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to_o weep_v and_o soften_v my_o hard_a and_o stony_a heart_n teach_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o heart_n that_o may_v stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thou_o a_o mind_n to_o love_v thou_o a_o understanding_n to_o know_v thou_o ear_n to_o hearken_v to_o thou_o eye_n to_o see_v thou_o take_v pity_n upon_o i_o o_o god_n take_v pity_n upon_o i_o and_o look_v down_o upon_o i_o from_o the_o holy_a throne_n of_o thy_o majesty_n lord_n jesus_n give_v concord_n to_o thy_o minister_n peace_n and_o quietness_n to_o prince_n that_o judge_v righteous_o repentance_n unto_o those_o that_o live_v unjust_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o the_o holy_a universal_a church_n for_o the_o clergy_n and_o laity_n for_o all_o christian_a governor_n and_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o thy_o name_n that_o labour_n in_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o they_o may_v obtain_v perseverance_n in_o good_a work_n grant_v o_o lord_n eternal_a king_n unto_o young_a 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