z /_o &_o no_o thing_n shall_v be_v more_o shameful_a &_o sorrowful_a in_o i_o than_o for_o to_o do_v any_o die_v to_o dyshonoure_n the._n alas_o how_o may_v i_o find_v in_o my_o herte_n to_o to_o dyshonoure_n yâ—_z which_o have_v none_o help_v but_o only_o of_o the_o ¶_o o_o wretched_a &_o miserable_a soul_n why_o remember_v thou_o not_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n /_o for_z thou_o know_v it_o well_o yâ—_z it_o be_v impossyble_a that_o he_o shall_v make_v any_o lie_v /_o &_o thou_o knoweste_v well_o that_o he_o promise_v no_o thing_n but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v fulfyl_v for_o the_o power_n be_v so_o great_a that_o no_o thing_n may_v let_v he_o /_o than_z thou_o know_v very_o that_o thou_o shall_v appear_v afore_o he_o and_o acompte_v all_o thy_o life_n /_o and_z of_o all_o that_o thou_o haste_v receyve_v of_o he_o /_o what_o say_v thou_o be_v thou_o ready_a to_o thy_o reken_a /_o canst_v thou_o show_v that_o thou_o have_v well_o expend_v and_o well_o use_v all_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o haste_v receyve_v of_o god_n /_o haste_v not_o thou_o vayn_o lose_v and_o vayn_o suffer_v for_o to_o be_v lose_v many_o of_o these_o gift_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n /_o and_o many_o thou_o haste_v expend_v that_o thou_o haste_v to_o reason_n for_o to_o lay_v comfort_v the_o at_o thy_o acompte_n but_o that_o thou_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v damn_a for_o they_o ¶_o alas_o sythen_a thou_o canst_v not_o gyve_v a_o good_a reken_v of_o thy_o time_n expend_v /_o why_o will_v not_o thou_o amend_v the_o /_o &_o by_o the_o will_n spend_n of_o thy_o life_n to_o come_v for_o to_o procure_v the_o favour_n of_o this_o ryghtwyse_o juge_a /_o he_o be_v ready_a of_o his_o right_a great_a mercy_n to_o take_v one_o day_n well_o spend_v for_o a_o year_n ¶_o o_o than_o sythen_a he_o be_v thus_o kind_a to_o the_o
&_o derkenesse_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o my_o soul_n be_v make_v bynome_n &_o impotent_a to_o all_o perfyte_n dede_n of_o virtue_n /_o &_o not_o only_o it_o want_v will_v /_o but_z in_o manner_n it_o want_v power_n to_o do_v well_o /_o &_o what_o have_v make_v i_o this_o feebleness_n but_o only_a sin_n &_o what_o have_v make_v in_o i_o such_o sin_n but_o only_o a_o crooked_a and_o froward_a will_n a_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n of_o my_o soul_n of_o the_o which_o i_o be_o cause_n myself_o /_o &_o therefore_o my_o impotensy_n /_o &_o indisposycyon_n to_o holy_a &_o perfyte_n lyve_v be_v none_o excuse_v to_o i_o /_o for_o this_o myself_o have_v make_v i_o by_o long_a custom_n in_o lyve_a ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n a_o unkind_a soul_n be_o i_o to_o the._n i_o can_v not_o dyssymyle_v to_o the_o /_o for_z no_o thing_n i_o may_v withdraw_v from_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o /_o of_z ah_o child_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o power_n to_o live_v virtuous_o and_o to_o please_v the_o not_o for_o thy_o avayle_n but_o for_o my_o avayle_n for_o the_o endless_a promocyon_n &_o joyefull_a reward_n to_o be_v receyve_v of_o the_o /_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o /_o and_z yet_o thou_o contynue_v it_o by_o good_a thought_n /_o by_z good_a counseyle_n /_o by_z holy_a prechynge_n /_o by_z virtuous_a example_n /_o by_z great_a gift_n /_o calling_n to_o i_o for_o to_o come_v to_o the._n and_o i_o as_o a_o wretch_n repel_v the_o &_o all_o the_o gift_n yâ—_z thou_o gyve_v i_o i_o abuse_v to_o the_o dyspleasure_n of_o the_o and_o to_o the_o great_a accusacyon_n and_o without_o thy_o mercy_n