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same_o purpose_n the_o orator_n have_v a_o good_a say_n that_o every_o good_a man_n must_v retain_v his_o soul_n in_o the_o custody_n of_o the_o body_n neither_o
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be_v true_a indeed_o that_o god_n be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n ephes_n 2.4_o yea_o his_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o his_o work_n psal_n 145.9_o and_o therefore_o if_o man_n will_v make_v a_o right_a use_n thereof_o they_o shall_v rather_o be_v lead_v to_o repentance_n thereby_o than_o any_o way_n settle_v in_o security_n romans_z 2.4_o for_o as_o bernard_n say_v well_o humilitatis_fw-la well_o quae_fw-la maior_fw-la iniquitas_fw-la quam_fw-la ut_fw-la inde_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la creator_n contemnatur_fw-la unde_fw-la plus_fw-la amari_fw-la merebatur_fw-la quae_fw-la maior_fw-la iniquitas_fw-la quam_fw-la cum_fw-la de_fw-la potentia_fw-la dei_fw-la non_fw-la dubitas_fw-la quinte_fw-fr destruere_fw-la possit_fw-la qui_fw-la condere_fw-la potuit_fw-la confisus_fw-la tamen_fw-la de_fw-la multa_fw-la eius_fw-la dulcedine_fw-la qua_fw-la speras_fw-la eum_fw-la nolle_fw-la vindicare_fw-la cum_fw-la possit_fw-la malum_fw-la pro_fw-la bonis_fw-la odium_fw-la pro_fw-la dilectione_n retri_fw-la buas_fw-la certè_fw-la si_fw-la talis_fw-la est_fw-la qualem_fw-la putas_fw-la tantò_fw-la nequius_fw-la agis_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la amas_fw-la etc._n etc._n ab_fw-la sit_fw-la tamen_fw-la ab_fw-la eius_fw-la perfectione_n ut_fw-la quod_fw-la dulcis_fw-la est_fw-la iustus_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la quasi_fw-la simul_fw-la dulcis_fw-la &_o iustus_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la possit_fw-la cum_fw-la mell_v or_o sit_v iusta_fw-la dulcedo_fw-la quam_fw-la remissa_fw-la imò_fw-la virtus_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la dulcedo_fw-la sine_fw-la iustitia_fw-la bern._n the_o gradib_n humilitatis_fw-la what_o great_a iniquity_n can_v there_o be_v then_o that_o thy_o creator_n shall_v for_o that_o be_v contemn_v of_o thou_o for_o which_o he_o deserve_v more_o to_o be_v love_v what_o great_a iniquity_n can_v there_o be_v then_o that_o see_v thou_o doubte_v not_o of_o god_n power_n but_o that_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o be_v able_a to_o destroy_v thou_o yet_o thou_o trust_v in_o his_o great_a mercy_n whereby_o thou_o hope_v that_o though_o he_o can_v he_o will_v
baptize_v of_o thou_o and_o come_v thou_o to_o i_o there_o be_v other_o cause_n therefore_o beside_o sin_n for_o which_o it_o please_v christ_n to_o be_v baptize_v first_o as_o himself_o say_v that_o he_o may_v fulfil_v all_o righteousness_n mat._n 3.15_o as_o in_o his_o circumcision_n he_o have_v fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o moses_n so_o he_o be_v also_o to_o submit_v himself_o to_o baptism_n which_o he_o know_v to_o be_v the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n second_o that_o he_o may_v sanctify_v the_o element_n of_o water_n for_o our_o sanctification_n and_o for_o the_o wash_n away_o of_o our_o sin_n 1._o sin_n christi_fw-la care_n ipso_fw-la jordane_n sanctior_fw-la invenitur_fw-la ut_fw-la magis_fw-la aquam_fw-la ipsa_fw-la descensu_fw-la svo_fw-la mundaverit_n quam_fw-la ipsa_fw-la mundata_fw-la sit_fw-la opt._n in_o donar_n lib._n 1._o christ_n flesh_n say_v one_o be_v holy_a than_o jordan_n itself_o so_o as_o it_o rather_o cleanse_v the_o water_n by_o go_v down_o into_o it_o than_o be_v cleanse_v by_o it_o and_o bernard_n say_v parase_n say_v baptizatus_fw-la est_fw-la christus_fw-la non_fw-la se_fw-la in_o aquis_fw-la lead_v aquas_fw-la in_o se_fw-la sanctificans_fw-la ut_fw-la per_fw-la case_z sanctificaret_fw-la nos_fw-la bern._n ser._n 6._o in_o parase_n christ_n be_v baptize_v not_o to_o sanctify_v himself_o in_o the_o water_n but_o to_o sanctify_v the_o water_n in_o himself_o and_o in_o they_o to_o sanctify_v us._n three_o to_o commend_v unto_o we_o this_o humility_n as_o st._n augustine_n say_v 48._o say_v christus_fw-la de_fw-la spiritu_fw-la sancto_fw-it generatus_fw-la regeneratione_n no_o eguit_fw-la in_o aqua_fw-la autem_fw-la voluit_fw-la baptizari_fw-la à _fw-la joanne_n non_fw-la ut_fw-la eius_fw-la iniquitas_fw-la ulla_fw-la dilueretur_fw-la sed_fw-la ut_fw-la magna_fw-la commendaretur_fw-la humilitas_fw-la aug._n enchir._n cap._n 48._o christ_n be_v beget_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n need_v no_o regeneration_n and_o yet_o he_o will_v be_v baptize_v of_o john_n not_o that_o any_o iniquity_n of_o he_o may_v be_v wash_v away_o but_o to_o commend_v unto_o we_o his_o great_a humility_n last_o of_o all_o he_o be_v baptize_v for_o our_o example_n that_o we_o may_v not_o shun_v baptism_n which_o our_o saviour_n be_v content_a to_o undergo_v as_o the_o same_o father_n say_v 91._o say_v baptizatus_fw-la est_fw-la dominus_fw-la propter_fw-la superbiam_fw-la futurorum_fw-la ut_fw-la nemo_fw-la aspernaretur_fw-la baptizari_fw-la aug._n in_o psal_n 91._o the_o lord_n be_v baptize_v to_o prevent_v the_o pride_n of_o they_o that_o be_v to_o come_v that_o no_o man_n may_v think_v scorn_n of_o baptism_n this_o serve_v first_o to_o commend_v the_o exceed_a love_n of_o christ_n towards_o we_o that_o he_o will_v be_v content_v to_o suffer_v such_o unspeakable_a torment_n for_o our_o sake_n great_a love_n say_v he_o than_o this_o have_v no_o man_n that_o a_o man_n bestow_v his_o life_n for_o his_o friend_n and_o yet_o this_o love_n of_o his_o be_v great_a for_o we_o be_v not_o friend_n but_o enemy_n to_o he_o and_o therefore_o the_o apostle_n say_v herein_o god_n set_v out_o his_o love_n to_o we_o that_o when_o we_o be_v sinner_n and_o enemy_n christ_n die_v for_o us._n when_o the_o jew_n see_v our_o saviour_n christ_n shed_v a_o few_o tear_n for_o the_o death_n of_o lazarus_n his_o friend_n svam_fw-la friend_n use_v 1._o joh._n 15.13_o rom._n 5.8.10_o joh._n 11.36_o rom._n 12.1_o demus_n illi_fw-la vitam_fw-la nostram_fw-la qui_fw-la nobis_fw-la dedit_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la behold_v say_v they_o how_o he_o love_v he_o but_o far_o great_a be_v his_o love_n to_o we_o which_o cause_v he_o to_o shed_v even_o the_o dear_a drop_n of_o blood_n in_o his_o heart_n for_o we_o his_o enemy_n and_o therefore_o we_o shall_v be_v careful_a to_o love_v he_o again_o and_o to_o testify_v the_o same_o by_o consecrate_v ourselves_o a_o holy_a and_o a_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n unto_o he_o as_o the_o apostle_n exhort_v 2._o use_v 2._o second_o it_o set_v we_o see_v the_o heinousness_n of_o our_o sin_n in_o that_o nothing_o in_o the_o world_n can_v satisfy_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n conceive_v against_o we_o but_o only_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n which_o shall_v make_v we_o mourn_v for_o our_o sin_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o for_o ever_o after_o detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o same_o when_o we_o shall_v consider_v that_o our_o sin_n do_v pierce_v the_o very_a heart_n of_o christ_n jesus_n and_o shed_v his_o blood_n it_o will_v make_v our_o heart_n rise_v within_o we_o at_o the_o commit_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n whatsoever_o what_o be_v that_o to_o us._n this_o be_v the_o answer_n which_o the_o high_a priest_n make_v to_o the_o confession_n of_o judas_n in_o the_o distress_n and_o discomfort_v of_o his_o soul_n he_o come_v to_o they_o for_o he_o know_v that_o the_o priest_n lip_n shall_v preserve_v knowledge_n 2.7_o mat._n 2.7_o and_o that_o man_n shall_v resort_v to_o they_o for_o comfort_n and_o direction_n he_o know_v that_o they_o sit_v in_o moses_n his_o seat_n 11.52_o mat._n 23_o â_o luke_n 11.52_o and_o that_o they_o have_v the_o key_n of_o knowledge_n as_o our_o saviour_n christ_n say_v and_o therefore_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o relieve_v man_n that_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o comfort_n but_o see_v