that_o i_o fare_v delicious_o and_o be_o â—ayed_v more_o glorious_o then_o if_o i_o be_v with_o â—rple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n 83._o to_o do_v thy_o work_n o_o god_n be_v the_o wagâ—_n i_o desire_v and_o which_o will_n and_o shall_v ever_o content_v i_o 84._o ah_o lord_n i_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o thoâ—_n have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o paâ—_n from_o all_o thing_n most_o willing_o so_o i_o may_v part_v from_o all_o sin_n also_o 85._o dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n as_o thou_o will_v â—_o god_n do_v but_o only_o leave_v i_o thyself_o in_o possession_n 86._o all_o good_a thought_n come_v in_o love_n â—_o god_n from_o thou_o to_o i_o but_o woo_v i_o miserable_a i_o for_o that_o all_o evil_a thought_n comâ—_n from_o myself_o in_o hatred_n to_o thou_o 87._o good_a lord_n make_v my_o heart_n and_o aâ—_n my_o thought_n such_o that_o i_o may_v be_v only_a sucâ—_n and_o always_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v nâ—_n to_o be_v 88_o do_v thou_o o_o christ_n live_v and_o reign_v bâ—_n thy_o power_n and_o might_n in_o i_o that_o the_o may_v power_n and_o reign_v of_o sin_n may_v be_v cast_v out_o i_o 89._o let_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o worlâ—_n put_v thou_o o_o lord_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n nor_o sâ—_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n to_o abhor_v it_o 90._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n grace_n and_o powâ—_n to_o conquer_v and_o cast_v out_o all_o worldly_a lust_n aâ—_n affection_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o there_o be_v place_n for_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o to_o dwell_v iâ—_n my_o sweet_a jesus_n 91._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v esteem_v the_o world_n gift_n without_o thou_o my_o saviour_n as_o â—e_a devil_n gift_n that_o will_v destroy_v i_o 92._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o beâ—eve_v and_o esteem_v my_o best_a duty_n and_o perforâ—ances_n as_o from_o myself_o to_o deserve_v noâ—ing_v but_o shame_n and_o confusion_n be_v but_o as_o â—lthy_a rag_n and_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o â—at_a i_o be_o less_o and_o less_o worth_a at_o the_o best_a then_o â—e_v least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n 93._o nothing_o but_o thy_o blood_n o_o lord_n can_v â—ash_v i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n can_v satisâ—ie_v for_o i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o resurrection_n can_v â—aise_v i_o and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o live_n can_v â—hake_v i_o live_v 94._o let_v thy_o bless_a ordinance_n o_o lord_n be_v more_o delightful_a to_o i_o then_o my_o meat_n and_o drink_n and_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n then_o the_o honey_n â—nd_v the_o hony-comb_n let_v they_o much_o more_o please_v i_o then_o the_o pleasure_n of_o egypt_n which_o â—re_n but_o for_o a_o season_n 95._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v nothing_o of_o â—he_n world_n and_o hate_v it_o than_o all_o the_o world_n â—nd_v love_v it_o 96._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v the_o poor_a in_o the_o world_n than_o the_o rich_a as_o for_o my_o own_o good_a and_o profit_n alone_o 97._o i_o be_o more_o afraid_a of_o honour_n then_o of_o dishonour_n of_o riches_n then_o of_o poverty_n of_o high_a degree_n then_o of_o low_a degree_n of_o applause_n then_o of_o contempt_n or_o scorn_n of_o health_n the_o of_o sickness_n and_o of_o my_o life_n then_o of_o my_o death_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o god_n be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o these_o therefore_o i_o will_v fear_v neither_o for_o i_o know_v thaâ—_n that_o which_o he_o give_v be_v the_o best_a and_o i_o shaâ—_n profit_v best_a by_o it_o 98._o ah_o that_o i_o have_v so_o much_o grace_n as_o to_o bâ—_n always_o able_a to_o meditate_v on_o the_o love_n anâ—_n sweetness_n that_o be_v in_o my_o saviour_n i_o woulâ—_n not_o leave_v that_o bless_a condition_n of_o communion_n with_o he_o one_o hour_n to_o gain_v all_o thaâ—_n the_o world_n have_v to_o give_v 99_o sure_o if_o i_o can_v always_o think_v oâ—_n my_o saviour_n i_o will_v willing_o always_o thinâ—_n on_o he_o i_o will_v not_o only_o have_v he_o in_o aâ—_n my_o thought_n but_o i_o will_v have_v he_o be_v aâ—_n my_o thought_n 100_o one_o moment_n communion_n with_o thâ—_n spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v incomparable_o above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o sweet_n oâ—_n sin_n though_o their_o end_n be_v not_o bitter_a buâ—_n sweet_a 101._o i_o will_v willing_o lose_v all_o that_o â—_o have_v of_o the_o world_n if_o so_o be_v i_o can_v lose_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o 102._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v not_o any_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n then_o have_v all_o it_o have_v and_o be_v of_o it_o 103._o i_o can_v be_v poor_a than_o to_o have_v the_o world_n and_o love_v it_o nor_o rich_a then_o to_o be_v without_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o 104._o though_o i_o can_v remember_v what_o i_o â—ould_v yet_o i_o remember_v well_o i_o never_o do_v or_o i_o do_v not_o do_v what_o i_o will_v 105._o i_o have_v rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o â—wn_a word_n when_o i_o speak_v by_o prayer_n or_o any_o â—ther_a way_n unto_o god_n 106._o oh_o bless_a spirit_n sanctify_v my_o thought_n and_o my_o word_n when_o i_o take_v upon_o â—e_a to_o speak_v unto_o the_o people_n of_o god_n 107._o oh_o sweet_a jesus_n present_a i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o prayer_n and_o myself_o unto_o thy_o father_n that_o he_o may_v receive_v â—nd_n accept_v of_o both_o through_o thy_o merit_n â—nd_v mediation_n 108._o o_o god_n my_o god_n give_v i_o grace_v so_o â—o_o live_v as_o i_o may_v be_v always_o ready_a willing_a â—nd_v rejoice_v to_o die_v let_v thy_o time_n be_v my_o time_n whether_o it_o be_v sleep_v or_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n or_o on_o we_o while_o i_o be_o do_v thy_o work_n or_o i_o own_o thy_o time_n and_o thy_o will_n â—e_v do_v o_o lord_n not_o i_o 109._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o leave_v sigh_v â—or_a sin_n till_o i_o leave_v sin_v 110._o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v much_o more_o bitter_a unto_o i_o after_o repentance_n than_o it_o be_v sweet_a before_o repentance_n 111._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n esteem_v any_o death_n much_o sweet_a than_o the_o bitter_a life_n of_o any_o sin_n though_o it_o live_v but_o a_o moment_n in_o i_o 112._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n any_o afflictiâ—_n unless_o that_o which_o i_o can_v bear_v sin_n 113._o let_v i_o live_v so_o long_o here_o o_o lorâ—_n till_o i_o be_o utter_o dead_a to_o all_o sin_n and_o sin_n deâ—_n to_o i_o and_o then_o lord_n take_v i_o to_o thy_o sâ—_n when_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 114._o o_o lord_n though_o thou_o give_v i_o poverty_n and_o contempt_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o content_n i_o shall_v be_v as_o rich_a and_o as_o honourabâ—_n as_o i_o desire_v 115._o take_v my_o thought_n o_o lord_n froâ—_n the_o world_n and_o then_o take_v the_o world_n froâ—_n i_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o will_v 116._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o much_o grace_n love_v thou_o that_o it_o may_v extinguish_v all_o othâ—_n love_v that_o be_v in_o i_o 117._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o servant_n aâ—_n let_v i_o know_v it_o and_o i_o will_v never_o desire_v nâ—_n ask_v any_o other_o honour_n or_o condition_n 118._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v christ_n i_o and_o doubt_v it_o than_o not_o in_o i_o and_o believe_v it_o rather_o such_o true_a sorrow_n than_o suâ—_n false_a joy_n 119._o if_o christ_n be_v not_o in_o heaven_n will_v not_o desire_v to_o be_v there_o my_o desiâ—_n shall_v be_v to_o be_v where_o christ_n shall_v be_v 120._o let_v i_o so_o love_v thou_o o_o lord_n as_o may_v always_o fear_v thou_o and_o so_o fear_v thou_o â—_o i_o may_v ever_o unfeigned_o love_v thou_o let_v theâ—_n too_o grace_n be_v never_o sever_v from_o i_o nor_o i_o â—rom_v they_o 121._o let_v no_o sin_n keep_v i_o from_o thou_o but_o â—et_o every_o and_o all_o sin_n drive_v i_o unto_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n pardon_v all_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n all_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n of_o such_o as_o repent_v and_o resolve_v to_o do_v so_o no_o more_o and_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n 122._o love_v i_o then_o so_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o to_o keep_v i_o unspotted_a that_o be_v from_o sin_v against_o thou_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n witting_o or_o willing_o 123._o let_v thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o good_a god_n so_o draw_v i_o and_o thy_o judgement_n so_o drive_v i_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v at_o rest_n nor_o quiet_a until_o i_o come_v to_o have_v quiet_a rest_n between_o thy_o breast_n my_o dear_a my_o sweet_a and_o save_a
