that_o thou_o may_v begin_v to_o cry_v out_o with_o st._n peter_n in_o great_a jubilation_n of_o heart_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v good_a that_o we_o remain_v here_o here_o be_v our_o father_n here_o our_o sister_n here_o our_o brother_n here_o our_o country_n o_o lord_n permit_v we_o to_o be_v here_o and_o never_o to_o depart_v from_o hence_o st._n amb._n let_v we_o fly_v o_o my_o soul_n into_o our_o most_o true_a country_n because_o there_o be_v our_o country_n for_o that_o which_o we_o be_v create_v there_o our_o father_n by_o who_o we_o be_v create_v there_o be_v that_o jerusalem_n that_o heavenly_a city_n which_o be_v our_o mother_n o_o my_o soul_n thy_o love_n here_o in_o this_o mortal_a life_n ought_v to_o be_v so_o great_a ansel_n saint_n ansel_n and_o desire_v to_o come_v to_o that_o for_o which_o we_o be_v create_v and_o so_o great_a thy_o grief_n because_o as_o yet_o thou_o be_v not_o there_o and_o so_o great_a thy_o fear_n lest_o perchance_o thou_o never_o come_v there_o that_o thou_o ought_v to_o feel_v no_o joy_n but_o from_o these_o thing_n which_o do_v either_o bring_v thou_o aid_v or_o hope_v to_o come_v thither_o chap._n iii_o of_o the_o interminable_a eternity_n soule_n o_o man_n whilst_o that_o sometime_o i_o think_v of_o these_o thing_n whilst_o that_o silent_o i_o consider_v with_o myself_o what_o be_v that_o which_o then_o shine_v in_o i_o and_o wound_v my_o heart_n without_o hurt_v i_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a yet_o be_o inflame_v i_o admit_v sometime_o mental_o into_o my_o affection_n something_o which_o be_v unusual_a aug._n st._n aug._n but_o i_o know_v not_o what_o sweetness_n it_o be_v which_o if_o it_o be_v perfect_v in_o i_o i_o know_v not_o what_o it_o shall_v be_v that_o this_o life_n shall_v not_o be_v but_o i_o fall_v into_o a_o relapse_n with_o ponderous_a burden_n and_o be_o swallow_v up_o with_o my_o wont_a care_n here_o i_o be_o able_a to_o be_v but_o not_o will_v there_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o be_v but_o be_o not_o able_a miserable_a in_o both_o haec_fw-la august_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n consider_v that_o these_o celestial_a thing_n can_v not_o so_o much_o as_o be_v think_v upon_o of_o those_o that_o be_v worthy_o dispose_v without_o foreta_v of_o the_o sweetness_n but_o i_o be_o ignorant_a what_o that_o shall_v then_o be_v when_o they_o can_v be_v perfect_o without_o intricacy_n taste_v or_o perceive_v in_o thou_o wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v marule_v at_o if_o the_o foretasting_a of_o such_o thing_n cause_n in_o thou_o a_o weariness_n of_o this_o exile_n because_o nothing_o be_v more_o bitter_a then_o after_o that_o the_o soul_n have_v be_v accustom_v to_o be_v comfort_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o such_o delight_n if_o again_o it_o shall_v begin_v to_o be_v entangle_v with_o worldly_a and_o transitory_a thing_n from_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o soul_n labour_v struggle_v and_o be_v vex_v there_o she_o always_o desire_v to_o be_v and_o yet_o it_o suffice_v not_o here_o she_o be_v compel_v to_o be_v yet_o after_o this_o she_o endeavour_v to_o ascend_v to_o that_o which_o she_o have_v already_o taste_v for_o now_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o spirit_n all_o flesh_n be_v distasteful_a thou_o have_v see_v the_o joy_n of_o the_o bless_a from_o these_o that_o be_v below_o thou_o and_o from_o these_o which_o be_v near_o thou_o now_o behold_v if_o thou_o can_v what_o joy_n be_v to_o come_v from_o these_o which_o be_v within_o thou_o for_o man_n shall_v be_v reward_v in_o body_n and_o in_o mind_n and_o with_o the_o eternal_a and_o inseparable_a union_n of_o these_o two_o for_o our_o body_n be_v compose_v of_o four_o element_n wherefore_o it_o shall_v be_v remunerate_v with_o four_o gift_n of_o nature_n the_o earth_n then_o shall_v have_v eternal_a immortality_n the_o water_n all_o manner_n of_o impassibility_n the_o air_n