yet awake and free in true inclinations and desires willing though mixt with sleepy unwiâ—…ingnes to be at any pains and cost to enjoy her souls beloved Christ Jesus in his own appointments Hence such expressions with sighs and tears if I were perswaded of Gods will if I were perswaded of the â—…ecessity of such publick ordinances and formes Hence others expressions if I were perswaded of such and such ordinanâ—…es that such a people or such a people were in the true way of enjoying Christ Jesus how joyfully should I joyn with them Hence holy David though not so throughly awaked to enjoy the Ark and presence of God he and all Israel brings up the Ark of God with rejoycing though not after the Lords due order which caused his holy jealousie to send that perez Vzzâ—… that breach of Vzzaâ—… amongst them It is in the heavenly as in the earthly marriage there are degrees of marriage affection and yet all true The affections of some are more lively and strong of some more dull and weak When yet the truth and life appears in a true and longing desire to enjoy the Lord Iesus in what way soever himself is pleased to ap point and to turn from the bed and bozome that is the worships of all false Christs and strangers A â—…th discovery of true spirituall life in weaknes I find to be a painfull and a restles mind in temptations to sin in yeelding to sin and lying in sin the breach not being made up with the Lord in humble confâ—…ssion and suit for mercy in the blood of a Saviour This was Davids painfâ—…ll cafâ—… in his silence Psal. 32 When I kept silence my bones waxed olâ—… through my roaring all the Day So that as a Fish out of the â—…ater itâ—… element 〈◊〉 a bone broak or disjoynted is the troubled mind of a child of God upon his discovered or but strongly suspected sinfull way or practice Obj. May not Hypocrites be troubled in the sence of Gods displeâ—…sure for sin as Sâ—…ul Abab and Iudâ—… c. I answer an Hypocrite like some Traytor or murtherer may desire a pardon from the King of Kings whose person he hates so did Saul and Ahab and so may any dissembler for his own ends of peace and safety c. But Gods children and they only grieve at Gods displeasure and grievance Only a true Wife and Spouse of Christ Iesus can grieve and morun for the displeased absence of Christ Iesus and cries out in humble bitternes of sâ—…l saw ye him whom my soul loveth A 10th triall of the true life of the inner man though weak and sickly is a discerning and liking and secret wishing that beauty and shining of the grace of Christ Jesus which appears in others of Gods children and which we see wanting in our selves Thus were there a sort of Gods children which could see beauty and excellency in those which so affectionately inquired after Christ Iesus in his visible worship and the severall parts thereof although themselves were not so zâ—…alously affected Thus therefore say they Oh thou the fairest of Women an acknowledgment of heavenly grace and beauty and they also enquire and desire to see that beauty of Christ Iesus which the other Saints so praised And in Cant 6. they say whither is thy Beloved gone oh thou fairest among Women that we may seek him with thee Hence many of Gods dear Saints in Qu Maries time and other bloody days in our own and other countries have praised God for and have been ravished with the beauties of the heavenly love and zeal and patience in others of Gods servants which they have seen wanting in themselves And thus whatever be our weaknesses it must needs argue a life of grace when we can view the lives and deaths of the blefsed martyrs or witnesses of Christ Jesus either in the holy scriptures or other Records I say can view them with a liking and true affecting of their graces with an humble acknowledgment of our own wants and poverties and a mourning desire of attaining to such a beauteous profession of Christ Jesus Such a beauty doubtles did many of Gods children apprehend in the Lords Ordinances and in such as suffred for them in England who yet found not strength themselves to stand and suffer for and with them yet left much and fled to New England hoping to enjoy there though with too much weak desire of peace and liberty the Ordinances of Christ Jesus their souls Beloved Obj. But did not Balaam see the beauty and excellenâ—…y of Gods Saints when he cried out let me dye the death of the righteous and let my last end be like his c. I answer it is usually well said Balaam desired the death and blessednes of the righteous but not the life and righteousnâ—…sse of the righteous Obj. Balaam seems to have seen the beauty of righteousnesse it self I answer he might see and like righteousnes in the end and fruit of it and yet not in the true nature and beauty of it for then he would have as well desired the life as the death of the righteous just as these Indians amongst whom I write these lines thâ—…y see the excellency of the