Spear he counts thy strength but as Straw and thy youth but as rotten wood he maketh a leak in a strong new Vessel and it presently sinketh though thy body be never so strong a Fort Death to take it needeth not besiege or block it up with lingering diseases Maximum vivendi impedimentum est expectatio quae pendet excrastino Senec. de brevitat vita cap. 9. but can undermine it and blow it down in a moment Think therefore with thy self this day may be the last day that ever I shall see this hour may be the last hour that ever I shall spend these words may be the last words that ever I shall speak O what a fool am I to live thus contentedly without fear next door to the eternal fire there is but one step betwixt me and Hell and for ought I know the very next step that I take may be thither and then Wo and Alass I am gone for ever Surely this consideration like an Hectick Feaver might cause an irrecoverable Consumption of all thy carnal joy Death is called War Eccles 8.8 thou knowest not but orders may come from the Lord of Hosts for thy sudden march thou mayst not have an hours warning to put on thy Armour or prepare thy self Invasions are judged far more dangerous then pitcht Battels because those are sudden and usually take men unprovided I must tell thee that when ever Death cometh t will be dreadful and dangerous for continuing as thou art t will surprise thee unprepared and unable to make any resistance O how t wil tear thy soul like a Lyon renting it in peices whilst there is none to deliver it No Chapman comes amiss to him whose shop is ever furnished but every Enemy will foil him who goeth always unarmed and naked Death to a sinner is always sudden They go down quick into hell Job 21. Thirdly When Death comes too late to prepare Thirdly Dost thou not know that whensoever Death comes t will be too late to prepare for it The Ship must be Rigd in the Harbour t will be too late to do it in the main Ocean in a storm Probably enough though now thou canst spend thy days delightfully without Christ and grace yet when the Bridegroom cometh by Death thou wilt as the foolish Virgins talk of getting Oyl because thy lamps will be then gone out but alas then t will be too late onely such as are ready enter in with him I have read of a Woman in Cambridge who lying on her death bed was visited by persons of Worth and Piety and heard much Heavenly discourse from them but they could hear nothing from her save this Call time again Call time again But time runs swiftly and being once past is irrecoverable Time saith Bernard were a good commodity in Hell if it could be bought up at any rate Ah when thou comest to dye a Week a Day nay an Hour would be more worth to thee then all the World But t will be impossible to put off the Tryal which Death hath with thee for thy soul till another time till another Term. When Death calleth at leisure or not at leisure ready or unready willing or unwilling thou shalt not deny but must go the way whence thou shalt never return The Tide will not stay for the greatest Merchants goods they must be shipt before or left behind Death will not stay for any man to fraught his heart with grace he must do it before Death cometh or it can never be done If our spiritual change be not before our natural change we are miserable unchangeably Petronius speaks of one Eumolpus who in a desperate storm was composing Verses and when the Ship split upon a Rock and they called to him to shift for himself He Answered Let me alone till I have finisht one Verse which I perceive to be lame Death will not wait whilst thou finishest the most serious works It is said of Demetrius after that though he lived a slave all his life time yet when he lay on his death-bed he earnestly desired manumission that he might descend into his grave in freedom Reader I doubt not but though thou livest a slave to sin and Satan yet thou wouldst dye the Lords freeman but God himself tells thee that if thy life be in bondage to thy lusts when Death comes there is no getting thy liberty Eccles 9 10. Either now mind thy soul and ensure thy salvation or it can never be done there is no doing it in the place whither thou art going Life is Deaths seed time and Death is lifes Harvest Expect thy Crop both for quality and quantity answerable to thy seed which thou now sowest Cicero saith of Hercules that he had never been enrolled among the Gods in Heaven if he had not layd out his way thither whilst he lived Neither canst thou live with God hereafter unless thou livest to God here Friend think of it seriously Thy preparation for Death must be now or never Bees work hard in Summer flying over this and the other field sucking this and the other flower and all to lay in Provision against Winter at which time else they must starve no honey being then to be made The Shell Fish opens and takes in moysture whilst the tide floweth in upon them that they may be supplyed when the Waters ebbe And wilt thou like a Drone now sleep and then starve Let thy reason judge Is it a fit time to dress thy soul for the Marriage feast of the Lamb in the dark night of Death Or what canst thou think to do in that dismal hour conscience will tell thee thou hadst thy candle of life set up to have wrought by and that is burnt to the snuff whilst thy work is still undone The day is past thy soul is lost because thou unworthy wretch didst defer it till it was too late Wilt thou call to the Sun of thy life as Joshua did Stand still for one hour that I may be avenged of these fleshly Lusts which hinder me of the Heavenly Canaan Alas alass it will not hear thee it cannot obey thee for time shall be no more with thee thou art entering upon thy eternity Remember that thou art warned of it and do not as Cesar being warned by Artemidorus of a conspiracy to slay him suddenly Pocketed up the Paper and was very busie in saluting the People till at last he was slayn so trouble thy self with trifles as to complement away thy soul and salvation CHAP. VI. Three Motives more A Dying Hour will he a Trying Hour The misery of the unprepared The felicity of the prepared FOurthly Fourthly Dost thou not know that thy Dying Hour will be a Trying hour When Grapes come to the Press they come to the Proof The Marriners skill is seen in a storm The Souldiers courage is known when he comes to the Combat while he lyeth in Garrison he may boast much but then he fighteth onely