exceed_v great_a agility_n and_o the_o fire_n most_o transparent_a and_o bright_a shine_a clearness_n then_o shall_v the_o just_a shine_n like_o the_o sun_n and_o shall_v run_v like_o sparkle_n among_o the_o reed_n for_o god_n will_v wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o saint_n and_o then_o there_o shall_v not_o be_v any_o more_o either_o lamentation_n or_o roar_v or_o grief_n but_o everlasting_a peace_n and_o gladness_n in_o this_o sempiternal_a kingdom_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o bless_a shall_v shine_v in_o clearness_n one_o against_o another_o and_o shalâ—_n in_o purity_n be_v transparent_a there_o every_o one_o countenance_n be_v behold_v and_o conscience_n penetrate_v there_o the_o bodily_a substance_n of_o any_o one_o hide_v not_o his_o intent_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o another_o also_o at_o a_o instant_n wheresoever_o the_o mind_n will_v be_v there_o the_o body_n shall_v be_v also_o present_o st._n aug._n for_o as_o then_o the_o mind_n most_o perfect_o obey_v its_o creator_n so_o also_o the_o body_n shall_v most_o ready_o obey_v its_o mover_n god_n will_v make_v the_o soul_n then_o so_o powerful_a that_o from_o the_o most_o full_a beatitude_n thereof_o it_o shall_v return_v into_o the_o body_n from_o the_o superabundance_n whereof_o it_o shall_v receive_v the_o vigour_n of_o impassability_n the_o splendour_n of_o clearness_n the_o aptitude_n of_o subtlety_n the_o promptitude_n of_o agility_n there_o all_o the_o sense_n shall_v be_v employ_v in_o their_o proper_a action_n for_o there_o the_o eye_n shall_v see_v a_o most_o beautiful_a comeliness_n the_o taste_n shall_v feel_v a_o most_o most_o sweet_a savour_n the_o sense_n of_o smell_a shall_v be_v perfume_v with_o a_o most_o pleasant_a odour_n the_o touch_n shall_v embrace_v a_o most_o delicious_a object_n the_o hear_v shall_v be_v change_v by_o a_o most_o delicate_a sound_n for_o there_o when_o the_o mind_n be_v ravish_v by_o exultation_n the_o tongue_n be_v elevate_v into_o a_o song_n of_o praise_n soule_n o_o man_n i_o have_v hear_v these_o wonderful_a thing_n long_o ago_o and_o see_v that_o these_o be_v all_o true_a what_o other_o thing_n be_v this_o present_a life_n but_o a_o certain_a shadow_n of_o death_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v say_v well_o because_o temporal_a life_n compare_v to_o the_o eternal_a be_v rather_o be_v call_v death_n then_o life_n for_o what_o other_o thing_n be_v this_o defect_n of_o our_o daily_a corruption_n than_o a_o certain_a prolongation_n of_o death_n therefore_o holy_a man_n because_o they_o incessant_o look_v into_o the_o shortness_n of_o this_o life_n live_v as_o though_o they_o be_v daily_o die_v and_o therefore_o more_o careful_o prepare_v themselves_o not_o mind_v a_o abode_n be_v cause_n they_o always_o consider_v that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v nothing_o in_o the_o end_n but_o man_n carnal_o mind_v therefore_o love_v thing_n present_a frr_n that_o they_o never_o weigh_v how_o fleet_a man_n life_n be_v for_o if_o they_o shall_v look_v into_o the_o swiftness_n of_o their_o passage_n yea_o they_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a love_n this_o prosperity_n haec_fw-la gregorius_n let_v therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n the_o love_n of_o this_o present_a life_n pass_v from_o thou_o and_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v take_v place_n where_o no_o adversity_n disturb_v no_o necessity_n distress_v no_o trouble_n disquiet_v but_o ever_o last_a gladness_n reign_v and_o consider_v how_o great_a the_o future_a felicity_n be_v to_o be_v where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o evil_a thing_n nor_o good_a thing_n shall_v be_v hide_v all_o be_v imploeyd_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n who_o shall_v be_v all_o in_o all_o for_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o rest_n nor_o shall_v any_o want_n pinch_v there_o our_o be_v shall_v have_v no_o