English industry joyned with plenty and a better condition then their own but endure not that life of laâ—…our and indeavour wherein that plenty and better state is found But Gods children beholding the beauty and excellency of the heavenly lives and deaths of others like souldiers in a Field are provoked by those examples to desire to follow Christ Jesus in those holy paths and secretly to bemoan their own infirmities and deformities These and many more discoveries of the life of Christ Jesus in the soul though in the midst of many weaknesses and spirituall sicknesses I hope my dear love and faithfull companion thou in truth discernest in thy self and I and others have discerned in thee But oh search diligently in the Lords holy presence and humbly beg his help that as the Spirit of God admonisheth Gal. 6. thou maiest have rejoycing in thy self and not in anothers good opinion of thee But grant all these and the assurance of a true and blessed life of grace within us Grant this life is as the life of Christ never again to be extinguished Yet who rejeyceth not in health who mourns not under the pains and weaknesses of a sick bed Next therefore to the discovery of spirituall life all that are born of God must try their spirituall strength and health and chearful temper The particular instances whereof being propounded as examples copies and samplars for us to follow in the holy Scripture I shall pick and gather and bind up for both our incouragement and comfort I confesfe the beholding of such heavenly patterns may astonish and anâ—…ze uâ—… and make us dispair to attain to the like heavenly temper I pray thee therefore dear love observe what before I
the outward and the inner man 2 Cor. 4. Though our outward man perish yet our inner is renewed day by day It hath pleased the most high to cast downe thy outward man and againe graciously to lift him up and thereby to teach us both to examine and try the health and strength and welfare of the inner I will not now enter upon the Disputes about that question what is the Inner-man whether Christ himselfe as some say or an Image or likenesse of Christ Jesus as others say That is a Candle or Torch to me which is written Ephes. 3. That Christ may dwell in your Hearts by faith unto which agrees that of the first of John As many as received him that is received Christ Jesus into the house of their hearts to dwell there by beleiving and obeying of him they are borne of the Spirit and are the Sons of God This Inner man this new-man which after God is created in holinesse and righteousuesse I say this Inner-man hath his tempers and distempers his health and sicknesse as well as this outward-man this body of Clay Hence we hear so often mentioned the renewing of the inward-man the growing and increasing of Faith and Love and other breathings of Gods Spirit the losse that is in a measure of the Ephesians first love Hence the many falls of the Lords best Servants recorded in Scripture and the sleep of the Spouse of Christ Jesus although her heart wake in the truth of marriagelove which can never wholly dye in her and be extinguished The holy Scripture mentioneth a three-fold persoâ—… in all that are borne againe First the body of Flesh and clay this outward naturall being which must be dissolved and dye then rise againe to Glory The second is the body of corruption or old man which being deadly wounded by the Son of God alreadie in all that are his shall shortly give up the ghost and rot and never rise again The third is this holy heavenly inner man of whose health and daily renewing I now discourse who is born of an immortall seed and therefore can no more die then Christ himself Rom. 6. Now as this outward man desires not onely life and being but also health and cheerfulness in all the living motions and actions thereof So and much more ten thousand fold requires the inward and spirituall man an healthfull and cheerfull temper For as the Lord loveth a cheâ—…rfull giver So loves he also a cheerfull Preacher a chearfull hearer a chearfull prayer and a chearfull sufferer for his Name sake He loves that the fhoes of preparation be on our feet ready to run all wayes and weathers the paths of his Command â—…ents That like a vessel our leaks be stopt and our whole soul be ready in an holy trim and tightness for all his holy employments of us in the greatest tempests â—…hat like heavenly souldiers our Arms be fixt or like an Instrument the strings of our affâ—…ctions and parts be all in tune to make heavenly musick in the holy ears of our heavenly Lord and King T is true as it is between a loving couple and as it was in the Church at Ephesus it is not easiâ—… to keep in the first flame of Love fresh and equall although the fire of the truth and sinceritie of marriage love never die or be extingnished It is true that Paul cries out how much more may we O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death