be found who are more foul but Death will pluck off their masks present them with a true glass in which all the spots and dirt and wrincles in the faces of their hearts and lives will be visible Men flatter them often but Death never flattered any It is observable that Haman the day that he died was called and named according to his desert the Adversary and Enemy is this wicked Haman Hest 7.6 Haman probably had many a Title given him before Some had stiled him Haman the Great Haman the Magnificent Haman the Prince Haman the Vertuous all before nick-named him but when he comes to dye t is Haman the Enemy t is wicked Haman then he is called by his proper name Since he was born he never heard his right name till now The Enemy and Adversary is this wicked Haman So it may be in thy life time thou art stiled Great or Gracious because in place higher then others but when Death comes those gaudy colours will be washt off and thou shalt hear Not the King of Heavens Favourite but his Fool when thou art nigh thy execution as he was it will be not the Worshipful but the Wicked Haman Satan will then play hardest upon thee with his biggest gâ—ns when his time is but little his rage is greatest This is his hour and the power of darkness As the Turkish Emperour when he hath blunted the edge of his Enemies weapons and wearied their arms with thousands of his ordinary Souldiers then falls on with his Janizaries the pride and power of his Kingdom When thou through pain of body and perplexity of mind art least able to resist then the Devil cometh with his fiercest assaults If on thy death-bed thou shouldst think of turning to God he hath a thousand ways to turn thee off from such thoughts When there is but one battel for a Kingdom what wounds and work what fighting and striving is there When the Devil who knoweth thee to be his own already hath but a few hours to wait on thee and then thou art his for ever be assured he will watch by thy sick bed night and day and if all the power and policy of hell can prevent it neither cordial shall benefit thy body nor counsel thy soul Will not this be a trying hour to thee when the cloath shall be drawn and thy bodily comforts all taken off the Table will not death search thee to the quick when those Theives in their frightful vizards all thy sins in that Night will break in upon thee As the Elders of Samaria said of Jehu when he sent to them to prepare and provide to fight with him Two Kings stood not before him and how shall we Adam and Angels could not stand before sin it laid them both low and how wilt thou Beleive it those that have been Lions in peace have carried themselves like Harts in this War Brutus whose blood seemed as warm and to rise to as great a degree of courage as any since the Roman Consuls yet when Furius came to cut his Throat he cryed out like a Child Heathen who saw nothing almost in Death save rottenness and corruption accompanying the body who lookt no farther then the Grave have esteemed Death the King of Terrors The Terrible of Terribles and have been frighted into a Feavor upon the sight of its forerunner But Death is not half so terrible to a moral Heathen as t will be to thee O wicked Christian thou knowest that thy Deaths-day is thy Dooms-day that the Ax of Death will cut the down as fuel for the unquenchable fire that as soon as thou art carried from the Earth thou art cast into Hell Thou presumest that thou shalt behave thy self like a man in the onset with this Enemy but I dare be the Prophet to foretel that thy courage will be less then a Womans in the issue for man man dost thou not know as Pilate said to Christ that Death hath power to kill thee as well as to release thee it can send thy body to the grave and thy soul to the place of endless misery and desperation Fifthly The misery of the unprepared Fifthly Dost thou not know the misery of every carnal man at death In thy life time thou doest the Devils work and when Death cometh he will pay thee thy wages sin at present is a Bee with honey in its mouth but then the sting in its Tail will appear and be felt now thou hast thy savoury Meat and sugered draughts but then cometh the reckoning Some tell us that sweet meats though pleasant to the taste are very heavy in the stomach Sure I am the sweet morsels of sin which now thou feedest so merrily on will then lye heavier then Lead on thy heart and be more bitter then Gall and Wormwood Thou mayst see now and then in this World through the floodgates some drops of wrath leaking in upon thy soul but when Death cometh the Flood-gates will be all puld up and then O then what a torrent of wrath will come pouring down upon thee Here thou sippest of the Cup of the Lords fury but then thou shalt drink the dregs thereof The pains which thou sufferest here are onely an earnest penny of thy eternal punishment It was a