how_o little_o they_o respect_v he_o what_o be_v that_o to_o we_o say_v they_o see_v thou_o to_o it_o as_o if_o they_o shall_v say_v in_o that_o thou_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v innocent_a blood_n it_o be_v nothing_o to_o we_o but_o thou_o be_v too_o blame_v for_o it_o and_o therefore_o there_o be_v no_o reason_n why_o thou_o shall_v object_v the_o matter_n to_o us._n look_v thou_o to_o it_o how_o thou_o may_v escape_v it_o be_v thy_o sin_n it_o be_v none_o of_o we_o here_o be_v cold_a comfort_n these_o be_v miserable_a comforter_n as_o job_n say_v 16.2.5_o job._n 16.2.5_o they_o shall_v rather_o have_v strengthen_v he_o with_o their_o mouth_n and_o the_o comfort_n of_o their_o lip_n shall_v have_v assuage_v his_o sorrow_n but_o let_v we_o a_o little_a consider_v this_o speech_n of_o they_o it_o be_v strange_a they_o shall_v make_v so_o light_a of_o the_o matter_n as_o they_o do_v for_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a their_o hand_n be_v deep_a in_o the_o fact_n than_o he_o 18.3_o joh._n 7.1.11.32_o mat._n 26.3.4_o &_o joh._n 11.47.53_o mat._n 26_o 15._o &_o luke_n 22.4.5_o joh._n 18.3_o they_o often_o lay_v wait_v for_o innocent_a blood_n sometime_o seek_v for_o he_o themselves_o and_o sometime_o send_v their_o officer_n to_o take_v he_o and_o before_o he_o be_v apprehend_v they_o have_v consult_v and_o determine_v to_o put_v he_o to_o death_n they_o have_v covenant_v with_o judas_n for_o money_n to_o betray_v he_o into_o their_o hand_n they_o receive_v a_o band_n of_o soldier_n of_o pilate_n and_o appoint_v they_o to_o judas_n for_o the_o apprehend_n of_o he_o they_o suborn_v and_o produce_v false_a witness_n against_o he_o that_o they_o may_v seem_v to_o observe_v some_o show_n of_o judgement_n mat._n 26.59.60_o at_o the_o last_o when_o by_o a_o solemn_a oath_n they_o have_v extort_a from_o he_o a_o confession_n of_o the_o truth_n namely_o 26.63.64.65.66_o mat._n 26.63.64.65.66_o that_o he_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n without_o any_o further_o examine_v of_o the_o cause_n they_o condemn_v he_o most_o guiltless_a and_o have_v rash_o condemn_v he_o they_o deliver_v he_o over_o to_o the_o deputy_n 27.1.2_o mat._n 27.1.2_o that_o he_o may_v put_v he_o to_o death_n how_o then_o do_v all_o this_o nothing_o concern_v they_o but_o be_v it_o so_o let_v it_o be_v grant_v that_o they_o be_v without_o blame_n in_o this_o case_n and_o that_o judas_n only_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o betray_v of_o he_o why_o then_o do_v they_o not_o revoke_v the_o judgement_n and_o deliver_v the_o innocent_a person_n from_o condemnation_n why_o do_v they_o not_o reverse_v that_o which_o they_o have_v corrupt_o judge_v why_o do_v they_o not_o now_o that_o they_o know_v the_o truth_n alter_v their_o wicked_a sentence_n moreover_o be_v priest_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o who_o it_o appertain_v by_o their_o sacrifice_n to_o purge_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n why_o do_v they_o thus_o scornful_o reject_v this_o confession_n of_o a_o sinner_n especial_o consider_v that_o themselves_o have_v cause_v he_o to_o sin_n why_o do_v they_o not_o comfort_v he_o in_o his_o repentance_n and_o by_o their_o expiation_n procure_v he_o the_o pardon_n of_o his_o sin_n or_o if_o his_o sin_n be_v unexpiable_a as_o it_o be_v why_o do_v they_o not_o be_v judge_n and_o elder_n of_o the_o people_n punish_v he_o according_a to_o the_o law_n for_o be_v guilty_a of_o innocent_a blood_n here_o be_v then_o diverse_a sin_n bewray_v in_o this_o answer_n of_o they_o locum_fw-la they_o accusatio_fw-la sacerdotum_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la non_fw-la egerunt_fw-la etiam_fw-la juda_n poeaitente_fw-la hugo_n cardin._n
by_o this_o that_o have_v be_v speak_v that_o they_o expose_v themselves_o to_o a_o thousand_o danger_n yea_o they_o tempt_v god_n and_o not_o know_v their_o own_o strength_n or_o weakness_n rather_o do_v as_o it_o be_v dare_v and_o provoke_v the_o devil_n to_o the_o combat_n but_o they_o say_v they_o be_v strong_a and_o fear_v no_o danger_n i_o answer_v with_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o another_o case_n he_o that_o be_v able_a to_o receive_v it_o 19.12_o mat._n 19.12_o let_v he_o receive_v it_o if_o they_o have_v attain_v to_o such_o a_o measure_n of_o strength_n it_o be_v well_o but_o in_o the_o mean_a while_o they_o sin_n against_o the_o church_n 10.25_o heb._n 10.25_o in_o break_v off_o the_o communion_n of_o saint_n and_o in_o forsake_v the_o fellowship_n of_o their_o brethren_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v second_o it_o serve_v to_o admonish_v all_o man_n to_o avoid_v solitariness_n use_v 2_o as_o much_o as_o may_v be_v but_o if_o a_o man_n calling_n be_v such_o as_o he_o must_v of_o necessity_n be_v alone_o as_o a_o student_n in_o his_o study_n or_o a_o workman_n in_o his_o shop_n or_o a_o traveller_n by_o the_o high_a way_n than_o he_o must_v careful_o take_v heed_n of_o wander_a thought_n and_o labour_n to_o keep_v his_o mind_n occupy_v either_o about_o something_o belong_v to_o godliness_n or_o else_o at_o least_o about_o the_o work_v oâ_n his_o lawful_a call_n amoris_fw-la call_n cedet_fw-la amor_fw-la rebus_fw-la res_fw-la age_n tutus_fw-la eris_fw-la ovid._n the_o reme_v amoris_fw-la and_o so_o he_o shall_v prevent_v many_o occasion_n of_o sin_n we_o that_o profess_v ourselves_o to_o be_v christian_n shall_v be_v ashamed_a not_o to_o spend_v our_o solitary_a hour_n at_o least_o as_o well_o as_o the_o heathen_a man_n do_v who_o 3._o who_o nunquam_fw-la se_fw-la minus_fw-la otiosum_fw-la quam_fw-la cum_fw-la otiosus_fw-la nec_fw-la minus_fw-la solum_fw-la quam_fw-la cum_fw-la solus_fw-la et_fw-la in_o otio_fw-la de_fw-la negotijs_fw-la cogitabat_fw-la &_o in_o solitudine_fw-la secum_fw-la loqui_fw-la solebat_fw-la ut_fw-la neq_fw-la cessaret_fw-la unquam_fw-la &_o interdum_fw-la colloquio_fw-la alterius_fw-la non_fw-la egeret_fw-la cic._n offic_n l._n 3._o profess_v of_o himself_o that_o he_o be_v never_o less_o idle_a then_o when_o he_o be_v idle_a and_o never_o less_o alone_o then_o when_o he_o be_v alone_o for_o when_o he_o be_v at_o leisure_n he_o think_v of_o his_o business_n and_o when_o he_o be_v alone_o he_o use_v to_o talk_v with_o himself_o so_o that_o he_o be_v never_o idle_a at_o any_o time_n and_o yet_o stand_v inno_fw-la need_n of_o the_o conference_n of_o other_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o be_v occupy_v in_o good_a meditation_n and_o have_v our_o heart_n continual_o stand_v bend_v therein_o lest_o the_o devil_n return_v as_o our_o saviour_n say_v 12.44_o mat._n 12.44_o and_o find_v our_o soul_n empty_a and_o sweep_v etc._n etc._n he_o fill_v we_o full_a of_o all_o ungodliness_n but_o of_o all_o other_o melancholy_fw-la 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it_o not_o enough_o to_o want_v the_o wage_n of_o his_o sacrilege_n unless_o he_o be_v without_o his_o life_n also_o for_o he_o judge_v himself_o worthy_a of_o death_n in_o that_o he_o have_v betray_v christ_n who_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o now_o as_o i_o say_v his_o end_n be_v very_o horrible_a and_o very_o fearful_a for_o beside_o that_o he_o make_v away_o himself_o the_o lord_n show_v a_o strange_a token_n upon_o he_o in_o his_o death_n for_o when_o he_o be_v hang_v he_o brace_v asunder_o in_o the_o midst_n and_o all_o his_o bowel_n gush_v out_o act._n 1.18_o there_o be_v a_o old_a tradition_n whereof_o beza_n and_o aretius_n do_v both_o make_v mention_n that_o when_o judas_n hang_v himself_o he_o leap_v down_o so_o desperate_o that_o he_o break_v the_o rope_n and_o so_o live_v still_o but_o not_o content_v therewith_o in_o a_o most_o furious_a mood_n he_o cast_v himself_o headlong_o from_o the_o top_n of_o a_o steep_a hill_n where_o he_o lie_v swell_v after_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n till_o a_o cart_n go_v over_o he_o and_o crush_v out_o his_o gut_n whereupon_o he_o stink_v so_o filthy_o as_o no_o man_n can_v endure_v to_o come_v near_o he_o whether_o this_o be_v