T is true that sometimes corruption and Satan surprize and carry away the stâ—…ongest champions of Christ Jesus as slaves and captives for a time untill Christ Jesus rescue redeem and ransome by giving repentance unto his Israel as he did to David Peter c. as Abraham rescued Lot and as David recovered all his precious captives led slaves away from Ziklag I am far therefore from passing the sentence of death upon the least of the little ones of Jesus notwithstanding their spirituall weaknes and sicknesses in whom the leaâ—…spâ—…rk or breathing of the spirit of Life can be discerned And I desire to see and lament the spirituall sicknesses and diseases of mine own and others Spirits which yet are not unto death as Christ Jesus spake of Lazarus but for the glory of God in the fall and rising of his servants Yea as Paul distinguisheth of Gods afl cting hand on his Saints at Corinth so must I distinguish between these three death sicknes and weakness Every sicknes of Gods Children is not a death for the inner man cannot die no more then Christ himself Rom 6. Again every weaknes is not a sicknes for some are weak little ones in the knowledg and love of Christ while others are grown to be strong and aged in Christ Jesus Yea the strongest and oldest Souldiers of Christ Jesus who have not thought their dearest Heart blood to dear for such a Lord and Master have yet been troubled with some weaknes and fits of spirituall distempers Weaknes in their Eyes is not discerning aright the mind of Christ Jesus weaknes in their hands and Feet hindring their spirituall chearfulnes and activity in Christs wayes which weaknesses yet have not brought them to a down right halting in Christianity I propose therefore with the assiâ—…tance of Gods holy spirit to examine these three particulars First what a ethe Arguments of that measure of spirituall life in Chrâ—…st which yet may stand with great spirituall weaknesses and diseases 2ly What is that 〈◊〉 of the grace of Christ Jesus which may be called the health and chearfull temper and disposition of the inner man 3dly What are those spirituall preservatives which may keâ—…p the Soul in an healthfull temper free from spirituall sicknesses and dâ—…stempers In these Examinations I professe two thinâ—… First not to oppresse thy thoughts and memory with any long discourse intending only to send thee after thy sicknes a little posey fit and easie for thy meditation and refâ—…shing 2ly All my Flowers shall be some choice example or speech of some son or daughter of God pickt out from the Garden of the holy Scriptures for our spirituall refreshing and consolation I begin therefore with such trialls and arguments as declare the true life of the inner man notwithstanding spirituall weaknes sicknes and distempers First then when the Spirit of the Lord in 1 Job 2. describeth the severall Ages and grouths of this inward man to wit a child a strong man and an old man it pleasath him to describe the young or little one by this difference that He knows the Father to wit that he knows the Lord so as to look upon him in his measure as to a Father that he fears him loves him obeys him and calls upon him as on a Father according to that of Gal 4. Because you are sons he hath sent forth the spirit of his Son crying in your Hearts Abâ—…a Father Father pardon me Father help
is not the grossest Protestant or Papist but pretends to the Spirit of God yea that horrid Monster Mahomet blusht not to avouch that in the Forme of a Dove the holy Spirit of God did whisper in his eare from Heaven Now blessed is that Spirit publike or private who is truly willing and joyfull to lye downe in the Ballances of the Lords weighings Hitherto tend these Experiments of personal Communion with God in the Spirit of Holinesse Rom. 1. 3. 'T is true all publike and private Christian Spirits pretend the Spirit of Holinesse yea how great a part of the World pretend to be Christendome the Christian world that is anointed with the Spirit of Christ Jesus But was it Death in Moses Rites to counterfeit that ceremoniall and figurative Ointment Exod. 30. what shall it be to counterfeit the Spirit of Life and Holiness it self What I beleeve therefore as David and Paul once spake I freely speak Yea who can but speak saith Peter and John the Things they have seene and heard I confesse I spake these first but in a private Letter in America and thought not that the light in Europe should have seen them But a two-fold desire hath prevailed with me to expose these Tryalls to the Trying of all men 1. The earnest desire of some Godly Friends 2. Mine owne desire of sowing a little handfull of spirituall seed while the short Minute of my seed-time the opportunity of life lasteth My scope is to fill each truly Christian soule with triumphing and rejoycing I speak peace and joy to the Weakest Lamb and Child in Christianity that is so low so weake so litle so poor in its owne eyes that it sometimes saith it hath no Christ no Spirit no Faith no Love no nor true Desire in it selfe To this poore weake one I speak peace and joy and say this spirituall poverty is blessed and is the first step or round of that spirituall Ladder Mat. 5. Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the Kingdome of Heaven Secondly I sound joyfull Alarums of Encouragement to the strong to grow as Peter exhorteth in the Grace and Knowledge of the Lord Jesus T is true the communion of Saints is sweet and joyfull strong and powerfull eternally gainfull and profitable and holy and blessed is that Spirit that makes the Saints who are the Excellent of the Earth its Delight and after that blessed hour of the Saints uniting in one Heart one Spirit one Worship let all that love Christ Jesus mourne and lament and breath and pant And yet the weakest and the faintest Lamb that comes but stealing in the Crowd to touch the hemb of the Lord Jesus his garment that is content to be esteemed a Dog and to wait for crums of mercy under the Table of the Son of God let them I say rejoyce also for he that hath begun that blessed work by his owne free and eternall Spirit will by the same his owne holy Arme gloriously finish it I end Deare Christian with the proposall of two Christian knots or Riddles not unsuitable to these present Times and Spirits First Why is the Heart of a David himself Psa. 30. more apt to decline from God upon the Mountaine of Joy Deliverance Victory Prosperity then in the dark Vale of the shadow of Death Persecution Sicknesse Adversity c. Secondly Why is it since God worketh freely in us to doe and to will of his owne good pleasure that yet he is pleased to command us to work out our owne Salvation with Feare and Trembling Let us all humbly beg the Finger the Spirit of the Lord to untie these Knots for us I. desire to be thine unseighned in Christ Jesus R. W. The Contents of this Discourse The Heads are three UNder the first are contained the Arguments of Spirituall Life wherein the Weakest and the Sickest Child of God may finde its Spirituall Life apparent though over-cast and eclipsed with spirituall Weaknesse and Distempers Under the second Head Arguments of the strength and vigour of the Spirit of Life and Holinesse In which the strongest and the eldest in Christ may find Experiments of Spirituall Health and Christian Activity and chearfullnesse These Experiments respect 1. The Souls private correspondenâ—…y with the Lord himselfe 2. Converse and correspondency with Men 3. Private Retirednesses with it selfe Under the third Head are proposed some Means wherein the Spirit of God usually breatheth for the preserving and maintaining of a truly Spirituall and Christian Health and Chearfullnesse The Letter which the Author sent with this Discourse to his Wife M. W. upon her recovery from a dangerous sicknesse My Dearest Love and Companion in this Vale of Tears THy late sudden and dangerous Sicknesse and the Lords most gracious and speedy raising thee up from the gates and jawes of Death as they were wonderfull in thine own and others eyes so I hope and earnestly desire they may be ever in our thoughts as a warning from Heaven to make ready for a sudden call to be gone from hence to live the rest of our short uncertaine span more as strangers longing and breathing after another Home and Country To cast off our great cares and fears and desires and joyes about this Candle of this vaine life that is so soon blowne out and to trust in the living God of whose wonderfull power and mercy thou hast had so much and so late experience which must make thee sing with David Psal. 103. Blesse the Lord O my Soul and all that is within me blesse his holy Name Blesse the Lord O my Soul and forget not all his benefits who forgiveth all thy sins and healeth thine infirmities who redeemeth thy life from destruction and crowneth thee with mercy and loving kindnesse My dear Love since it pleaseth the Lord so to dispose of me and of my affairs at present that I cannot often see thee I desire often to send to thee I now send thee that which I know will be sweeter to thee then the Honey and the Honey-combe and stronger refreshment then the strongest wines or waters and of more value then if every line and letter wâ—…e thousands of gold and silver Hezekiah upon his recovery from his sicknesse made a writing Isai. 38. as an everlasting monument of his praise unto God and as a Goad or spur to himselfe and others in the wayes of godlinesse for the future Thy holy and humble desires are strong but I know thy writing is slow and that thou wilt gladly accept of this my poore helpe which with humble thankefulnesse and praise to the Lord I humbly tender to his holy service and thine in him I send thee though in Winter an handfull of flowers made up in a little Posey for thy dear selfe and our dear children to look and smell on when I as the grasse of the field shall be gone and withered Wee know how it pleaseth the spirit of God to distinguish between
