yet_o be_v desert_v of_o his_o friend_n who_o will_v not_o wonder_v at_o this_o to_o hear_v a_o king_n complain_v my_o lover_n and_o my_o friend_n stand_v aloof_o from_o i_o 38.11_o psal._n 38.11_o and_o my_o kinsman_n stand_v a_o far_o off_o and_o 18._o psal._n 88_o 18._o lover_n and_o friend_n have_v thou_o put_v away_o far_o from_o i_o and_o hide_v my_o acquaintance_n out_o of_o my_o sight_n and_o 69.8_o ps._n 69.8_o i_o be_o become_v a_o stranger_n unto_o my_o brethren_n even_o a_o alien_n unto_o my_o mother_n child_n but_o wherefore_o all_o this_o because_o he_o be_v now_o fall_v into_o poverty_n no_o such_o thing_n for_o he_o be_v still_o a_o great_a king_n or_o be_v it_o because_o he_o be_v a_o type_n of_o christ_n and_o therefore_o must_v look_v to_o fare_v so_o much_o the_o worse_o with_o the_o world_n and_o be_v evil_o entreat_v of_o his_o near_a friend_n as_o christ_n be_v for_o the_o like_a to_o christ_n the_o worse_o like_v of_o the_o world_n nor_o that_o neither_o for_o 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they_o be_v the_o token_n of_o our_o heavenly_a father_n love_n who_o leave_v we_o not_o to_o ourselves_o to_o follow_v our_o folly_n but_o merciful_o chastize_v we_o to_o our_o betterment_n so_o the_o lord_n say_v if_o my_o child_n forsake_v my_o law_n 89._o psal._n 89._o and_o walk_v not_o in_o my_o judgement_n etc._n etc._n then_o will_v i_o visit_v their_o transgression_n with_o the_o rod_n and_o their_o iniquity_n with_o stripe_n nevertheless_o my_o love_a kindness_n will_v i_o not_o utter_o take_v from_o he_o nor_o suffer_v my_o faithfulness_n to_o fail_v lo_o here_o a_o special_a mark_n of_o god_n fatherly_a love_n to_o his_o child_n in_o correct_v they_o with_o his_o rod._n thus_o god_n deal_v with_o david_n when_o after_o he_o have_v pardon_v his_o sin_n yet_o he_o spare_v not_o to_o lay_v load_n of_o affliction_n upon_o he_o 33_o supplicia_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la post_fw-la remissionem_fw-la certamina_fw-la esse_fw-la exercitationesque_fw-la iâ—storum_fw-la aug_n de_fw-la 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a_o love_a and_o wise_a father_n who_o will_v not_o pamper_v thou_o in_o thy_o childish_a folly_n but_o will_v humble_v thou_o to_o do_v thou_o good_a at_o thy_o late_a end_n that_o thou_o may_v glorify_v he_o in_o that_o quiet_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n which_o affliction_n bring_v forth_o in_o all_o those_o who_o be_v his_o true-bred_a child_n 37._o aug._n de_fw-fr serbis_fw-la domini_fw-la ser._n 37._o magnae_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la est_fw-la nequitiae_fw-la impunitatem_fw-la non_fw-la relinquere_fw-la &_o ne_fw-la cogatur_fw-la in_o extremo_fw-la gehennae_fw-la damnare_fw-la modò_fw-la flagello_fw-la dignatur_fw-la castigare_fw-la it_o be_v god_n great_a mercy_n not_o to_o leave_v sin_n unpunished_a and_o that_o he_o vouchsafe_v now_o to_o chastise_v with_o the_o whip_n that_o he_o may_v not_o be_v compel_v to_o condemn_v in_o the_o extremity_n of_o
enough_o to_o rejoice_v at_o the_o happy_a estate_n of_o god_n church_n and_o child_n though_o it_o be_v a_o symptom_n and_o sign_n of_o true_a grace_n and_o a_o quality_n proper_a to_o none_o but_o to_o god_n elect_v saint_n yet_o what_o comfort_n can_v it_o be_v for_o a_o man_n to_o rejoice_v at_o other_o welfare_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n to_o be_v press_v down_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o own_o unworthiness_n or_o how_o can_v he_o be_v comfort_v to_o see_v other_o in_o honour_n that_o be_v himself_o compass_v about_o with_o disgrace_n can_v the_o sight_n of_o lazarus_n in_o abraham_n bosom_n any_o whit_n comfort_v poor_a dives_fw-la now_o in_o hell_n torment_n or_o not_o rather_o add_v fuel_n to_o those_o flame_n much_o less_o shall_v he_o ever_o think_v to_o extenuate_v his_o own_o sin_n and_o consequent_o mitigate_v his_o sorrow_n by_o discover_v or_o uncharitable_o think_v that_o there_o may_v be_v far_o great_a obliquity_n in_o other_o than_o he_o can_v easy_o find_v to_o be_v in_o himself_o as_o though_o another_o plague_n will_v assuage_v my_o fever_n or_o