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that_o my_o friend_n and_o kindred_n lover_n and_o well_o wisher_n do_v alienate_v and_o withdraw_v their_o affection_n from_o i_o do_v forget_v and_o neglect_v i_o yea_o and_o come_v to_o be_v avert_v from_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o i_o and_o do_v i_o evil_a office_n yet_o so_o as_o i_o commit_v no_o sin_n or_o give_v no_o just_a occasion_n of_o such_o aversion_n from_o i_o 14._o and_o further_o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o be_v leave_v and_o forsake_v of_o all_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n so_o that_o i_o have_v no_o man_n or_o any_o thing_n to_o cleave_v unto_o save_v thou_o only_o my_o jesus_n who_o will_v abundant_o suffice_v i_o 15._o i_o be_o resign_v and_o indifferent_a in_o what_o place_n and_o in_o what_o company_n i_o live_v and_o in_o particular_a to_o live_v with_o they_o from_o who_o my_o nature_n be_v most_o avert_v and_o to_o live_v with_o stranger_n aswell_o as_o with_o my_o familiar_n 16._o and_o to_o live_v with_o they_o with_o who_o and_o 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equal_n or_o else_o by_o such_o as_o in_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o world_n be_v inferior_a to_o i_o 5._o and_o whither_o they_o be_v do_v by_o such_o as_o i_o esteem_v my_o friend_n and_o of_o who_o i_o have_v better_a deserve_v or_o by_o any_o profess_a foe_n or_o as_o such_o behave_v themselves_o towards_o i_o though_o i_o esteem_v they_o to_o be_v in_o charity_n with_o i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n 6._o i_o be_o resign_v that_o my_o life_n or_o manner_n of_o my_o death_n be_v execrable_a odious_a and_o hateful_a to_o other_o and_o be_v dead_a to_o be_v evil_a thought_n of_o and_o evil_a speak_v of_o by_o other_o and_o to_o have_v no_o man_n that_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o pray_v for_o i_o be_v dead_a but_o to_o be_v either_o clean_o forget_v or_o to_o have_v a_o ill_a memory_n and_o esteem_v 7._o yea_o thought_n by_o all_o the_o world_n to_o have_v dye_v out_o of_o the_o state_n of_o salvation_n and_o so_o damn_v for_o ever_o yea_o moreover_o to_o have_v it_o so_o set_v down_o 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by_o thou_o daily_a afflict_a for_o that_o i_o be_o continual_o find_v to_o have_v offend_v 3._o if_o i_o ponder_v the_o evil_n which_o i_o daily_a commit_v that_o which_o i_o endure_v be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o it_o 4._o that_o which_o i_o have_v do_v be_v much_o more_o grievous_a than_o my_o affliction_n thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o right_o be_v thy_o judgement_n all_o thy_o judgement_n most_o just_a and_o true_a 5._o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v just_a &_o full_a of_o goodness_n neither_o be_v there_o in_o thou_o any_o wickedness_n 6._o because_o when_o we_o offend_v thou_o do_v not_o uniustlye_o and_o cruel_o afflict_v we_o who_o when_o we_o be_v not_o haste_v powrefullye_o make_v we_o and_o when_o for_o our_o sin_n we_o be_v guilty_a of_o damnation_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o goodness_n set_v we_o in_o the_o state_n of_o salvation_n 7._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n god_n and_o be_o assure_v that_o our_o life_n be_v not_o govern_v by_o uncertain_a chance_n but_o wholye_n dispose_v and_o order_v by_o thy_o awful_a power_n and_o providence_n 8._o thou_o therefore_o take_v care_n of_o all_o thing_n but_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o serve_v the_o who_o put_v their_o confidence_n in_o thy_o only_o mercy_n 9_o wherefore_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o deal_v with_o i_o accord_v to_o my_o iniquity_n by_o which_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o anger_n but_o accord_v to_o thy_o manifold_a mercy_n which_o surmount_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 10._o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o do_v punish_v i_o outwardlye_o give_v