to_o the_o great_a dampnacyon_n of_o i_o i_o desire_v sudden_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n to_o come_v upon_o i_o there_o thou_o haste_v give_v to_o i_o this_o respite_n &_o time_n of_o great_a delyberacyon_n to_o avoid_v the_o painful_a doungen_fw-mi of_o hell_n and_o to_o come_v to_o the_o joyful_a empire_n of_o thy_o glory_n there_o everlastynge_o for_o to_o dwell_v with_o the_o i_o attend_v it_o not_o wherefore_o i_o deserve_v hasty_o for_o to_o be_v cast_v down_o by_o the_o painful_a blast_n of_o the_o great_a horryble_a tempest_n of_o death_n i_o know_v well_o yâ—_z i_o may_v not_o here_o always_o abide_v /_o &_o yet_o my_o mind_n /_o and_z my_o love_n be_v more_o here_o than_o there_o yâ—_z i_o must_v always_o abide_v ¶_o a_o merueylous_a god_n a_o great_a blindness_n be_v in_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v desire_v for_o to_o abide_v in_o yâ—_z same_o place_n of_o misery_n there_o as_o i_o well_o know_v yâ—_z i_o may_v not_o abide_v than_o for_o to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o bliss_n and_o of_o mirth_n and_o great_a felycyte_n there_o as_o i_o may_v come_v if_o i_o will_v and_o for_o ever_o abide_v /_o god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v yâ—_z best_a life_n /_o and_z i_o make_v myself_o a_o unreasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v the_o worst_a life_n /_o &_o i_o love_v yâ—_z i_o shall_v not_o love_v /_o and_z i_o hate_v that_o i_o shall_v love_v /_o and_o thus_o both_o my_o mind_n &_o my_o will_n i_o abuse_v unto_o my_o great_a hurt_n which_o thou_o haste_v give_v i_o to_o my_o help_v /_o if_o i_o shall_v complain_v upon_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o can_v reduce_v to_o my_o mind_n of_o my_o own_o wretchedness_n &_o unkyndnesse_n to_o god_n /_o remember_a the_o great_a benefeyte_n &_o gift_n yâ—_z i_o have_v receyve_v of_o he_o /_o and_o how_o gentyll_a a_o lord_n he_o have_v be_v to_o i_o without_o my_o deserve_v certain_o all_o the_o wretchedness_n &_o dyscommendacyon_n &_o that_o i_o can_v say_v of_o myself_o be_v to_o lytell_a in_o regard_n of_o yâ—_z great_a dyscommendacyon_n and_o blame_n which_o i_o have_v deserve_v /_o my_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n be_v more_o ready_a to_o do_v evyll_n than_o my_o memory_n &_o many_o moo_o if_o they_o be_v knytte_a togyder_n with_o i_o be_v able_a to_o receyve_v i_o feel_v myself_o full_a of_o wretchedness_n i_o be_o prone_a and_o all_o ready_a to_o all_o evyll_n /_o elles_fw-fr dulle_a &_o slow_a to_o all_o goodness_n a_o sythen_a i_o may_v here_o or_o see_v my_o default_n show_v afore_o i_o like_a as_o thy_o be_v i_o shall_v abhor_v with_o myself_o like_o as_o with_o a_o toode_v or_o a_o serpent_n a_o what_o drede_n shall_v my_o herte_n unbrace_v of_o that_o terryble_a jugement_n which_o must_v be_v give_v of_o myself_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n where_o yâ—_z moo_v right_a wise_a juge_n himself_o shall_v accuse_v i_o /_o &_o my_o own_o conscyence_n shall_v wytnesse_v against_o i_o how_o i_o have_v mysuse_v my_o soul_n and_o lytel_n hede_v the_o valour_n thereof_o which_o be_v buy_v with_o the_o precyouse_a blood_n of_o cryste_n very_a god_n and_o man_n creator_n and_o maker_n of_o the_o unyversal_a world_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o who_o name_n all_o creature_n shall_v do_v obedience_n i_o shall_v gyve_v account_n how_o i_o have_v abuse_v my_o mind_n my_o will_n my_o body_n all_o my_o fyve_o wytte_n my_o tongue_n my_o beaute_n my_o health_n my_o strength_n cunning_a virtue_n /_o how_o i_o have_v mysordr_v myself_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n