cruel mercy which Tamberlane shewed to three hundred Lepers in killing them to rid them out of their misery but Death will be altogether merciless and cruel to thee for it onely freeth thee from the Goal to carry thee to the Gallows t wil deliver thee from Whips but scourge the with Scorpions its little finger will be infinitely heavier then the loyns of this miserable life When God saith to Death concerning thee as Judas to the Jews concerning Christ take him and lead him away safely who can tell the mockings buffetings piercings scourgings the cursed painful and shameful eternal death which will ensue Suppose for thy souls sake in earnest as Turannius did in jest Componi se in lecto velut examinem a circum stante familia plaugi jussit Senec. de Brevit vitae cap. ult who would needs be laid in his bed as one who had breathed out his last and caused his whole family to bewayl his death that thou wert ascending up to thy Chamber whence thou shouldst never come down till carried on mens Shoulders betaking thy self to thy dying bed Thou lookest on thy body and beholdest deaths Harbinger Sickness preparing his way before him O how thy colour comes and goes at the sight of this Ax which the hand of death hath laid at the root of thy tree of life Like the Locust thou art ready before hand to dye at the sight of this Polypus Now thou art laid down on that bed whence thou shalt never rise more Thy next work is to seek for some shelter against this approaching storm thou lookest upward and seest that God full of fury whom thou didst many a time dare to his very face and
as if it had been his Father and made no more of dying then of falling into the Armes and embraces of his Mother or Sister Moses at first started back at the sight of the Serpent but when he had handled it a little t was turned into a rod and nothing frightful to him There is a story of an Ass called Cumanus Ass which jetting up and down in a Lyons skin did for a time much terrifie his Master but afterwards being descried did much benefit him Thou art fearful possibly Reader of this beast supposing it to be a roaring Lyon but come up to it and thou wilt find it but an Ass in the skin of a Lyon and such a one as will be no way hurtful but many ways helpful to thee What is this Bugbear Death which thus frights thee Is it not the Paranymphus which presenteth thy faithful soul to thy beloved Husband Is it not a leaving the World and a going to thy Father Is it less then a kiss of Gods lips The indulgent parent will take the babe into her Arms and with many kisses lay it in her lap when its falling asleep The Chaldee Paraphrase tell us Moses dyed with a kiss of the Lords mouth Deut. 34.5 Will it not be the funeral of all thy corruptions and crosses and the resurrection of all imagiable delights and comforts Didst thou but know this friend more thou wouldst not be so shie of its company The Roman used their youth to gladiatory fights and bloody spectacles that acquaintance with them before-hand might make them less troubled in Wars with their enemies Philostrates lived seven years in his Tomb before his death that his bones might be the better known to his Grave Accustom thy self to the thoughts of death thy change thy translation to bliss thy entrance into Heaven and when it comes his Errand being known so well before he will be welcome Mithridates by accustoming his body to poison turned it into good nourishment Use thy soul to the thoughts of Death and though it be worse then poison to others t will be pleasant and profitable to thee CHAP. IX The Second Doctrine That God is the Comfort of a Christian with the grounds of it His happyness is in God I Proceed now to the second Doctrine from the second part of the Text the Saints comfort But God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever That the comfort of a Christian in his saddest condition is this That God is his portion The Psalmists condition was very sad his Flesh failed him The second Doctrine that the comfort of a Christian in his saddest condition is that Go◠is his portion 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 lib. de Ju. Se. cap. 3. Mans Spirit often decayes with his flesh The Spirits and blood are let out together His Heart fell with his flesh but what was the strong cordial which kept him from swooning at such a season Truly this But God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever Aristotle affirmeth of the Tortoys that it liveth when its heart is taken away The holy man here liveth when his heart dyeth As the Sap in winter retreateth to the root and there is preserved so the Saint in crosses in death retireth to God the Fountain of his life and so is comforted David when his Wives were captivated his wealth plundred and his very life threatned for the Souldiers talked of Stoning him was doubtless in a very dreadfull estate one would have thought such an heavy burden must needs break his back but behold the joy of the Lord was his strength But David encouraged his heart in the Lord his God 1 Sam. 30.6 When the Table of earthly comforts which for a long time at best had been but indifferently spread for him was quite empty he fetcheth sweet-meats out of his Heavenly Closet But David encouraged his heart in the Lord his God Methodius reporteth of the Plant Pyragnus that it flourisheth in the flames of Olympus Christians as the Salamander may live in the greatest fire of affliction at this day And as the three Children may sing when the whole world shall be in a flame at the last day They are by the Spirit of God compared to Palm-trees Psalm 92.12 which though many weights