true_a or_o no_o we_o have_v no_o certain_a knowledge_n and_o therefore_o we_o need_v not_o believe_v it_o unless_o we_o will_n but_o be_v it_o true_a or_o false_a that_o which_o the_o holy_a scripture_n have_v record_v of_o he_o be_v fearful_a enough_o and_o yet_o this_o be_v not_o all_o his_o misery_n for_o as_o the_o end_n of_o his_o body_n be_v very_o wretched_a so_o no_o doubt_n in_o his_o soul_n he_o go_v direct_o from_o the_o gallow_n to_o hell_n for_o so_o say_v the_o evangelist_n that_o when_o judas_n have_v hang_v himself_o he_o go_v to_o his_o own_o place_n act._n 1.25_o that_o be_v to_o hell_n to_o which_o purpose_n saint_n bernard_n have_v a_o good_a say_n locum_fw-la say_n pulchre_fw-la omnino_fw-la petrus_n apostolus_fw-la filium_fw-la perditionis_fw-la in_o locum_fw-la suum_fw-la abijsse_fw-la testatus_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la in_o never_o crepuit_fw-la medius_fw-la aerearum_fw-la collega_fw-la potestatum_fw-la utpote_fw-la eâe_fw-la very_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o very_fw-la pariter_fw-la hominis_fw-la qui_fw-la de_fw-la coela_fw-la venisset_fw-la operaturus_fw-la salutem_fw-la in_o medio_fw-la huius_fw-la terrae_fw-la proditorem_fw-la nec_fw-la coelum_fw-la reciperet_fw-la nec_fw-la terra_fw-la sustineret_fw-la bern._n in_o ps_n 91._o serm_n 7_o suspendit_fw-la se_fw-la laqueo_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la ostenderet_fw-la coelo_fw-la torraeque_fw-la perosum_fw-la aqum_fw-la in_o locum_fw-la very_o well_o do_v the_o apostle_n peter_n testify_v that_o the_o son_n of_o perdition_n go_v unto_o his_o own_o place_n in_o that_o he_o brace_v asunder_o in_o the_o midst_n in_o the_o air_n be_v make_v a_o companion_n of_o the_o power_n that_o rule_v in_o the_o air_n that_o be_v of_o the_o devil_n for_o when_o he_o have_v betray_v the_o true_a god_n and_o true_a man_n that_o 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of_o judas_n revolt_a from_o david_n and_o
will_v be_v upon_o all_o that_o they_o go_v about_o as_o even_o laban_n confess_v that_o he_o perceive_v plain_o that_o god_n have_v bless_v he_o in_o his_o estate_n for_o jacobs_n sake_n and_o when_o putiphar_n have_v entertain_v joseph_n to_o be_v his_o servant_n the_o lord_n bless_v his_o house_n for_o joseph_n sake_n and_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v upon_o all_o that_o he_o have_v in_o the_o house_n and_o in_o the_o field_n 3._o they_o infect_v the_o whole_a family_n as_o we_o see_v by_o too_o much_o experience_n many_o child_n otherwise_o of_o good_a disposition_n have_v be_v poison_v by_o converse_v with_o dissolute_a servant_n there_o be_v none_o of_o we_o that_o will_v endure_v a_o seal_a horse_n in_o our_o stable_n lest_o he_o shall_v infect_v the_o rest_n nay_o we_o will_v not_o admit_v into_o our_o house_n a_o servant_n that_o have_v the_o fall_a sickness_n or_o any_o other_o contagious_a disease_n in_o his_o body_n much_o less_o shall_v we_o admit_v he_o that_o 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those_o that_o be_v under_o he_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n as_o a_o priest_n he_o shall_v offer_v up_o the_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_n to_o god_n in_o their_o behalf_n and_o as_o a_o prophet_n shall_v teach_v and_o instruct_v they_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n will_n he_o shall_v be_v like_o the_o seraphin_n 6.6.7_o isa_n 6.6.7_o that_o touch_v the_o prophet_n isaiahs_n mouth_n with_o a_o coal_n from_o the_o altar_n so_o he_o shall_v go_v from_o his_o wife_n to_o his_o child_n from_o they_o to_o his_o servant_n and_o labour_n to_o kindle_v in_o they_o a_o zeal_n for_o god_n glory_n this_o care_n be_v in_o all_o the_o patriarch_n ibid._n aug._n de_fw-fr civi_fw-la dei_fw-la lib._n 19_o c._n 16._o qui_fw-la very_fw-la patres_fw-la famil_n sunt_fw-la omnibus_fw-la in_o familiae_fw-la sva_fw-la tanq_fw-fr be_fw-mi filijs_fw-la ad_fw-la câlendum_fw-la deum_fw-la consulunt_fw-la ibid._n as_o st._n augustine_n say_v who_o though_o in_o the_o dispensation_n of_o their_o temporal_a good_n they_o put_v a_o difference_n between_o their_o son_n and_o their_o servant_n yet_o in_o the_o thing_n that_o concern_v their_o soul_n with_o equal_a love_n and_o care_n they_o provide_v for_o both_o alike_o and_o they_o be_v not_o worthy_a the_o name_n of_o household_n governor_n that_o in_o this_o respect_n have_v not_o as_o great_a care_n of_o all_o in_o their_o family_n as_o of_o their_o child_n but_o because_o instruction_n will_v do_v little_a good_a if_o their_o practice_n be_v not_o answerable_a therefore_o the_o person_n of_o a_o master_n shall_v shine_v in_o his_o family_n as_o a_o lamp_n by_o the_o light_n of_o a_o good_a example_n and_o he_o shall_v represent_v such_o virtue_n in_o his_o own_o conversation_n as_o may_v stir_v up_o his_o servant_n to_o imitate_v the_o same_o use_v 3_o second_o this_o doctrine_n admonish_v servant_n not_o to_o frame_v themselves_o to_o the_o wicked_a humour_n of_o their_o master_n nor_o to_o be_v instrument_n of_o evil_a for_o their_o pleasure_n rather_o let_v they_o remember_v that_o speech_n of_o the_o apostle_n we_o ought_v rather_o to_o obey_v god_n then_o man_n 5.29_o act._n 5.29_o as_o we_o have_v a_o commendable_a example_n in_o the_o servant_n of_o saul_n who_o utter_o refuse_v to_o execute_v his_o cruel_a commandment_n upon_o abimelech_n and_o his_o fellow_n they_o will_v not_o move_v their_o hand_n to_o fall_v upon_o the_o priest_n of_o the_o lord_n 22.17_o 1._o sam._n 22.17_o only_a doeg_n that_o dogged_a and_o curse_a edomite_n be_v a_o fit_a instrument_n for_o such_o a_o wicked_a purpose_n and_o indeed_o 18._o 18._o though_o god_n command_v obedience_n to_o superior_n yet_o it_o must_v be_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o howsoever_o servant_n be_v willing_o &_o without_o grudge_v to_o perform_v whatsoever_o duty_n belong_v to_o their_o master_n 3.23_o ephes_n 6.7_o collos_n 3.23_o yet_o it_o must_v be_v with_o this_o limitation_n that_o they_o must_v reserve_v for_o god_n that_o that_o appertain_v to_o he_o otherwise_o if_o to_o please_v their_o master_n they_o will_v work_v wickedness_n in_o despite_n of_o god_n they_o be_v sure_a to_o be_v damn_v with_o their_o master_n and_o howsoever_o their_o master_n shall_v have_v the_o great_a damnation_n because_o they_o be_v principal_a in_o the_o trespass_n 22.21_o mat._n 22.21_o yet_o they_o be_v like_a to_o perish_v also_o in_o their_o sin_n it_o will_v little_o avail_v a_o servant_n when_o he_o shall_v be_v in_o hell_n to_o accuse_v his_o master_n for_o it_o it_o will_v boot_n he_o little_a to_o say_v i_o may_v thank_v my_o master_n for_o this_o woe_n worth_a the_o time_n that_o ever_o i_o know_v he_o he_o make_v no_o conscience_n of_o swear_v nor_o of_o profane_v the_o sabbath_n and_o his_o example_n make_v i_o think_v it_o be_v nothing_o it_o be_v no_o dispensation_n before_o god_n for_o absolom_n servant_n that_o they_o have_v their_o master_n peremptory_a commandment_n for_o murder_v of_o ammon_n 13.28_o 2._o sam._n 13.28_o kill_v he_o and_o fear_v not_o for_o have_v not_o i_o command_v you_o no_o more_o will_v it_o be_v any_o dispensation_n for_o other_o to_o plead_v that_o either_o their_o master_n commandment_n or_o his_o example_n have_v make_v they_o sin_n against_o god_n a_o maid_n come_v to_o he_o we_o see_v in_o peter_n the_o imbecility_n and_o frailty_n of_o man_n strength_n if_o he_o be_v leave_v to_o himself_o for_o that_o same_o peter_n who_o before_o think_v himself_o so_o strong_a as_o that_o he_o seem_v not_o to_o take_v it_o well_o at_o christ_n hand_n as_o that_o he_o put_v he_o in_o mind_n of_o his_o weakness_n for_o he_o make_v his_o boast_n that_o though_o they_o shall_v all_o be_v offend_v by_o he_o 26.33_o mat._n 26.33_o yet_o will_v he_o never_o be_v offend_v and_o when_o christ_n tell_v he_o in_o plain_a term_n that_o he_o shall_v deny_v he_o thrice_o 35._o 35._o he_o answer_v very_o resolute_o though_o i_o shall_v die_v with_o thou_o 22.23_o luke_n 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the_o