lord_n i_o all_o and_o let_v â—e_n be_v thy_o all_o 225._o though_o i_o much_o fear_v and_o will_v â—t_a commit_v any_o sin_n yet_o i_o be_o not_o at_o all_o aâ—id_n of_o all_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v 226._o though_o i_o know_v that_o god_n hate_v all_o â—s_n yet_o i_o much_o rejoice_v that_o i_o be_v make_v a_o â—ner_n 227._o though_o i_o know_v that_o god_n justify_v â—e_n ungodly_a yet_o i_o will_v not_o be_v ungodly_a 228._o though_o i_o know_v that_o grace_n do_v aâ—ound_v more_o than_o sin_n yet_o i_o will_v not_o sin_v â—at_a grace_n may_v abound_v 229._o do_v i_o doubt_v of_o the_o pardon_n of_o my_o â—ns_n to_o have_v their_o pardon_n i_o will_v not_o â—hoose_v willing_o to_o commit_v one_o sin_n 230._o ah_o lord_n do_v not_o only_o pardon_v all_o â—y_a sin_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o sin_v no_o more_o 231._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n be_v â—s_n unwilling_a to_o â—ve_v in_o sin_n as_o to_o die_v in_o sin_n 232._o let_v i_o fear_n as_o much_o the_o commit_n of_o any_o sin_n as_o the_o punishment_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v fear_v sin_n before_o â—mitted_v as_o the_o punishment_n after_o commiâ—_n yea_o fear_n sin_n more_o than_o the_o punishmeâ—_n sin_n choose_v the_o punishment_n and_o not_o sin_n â—ther_o than_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o punishment_n 233._o let_v i_o hate_v sin_n most_o because_o sin_n and_o therefore_o most_o to_o be_v hate_v 234._o let_v i_o hate_v sin_n as_o much_o after_o â—_o don_v as_o before_o and_o before_o commit_v as_o after_o 235._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n hate_v sin_n as_o tâ—_n love_v a_o sinner_n that_o will_v not_o sin_v 236._o let_v i_o be_v o_o lord_n as_o unwilâ—_n to_o commit_v sin_n as_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o parâ—_n they_o when_o commit_v 237._o let_v i_o even_o be_v as_o unwillingâ—_n commit_v any_o sin_n as_o thou_o o_o lord_n â—_o will_v to_o pardon_v all_o sin_n 238._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n die_v to_o all_o â—_o that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o all_o grace_n 239._o though_o o_o lord_n i_o know_v tâ—_n thou_o pardone_v all_o sin_n and_o transgression_n yet_o suffer_v i_o not_o willing_o to_o choose_v â—_o commit_v any_o sin_n nor_o consent_n to_o any_o trâ—gression_n 240._o let_v sin_n die_v that_o grace_n may_v live_v let_v grace_n live_v that_o sin_n may_v dyeâ—_n 241._o let_v sin_n die_v in_o i_o that_o thou_o maâ—est_v o_o lord_n live_v in_o i_o 242._o let_v i_o die_v to_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v lord_n live_v to_o thou_o â—43_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n die_v to_o sin_n whilst_o â—e_n that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v in_o sin_n when_o i_o be_o â—_o â—44_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o die_v here_o to_o â—_o that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v hereafter_o for_o sin_n â—45_n o_o lord_n let_v i_o so_o die_v as_o i_o may_v not_o â—_o eternal_o â—46_n let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v root_v out_o of_o â—_o that_o i_o may_v be_v root_v in_o thou_o and_z â—_o in_o i_o my_o sweet_a and_o save_a jesus_n â—47_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n be_v so_o root_v in_o â—_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v root_v out_o of_o thou_o â—48_n let_v i_o lord_n take_v such_o deep_a root_n that_o i_o may_v bring_v forth_o much_o fruit_n â—49_n let_v my_o root_n be_v such_o in_o thou_o that_o my_o fruit_n be_v much_o to_o i_o let_v my_o fruit_n be_v such_o to_o thou_o that_o the_o fruit_n be_v like_o the_o tree_n â—50_n let_v o_o lord_n my_o death_n to_o sin_n appear_v â—he_v appearance_n of_o the_o life_n of_o grace_n â—51_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o live_v as_o i_o may_v â—er_o die_v but_o to_o sin_n â—52_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o live_v to_o thou_o â—_o as_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o â—_o hereafter_o â—53_n be_v not_o thy_o work_n o_o god_n the_o â—rk_n of_o my_o salvation_n yet_o will_v i_o prefer_v it_o â—_o do_v it_o before_o that_o of_o my_o salvation_n a_o prayer_n ah_o most_o bless_a incomprehensible_a and_o anal_a lord_n god_n glorious_a in_o holâ—_n fearful_a in_o praise_n do_v wonder_n the_o â—vens_n be_v not_o pure_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o yet_o thoâ—_n gracious_o please_v in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o look_v dâ—_n and_o to_o dwell_v in_o poor_a man_n who_o be_v sinful_a â—_o and_o ash_n thou_o live_v only_o in_o the_o high_a â—vens_n and_o in_o the_o low_a heart_n the_o one_o be_v kingdom_n of_o glory_n the_o other_o of_o thy_o grace_n â—_o lord_n make_v my_o heart_n so_o low_a in_o my_o own_o esteeâ—_n it_o may_v be_v so_o high_a in_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v â—_o it_o thy_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o it_o for_o ever_o ah_o â—_o when_o i_o consider_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o â—_o and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v do_v against_o thou_o i_o aâ—_n shame_v and_o confusion_n seem_v to_o cover_v my_o facâ—_n vail_n have_v o_o lord_n transgress_v all_o thy_o and_z just_a law_n and_o break_v wilful_o williâ—_n know_o and_o presumptuous_o all_o thy_o diâ—_n commandment_n from_o the_o first_o to_o the_o last_o â—_o the_o great_a to_o the_o least_o as_o well_o by_o commâ—_n as_o omission_n as_o well_o by_o actual_a sin_n as_o origâ—_n sin_n know_o as_o 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turnâ—rom_v thou_o when_o thou_o come_v run_v towards_o in_o love_n and_o in_o mercy_n how_o have_v i_o cast_v thy_o â—ises_n behind_o my_o back_n and_o trample_v thy_o preâ—s_n under_o my_o foot_n how_o many_o time_n have_v i_o â—ken_v my_o promise_n vow_n and_o covenant_n â—e_v with_o thou_o in_o my_o strait_n with_o how_o much_o â—e_a eagerness_n and_o earnestness_n have_v i_o serve_v â—_o sinful_a lust_n than_o themselves_o in_o thy_o service_n my_o â—d_a lord_n god_n and_o how_o much_o more_o pain_n â—e_v i_o take_v for_o earthly_a thing_n then_o for_o heaâ—ly_a how_o much_o more_o delight_v some_o have_v these_o egg_n below_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o â—en_o unto_o i_o than_o the_o thing_n above_o how_o â—ch_o sweet_a have_v sin_n be_v to_o i_o then_o grace_n â—â—_o how_o have_v i_o bend_v my_o will_n against_o thy_o great_a â—â—_o holy_a will_v in_o all_o thing_n how_o willing_o and_o how_o fast_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o run_v in_o the_o way_n â—ternal_a destruction_n and_o how_o good_a lord_n â—_o i_o vehement_o delight_v and_o labour_v to_o â—_o other_o to_o commit_v the_o same_o sin_n and_o to_o dâ—_n same_o thing_n how_o easy_o and_o how_o willing_o â—_o believe_v the_o suggestion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o â—_o what_o willingness_n have_v i_o leave_v thy_o work_n â—_o how_o often_o good_a lord_n to_o do_v he_o nay_o wâ—_n be_v yet_o worse_o how_o often_o have_v i_o tempt_v he_o tempter_n to_o tempt_v i_o unto_o sin_n when_o i_o know_v â—_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n even_o tempâ—_n spiritual_n and_o eternal_a for_o body_n and_o soul_n dâ—_n my_o very_a utmost_a to_o destroy_v both_o but_o what_o o_o lord_n be_v all_o these_o sin_n those_o i_o do_v not_o to_o those_o i_o can_v remember_v â—_o that_o both_o for_o greatness_n and_o multitude_n yea_o wâ—_n be_v all_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v to_o thâ—_n will_v have_v commit_v have_v not_o thou_o in_o lâ—_n and_o in_o mercy_n o_o most_o gracious_a love_a â—_o most_o merciful_a father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n â—_o strain_a i_o and_o come_v in_o continual_o unto_o help_n and_o succour_n even_o when_o i_o be_v altogetâ—_n helpless_a and_o succourless_a thou_o do_v o_o loâ—_n own_o i_o when_o i_o will_v not_o own_v thou_o thou_o diâ—_n run_v after_o i_o when_o i_o do_v my_o utmost_a to_o run_v frâ—_n thou_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n continue_v knockin_n when_o i_o will_v not_o open_v to_o thou_o and_o wert'_v â—tented_v such_o be_v thy_o endear_n love_a love_n â—_o to_o i_o to_o stand_v at_o the_o door_n of_o my_o
