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within_o she_o and_o upon_o her_o lip_n for_o a_o little_a before_o she_o lose_v her_o speecâ—_n after_o one_o of_o her_o grievoâ—sest_a and_o last_o toss_v 〈◊〉_d when_o the_o sight_n and_o senâ—_n of_o what_o she_o endure_v aâ—_n the_o most_o evident_a sign_n 〈◊〉_d the_o inevitablenes_n of_o 〈◊〉_d loss_n have_v cause_v i_o iâ—_n transport_v of_o sorrow_o 〈◊〉_d throw_v myself_o upon_o 〈◊〉_d bed_n by_o her_o side_n with_o abundance_n of_o tear_n she_o 〈◊〉_d in_o french_a the_o language_n she_o have_v only_o spâ—â—â—e_v all_o that_o night_n because_o that_o all_o the_o person_n in_o â—â—e_z room_n understand_v it_o use_v most_o of_o they_o understand_v no_o other_o violà _fw-fr tout_fw-fr le_fw-fr mal_fw-fr that_o be_v loe_o there_o all_o the_o evil_a the_o meaning_n of_o which_o word_n very_o intelligible_a to_o i_o by_o what_o so_o often_o before_o she_o have_v express_v more_o at_o large_a unto_o i_o be_v that_o she_o be_v sensible_a or_o apprehensive_a of_o no_o ill_a to_o herself_o in_o her_o death_n but_o only_o of_o the_o evil_a and_o grief_n it_o do_v and_o will_v cause_v unto_o i_o and_o she_o speak_v this_o thus_o short_o because_o that_o speak_v begin_v now_o to_o be_v somewhat_o troublesome_a aâ—â—_n difficult_a unto_o she_o neither_o do_v i_o know_v that_o 〈◊〉_d speak_v any_o thing_n else_o aâ—â—â—_n it_o but_o that_o she_o give_v 〈◊〉_d blessing_n to_o her_o chiâ—â—_n who_o she_o see_v stâ—â—d_v most_o sad_o at_o the_o â—â—â—s_n foot_n the_o poor_a lamb_n â—aking_v the_o mother_n calâ—â—o_v heart_n much_o beyond_o uâ—â—at_n be_v usual_a in_o so_o younkin_a age_n and_o give_v and_o as_o use_v with_o sweet_a expreâ—â—â—â—s_n accompany_v with_o â—ost_o sweet_a and_o tender_a lâ—â—â—s_n a_o assurance_n of_o of_o a_o â—â—fect_a forgiveness_n of_o any_o displeasure_n that_o at_o any_o time_n may_v have_v be_v cause_v by_o the_o one_o of_o we_o to_o the_o other_o for_o after_o that_o be_v rise_v for_o to_o give_v the_o midwife_n and_o the_o nurce-keeper_n way_n to_o change_v she_o to_o another_o place_n as_o she_o have_v desire_v i_o find_v when_o that_o be_v do_v and_o that_o i_o come_v again_o to_o she_o that_o she_o have_v lose_v her_o speech_n though_o not_o yet_o her_o fence_n for_o a_o mess_n of_o broth_n with_o some_o medcinall_a thing_n in_o it_o which_o dr_n sarrasin_n and_o the_o midwife_n judge_v proper_a for_o she_o and_o desireâ—_n she_o to_o take_v have_v beeâ—_n refuse_v by_o she_o as_o tireâ—_n by_o the_o great_a variety_n oâ—_n cordial_n and_o other_o thing_n that_o have_v be_v give_v to_o hâ—â—_n since_o the_o begin_n of_o tâ—â—_n fit_a and_o find_v it_o noâ—_n althogether_o bootless_a 〈◊〉_d take_v any_o thing_n whatsoever_o assoon_o as_o i_o hâ—â—_n tender_v it_o unto_o she_o aâ—â—_n pray_v she_o to_o take_v it_o fâ—â—_n my_o sake_n she_o take_v it_o veâ—â—_n ready_o and_o took-douâ—â—_a every_o drop_n of_o it_o and_o have_v not_o long_o after_o also_o lose_v her_o sense_n she_o continue_v in_o that_o estate_n the_o 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the_o gracious_a assistance_n of_o god_n bless_a spirit_n quicken_a and_o strengthen_v her_o faith_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n precious_a blood_n and_o of_o his_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n her_o heart_n be_v anchor_v in_o a_o unshaken_a assurance_n on_o those_o infallible_a promise_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n that_o who-so-eve_a beleeveâ—_n in_o he_o etc._n joh._n 3.14_o &_o 5.4.24_o &_o 6.51_o etc._n etc._n shall_v not_o perish_v 〈◊〉_d have_v everlasting_a life_n and_o 〈◊〉_d come_v into_o condemnation_n 〈◊〉_d pass_v from_o death_n unto_o life_n 〈◊〉_d live_v for_o ever_o which_o 〈◊〉_d faith_n she_o express_v frequent_o as_o in_o forâ—â—r_a time_n so_o during_o these_o 〈◊〉_d last_o moment_n especiaâ—â—e_v after_o that_o the_o continuance_n of_o her_o bleed_a â—â—â—ger_o than_o it_o have_v be_v 〈◊〉_d in_o any_o former_a fit_n her_o â—â—â—quent_a faint_n the_o perplexity_n of_o the_o miduâ—â—â—e_n and_o of_o the_o rest_n of_o her_o 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and_o