of Christ Jesus to wit the glorifying of God in the saving of the poor sons of men Object But is it not possible for Gods children to be slack in this work and trade of doing good to the souls and bodies of others and yet be strong in grace and healthfull I answer Doubtlesse Gods Children may be strong one way and weak in another strong in one grace and weak in another strong in one tryal and weak in another But it is their weaknesse and sicknesse when they are slow and negligent of so gloâ—…ious and heavenly a worke Thus Paul complains of the Saints of Asia that he found none that stuck close to him but Timothie Thus was it in Barucks weaknesse and sicknesse to seek great and earthly things and Jeremie strong in spirituall health and life chides and reproves him for it Jer. 45. Secondly It argues strength of spirituall life when we bear a strong affection to the seed of the woman Christs seed Gods children To doe good to all men is a Christians trade but especially to the houshold of faith This was Davids affection Psalme 16. when he look't upon Gods children as the excellent of the Earth and placed all his delight in them Thus Jonathan though he lost his Fathers love for Davids though he was to loose a Kingdom by David yet he loves him as his owne Soul Thus Ruth so loved that holy woman Naomi that although she were growne poor a widow and now in a tedious travel from Moab to Israel and Naomi did also intreat her and her sister to goe back and Orpah her sister was already returned to her kindred and her Gods yet such was the flame of her holy affection that she intreats Naomi not to intreat her Intreat me not to leave thee for whether thou goest I will goe where thou dyâ—…st I will dye and there will I be buried thy God shall be my God c. Object May not wicked persons favour love and respect Gods children Did not Saul greatly respect Samuel and for a while Herod John the Baptist Did not Michol love King David as well as did her brother Jonathan yea did not David finde wonderfull favour in the eyes of a Philistian Achaz I answer The nature and the grounds of the love of naturall persons to Gods children must be rightly distinguished Gods children themselves may and ought to love each other and others also acccording to any naturall and civill Relation yet onely Gods children can love Gods children for the grace and spirit of God which they see and finde in each other Thus as two Candles or Torches they spiritually close and embrace each other with heavenly affection being of one common heavenly nature together Thus Countrey-men meeting in strange and forraign nations presently know each other by their language c. Thus Brethren rejoyce to finde each other in strange places and to know themselves the sons of one Father and Mother Thus Fellow-souldiers which stick close each to other in life and death yea although routed disordered and flying if possible they can discerne and know each other Object But did not holy David who was a man strong in grace did not he lay plots for the life of an holy man noble and faithfull Uriah Did not Asah that holy King of Judah practice false Imprisoning in committing the man of God to prison and that onely for his faithfulnesse in reproving him from God I answer This shews that both David and Asah at this time were very sick and David upon his recovery laments his weaknesse and wickednesse and Blood-guiltinesse Psal. 51. Quest But may not Gods children have just cause of exercising sharpenesse each to others Yea doubtlesse for Paul withstood even Peter himselfe to to his face and the Church of Corinth must put away and deliver the incestuous person to the Devill though probably yet deare and a brother according to that of Paul to the Thesselonians yet count him not as an Enemie but admonish him as a Brother In a way of Justice in a way of Physick the dearest friend or Brother may exercise much bitternesse though with much sweetnesse of temper and with much tender melting and bemoaning of affection Thus in cases have we seen mounfull violence used to a wife or brother in some kind of distempers and distractions But when Gods children shall so far degenerate as to pursue the life each of other though it be with desire to cover a sin and to keep Gods name from being dishonored as in Davids case it is a weaknesse it is a sicknesse which although it be not unto death yet bringeth it neer unto Deaths door and made David cry out with bitternesse of his soul Deliver me from blood-guiltinesse O my God and my tongue shall sing loud of thy righteousnesse A third tryal of spirituall health and strength is a compassionate anâ—…pitifull melting-heart over the afflicted or miserable yea although our enemies or enemies of their owne Salvation Thus the Lord Jesus sighs for the hardnesse of the heart