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it_o reckon_v as_o make_v on_o purpose_n for_o it_o all_o which_o argue_v a_o very_a vile_a sense_n of_o both_o the_o justice_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n of_o his_o justice_n as_o if_o it_o have_v no_o authority_n of_o his_o mercy_n as_o if_o it_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o honour_n and_o last_o it_o be_v grow_v into_o a_o general_a expectation_n that_o however_o ill_a and_o careless_o of_o god_n man_n have_v live_v here_o yet_o they_o shall_v go_v out_o of_o the_o world_n with_o good_a word_n of_o he_o and_o religious_a profession_n as_o a_o inbalm_n to_o their_o memory_n and_o a_o dirge_n to_o their_o soul_n into_o the_o happiness_n of_o a_o everlasting_a condition_n thus_o they_o call_v repentance_n and_o heaven_n after_o their_o etc._n psal_n 49._o 11_o 13_o 14_o etc._n etc._n own_o name_n this_o their_o way_n be_v their_o folly_n yet_o their_o posterity_n man_n of_o like_a inclination_n approve_v their_o say_n because_o such_o man_n as_o they_o speak_v go_v away_o like_a lamb_n but_o 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