another_o gangreve_v my_o redwiae_fw-la or_o sore_a finger_n yea_o on_o the_o contrary_a the_o least_o sin_n become_v the_o more_o damnable_a when_o it_o seek_v a_o patronage_n or_o shadow_n from_o some_o other_o master-sinne_n this_o be_v to_o look_v upon_o other_o sin_n with_o a_o perspective_n glass_n turn_v that_o end_n outward_a which_o dilate_v and_o multipli_v the_o object_n but_o the_o other_o towards_o a_o man_n self_n which_o contract_v and_o abate_v it_o nor_o be_v it_o safe_a for_o a_o man_n so_o to_o compare_v or_o parallel_v himself_o with_o other_o as_o look_v only_o on_o their_o infirmity_n and_o slip_n but_o not_o on_o their_o more_o masculine_a virtue_n and_o grace_n and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n reflect_v upon_o his_o own_o morality_n perhaps_o not_o mix_v with_o the_o like_a imperfection_n at_o least_o in_o appearance_n yet_o come_v as_o far_o short_a of_o the_o other_o perfection_n and_o noble_a part_n thereupon_o either_o to_o comfort_v himself_o or_o to_o contemn_v they_o in_o comparison_n of_o himself_o as_o i_o remember_v a_o sweet_a observation_n of_o saint_n augustine_n to_o this_o purpose_n 68_o aug._n contra_fw-la manich._n l._n 22._o c._n 68_o multi_fw-la nunquam_fw-la christum_fw-la vel_fw-la semel_fw-la abnogaverunt_fw-la nec_fw-la eius_fw-la pro_fw-la nostra_fw-la salute_v passionem_fw-la improbaverunt_fw-la nec_fw-la gentes_fw-la judaizare_fw-la coegerunt_fw-la &_o tamen_fw-la petro_n qui_fw-la haec_fw-la fecit_fw-la impares_fw-la comparebunt_fw-la ita_fw-la multi_fw-la fideles_fw-la nullius_fw-la appetentes_fw-la vxorem_fw-la nullum_fw-la maritum_fw-la appetitae_fw-la usque_fw-la ad_fw-la mortem_fw-la persequentes_fw-la davidicum_fw-la tamen_fw-la meritum_fw-la qui_fw-la ista_fw-la fecit_fw-la non_fw-la attingunt_fw-la tantum_n interest_n quod_fw-la cuique_fw-la in_o seipso_fw-la quantunque_fw-la displiceat_fw-la ut_fw-la penitus_fw-la extirpetur_fw-la &_o quid_fw-la pro_fw-la eo_fw-la fructiferum_fw-la &_o opulentum_fw-la ingenti_fw-la feracitate_fw-la consurgat_fw-la quia_fw-la &_o agricolae_fw-la plus_fw-la placent_fw-la agri_fw-la qui_fw-la spinis_fw-la etiam_fw-la magnis_fw-la eradicatis_fw-la centenum_fw-la proferunt_fw-la quam_fw-la qui_fw-la nullas_fw-la unquam_fw-la spinas_fw-la habuerunt_fw-la &_o vix_fw-la ad_fw-la tricenum_fw-la perveniunt_fw-la many_o never_n no_o not_o once_o deny_v christ_n nor_o discommend_v his_o passion_n for_o our_o salvation_n nor_o compel_v the_o gentile_n to_o judaize_v and_o yet_o they_o will_v be_v find_v far_o inferior_a to_o peter_n who_o do_v these_o thing_n so_o also_o many_o believer_n have_v neither_o desire_v any_o man_n wife_n nor_o persecute_v the_o husband_n of_o any_o desire_a unto_o the_o death_n yet_o they_o attain_v not_o to_o dauid_n excellency_n who_o do_v these_o thing_n of_o so_o great_a consequence_n be_v it_o what_o displease_v every_o man_n in_o himself_o and_o how_o much_o that_o it_o may_v utter_o be_v root_v out_o and_o what_o in_o stead_n thereof_o spring_v up_o as_o a_o fruitful_a and_o rich_a crop_n because_o even_o those_o field_n do_v more_o delight_v the_o husbandman_n which_o have_v great_a thorn_n scrub_a up_o do_v bring_v forth_o a_o hundred_o fold_n then_o those_o which_o never_o have_v any_o such_o thorn_n and_o yet_o scarce_o amount_v to_o thirtie-fold_n so_o he_o but_o to_o find_v solid_a comfort_n the_o patient_n must_v imitate_v the_o spouse_n who_o be_v beat_v by_o the_o watchman_n for_o not_o keep_v she_o own_o vine_n yet_o go_v on_o with_o all_o care_n and_o diligence_n to_o seek_v out_o he_o who_o her_o soul_n love_v who_o till_o she_o find_v she_o can_v find_v no_o sound_a comfort_n christ_n be_v that_o great_a and_o good_a shepherd_n that_o give_v his_o life_n for_o his_o sheep_n he_o be_v that_o merciful_a high_a priest_n who_o take_v compassion_n of_o our_o infirmity_n if_o any_o man_n sin_n we_o we_o say_v the_o belove_a disciple_n we_o have_v a_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o he_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n this_o be_v that_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o reject_v not_o his_o penitent_a apostle_n though_o