of his Enemies thus he weeps over Jerusalem that was to kill him and prayed for his persecutors and enemies Thus Jeremy powres forth his Book and Rivers of Lamentations for Jerusalem of old as Christ for the latter Thus Gods people are commanded to weep with them that weep And when any oppose themselves wee ought in meeknesse and patience to bear it as knowing their wofull and miserable bondage and slavery to Sathan And who knows whether it will please God in infinite mercy and compassion to deliver them by vouchsafing repentance in Christ Jesus as he hath done to us Object But may not Gods children exceed and ouer grieve for others Yea doubtlesse and therefore God chideth Samuel for over-grieving for Saul because God hath rejected him Gods children may as well exceed the bounds of gtiefs as of joy and auger and any kind of Passion or affection but it is ever safer to fall on the right hand of too much mercy and compassion then on the left of Anger Wrath and Cruelty Hence David weeps over sinners with Rivers of Tears because they keep not Gods Law Hence we are commanded to bear the burthens of others and so fulfill Christs Law All sin is a burthen but especially to Gods children whether they commit it out of a deceived judgment and conscience or out of passion and sudden slight of temptation Their sins therefore especially if superiours we must cover and with shame and sorrow go backward like Shem and Japheth as grieving and unwilling to behold their nakednes Obj. But we are commanded not to suffer sin upon our Brethren but reprove them I answer then is the tongue a fit instrument to reprove others when it is tuned by a grieved heart that considers and ponders it self as subject to temptation and sin as others except mercy make the difference and deliver from temptation Fourthly it is a good
But some may say Can these sayings be any other then a Parable or similitude for is the Devill capable of any materiall fire such as now is grievous and painfull to flesh and blood I answer Grant these sayings Parabolicall or similitudes as also that of Dives and Lazarus yet what are Parables and similitudes but Glasses to represent unto us in more plain and easie wayes the holy truâ—…h and mind of God The Kernell of truth is not the lesse sweet though wrapt up in the sâ—…els and husks Beyond all question therefore Christ Jesus foretels most sure and inconceiveable plagues to all that know not God and obey not his glorious Gospel And by this Worme that never dyes and this fire that never goes out declares a torment to be inflicted upon both men and devils which shall be extream like fire which shall be universall upon the whole sinfull creature no part exempted which shall be also eternall never dying never ending yet we may adore Gods righteous judgâ—…ments and working out Salvation with fear and trembling make sure of a Jesus a Saviour to deliver us from the wrath that is to come In the next place my deare Love let us downe together by the steps of holy meditation into the valley of the shadow of Death It is of excellent use to walke often into Golgotha and to view the rotten skuls of so many innumerable thousands of millions of millions of men and women like our selves gone gone for ever from this life and being as if they never had life nor being as the swift Ships as the Weavers shuttle as an arrow as the lightning through the aire c. It is not unprofitable to remember the faces of such whom we knew with whom we had sweet acquaintance sweet society with whom we have familiarly eaten and lodged but now growne loath some ugly terrible even to their dearest since they fell into the jawes of death the King of terrors And yet they are but gone before us in the path all flesh must tread How then should we make sure and infiniâ—…ely much of a Saviour who delivers us from the power and bitternesse of Death and Grave and Hell who is a resurrection and life unto us and will raise up and make our bodies glorious like his glorious Body when he shall shortly appear in glory It is further of great and sweet use against the bitternesse of Death and against the bitter-sweet delusions of this world daily to thinke each day our last the day of our last farewell the day of the splitting of this vessell the breaking of this buble the quenching of this Candle and of our passage into the land of Darknesse never more to behold a spake of light untill the Heavens be no more Those three uncertaintiâ—…s of that most certain blow to wit of the Time when the Place where the Manner how it shall come upon us and dash our Earthen Pitcher all to pieces I say the consideration of these three should be a threefold cord to bind us fast to an holy watchfulness for our departures and a spur to quicken us to aboundant faithfulnesse in doing and suffering for the Lord and his Christ it should draw up our minds unto heavenly objects and loosen us from the vexing vanities