thy_o accustom_a good_a and_o gracious_a protection_n and_o providence_n again_o call_v and_o bring_v i_o ah_o let_v not_o o_o lord_n my_o former_a many_o frequent_a great_a and_o grievous_a sin_n commit_v here_o in_o this_o place_n chief_o be_v bring_v to_o thy_o mind_n or_o have_v in_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o any_o more_o and_o so_o cause_v thou_o to_o hide_v thy_o glorious_a face_n and_o presence_n from_o i_o and_o take_v away_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o give_v i_o up_o to_o a_o spirit_n of_o delusion_n and_o to_o my_o own_o heart_n lust_n and_o affection_n which_o i_o take_v to_o be_v o_o lord_n the_o sore_a and_o the_o great_a of_o thy_o judgement_n upon_o earth_n in_o this_o life_n but_o rather_o ah_o rather_o o_o lord_n show_v forth_o thy_o goodness_n and_o thy_o compassion_n unto_o i_o miserable_a sinner_n vile_a wretch_n sinful_a abominable_a dust_n and_o ash_n a_o worm_n and_o no_o man_n yea_o the_o very_a worst_a of_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n alone_o to_o pass_v by_o and_o forgive_v all_o my_o former_a iniquity_n transgression_n blasphemy_n and_o sin_n by_o nail_v they_o to_o his_o cross_n who_o be_v crucify_v for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v not_o crucify_v i_o by_o bury_v they_o in_o his_o grave_n who_o die_v for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v not_o put_v i_o to_o death_n and_o be_v bury_v that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v in_o judgement_n against_o i_o to_o terrify_v i_o here_o in_o this_o life_n or_o to_o condemn_v i_o in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v ah_o my_o good_a lord_n god_n for_o thy_o great_a goodness_n sake_n grant_v that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o so_o often_o and_o so_o frequent_o disow_v thou_o and_o blaspheme_v thou_o i_o may_v own_v thou_o and_o praise_v thou_o and_o thou_o own_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o and_o so_o often_o dishonour_v thou_o by_o my_o wicked_a devilish_a and_o sinful_a life_n serve_v and_o even_o give_v myself_o up_o to_o serve_v devil_n lust_n world_n lust_n and_o self_n lust_n i_o may_v honour_v thou_o by_o despise_v and_o trample_v they_o under_o my_o foot_n and_o serve_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n of_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n that_o here_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v despise_v thou_o i_o may_v adore_v thou_o that_o here_o o_o lord_n even_o here_o where_o i_o have_v walk_v so_o contrary_a unto_o thou_o i_o may_v henceforth_o walk_v well_o please_v before_o thou_o that_o here_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v hate_v thou_o i_o may_v henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o show_v forth_o my_o love_n to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o and_o so_o often_o grieve_v thou_o i_o may_v take_v heed_n and_o careful_o endeavour_v to_o glad_v thou_o by_o all_o thing_n that_o i_o do_v speak_v or_o think_v that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n god_n where_o i_o have_v cause_v thou_o to_o mourn_v i_o may_v cause_v thou_o mighty_o to_o rejoice_v that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n where_o i_o have_v so_o often_o and_o so_o cruel_o crucify_v thou_o i_o may_v without_o remorse_n or_o compassion_n crucify_v all_o those_o sinful_a lust_n and_o affection_n that_o do_v it_o that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v so_o much_o and_o so_o often_o put_v thou_o to_o open_a shame_n by_o my_o sinful_a filthy_a abominable_a devilsh_a life_n and_o conversation_n i_o may_v open_o frequent_o and_o mighty_o applaud_v praise_n and_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a holy_a most_o holy_a name_n that_o here_o o_o lord_n even_o here_o where_o i_o have_v do_v so_o much_o yea_o all_o that_o i_o can_v against_o thou_o i_o may_v with_o all_o my_o power_n might_n strength_n heart_n will_n and_o affection_n do_v all_o even_o all_o that_o i_o can_v for_o thou_o that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v in_o all_o thing_n at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n desert_v dishonour_a and_o disobey_v thou_o ah_o lord_n my_o lord_n now_o and_o my_o god_n grant_v i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v in_o all_o thing_n at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n and_o company_n serve_v honour_n and_o obey_v thou_o by_o night_n and_o by_o day_n sleep_v and_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n o_o lord_n and_o on_o our_o day_n in_o thy_o house_n o_o lord_n and_o in_o all_o other_o house_n at_o thy_o table_n o_o lord_n and_o at_o all_o other_o table_n in_o and_o by_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o here_o where_o sin_n have_v so_o much_o abound_v grace_n may_v much_o more_o abound_v and_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o those_o that_o have_v see_v i_o grow_v up_o in_o all_o sin_n may_v see_v sin_n destroy_v in_o i_o with_o a_o utter_a and_o total_a destruction_n and_o separation_n and_o my_o growth_n iâ—_n all_o grace_n may_v appear_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o those_o that_o have_v be_v tempt_v by_o i_o and_o sin_v by_o my_o example_n may_v by_o my_o example_n fly_v sin_n and_o sin_n temptation_n and_o be_v bring_v home_o with_o i_o unto_o thou_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v serve_v satan_n and_o be_v a_o instrument_n in_o his_o work_n grant_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v despite_v he_o to_o his_o face_n and_o by_o thy_o almighty_a power_n i_o may_v trample_v all_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n under_o my_o foot_n show_v forth_o o_o lord_n that_o thy_o kingdom_n power_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o my_o do_v thy_o will_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n by_o crucify_a and_o mortify_v all_o sinful_a lust_n and_o affection_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o eye_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n for_o he_o that_o be_v bear_v of_o god_n must_v and_o will_v overcome_v the_o world_n and_o depart_v from_o all_o iniquity_n grant_v o_o my_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o here_o where_o i_o have_v be_v a_o member_n of_o satan_n i_o may_v be_v a_o member_n of_o christ_n my_o saviour_n bone_n of_o his_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o his_o flesh_n a_o member_n of_o his_o mystical_a body_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o of_o his_o glorious_a body_n in_o glory_n hereafter_o that_o here_o even_o here_o o_o lord_n where_o i_o have_v be_v a_o son_n of_o satan_n a_o child_n of_o wrath_n i_o may_v be_v a_o adopt_a son_n and_o child_n of_o god_n a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n and_o co-heir_n with_o jesus_n chsi_v of_o that_o kingdom_n life_n and_o glory_n which_o he_o have_v provide_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o saint_n in_o life_n where_o their_o god_n will_v not_o i_o trust_v be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o god_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v call_v my_o father_n inflame_v o_o lord_n my_o heart_n with_o hearty_a and_o sincere_a zeal_n in_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o may_v not_o do_v thy_o work_n faint_o droop_o drousy_o nor_o negligent_o but_o faithful_o circumspect_o willing_o cheerful_o obedient_o and_o persevere_o unto_o the_o end_n of_o my_o day_n that_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n may_v be_v at_o all_o time_n in_o all_o place_n and_o above_o all_o thing_n my_o joy_n my_o crown_n of_o joy_n and_o my_o rejoice_v my_o ultimate_a end_n aim_v and_o desire_v my_o supreme_a sovereign_a principal_a chief_a and_o superior_a good_a my_o lot_n my_o portion_n and_o my_o inheritance_n for_o ever_o and_o to_o this_o end_n suffer_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o walk_v in_o my_o old_a way_n and_o path_n of_o sin_n but_o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n not_o according_a to_o my_o own_o sinful_a and_o deceitful_a heart_n which_o be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a but_o o_o god_n according_a to_o thy_o heart_n which_o be_v all_o good_a only_o good_a and_o continual_o good_a that_o thou_o may_v so_o delight_v i_o that_o all_o my_o delight_n may_v so_o delight_v thou_o and_o make_v thou_o o_o lord_n god_n my_o only_a delight_n love_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o honour_v i_o that_o i_o may_v honour_v thou_o magnify_v i_o that_o i_o may_v magnify_v thou_o live_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v in_o thou_o do_v all_o for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v do_v all_o and_o be_v all_o for_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o henceforth_o o_o lord_n speak_v my_o own_o word_n but_o thou_o not_o think_v my_o own_o thought_n but_o
love_n be_v thyself_o for_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o a_o love_a god_n but_o a_o god_n of_o love_n and_o therefore_o thy_o love_n be_v as_o thyself_o have_v never_o beginning_n nor_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n 270._o ah_o bless_a love_n that_o be_v thus_o durable_a and_o unchangeable_a and_o happy_a yea_o thrice_o happy_a he_o that_o be_v thus_o belove_v be_v sure_a to_o be_v belove_v ever_o thus_o 271._o if_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n in_o the_o flesh_n have_v unspeakable_a joy_n pleasure_n and_o delight_n to_o be_v divorce_v from_o one_o which_o they_o hate_v beyond_o and_o more_o than_o any_o thing_n and_o be_v instead_o thereof_o marry_v unto_o one_o which_o they_o dear_o love_v yea_o which_o they_o love_v more_o dear_o than_o any_o thing_n in_o the_o flesh_n 272._o ah_o what_o joy_n ah_o what_o delight_n and_o ravish_a pleasure_n shall_v they_o have_v and_o have_v all_o they_o that_o shall_v be_v and_o be_v divorce_v from_o their_o old_a husband_n sin_n who_o they_o hate_v as_o the_o devil_n and_o fear_v and_o fly_v from_o as_o from_o hell_n and_o be_v marry_v unto_o their_o new_a new_a belove_a husband_n christ_n jesus_n who_o they_o love_v above_o and_o more_o than_o all_o thing_n as_o their_o life_n as_o their_o soul_n yea_o as_o their_o heaven_n for_o he_o be_v the_o life_n of_o their_o life_n the_o soul_n of_o their_o soul_n and_o the_o heaven_n of_o their_o heaven_n be_v their_o soul_n and_o body_n eternal_a everlasting_a rest_n peace_n portion_n happiness_n felicity_n and_o blessedness_n in_o heaven_n for_o 273._o there_o be_v no_o joy_n like_o to_o spiritual_a joy_n nor_o sorrow_n like_a to_o the_o spiritual_a man_n sorrow_n when_o he_o mourn_v under_o that_o intolerable_a burden_n of_o sin_n for_o a_o wound_a conscience_n who_o can_v bear_v 274._o the_o unregenerate_a man_n can_v love_v sin_n and_o hate_v