are hanging on the top and much drought be at the bottom are neither say some Naturalists born down nor dried up This nightingale may warble out her pleasant notes with the sharpest thorne at her breast The onely reason which I shall give of the Doctrine Reason of the Doctrine because God is his happiness is this Because a Godly man placeth his happiness in God It s natural to the creature in the mid'st of its sufferings to draw its comfort and solace from that pipe whether supposed or real happiness All things have a propensity towards that in which they place their felicity If a stone were lay'd in the Concave of the Moon though air and fire and water are between yet it would break through all and be restless till it come to the earth its centre Asutable and unchangeable rest is the onely satisfaction of the rational creature All the tossings and agitations of the soul are but so many wings to carry him hither and thither that he may find out a place where to rest Let this Eagle once find out and fasten on the true carcasse he is contented as the needle pointing to the North though before in motion yet now he is quiet Therefore the Philosopher though in one place he tells us that delight consisteth in motion yet in another place tells us 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that it consisteth rather in rest Happinese is nothing but the Sabbath of our thoughts and the satisfaction of our hearts in the fruition Eth. lib 7. cap. ult of the chiefest good According to the excellency of the object which we embrace in our hearts such is the degree of our happiness the Saints choice is right God alone being the souls center and rest Omnes literae in Jehovah sunt literae qui escentes say the Rabbies Let a sinner have but that which he counteth his treasure though he be under many troubles he is contented Give a covetous man wealth and he will say as Esau I have enough When an ambitious man mounts up to a chair of state he sits down and is at ease If a voluptuous person can but bath himself in the streams of carnal pleasures he is as a fish in his Element So let a Godly man enjoy but his God in whom he placeth all his joy and delight in whom is all his happiness and heaven he is well he hath all Shew us the Father and it sufficeth No more is desired John 14.8 No man thinks himself miserable till he hath lost his happiness A Godlyman is blessed when afflictied and buffetted because God is the proper Orb in which he doth fix and he hath his God still Job
what is it in death that thou art afraid of Is it not a departure the Goal delivery of a long prisoner the sleep of thy body and a wakening of thy Soul the way to bliss the gate of life the portall to Paradise Art thou not sure to triumph before thou fightest by dying to overcome death and when thou leavest thy body to be joyned to thy head The Roman general in the encounter between Scipio and Hannibal thought he could not use a more effectual perswasion to encourage his souldiers then to tell them that they were to fight with those whom they had formerly overcome and who were as much their slaves as their enemies Thou art to enter the list against that adversary whom thou hast long agoe conquered in Jesus Christ and who is more thy slave then thine enemy Death is thine 1 Cor. 3.30 thy servant and slave to help off thy cloaths and to put thee to thine everlasting happy rest Is it the taking down of thine earthly tabernacle which troubles thee Why Dost thou not know that death is the workman sent by the Father to pull down this earthly house of mortality and clay that it may be set up a new infinitely more lasting beautiful and glorious Didst thou believe how rich and splendid he intends to make it which cannot be unlesse taken down thou wouldst contentedly endure the present toyl and trouble and be thankful to him for his care and cost He takes down thy vile body that he may fashion it like to the glorious body of his own Son which for brightness and beauty excels the Sun in its best attire far more then that doth the meanest Star Is it the untying of the knot betwixt body and soul which perplexeth thee It is true they part but as friends going two several wayes shake hands till they return from their journey they are as sure of meeting again as of parting for thy soul shall return laden with the wealth of heaven and fetch his old companion to the participation of all his joy and happiness Is it the rotting of thy body in the grave that grieves thee Indeed Plato's worldling doth sadly bewail it Woe is me that I shall lie alone rotting in the earth amongst the crawling Wormes not seeing ought above nor seen But thou who hast read it is a sweet bed of spices for thy body to rest in all the dark night of this worlds duration mayst well banish such fears Hast thou never heard God speaking to thee as once to Jacob Fear not to goe down into Aegypt into the grave I will go down with thee and I will bring thee up again Gen. 16.4 Besides thy Soul shall never die The heathen Historian could comfort himself against death with this weak cordial Non omnis moriar All of me doth not die though my body be mortal my books are immortal But thou hast a stronger julip a more rich cordial to clear thy spirits when thy body failes thy soul will flourish thy death is a burnt offering when thy ashes fall to the earth the celestial flame of thy Soul will mount up to Heaven Farther death will ease thee of those most troublesome guests which make thy life now so burdensome as the fire to the three children did not so much as singe or sear their bodies but it burnt and consumed their bands