the_o evyll_n mocyoâ—s_v both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n how_o i_o have_v not_o do_v yâ—_z be_v in_o i_o to_o repress_v they_o but_o rather_o to_o keep_v /_o they_o &_o to_o werke_v they_o all_o these_o good_a lord_n i_o forgete_v &_o of_o all_o these_o i_o shall_v gyve_v a_o straight_o account_v also_o of_o meet_a &_o drink_v /_o gold_n silver_n &_o clothes_n /_o &_o of_o all_o these_o which_o have_v be_v under_o my_o tuytion_n /_o as_o child_n servant_n /_o &_o of_o the_o evyll_n dede_n that_o i_o have_v do_v /_o and_z of_o all_o the_o good_a dede_n which_o i_o may_v have_v do_v /_o &_o for_o sloth_n &_o sloggysshenes_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v leave_v they_o undo_v of_o all_o the_o time_n yâ—_z i_o have_v receyve_v sythen_a i_o have_v use_v of_o reason_n ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v at_o yâ—_z dreadful_a hour_n of_o reken_v where_o as_o shall_v be_v show_v ryghtwysnesse_n wtout_fw-fr grace_n if_o i_o now_o labour_n not_o for_o grace_v ¶_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v dry_a tree_n that_o i_o be_o and_o bring_v forth_o no_o good_a fruit_n in_o yâ—_z chirche_fw-fr of_o god_n /_o but_o rather_o sew_v fruit_n by_o many_o evyll_n word_n evyll_n werke_n and_o evyll_n example_n i_o be_o a_o unproufytable_a tree_n apt_a &_o worthy_a to_o be_v cast_v in_o to_o endless_a fire_n ¶_o a_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o day_n when_o i_o shall_v gyve_v acompte_n of_o all_o yâ—_z time_n give_v to_o i_o of_o our_o lord_n how_o i_o have_v spend_v it_o to_o yâ—_z honour_n of_o he_o i_o may_v say_v nothing_o be_v my_o own_o for_o i_o must_v gyve_v a_o straight_o reken_v of_o all_o that_o i_o have_v i_o be_o but_o as_o a_o bailie_n &_o a_o mynystre_n under_o god_n and_o take_v charge_n well_o to_o spend_v his_o good_n dear_a lord_n gyve_v i_o grace_n among_o all_o temporal_a mirth_n oft_o to_o remember_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o dredeful_a account_n that_o i_o may_v that_o day_n receyve_v yâ—_z kingdom_n of_o endless_a joy_n and_o mercy_n â—edet_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la vite_fw-la i_o ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n sing_v the_o myspend_n of_o my_o life_n i_o be_o weary_a of_o my_o life_n i_o myself_o be_o grevous_a to_o myself_o my_o burden_n be_v great_a &_o be_v light_v to_o my_o body_n /_o but_o it_o be_v hevy_a to_o my_o soul_n /_o it_o be_v so_o great_a yâ—_z it_o be_v like_a to_o press_v i_o down_o from_o heaven_n unto_o the_o pytte_n of_o hell_n except_o specyall_a grace_n and_o help_v of_o my_o savyoure_n ¶_o o_o my_o merciful_a lord_n send_v i_o teere_n yâ—_z may_v lament_v day_n &_o night_n my_o miserable_a life_n &_o wasshe_n away_o the_o filth_n of_o so_o long_o gadere_v of_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o woo_v when_o i_o remember_v so_o long_o as_o i_o have_v be_v in_o this_o life_n &_o so_o wretched_a /_o and_z my_o wretchedness_n daily_o greve_v i_o /_o my_o mind_n be_v all_o occupy_v in_o vanytee_n and_o my_o will_n in_o frowardness_n /_o my_o mouth_n in_o shrewednes_n my_o body_n in_o ydelnesse_n /_o &_o my_o werke_n in_o wretchedness_n a_o who_o shall_v gyve_v to_o my_o eye_n a_o welle_v of_o teere_n yâ—_z i_o may_v contynual_o weep_v &_o wail_v my_o woeful_a life_n my_o neclygent_a life_n /_o my_o unwyse_a &_o folysshe_a life_n i_o live_v not_o as_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n ought_v to_o live_v reform_v my_o soul_n &_o body_n and_o my_o werke_n to_o my_o lord_n which_o have_v ordain_v i_o in_o this_o life_n yâ—_z by_o my_o werke_n well_o order_v to_o