always_o a_o invincible_a patience_n inwardlye_o to_o the_o end_n may_v never_o cease_v to_o praise_v thou_o 11._o take_v pity_v of_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o help_v i_o both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n 12._o thou_o ay_o say_v who_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n whatsoever_o who_o live_v and_o riegue_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 13._o o_o lord_n jesus-christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n who_o with_o thy_o hand_n stretch_v forth_o on_o the_o cross_n have_v drink_v the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o thy_o passion_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o all_o mankind_n succour_v i_o this_o day_n i_o beseech_v thou_o 14._o behold_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o that_o be_o needy_a do_v come_v to_o thou_o who_o be_v wealthy_a i_o that_o be_o full_a of_o misery_n do_v approach_n to_o thou_o replenish_v with_o mercy_n suffer_v i_o not_o therefore_o to_o depart_v void_a or_o as_o one_o worthy_a to_o be_v despise_v 15._o i_o begin_v hungry_a let_v i_o not_o end_v empty_a 16._o i_o approach_v as_o one_o hunger_n starn_v let_v i_o not_o depart_v unfedd_v 17._o and_o if_o i_o sigh_v before_o i_o eat_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v at_o least_o eat_v after_o i_o have_v sigh_v 18._o first_o therefore_o most_o sneete_a jesus_n before_o the_o magnificence_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n i_o confess_v against_o i_o my_o injustice_n 19_o behold_v o_o lord_n whereas_o i_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v in_o sin_n thou_o have_v wash_v and_o sanctify_v i_o from_o the_o same_o and_o i_o after_o this_o have_v i_o defile_v myself_o with_o great_a offence_n 20._o those_o wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v be_v of_o necessity_n but_o those_o in_o which_o i_o afterward_o lie_v wallowinge_v be_v voluntary_a this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o vii_o exercise_n 1._o this_o notwithstanding_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o unmindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n have_v draw_v i_o from_o my_o father_n house_n and_o from_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o sinner_n 2._o and_o thou_o inspire_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n to_o follow_v the_o company_n of_o those_o who_o seek_v thy_o face_n who_o walk_v the_o direct_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o felicity_n live_v among_o the_o lily_n of_o chastity_n and_o sittinge_n at_o the_o table_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o parlour_n of_o most_o profound_a poverty_n 14._o as_o i_o have_v sin_v so_o do_v thou_o correct_v &_o amend_v i_o 15._o and_o be_v by_o the_o stripe_n of_o thy_o fatherlie_a pity_n correct_v &_o amend_v commit_v i_o to_o the_o care_n &_o custody_n of_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n 16._o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o woman_n to_o forget_v the_o child_n of_o her_o own_o womb_n 17._o and_o though_o she_o shall_v forget_v o_o most_o love_a father_n thou_o have_v promise_v not_o to_o be_v unmindful_a 18._o behold_v i_o cry_v &_o thou_o do_v not_o hear_v i_o 19_o i_o be_o afflict_v with_o with_o grief_n &_o thou_o do_v not_o comfort_v i_o 20â—_n o_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v or_o do_v in_o this_o extreme_a misery_n alas_o i_o be_o altogether_o comfortless_a &_o which_o be_v worse_o be_o chase_v out_o of_o thy_o presence_n 21._o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o from_o how_o great_a good_a into_o how_o great_a evil_a be_o i_o fall_v 22._o whither_o do_v i_o attempt_v to_o go_v &_o whither_o be_o i_o come_v 23._o where_o be_o i_o &_o where_o be_o i_o not_o 24._o how_o be_v it_o that_o i_o that_o do_v sigh_v after_o heaven_n do_v now_o sigh_v through_o so_o great_a tribulation_n 25._o i_o have_v seek_v comfort_n &_o have_v find_v affliction_n 26._o and_o