so death would not the least hurt thy body or soul but it would destroy those fetters of sin and sorrow in which thou art intangled Nazian Orat. Besides the sight of the blessed God which is the only beatifical vision which at death thy soul shall enjoy Popish Pilgrims take tedious journeys and are put to much hardship and expence to behold a dumb Idol The Queen of Sheba came from far to see Solomon and hear his wisdom and wilt thou not take a step from earth to Heaven in a moment in the twinkling of an eye thy journey will be gone and thy work be done to see Jesus Christ a greater then Solomon Hast thou not many a time prayed long and cried for it hast thou not trembled least thou shouldst miss it hath not thine heart once and again leapt with joy in hope of it and when the hour is come and thou art sent for dost thou shrink back for shame Christian walk worthy of thy calling and quicken thy courage in thy last conflict As the Jewes when it thunders and lightens open their windowes expecting the Messias should come O when the storm of death beats upon thy body with what joy mayst thou set those casements of thy Soul Faith and Hope wide open knowing that thy dearest Redeemer who went before to prepare a place for thee will then come and fetch thee to himself that where he is there thou mayst be also and that for ever FINIS Some Scriptures that are occasionally opened 1 Sam. 30.6 p. 106. 2 Sam. 23.5 p. 64. Ester 7.6 p. 47 48. Job 7. ult p. 67. Psal 11.6 p. 133. Psal 16.5 6. p. 161. Ps 17. ult p. 164. Psal 27.5 p. 111. Psal 91.4 p. 112. Psal 121.4 p. 110. Psal 142.5 p. 110. Eccles 1.2 p. 160. Eccles 8.8 p. 34. Eccles 9.12 p. 136. Isai 25.10 p. 111. Isai 27.11 p. 111. Isai 27.3 p. 110. Isai 40.6 7. p. 14. Zachar. 2.5 p. 110. Habak 3.16 17. p. 124. Matth. 6.21 p. 138. Rom. 15.19 p. 114 115. 1 Cor. 15.57 p. 65 66. 2 Cor. 1.3 p. 123. A Table of the chief heads treated of in the foregoing Book A. AFflictions not to be born without divine help p. 9. The vast difference between sinners and Saints in Afflictions 123 124 125. The more mens affections are crucified to the world they die with the more comfort 88. B. The great folly of men in minding their bodies above their souls Blessedness vide Happiness C. The necessity of an interest in the Covenant of Grace p. 63. The comfort of a Christian in God p. 105 179. The need sinners stand in of Christ p. 63 64 75. The Excellency of Christ p. 73 74. The terms upon which sinners may enjoy Christ p. 78 79. D. Death will seize on all p. 14 15. Neither height nor holiness will excuse from dying p. 13. 39 40. Nor strength in our youth The corruptibility of mans body natural cause of death p. 16 17. Sin the moral and meritorious cause of death p. 19 20. Gods fidelity the supernatural cause of death p. 17 18. Counsel to prepare for death p. 29 30 31. Death is certain p. 34 35. Death is often sudden p. 36 37. Death will try men p. 43 44. 45 46. Death strips men of outward comforts Spiritual enemies busie in an hour of death p. 47 48. When death comes it is too late to prepare p. 40. Death gain to a Christian p. 18 19 182 183. 56 57. The misery of sinners at death p. 50. What is requisite to prepare for death p. 61. to 70. Comfort against the death of Christian friends p. 180.
breakfast every morning and the table was covered with sackcloth and furnished with the same bitter herbs both at Dinner and Supper For all the day long have I been plagued and chastened every morning vers 14. Nam quicquid adversi accid t aut carni accidit aut animo Muscul in loc Now the weight of this burden was so great pressing his body and oppressing his mind that without an Almighty power it had broke his back His flesh and his heart failed him 3. Others take the words in a natural sence as if the Prophet did neither intend by them his fault Sunt quibus praesens tempus plaâ—et aliis futurum magis arr det Marl. in loc as some who take them in a spiritual sence nor his fear as those who take them in a civil sence but onely his frailty as if he had said My moysture consumeth my strength abateth my flesh falleth my heart faileth or at least ere long my breath will be corrupt my days extinct and the grave ready for me how happy am I therefore in having God for the strength of my heart Deficit consumâ—tur caro mea cor meum Mollerus Ainsworth reads the words Wholly consumed is my heart and my flesh I shall take the words in this sense as being most sutable to this occasion So far the Thesis now to the Antithesis Robur cordis Calv. But God is the strength of my heart Though my flesh fail me the Father of spirits doth not fail me when I am sinking he will put under his everlasting arm to save me The Seventy read it But God is the God of my heart because God is all strength God in the heart is the strength of the heart Petra cordis Moller The Hebrew carrieth it But God is the rock of my heart e. i. A sure strong and immovable foundation to build upon Though the winds may blow and the waves beat when the storm of death cometh yet I need not fear that the house of my heart will fall for it s built on a sure foundation God is the rock of my heart The strongest child that God hath is not able to stand alone like the Hop or Ivy he must have somewhat to support him or he is presently on the ground Of all seasons the Christian hath most need of succour at his dying hour then he must take his leave of all his comforts on earth and then he shall be sure of the sharpest conflicts from Hell and therefore its impossible he should hold out without extraordinary help from Heaven But the Psalmist had armour of proof ready wherewith to encounter