of this vaine puffe of this present sinfull life Oh how weaned how sober how temperate how mortified should our spirits our affections our desires be when we remember that we are but strangers converse with strange companies dwel instrange houses lodge in strange beds and know not whether this day this night shall be our finall change of this strange place for one far stranger darke and dolefull except enlightned by the Death and Life of the Son of God How contented should we be with any Pittance any Allowance of Bread of Cloaths of Friendship of Respect c How thankfull unto God unto man should we poor strangers be for the least crum or drop or rag vouchsaf'd unto us when we remember we are but strangers in an In but passengers in a Ship and though we dreame of long Summer dayes yet our very life and being is but a swift short passage from the bank of time to the other side or Banck of a dolefull or joyfull eternity How patient should our minds and bodies be under the crossing disappointing hand of our all-powerfull Maker of our most gracious Father when we remember that this is the short span of our purging and fitting for an eternall Glory and that when we are judged we are chastned of the Lord that we should not be condemned with the world How quietly without the swellings of revenge and wrath should we bear the daily injuries reproaches persecutings c. from the hands of men who passe away and wither it may be before night like grasse or as the smoake on the chimnies top and their love and hatred shall quickly perish Yea how busie how diligent how solicitous should we be like strangers upon a strange Coast waiting for a winde or passage to get dispatched what we have to doe before wee hear that finall call Away Away let us be gone from hence c. How should we ply to get aboard that which will passe and turne to blessed account in our own countrey How should we over-look and despise this worlds trash which as the holy woman going to be burnt for Christ said of money will not passe in Heaven How zealous for the true God the true Christ his praise his truth his worship how faithfull in an humble witnesse against the lyes and cozening delusions of the Father of lyes though guilded o're with truth and that by the hands of the highest or holyest upon the Earth How frequent how constant like Christ Jesus our Founder and Example in doing good especially to the Souls of all men especially to the Houshold of Faith yea even to our enenemies when we remember that this is our seed-time of which every minute is precious and that as our sowing is must be our eternall Harvest for so sayth the Spirit by Paul to the Galathians He that soweth to the flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption or rottennesse and he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting FINIS Cor. 3. * Cromwel and Lambert Thy Maker is thy Husband Isa. 5. Isa. 40. Prov. 21. Great pretences to the holy Spirit of God To counterfeit the holy Spirit dreadfull The least of the little ones of Christ Jesâ—…s oâ—…ght to rejoyce Communion of Saints most sweet and to be lamented after Two Christian Riddles suiting these times and spirits The true use of sicknesse The outward and inner mâ—…n What the inner man is Subject to many distempers A threefold person in Gods children A spirituall cheerful temper Spirituall distempers Distinction between spirituall death spirituall sickness and spiritual weakness The Heads of this Discourse The weakess of Gods children cry unto God as to
a Father False calling upon God as upon a Father 2 Argum Gods children long for more and more knowledge of God 2. Arg. 3. Gods children hunger and thirst after Gods Word Gods word in Gods way Cant 1. True hunger aâ—…ter Gods word True desire in all Gods people Difference between the true and false desire God must be chosen for himself Gods children cannot live in known sin without strugling mourning No hypocrite can fight against sin as sin A true childe of God tender of Gods name Instances of Samson and Jehosaphat A true childe of God is patient under the rod of his heavenly Father 1. The enemies of God and slatterers cannot submit to God as to a Father Gods children less grieve for theâ—…r own afsliction then for Gods displeasure Gods children joyn with Gods rod against themselves Gods people long after Gods true worship in Christ Jesus Gods people both awake â—…sleep as to Christ Jesus Gods people cannot bur be full of struglings of spirit as to the visible worship of God in Christ Jesus True marriage affection in all Gods people to Christ Jesus yet with much difference Gods children have no peace in sin unrepented of Only Gods people can truly desire peace with God Two sorts of Gods people enquiring and longing after Christ Jesus The liking of Gods grâ—…cious Spirit in others a true Argument of the same Spirit in our selves Disseâ—…blers in a respect may desire righteousness