again_o he_o that_o collect_v both_o call_v this_o fear_n 1.20.27_o the_o root_n of_o wisdom_n and_o that_o it_o may_v embrace_v all_o he_o caâ—ls_v it_o wisdom_n itself_o a_o wise_a man_n therefore_o be_v never_o without_o it_o never_o without_o the_o exercise_n of_o it_o therefore_o thou_o sentâ—st_v moses_n to_o thy_o people_n that_o they_o may_v learneâ—_n fear_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n â—_o their_o life_n 4.10_o not_o in_o heâ—â—uy_n and_o calamitous_a buâ—_n in_o good_a and_o cheerful_a day_n too_o for_o noâ—â—_n who_o have_v assurance_n 〈◊〉_d his_o deliverance_n yet_o mâ—â—ued_v with_o fear_n 11.7_o prepare_v a_o ark_n for_o the_o savingâ—_v his_o house_n 18.27_o a_o wise_a man_n 〈◊〉_d fear_n in_o every_o thing_n anâ—_n therefore_o though_o i_o prâ—â—tend_v to_o no_o other_o degreâ—_n of_o wisdom_n i_o be_o aâ—bundantly_o rich_a in_o thiâ—_n that_o i_o lie_v here_o posseâ—â—_n with_o that_o fear_n which_o â—s_v thy_o fear_n both_o that_o â—his_v sickness_n be_v thy_o 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our_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n hatâ—_n purchase_v for_o they_o who_o thou_o makeâ—_n partaker_n of_o his_o resuâ—â—rection_n amen_n 7._o socios_fw-la sibi_fw-la iungier_fw-la instat_fw-la the_o physician_n desire_v to_o have_v other_o join_v with_o he_o 7._o meditation_n there_o be_v more_o fear_n therefore_o more_o cause_n if_o the_o physician_n desire_v help_v the_o burden_n grow_v great_a there_o be_v a_o growth_n of_o the_o disease_n then_o but_o â—here_o must_v be_v a_o autumn_n to_o but_o whether_o a_o autumn_n of_o the_o disease_n or_o i_o it_o be_v not_o my_o paâ—â—_n to_o choose_v but_o if_o it_o be_v of_o i_o it_o be_v of_o both_o my_o disease_n can_v survive_v i_o i_o may_v over_o live_v iâ—_n howsoever_o his_o desire_v of_o other_o argue_v his_o caâ—â—dor_n and_o his_o ingenuity_n 〈◊〉_d the_o danger_n be_v great_a heâ—_n justify_v his_o proceeding_n &_o he_o disguise_v nothing_o that_o call_v in_o witnessesâ—_n â—_z and_o if_o the_o danger_n be_v not_o great_a he_o be_v not_o aâ—â—bitious_a that_o be_v so_o readâ—_n to_o divide_v the_o thanks_n and_o the_o honour_n of_o thâ—_n work_n which_o he_o begâ—â—_n alone_o with_o other_o it_o diminish_v not_o the_o dignity_n of_o a_o monarch_n that_o he_o derive_v part_n of_o his_o care_n upon_o other_o god_n have_v not_o make_v many_o sun_n but_o he_o have_v make_v many_o body_n that_o receive_v and_o give_v light_a the_o roman_n begin_v with_o one_o king_n they_o come_v to_o two_o consul_n they_o return_v in_o extremity_n to_o one_o dictatory_n â—_z whether_o in_o one_o or_o many_o the_o sovereignty_n be_v the_o same_o in_o all_o state_n and_o the_o danger_n be_v not_o the_o more_o and_o the_o providence_n be_v the_o more_o wheâ—_n there_o be_v more_o physician_n as_o the_o state_n be_v the_o happy_a where_o business_n be_v carry_v by_o more_o counsel_n then_o can_v be_v in_o one_o breast_n how_o large_a soever_o disease_n themselves_o hold_v consultation_n and_o conspire_v how_o they_o may_v multiply_v and_o join_v with_o one_o another_o &_o exalt_v one_o another_o force_n so_o and_o shall_v we_o not_o calâ—_n physician_n to_o consultation_n death_n be_v in_o a_o old_a man_n door_n he_o appeareâ—_n and_o tell_v he_o so_o &_o deaâ—â—_n be_v at_o a_o young_a man_n back_n and_o say_v nothings_o age_n be_v a_o sickness_n and_o youth_n be_v a_o ambush_n and_o we_o need_v so_o many_o physician_n as_o may_v make_v up_o a_o watch_n and_o spy_v every_o inconvenience_n there_o be_v scarce_o any_o thing_n that_o have_v not_o kill_v some_o body_n a_o hair_n a_o feather_n have_v do_v itâ—_n nay_o that_o