his last enemy As weak and fearful a child as he was he durst venture a walk in the dark entry of death having his Father by the hand Though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I will fear none ill for thou art with me Psa 23. Though at the troubles of my life and my tryal at death my heart is ready to fail me yet I have a strong cordial which will chear me in my saddest condition God is the strength of my heart And my portion It s a Metaphor taken from the ancient custome among the Jews of dividing inheritances whereby every one had his allotted portion as if he had said God is not onely my Rock to defend me from those tempests which assault me and thereby my freedom from evil but he is also my portion to supply my necessities and to give me the fruition of all good Others indeed have their parts on this side the land of promise but the Author of all portions is the matter of my portion my portion doth not lie in the Rubbish and lumbar as theirs doth whose portion is in this life be they never so large but my portion containeth him whom the Heavens and Heaven of Heavens can never contain God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever Not for a Year or an age or a million of ages but for eternity Though others portions like Roses the fuller they blow the sooner they shed they are worsted often by their pride and wasted through their prodigality that at last they come to want Quicquid praeter deum possideas non poteris dicere quod pars tua sit futura in sâ— ulum De deo solo dicit fiâ—â—lis Pars mea deus in seculum Muscul in loc and surely death always rents their persons and portions asunder yet my portion will be ever ful without diminution and first without alteration this God will be my God for ever and ever my guide and aid unto death nay Death which dissolveth so many bonds and untieth such close knots shall never part me and my portion but give me a perfect and everlasting possession of it The words branch themselves into these two parts The parts of the Text. First The Psalmist Complaint My flesh and my heart faileth me Secondly His Comfort but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever Or we may take notice in them 1. Of the Frailty of his Flesh My flesh and my heart faileth me 2. Of the Flourishing of his Faith But God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever According to the two parts of the Text I shall draw forth two Doctrinal truths Doct. 1 1. Doct. That Mans flesh will fail him The highest the holiest mans heart will not ever hold out The Prophet was great and gracious yet his flesh failed him Doct. 2 2. Doct. That its the comfort of a Christian in his saddest condition that God is his portion This was the strong water which kept the Psalmist from fainting when his flesh and heart failed him I begin with the first The 1. Doct. man is mortal That mans flesh will fail him Those whose spirits are noble will find their flesh but brittle The Psalmist was great yet death made little yea nothing of him like the Duke of Parma's sword it makes no difference between great and small this Cannon hits the great Commanders as well as the Common Souldiers like a violent Wind it plucks up by the roots not onely low Trees but also tall Ceders They who lye in beds of Ivory must lye down in beds of earth Some Letters are set out very gaudily with large flourishes but they are but Ink as the other Some men have great Titles Worshipful Right Worshipful Honourable Right Honourable but they signifie no more with Death then other men they are but moving earth and dying dust as ordinary men are Worship Honour Excellency Highness Majesty must all do homage to the Scepter of this King of Terrors When Constantius entred in triumph unto Rome and had along time stood admiring the Gates Arches Turrets Temples Theaters and other magnificent Edifices of the City at last he ask'd Hormisda what he thought of the place I take no pleasure in it at all saith Hormisda for I see
be blackness of darkness for ever There will be no end of his misery no exit to his tragedy He will be fetterred in those chains of everlasting darkness and feel the terrors of an eternal death But the portion of a Saint is like the wine which Christ provided for the wedding best at last he shall never know its full worth till he appears in the other world and then he shall find that as money answereth all things so his portion will protect him from all misery and fill him with all felicities and answer all the desires and necessities of his capacious and immortal soul The cup which he shall drink of is filled out of the rivers of Gods own pleasures and how sweet that wine is none can tell but they who have tasted it The thought of it hath recovered those who have been dying and recalled them to life what then will a draught of it do All the men in the world cannot describe the rich viands and various dainties which God hath for his own provided diet Nay the most skilful Cherubim can never count nor cast up the total of a Saints personal estate Till Angels can acquaint us with the vast millions that the boundless God is worth they cannot tell us the utmost of a Saints portion It is said of Shusa in Persia that it was so rich that saith Cassiodorus the stones were joyned together with gold and in it Alexander found seventy thousand talents of gold This City if you can take saith Aristagorus to his souldiers you may vie with Jove himself for riches But what a beggarly place is this to the new Jerusalem where pure gold is the pavement trampled under the Citizens feet and the walls all of precious pearles who entereth