but only Gods children can long for it in trutâ—… and for it self Gods children cannot but desire spirituall health as wel as life and Christian being Incomprehensible nature of God Gods children ought to walk in constant amazedness of spirit as to God his nature works c. The glorifying of God the great work of Gods children Delightfull privacie with God argues strong affection Hypocrites pretend far in glorifying of God A frequent constant spirit of prayer an argument of much of Gods Spirit True prayer is the souls breathing unto God and hath more or lesse some soul-pleasure in it Gods children are most in private with God The prayers of Gods people most respect spiritual and soul mercies Godâ—… people wait for and rest in Gods answer Gods people are only truly sensible of unworthines 6thly Hypocrites affection to God God himself the portion of his 7thly Ready obedience to God The sins of Gods people 8thly The patience of Gods children under Gods hand The counterfeit patience of Hypocrites 9thly The mournful confession of Gods peoplâ—… 1. 2. False confessions The sins of Gods people distinguished 10thly Gods people long after visible enjoyments of God True Christians affection to Christ Jesus in his visible worship 11thly 12thly Brokennes of spirit 2dly Spirituall battels 3dly Godly loathing for sin Hypocrites may in a respect loath themselves for sin Fourthly True selfe denyall No Hypocrite can truly deny himselfe Fifthly Sixtly Spirituall contentation in Gods will All changes and losses are made up to Gods people only by himselfe Seventhly Joy in Sorrow Hypocrites pretend to suffer for Christ Eightly Christian weanedness from this worlds comforts The heavenlâ—… use of earthly comforts Ninthly The glorifying of God proper to Gods children only Tenthly The true watch of Gods people over their Tongue Only Gods children can truly hate sin Christ and Châ—…istians worke to glorify God in doing good Holy women great helps in the Gospel of Christ Iesus Secondly Gods children cannot buâ—… naturally love one another Worldly men may in a kind love Gods people But Gods children can only love each other with a spiritual love Gods children may possibly be unkind and cruel each to other Gods people in case may be sharp each to other so was David shâ—…rply reprov'd by Nathan One of the blackest transgressions in the world for Thirdly A compassionate heart even towards enemies is a Christan heart 2 Tim. 2. 26. Gods people mourn for others 4thly Impartiall reproving a character of Gods people Bold reprovers for sin Godliness makes civilitie more beautifull 5thly Joseph and David admirable for resisting of temptations The fals of Gods children and to what end A Christian bearing of reproof a good argument of much of Christ Jesus Gods people may possibly be angry at reproofs Naturall wisdome goes far but not so far as spirituall Reproâ—…ches send Gods people unto God Different manifestations of Christ Jesus in his people Some means which Gods Spirit useth as preservatives Soul-examination a soul means of spirituall preservation Affliction the season of Examination 2dly Christ Jesus his appointments undoubted means of Christian health chearfulness Prayer with fasting a most Christian and mighty ordinance The excellent use of prayer and fasting 3dly Spirituall taking of cold 4thly Gods people must watch against the surâ—…iting upon wo ldly comforts 5. The power of meditating the joyes that are to come 5thly Bitter and uâ—…toothsome things may yet be of a blessed and wholsome use to Gods people Two sorts of bitter affâ—…ictions The Scripture the true store house of soul physick 1. The remembrance of our sins bitter yet an wholsome pill Gods children bound to beg for pardon of sin Godly sorrow not inconsistent but subservient to spirituall joy Gods councels absolue not us from meanes endeavours The due consideration of Gods justice is an heavenly though bitter pill The dreadfull rejection of the Angels The dreadfull sentence upon all mankind The destruction of Egypt and Sodom the whole world Fearfull stroaks of Gods justice upon Israel Upon the Jews and Jerusalem Upon the Son of his love the Lord Jesus The heavy dolefull stroaks of Gods righteteous hand upon his own people in this world Gods holy end in his sore afflictions upon his people Gods justice visibly seen in the present sorrows of all sorts The horrible desolations of late years The wonderfull spirituall judgements upon the Nations The direfull judgement upon the Jewes The direfull judgement of Mahumatanism and Antichristianisme The lâ—…mentable captivity of Gods own people to Antichristian worships The dreadfull and eternall judgement yet to come The Parables of holy Scripture are ful of heavenly kernels of Tâ—…uth The worme that never dyes and â—…the fire that never goes out The meditation of Death 3 Terrible uncertainties Meditations of death powerfull as to many heavenly purposes