death_n our_o knowledge_n shall_v have_v no_o error_n our_o love_n shall_v have_v no_o offence_n there_o all_o slowness_n all_o corruption_n all_o deformity_n all_o infirmity_n shall_v be_v absent_a there_o be_v a_o new_a heaven_n and_o a_o new_a earth_n there_o we_o shall_v be_v like_a unto_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n and_o although_o not_o in_o age_n yet_o true_o in_o happiness_n st._n aug._n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o shall_v embrace_v that_o life_n where_o there_o be_v life_n without_o death_n youth_n without_o old_a age_n joy_n without_o sadness_n peace_n without_o discord_n will_v without_o injury_n light_n without_o darkness_n &_o a_o kingdom_n without_o change_n consider_v how_o much_o the_o spirit_n may_v rejoice_v when_o it_o shall_v resume_v such_o a_o body_n as_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v not_o such_o a_o one_o as_o thou_o have_v sustain_v with_o great_a grief_n and_o have_v overcome_v with_o great_a strife_n of_o who_o oftentimes_o thou_o patient_o impatient_a and_o meek_o angry_a haste_n say_v to_o thyself_o who_o will_v free_v from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n not_o sure_o such_o a_o one_o but_o now_o perfect_o obey_v and_o spiritual_a such_o a_o
that_o hope_n in_o he_o for_o no_o deceit_n no_o snare_n or_o allurement_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o deject_v the_o mind_n rely_v on_o god_n through_o hope_n or_o overcome_v he_o persevere_v now_o let_v humane_a despair_n be_v ashamed_a and_o curse_v be_v the_o fear_n of_o cowardliness_n which_o beleive_v that_o he_o can_v deny_v or_o withhold_v his_o benefit_n from_o they_o be_v rich_a and_o very_o liberal_a to_o all_o those_o that_o call_v upon_o he_o and_o put_v their_o perfect_a hope_n in_o he_o for_o have_v not_o the_o eternal_a father_n in_o who_o there_o be_v no_o change_n of_o his_o sole_a exceed_v great_a bounty_n send_v his_o only_o beget_v son_n in_o who_o he_o have_v give_v all_o that_o he_o have_v all_o that_o he_o will_v all_o that_o he_o be_v so_o that_o if_o his_o liberality_n shall_v now_o diminish_v his_o infinite_a goodness_n perhaps_o our_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n not_o unworthy_o will_v stagger_v but_o because_o he_o be_v good_a of_o himself_o and_o not_o by_o any_o accidental_a good_a he_o be_v not_o by_o the_o communication_n of_o his_o goodness_n diminish_v nor_o by_o addition_n of_o any_o other_o goodness_n augment_v man._n o_o my_o soul_n great_a be_v thy_o faith_n thou_o be_v very_o strong_a in_o hope_n and_o confidence_n and_o although_o the_o hope_n which_o proceed_v from_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n and_o a_o holy_a life_n and_o conversation_n be_v worthy_a of_o praise_n and_o aught_o to_o be_v eternize_v yet_o true_o i_o council_n thou_o before_o thou_o scende_v to_o get_v inebriation_n into_o thou_o that_o thou_o first_o wholesome_o descend_v below_o thyself_o by_o the_o consideration_n of_o thyself_o that_o thou_o may_v learn_v reverent_o to_o fear_v thy_o spouse_n before_o that_o thou_o begin_v to_o enter_v into_o his_o secret_a bedchamber_n who_o thou_o ought_v not_o only_o to_o fear_v when_o he_o be_v angry_a but_o also_o when_o he_o do_v most_o sweet_o and_o delicate_o cherish_v thou_o the_o end_n of_o the_o second_o part_n the_o three_o exercise_n how_o the_o soul_n by_o mental_a exercise_n aught_o to_o convert_v the_o beam_n of_o contemplation_n to_o thing_n below_o she_o that_o she_o may_v understand_v 1_o the_o inevitable_a necessity_n of_o man_n death_n 2_o the_o formidable_a austerity_n of_o final_a judgement_n 3_o the_o intolerable_a pain_n of_o infernal_a punishment_n chap._n i._o of_o the_o inevitable_a necessity_n of_o man_n death_n soule_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o o_o man_n what_o be_v those_o inferior_a thing_n to_o which_o my_o consideration_n be_v to_o be_v convert_v i_o hasten_v to_o ascend_v i_o seek_v inebriation_n of_o the_o divine_a comfort_n i_o be_o