transgression_n with_o a_o certain_a assurance_n of_o obtain_v it_o that_o be_v in_o reconcile_a to_o god_n by_o the_o blood_n and_o mediation_n of_o our_o saviour_n death_n be_v not_o all_o to_o be_v fear_v by_o she_o because_o it_o will_v be_v no_o death_n to_o she_o but_o a_o passage_n from_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n to_o life_n and_o joy_n everlasting_a with_o many_o other_o most_o excellent_a expression_n fit_v to_o her_o present_a condition_n and_o for_o to_o make_v she_o quit_v this_o life_n with_o alacrity_n and_o after_o that_o follow_v the_o prayer_n tend_v to_o thâ—_n same_o purpose_n during_o both_o which_o though_o theâ—_n be_v of_o a_o great_a length_n and_o that_o her_o painâ—_n and_o unquietnes_n weâ—_n grow_v on_o her_o beforâ—_n they_o be_v begin_v she_o laâ—_n very_o still_o give_v greaâ—_n attention_n to_o they_o aâ—â—_n follow_a they_o all_o aloâ—â—_n with_o up-lifted_n hand_n aâ—_n eye_n as_o likewise_o with_o hâ—_n voice_n upon_o all_o the_o mâ—â—_n 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begâ—_n so_o effectual_o to_o ministâ—_n unto_o she_o and_o he_o â—â—ving_v send_v her_o word_n thâ—_n he_o have_v no_o other_o intention_n come_v present_o back_o inâ—_n the_o chamber_n again_o aâ—_n from_o that_o time_n he_o never_o quit_v she_o to_o the_o last_o comfort_v she_o from_o time_n to_o time_n as_o the_o intermission_n of_o her_o faint_n and_o of_o her_o anguish_n and_o toss_n minister_v opportunity_n with_o short_a exhortation_n and_o with_o ejaculatorie_a prayer_n the_o which_o be_v still_o most_o cordiallie_o receive_v and_o follow_v by_o she_o and_o in_o all_o those_o pain_n and_o anxiety_n she_o never_o speak_v a_o impatient_a word_n but_o that_o sometime_o she_o exclaim_v ce_fw-fr jeune_fw-fr coeur_fw-fr ne_fw-fr se_fw-fr veut_fw-fr rendre_fw-fr that_o be_v this_o young_a heart_n will_v not_o yield_v for_o her_o heart_n be_v in_o its_o full_a strength_n and_o vigour_n as_o not_o at_o all_o abate_v
by_o any_o sickness_n struggle_v hard_o with_o death_n cause_v by_o meers_o emptynes_n and_o the_o lossâ—_fw-mi of_o blood_n which_o thinâ—_n also_o she_o have_v apprehend_v she_o have_v tell_v you_o lordship_n but_o the_o day_n bâ—fore_o that_o as_o she_o fear_v not_o death_n at_o all_o so_o thâ—_n pain_n which_o she_o expect_v to_o endure_v before_o 〈◊〉_d do_v somewhat_o terrify_v she_o yet_o neither_o the_o expectation_n of_o they_o when_o yet_o absent_a nor_o the_o sense_n of_o they_o when_o she_o now_o suffer_v they_o do_v in_o the_o least_o manner_n shake_v her_o resolution_n and_o willingness_n to_o die_v nor_o her_o affiance_n in_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o her_o saviour_n as_o not_o neither_o her_o tender_a care_n of_o i_o but_o have_v continue_v constant_a in_o they_o all_o and_o the_o lord_n have_v do_v she_o the_o grace_n to_o give_v never_o ease_v and_o to_o free_v she_o from_o those_o disquiet_v pain_n before_o he_o take_v she_o away_o she_o conclude_v her_o 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find_v that_o when_o he_o think_v good_a in_o take_v from_o the_o prophet_n ezechiel_n seq_n ezech._n 24.15_o &_o seq_n the_o desire_n of_o his_o eye_n as_o he_o have_v do_v i_o from_o i_o to_o forbid_v he_o for_o some_o mysterious_a signification_n all_o outward_a expression_n of_o mourning_n even_o the_o very_a shed_n of_o tear_n yet_o he_o no_o way_n forbid_v he_o tâ—_n grieve_v real_o and_o inwardlie_o but_o rather_o give_v he_o a_o command_n or_o at_o the_o least_o a_o express_a permission_n for_o do_v sâ—_n by_o the_o first_o word_n of_o the_o 1â—_n verse_n if_o they_o be_v take_v in_o the_o right_a sense_n as_o have_v be_v doâ—_n of_o s._n hierome_n and_o some_o other_o of_o the_o best_a interpreter_n fâ—_n as_o for_o that_o high_a degree_n of_o herâ—_n call_v virtue_n and_o wisdom_n not_o only_o not_o be_v veâ—_n deep_o touch_v with_o aâ—_n cross_a or_o affliction_n though_o â—ver_o so_o bitter_a and_o cruel_a but_o 〈◊〉_d find_v even_o matter_n of_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d it_o and_o of_o 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