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thy_o mind_n to_o leave_v thy_o worldly_a wealth_n which_o be_v but_o lend_v thou_o thy_o father_n mother_n wife_n child_n land_n possession_n silver_n gold_n and_o the_o thing_n that_o have_v be_v or_o be_v most_o dear_a unto_o thou_o to_o hasten_v to_o this_o heavenly_a habitation_n where_o eternal_a glory_n shall_v be_v thy_o wealth_n the_o eternal_a god_n thy_o father_n jesus_n christ_n thy_o brother_n all_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a and_o most_o glorious_a heavenly_a company_n shall_v be_v far_o more_o comfortable_a unto_o thou_o than_o all_o the_o former_a who_o be_v both_o mortal_a and_o inconstant_a and_o in_o steed_n of_o the_o base_a and_o uncertain_a possession_n in_o the_o earth_n thou_o shall_v possess_v a_o kingdom_n inexpressible_a for_o ever_o in_o steed_n of_o thy_o gold_n and_o silver_n and_o thy_o most_o precious_a jewel_n thou_o here_o for_o a_o moment_n enjoy_v thou_o shall_v inhabit_v a_o city_n who_o wall_n be_v gold_n garnish_v with_o all_o manner_n of_o precious_a stone_n far_o excel_v the_o rare_a and_o rich_a that_o ever_o the_o earth_n yield_v who_o beauty_n and_o excellency_n the_o tongue_n of_o man_n no_o not_o of_o a_o angel_n can_v true_o express_v to_o our_o apprehension_n but_o shadow_v out_o unto_o we_o under_o these_o most_o precious_a ornament_n incomprehensible_a shall_v any_o carnal_a consideration_n therefore_o hinder_v thou_o from_o a_o willing_a mind_n to_o change_v this_o thy_o mortal_a and_o miserable_a life_n as_o short_a as_o evil_a for_o a_o life_n so_o glorious_a and_o permanent_a the_o long_o thou_o continue_v here_o die_v the_o more_o cause_n thou_o have_v to_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v for_o that_o thou_o here_o do_v augment_v daily_o thy_o sin_n and_o every_o day_n bring_v new_a grief_n prepare_v thyself_o therefore_o without_o delay_n make_v thou_o ready_a that_o when_o god_n shall_v call_v thou_o thou_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o go_v and_o for_o thy_o better_a preparation_n use_v 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prayer_n to_o god_n in_o his_o son_n christ_n who_o shed_v his_o blood_n for_o thou_o and_o thereby_o able_a to_o wash_v thou_o from_o thy_o bloody_a sin_n if_o thou_o true_o repent_v and_o do_v faithful_o and_o fervent_o pray_v for_o pardon_n and_o if_o thou_o be_v destitute_a of_o the_o power_n to_o pray_v of_o thyself_o thou_o may_v use_v the_o former_a prayer_n make_v for_o a_o man_n grieve_v in_o conscience_n for_o the_o heinousness_n of_o his_o sin_n or_o this_o short_a confession_n and_o prayer_n follow_v and_o that_o often_o until_o thy_o conscience_n become_v at_o peace_n with_o god_n and_o then_o howsoever_o both_o the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o man_n condemn_v thou_o for_o the_o fact_n and_o that_o thou_o suffer_v death_n for_o the_o same_o take_v it_o with_o godly_a patience_n for_o better_a it_o be_v for_o thou_o to_o suffer_v here_o a_o temporal_a death_n for_o thy_o sin_n then_o to_o carry_v the_o burden_n of_o a_o torment_a conscience_n not_o suspect_v to_o thy_o grave_n 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