he_o have_v deny_v he_o thrice_o this_o be_v that_o judge_n before_o who_o the_o woman_n â—eprehended_v in_o adultery_n be_v accuse_v she_o find_v mercy_n when_o her_o accuser_n ready_a to_o stone_n she_o than_o so_o much_o as_o once_o to_o smite_v upon_o their_o own_o breast_n yet_o slink_v away_o selfe-condemned_n not_o abide_v the_o issue_n of_o their_o accusation_n while_o she_o neither_o seek_v to_o hide_v her_o sin_n nor_o to_o hasten_v from_o the_o sentence_n whole_o commit_v her_o cause_n to_o the_o clemency_n of_o the_o judge_n be_v dismiss_v with_o this_o comfortable_a speech_n neither_o do_v i_o condemn_v thou_o go_v &_o sin_n no_o more_o to_o this_o merciful_a judge_n let_v the_o distress_a conscience_n appeal_v when_o all_o the_o world_n accuse_v condemn_v and_o now_o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n thou_o only_o compassionate_a physician_n of_o the_o wound_a spirit_n thou_o only_a refresher_n of_o the_o weary_a and_o lade_v thou_o only_o merciful_a high_a priest_n who_o be_v therefore_o acquaint_v with_o infirmity_n yet_o without_o sin_n that_o thou_o may_v take_v compassion_n even_o of_o our_o sinful_a infirmity_n vouchsafe_v to_o reflect_v one_o look_n of_o grace_n upon_o thy_o wretched_a scruant_n which_o as_o the_o sunbeam_n may_v so_o warm_v the_o cold_a comfortless_a soul_n as_o send_v up_o vapourie_a sigh_n towards_o heaven_n they_o may_v distil_v in_o such_o a_o kind_o sad_a shower_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n as_o to_o cause_v the_o parch_a ground_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o fructify_v more_o abundant_o as_o after_o the_o latter_a rain_n to_o a_o bless_a harvest_n o_o lord_n christ_n my_o sinful_a soul_n dare_v the_o more_o bold_o appeal_v and_o approach_v to_o thy_o judgement_n seat_n because_o thyself_o be_v judge_v for_o i_o and_o be_v become_v not_o only_o my_o judge_n but_o my_o advocate_n at_o thy_o bar_n i_o fear_v not_o to_o hold_v up_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o faith_n and_o to_o open_v the_o mouth_n of_o humble_a sorrow_n to_o confess_v guilty_a see_v i_o can_v do_v this_o but_o present_o as_o by_o the_o law_n of_o relation_n thou_o avouch_v thyself_o my_o saviour_n my_o surety_n my_o sacrifice_n my_o satisfaction_n in_o who_o pure_a blood_n all_o my_o pollution_n be_v wash_v on_o who_o cross_n the_o hand-writing_n of_o all_o that_o debt_n of_o i_o more_o than_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n be_v fast_o nail_v and_o cancel_v oh_o that_o it_o where_o my_o lot_n to_o have_v none_o other_o judge_n but_o thyself_o to_o be_v sentence_v at_o none_o other_o bar_n but_o thy_o tribunal_n why_o because_o thou_o arâ—_n not_o just_o yea_o a_o most_o upright_o judge_v but_o oh_o that_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o thy_o hand_n only_o and_o not_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o man_n for_o with_o thou_o there_o be_v mercy_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v thou_o so_o forgive_v sin_n 19_o aug._n de_fw-fr peccatorum_fw-la meritis_fw-la et_fw-la remiss_a l._n 2._o cap._n 19_o as_o withal_o thou_o forget_v it_o cancel_v and_o cross_v thy_o book_n but_o man_n once_o offend_v write_v it_o in_o his_o marble_n heart_n for_o perpetual_a remembrance_n only_o thou_o play_v the_o good_a and_o wise_a physician_n keep_v est_fw-la keep_v idcirco_fw-la sanctos_fw-la et_fw-la fideles_fw-la suos_fw-la in_o aliquibus_fw-la vitiis_fw-la tardius_fw-la sanat_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o his_o eos_fw-la minùs_fw-la quà m_fw-la implendae_fw-la ex_fw-la omni_fw-la parte_fw-la iustitiae_fw-la sufficit_fw-la delectet_fw-la bonum_fw-la ut_fw-la quantum_fw-la tertinet_fw-la ad_fw-la integerrimam_fw-la regulam_fw-la veritatis_fw-la eius_fw-la non_fw-la iustificetur_fw-la in_o conspectu_fw-la eius_fw-la omnis_fw-la uâ—uens_fw-la nec_fw-la in_o eo_fw-la ipso_fw-la vulâ—_n nes_z damâ—abiles_fw-la sed_fw-la humiles_fw-la commendans_fw-la nobis_fw-la eandem_fw-la gratiam_fw-la svam_fw-la ne_fw-la facilitatem_fw-la in_o omnibus_fw-la assecuti_fw-la nostrum_fw-la putemus_fw-la esse_fw-la quod_fw-la eâ—us_fw-la est_fw-la long_o