true_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o be_v without_o thou_o sweet_a jesus_n 27._o it_o be_v better_a not_o to_o live_v then_o to_o live_v without_o thou_o the_o only_a true_a life_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v the_o viii_o exercise_n where_o be_v now_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thy_o accustom_a mercy_n 2._o will_v thou_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o 3._o be_v appease_v i_o beseech_v thou_o &_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o &_o turn_v not_o thy_o love_a face_n away_o from_o i_o who_o to_o redeem_v i_o have_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o those_o who_o do_v mock_v &_o spit_v at_o thou_o 4._o i_o confess_v that_o i_o have_v sin_v &_o my_o conscience_n do_v adjudge_v i_o worthy_a of_o damnation_n neither_o be_v my_o penance_n sufficient_a to_o make_v satisfaction_n 5._o nenerthelesse_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o thy_o mercy_n do_v surmount_v all_o offence_n whatsoever_o be_v they_o never_o so_o abominable_a 6._o wherefore_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o write_v down_o my_o malicious_a bitterness_n neither_o enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n 7._o but_o accord_v to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n blot_n out_o my_o iniquity_n 8._o woe_n be_v to_o i_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n when_o the_o book_n of_o our_o conscience_n shall_v be_v open_v wherein_o our_o action_n be_v register_v when_o of_o i_o it_o shall_v be_v open_o proclaim_v see_v here_o a_o man_n and_o his_o work_n 9_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o my_o lord_n aâ—_n that_o dreadful_a day_n when_o the_o heaven_n shall_v reveal_v my_o iniquity_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o 10._o verilye_o i_o shall_v be_v mute_a and_o able_a to_o say_v nothing_o but_o holdinge_v down_o my_o head_n through_o shame_n and_o confusion_n i_o shall_v stand_v before_o thou_o shakinge_v and_o blushingé_fw-fr 11._o alas_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o will_v call_v and_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n why_o be_o i_o consume_v be_v silent_a 12._o nevertheless_o if_o i_o speak_v my_o grief_n will_v not_o cease_v 13._o and_o if_o i_o hold_v my_o peace_n i_o shall_v interiorlie_o be_v torment_v with_o insupportable_a bitterness_n 14._o weep_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o make_v lamentation_n as_o a_o young_a marry_a weoman_n for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o husband_n 15._o weep_v and_o be_v wail_v thy_o misery_n for_o that_o thy_o bridegroom_n who_o be_v christ_n have_v forsake_v thou_o 16._o o_o anger_n of_o the_o almighty_a rush_n not_o upon_o i_o for_o i_o can_v subsist_v against_o tâ—â—e_n 17._o verâ—â—â—e_v there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o be_v able_a to_o sustain_v thou_o 18._o take_v pity_n on_o i_o lest_o i_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o by_o dispairinge_v of_o myself_o i_o may_v find_v comfort_n in_o confidinge_v in_o thou_o 19_o and_o albeit_o i_o have_v do_v that_o for_o which_o thou_o may_v just_o condemn_v i_o yet_o thou_o have_v not_o lose_v thy_o accustom_a property_n of_o show_n mercy_n and_o pity_n 20._o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o sinner_n neither_o do_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o perdition_n of_o those_o that_o die_v 21._o nay_o rather_o that_o those_o who_o be_v dead_a may_v live_v thou_o thyself_o haâ—â—_n die_v and_o thy_o death_n have_v be_v the_o death_n of_o that_o death_n that_o be_v due_a to_o sinner_n and_o they_o by_o thy_o death_n be_v come_v to_o life_n 22._o grant_v