manner_n of_o it_o he_o weep_v and_o that_o bitter_o and_o immediate_o the_o cock_n crew_n this_o be_v the_o first_o mean_n which_o god_n use_v for_o the_o repentance_n of_o the_o apostle_n peter_n for_o see_v in_o what_o a_o desperate_a state_n he_o stand_v he_o make_v haste_n to_o deliver_v he_o he_o know_v that_o if_o he_o shall_v have_v continue_v in_o this_o case_n his_o heart_n will_v have_v be_v harden_v by_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n 3.13_o heb._n 3.13_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v as_o it_o fall_v out_o with_o the_o wicked_a who_o have_v once_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o sin_n 4.19_o 1._o pet._n 4.4_o ephes_n 4.19_o do_v violent_o run_v to_o all_o excess_n of_o riot_n and_o work_v all_o uncleanness_n even_o with_o greediness_n and_o therefore_o the_o lord_n be_v most_o careful_a of_o his_o child_n delay_v no_o time_n but_o present_o use_v all_o mean_n to_o recover_v they_o 33.11_o doct._n god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o child_n to_o perish_v in_o there_o sin_n ezek._n 18_o 31.32_o &_o 33.11_o from_o hence_o then_o we_o learn_v that_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o child_n to_o perish_v in_o their_o sin_n but_o endeavour_v to_o reclaim_v they_o this_o the_o lord_n confirm_v by_o the_o prophet_n ezekiel_n say_v wby_n will_v you_o die_v o_o you_o house_n of_o israel_n for_o i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o he_o that_o die_v and_o he_o bind_v it_o with_o a_o oath_n as_o i_o live_v say_v he_o i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o that_o the_o wicked_a turn_n from_o his_o way_n and_o live_v and_o our_o saviour_n christ_n say_v 10._o luke_n 19_o 10._o the_o son_n of_o man_n come_v to_o seek_v and_o to_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v 1.79_o luke_n 1.79_o and_o this_o we_o see_v first_o before_o their_o conversion_n while_o they_o fit_v as_o it_o be_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n visit_v they_o and_o give_v light_a unto_o they_o and_o guide_v their_o foot_n into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n and_o cause_v they_o to_o turn_v from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n unto_o god_n 26.18_o act_n 26.18_o abraham_n a_o long_a while_n live_v in_o gross_a idolatry_n in_o his_o father_n house_n 12.1.4_o gen._n 12.1.4_o even_o till_o he_o be_v seventy_o and_o five_o year_n old_a but_o at_o the_o last_o the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n call_v he_o out_o of_o his_o country_n and_o from_o his_o kindred_n &_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o god_n 9.1_o act_n 9.1_o the_o apostle_n paul_n before_o his_o conversion_n be_v a_o grievous_a enemy_n to_o the_o church_n of_o god_n he_o breathe_v out_o threaten_n and_o slaughter_n against_o the_o disciple_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o rage_n the_o lord_n take_v pity_n upon_o he_o 2._o 2._o and_o as_o he_o be_v furnish_v with_o authority_n from_o the_o high_a priest_n 3.4_o 3.4_o to_o bind_v all_o both_o man_n and_o woman_n that_o be_v of_o that_o way_n so_o daine_o christ_n jesus_n call_v unto_o he_o from_o heaven_n and_o reclaim_v he_o and_o make_v he_o of_o a_o bloody_a and_o cruel_a persecutor_n a_o most_o excellent_a apostle_n and_o a_o most_o painful_a preacher_n of_o that_o faith_n which_o before_o he_o destroy_v 1.22_o gal._n 1.22_o again_o after_o their_o conversion_n if_o through_o frailty_n they_o fall_v into_o sin_n as_o god_n know_v there_o be_v no_o man_n that_o sin_v not_o as_o solomon_n confess_v in_o his_o prayer_n 8.46_o 1._o king_n 8.46_o at_o the_o dedication_n of_o the_o temple_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o lie_v along_o therein_o and_o as_o it_o be_v to_o sleep_v in_o death_n but_o in_o his_o tender_a compassion_n and_o in_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o mercy_n he_o raise_v they_o up_o again_o as_o david_n say_v of_o the_o godly_a man_n 145.14_o psalm_n 37.24_o &_o 145.14_o though_o he_o fall_v he_o shall_v not_o be_v cast_v off_o for_o the_o lord_n put_v under_o his_o hand_n and_o again_o the_o lord_n uphold_v all_o that_o fall_n and_z lifteth_z up_o all_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o fall_v and_o this_o our_o saviour_n christ_n do_v teach_v we_o plain_o in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o lose_a sheep_n which_o the_o good_a shepherd_n will_v not_o suffer_v to_o perish_v 15.4.5_o luke_n 15.4.5_o nor_o to_o wander_v out_o of_o the_o way_n to_o destruction_n but_o he_o leave_v the_o rest_n and_o as_o though_o all_o his_o care_n be_v only_o for_o that_o which_o be_v lose_v he_o go_v after_o it_o and_o seek_v it_o and_o when_o he_o have_v find_v it_o he_o lay_v it_o on_o his_o shoulder_n and_o bring_v it_o home_o with_o joy_n for_o which_o cause_n david_n pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n say_v 119.176_o psal_n 119.176_o i_o have_v go_v astray_o like_o a_o lose_a sheep_n seek_v thy_o servant_n and_o the_o apostle_n peter_n confess_v god_n goodness_n to_o himself_o and_o other_o in_o this_o case_n we_o be_v say_v he_o as_o sheep_n go_v astray_o 2.25_o 1._o pet._n 2.25_o but_o be_v now_o return_v to_o the_o shepherd_n and_o bishop_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o thus_o the_o lord_n deal_v with_o all_o his_o child_n though_o he_o suffer_v they_o for_o a_o time_n to_o follow_v their_o own_o fantasy_n and_o to_o walk_v after_o the_o desire_n of_o their_o own_o heart_n yet_o he_o forsake_v they_o not_o for_o ever_o but_o in_o his_o good_a time_n he_o stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n to_o help_v and_o succour_v they_o he_o suffer_v peter_n to_o fall_v fearful_o as_o we_o have_v hear_v but_o with_o all_o speed_n he_o raise_v he_o up_o again_o so_o he_o suffer_v david_n to_o commit_v very_o heinous_a and_o horrible_a sin_n &_o 2._o sam._n 12.1_o &_o and_o to_o continue_v and_o lie_v
let_v we_o retain_v that_o holiness_n in_o our_o mind_n which_o our_o outward_a habit_n cloak_v and_o cover_v 1_o cover_v estote_fw-la discipuli_fw-la christi_fw-la non_fw-la in_o salsitate_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o veritate_fw-la non_fw-la in_o veste_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o cord_n bern._n ibid._n serm._n 1_o let_v we_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n not_o in_o falsehood_n but_o in_o truth_n not_o in_o the_o garment_n but_o in_o the_o heart_n 45.13_o heart_n non_fw-la confidamus_fw-la in_o latitudine_fw-la soliorum_fw-la in_o expansione_n ramorum_fw-la in_fw-la viriditate_fw-la frondium_fw-la ibid._n serm._n 10._o 1._o pet._n 3.4_o psal_n 45.13_o we_o must_v not_o stand_v so_o much_o on_o the_o largeness_n of_o our_o leaf_n nor_o on_o the_o spread_a of_o our_o branch_n nor_o on_o the_o greenness_n of_o our_o bough_n consider_v that_o every_o branch_n though_o never_o so_o flourish_a if_o it_o bear_v not_o fruit_n it_o must_v be_v cast_v into_o the_o fire_n to_o be_v burn_v as_o our_o saviour_n say_v joh._n 15.6_o and_o herein_o we_o may_v all_o go_v to_o the_o school_n to_o a_o covetous_a worldly_a man_n there_o be_v no_o man_n but_o he_o have_v rather_o be_v rich_a then_o be_v account_v rich_a he_o have_v rather_o be_v wealthy_a then_o seem_v to_o be_v wealthy_a so_o shall_v we_o rather_o desire_v to_o be_v godly_a and_o religious_a indeed_o then_o to_o seem_v to_o be_v so_o it_o be_v true_a that_o outward_a holiness_n and_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o be_v necessary_a to_o commend_v we_o unto_o man_n but_o our_o chief_a care_n and_o endeavour_n shall_v be_v that_o the_o hide_a man_n of_o the_o heart_n whither_o only_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n can_v pierce_v may_v be_v adorn_v and_o beautify_v it_o be_v say_v of_o salomon_n spouse_n which_o be_v a_o type_n of_o the_o church_n that_o howsoever_o her_o clothing_n which_o do_v set_v she_o out_o to_o the_o world_n be_v of_o broidered_a gold_n yet_o her_o chief_a beauty_n and_o great_a glory_n be_v within_o so_o shall_v it_o be_v with_o