not_o able_a long_o to_o rest_v on_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v below_o i_o even_o now_o i_o desire_v o_o lord_n my_o helper_n thy_o belove_a tabernacle_n i_o covet_v with_o all_o my_o strength_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o court_n of_o our_o lord_n man._n these_o be_v the_o inferior_a thing_n o_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v convert_v thyself_o unto_o and_o may_v see_v the_o inevitable_a necessity_n of_o death_n and_o may_v lament_v all_o the_o infallible_a equity_n and_o truth_n of_o the_o divine_a judge_n and_o may_v tremble_v and_o be_v afraid_a of_o the_o intolerable_a austerity_n of_o infernal_a punishment_n consider_v therefore_o often_o weigh_v and_o revolve_v diligent_o that_o death_n can_v be_v avoid_v that_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n can_v be_v discover_v that_o the_o time_n preordained_n of_o god_n can_v be_v alter_v isidorus_n in_o humane_a thing_n nothing_o be_v more_o certain_a than_o death_n nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n it_o have_v not_o any_o pity_n on_o poverty_n it_o be_v not_o afraid_a of_o power_n it_o respect_v not_o the_o excellency_n of_o manner_n or_o kindred_n it_o spare_v not_o youth_n or_o age_n it_o be_v at_o the_o old_a man_n gate_n and_o at_o the_o young_a man_n heel_n soule_n i_o understand_v that_o our_o life_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o passage_n to_o death_n why_o then_o be_v temporal_a thing_n love_v which_o for_o such_o a_o uncertain_a time_n be_v possess_v why_o desire_v we_o this_o life_n to_o continue_v so_o long_o wherein_o by_o how_o much_o the_o long_o we_o live_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o we_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o our_o life_n be_v prolong_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o numerous_a be_v our_o transgression_n for_o daily_o evil_n increase_v and_o good_a thing_n be_v diminish_v for_o who_o be_v able_a to_o consider_v how_o many_o evil_n we_o commit_v in_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n or_o how_o many_o good_a thing_n we_o neglect_v for_o true_o it_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n when_o we_o neither_o do_v good_a nor_o think_v of_o good_a but_o suffer_v our_o mind_n to_o wander_v after_o vain_a and_o unprofitable_a thing_n man._n as_o st._n gregory_n say_v carnal_a mind_n o_o my_o soul_n for_o that_o cause_n love_v temporal_a pleasure_n because_o they_o consider_v not_o how_o fleet_v this_o life_n be_v for_o if_o they_o shall_v but_o look_v into_o the_o swiftness_n of_o the_o passage_n thereof_o true_o they_o will_v not_o affect_v this_o so_o little_a endure_v a_o prosperity_n my_o life_n be_v like_a to_o one_o sail_v for_o whether_o i_o sleep_v or_o watch_v i_o be_o still_o hasten_v to_o my_o end_n o_o present_a life_n how_o many_o do_v thou_o deceive_v which_o while_o thou_o fly_v art_n nothing_o when_o thou_o be_v see_v but_o a_o shadow_n when_o exalt_v but_o a_o fume_n to_o fool_n pleasant_a to_o wise_a man_n bitter_a they_o that_o love_v thou_o know_v thou_o not_o they_o that_o fly_v thou_o only_o understand_v thou_o to_o some_o thou_o promise_v thyself_o for_o a_o long_a season_n that_o thou_o may_v deceive_v they_o to_o other_o for_o a_o short_a time_n that_o thou_o may_v bring_v they_o into_o despair_n with_o continual_a meditation_n let_v we_o exercise_v our_o understanding_n anima_fw-la author_n de_fw-fr spiritu_fw-la &_o anima_fw-la and_o let_v we_o consider_v our_o misery_n with_o sorrow_n we_o enter_v this_o life_n with_o labour_n we_o live_v therein_o with_o fear_n go_v out_o thereof_o st._n bern._n how_o many_o of_o we_o have_v live_v in_o this_o region_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n in_o sickness_n of_o body_n in_o conflict_n and_o in_o the_o place_n of_o tentation_n if_o we_o diligent_o take_v notice_n thereof_o we_o miserable_o labour_v with_o a_o threefold_a discommodity_n for_o we_o be_v easy_a to_o be_v seduce_v