that City may vie with thousands of such Monarchs as this world can make and with all those heathenish Gods for Riches The Infinite God quantus quantus est as boundlesse a good as he is to whom Heaven and earth is lesse then nothing is their portion for ever But of this more in some of the following Chapters CHAP. XVI A Vse of Tryal whether God be our portion or no with some marks 2. The second Use by way of Tryal whether God be our po tion or no. THe Doctrine may be useful by way of tryall If the comfort of a Christian in his saddest condition be That God is his portion then Reader examine thy self whether God be thy portion or no. I must tell thee the essence and heart of Religion consisteth in the choice of thy portion nay thy happiness dependeth wholly upon thy taking of the blessed God for thine utmost end and chiefest good therefore if thou mistakest here thou art lost for ever I shall try thee very briefly by the touchstone which Christ hath prepared Where your treasure is there will your heart be also Matth. 6. Now Friend Where is thy heart is it in earth is it a diamond set in lead or a sparkling star fixt in heaven Are thy greatest affections like Saul's person among the stuffe and rubbish of this world or do they like Moses go up into the Mount and converse with God Do they with the Wormes crawl here below or like the Eagle soar aloft and dwell above A man that hath his portion on earth like the earth moveth downward though he may be thrown upward by violence as a stone by some sudden conviction or the like yet that imprest vertue is soon worn out and he falleth to the earth again but he who hath his portion in heaven like fire tendeth upward ordinarily though through the violence of temptation he may as fire by the wind be forced downward yet that removed he ascendeth again It may be when thine enemy Death beats thee out of the field of life thou wilt be glad of a God to which thou mayst retire as a city of refuge to shelter thee from the murdering piece of the laws curse but what thoughts hast thou of him now whilst thou hast the world at will Dost thou count the fruition of him thy chiefest felicity Is one God infinitely more weighty in the scales of thy judgement then millions of worlds Dost thou say in thy prevailing setled judgement of them that have their garners full and their floeks fruitful Blessed is the people that is in such a case or yea rather happy is the people whose God is the Lord Psal 144.13 14 15. Every man esteemeth his portion at an high price Naboth valueth his earthly inheritance above his life and would rather die then part with it at any rate God forbid that I should sell the inheritance of my fathers saith he O the worth of the blessed God in the esteem of him that hath him for his portion His house land wife child liberty life are hated by him and nothing to him in comparison of his portions he would not exchange his hopes of it and title to it for the dominion and soveraignty of the whole world If the Devil as to Christ should set him on the pinacle of the Temple and shew all the honours and pleasures and treasures of the world and say to him All this I will give thee if thou wilt sell thy portion and fall down and worship me Who can tell with what infinite disdain he would reject such an offer He would say as a Tradesman that were bid exceedingly below the worth of his wares You were as good bid me nothing and with much scorn and laughter refuse his tender This man is elevated to the top of the celestial orbes and therefore the whole earth is but a point in his eye whereas a man who hath his portion in outward things who dwelleth here on earth heavenly things are little the glorious Sun it self is but small in such a mans eye earthly things are great in his esteem Reader let me perswade thee to be so much at leisure as to ask thy soul two or three Questions 1. In what chanel doth the stream of thy desires run Which way and to what coast do these winds of thy soul drive Is it towards God or towards the world A rich Heir in his minority kept under by Tutors and Guardians longs for the time when he shall be at age and enjoy the priviledge and pleasures of his inheritance Thou cravest and thirsteth and longest and desirest something there is which thou wouldst have and must have and canst not be satisfified till thou hast it Now what is it Is it the husks of this world which thou enquirest so earnestly for some-body to give thee or is it bread in thy Fathers house which thou hungrest after Dost thou pant after the dust of the earth according to the Prophets phrase Amos 2.7 or with the Church The desire of my soul is to thy name and to the remembrance of thee Thou art hungry and thirsty unquiet unsatisfied what is the matter man Dost thou like the dry earth gape and cleave for