we_o we_o shall_v labour_v for_o a_o good_a inside_n whatsoever_o the_o outside_n be_v that_o which_o the_o apostle_n say_v of_o circumcision_n be_v true_a also_o of_o religion_n that_o be_v not_o religion_n which_o be_v outward_a in_o the_o flesh_n 2.28.29_o rom._n 2.28.29_o but_o that_o be_v true_a religion_n before_o god_n as_o saint_n james_n call_v it_o which_o be_v within_o the_o heart_n who_o praise_n be_v not_o of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n all_o action_n without_o this_o though_o never_o so_o fervent_a be_v but_o froth_n like_o the_o hot_a enterprise_n of_o jehu_n who_o make_v great_a boast_n of_o the_o zeal_n which_o he_o have_v for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n come_v with_o i_o 10.16.31_o 2._o king_n 10.16.31_o say_v he_o to_o jonadab_n and_o see_v the_o zeal_n that_o i_o have_v for_o the_o lord_n but_o for_o all_o this_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o upright_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n 24.16_o act_n 24.16_o but_o the_o apostle_n paul_n be_v otherwise_o affect_v who_o endeavour_v himself_o to_o have_v always_o a_o clear_a conscience_n towards_o god_n and_o toward_a man_n first_o and_o principal_o he_o study_v to_o approve_v himself_o to_o god_n and_o then_o afterward_o to_o man_n also_o and_o this_o be_v that_o which_o god_n especial_o respect_v as_o he_o say_v to_o samuel_n 16.7_o 1._o sam._n 16.7_o god_n see_v not_o as_o man_n see_v for_o man_n look_v on_o the_o outward_a appearance_n but_o the_o lord_n behold_v the_o heart_n and_o when_o david_n lie_v on_o his_o deathbed_n exhort_v solomon_n his_o son_n to_o serve_v god_n with_o a_o perfect_a heart_n 28.9_o 1._o chron._n 28.9_o he_o use_v this_o as_o a_o reason_n to_o persuade_v he_o for_o the_o lord_n say_v he_o searcheth_z all_o heart_n and_o understand_v all_o the_o imagination_n of_o thought_n to_o conclude_v this_o be_v a_o man_n great_a comfort_n both_o in_o this_o life_n 1.12_o 2._o cor._n 1.12_o as_o the_o apostle_n paul_n say_v this_o be_v our_o rejoice_v even_o the_o testimony_n of_o our_o conscience_n that_o in_o simplicity_n and_o godly_a pureness_n we_o have_v have_v our_o conversation_n in_o the_o world_n etc._n etc._n and_o also_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o therefore_o when_o hezekiah_n that_o good_a king_n have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n and_o for_o any_o thing_n that_o he_o know_v be_v to_o leave_v the_o world_n in_o a_o comfortable_a assurance_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n he_o betake_v himself_o too_o god_n 38.3_o jsa_fw-la 38.3_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n say_v he_o remember_v how_o i_o have_v walk_v before_o thou_o in_o truth_n and_o with_o a_o perfect_a heart_n etc._n etc._n use_v 3_o three_o it_o serve_v to_o admonish_v we_o further_o to_o take_v heed_n that_o we_o be_v not_o deceive_v as_o all_o be_v not_o gold_n that_o glister_v so_o all_o be_v not_o good_a christian_n that_o seem_v to_o be_v it_o be_v a_o true_a say_n never_o age_n be_v more_o fruitful_a of_o religion_n and_o yet_o never_o less_a religion_n in_o any_o age_n and_o therefore_o it_o stand_v we_o upon_o to_o take_v good_a heed_n lest_o while_o we_o approve_v that_o which_o be_v counterfeit_a for_o current_n we_o be_v seduce_v and_o draw_v either_o into_o error_n in_o religion_n or_o into_o corruption_n in_o manner_n and_o therefore_o we_o must_v pray_v with_o david_n in_o the_o like_a case_n 141.4_o psal_n 141.4_o incline_v not_o my_o heart_n unto_o evil_n that_o i_o shall_v commit_v wicked_a work_n with_o man_n that_o work_v iniquity_n and_o because_o hypocrite_n be_v so_o common_a we_o must_v desire_v the_o lord_n to_o discover_v unto_o we_o who_o be_v indeed_o true_a member_n of_o the_o church_n that_o we_o may_v join_v ourselves_o to_o they_o and_o who_o be_v dissembler_n that_o we_o may_v avoid_v they_o 15.1_o psal_n 15.1_o as_o david_n do_v lord_n who_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o tabernacle_n etc._n etc._n which_o betray_v he_o this_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o judas_n wherein_o we_o may_v consider_v first_o the_o occasion_n and_o second_o the_o quality_n of_o it_o the_o occasion_n of_o his_o sin_n be_v covetousness_n as_o may_v appear_v in_o the_o former_a chapter_n where_o he_o go_v to_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o ask_v they_o 26.15_o mat._n 26.15_o what_o they_o will_v give_v he_o to_o deliver_v christ_n unto_o they_o from_o hence_o then_o we_o may_v learn_v 3.5_o doctrine_n a_o covetous_a man_n will_v commit_v any_o sin_n though_o never_o so_o heinous_a 1._o tim._n 6.10_o metropotis_fw-la omnium_fw-la vitiorum_fw-la subtle_a malum_fw-la secretum_fw-la virus_fw-la pestis_fw-la occulta_fw-la doli_fw-la artifex_fw-la mater_fw-la hypocrisis_fw-la livoris_fw-la parens_fw-la vitiorum_fw-la origo_fw-la criminum_fw-la foam_v virtutum_fw-la aerugo_fw-la tinea_fw-la sanctitatis_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n n_o ps_n 91._o serm_n 5._o ephes_n 5.5_o col._n 3.5_o that_o a_o covetous_a man_n may_v be_v easy_o draw_v to_o commit_v any_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o heinous_a there_o be_v nothing_o too_o hot_a nor_o too_o heavy_a for_o he_o and_o therefore_o the_o apostle_n say_v and_o not_o without_o cause_n that_o covetousness_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o evil_a yea_o the_o heathen_a man_n call_v it_o the_o head_n of_o all_o vice_n it_o be_v as_o bernard_n say_v a_o subtle_a evil_n a_o secret_a poison_n a_o hide_a plague_n a_o deviser_n of_o craft_n the_o mother_n of_o hypocrisy_n the_o breeder_n of_o envy_n the_o fountain_n of_o vice_n the_o nurse_n of_o sin_n the_o rust_n of_o virtue_n the_o moth_n of_o holiness_n etc._n etc._n in_o a_o word_n there_o be_v not_o any_o one_o of_o all_o the_o ten_o commandment_n but_o a_o covetous_a man_n will_v easy_o yield_v to_o break_v it_o first_o the_o scripture_n have_v put_v it_o out_o of_o question_n that_o every_o covetous_a man_n make_v his_o riches_n his_o go_n and_o the_o reason_n be_v evident_a for_o a_o covetous_a person_n love_v his_o riches_n more_o than_o god_n he_o have_v rather_o forsake_v all_o religion_n than_o part_n with_o any_o of_o his_o commodity_n and_o we_o have_v experience_n of_o many_o that_o only_o in_o hope_n of_o gain_n renounce_v the_o religion_n which_o they_o seem_v to_o profess_v and_o become_v papist_n again_o he_o fear_v the_o loss_n of_o his_o riches_n far_o more_o than_o the_o loss_n of_o god_n favour_n he_o be_v less_o afraid_a to_o break_v any_o of_o god_n commandment_n though_o it_o be_v to_o the_o provoke_a of_o his_o wrath_n then_o he_o be_v to_o diminish_v or_o impair_v his_o out_o ward_n estate_n and_o he_o trust_v more_o in_o his_o wealth_n than_o he_o do_v in_o god_n as_o we_o see_v in_o that_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n who_o secure_v his_o soul_n 12.19_o luke_n 12.19_o because_o he_o have_v much_o good_n lay_v up_o for_o many_o year_n and_o therefore_o the_o apostle_n will_v timothy_n to_o charge_v rich_a man_n 6.17_o 1_o tim._n 6.17_o that_o
