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a_o friend_n we_o think_v it_o a_o matter_n of_o consequence_n not_o to_o be_v rude_a to_o any_o man_n so_o much_o as_o by_o mistake_n and_o shall_v we_o think_v it_o a_o slight_a thing_n deliberate_o to_o displease_v god_n shall_v we_o think_v it_o nothing_o to_o lessen_v his_o kindness_n to_o we_o to_o stop_v the_o channel_n of_o his_o grace_n to_o diminish_v the_o fervour_n of_o charity_n &_o to_o render_v all_o the_o sacrament_n of_o no_o use_n shall_v we_o think_v ourselves_o affront_v by_o a_o rash_a word_n &_o shall_v we_o think_v that_o fault_n little_a which_o offend_v god_n which_o draw_v his_o indifference_n on_o we_o tho'_o not_o his_o hatred_n which_o will_v make_v we_o loose_v those_o inestimable_a treasure_n that_o be_v worth_a more_o than_o all_o the_o riches_n in_o the_o world_n shall_v we_o make_v nothing_o of_o
a_o spiritual_a retreat_n for_o one_o day_n in_o every_o month_n by_o a_o priest_n of_o the_o society_n of_o jesus_n translate_v out_o of_o french_a in_o the_o year_n 1698_o the_o preface_n the_o design_n of_o publish_v this_o book_n be_v to_o furnish_v all_o sort_n of_o christian_n with_o a_o easy_a method_n of_o retreat_n especial_o such_o who_o business_n will_v not_o afford_v they_o leisure_n for_o a_o annual_a retreat_n of_o eight_o or_o ten_o day_n together_o it_o be_v hope_v that_o the_o facility_n of_o make_v these_o retreat_n will_v render_v they_o more_o usual_a and_o there_o fore_o for_o the_o help_n of_o those_o who_o be_v whole_o stranger_n to_o these_o pious_a exercise_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o more_o particular_a direction_n you_o will_v find_v some_o chapter_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o book_n and_o before_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o necessity_n of_o retreat_n and_o of_o the_o method_n of_o do_v it_o well_o the_o body_n and_o principal_a part_n of_o the_o book_n consist_v of_o meditation_n on_o the_o great_a truth_n of_o our_o holy_a religion_n in_o which_o i_o have_v endeavour_v to_o choose_v the_o most_o proper_a subject_n and_o to_o put_v they_o in_o such_o a_o order_n and_o treat_v they_o so_o at_o large_a as_o may_v render_v they_o most_o capable_a of_o make_v a_o due_a impression_n on_o those_o who_o attentive_o and_o serious_o consider_v they_o and_o because_o our_o design_n in_o these_o retreat_n ought_v to_o be_v to_o prepare_v ourselves_o by_o a_o true_a change_n of_o life_n for_o a_o happy_a death_n i_o have_v repeat_v the_o meditation_n of_o death_n every_o month_n and_o have_v add_v a_o new_a exercise_n of_o preparation_n for_o it_o which_o may_v be_v very_o useful_a if_o we_o put_v it_o in_o practice_n with_o such_o disposition_n as_o it_o require_v and_o to_o render_v it_o more_o easy_a i_o have_v be_v very_o particular_a in_o specify_v the_o sentiment_n we_o ought_v to_o entertain_v and_o in_o insert_v the_o most_o suitable_a 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which_o be_v give_v we_o to_o attain_v our_o ultimate_a end_n 65_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 75_o of_o preparation_n for_o death_n 102_o february_n &_o august_n i._o meditation_n of_o the_o importance_n of_o salvation_n 133_o ii_o meditation_n of_o the_o motive_n which_o we_o have_v to_o apply_v ourselves_o continual_o to_o the_o business_n of_o our_o salvation_n 148_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 158_o march_n &_o september_n i._o meditation_n of_o the_o small_a number_n of_o those_o that_o be_v save_v 159_o ii_o meditation_n of_o sin_n 175_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 189_o april_n &_o october_n i._o meditation_n that_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o delay_v our_o conversion_n 190_o ii_o meditation_n of_o the_o good_a use_n of_o time_n 205_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 215_o may_v &_o november_n i._o meditation_n of_o the_o un_fw-we willingness_n of_o most_o christian_n and_o the_o insincerity_n of_o their_o desire_n to_o be_v save_v 216_o ii_o meditation_n of_o lukewarmness_n 231_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 244_o june_n &_o december_n i._o meditation_n of_o hell_n 245_o ii_o meditation_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o penance_n 262_o iii_o meditation_n of_o the_o sentiment_n we_o shall_v have_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 275_o christian_a reflection_n which_o may_v serve_v for_o matter_n of_o consideration_n every_o day_n of_o retreat_n 276_o of_o salvation_n 276_o of_o the_o importance_n of_o salvation_n 277_o of_o our_o indifference_n for_o salvation_n 278_o of_o the_o false_a pretence_n of_o worldly_a man_n about_o salvation_n 280_o of_o the_o facility_n of_o salvation_n 282_o of_o the_o ill_a use_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o salvatéon_n 283_o of_o 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abyss_n of_o fire_n and_o flame_n 113.17_o non_fw-la mortui_fw-la laudabunt_fw-la te_fw-la neque_fw-la omnes_fw-la qui_fw-la descendunt_fw-la in_o infernum_fw-la psalm_n 113.17_o they_o who_o do_v go_v down_o to_o hell_n do_v not_o praise_v thy_o name_n they_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o there_o if_o thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o fall_v into_o hell_n it_o will_v only_o augment_v the_o number_n of_o those_o who_o hate_n and_o blaspheme_v thou_o my_o god_n i_o will_v be_v save_v though_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o world_n be_v lose_v thou_o will_v have_v i_o be_v save_v i_o trust_v in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o hope_v that_o thou_o will_v place_v i_o among_o thy_o elect._n second_o point_n consider_v that_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n be_v not_o only_o universal_a excessive_a and_o dreadful_a they_o be_v eternal_a too_o notwithstanding_o all_o their_o horror_n there_o be_v no_o hope_n that_o they_o can_v either_o end_v or_o diminish_v what_o must_v be_v the_o thought_n of_o a_o damn_a soul_n 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