weak_a to_o resist_v and_o frail_a to_o operate_v soule_n now_o i_o see_v that_o he_o live_v unprofitable_o in_o this_o world_n that_o hasten_v not_o to_o gain_v that_o whereby_o he_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o therefore_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v any_o one_o care_n to_o live_v long_o but_o rather_o that_o he_o may_v live_v well_o because_o although_o it_o may_v be_v grant_v to_o any_o one_o that_o he_o live_v well_o yet_o it_o be_v certain_a that_o it_o be_v not_o grant_v to_o any_o that_o he_o may_v live_v long_o st._n bern._n therefore_o that_o be_v a_o secure_a life_n where_o the_o conscience_n be_v pure_a where_o death_n be_v expect_v without_o fear_n or_o tremble_a be_v wish_v to_o be_v at_o hand_n with_o delight_n and_o receive_v with_o devotion_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o understand_v these_o thing_n to_o be_v so_o hear_v my_o council_n and_o in_o this_o life_n so_o long_o as_o it_o last_v prepare_v for_o thyself_o that_o life_n which_o last_v eternal_o whilst_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o flesh_n die_v to_o the_o world_n that_o afterward_o thou_o may_v begin_v to_o live_v in_o god_n understand_v that_o there_o be_v no_o one_o that_o admit_v death_n approach_v merry_o and_o jocund_o but_o he_o that_o have_v prepare_v himself_o thereto_o by_o good_a work_n whilst_o he_o live_v give_v attention_n to_o that_o of_o seneca_n the_o indiscreet_a man_n that_o be_v the_o sinner_n and_o the_o guilty_a man_n begin_v his_o death_n in_o die_v but_o the_o wise_a man_n and_o virtuous_a overcome_v death_n by_o death_n soule_n o_o man_n i_o perceive_v that_o the_o death_n of_o good_a man_n be_v bless_v and_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n unhappy_a and_o miserable_a man._n o_o my_o soul_n according_a to_o st._n bern._n the_o death_n of_o the_o just_a man_n be_v good_a in_o respect_n of_o rest_n better_a in_o respect_n of_o change_n the_o best_a in_o respect_n of_o security_n contrariwise_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v most_o miserable_a and_o well_o may_v it_o be_v term_v the_o worst_a evil_a in_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o world_n worse_o in_o the_o separation_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o the_o worst_a in_o the_o double_a sorrow_n and_o suffering_n of_o the_o worm_n and_o fire_n and_o that_o which_o be_v worst_a of_o all_o be_v in_o the_o privation_n of_o divine_a contemplation_n chap._n ii_o of_o the_o formidable_a austerity_n
of_o the_o final_a judgement_n soule_n now_o thou_o have_v speak_v sufficient_o of_o death_n so_o also_o speak_v of_o the_o state_n of_o final_a judgement_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n i_o do_v what_o thou_o exhorte_a yet_o i_o entreat_v thou_o to_o hear_v with_o patience_n thou_o ought_v to_o know_v that_o although_o it_o be_v a_o horrible_a thing_n to_o meditate_v on_o death_n yet_o to_o meditate_v on_o the_o state_n of_o final_a judgement_n as_o i_o be_o persuade_v it_o be_v no_o less_o formidable_a because_o there_o be_v not_o any_o that_o then_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deceive_v his_o wisdom_n to_o alter_v his_o justice_n to_o incline_v his_o clemency_n to_o avoid_v the_o sentence_n of_o revenge_n and_o just_a retribution_n st._n bern._n consider_v therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n with_o tremble_v how_o it_o shall_v be_v with_o theein_o the_o last_o day_n when_o thy_o conscience_n shall_v speak_v against_o thou_o of_o thy_o thought_n when_o the_o element_n shall_v accuse_v thou_o of_o 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this_o wonderful_a favour_n of_o divine_a piety_n towards_o we_o i_o be_o not_o a_o little_a confound_v and_o ashamed_a of_o my_o too_o much_o ingratitude_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v forsake_v thy_o spouse_n animae_fw-la hugo_n de_fw-fr arrha_fw-la animae_fw-la thou_o have_v prostitute_v thy_o love_n and_o have_v