which_o be_v our_o best_a antidote_n against_o it_o have_v donn_v it_o the_o best_a cordial_n have_v be_v deadly_a poison_n man_n have_v die_v of_o joy_n and_o almost_o forbid_v their_o friend_n to_o weep_v for_o they_o when_o they_o have_v see_v they_o die_v laugh_v even_o that_o tiran_n dyâ—â—nisius_n i_o think_v the_o sameâ—_n that_o suffer_v so_o much_o aâ—â—ter_a who_o can_v not_o dâ—â—_n of_o that_o sorrow_n of_o thaâ—_n high_a fall_n from_o a_o king_n tâ—_n a_o wretched_a private_a maâ—â—_n â—_z die_v of_o so_o poor_a a_o joy_n as_o to_o be_v declare_v by_o the_o people_n at_o a_o theatre_n that_o heâ—_n be_v a_o good_a poet._n we_o saâ—_n often_o thâ—t_a a_o man_n may_v liâ—â—_n of_o a_o little_a but_o alas_o oâ—_n how_o much_o less_o may_v a_o man_n die_v and_o therefore_o the_o more_o assistant_n thâ—_n better_o who_o come_v to_o a_o day_n of_o hear_v in_o a_o cause_n of_o any_o importance_n with_o one_o advocate_n in_o our_o funeral_n we_o ourselves_o have_v no_o interest_n there_o we_o can_v advise_v we_o can_v direct_v and_o though_o some_o nation_n the_o egyptian_n in_o particular_a build_v themselves_o better_a tomb_n than_o house_n because_o they_o be_v to_o dwell_v long_o in_o they_o yet_o among_o ourselves_o the_o great_a man_n of_o style_n who_o we_o have_v have_v the_o conqueror_n be_v lest_o as_o soon_o as_o his_o soul_n leave_v he_o not_o only_o 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eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o the_o darkness_n and_o horror_n of_o hell_n itself_o â—_z &_o where_o the_o first_o messenger_n that_o speak_v to_o i_o do_v not_o sayâ—_n thou_o may_v die_v no_o nor_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o thou_o be_v dead_a and_o where_o the_o first_o notice_n that_o my_o soul_n have_v of_o her_o sickness_n be_v irrecoverablenes_n irremediablenes_n but_o o_o my_o god_n job_n do_v not_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o in_o his_o temporal_a affliction_n nor_o may_v i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a thou_o have_v imprint_v a_o pulse_n in_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o do_v not_o examine_v it_o a_o voice_n in_o our_o conscience_n but_o we_o do_v not_o hearken_v unto_o it_o we_o talk_v it_o out_o we_o jest_v it_o out_o we_o drink_v it_o out_o we_o sleep_v it_o out_o and_o when_o we_o wake_v we_o do_v not_o say_v with_o jacob_n 28.16_o sure_o the_o lord_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o but_o though_o we_o may_v know_v it_o we_o do_v not_o we_o will_v not_o but_o will_v god_n pretend_v to_o make_v a_o watch_n and_o leave_v out_o the_o springe_n to_o make_v so_o many_o various_a wheel_n in_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o the_o organ_n of_o the_o body_n and_o leave_v out_o grace_n that_o shall_v move_v they_o or_o will_v god_n make_v a_o springe_n and_o not_o wind_v it_o up_o infuse_v his_o first_o grace_n &_o not_o second_v it_o with_o more_o without_o which_o we_o can_v no_o more_o use_v his_o first_o grace_n when_o we_o have_v it_o than_o we_o can_v dispose_v ourselves_o by_o nature_n to_o have_v it_o but_o alas_o that_o be_v not_o our_o case_n we_o be_v all_o prodigal_a son_n and_o not_o disinherit_v we_o have_v receive_v our_o portion_n and_o mis-spend_v it_o not_o be_v deny_v it_o we_o be_v god_n tenant_n here_o and_o yet_o here_o he_o our_o landlord_n pay_v we_o rent_n not_o yearly_a nor_o quarterly_a but_o hourly_o and_o quarterly_a every_o minute_n he_o renew_v his_o mercy_n but_o we_o will_v not_o understand_v 16._o lest_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v 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thou_o