grace_n as_o the_o regenerate_a man_n love_v grace_n and_o hate_v sin_n for_o he_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o he_o his_o image_n of_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n be_v renew_v in_o he_o day_n by_o day_n he_o love_v all_o his_o gift_n and_o grace_n with_o his_o own_o love_n perfect_o and_o so_o he_o hate_v all_o and_o every_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n which_o be_v in_o sincerity_n 275._o the_o fleshly_a voluptuous_a man_n can_v love_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n as_o the_o spiritual_a man_n prize_v and_o love_n and_o delight_n and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o spirit_n 276._o the_o wicked_a can_v hate_v the_o righteous_a and_o the_o just_a so_o much_o as_o the_o just_a and_o the_o righteous_a love_n the_o wicked_a though_o they_o detest_v abhor_v and_o hate_v all_o their_o sin_n for_o they_o know_v that_o a_o saul_n to_o day_n may_v be_v a_o paul_n to_o morrow_n etc._n etc._n they_o can_v see_v the_o inside_n of_o any_o nor_o know_v their_o heart_n therefore_o they_o judge_v none_o but_o themselves_o know_v with_o what_o measure_n they_o meet_v it_o shall_v be_v measure_v to_o they_o again_o they_o also_o call_v to_o mind_n and_o remember_v what_o they_o be_v themselves_o in_o time_n past_a how_o they_o live_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o mind_v the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n and_o that_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v graâ—â—_n shall_v much_o more_o abound_v that_o it_o be_v by_o free_a grace_n that_o we_o be_v save_v eternal_a life_n be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n and_o we_o be_v all_o unprofitable_a servant_n when_o we_o have_v do_v all_o 277._o sin_n then_o be_v opposite_a capital_a and_o grand_a enemy_n to_o holiness_n as_o hatred_n be_v to_o love_n as_o darkness_n be_v to_o light_n as_o hell_n be_v to_o heaven_n as_o the_o devil_n be_v to_o god_n 278._o see_v then_o and_o consider_v how_o they_o be_v opposite_a and_o take_v notice_n of_o their_o contrary_a working_n and_o in_o the_o end_n how_o and_o by_o what_o mean_v it_o be_v that_o the_o good_a destroy_v the_o evil_a and_o be_v the_o conqueror_n and_o the_o great_a 279._o sin_n be_v eternal_a darkness_n and_o death_n holiness_n be_v eternal_a light_n and_o life_n sin_n shut_v heaven_n gate_n and_o set_v wide_o open_a hell_n holiness_n shut_v the_o gate_n of_o hell_n aâ—d_n set_v wide_o open_v those_o of_o heaven_n sin_n wound_n holiness_n heal_v sin_n cast_v down_o to_o hell_n holiness_n raise_v up_o to_o heaven_n sin_n kill_v holiness_n cause_v to_o live_v the_o sinner_n hate_v god_n and_o all_o good_a and_o most_o of_o all_o god_n because_o he_o be_v good_a and_o because_o he_o be_v god_n yea_o because_o he_o be_v such_o a_o holy_a god_n as_o he_o be_v and_o he_o will_v that_o he_o be_v not_o that_o sin_n may_v be_v and_o may_v be_v free_a but_o the_o saint_n or_o regenerate_v love_n all_o good_a and_o hate_v all_o evil_a and_o love_v most_o of_o all_o god_n because_o he_o be_v god_n a_o holy_a and_o a_o just_a god_n all_o good_a yea_o because_o he_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v and_o as_o well_o for_o that_o he_o punish_v sin_n with_o eternal_a death_n as_o because_o he_o reward_v holiness_n with_o eternal_a life_n after_o he_o have_v give_v it_o with_o his_o free_a grace_n of_o his_o free_a will_n sin_n shall_v be_v ever_o in_o hell_n as_o well_o as_o holiness_n for_o ever_o in_o heaven_n the_o sinner_n in_o hell_n shall_v be_v despit_v because_o he_o live_v to_o sin_n and_o can_v die_v nor_o fly_v from_o sin_n and_o because_o that_o god_n live_v and_o thus_o punish_v he_o with_o life_n and_o will_v not_o suffer_v death_n to_o have_v power_n over_o he_o he_o see_v death_n to_o fly_v from_o he_o yea_o so_o far_o as_o it_o will_v never_o be_v near_o he_o than_o it_o be_v so_o that_o he_o shall_v ever_o live_v thus_o the_o saint_n rejoice_v to_o live_v because_o they_o live_v in_o god_n and_o for_o god_n a_o saint_n love_v god_n because_o he_o have_v thus_o reward_v he_o by_o make_v he_o to_o live_v such_o a_o life_n as_o this_o that_o be_v to_o his_o praise_n and_o because_o god_n be_v ever_o thus_o and_o shall_v be_v thus_o ever_o he_o know_v he_o shall_v be_v ever_o so_o also_o death_n be_v flee_v from_o he_o and_o shall_v be_v never_o near_o he_o than_o it_o be_v he_o know_v he_o shall_v ever_o live_v thus_o that_o be_v be_v thus_o ever_o with_o god_n in_o god_n and_o see_v he_o and_o know_v he_o as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v which_o be_v to_o possess_v he_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 280._o thus_o then_o holiness_n and_o sin_n be_v opposite_n and_o enemy_n but_o holiness_n destroy_v sin_n as_o light_n do_v darkness_n this_o eternal_a darkness_n of_o sin_n must_v vanish_v when_o this_o eternal_a everlasting_a light_n of_o holiness_n do_v appear_v thus_o be_v it_o conquer_v and_o overcome_v because_o holiness_n be_v from_o god_n and_o sin_n from_o the_o devil_n holiness_n from_o the_o creator_n sin_n from_o the_o creature_n holiness_n have_v never_o beginning_n nor_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n sin_n have_v a_o beginning_n and_o therefore_o not_o 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emptiness_n be_v always_o full_a from_o the_o very_a beginning_n that_o they_o be_v with_o he_o and_o yet_o be_v they_o continual_o receive_v as_o if_o they_o be_v as_o well_o empty_v as_o fill_v thus_o do_v our_o good_a gracious_a love_a and_o merciful_a god_n satisfy_v we_o and_o resatiate_a we_o every_o moment_n give_v we_o what_o we_o ask_v not_o what_o we_o want_v not_o what_o we_o know_v not_o and_o though_o he_o do_v thus_o increase_v his_o blessing_n by_o blessing_n we_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o suffer_v they_o to_o decrease_v in_o we_o when_o give_v we_o but_o we_o retain_v all_o hold_v fast_o all_o keep_v all_o rejoice_v in_o all_o and_o give_v
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well_o please_v with_o and_o so_o good_a bountiful_a and_o free_a our_o god_n be_v that_o we_o can_v please_v he_o better_o than_o after_o what_o ever_o we_o have_v ask_v to_o believe_v that_o he_o will_v give_v we_o much_o more_o by_o much_o than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v or_o think_v whoever_o lack_v wisdom_n if_o he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n he_o will_v give_v it_o liberal_o for_o he_o upbraid_v no_o man_n neither_o be_v he_o a_o respecter_n of_o person_n have_v give_v we_o jesus_n christ_n his_o only_a son_n the_o son_n of_o his_o love_n and_o delight_n how_o shall_v he_o not_o with_o he_o give_v we_o all_o thing_n 51._o sure_o sure_o see_v he_o have_v and_o daily_o do_v give_v we_o such_o thing_n as_o these_o himself_o his_o son_n and_o holy_a spirit_n we_o may_v be_v sure_o we_o shall_v as_o abraham_n do_v be_v weary_a or_o leave_v ask_v or_o god_n will_v leave_v give_v for_o weary_a he_o can_v be_v fit_a then_o thyself_o to_o be_v fill_v and_o i_o promise_v and_o assure_v thou_o who_o ever_o thou_o be_v thou_o shall_v not_o be_v send_v empty_a away_o what_o ever_o thy_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n be_v whatever_o thy_o covet_v and_o ambition_n be_v thou_o shall_v have_v to_o fill_v thou_o to_o satisfy_v thou_o yea_o over_o and_o above_o what_o ever_o thou_o can_v ask_v or_o think_v believe_v for_o all_o thing_n be_v possible_a yea_o easy_a for_o he_o to_o do_v 52._o the_o life_n which_o delight_v the_o lord_n and_o which_o he_o will_v have_v we_o to_o live_v be_v to_o live_v unto_o all_o holiness_n and_o godliness_n every_o day_n even_o as_o we_o will_v do_v if_o we_o know_v it_o to_o be_v our_o last_o day_n yea_o to_o live_v every_o moment_n of_o the_o day_n all_o our_o day_n as_o if_o it_o be_v our_o very_a last_o moment_n 53._o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a every_o one_o seem_o desire_v to_o die_v but_o true_o i_o may_v say_v of_o the_o most_o that_o thus_o say_v be_v they_o whoever_o they_o be_v that_o they_o know_v not_o well_o what_o they_o say_v because_o that_o perhaps_o not_o one_o of_o a_o thousand_o but_o deny_v it_o in_o his_o deed_n for_o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a in_o which_o the_o lord_n delight_v as_o in_o their_o life_n and_o which_o honour_v he_o most_o even_o as_o a_o holy_a and_o godly_a that_o be_v godlike_a life_n do_v i_o say_v this_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v as_o i_o take_v it_o to_o die_v daily_o yea_o every_o moment_n of_o the_o day_n to_o all_o sin_n even_o to_o all_o both_o great_a and_o small_a in_o thought_n in_o word_n and_o deed_n to_o die_v thus_o be_v to_o honour_n glorify_v and_o dignify_v more_o the_o lord_n than_o to_o die_v any_o temporal_a death_n on_o the_o rack_n in_o the_o flame_n of_o fire_n or_o to_o be_v bury_v alive_a etc._n etc._n it_o be_v not_o with_o these_o ah_o not_o with_o these_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o fleshly_a life_n but_o with_o those_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o lust_n corruption_n and_o sinful_a affection_n that_o god_n be_v well_o please_v refresh_v as_o it_o be_v and_o delight_v these_o sacrifice_n send_v up_o sweet_a odour_n in_o his_o nostril_n these_o be_v precious_a in_o his_o eye_n i_o thus_o thus_o doubtless_o it_o be_v that_o the_o death_n of_o the_o saint_n be_v precious_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o put_v to_o death_n those_o cruel_a