they_o trust_v not_o in_o uncertain_a riches_n if_o there_o be_v not_o a_o disposition_n in_o they_o hereunto_o this_o charge_n be_v needless_a it_o be_v the_o corruption_n of_o our_o nature_n that_o be_v the_o occasion_n of_o all_o god_n precept_n moreover_o a_o covetous_a man_n for_o gain_n will_v not_o stick_v to_o worship_v image_n let_v a_o man_n come_v to_o he_o as_o the_o devil_n do_v to_o christ_n 4.8.9_o mat._n 4.8.9_o with_o abundance_n of_o wealth_n and_o say_v all_o this_o will_v i_o give_v thou_o etc._n etc._n he_o will_v quick_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_v the_o most_o abominable_a idol_n in_o the_o world_n again_o false_a swear_v and_o perjury_n which_o be_v a_o breach_n of_o the_o three_o commandment_n be_v many_o time_n a_o branch_n that_o spring_v from_o this_o curse_a root_n when_o as_o man_n set_v not_o only_o their_o tongue_n but_o their_o honesty_n also_o to_o sale_n for_o advantage_n and_o for_o the_o saboth_n there_o be_v no_o great_a cause_n of_o the_o profanation_n thereof_o then_o covetousness_n 14.18.19.20_o luk._n 14.18.19.20_o for_o man_n have_v their_o farm_n to_o see_v or_o ox_n to_o attend_v or_o merchandise_n to_o follow_v or_o one_o business_n or_o other_o that_o they_o can_v come_v to_o the_o exercise_n of_o religion_n or_o if_o they_o do_v come_v for_o fashion_n sake_n or_o for_o fear_n of_o law_n and_o sit_v before_o the_o minister_n 33.31_o ezech._n 33.31_o yet_o as_o the_o prophet_n say_v their_o heart_n go_v after_o covetousness_n or_o if_o they_o do_v attend_v for_o the_o time_n yet_o present_o they_o depart_v away_o to_o their_o worldly_a business_n 8.14_o luke_n 8.14_o and_o so_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n choke_v the_o word_n and_o make_v it_o altogether_o unprofitable_a and_o as_o covetousness_n tread_v under_o foot_n all_o the_o duty_n of_o the_o first_o table_n so_o also_o it_o neglect_v all_o the_o duty_n of_o the_o second_o it_o will_v cause_v a_o man_n to_o rebel_v against_o all_o his_o superior_n that_o god_n have_v set_v over_o he_o no_o bond_n either_o of_o nature_n or_o duty_n can_v prevail_v where_o covetousness_n bear_v sway_v how_o many_o inferior_n have_v be_v corrupt_v with_o money_n to_o betray_v those_o who_o they_o shall_v have_v love_v as_o judas_n here_o be_v hire_v to_o betray_v his_o master_n and_o dalilah_n be_v allure_v by_o bribe_n and_o reward_n etc._n judg._n 16.5_o etc._n etc._n to_o betray_v samson_n her_o belove_a into_o his_o enemy_n hand_n but_o we_o need_v not_o go_v far_o for_o example_n in_o this_o case_n there_o be_v never_o nation_n under_o heaven_n have_v great_a experience_n hereof_o than_o this_o of_o we_o in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o late_a sovereign_n elizabeth_n of_o bless_a memory_n etc._n morton_n saunders_n parrie_n lopes_n etc._n etc._n every_o year_n there_o rise_v up_o some_o unnatural_a wretch_n who_o not_o regard_v the_o oil_n of_o the_o lord_n wherewith_o she_o be_v anoint_v seek_v by_o all_o mean_v possible_a to_o cast_v her_o sacred_a crown_n to_o the_o ground_n and_o to_o lay_v her_o honour_n in_o the_o dust_n and_o to_o betray_v their_o native_a country_n which_o shall_v have_v be_v most_o dear_a unto_o they_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o foreign_a enemy_n it_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o much_o murder_n and_o blood_n shed_v as_o solomon_n say_v 1.19_o prou._n 1.19_o such_o be_v the_o way_n of_o every_o one_o that_o be_v greedy_a of_o gain_n he_o will_v take_v away_o the_o life_n of_o the_o owner_n thereof_o whosoever_o stand_v in_o his_o way_n betwixt_o he_o and_o his_o land_n he_o say_v as_o the_o husbandman_n do_v in_o the_o gospel_n come_v let_v we_o kill_v he_o that_o the_o inheritance_n may_v be_v we_o 21.38_o mat._n 21.38_o and_o thus_o do_v covetous_a ahab_n cause_n innocent_a naboth_n to_o be_v put_v to_o death_n that_o he_o may_v possess_v his_o vineyard_n 21.2_o 1._o king_n 21.2_o it_o lay_v very_o commodious_o for_o he_o and_o be_v a_o continual_a eyesore_n to_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o must_v have_v it_o though_o it_o cost_v the_o poor_a man_n his_o life_n yea_o many_o time_n it_o make_v man_n so_o unnatural_a 1._o filius_fw-la ante_fw-la diem_fw-la patrios_fw-la inquirit_fw-la in_o annos_fw-la ovid._n metam_fw-la lib._n 1._o that_o they_o do_v not_o spare_v the_o life_n of_o their_o own_o parent_n at_o least_o it_z they_o proceed_v not_o so_o far_o yet_o they_o be_v as_o sick_a of_o the_o father_n as_o may_v be_v and_o wish_v he_o fair_a lay_v in_o his_o grave_n that_o they_o may_v enjoy_v his_o live_n it_o cause_v cruelty_n and_o oppression_n as_o the_o prophet_n say_v 2.2_o micah_n 2.2_o they_o covet_v field_n and_o take_v they_o by_o violence_n and_o house_n and_o take_v they_o away_o by_o hard_a and_o unconscionable_a deal_n they_o grind_v the_o face_n of_o the_o poor_a yea_o they_o pluck_v off_o their_o skin_n from_o they_o 3.2.3_o isa_n 3.15_o micah_n 3.2.3_o and_o their_o flesh_n from_o their_o bone_n yea_o they_o break_v their_o bone_n and_o chap_v they_o in_o piece_n as_o for_o the_o pot_n and_o as_o flesh_n for_o the_o cauldron_n and_o they_o leave_v not_o the_o bone_n till_o the_o marrow_n 3.3_o zeph._n 3.3_o it_o cause_v whoredom_n and_o adultery_n as_o we_o see_v by_o common_a experience_n that_o many_o both_o man_n and_o woman_n by_o gift_n be_v draw_v to_o embrace_v strange_a flesh_n and_o to_o forget_v the_o covenant_n of_o their_o god_n as_o solomon_n speak_v prou._n 2.17_o it_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o theft_n and_o wrongful_a deal_n it_o be_v covetousness_n that_o make_v achan_n steal_v the_o thing_n consecrate_v to_o god_n as_o himself_o confess_v i_o see_v say_v he_o 7.21_o josh_n 7.21_o among_o the_o spoil_n a_o goodly_a babylonish_n garment_n and_o 200._o shekel_n of_o silver_n and_o a_o wedge_n of_o gold_n of_o fifty_o shekel_n weight_n and_o i_o covet_v they_o and_o take_v they_o and_o it_o be_v covetousness_n that_o make_v judas_n a_o thief_n 12.6_o joh._n 12.6_o when_o as_o carry_v the_o bag_n he_o false_o purloin_v that_o to_o his_o own_o private_a use_n which_o be_v give_v by_o other_o to_o the_o common_a benefit_n of_o christ_n and_o all_o his_o disciple_n yea_o which_o be_v the_o worst_a theft_n of_o all_o it_o make_v a_o man_n a_o thief_n to_o himself_o while_o he_o defraud_v his_o own_o belly_n to_o increase_v his_o wealth_n now_o he_o that_o be_v a_o thief_n to_o himself_o who_o will_v he_o spare_v as_o sirach_n say_v cap._n 14.5_o biânis_fw-la 14.5_o opum_fw-la ut_fw-la suarum_fw-la habet_fw-la curam_fw-la verum_fw-la ijs_fw-la ut_fw-la ex_fw-la alienis_fw-la nihil_fw-la capit_fw-la emolumenti_fw-la diog._n laert._n in_o vita_fw-la biânis_fw-la he_o cark_v and_o care_v for_o his_o riches_n as_o if_o they_o be_v his_o own_o but_o he_o reap_v no_o benefit_n by_o they_o as_o if_o they_o be_v another_o man_n and_o herein_o covetousness_n show_v herself_o a_o most_o cruel_a tyrant_n she_o lead_v a_o wretch_n up_o and_o down_o through_o field_n and_o wood_n by_o sea_n and_o by_o land_n and_o all_o to_o heap_v up_o a_o deal_n of_o wealth_n and_o when_o he_o have_v do_v she_o only_o give_v he_o leave_v to_o look_v on_o it_o but_o not_o to_o use_v it_o she_o make_v he_o toil_n and_o take_v great_a pain_n to_o fill_v his_o barn_n and_o his_o garner_n his_o coffer_n and_o his_o chest_n and_o then_o she_o hide_v the_o key_n and_o deny_v he_o the_o use_n of_o all_o so_o that_o he_o be_v like_o the_o ass_n that_o carry_v a_o heavy_a load_n of_o gold_n and_o silver_n all_o day_n and_o at_o night_n eat_v hay_n himself_o aenigmat_fw-la himself_o divitias_fw-la locupletis_fw-la habes_fw-la animum_fw-la sed_fw-la egeni_fw-la o_o suc_n cessori_fw-la dive_v egene_a tibi_fw-la sphinx_n aenigmat_fw-la in_o a_o word_n he_o have_v riches_n in_o great_a abundance_n but_o withal_o he_o have_v a_o beggarly_a mind_n and_o howsoever_o he_o be_v rich_a to_o his_o heir_n yet_o he_o be_v poor_a to_o himself_o it_o cause_v lie_v as_o the_o soldier_n that_o keep_v christ_n his_o sepulchre_n be_v hire_v with_o large_a money_n to_o report_n when_o christ_n be_v rise_v from_o the_o dead_a 16.3.4_o mat._n 28.12_o 13._o 2._o sam._n 16.3.4_o that_o his_o disciple_n come_v by_o night_n while_o they_o sleep_v &_o steal_v he_o away_o it_o cause_v slander_v as_o ziba_n in_o a_o greedy_a desire_n of_o mephibosheth_n his_o live_n false_o slander_v he_o to_o the_o king_n of_o no_o less_o crime_n then_o high_a treason_n final_o it_o cause_v many_o man_n to_o bear_v false_a witness_n in_o matter_n of_o controversy_n as_o there_o be_v a_o wicked_a generation_n that_o comaedo_fw-la that_o ego_fw-la vero_fw-la libenter_fw-la mentiar_fw-la tua_fw-la causa_fw-la &_o si_fw-la quando_fw-la i_o vis_fw-la peierare_fw-la paratum_fw-la fore_fw-la scito_fw-la cic._n pro_fw-la qu._n rosc_n comaedo_fw-la haunt_v westminster_n hall_n style_v by_o the_o name_n of_o