can_v conceive_v the_o question_n earth_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o body_n heaven_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o soul_n these_o two_o be_v the_o natural_a place_n of_o these_o two_o but_o thoâ—_n go_v not_o to_o these_o two_o iâ—_n a_o equal_a place_n my_o bâ—â—dy_n fall_v down_o without_o push_v my_o soul_n doâ—â—_n not_o go_v up_o without_o puâ—ling_v ascension_n be_v mâ—_n soul_n pace_n &_o measure_n but_o precipitation_n my_o body_n and_o even_o angellâ—_n who_o home_n be_v heaveâ—_n and_o who_o be_v wingeâ—_n too_o yet_o have_v a_o ladder_n 〈◊〉_d go_v to_o heaven_n by_o stepâ—_n the_o sun_n who_o go_v 〈◊〉_d many_o mile_n in_o a_o minuâ—â—_n the_o star_n of_o the_o fiâ—â—mament_n which_o go_v so_o very_a many_o more_o go_v not_o so_o fast_o as_o my_o body_n to_o the_o earth_n in_o the_o same_o instant_n that_o i_o feel_v the_o first_o attempt_n of_o the_o disease_n i_o feel_v the_o victory_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n i_o can_v scarce_o see_v instant_o the_o taste_n be_v insipid_a and_o fatuous_a instant_o the_o appetite_n be_v dull_a and_o desirelesseâ—_n instant_o the_o knee_n be_v sink_v and_o strengthless_a and_o in_o a_o instant_n sleep_n which_o be_v the_o picture_n the_o copy_n of_o death_n be_v take_v away_o that_o the_o original_a death_n itself_o may_v succeed_v and_o that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v death_n to_o the_o life_n it_o be_v part_n of_o adam_n punishment_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o thy_o brow_n thou_o shall_v eat_v thy_o breadâ—_n â—_z it_o be_v multiply_v to_o i_o i_o have_v earn_v bread_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o my_o brow_n in_o the_o labour_n of_o my_o call_n and_o i_o have_v itâ—_n and_o i_o sweat_v again_o &_o
unto_o i_o if_o i_o be_v aloneâ—_n elias_n himself_o fainteâ—_n under_o that_o apprehension_n loe_o 14_o i_o be_o leave_v alone_o anâ—_n martha_n murmur_v at_o that_o 10.40_o and_o say_v to_o christ_n lord_n do_v not_o thou_o care_n that_o my_o sister_n have_v leave_v i_o to_o serve_v alone_o neither_o can_v jeremiah_n enter_v into_o his_o lamentation_n from_o a_o high_a ground_n then_o to_o say_v 1.1_o how_o do_v the_o city_n sit_v solitary_a that_o be_v full_a of_o people_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v the_o leper_n that_o thou_o have_v condemn_v to_o live_v alone_o 13.46_o have_v â—_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o must_v die_v alone_o alone_o without_o thou_o shall_v this_o come_v to_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o body_n that_o i_o must_v die_v â—â—lone_o alone_o without_o they_o that_o shall_v assiâ—â—_n that_o shall_v comfort_v mâ—â—_n but_o come_v not_o this_o eâ—â—postulation_n too_o near_o murmur_v must_v i_o bâ—â—_n conclude_v with_o that_o 14.2_o thâ—â—_n moses_n be_v command_v 〈◊〉_d come_v near_o the_o lord_n alonâ—â—_n that_o solitariness_n &_o dâ—â—reliction_n and_o abandon_v of_o other_o disposeâ—_n we_o best_o for_o god_n who_o acâ—companies_v we_o most_o alonâ—â—_n may_v i_o not_o remember_v &_o apply_v to_o 32.24_o that_o thought_n god_n come_v not_o to_o jacob_n till_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o â—et_o when_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o he_o wrestle_v with_o he_o and_o lame_v he_o that_o when_o in_o the_o dereliction_n and_o forsake_v of_o friend_n and_o physician_n a_o man_n be_v leave_v alone_o to_o god_n god_n may_v so_o wrestle_v with_o this_o jacob_n with_o this_o conscience_n as_o to_o put_v it_o out_o of_o joint_n &_o so_o appear_v to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o