one_o those_o enemy_n of_o our_o eternal_a life_n of_o our_o soul_n salvation_n that_o put_v to_o death_n the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o glory_n himself_o in_o his_o manhood_n this_o be_v to_o be_v valiant_a for_o the_o lord_n to_o do_v wonder_n or_o wonderful_o to_o fight_v well_o his_o battle_n and_o to_o help_v the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v against_o the_o mighty_a ah_o how_o be_v he_o delight_v that_o we_o will_v avenge_v ourselves_o thus_o on_o his_o enemy_n and_o spare_v none_o alive_a but_o as_o samuel_n do_v hue_n agag_n the_o king_n himself_z in_o piece_n this_o be_v to_o be_v jealous_a for_o the_o lord_n with_o a_o godly_a jealousy_n and_o to_o have_v our_o love_n for_o the_o almighty_a to_o be_v as_o hot_a as_o fire_n ah_o thus_o thus_o if_o we_o pull_v out_o our_o right_a eye_n and_o cut_v off_o our_o right_a hand_n we_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o enter_v into_o life_n but_o not_o maim_v but_o whole_a and_o entire_a and_o he_o that_o be_v thus_o willing_a to_o lose_v his_o life_n shall_v save_v it_o and_o he_o that_o will_v spare_v or_o save_v his_o life_n that_o be_v his_o life_n of_o sin_n or_o fleshly_a life_n to_o live_v in_o and_o commit_v sin_n shall_v sure_o lose_v his_o life_n both_o spiritual_a temporal_a and_o eternal_a 54._o he_o that_o thus_o die_v all_o the_o day_n long_o all_o his_o life_n long_o die_v much_o more_o glorious_o by_o much_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n god_n and_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o his_o enlighten_v child_n than_o if_o he_o do_v suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n constant_o all_o his_o day_n the_o cruel_a death_n of_o any_o of_o all_o the_o martyr_n ah_o to_o suffer_v thus_o be_v to_o suffer_v true_o be_v to_o suffer_v right_o for_o the_o cause_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o gospel_n for_o it_o be_v not_o ah_o no_o our_o outward_a suffering_n in_o the_o flesh_n that_o delight_v the_o lord_n for_o he_o be_v a_o god_n oâ—_n joy_n and_o will_v that_o we_o do_v always_o rejoice_v and_o be_v there_o any_o other_o thing_n that_o we_o do_v oâ—_n can_v do_v that_o give_v we_o so_o much_o cause_n to_o rejoice_v as_o to_o be_v deliver_v but_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o all_o our_o enemy_n and_o to_o see_v they_o lie_v slaiâ—_n before_o our_o eye_n as_o the_o egyptian_n ah_o then_o then_o may_v we_o serve_v he_o without_o fear_n then_o and_o thereby_o do_v we_o serve_v the_o lord_n in_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n and_o he_o that_o be_v thus_o faithful_a unto_o the_o death_n to_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n every_o moment_n of_o his_o life_n shall_v be_v sure_a in_o the_o end_n of_o his_o day_n to_o have_v the_o full_a end_n of_o all_o his_o desire_n and_o to_o wear_v for_o ever_o the_o crown_n of_o eternal_a life_n he_o that_o thus_o fight_n shall_v overcome_v he_o that_o thus_o suffer_v no_o sin_n to_o reign_v in_o his_o mortal_a body_n shall_v reign_v with_o christ_n in_o bliss_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_o amen_n 55._o thus_o then_o to_o live_v and_o thus_o do_v die_v be_v to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v live_v with_o christ_n eternal_o 56._o he_o that_o do_v live_v thus_o and_o thus_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n live_v that_o life_n and_o die_v that_o death_n daily_o as_o most_o of_o all_o honour_n god_n and_o which_o bring_v he_o most_o glory_n which_o be_v the_o thing_n only_o or_o the_o only_a thing_n as_o i_o suppose_v that_o all_o god_n child_n most_o desire_v and_o long_o for_o in_o this_o life_n 57_o he_o that_o thus_o life_n shall_v ever_o live_v and_o he_o that_o thus_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n be_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n and_o shall_v never_o see_v death_n that_o be_v the_o power_n of_o death_n to_o terrify_v he_o for_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o into_o victory_n death_n when_o it_o come_v shall_v carry_v he_o in_o triumph_n yea_o triumphant_o into_o the_o bless_a arm_n of_o his_o bless_a jesus_n who_o have_v thus_o redeem_v he_o from_o hell_n from_o sin_n and_o from_o death_n to_o live_v ever_o with_o himself_o in_o bliss_n and_o glory_n a_o eternal_a life_n 58._o when_o i_o shall_v find_v that_o sin_n be_v thus_o put_v to_o death_n in_o i_o then_o will_v i_o say_v bold_o that_o the_o lord_n have_v send_v his_o destroy_a angel_n to_o do_v it_o that_o he_o
be_v so_o hot_a that_o a_o whole_a world_n of_o gold_n will_v be_v give_v for_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n and_o yet_o it_o be_v so_o cold_a as_o will_v make_v thou_o for_o ever_o to_o weep_v and_o wail_v and_o gnash_v thy_o tooth_n but_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o will_v not_o believe_v it_o till_o thou_o have_v feel_v it_o if_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o fool_n and_o such_o a_o enemy_n to_o thy_o own_o soul_n to_o thy_o own_o peril_n be_v it_o i_o can_v and_o do_v assure_v thou_o on_o my_o soul_n salvation_n that_o then_o it_o will_v be_v too_o late_a and_o thou_o shall_v find_v no_o place_n to_o repent_v in_o how_o many_o tear_n soever_o thou_o shed_v wherefore_o whilst_o it_o be_v day_n hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n who_o woo_v thou_o to_o come_v unto_o he_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v life_n and_o be_v no_o long_o a_o neglecter_n of_o so_o great_a salvation_n as_o be_v so_o free_o offer_v unto_o thou_o and_o quench_v not_o the_o spirit_n in_o thou_o no_o long_o which_o if_o thou_o 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shall_v be_v no_o long_o perplex_v nor_o trouble_v all_o sigh_v for_o sin_n and_o fear_v of_o sin_v shall_v fly_v away_o now_o be_v that_o bless_a day_n come_v wherein_o thou_o shall_v at_o once_o have_v all_o thy_o prayer_n answer_v all_o thy_o desire_n petition_n and_o suit_n grant_v and_o ten_o thousand_o time_n ten_o thousand_o more_o than_o ever_o thou_o do_v ask_v or_o think_v now_o thou_o shall_v sin_v grieve_v nor_o offend_v thy_o god_n no_o more_o but_o evermore_o serve_v honour_n obey_v and_o please_v he_o now_o thou_o shall_v see_v he_o who_o create_v thou_o god_n the_o father_n him_z who_o redeem_v thou_o jesus_n christ_n the_o son_n and_o he_o who_o so_o often_o comfort_v thou_o and_o have_v sanctify_v thou_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o bless_a spirit_n three_o in_o one_o and_o one_o in_o three_o which_o be_v a_o great_a mystery_n but_o most_o true_a ah_o happy_a they_o unto_o who_o it_o have_v be_v manifest_o manifest_v such_o have_v eternal_a life_n and_o therefore_o fear_v not_o death_n but_o to_o the_o wicked_a that_o fee_n and_o know_v themselves_o out_o of_o christ_n death_n be_v to_o all_o such_o the_o king_n of_o terror_n they_o dread_v and_o fear_v he_o more_o than_o all_o the_o king_n tyrant_n torment_n and_o tormentor_n in_o the_o world_n nay_o than_o the_o devil_n himself_o for_o it_o be_v by_o death_n that_o they_o be_v send_v or_o bring_v to_o keep_v company_n for_o ever_o one_o with_o another_o it_o be_v death_n carry_v they_o to_o that_o infernal_a habitation_n that_o throw_v they_o headlong_o into_o that_o lake_n of_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n into_o that_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o black_a thick_a darkness_n which_o may_v be_v feel_v that_o bind_v they_o in_o fetter_n so_o strong_a as_o none_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v they_o and_o then_o fly_v swift_a than_o the_o wind_n from_o they_o resolve_v which_o they_o know_v never_o to_o return_v to_o deliver_v they_o and_o this_o late_a woe_n for_o ever_o to_o abide_v so_o be_v the_o great_a of_o all_o this_o sink_v their_o heart_n and_o hope_n into_o a_o everlasting_a despair_n which_o most_o of_o all_o make_v death_n dreadful_a to_o they_o and_o they_o will_v much_o rather_o lie_v under_o the_o great_a rock_n or_o mountain_n or_o be_v cast_v with_o a_o millstone_n about_o their_o neck_n into_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n but_o it_o can_v be_v death_n will_v execute_v his_o part_n of_o the_o doom_n pronounce_v against_o they_o by_o he_o that_o judge_v wise_o righteous_o and_o just_o and_o that_o speak_v as_o never_o man_n speak_v a_o prayer_n most_o high_a most_o holy_a most_o
