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A11488 The castell of loue, translated out of Spanishe into Englyshe, by Johan Bowrchier knyght, lorde Bernis, at the instance of lady Elizabeth Carew, late wyfe to Syr Nicholas Carew knyght. The which boke treateth of the loue betwene Leriano and Laureola doughter to the kynge of Masedonia; Cárcel de amor. English San Pedro, Diego de, fl. 1500.; Berners, John Bourchier, Lord, 1466 or 7-1533. 1548 (1548) STC 21739.5; ESTC S110641 74,182 217

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