dare_v not_o look_v upon_o he_o face_n to_o face_n when_o as_o by_o way_n of_o reflection_n in_o the_o consolation_n of_o his_o temporal_a or_o spiritual_a servant_n and_o ordinance_n he_o dare_v 〈◊〉_d they_o be_v there_o 6.16_o but_o â—_o faithful_a friend_n be_v the_o physic_n of_o life_n and_o they_o thâ—_n fear_v the_o lord_n shall_v find_v he_o therefore_o have_v thâ—_n lord_n afford_v i_o boâ—â—_n in_o one_o person_n that_o phâ—â—sician_n who_o be_v my_o faithâ—full_a friend_n 5._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o moâ—â—_n gracious_a god_n whâ—â—_n call_v down_o fire_n from_o heaven_n upon_o the_o sinful_a city_n but_o once_o and_o opâ—â—nedst_v the_o earth_n to_o swallow_v the_o murmurer_n but_o onceâ—_n â—_z and_o throw_v down_o the_o tower_n of_o siloe_n upon_o sinner_n but_o once_o but_o for_o thy_o work_n of_o mercy_n repeat_a they_o often_o &_o still_o work_v by_o thy_o own_o pattern_n as_o thou_o broghte_v man_n into_o this_o world_n by_o give_v he_o a_o helper_n fit_a for_o he_o here_o â—o_z whether_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n to_o continue_v i_o â—ong_o thus_o or_o to_o dismiss_v i_o by_o death_n be_v please_v to_o afford_v i_o the_o help_v fit_a for_o both_o condition_n either_o for_o my_o weak_a staâ—_n here_o or_o my_o final_a tranâ—â—migration_n from_o hencel_n and_o if_o thou_o may_v resceive_v glory_n by_o that_o waâ—â—_n and_o by_o all_o way_n thoâ—â—_n may_v receive_v glory_n glâ—â—rifie_v thyself_o in_o preserâ—uing_v this_o body_n from_o sucâ—_n infection_n as_o may_v withhold_v those_o whâ—_n will_v come_v or_o in_o dawnger_n they_o who_o do_v comeâ—_n and_o preserve_v this_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d the_o faculty_n thereof_o frâ—â—_n all_o such_o distemper_n 〈◊〉_d may_v shake_v the_o assuâ—rance_n which_o myself_o &_o other_o have_v have_v that_o because_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o to_o my_o end_n and_o at_o my_o end_n open_v none_o of_o my_o door_n not_o of_o my_o hart_n not_o of_o my_o ear_n not_o of_o my_o house_n to_o any_o supplant_a that_o will_v enter_v to_o undermine_v i_o in_o my_o religion_n to_o thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o weakness_n or_o to_o defame_v i_o &_o magnify_v himself_o with_o false_a rumour_n of_o such_o a_o victory_n &_o surprisal_n of_o i_o after_o i_o be_o dead_a be_v my_o salvation_n and_o plead_v my_o salvation_n work_v it_o and_o declaâ—â—_n it_o and_o as_o thy_o triumphaâ—â—_n shall_v be_v so_o let_v the_o montant_n church_n be_v assureâ—_n that_o thou_o be_v my_o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o thy_o servant_n to_o anâ—_n in_o my_o consummation_n bless_v thou_o the_o learning_n and_o the_o labour_n of_o thâ—â—_n man_n who_o thou_o sendeâ—â—_fw-es to_o assist_v i_o and_o sincâ—_n thou_o take_v i_o by_o thâ—_n hand_n &_o put_v i_o into_o his_o hand_n for_o i_o come_v tâ—_n he_o in_o thy_o name_n who_o in_o thy_o name_n come_v tâ—_n i_o since_o i_o clog_v not_o mâ—_n hope_n in_o he_o no_o nor_o my_o â—â—ayers_n to_o thou_o with_o any_o â—â—mited_a condition_n but_o â—wrap_v all_o in_o those_o two_o petition_n thy_o kingdom_n â—â—me_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v proâ—er_v he_o and_o relieve_v â—â—e_z in_o thy_o way_n in_o thy_o â—â—me_n and_o in_o thy_o meaâ—â—re_n amen_n 6._o metuit_fw-la the_o physician_n be_v afraid_a 6._o meditation_n â—_o observe_v the_o physician_n with_o the_o same_o diligence_n as_o he_o the_o disâ—ase_n i_o see_v he_o fear_v â—nd_v i_o fear_v with_o he_o i_o overtake_v he_o i_o ovem_fw-la him_z in_o his_o fear_n anâ—_n go_v the_o fast_o becauseâ—_n make_v