beseech_v thou_o to_o perfect_a and_o accomplish_v that_o good_a work_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o for_o all_o my_o hope_n trust_v and_o confidence_n be_v in_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o nor_o forsake_v i_o ah_o lord_n do_v not_o leave_v i_o to_o myself_o at_o any_o time_n for_o i_o shall_v undo_v in_o one_o moment_n all_o thy_o do_n so_o great_a be_v my_o skill_n power_n strength_n mind_n and_o will_n to_o all_o evil_a against_o all_o good_a but_o o_o my_o god_n do_v thou_o continue_v to_o restrain_v my_o will_n and_o constrain_v it_o to_o thy_o will_n and_o to_o the_o faithful_a and_o entire_a obedience_n of_o all_o thy_o law_n and_o divine_a commandment_n write_v thy_o law_n of_o grace_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o thy_o statute_n in_o my_o mind_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o suffer_v i_o never_o through_o any_o temptation_n to_o depart_v from_o they_o but_o let_v they_o be_v a_o lantern_n to_o my_o foot_n and_o a_o light_n unto_o my_o path_n to_o lead_v guide_n direct_v and_o govern_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n that_o i_o may_v live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a in_o the_o midst_n of_o this_o crooked_a froward_a and_o perverse_a generation_n ah_o lord_n suffer_v not_o the_o mountain_n of_o my_o sin_n nor_o the_o rock_n of_o unbelief_n to_o hinder_v thy_o mercy_n from_o descend_v into_o my_o heart_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n nor_o my_o prayer_n from_o ascend_v up_o unto_o thou_o by_o faith_n let_v thy_o mercy_n draw_v i_o and_o thy_o judgement_n drive_v i_o that_o i_o may_v run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a that_o i_o may_v walk_v and_o not_o faint_a be_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n a_o savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o of_o death_n unto_o death_n to_o my_o sin_n and_o let_v thy_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n that_o know_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o sacred_a mind_n and_o will_n lead_v i_o teach_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o instruct_v i_o in_o all_o the_o thing_n i_o shall_v take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v and_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o that_o may_v draw_v i_o near_o and_o near_o unto_o thyself_o to_o make_v i_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o thou_o holy_a thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o that_o live_v here_o in_o thy_o fear_n i_o may_v die_v in_o thy_o favour_n and_o after_o death_n be_v make_v partaker_n of_o eternal_a life_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o bless_a and_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n for_o who_o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o bless_v thou_o as_o the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n and_o to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a holy_a and_o sacred_a majesty_n thy_o eternal_a and_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v give_v and_o ascribe_v by_o i_o and_o all_o thou_o as_o all_o due_a be_v honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n here_o follow_v my_o spiritual_a soul-solace_n dictate_v or_o glean_n of_o god_n spirit_n set_v down_o in_o order_n and_o from_o time_n to_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o lord_n in_o his_o goodness_n love_n and_o mercy_n to_o frame_v and_o fit_v my_o heart_n unto_o with_o a_o journal_n of_o several_a passage_n as_o shall_v hereafter_o befall_v i_o by_o providence_n whereby_o i_o may_v as_o in_o a_o heavenly_a looking-glass_n see_v know_v taste_n feel_v and_o be_v certain_o assure_v of_o god_n love_a and_o merciful_a deal_n towards_o i_o and_o of_o my_o daily_a approach_n and_o bring_v near_o and_o near_o unto_o my_o â—long_a wish_a and_o desire_a home_n of_o heaven_n through_o and_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n there_o to_o sing_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o hallelujah_n of_o praise_n glory_n and_o thanksgiving_n unto_o his_o most_o holy_a bless_a eternal_a and_o glorious_a name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v â—or_a it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o preâ—ious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_v â—ut_v contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_n my_o god_n always_o than_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_o heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ_n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o methinks_v be_v ever_o afflict_v than_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o k_o 〈…〉_o the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n leaâ—_n i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v
â—d_a go_v not_o out_o of_o i_o never_o for_o when_o i_o â—ve_v thou_o lord_n i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o desire_v â—d_a crave_v 175._o i_o be_o most_o willing_a and_o ready_a to_o â—se_v my_o life_n to_o preserve_v thou_o o_o lord_n but_o â—t_a to_o preserve_v my_o life_n to_o lose_v thou_o 176._o o_o lord_n what_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o â—hich_v be_v all_o take_v when_o thou_o will_v and_o in_o â—hat_n manner_n thou_o will_v 177._o make_v o_o lord_n thy_o own_o condition_n â—ith_v i_o i_o will_v make_v none_o with_o thou_o but_o â—_o obey_v thou_o and_o serve_v thou_o on_o thy_o own_o â—rms_n 178._o teach_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o know_v my_o â—lf_n as_o thou_o know_v i_o and_o to_o hate_v my_o â—lf_n for_o sin_n as_o thou_o love_v i_o when_o i_o be_v â—_o my_o sin_n 179._o i_o desire_v to_o hate_v sin_n as_o the_o devil_n to_o â—ar_v sin_n as_o hell_n and_o to_o fly_v from_o sin_n as_o from_o â—y_a wrath_n o_o great_a god_n 180._o with_o thou_o i_o desire_v to_o leave_v and_o give_v â—y_a self_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n receive_v i_o and_o accept_v of_o i_o 181_o o_o lord_n go_v with_o i_o where_o i_o anâ—_n go_v thaâ—_n i_o mâ—y_v be_v always_o with_o thou_o nâ—_n from_o â—hee_o nor_o do_v any_o thing_n without_o thâ—_n 182._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o only_o do_v what_o tâ—_n consente_v unto_o 183._o i_o fear_v sin_n much_o more_o than_o the_o thor_n of_o sin_n 184._o sin_n be_v my_o worst_a my_o great_a my_o strong_a enemy_n 185._o give_v i_o grace_n and_o strength_n sweet_a jesus_n to_o conquer_v sin_n and_o i_o shall_v fear_v all_o other_o enemy_n 186._o have_v i_o but_o one_o sin_n unforgve_v thou_o shall_v o_o lord_n make_v i_o my_o â—_o judge_n i_o shall_v and_o can_v not_o do_v otâ—_n wise_a then_o condemn_v myself_o for_o ever_o â—_o hell_n 187._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o magnify_v laâ—_n praise_n and_o extol_v thy_o glorious_a name_n o_o lâ—_n god_n for_o make_v jesus_n christ_n my_o judge_n who_o thou_o have_v appoint_v also_o to_o be_v my_o 〈…〉_o vocate_n 188._o be_v i_o to_o choose_v i_o will_v choâ—_n no_o other_o for_o both_o 189._o for_o sure_o i_o be_o i_o can_v lose_v â—_o cause_n if_o he_o plead_v it_o nor_o be_v condemn_v judge_v i_o who_o be_v judge_v and_o condemn_v for_o i_o 190._o he_o die_v for_o i_o and_o therefore_o shall_v not_o see_v that_o death_n 191._o he_o have_v pay_v my_o ransom_n and_o thereâ—re_o i_o must_v be_v acquit_v 192._o he_o have_v suffer_v and_o therefore_o i_o all_o ever_o reign_v 193._o he_o wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n that_o may_v ever_o wear_v a_o crown_n of_o a_o eternal_a â—d_a incomprehensible_a weight_n of_o glory_n 194._o he_o be_v rise_v and_o have_v lead_v captivity_n captive_a that_o i_o may_v be_v deliver_v for_o ever_o â—t_a of_o all_o captivity_n 195._o he_o be_v ascend_v up_o on_o high_a and_o herefore_o i_o be_o sure_a he_o will_v lift_v i_o up_o unto_o â—m_n 196._o he_o be_v go_v to_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o â—e_n therefore_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v for_o ever_o 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by_o neither_o 204._o ah_o lord_n god_n suffer_v i_o nâ—_n more_o to_o doubt_v of_o thy_o love_n see_v thou_o â—_o so_o free_o and_o willing_o give_v the_o son_n of_o love_n even_o thy_o dear_a only_o elder_a natuâ—_n and_o belove_a son_n jesus_n christ_n to_o die_v i_o and_o in_o my_o place_n and_o stead_n 205._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n be_v thou_o please_v to_o take_v up_o thy_o abode_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o dwell_v there_o as_o i_o may_v always_o find_v thâ—_n there_o to_o comfort_v i_o and_o to_o direct_v â—_o how_o to_o walk_v well_o please_v unto_o thou_o â—_o i_o always_o hear_v thou_o speak_v to_o i_o hoâ—_n i_o shall_v do_v every_o thing_n i_o take_v in_o hand_n to_o dâ—_n so_o that_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n may_v tend_v only_o to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n tâ—_n credit_n of_o the_o gospel_n the_o good_a of_o otherâ—_n and_o the_o eternal_a salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soâ—_n 206._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n in_o all_o â—flictions_n to_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v much_o less_o the_o i_o deserve_v and_o that_o thou_o may_v just_o haâ—_n send_v they_o on_o i_o soon_o 207._o hell_n o_o lord_n i_o confess_v be_v only_a mâ—_n desert_n what_o less_o thou_o give_v i_o be_v moâ—_n â—n_v i_o have_v or_o can_v deserve_v and_o less_o punishment_n than_o the_o least_o of_o my_o sin_n have_v deserve_v 208._o therefore_o in_o all_o condition_n i_o desire_v â—less_a thy_o name_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o with_o a_o â—nkfull_a content_v and_o rejoice_v heart_n 209._o let_v o_o lord_n all_o thy_o affliction_n teach_v and_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o be_v mindful_a of_o â—_o and_o that_o they_o be_v friendly_a yea_o father-visitation_n and_o token_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a â—e_n love_n in_o jesus_n christ_n 210._o o_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o sell_v my_o ition_n in_o heaven_n for_o any_o portion_n of_o earth_n earth_n the_o honour_n riches_n or_o pleasure_n â—ereof_o 211._o let_v even_o this_o portion_n thy_o service_n â—d_a work_n o_o god_n be_v prefer_v by_o i_o and_o dear_a to_o i_o then_o all_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n 212._o a_o christian_a once_o in_o christ_n unite_v he_o can_v be_v take_v out_o of_o he_o no_o more_o â—n_v the_o same_o water_n cast_v into_o the_o sea_n can_v take_v out_o again_o