who_o be_v most_o avert_v from_o i_o and_o be_v like_a to_o be_v most_o contradictory_n and_o troublesome_a to_o i_o and_o of_o this_o mind_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o purpose_v to_o be_v while_o i_o liuâ—_n though_o i_o live_v never_o so_o long_o and_o shall_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v content_v if_o not_o rejoice_v that_o i_o be_o and_o shall_v be_v hold_v insufficient_a and_o unworthy_a of_o any_o office_n or_o employment_n of_o worth_n or_o credit_n 2._o and_o on_o the_o otherside_n there_o be_v not_o or_o shall_v be_v any_o office_n or_o employment_n so_o mean_a base_a contemptible_a painful_a or_o otherwise_o ungrateful_a but_o that_o i_o will_v accept_v of_o it_o if_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o abide_v iâ—_n it_o so_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n out_o of_o pure_a obedience_n to_o his_o holy_a will_n though_o the_o office_n or_o employment_n be_v to_o continue_v all_o my_o life_n â—yme_n &_o that_o i_o live_v and_o die_v the_o most_o abieâ—â—â—_n neglect_v and_o contemptible_a person_n not_o only_o of_o all_o the_o house_n but_o even_o of_o all_o other_o that_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a world_n this_o present_a matter_n of_o resignation_n be_v very_o necessary_a to_o be_v use_v in_o prayer_n but_o more_o necessary_a to_o be_v stand_v unto_o in_o practice_n when_o the_o occasion_n happen_v advice_n read_v consider_v &_o practice_v the_o virtue_n of_o prayer_n be_v practise_v out_o of_o prayer_n this_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o rule_n and_o the_o only_a advice_n as_o â—ften_o it_o do_v for_o god_n seeinge_v the_o soul_n to_o have_v over_o much_o pride_n and_o to_o want_v that_o humility_n he_o will_v have_v in_o she_o will_v not_o perhaps_o have_v she_o to_o be_v choose_v to_o such_o a_o office_n or_o place_n of_o authority_n or_o dignity_n which_o he_o forsee_v will_v increase_v pride_n in_o heâ—_n at_o least_o will_v not_o work_v in_o she_o that_o humility_n which_o be_v requisite_a for_o she_o and_o therefore_o he_o provide_v out_o of_o his_o great_a love_n to_o she_o that_o some_o other_o who_o perhaps_o seem_v to_o be_v much_o inferior_a in_o worth_n aâ—â—_n talent_n to_o be_v choose_v to_o itt_v and_o oftentimes_o god_n for_o her_o further_a humiliation_n in_o leiâ—_n of_o the_o high_a place_n do_v cause_v she_o to_o be_v choose_v to_o some_o other_o lâ—w_o or_o base_a place_n which_o she_o in_o her_o nature_n contemn_v and_o a_o soul_n that_o mean_n or_o desire_n to_o be_v good_a do_v observe_v the_o divine_a ordinance_n and_o disposition_n about_o she_o and_o do_v thereunto_o conform_a and_o subject_n herself_o though_o extreme_o perchance_o against_o the_o inclination_n of_o her_o nature_n but_o a_o soul_n that_o neither_o be_v humble_a nor_o desire_n to_o be_v humble_a but_o will_v exalt_v herself_o above_o and_o against_o god_n â—ill_n by_o contradictinge_v his_o divine_a providence_n do_v groâ—_n and_o become_v wilful_a impatient_a and_o take_v occasion_n by_o itt_n of_o much_o harm_n yea_o perhaps_o of_o utter_a ruin_n and_o fall_n as_o it_o appear_v by_o almost_o infinite_a example_n that_o heretofore_o have_v fall_v out_o and_o do_v yet_o daily_o fall_v out_o for_o this_o have_v be_v the_o very_a cause_n of_o apostatisinge_v of_o all_o arch-heretiâ—es_a as_o luther_n beâ—nardinusâ—_n ochinus_n and_o other_o and_o in_o very_a deed_n if_o you_o observe_v itt_fw-mi you_o shall_v find_v even_o at_o this_o day_n and_o as_o it_o have_v so_o ever_o it_o will_v be_v the_o cause_n and_o root_n of_o all_o the_o stir_n faction_n and_o contest_v that_o be_v in_o all_o religâ—ous_a conuent_v do_v most_o common_o if_o not_o alâ—ayes_o arise_v out_o of_o pride_n ambition_n &_o irresignation_n in_o the_o point_n of_o office_n and_o place_n now_o last_v mention_v which_o be_v that_o either_o we_o covet_v place_n of_o honour_n or_o credit_n for_o ourselves_o or_o for_o our_o friend_n who_o be_v in_o the_o place_n will_v favour_v we_o or_o else_o we_o repine_v at_o the_o puttinge_n in_o of_o those_o who_o our_o nature_n do_v not_o affect_v for_o the_o place_n let_v we_o therefore_o with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n overcome_v ourselves_o in_o itt_n and_o stand_v unto_o the_o most_o love_a providence_n of_o god_n for_o our_o humiliation_n