his_o pace_n slowâ—_n fear_v the_o more_o becaâ—â—â—_n he_o disguise_v his_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d i_o see_v it_o with_o the_o moâ—â—_n sharpness_n because_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o have_v i_o 〈◊〉_d it_o he_o know_v that_o 〈◊〉_d fear_n shall_v not_o disordâ—â—â—_n the_o practice_n and_o exerciâ—â—â—_n of_o his_o art_n but_o he_o knoâ—â—_n that_o my_o fear_n may_v disoâ—â—der_v the_o eâ—fect_n and_o work_v of_o his_o practice_n 〈◊〉_d the_o ill_a affection_n of_o 〈◊〉_d spleen_n complicate_v anâ—_n â—ingle_v themselves_o with_o â—â—ery_a infirmity_n of_o the_o â—â—dy_n so_o do_v fear_n insiâ—â—at_v it_o â—elf_n in_o every_o actiâ—â—_n or_o passion_n of_o the_o mind_n â—nd_v as_o wind_v in_o the_o body_n â—ill_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n and_o seem_v the_o stone_n &_o â—eem_v the_o gout_n so_o fear_n will_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n of_o the_o mind_n it_o shall_v â—eeme_v love_n a_o love_n of_o have_v and_o it_o be_v but_o a_o fear_n a_o jealous_a and_o suspicious_a â—eare_z of_o lose_v it_o shall_v â—eem_v valour_n in_o despise_v and_o underualue_v danger_n and_o it_o be_v but_o fear_n in_o a_o overvalue_a of_o â—â—â—â—nion_n and_o estimation_n and_o fear_v of_o lose_v that_o man_n that_o be_v not_o afraid_a a_o lion_n be_v afraid_a of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d not_o afraid_a of_o staruiâ—â—_n &_o yet_o be_v afraid_a of_o soâ—â—_n joint_a of_o meat_n at_o the_o tabâ—â—_n present_v to_o feed_v hiâ—_n not_o afraid_a of_o the_o soâ—â—â—_n of_o drum_n and_o truâ—â—pets_n and_o shot_n and_o thoâ—â—_n which_o they_o seek_v 〈◊〉_d drown_v the_o last_o cry_v oâ—_n man_n and_o be_v afraid_a 〈◊〉_d some_o particular_a harmâ—â—nious_a instrument_n â—_z so_o mucâ—_n afraid_a as_o that_o with_o anâ—_n of_o these_o the_o enemy_n may_v â—rive_v this_o man_n otherwise_o â—aliant_a enough_o out_o of_o â—â—e_z field_n i_o know_v not_o what_o fear_n be_v nor_o i_o know_v â—ot_n what_o it_o be_v that_o i_o fear_v â—ow_o i_o fear_v not_o the_o hasten_a of_o my_o death_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v fear_v the_o increase_n â—f_o the_o disease_n i_o shall_v â—elie_v nature_n if_o i_o shall_v deny_v that_o i_o fear_v this_o &_o â—f_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o i_o feaâ—ed_v death_n i_o shall_v belie_v god_n my_o weakness_n be_v â—rom_o nature_n who_o have_v â—ut_v her_o measure_n my_o strength_n be_v from_o god_n who_o possess_v &_o distriâ—butes_n infinite_o as_o the_o every_o cold_a air_n be_v noâ—_n damp_n every_o shiver_a not_o a_o stupefaction_n so_o eveâ—ry_o fear_n be_v not_o a_o fearfulness_n every_o declinationâ—_n not_o a_o run_v away_o â—â—uery_n debate_v be_v not_o resolve_v every_o wisâ—_n that_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o â—_o not_o a_o murmur_a noâ—_n dejection_n though_o it_o bâ—â—_n thus_o but_o as_o my_o phisiciâ—â—_n fear_n put_v not_o he_o froâ—_n his_o practice_n neither_o doâ—â—_n i_o put_v i_o from_o râ—â—ceiving_v from_o god_n anâ—_n man_n and_o myself_o spiritual_a and_o civil_a and_o morallâ—ssistances_n â—ssistances_z and_o consolation_n 6._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o find_v in_o thy_o book_n that_o â—eare_z be_v a_o stifle_a spirit_n a_o spirit_n of_o suffocation_n that_o â—â—shbosheth_v can_v not_o speak_v 3.11_o not_o reply_n in_o his_o own_o defence_n â—o_o abner_n because_o he_o be_v â—fraid_a it_o be_v thy_o seruamt_a â—obs_n case_n too_o 9.34_o who_o before_o he_o can_v say_v any_o â—hing_n to_o thou_o say_v of_o thou_o let_v he_o take_v his_o rod_n awaâ—_n from_o i_o 9.34_o and_o let_v not_o his_o fearâ—_n terrify_v i_o than_o will_v speak_v with_o he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d fear_v he_o but_o it_o be_v not_o â—â—_o with_o i_o shall_v a_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o take_v away_o my_o dâ—â—uotion_n to_o thou_o do_v