for_o he_o be_v become_v a_o part_n christ_n even_o as_o the_o drop_n that_o fall_v into_o â—e_a sea_n be_v forthwith_o a_o part_n thereof_o 213._o see_v then_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o one_o â—th_v thou_o receive_v i_o a_o little_a drop_n into_o â—y_a self_n the_o ocean_n of_o blessedness_n and_o of_o goodness_n happiness_n and_o felicity_n my_o â—eet_a jesus_n i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v never_o be_v sepaâ—ted_v from_o thou_o 214._o let_v i_o o_o god_n so_o live_v the_o remainder_n of_o all_o my_o life_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o that_o â—_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o â—_o and_o to_o give_v i_o eternal_a life_n hereafter_o in_o â—ven_n 215._o o_o sweet_a glorious_a and_o glorifieâ—_n sus_fw-la inhabit_v eternity_n from_o all_o etern_a look_v not_o on_o i_o as_o i_o be_o in_o myself_o witâ—_n thou_o but_o as_o one_o in_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o mâ—ber_n of_o thy_o bless_a self_n 216._o love_v i_o o_o lord_n god_n â—_o thou_o own_o love_n even_o with_o that_o love_n iâ—_n sus_fw-la christ_n wherewith_o thou_o love_v thou_o â—_o 217._o when_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v thou_o thâ—_n alone_o i_o have_v what_o i_o desire_v yea_o and_o all_o i_o desire_v for_o thou_o be_v all_o and_o the_o only_a sire_n of_o all_o my_o desire_n 218._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n thyself_o thoâ—_n without_o any_o thing_n else_o and_o i_o will_v never_o thou_o any_o thing_n else_o 219._o but_o though_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n â—_o i_o all_o thing_n else_o and_o not_o thyself_o i_o â—_o account_v it_o even_o as_o nothing_o 220._o have_v thou_o alone_o my_o dear_a jeâ—_n i_o have_v all_o thing_n and_o have_v not_o theâ—_n have_v nothing_o that_o i_o true_o love_v 221._o give_v i_o then_o thyself_o and_o â—_o shall_v content_v i_o but_o unless_o thou_o do_v â—_o i_o thyself_o i_o be_o resolve_v never_o to_o be_v â—tented_v 222._o give_v i_o then_o so_o thyself_o o_o lâ—_n â—o_o be_v my_o delight_n as_o i_o may_v do_v all_o thing_n â—_o thou_o and_o nothing_o at_o all_o without_o thou_o 223._o give_v i_o so_o thy_o bless_a self_n as_o i_o may_v â—ays_o enjoy_v thou_o behold_v thy_o glorious_a â—e_n and_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o bless_a counteâ—ce_n and_o may_v hear_v thy_o most_o sweet_a and_o â—mfortable_a voice_n to_o comfort_v revive_v â—d_a refresh_v i_o 224._o be_v thou_o o_o
wretchedness_n emptiness_n and_o nothingness_n how_o then_o o_o lord_n be_o i_o able_a to_o know_v thou_o or_o to_o consider_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o and_o how_o much_o thy_o goodness_n exceed_v my_o badness_n thy_o wisdom_n my_o folly_n thy_o strength_n my_o weakness_n thy_o fullness_n my_o emptiness_n thy_o almightiness_n my_o nothingness_n and_o yet_o how_o content_a be_o i_o though_o nothing_o or_o less_o worth_a than_o nothing_o yea_o to_o be_v turn_v even_o into_o nothing_o for_o thy_o sake_n but_o see_v o_o lord_n thou_o have_v in_o thy_o great_a goodness_n love_n and_o mercy_n make_v i_o thou_o make_v i_o now_o o_o lord_n even_o what_o thou_o will_v and_o send_v i_o whether_o thou_o will_v i_o be_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o go_v and_o be_v and_o do_v and_o suffer_v yea_o to_o spend_v and_o to_o be_v spend_v for_o thou_o for_o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n god_n if_o i_o desire_v to_o live_v it_o be_v to_o live_v to_o thou_o in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o to_o 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much_o as_o we_o will_v and_o do_v desire_n to_o do_v and_o we_o crave_v and_o desire_v chief_o his_o love_n that_o we_o may_v yet_o love_v he_o more_o and_o this_o from_o and_o because_o we_o love_v he_o so_o much_o and_o for_o that_o our_o sense_n can_v be_v only_o satisfy_v with_o his_o love_n and_o by_o love_v of_o he_o for_o we_o love_v he_o most_o for_o his_o love_n and_o his_o love_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o love_v he_o more_o who_o we_o love_v so_o much_o yea_o who_o we_o love_v most_o 37._o but_o ah_o how_o great_a then_o yea_o how_o wonderful_o great_a be_v the_o
joy_n of_o enjoy_v that_o true_a communion_n with_o the_o true_a god_n though_o here_o on_o earth_n i_o think_v i_o be_o not_o on_o earth_n but_o in_o heaven_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v all_o this_o be_v but_o a_o earthly_a heaven_n though_o a_o heaven_n 102._o but_o how_o then_o ah_o how_o then_o do_v my_o heart_n rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a know_v that_o the_o time_n will_v come_v and_o be_v ever_o near_o at_o hand_n when_o i_o shall_v ever_o enjoy_v heaven_n true_a joy_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o the_o joy_n of_o all_o joy_n yea_o all_o joy_n that_o be_v true_a 103._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o the_o heaven_n which_o my_o soul_n desire_v on_o earth_n be_v to_o do_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o bless_a will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 104._o i_o desire_v to_o live_v o_o god_n and_o give_v my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o that_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n give_v thy_o own_o unto_o i_o 105._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n let_v i_o so_o hear_v thy_o bless_a 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he_o there_o in_o glory_n above_o must_v be_v content_a to_o sit_v with_o he_o that_o be_v as_o he_o do_v in_o contempt_n here_o below_o 125._o he_o that_o will_v rejoice_v with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_v to_o sigh_v and_o grieve_v and_o weep_v and_o mourn_v as_o he_o do_v here_o 126._o he_o that_o will_v have_v all_o thing_n with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o have_v as_o he_o have_v nothing_o here_o 127._o he_o that_o will_v be_v receive_v by_o god_n his_o father_n there_o as_o by_o his_o father_n must_v do_v his_o will_n as_o christ_n do_v here_o that_o be_v as_o his_o son_n 128._o he_o that_o will_v wear_v a_o incorruptible_a crown_n of_o glory_n for_o ever_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n as_o he_o do_v here_o 129._o he_o that_o will_v have_v a_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n there_o must_v be_v content_a and_o rejoice_v under_o eternal_a ignominy_n here_o 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here_o 136._o and_o he_o that_o will_v not_o be_v of_o the_o number_n of_o the_o devil_n goat_n there_o must_v come_v unto_o christ_n flock_n and_o be_v of_o his_o fold_n and_o of_o his_o sheep_n here_o 137._o and_o he_o that_o will_v live_v with_o the_o righteous_a there_o must_v labour_v after_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n here_o 138._o and_o he_o that_o will_v be_v sure_a to_o die_v their_o death_n to_o put_v it_o out_o of_o all_o doubt_n must_v live_v their_o life_n 139._o and_o he_o that_o will_v enter_v into_o his_o master_n and_o lord_n joy_v there_o must_v be_v the_o joy_n of_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n here_o that_o be_v his_o well-doing_n good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n 140._o see_v then_o that_o these_o thing_n o_o lord_n shall_v sure_o be_v make_v i_o through_o grace_n such_o a_o person_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o be_v 141._o now_o see_v that_o holiness_n be_v heaven_n and_o heaven_n be_v holiness_n ah_o lord_n make_v i_o all_o holy_a that_o i_o may_v be_v all_o heavenly_a let_v holiness_n always_o dwell_v within_o i_o that_o heaven_n may_v be_v always_o within_o i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o in_o heaven_n 142._o and_o see_v o_o lord_n that_o our_o desire_n chief_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n be_v to_o be_v free_a from_o all_o sin_n and_o to_o be_v holy_a as_o thou_o be_v holy_a ah_o let_v i_o labour_v for_o and_o long_o after_o holiness_n on_o earth_n yea_o and_o to_o be_v so_o holy_a that_o though_o i_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v also_o in_o heaven_n and_o heaven_n