and_o final_a perfection_n in_o his_o love_n which_o be_v the_o proper_a cause_n and_o end_n of_o our_o be_v religious_a or_o our_o undertakinge_v a_o spiritual_a course_n of_o life_n life_n the_o true_a end_n of_o our_o undertakinge_v a_o religious_a life_n and_o if_o we_o do_v not_o herein_o seek_v to_o subdue_v ourselves_o but_o yield_v to_o ambition_n we_o do_v hereby_o resemble_v and_o serve_v the_o most_o ambitious_a lucifer_n &_o shall_v without_o adherent_n be_v partaker_n with_o he_o and_o his_o adhâ—â—rentsâ—_n in_o his_o unspeakable_a everlasting_a torment_n from_o which_o god_n of_o his_o goodness_n preserve_v us._n amen_o 3._o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o undergo_v not_o only_o such_o cross_n and_o difficulty_n as_o shall_v fall_v upon_o my_o own_o person_n of_o which_o kind_n be_v all_o the_o precedant_fw-la act_n of_o resignation_n but_o alsoe_o all_o such_o calamity_n cross_n pestilence_n famine_n scandal_n infamy_n desolation_n devasâ—ations_n disgrace_n povertye_n and_o other_o affliction_n of_o what_o kind_n soever_o thâ—_n divine_a providence_n shall_v by_o any_o mean_n permit_v to_o fall_v on_o this_o community_n or_o upon_o any_o particular_a member_n or_o member_n thereof_o and_o i_o purpose_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n ever_o to_o serve_v and_o adhere_v to_o he_o even_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o calamity_n or_o troublesome_a alteration_n 4._o in_o like_a manner_n i_o resign_v myself_o upon_o all_o public_a scandal_n give_v by_o other_o and_o upon_o all_o public_a calamity_n fall_v on_o the_o whole_a church_n or_o any_o member_n of_o it_o or_o upon_o any_o particular_a country_n and_o namely_o upon_o our_o own_o or_o upon_o the_o city_n or_o country_n wherein_o this_o monastery_n college_n or_o house_n be_v fearedâ—_n and_o in_o all_o case_n to_o continue_v my_o adhereinge_n love_n and_o good_a will_n to_o god_n as_o if_o such_o accident_n have_v not_o at_o all_o happen_v 5._o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o die_v when_o and_o in_o what_o manner_n it_o shall_v please_v god_n and_o in_o particular_a to_o live_v in_o a_o house_n the_o like_a for_o any_o other_o danger_n which_o hang_v over_o my_o head_n so_o long_o as_o god_n shall_v so_o ordain_v that_o be_v very_o like_a to_o fall_v and_o thereby_o oppress_v and_o kill_v i_o and_o that_o â—oe_v sudden_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o have_v the_o time_n or_o space_n to_o say_v or_o think_v so_o much_o as_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o or_o perhaps_o i_o shall_v be_v fast_o a_o sleep_n when_o it_o shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o and_o oppress_v i_o ere_o i_o be_v awake_a or_o peradventure_o the_o fall_n will_v not_o sudden_o bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n but_o will_v bruise_v my_o body_n or_o my_o limb_n and_o make_v i_o live_v in_o such_o intolerable_a pain_n that_o death_n will_v be_v a_o great_a â—ase_n and_o pleasure_n to_o my_o nature_n i_o resign_v myself_o i_o say_v herein_o and_o the_o like_a to_o the_o divine_a will_n and_o providence_n in_o all_o such_o like_a case_n still_o cravinge_v and_o beg_a of_o god_n that_o in_o whatsoever_o manner_n time_n or_o place_v my_o death_n may_v happen_v that_o i_o may_v die_v in_o his_o holy_a grace_n and_o favour_n for_o the_o salvation_n and_o eternal_a weal_n of_o my_o soul_n 6._o final_o i_o render_v and_o resign_v myself_o to_o thou_o almâ—_n god_n who_o i_o be_o by_o justice_n &_o from_o who_o this_o my_o be_v depend_v with_o all_o that_o i_o be_o have_v or_o can_v do_v or_o suffer_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n fame_n or_o external_a good_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n so_o that_o i_o do_v reserve_v to_o myself_o no_o will_n at_o all_o but_o in_o all_o do_v accept_v thy_o will_n utter_o forsake_v neglectinge_v &_o contemninge_v my_o own_o will_n as_o if_o i_o have_v no_o will_n at_o all_o by_o which_o thou_o only_o dear_a god_n may_v