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accafion_n of_o sin_n which_o you_o will_v not_o avoid_v the_o darling_n passion_n the_o belove_a sin_n which_o man_n hardly_o ever_o mortify_v &_o which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o all_o their_o disorder_n your_o inordinate_a love_n of_o pleasure_n your_o wilful_a ignorance_n of_o the_o duty_n be_v of_o your_o station_n your_o abusive_a and_o scandalous_a raillery_n the_o ill_a use_n of_o the_o sacrament_n of_o time_n of_o grace_n if_o you_o be_v religious_a search_n into_o the_o violation_n of_o your_o vow_n your_o carelessness_n indischarge_v the_o particular_a duty_n be_v of_o your_o call_v these_o be_v the_o thing_n which_o do_v general_o disturb_v we_o on_o a_o deathbed_n and_o make_v our_o salvation_n doubtful_a when_o restitution_n reparation_n of_o honour_n to_o those_o we_o have_v asperse_v when_o quit_v the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n reconcile_n ourselves_o to_o our_o enemy_n precede_v our_o confession_n it_o be_v the_o best_a sign_n that_o our_o sorrow_n and_o resolution_n be_v sincere_a we_o shall_v look_v upon_o this_o day_n communion_n as_o the_o viaticum_fw-la and_o imagine_v that_o we_o hear_v the_o priest_n when_o he_o put_v the_o bless_a host_n into_o our_o mouth_n say_v etc._n accipe_fw-la viaticum_fw-la frater_fw-la corpus_fw-la domini_fw-la nostri_fw-la jesus_n christi_fw-la etc._n etc._n receive_v dear_a brether_z the_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n your_o saviour_n to_o be_v your_o viaticum_fw-la in_o your_o passage_n to_o eternity_n the_o act_n follow_v the_o communion_n must_v be_v suitable_a to_o the_o condition_n of_o a_o die_a christian_a which_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o make_v when_o we_o be_v indeed_o expire_a have_v regulate_v our_o conscience_n let_v we_o then_o put_v our_o temporal_a affair_n in_o order_n as_o if_o we_o be_v go_v to_o die_v es_fw-la fac_n testamentum_fw-la tuum_fw-la dum_fw-la sanus_fw-la es_fw-la dum_fw-la sapiens_fw-la es_fw-la dum_fw-la tuus_fw-la es_fw-la make_v your_o will_n say_v saint_n augustin_n while_o you_o be_v yet_o in_o health_n while_o you_o have_v your_o sense_n free_a while_o you_o be_v master_n of_o your_o time_n &_o of_o yourself_o in_o your_o last_o sickness_n continue_v the_o same_o father_n you_o will_v be_v expose_v to_o so_o many_o flattery_n vis_fw-la â—_o in_o inâ—mitat_fw-la blanditiis_fw-la &_o minis_fw-la duceris_fw-la ubi_fw-la tu_fw-la non_fw-la vis_fw-la importunity_n and_o surprise_v that_o it_o will_v not_o be_v your_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o those_o about_o you_o beside_o your_o time_n will_v then_o be_v too_o precious_a and_o too_o short_a to_o spend_v any_o of_o it_o in_o worldly_a matter_n but_o you_o must_v be_v careful_a not_o to_o forget_v yourself_o while_o you_o provide_v for_o other_o you_o forget_v your_o self_n if_o you_o give_v nothing_o to_o the_o poor_a let_v the_o remainder_n of_o the_o day_n be_v employ_v in_o good_a work_n in_o a_o profound_a solitude_n and_o recollection_n and_o in_o read_v some_o spiritual_a book_n that_o treat_v of_o death_n father_n colombiere_n three_o discourse_n on_o that_o subject_n be_v admirable_a and_o may_v be_v very_o useful_a if_o we_o peruse_v they_o careful_o or_o else_o we_o may_v read_v the_o forego_n meditation_n on_o the_o sentiment_n which_o we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n let_v we_o pass_v one_o hour_n in_o consideration_n on_o the_o duty_n be_v of_o our_o private_a station_n especial_o on_o those_o particular_n which_o may_v trouble_v we_o on_o a_o death_n head_n and_o we_o may_v reap_v great_a benefit_n by_o be_v attentive_a to_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o church_n for_o die_a person_n either_o in_o the_o administration_n of_o the_o sacrament_n of_o extreme_a unction_n or_o in_o the_o recommendation_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n it_o be_v evident_a that_o we_o ought_v to_o debarr_v ourselves_o all_o manner_n of_o conversation_n during_o the_o whole_a day_n we_o must_v speak_v only_o to_o our_o director_n unless_o we_o 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sin_n by_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o their_o very_a being_n moses_n his_o distrust_n in_o strike_v the_o rock_n twice_o cost_v he_o his_o life_n five_o and_o twenty_o thousand_o israelite_n die_v in_o one_o day_n at_o berhsheme_v for_o look_v too_o curious_o into_o the_o ark_n of_o god_n david_n vanity_n in_o number_v the_o people_n bring_v a_o terrible_a plague_n upon_o they_o two_o and_o forty_o child_n be_v devour_v by_o wild_a bear_n for_o mock_v the_o prophet_n elisha_n and_o hezekiahis_n ostentation_n in_o show_v his_o treasure_n to_o the_o ambassador_n of_o babylon_n can_v not_o be_v expiate_v by_o less_o than_o the_o loss_n of_o those_o treasure_n thus_o god_n who_o wisdom_n be_v infinite_a punish_v venial_a sin_n in_o this_o li-life_n but_o in_o the_o next_o where_o his_o justice_n be_v not_o restrain_v by_o his_o mercy_n the_o punishment_n of_o venial_a sin_n yield_v in_o nothing_o as_o to_o their_o violence_n to_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n and_o this_o he_o inflict_v even_o 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