fear_n of_o death_n 12.30_o that_o there_o be_v not_o a_o house_n where_o there_o be_v not_o one_o dead_a for_o thereupon_o the_o egyptian_n say_v we_o be_v all_o deaâ—_n man_n the_o death_n of_o other_o shall_v catechise_v usâ—_n to_o death_n 1.5_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n be_v the_o first_o beget_v of_o the_o dead_a he_o rise_v first_o the_o elder_a brother_n and_o he_o be_v my_o master_n in_o this_o science_n of_o death_n but_o yet_o for_o i_o i_o be_o a_o young_a brother_n too_o to_o this_o man_n who_o die_v now_o and_o to_o every_o man_n who_o i_o see_v or_o hear_v to_o die_v before_o i_o and_o all_o they_o be_v usher_n to_o i_o in_o this_o school_n of_o death_n i_o take_v therefore_o that_o which_o thy_o servant_n david_n wife_n say_v to_o he_o to_o be_v say_v to_o i_o 19.11_o if_o thou_o save_v not_o thy_o life_n to_o night_n to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v be_v slay_v if_o the_o death_n of_o this_o man_n work_v not_o upon_o i_o now_o i_o shall_v die_v worse_o than_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o his_o sin_n his_o particular_a sin_n for_o my_o sin_n i_o shall_v die_v whensoever_o i_o die_v for_o death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n but_o i_o shall_v die_v in_o my_o sin_n in_o that_o particular_a sin_n of_o resist_v thy_o spirit_n if_o i_o apply_v not_o thy_o assistance_n do_v it_o not_o call_v we_o to_o a_o particular_a consideration_n that_o thy_o bless_a son_n vary_v his_o form_n of_o commination_n and_o aggravate_v it_o in_o the_o variation_n when_o he_o say_v to_o the_o jew_n because_o they_o refuse_v the_o light_n offer_v you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n 8.21_o and_o then_o when_o they_o proceed_v to_o far_a disputation_n and_o vexation_n and_o tentation_n he_o add_v 24._o you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n he_o multiply_v the_o former_a express_v â—o_o a_o plural_a in_o this_o sinneâ—_n â—_z and_o in_o all_o your_o sin_n do_v not_o the_o resist_n of_o thy_o particular_a help_n at_o last_o draw_v upon_o we_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o all_o our_o former_a sin_n may_v not_o the_o neglect_v of_o this_o sound_n minister_v to_o i_o in_o this_o man_n death_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o misery_n as_o that_o i_o who_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n love_v so_o as_o to_o die_v for_o i_o shall_v die_v and_o a_o creature_n of_o my_o own_o shall_v be_v immortal_o â—_z that_o i_o shall_v die_v 66.14_o and_o the_o worm_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n shall_v never_o die_v 18._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n i_o have_v a_o new_a occasion_n of_o thanks_o and_o a_o new_a occasion_n of_o prayer_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o ring_n of_o this_o bell_n thou_o tell_v i_o in_o the_o other_o voice_n that_o i_o be_v mortal_a and_o approach_v to_o death_n in_o this_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o say_v that_o i_o be_o dead_a in_o a_o irremediable_a in_o a_o irrecoverable_a state_n for_o bodily_a health_n if_o that_o be_v thy_o language_n in_o this_o voice_n how_o infinite_o be_o i_o bind_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n for_o speak_v so_o plain_o unto_o i_o for_o 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