reign_v in_o i_o doeinge_v with_o i_o and_o about_o i_o as_o be_v but_o a_o instrument_n of_o thy_o what_o thou_o best_a like_a and_o please_v now_o and_o ever_o more_o fiat_n fiat_n amen_n amen_n a_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n to_o our_o blissed_a lady_n mother_n of_o god_n 1._o haile_o sweet_a mary_n hail_n most_o sacred_a virgin_n who_o god_n before_o all_o age_n do_v choose_v for_o his_o most_o sacred_a mother_n 2._o thou_o be_v betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n that_o bliss_v mediatrix_fw-la by_o who_o the_o high_a thing_n be_v join_v to_o the_o low_a 3._o thou_o be_v the_o begin_v of_o life_n the_o gate_n or_o entry_n of_o grace_n the_o safe_a haven_n of_o the_o world_n suffer_v shipwreck_n
correspond_v with_o my_o duty_n and_o be_v very_o ungrateful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n 9_o for_o thou_o have_v spend_v thy_o whole_a life_n for_o my_o advantage_n and_o i_o have_v spend_v i_o in_o offendinge_v thou_o 10._o i_o acknowledge_v i_o deserve_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o in_o punishment_n of_o they_o all_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n 11._o yea_o they_o be_v all_o too_o little_a for_o my_o demeritt_n 12._o i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v sin_v i_o be_o sorry_a i_o be_o sorry_a and_o repent_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v the_o xxi_o exercise_n 1._o i_o offer_v thou_o a_o sorrowful_a and_o repentant_a hart_n because_o such_o a_o one_o be_v acceptable_a unto_o thou_o and_o beseeminge_v i_o 2._o i_o assure_v thou_o i_o have_v rather_o have_v suffer_v all_o the_o torment_n and_o travayle_n of_o the_o world_n rather_o than_o to_o have_v offend_v thou_o in_o the_o least_o of_o my_o sin_n 3._o i_o purpose_v if_o please_v thou_o to_o give_v i_o life_n to_o take_v chastisement_n and_o revenge_n of_o myself_o for_o offendingâ—_n thou_o do_v for_o my_o sin_n all_o the_o penance_n i_o be_o able_a 4._o and_o though_o they_o be_v many_o and_o great_a yet_o have_v i_o great_a hope_n and_o confidence_n thou_o will_v pardon_v they_o 5._o for_o thou_o be_v the_o sea_n of_o mercy_n &_o that_o which_o thou_o most_o glory_v in_o be_v to_o be_v merciful_a and_o forgive_v sin_n 6._o thou_o have_v promise_v that_o in_o what_o hour_n soever_o a_o sinner_n shall_v repent_v he_o of_o his_o sin_n thou_o will_v pardon_v he_o 7._o be_v merciful_a therefore_o to_o i_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a 8._o pardon_v and_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n pardon_v i_o sweet_a jesus_n 9_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o for_o thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n sake_n and_o for_o ihy_a glorious_a merit_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o in_o they_o i_o trust_v and_o confide_v 10._o if_o thou_o look_v on_o i_o alone_o and_o naked_a then_o may_v thou_o present_o cast_v i_o into_o hell_n 11._o but_o i_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v place_v thy_o death_n and_o passion_n thy_o blood_n and_o cross_n between_o thy_o â—udgement_n and_o my_o soul_n 12._o that_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o death_n i_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o everlasting_a death_n and_o admit_v to_o life_n in_o thy_o glory_n 13._o and_o in_o the_o bless_a society_n of_o thy_o saint_n i_o may_v praise_v thou_o world_n without_o end_n amen_n here_o end_v the_o penitent_a finis_fw-la certain_a amorous_a speech_n of_o the_o soâ—le_n to_o herself_o in_o prayer_n the_o which_o be_v a_o good_a form_n or_o matter_n of_o prayer_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o able_a or_o apt_a to_o speak_v immediatelye_a to_o god_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o o_o my_o soul_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o follow_v the_o humility_n of_o thy_o lord_n jesus-christ_n 2._o when_o will_v thou_o imitate_v his_o mildness_n 3._o when_o shall_v the_o example_n of_o his_o patience_n shine_v in_o thou_o 