not_o give_v thanks_o for_o these_o great_a benefit_n yet_o that_o he_o may_v release_v thou_o from_o thence_o whence_o thou_o have_v fall_v he_o have_v please_v to_o descend_v and_o pious_o to_o suffer_v that_o which_o thou_o do_v endure_v think_v therefore_o how_o much_o he_o love_v thou_o which_o by_o no_o way_n but_o by_o die_v will_v free_v thou_o from_o death_n wherefore_o o_o my_o soul_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o worthy_a thou_o know_v the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n be_v by_o so_o much_o the_o sin_n of_o thy_o ingratitude_n be_v the_o worse_o see_v therefore_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o ingrateful_a on_o who_o so_o many_o benefit_n be_v bestow_v 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contemplation_n the_o comfort_n of_o the_o celestial_a kingdom_n forget_v by_o contempt_n and_o detestation_n thy_o people_n and_o thy_o father_n house_n that_o be_v to_o say_v the_o world_n the_o devil_n thyself_o and_o vain_a ambition_n see_v therefore_o and_o devout_o consider_v how_o those_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a spirit_n which_o have_v escape_v the_o danger_n of_o this_o present_a life_n and_o misery_n although_o they_o can_v never_o convert_v themselves_o from_o that_o splendour_n of_o that_o eternal_a son_n sometime_o notwithstanding_o they_o convert_v the_o light_n of_o their_o contemplation_n to_o thing_n below_o they_o sometime_o to_o thing_n above_o themsometimes_o to_o thing_n interior_a &_o sometime_o to_o thing_n exterior_a they_o convert_v themselves_o i_o say_v to_o thing_n below_o they_o and_o rejoice_v for_o three_o reason_n first_o that_o they_o have_v overcome_v by_o the_o divine_a power_n such_o impious_a horrible_a and_o cruel_a enemy_n second_o that_o they_o 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celestial_a kingdom_n o_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o one_o shall_v that_o day_n be_v unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v assume_v into_o this_o quire_n when_o all_o thy_o torment_n if_o thou_o shall_v live_v well_o if_o thou_o will_v patient_o suffer_v shall_v be_v convert_v into_o eternal_a jubisee_n then_o thou_o shall_v praise_v with_o exultation_n the_o lord_n thy_o god_n for_o all_o these_o thing_n say_v i_o will_v sing_v the_o mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n for_o ever_o then_o which_o song_n according_a to_o saint_n aug._n that_o be_v fung_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o christ_n by_o who_o precious_a blood_n we_o be_v deliver_v nothing_o shall_v be_v more_o pleasant_a to_o that_o city_n nothing_o more_o sweet_a thou_o therefore_o when_o thou_o be_v try_v with_o temptation_n when_o thou_o be_v overcome_v with_o persecution_n and_o when_o thou_o be_v molest_v in_o this_o world_n with_o divers_a tribulation_n then_o mental_o fly_v into_o heaven_n and_o consider_v that_o this_o be_v no_o other_o thing_n but_o the_o subject_a of_o eternal_a joy_n and_o then_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o reward_n lessen_v the_o violence_n of_o the_o punishment_n if_o we_o will_v consider_v what_o and_o how_o great_a the_o reward_n be_v which_o be_v promise_v we_o in_o heaven_n all_o thing_n on_o earth_n will_v seem_v vile_a in_o our_o mind_n and_o true_o not_o only_a the_o good_n which_o delightful_o we_o possess_v but_o also_o the_o evil_n which_o lamentable_o we_o sustain_v the_o trouble_n of_o this_o world_n be_v not_o equivalent_a to_o the_o fault_n past_o which_o be_v forgive_v to_o the_o present_a grace_n which_o be_v bestow_v and_o for_o the_o future_a glory_n which_o be_v promise_v which_o thou_o then_o o_o my_o soul_n with_o joy_n shall_v possess_v when_o thou_o perfect_o understand_v that_o thou_o have_v live_v in_o the_o world_n with_o so_o great_a danger_n wherewith_o the_o most_o be_v oppress_v that_o thou_o have_v overcome_v the_o deceitful_a wile_n of_o satan_n wherewith_o many_o be_v deceive_v that_o thou_o have_v