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starve_v it_o shall_v for_z sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n always_o 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 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and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_o lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v 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ever_o bless_a and_o love_a presence_n and_o our_o liberty_n and_o freedom_n from_o sin_n to_o sin_v no_o more_o but_o to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o thou_o only_o o_o god_n and_o thou_o only_o adore_v 5._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n god_n this_o one_o thing_n this_o one_o thing_n only_o to_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v always_o make_v thou_o my_o only_a joy_n and_o to_o sin_n no_o more_o willing_o with_o my_o will_n either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a to_o and_o for_o thy_o honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n 6._o who_o sin_n the_o lord_n forgive_v he_o forget_v who_o he_o have_v pardon_v he_o will_v save_v where_o he_o love_v he_o live_v and_o will_v ever_o live_v there_o in_o love_n those_o that_o be_v belove_v shall_v be_v ever_o his_o belove_a for_o he_o have_v love_v they_o ever_o and_o will_v love_v they_o ever_o 7._o the_o fire_n of_o god_n love_n be_v the_o fiery_a flame_n in_o which_o all_o his_o child_n desire_v to_o live_v for_o out_o of_o they_o they_o can_v live_v life_n be_v to_o they_o death_n yea_o much_o worse_a than_o any_o death_n and_o any_o death_n they_o will_v willing_o ah_o most_o willing_o choose_v to_o live_v this_o life_n 8._o our_o fit_v here_o for_o heaven_n by_o sanctification_n which_o be_v holiness_n be_v a_o evident_a sure_a and_o certain_a token_n and_o sign_n that_o heaven_n be_v fit_v and_o prepare_v for_o we_o for_o as_o without_o holiness_n no_o man_n shall_v see_v god_n so_o be_v make_v holy_a he_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o see_v god_n that_o be_v to_o possess_v he_o who_o be_v heaven_n eternal_a life_n and_o happiness_n where_o holiness_n be_v there_o god_n be_v he_o dwell_v and_o make_v his_o continual_a abode_n where_o holiness_n abide_v and_o dwell_v 9_o o_o god_n my_o god_n from_o who_o every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n do_v come_v give_v o_o give_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n unto_o i_o a_o holy_a heart_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v delight_v in_o it_o to_o make_v it_o thy_o delight_n and_o be_v please_v to_o live_v in_o it_o here_o until_o thou_o shall_v bring_v i_o to_o live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 10._o what_o a_o stink_a carrion_n be_v man_n ah_o what_o a_o most_o deformable_a thing_n be_v man_n when_o god_n be_v not_o with_o he_o nor_o in_o he_o so_o much_o a_o enemy_n he_o be_v to_o himself_o
that_o god_n give_v to_o soul_n know_v it_o not_o and_o therefore_o desire_v it_o not_o but_o ah_o he_o that_o feed_v on_o they_o and_o have_v be_v resatiate_v with_o they_o he_o find_v no_o sweet_n like_o they_o nay_o all_o other_o pleasant_a thing_n unpleasant_a and_o all_o other_o sweet_n bitter_a in_o comparison_n of_o these_o his_o sweet_a most_o pleasant_a sweet_n 69._o be_v with_o god_n have_v god_n enjoy_v god_n and_o communion_n with_o he_o a_o dungeon_n be_v to_o he_o a_o palace_n bread_n and_o water_n be_v good_a cheer_n to_o lie_v on_o the_o ground_n the_o earth_n his_o bed_n the_o heaven_n his_o canopy_n and_o the_o tree_n root_v his_o pillow_n be_v as_o a_o bed_n of_o down_o as_o curtains_z of_o gold_n and_o a_o pillow_n of_o wool_n nay_o in_o flame_n of_o fire_n or_o on_o a_o rack_n he_o can_v lie_v soft_o and_o sing_v sweet_o so_o he_o do_v but_o hear_v the_o still_o sweet_a voice_n of_o god_n speak_v peace_n to_o his_o soul_n and_o bid_v it_o to_o be_v of_o good_a 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dwell_v in_o they_o that_o no_o evil_a shall_v come_v nigh_o they_o to_o hurt_v they_o or_o to_o do_v they_o the_o least_o harm_n but_o every_o thing_n shall_v always_o work_v together_o for_o his_o own_o glory_n and_o their_o everlasting_a good_a 75._o thus_o they_o that_o honour_v he_o he_o will_v honour_v they_o that_o fly_v to_o he_o shall_v find_v succour_n and_o help_v and_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o all_o danger_n for_o his_o own_o mouth_n have_v speak_v it_o which_o be_v to_o i_o much_o more_o by_o much_o than_o ten_o thousand_o thousand_o witness_n 76._o ah_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o keep_v i_o so_o close_o unto_o thou_o as_o i_o may_v always_o touch_v thou_o feel_v thou_o hear_v thou_o so_o as_o i_o may_v know_v thou_o by_o thy_o name_n that_o be_v by_o thy_o do_n by_o thy_o gracious_a most_o gracious_a deal_n by_o thy_o wonderful_a by_o thy_o most_o wonderful_a gracious_a act_n in_o my_o soul_n and_o heart_n and_o mind_n and_o will_v and_o affection_n that_o it_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o only_o o_o god_n be_v in_o all_o my_o thought_n always_o but_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n desire_n love_n like_v and_o long_v 77._o fill_v i_o o_o lord_n fill_v i_o with_o love_n to_o thy_o law_n that_o i_o may_v delight_v in_o they_o yea_o make_v the_o keep_n of_o they_o my_o whole_a and_o chief_a delight_n 78._o fill_v i_o o_o god_n with_o thy_o own_o goodness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v good_a with_o thy_o own_o justice_n that_o i_o may_v be_v just_a with_o thy_o own_o righteousness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v righteous_a with_o thy_o own_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v be_v merciful_a with_o thy_o own_o truth_n that_o i_o may_v be_v true_o true_a with_o thy_o own_o love_n that_o i_o may_v be_v lovely_a love_v thou_o in_o truth_n with_o thy_o own_o fear_n to_o fear_v thou_o with_o thy_o own_o faith_n to_o believe_v in_o thou_o and_o to_o lay_v fast_o hold_v upon_o thou_o with_o thy_o own_o beauty_n o_o lord_n to_o make_v i_o comely_a and_o beautiful_a with_o thy_o own_o gloriousness_n to_o make_v i_o glorious_a with_o thy_o own_o transcendent_a shine_a faithfulness_n that_o i_o may_v be_v faithful_a unto_o thy_o holy_a law_n all_o my_o whole_a life_n 79._o thou_o have_v o_o god_n thou_o have_v for_o which_o i_o shall_v never_o cease_v to_o laud_v and_o praise_v thou_o promise_v to_o keep_v i_o by_o thy_o own_o power_n through_o faith_n unto_o salvation_n therefore_o i_o will_v not_o be_v afraid_a nor_o fear_v any_o power_n no_o nor_o all_o power_n whatever_o whether_o of_o sin_n man_n or_o devil_n for_o i_o know_v that_o they_o be_v all_o weak_a and_o that_o thou_o be_v strong_a they_o be_v the_o conquer_a thou_o o_o lord_n thou_o be_v the_o conqueror_n they_o be_v all_o subdue_v and_o thou_o have_v o_o lord_n subdue_v they_o they_o be_v bring_v under_o and_o thou_o rule_a over_o they_o they_o be_v thy_o footstool_n and_o thou_o trample_a upon_o they_o all_o their_o all_o to_o thou_o o_o great_a god_n be_v nothing_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o all_o the_o nation_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v as_o the_o drop_n of_o a_o bucket_n and_o as_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o balance_n in_o thy_o sight_n with_o the_o breath_n of_o thy_o nostril_n thou_o be_v able_a to_o consume_v they_o and_o turn_v they_o to_o their_o first_o substance_n dust_n therefore_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n i_o will_v depend_v and_o rely_v on_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v do_v for_o thy_o servant_n this_o good_a that_o be_v so_o great_a even_o to_o make_v preserve_v and_o keep_v i_o faithful_a unto_o the_o death_n and_o then_o o_o lord_n then_o in_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a goodness_n will_v give_v i_o for_o ever_o the_o crown_n of_o eternal_a life_n 80._o how_o small_a a_o thing_n how_o poor_a a_o thing_n and_o how_o low_o a_o thing_n be_v and_o be_v all_o thing_n if_o god_n be_v not_o in_o they_o and_o come_v not_o with_o they_o 81._o what_o be_v it_o to_o have_v all_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n and_o beside_o god_n that_o be_v not_o to_o have_v he_o with_o they_o in_o they_o who_o be_v all_o good_a and_o only_o able_a to_o make_v all_o thing_n good_a unto_o we_o 82_o how_o poor_a and_o low_a be_v all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honour_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n to_o enjoy_v all_o their_o pleasure_n and_o their_o joy_n how_o foolish_a be_v it_o and_o ah_o what_o toy_n consider_v their_o fickleness_n shortness_n and_o uncertainty_n for_o what_o be_v green_a desirable_a and_o flourish_a to_o day_n be_v to_o morrow_n perhaps_o wither_a dry_a loathsome_a and_o all_o its_o beauty_n pass_v away_o for_o who_o can_v say_v of_o any_o thing_n or_o of_o himself_o it_o shall_v be_v to_o morrow_n as_o it_o be_v this_o day_n 83._o the_o wicked_a shall_v not_o live_v out_o half_a his_o day_n and_o how_o long_o soever_o he_o live_v they_o will_v not_o be_v half_o the_o day_n he_o will_v live_v though_o god_n shall_v lengthen_v they_o as_o he_o do_v hezekiah_n for_o ten_o year_n nay_o for_o a_o hundred_o nay_o make_v his_o day_n as_o methusalem_n all_o such_o a_o time_n will_v be_v but_o a_o moment_n to_o eternity_n but_o to_o live_v in_o the_o love_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n a_o man_n shall_v die_v never_o but_o death_n shall_v make_v he_o live_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 84._o what_o a_o poor_a yea_o despicable_a poor_a small_a thing_n be_v kingdom_n crown_n and_o sceptre_n and_o what_o else_o as_o humane_a learning_n the_o wisdom_n of_o man_n man_n wisdom_n
in_o we_o what_o ah_o what_o so_o sweet_a as_o to_o feed_v continual_o on_o these_o true_a heavenly_a sweet_n here_o on_o earth_n which_o be_v the_o very_a sweet_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 108._o i_o do_v now_o wonder_v that_o any_o man_n have_v or_o can_v have_v any_o peace_n a_o moment_n that_o have_v not_o his_o peace_n make_v sure_a or_o a_o sure_a peace_n make_v with_o god_n 109._o all_o other_o quiet_a ah_o how_o unquiet_a will_v it_o prove_v in_o the_o end_n that_o be_v not_o found_v or_o ground_v on_o this_o sure_a foundation_n or_o ground_n of_o god_n love_n in_o jesus_n christ_n 110._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v man_n be_v not_o as_o it_o be_v continual_o tear_v in_o piece_n with_o sear_n and_o care_n till_o all_o these_o sear_n be_v take_v away_o by_o a_o lively_a live_a faith_n and_o their_o whole_a care_n cast_v on_o christ_n 111._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v that_o terror_n do_v not_o always_o terrify_v they_o that_o hell_n torment_n do_v not_o affright_v and_o 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