to_o inflict_v the_o punishment_n as_o the_o conscience_n of_o a_o man_n before_o he_o commit_v sin_n be_v a_o bridle_n to_o restrain_v he_o so_o when_o the_o deed_n be_v do_v it_o be_v a_o whip_n to_o lash_v and_o scourge_v he_o for_o it_o 3.8_o it_o nulla_fw-la paena_fw-la gravior_fw-la est_fw-la prava_fw-la conscientia_fw-la proprijs_fw-la agitata_fw-la stimulis_fw-la bern._n ibid._n cap._n 46._o gen._n 3.8_o neither_o be_v there_o any_o punishment_n more_o grievous_a than_o a_o ill_a conscience_n vex_v with_o the_o own_o sting_n but_o the_o misery_n be_v so_o much_o the_o great_a first_o because_o in_o this_o case_n a_o man_n have_v no_o confidence_n in_o god_n he_o dare_v not_o go_v with_o any_o boldness_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v heb._n 4.16_o to_o seek_v for_o help_v in_o time_n of_o need_n as_o a_o traitor_n that_o have_v offend_v his_o prince_n dare_v not_o present_v himself_o before_o he_o but_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a so_o a_o sinner_n who_o conscience_n tell_v he_o he_o have_v offend_v god_n dare_v not_o with_o any_o comfort_n come_v in_o his_o sight_n as_o we_o see_v adam_n and_o euah_n when_o they_o have_v transgress_v howsoever_o before_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v most_o comfortable_a to_o they_o yet_o now_o they_o hide_v themselves_o and_o will_v not_o have_v be_v find_v i_o hear_v thy_o voice_n in_o the_o garden_n say_v adam_n and_o i_o be_v afraid_a and_o therefore_o i_o hide_v myself_o so_o be_v it_o with_o all_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o adam_n so_o long_o as_o they_o carry_v about_o they_o a_o guilty_a and_o a_o accuse_a conscience_n so_o long_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o a_o fearful_a expectation_n of_o judgement_n and_o violent_a fire_n 15.21_o heb._n 10.27_o job._n 15.21_o there_o be_v a_o sound_n of_o fear_n continual_o in_o his_o ear_n which_o do_v affright_v he_o unspeakeable_o for_o as_o the_o wiseman_n say_v it_o be_v a_o fearful_a thing_n 17.10.11_o wisd_v 17.10.11_o when_o malice_n be_v condemn_v by_o she_o own_o testimony_n and_o a_o conscience_n that_o be_v touch_v do_v ever_o forecast_v cruel_a thing_n for_o fear_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o betray_n of_o the_o succour_n which_o reason_n offer_v and_o hence_o be_v it_o that_o the_o wicked_a 6.15.16.17_o apo._n 6.15.16.17_o though_o otherwise_o never_o so_o great_a in_o this_o world_n do_v hide_v themselves_o in_o den_n and_o among_o the_o rock_n of_o the_o mountain_n and_o say_v to_o the_o mountrine_n and_o rock_n fall_v upon_o we_o and_o hide_v we_o from_o the_o presence_n of_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lamb_n for_o the_o great_a day_n of_o his_o wrath_n be_v come_v and_o who_o can_v stand_v they_o have_v rather_o be_v bury_v under_o a_o world_n of_o mountain_n 3.20_o 1._o john_n 3.20_o then_o once_o appear_v before_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o no_o marvel_n for_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v if_o our_o heart_n condemn_v we_o god_n be_v great_a than_o our_o heart_n 3.11_o tit._n 3.11_o and_o therefore_o will_v much_o more_o condemn_v us._n second_o because_o he_o have_v no_o hope_n of_o any_o mercy_n from_o god_n for_o he_o sin_v be_v damn_v of_o his_o own_o self_n if_o he_o be_v so_o severe_a against_o himself_o much_o more_o will_v the_o lord_n be_v severe_a yea_o the_o guilt_n of_o his_o sin_n pursue_v he_o night_n and_o day_n as_o david_n say_v my_o sin_n be_v always_o before_o i_o psal_n 51.3_o and_o therefore_o he_o can_v hope_v for_o no_o mercy_n three_o because_o he_o have_v no_o peace_n but_o his_o conscience_n be_v even_o the_o picture_n of_o hell_n according_a to_o that_o say_n of_o the_o prophet_n isa_n the_o wicked_a be_v like_o the_o rage_a sea_n that_o can_v rest_v who_o water_n cast_v up_o mire_n and_o dirt_n there_o be_v no_o peace_n say_v my_o god_n to_o the_o wicked_a 2._o wicked_a te_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la stimulant_fw-la maleficiorum_fw-la tuorum_fw-la quocüque_fw-la aspexissi_fw-la ut_fw-la furiae_fw-la sic_fw-la tuus_fw-la tibi_fw-la occurrunt_fw-la iniuriae_fw-la quae_fw-la te_fw-la respirare_fw-la non_fw-la sinunt_fw-la cicer._n paradox_n 2._o which_o way_n soever_o he_o look_v his_o sin_n like_v so_o many_o fury_n of_o hell_n present_v themselves_o before_o he_o in_o fearful_a shape_n and_o will_v not_o suffer_v he_o to_o breath_n claudian_n breath_n nec_fw-la recipit_fw-la somnos_fw-la &_o saepe_fw-la cubilibus_fw-la aman_n excutitur_fw-la paenamque_fw-la luit_fw-la formidine_fw-la paenae_fw-la claudian_n nay_o he_o can_v be_v quiet_a in_o his_o bed_n which_o be_v the_o place_n of_o rest_n but_o many_o time_n start_v out_o of_o his_o sleep_n with_o fear_n of_o vengeance_n for_o as_o job_n say_v cap._n 18.11_o fearfulness_n make_v he_o afraid_a on_o every_o side_n and_o drive_v he_o to_o his_o foot_n so_o as_o many_o time_n he_o flee_v when_o none_o pursue_v he_o prou._n 28.1_o thus_o do_v kain_n gen._n 4_o 14._o restles_o pursue_v himself_o from_o place_n to_o place_n be_v vex_v only_o with_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n etc._n conscience_n i_o fugio_fw-la scelerum_fw-la fugio_fw-la conscium_fw-la omnium_fw-la pectus_fw-la manumque_fw-la hanc_fw-la fugio_fw-la &_o hoc_fw-la caelum_fw-la &_o deos_fw-la &_o dira_fw-la fugio_fw-la scelera_fw-la quae_fw-la feci_fw-la nocens_fw-la sen._n in_o thebay_n verba_fw-la sunt_fw-la oedipi_fw-la etc._n etc._n for_o this_o cause_n s._n agustine_n very_o fit_o compare_v a_o ill_a conscience_n to_o a_o brawl_a wise_n 34_o wise_n nolunt_fw-la intrare_fw-la dâmos_fw-la svas_fw-la qui_fw-la habent_fw-la malas_fw-la vxores_fw-la jutraturi_fw-la sunt_fw-la enim_fw-la ad_fw-la taedia_fw-la ad_fw-la murmura_fw-la ad_fw-la amaritudines_fw-la ad_fw-la eversiones_fw-la quia_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la domus_fw-la composita_fw-la ubi_fw-la inter_fw-la virum_fw-la &_o vxorem_fw-la pax_fw-la nulla_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-mi ergò_fw-la miseri_fw-la sunt_fw-la qui_fw-la cum_fw-la redeunt_fw-la ad_fw-la paricte_v suos_fw-la timent_fw-la ne_fw-la aliquibus_fw-la suorum_fw-la perturbationibus_fw-la evertantur_fw-la quamtò_fw-la sunt_fw-la miseriores_fw-la qui_fw-la ad_fw-la conscientiam_fw-la svam_fw-la redire_fw-la nolunt_fw-la ne_fw-la ibi_fw-la litibus_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la evertantur_fw-la aâg_v in_o ps_n 34_o for_o man_n that_o have_v such_o wife_n have_v no_o will_n to_o come_v into_o their_o own_o house_n for_o they_o shall_v come_v to_o irkesomenesse_n to_o scold_v to_o grief_n and_o to_o ruin_v for_o there_o be_v no_o quiet_a in_o the_o house_n where_o there_o be_v no_o peace_n between_o man_n and_o wife_n and_o therefore_o if_o they_o be_v miserable_a that_o when_o they_o come_v to_o their_o own_o house_n be_v afraid_a to_o find_v molestation_n how_o much_o more_o miserable_a be_v they_o that_o dare_v not_o retire_v themselves_o into_o their_o conscience_n lest_o they_o shall_v be_v disquiet_v with_o the_o strife_n and_o debate_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o last_o of_o all_o because_o he_o have_v no_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n but_o the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n continual_o gnaw_v and_o torment_v his_o soul_n isa_n 66.24_o 5._o 66.24_o hic_fw-la est_fw-la vermis_fw-la qui_fw-la non_fw-la moritur_fw-la memoria_fw-la praeteritorum_fw-la semel_fw-la iniectus_fw-la vel_fw-la potius_fw-la innatus_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la hesit_fw-la firmiter_fw-la nequaquam_fw-la deinceep_v avellendus_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr consid_fw-la lib._n 5._o now_o this_o worm_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o even_o the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o former_a sin_n which_o be_v once_o breed_v in_o the_o conscience_n cleave_v so_o fast_o as_o it_o can_v never_o be_v remove_v and_o this_o be_v that_o which_o the_o apostle_n say_v that_o wicked_a man_n do_v pierce_v themselves_o through_o with_o many_o sorrow_n 1._o tim._n 6.10_o which_o as_o it_o be_v say_v prou._n 17.22_o dri_v up_o the_o