escape_v the_o eternal_a torment_n wherewith_o innumerable_a be_v afflict_v chap._n ii_o of_o the_o ineffable_a delight_n soule_n o_o man_n how_o sound_a and_o wholesome_a be_v thy_o consolation_n for_o when_o i_o consider_v these_o thing_n which_o thou_o have_v propose_v by_o hope_n i_o receive_v very_o much_o comfort_n but_o o_o lord_n god_n what_o think_v thou_o shall_v then_o that_o be_v when_o i_o shall_v true_o possess_v that_o which_o now_o i_o but_o hope_v for_o man._n o_o my_o soul_n these_o be_v but_o little_a which_o thou_o have_v hear_v yea_o comparative_o they_o be_v as_o none_o which_o thou_o have_v mental_o perceive_v but_o erect_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n a_o little_a and_o weigh_v and_o devout_o consider_v how_o great_a the_o joy_n be_v which_o thou_o shall_v perceive_v by_o these_o which_o be_v never_o unto_o thou_o attend_v therefore_o and_o consider_v the_o beautiful_a place_n which_o the_o divine_a wisdom_n have_v build_v for_o thou_o consider_v also_o the_o delicate_a food_n the_o curious_a bravery_n the_o precious_a treasure_n which_o the_o eternal_a power_n have_v gather_v for_o thou_o consider_v likewise_o the_o renown_a college_n with_o who_o thy_o mind_n shall_v eternal_a rejoice_v by_o the_o divine_a clemency_n o_o my_o soul_n consider_v how_o glorious_a how_o renown_v how_o gladsome_a that_o house_n of_o god_n be_v the_o heavenly_a city_n the_o secure_a mansion_n the_o country_n coutain_v all_o that_o delight_v consider_v how_o clear_a how_o light_n how_o glorious_a that_o city_n be_v which_o need_v neither_o sun_n nor_o moon_n that_o they_o may_v shine_v therein_o but_o the_o lord_n himself_o the_o sun_n of_o justice_n the_o candour_n of_o eternal_a light_n be_v the_o light_n thereof_o and_o the_o lamb_n be_v the_o lamp_n thereof_o o_o my_o soul_n consider_v how_o high_a and_o how_o spacious_a how_o fair_a and_o how_o beautiful_a how_o comely_a and_o how_o renown_v that_o city_n be_v which_o the_o most_o bless_a trinity_n of_o himself_o adorn_v o_o city_n of_o god_n how_o glorious_a be_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v speak_v of_o thou_o o_o israel_n how_o magnificent_a be_v the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o great_a be_v the_o place_n of_o his_o possession_n o_o my_o soul_n contemplate_v there_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o the_o patriarck_n and_o prophet_n the_o habitacle_n of_o the_o apostle_n and_o martyr_n the_o stately_a and_o lofty_a chamber_n of_o the_o confessor_n and_o virgin_n the_o palace_n of_o the_o most_o heavenly_a spirit_n that_o most_o beautiful_a throne_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a trinity_n o_o my_o soul_n though_o thou_o be_v here_o corporal_o yet_o be_v there_o mental_o o_o my_o soul_n fly_v over_o all_o thing_n search_v all_o thing_n visit_v all_o thing_n enter_v into_o all_o the_o gate_n in_o order_n until_o thou_o shall_v come_v into_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a king_n let_v thy_o mind_n st._n aug._n be_v there_o and_o here_o shall_v be_v thy_o rest_n o_o my_o soul_n willing_o endeavour_v to_o be_v stay_v willing_o to_o be_v conversant_a in_o that_o holy_a city_n because_o there_o be_v life_n without_o death_n youth_n without_o old_a age_n light_n without_o darkness_n peace_n without_o disturbance_n for_o my_o people_n shall_v sit_v in_o a_o tabernacle_n of_o confidence_n and_o in_o a_o rich_a rest_n say_v our_o lord_n second_o consider_v the_o delicate_a food_n the_o curious_a bravery_n and_o the_o precious_a treasure_n and_o who_o shall_v there_o be_v out_o food_n but_o that_o most_o bless_a lamb_n that_o pure_a and_o immaculate_a jesus_n the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o father_n of_o who_o they_o shall_v administer_v most_o excellent_a dainty_n to_o the_o holy_a spirit_n in_o all_o sufficiency_n very_o excellent_a true_o of_o the_o most_o pure_a humanity_n but_o most_o of_o the_o more_o than_o most_o bless_a divinity_n for_o then_o the_o soul_n