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sin_n that_o now_o be_o before_o thou_o i_o be_o the_o chief_a which_o i_o speak_v not_o lord_n for_o fashion_n but_o from_o the_o depth_n of_o a_o oppress_a and_o weary_a conscience_n thou_o know_v it_o be_v time_n for_o thou_o now_o to_o lay_v to_o thy_o hand_n for_o they_o have_v destroy_v thy_o law_n within_o my_o soul_n they_o even_o my_o enemy_n &_o thy_o enemy_n my_o sin_n and_o villainy_n have_v destroy_v thy_o law_n i_o be_o bring_v even_o hard_o to_o death_n door_n and_o satan_n yea_o true_o many_o satan_n and_o many_o fiend_n and_o fury_n and_o concupiscence_n and_o legion_n of_o devil_n in_o i_o have_v almost_o make_v a_o end_n of_o i_o my_o soul_n be_v a_o pray_v unto_o they_o o_o lord_n deliver_v i_o and_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o jaw_n of_o the_o lion_n deliver_v i_o for_o jesus_n christ_n sake_n sprinkle_v his_o blood_n over_o my_o scorch_a conscience_n yet_o if_o thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o lie_v a_o while_n in_o these_o flame_n lord_n 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