bone_n it_o may_v be_v sometime_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v merry_a while_o peradventure_o their_o conscience_n be_v benumb_v aenigmat_fw-la benumb_v est_fw-la canis_fw-la in_o molli_fw-la stertens_fw-mi mens_fw-la conscialecto_fw-la abrupto_fw-la somno_fw-la mordet_fw-la acerba_fw-la canis_fw-la sphinx_n aenigmat_fw-la but_o god_n know_v it_o be_v no_o sound_a mirth_n they_o rejoice_v in_o their_o face_n and_o not_o in_o the_o heart_n 2._o cor._n 5.12_o it_o be_v but_o from_o the_o tooth_n outward_a when_o once_o their_o conscience_n be_v awake_v then_o even_o in_o laugh_v the_o heart_n be_v sorrowful_a and_o the_o end_n of_o that_o mirth_n be_v heaviness_n prou._n 14.13_o mostell_n 14.13_o heu_fw-la quantum_fw-la misero_fw-la paene_fw-la mens_fw-la conscia_fw-la donat_fw-la lucan_n nil_fw-la est_fw-la miserius_fw-la quam_fw-la animus_n hominis_fw-la malè_fw-la conscius_fw-la plaut_n in_o mostell_n so_o fearful_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v afflict_v with_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o no_o marvel_n for_o they_o behold_v the_o angry_a countenance_n of_o god_n and_o apprehend_v his_o intolerable_a indignation_n and_o displeasure_n against_o they_o for_o their_o sin_n solomon_n say_v of_o the_o wrath_n of_o a_o earthly_a king_n that_o it_o be_v as_o messenger_n of_o death_n
prou._n 16.14_o &_o 19.12_o like_o the_o roar_n of_o a_o lion_n much_o more_o fearful_a and_o terrible_a be_v the_o wrath_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n and_o therefore_o david_n say_v psal_n 76.7_o thou_o even_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v and_o who_o shall_v stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n when_o thou_o be_v angry_a even_o the_o child_n of_o god_n themselves_o upon_o the_o least_o apprehension_n of_o god_n anger_n have_v be_v exceed_o perplex_v job_n complain_v that_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a do_v rankle_v within_o he_o the_o venom_n whereof_o do_v drink_v up_o his_o spirit_n 7.20_o job._n 6.4_o &_o 7.20_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o god_n do_v fight_v against_o he_o and_o in_o another_o place_n he_o say_v that_o god_n have_v set_v he_o up_o for_o a_o mark_n that_o he_o may_v spend_v his_o arrow_n upon_o he_o david_n affirm_v 130.1_o psal_n 32.4_o &_o 51_o 8._o &_o 55.4.5_o &_o 88.6.7_o &_o 130.1_o that_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n lay_v so_o heavy_a upon_o he_o day_n and_o night_n that_o his_o natural_a moisture_n be_v turn_v into_o the_o drought_n of_o summer_n yea_o that_o all_o his_o bone_n be_v break_v with_o it_o yea_o as_o if_o he_o have_v be_v even_o almost_o in_o hell_n he_o say_v out_o of_o the_o deep_a place_n have_v i_o call_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n hezekiah_n cry_v out_o that_o god_n have_v break_v all_o his_o bone_n like_o a_o lion_n 38.13.14_o isa_n 38.13.14_o and_o that_o he_o be_v so_o oppress_v with_o grief_n as_o he_o can_v not_o speak_v but_o chatter_v like_o a_o crane_n or_o a_o swallow_n and_o mourn_v like_o a_o do_v yea_o our_o saviour_n christ_n himself_o who_o be_v for_o our_o sin_n to_o tread_v the_o winepress_n of_o his_o father_n wrath_n as_o it_o be_v say_v apoc_n 19.15_o be_v in_o a_o fearful_a agony_n and_o sweat_n great_a drop_n of_o blood_n trickle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luc._n 22.44_o and_o when_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n be_v break_v for_o our_o iniquity_n he_o cry_v out_o in_o the_o bitterness_n and_o anguish_n of_o his_o soul_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o mat._n 27.46_o if_o god_n child_n be_v thus_o afflict_v with_o the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o god_n wrath_n who_o yet_o notwithstanding_o be_v inward_o support_v by_o his_o grace_n and_o spirit_n sure_o much_o more_o be_v the_o wicked_a overwhelm_v and_o swallow_v up_o with_o it_o be_v utter_o forsake_v of_o god_n and_o leave_v destitute_a of_o all_o manner_n of_o comfort_n as_o we_o see_v in_o belshazzar_n who_o be_v fright_v with_o inward_a fear_n upon_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o hand_n write_v over_o against_o he_o his_o countenance_n be_v change_v and_o his_o thought_n trouble_v he_o so_o that_o as_o if_o he_o have_v be_v shake_v with_o a_o earthquake_n the_o joint_n of_o his_o loin_n be_v loose_v and_o his_o knee_n smote_n one_o against_o the_o other_o dan._n 5.5.6_o and_o in_o foelix_n who_o when_o he_o hear_v the_o apostle_n paul_n though_o be_v a_o prisoner_n and_o stand_v at_o the_o bar_n discourse_v of_o the_o judgement_n to_o come_v he_o be_v so_o terrify_v that_o he_o tremble_v and_o can_v not_o endure_v it_o act._n 24_o 26._o so_o true_a be_v that_o say_n of_o solomon_n the_o spirit_n of_o a_o man_n will_v sustain_v his_o infirmity_n but_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v it_o prou._n 18.14_o neither_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n that_o can_v minister_v any_o ease_n or_o release_v unto_o a_o man_n in_o this_o case_n to_o which_o purpose_n saint_n augustine_n have_v a_o sweet_a say_n 9_o say_n inter_fw-la omnes_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la humanae_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la nulla_fw-la est_fw-la maior_fw-la tribulatio_fw-la quam_fw-la conscientia_fw-la delictorum_fw-la namque_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la vulnus_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la sanumque_fw-la sit_fw-la intus_fw-la hominis_fw-la quod_fw-la conscientia_fw-la voco_fw-la ubicunque_fw-la alibi_fw-la passus_fw-la suerit_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la illuc_fw-la confugiet_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la inveniet_fw-la deum_fw-la si_fw-mi autem_fw-la ibi_fw-la requies_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la propter_fw-la abundantiam_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la quoniam_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la deus_fw-la quid_fw-la facturus_fw-la est_fw-la homo_fw-la quò_fw-la consugiet_fw-la cum_fw-la caeperit_n pati_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la fugiet_fw-la ab_fw-la agro_fw-la ad_fw-la civitatem_fw-la à _fw-la publico_fw-la ad_fw-la domum_fw-la à _fw-la domo_fw-la ad_fw-la cubiculum_fw-la &_o sequitur_fw-la tribulatio_fw-la a_o cubiculo_fw-la iam_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiat_fw-la non_fw-la habet_fw-la nisi_fw-la interius_fw-la ad_fw-la cubile_fw-la suum_fw-la porrò_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la tumultus_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la sumus_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la si_fw-la flamma_fw-la sceleris_fw-la non_fw-la illuc_fw-la potest_fw-la confugere_fw-la pellitur_fw-la enim_fw-la inde_fw-la &_o cùm_fw-la inde_fw-la pellitur_fw-la à _fw-la scipso_fw-la pellitur_fw-la etc._n etc._n august_n in_o psal_n 46._o cui_fw-la nec_fw-la virtuteresisti_fw-la nec_fw-la telis_fw-la armisque_fw-la potest_fw-la ovid._n met._n lib._n 9_o among_o all_o the_o trouble_n of_o man_n life_n say_v he_o there_o be_v no_o great_a trouble_n than_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n for_o if_o there_o be_v no_o wound_n there_o and_o if_o a_o man_n inward_a part_n be_v sound_a which_o be_v his_o conscience_n in_o what_o other_o part_n soever_o he_o shall_v be_v afflict_v he_o may_v fly_v thither_o and_o there_o he_o shall_v find_v god_n but_o if_o there_o be_v no_o quiet_a there_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o abundance_n of_o iniquity_n because_o god_n be_v not_o there_o neither_o what_o shall_v a_o man_n do_v whether_o shall_v he_o fly_v when_o he_o begin_v to_o suffer_v trouble_n let_v he_o fly_v out_o of_o the_o field_n into_o the_o city_n out_o of_o the_o street_n into_o his_o house_n out_o of_o his_o house_n into_o his_o chamber_n and_o trouble_n will_v follow_v he_o but_o he_o have_v no_o whither_o to_o fly_v from_o his_o chamber_n unless_o 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