heart of man Isai 32.24 Is thy body sick thy soul is sound and so long all is well The inhabitants shall not say I am sick the people that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquities Is thy life in danger If thine enemies kill thee they cannot hurt thee they will do thee the greatest courtesie they will do that kindness for thee for which thou hast many a time prayed sighed wept even free thee from thy corruptions and send thee to the beatifical vision When they call thee out to die they do but as Christ to Peter call thee up to the Mount where thou shalt see thy Saviour transfigured and say Let us build Tabernacles O 't is good to be here Though Saul was frantick without a Fidler and Belshazar could not be chearful without his cups yet the Philosopher could be merry saith Plato without musick and much more the Christian under the greatest outward misery What weight can sink him who hath the everlasting armes to support him What want can sadden him who hath infinite bounty and mercy to supply him Nothing can make him miserable who hath God for his happiness Blessed is the people whose God is the Lord. O Christian thou maiest walk so that the world may know thou art above their affrightments and that all their allurements are below thy hopes In particular the Doctrine is comfortable against the Death of our Christian Friends and against our own deaths First It is a comfort against the death of our friends God is a godly mans portion therefore they are blessed who die in the Lord without us and we are happy who live in the Lord without them It s a comfort that they are happy without creatures what wise man will grieve at his friends gain In the ceremonial law there was a year of Jubile in which every man who had lost or sold his land upon the blowing of a trumpet had possession again The deaths-day of thy believing relation is his day of Jubile in which he is restored to the possession of his eternal and inestimable portion Who ever pined that married an Heir in his minority at his coming to age and going to receive his portion Their death is not paenall but medicinal not destructive but perfective to their Souls It doth that for them which none of the ordinances of God nor providences of God nor graces of the Spirit ever yet did for them It sends the weary to their sweet and eternal rest This Serpent is turned into a rod with which God works wonders for their good The Thracians wept at the births of men and feasted at their funerals if they counted mortality a mercy who could see death only to be the end of outward sufferings shall not we who besides that see it to be the beginning of matchless and endless solace A wife may well wring her hands and pierce her heart with sorrow when her Husband is taken away from her and dragd to execution to hell but surely she may rejoyce when he is called from her by his Prince to live at Court in the greatest honours pleasures especially when she is promised within a few days to be sent for to him and to share with him in those joyes and delights for ever Some observe that the Egyptians mourned longer for they mourned 70 dayes for old Jacobs death then Joseph his own Son and the reason is this because they had hopes only in this life when Joseph knew that as his fathers body was carried to the earthly so his Soul was translated to the heavenly Canaan I would not have you ignorant concerning them which are asleep that ye sorrow not even as others that have no hope 1 Thes 4.12 As they are happy without us for God is their portion so we are happy without them We have our God still that stormy wind which blew out our candles did not extinguish our Sun Our Friend when on his or her death-bed might bespeak us as Jacob his Sonnes I die but God shall visit you I go from you but God shall abide with you I leave you but God will find you he will never leave you nor forsake you Reader If God live though thy friends dye I hope thou art not lost thou art not undone May not God say to thee when thou art pining and whining for the death of thy relations or friends as if thou wert eternally miserable as Elkanah to Hannah Am not I better to thee then ten Sons Am not I better to thee then ten Husbands then ten Wives then ten thousand worlds O think of it and take comfort in it 2. It s comfort against our own deaths Secondly It is comfortable against thy own death God is thy Portion and at death thou shalt take possession of thy vast estate Now thou hast a freehold in law a right to it but then thou shalt have a freehold in deed make thy entry on it and be really seised of it It s much that heathens who were purblind and could not see afar off into the joys and plesures of the other world the hopes of which alone can make death truly desireable should with less fear meet this foe then many Christians Nay 't was more difficult to perswade several of those Pagans to live out all their daies then 't is to perswade some amonst us to be willing to die when God calls them Codrus could throw himself into a pit Plut. in vit Vtic. Ca. that his Country might live by his death Cato could against the intreaty of all his friends with his own hands open the door at which his life went out Platinus the Philosopher held mortality a mercy that we might not alwaies be lyable to the miseries of this life When the Persian King wept that all his army should die in the revolution of an Age Artabanus told him that they should all meet with so many and such great evils that they should wish themselves dead long before Lysimachus threatened to kill Theodorus but he stoutly answered the King that was no great matter the Cantharides a little flie could doe as much Cleombrotus having read Plato of the Souls immortality did presently send his own Soul out of his body to try and taste it The bare opinion of the Druides that the Soul had a continuance after death made them hardy in all dangers saith Cesar and fearless of death Câ—s lib. 6. de bell 6. Christians surely have more cause to be valiant in their last conflict and it s no credit to their Father that they are so loth to goe home The Turks tell us that surely Christians do not believe Heaven to be so glorious a place as they talk of for if they did they would not be so unwilling to goe thither It may make the world think the child hath but could welcome at his Fathers house that he lingers so much a broad certainly such bring an ill report upon the good land Christian