4._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v better_o 5._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v wholye_a free_a from_o passion_n and_o vicious_a affection_n 6._o when_o shall_v evil_o be_v quite_o destroy_v in_o thou_o 7._o when_o shall_v disordinatenesse_n be_v blot_v out_o of_o thou_o 8._o when_o will_v thou_o peaceablye_o and_o gentlye_o endure_v all_o tribulation_n and_o temptation_n 9_o when_o will_v thou_o perfect_o love_v thy_o god_n 10._o when_o will_v thou_o most_o inwardlye_o embrace_v he_o 11._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v wholye_a swallow_v up_o in_o his_o love_n 12._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v pure_a simple_a and_o resign_v before_o he_o 13._o how_o long_o will_v it_o be_v ere_o thou_o be_v hinder_v no_o more_o from_o his_o most_o chaste_a embrace_n 14._o o_o that_o thou_o be_v immaculate_a 15._o o_o that_o thou_o do_v feruentlye_o love_v god_n 16._o o_o that_o thou_o do_v inseparablye_o cleave_v unto_o thy_o chief_a good_n 17._o o_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v thy_o god_n 18._o where_o be_v thy_o love_n 19_o where_o be_v thy_o treasure_n 20._o where_o be_v thy_o desire_n 2d_o where_o be_v all_o thy_o good_a 22._o where_o be_v thy_o god_n 23._o when_o shall_v thou_o be_v with_o he_o 24._o when_o shall_v thou_o most_o happy_o enjoy_v he_o it_o be_v continue_v the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o when_o shall_v thou_o free_o praise_v he_o with_o all_o the_o glorious_a citizen_n of_o heaven_n 2._o despair_v not_o o_o my_o soul_n 3._o take_v comfort_n daughter_n and_o be_v confident_a most_o dear_a 4._o if_o thou_o have_v sin_v and_o be_v wound_v behold_v thy_o god_n behold_v thy_o physician_n be_v ready_a to_o cure_v thou_o 5._o he_o be_v most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a and_o therefore_o willinge_v 〈…〉_o tent_z and_o therefore_o 〈…〉_o 6._o peradventure_o thou_o be_v afraid_a because_o he_o be_v thy_o judge_n but_o take_v haâ—â—_n for_o he_o who_o be_v thy_o judge_n be_v alsoe_o thy_o advocate_n 7._o he_o be_v thy_o advocate_n to_o defend_v and_o excuse_v thou_o do_v penance_n &_o so_o thy_o â—udge_n to_o save_v not_o to_o condemn_v thou_o be_v humble_v 8._o his_o mercy_n be_v infinitlye_o great_a than_o be_v or_o can_v be_v thy_o iniquity_n 9_o thy_o god_n be_v most_o gentle_a most_o sweet_a he_o be_v wholye_a amiable_a wholye_a desirable_a and_o love_v all_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v create_v 10._o let_v not_o thy_o imperfection_n discourage_v thou_o too_o much_o for_o thy_o god_n do_v not_o despise_v thou_o because_o thou_o be_v frail_a and_o infirm_a but_o love_v thou_o exceedinglye_o because_o thou_o desire_v and_o labour_v to_o be_v more_o perfect_a 11._o arise_v my_o soul_n arise_v out_o of_o the_o dust_n slip_n thy_o head_n out_o of_o the_o collar_n thou_o captive_a daughter_n of_o zion_n 12._o arise_v forsake_v the_o puddle_n of_o thy_o negligent_a lise_fw-fr 13._o how_o long_o must_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o peril_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o esteemee_o anxitie_n and_o torment_n to_o be_v rest_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o secure_o sleep_v in_o destruction_n 14._o how_o long_o will_v thou_o willing_o leave_v the_o right_a way_n and_o wander_v abroad_o far_o and_o near_o in_o uncouth_a and_o unknown_a path_n 15._o return_v unto_o our_o lord_n thy_o god_n for_o he_o expect_v thou_o 16._o make_v haste_n be_v not_o slack_a for_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o 17._o he_o will_v meet_v thou_o with_o open_a arm_n defer_v not_o to_o return_v 18._o have_v access_n unto_o jesus_n he_o will_v heal_v and_o purifye_v thou_o 19_o join_v thyself_o to_o jesus_n he_o will_v illuminate_v thou_o 20._o adhere_v to_o jesus_n he_o will_v bless_v and_o save_v thou_o 21._o alas_o my_o soul_n how_o ungrateful_a have_v thou_o be_v to_o thy_o god_n it_o be_v continue_v the_o iii_o exercise_n 1._o he_o have_v bestow_v innumerable_a and_o