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bear_v with_o i_o 9_o and_o show_v all_o patience_n i_o know_v my_o fault_n because_o through_o my_o sin_n i_o may_v not_o enter_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o none_o unclean_a thing_n shall_v enter_v thereinto_o 15_o but_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v without_o sin_n when_o shall_v i_o through_o be_v cleanse_v that_o i_o may_v not_o fear_v to_o be_v prohibit_v but_o rejoice_v rather_o to_o be_v let_v in_o if_o i_o go_v not_o forward_o more_o zealous_o nor_o be_v more_o careful_a than_o hitherto_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o afraid_a my_o hope_n will_v be_v little_a enough_o but_o lord_n thou_o which_o will_v that_o no_o man_n shall_v perish_v 9_o but_o that_o all_o shall_v be_v save_v grant_v i_o more_o grace_n to_o the_o amendment_n of_o my_o life_n and_o to_o hope_v for_o celestial_a blessing_n give_v i_o the_o spirit_n of_o inward_a fatness_n let_v not_o my_o heart_n here_o rejoice_v after_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o fear_v let_v it_o expect_v for_o death_n let_v no_o care_n or_o creature_n hold_v i_o back_o but_o let_v thy_o desire_a presence_n draw_v and_o comfort_v i_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n which_o trust_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n 14_o but_o more_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o be_v pass_v out_o of_o this_o wicked_a world_n for_o he_o shall_v no_o more_o either_o feel_v or_o fear_v any_o trouble_n 4_o ⸪_o chap._n 7._o 1._o a_o godly_a desire_n for_o a_o good_a death_n o_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n even_o from_o my_o youth_n 5_o in_o this_o hope_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o until_o the_o last_o hour_n and_o time_n of_o my_o resolution_n shall_v come_v oah_n that_o i_o be_v so_o well_o prepare_v that_o i_o may_v even_o now_o die_v under_o the_o hope_n of_o grace_n oah_n that_o i_o have_v end_v this_o life_n with_o a_o happy_a departure_n and_o lay_v off_o the_o load_n of_o this_o body_n 15_o how_o many_o danger_n and_o fear_n have_v i_o then_o escape_v happy_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o have_v choose_v and_o take_v up_o who_o be_v now_o go_v out_o of_o this_o world_n unto_o the_o father_n 48_o from_o banishment_n unto_o a_o kingdom_n 34_o from_o the_o prison_n unto_o the_o palace_n 23._o from_o darkness_n unto_o light_n 5_o from_o death_n unto_o life_n 4_o unto_o security_n from_o danger_n 17_o from_o labour_n unto_o rest_n 23_o and_o from_o all_o manner_n misery_n unto_o everlasting_a felicity_n 5_o happy_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o now_o enjoy_v her_o reward_n triumph_v in_o thou_o her_o lord_n but_o alas_o that_o my_o contrie_n be_v so_o long_o keep_v from_o i_o 5_o how_o gracious_o and_o merciful_o shall_v thou_o deal_v with_o i_o if_o quick_o i_o be_v call_v away_o and_o bid_v to_o come_v unto_o thou_o that_o where_o thou_o be_v i_o may_v be_v also_o oah_n that_o i_o have_v be_v take_v out_o of_o this_o world_n before_o ever_o i_o have_v know_v the_o filthiness_n of_o the_o same_o and_o before_o i_o be_v afraid_a to_o offend_v even_o in_o small_a thing_n how_o happy_a then_o have_v i_o be_v but_o now_o the_o long_a here_o i_o live_v the_o 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zealous_a and_o the_o more_o careful_a in_o say_v thou_o christ_n art_n my_o saviour_n both_o in_o my_o hart_n and_o with_o my_o mouth_n in_o company_n and_o in_o my_o chamber_n and_o in_o the_o garden_n and_o in_o the_o field_n and_o in_o all_o place_n wheresoever_o i_o shall_v be_v and_o now_o what_o more_o shall_v i_o ask_v of_o thou_o o_o christ_n my_o saviour_n what_o be_v better_o or_o more_o profitable_a or_o more_o necessary_a especial_o for_o i_o a_o great_a sinner_n than_o to_o find_v favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n o_o christ_n my_o saviour_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o i_o have_v desire_v and_o still_o do_v crave_v even_o that_o by_o thy_o intercession_n and_o mean_n i_o may_v have_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n thy_o father_n who_o as_o both_o thyself_o have_v say_v and_o the_o apostle_n do_v witness_v have_v all_o power_n give_v thou_o both_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n 8_o there_o be_v no_o prayer_n more_o welcome_a to_o thou_o than_o this_o be_v nor_o any_o thing_n 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be_v know_v be_v against_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o pleasure_n be_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v humble_v under_o his_o hand_n and_o content_v with_o his_o grace_n wherefore_o obtain_v this_o grace_n for_o i_o o_o christ_n which_o be_v so_o noble_a and_o precious_a that_o in_o deed_n i_o ought_v neither_o to_o desire_v or_o crave_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o grace_n for_o grace_n chap._n 24._o a_o prayer_n for_o comfort_n unto_o jesus_n christ._n grace_n be_v pour_v into_o thy_o lip_n 2_o oah_n my_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o at_o the_o length_n now_o vouchsafe_v to_o speak_v unto_o i_o o_o christ._n open_v thy_o mouth_n in_o thy_o own_o name_n who_o be_v full_a of_o all_o spiritual_a grace_n 16_o l._n i_o be_o the_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n full_a of_o love_n and_o sweetness_n i_o be_o the_o ladder_n for_o sinner_n the_o hope_n and_o pardon_n of_o the_o guilty_a i_o be_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o sorrowful_a and_o the_o special_a joy_n of_o all_o sancte_n come_v unto_o i_o so_o many_o as_o love_v i_o and_o fill_v yourselves_o at_o the_o breast_n of_o my_o comfort_n because_o i_o be_o good_a and_o merciful_a to_o all_o which_o cry_v unto_o i_o come_v unto_o i_o both_o righteous_a and_o sinner_n i_o will_v sue_v unto_o the_o father_n for_o you_o i_o will_v entreat_v he_o to_o be_v good_a unto_o you_o and_o to_o fill_v you_o with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n i_o call_v every_o one_o i_o look_v for_o all_o i_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o to_o come_v unto_o i_o i_o despise_v no_o sinner_n but_o with_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n i_o rejoice_v exceed_o over_o that_o sinner_n which_o repent_v 10_o and_o so_o come_v into_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n for_o no_o one_o drop_n of_o my_o blood_n which_o i_o shed_v for_o the_o world_n be_v in_o vane_n therefore_o come_v unto_o i_o you_o son_n of_o man_n consider_v and_o behold_v my_o zeal_n for_o you_o unto_o god_n my_o father_n lo_o i_o have_v take_v his_o wrath_n upon_o myself_o i_o have_v bear_v his_o displesure_n etc._n yea_o 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