most_o admirable_a benefit_n on_o thou_o and_o thou_o still_o repai_v evil_a for_o good_a 2._o he_o have_v adopt_v thou_o to_o be_v heir_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 3._o he_o have_v promise_v those_o thing_n unto_o thou_o which_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v nor_o ear_n have_v hear_v nor_o the_o hart_n of_o man_n can_v comprehend_v 4._o but_o thou_o have_v leave_v and_o contemn_v he_o who_o have_v be_v so_o many_o way_n beneficial_a unto_o thou_o 5._o thou_o have_v cast_v away_o the_o holy_a fear_n of_o he_o that_o love_v thou_o 6._o thou_o have_v shake_v of_o his_o sweet_a yoke_n that_o have_v elect_v thou_o 7._o thou_o be_v become_v as_o one_o of_o the_o daughter_n of_o belial_n as_o a_o impudent_a harlot_n void_a of_o all_o shame_n thou_o have_v worship_v iniquity_n 8._o thou_o have_v make_v a_o compact_n with_o death_n thou_o have_v give_v thy_o hand_n to_o the_o devil_n 9_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o prompt_a to_o all_o wickedness_n thou_o have_v heap_v evil_a upon_o evil_a and_o have_v rejoice_v to_o add_v sin_n to_o sin_n 10._o by_o thy_o wickedness_n thou_o have_v crucify_a christ_n again_o who_o have_v choose_v thou_o for_o his_o spouse_n 11._o thou_o have_v renew_v his_o wound_n by_o thy_o crime_n 12._o who_o will_v give_v groan_n and_o sigh_n 13._o who_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o springe_n of_o tear_n that_o thou_o may_v night_n and_o day_n be_v wail_v thy_o ingratitude_n 14._o o_o unhappy_a wretch_n what_o will_v thou_o do_v 15._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v keep_v thyself_o in_o the_o state_n of_o innocence_n 16._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v remain_v immaculate_a 17._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o miserablye_o defile_v thyself_o with_o dishonesty_n 18._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o go_v a_o stray_n from_o thy_o god_n 19_o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o innocence_n thou_o be_v defile_v thou_o be_v become_v dishonest_a thou_o
enemy_n 17._o protect_v i_o under_o this_o title_n against_o the_o wile_n and_o deceit_n of_o the_o devil_n 18._o teach_v i_o under_o this_o title_n to_o overcome_v all_o temptation_n and_o to_o subdue_v all_o vice_n 19_o that_o have_v by_o grace_n conquer_v they_o i_o may_v free_o praise_v and_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n amen_n the_o xvii_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sueete_a jesus_n praise_v honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o christ._n who_o garment_n the_o soldier_n have_v divide_v among_o themselves_o do_v leave_v thy_o coat_n which_o be_v without_o seam_n and_o signify_v the_o unity_n of_o the_o church_n undevided_a 2._o pour_v down_o into_o my_o hart_n i_o beseech_v thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n and_o union_n 3._o that_o i_o may_v never_o through_o my_o fault_n deride_v or_o trouble_v the_o concord_n and_o union_n of_o my_o brother_n 4._o but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o endeavour_v to_o repair_v division_n and_o pacify_v trouble_n 5._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o suffer_v upon_o the_o altar_n of_o the_o cross_n incomprehensible_a torment_n and_o ineffable_a lanquish_n waste_v shameful_o reproach_v and_o scorn_v by_o the_o jew_n who_o vomit_v out_o of_o their_o wicked_a mouth_n sundry_a blasphemy_n against_o thou_o 6._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o humility_n and_o patience_n &_o mildness_n i_o may_v quiet_o and_o cheerful_o suffer_v pain_n disgrace_n persecution_n infamy_n and_o contempt_n of_o myself_o 7._o and_o may_v remain_v with_o thou_o nail_v to_o the_o cross_n even_o to_o the_o end_n 8._o let_v no_o violence_n of_o temptation_n no_o storm_n of_o adversity_n no_o tempest_n of_o contumely_n hinder_v i_o from_o effectinge_v my_o good_a purpose_n 9_o let_v not_o death_n or_o life_n or_o thing_n present_a nor_o to_o come_v nor_o any_o creature_n separate_v i_o from_o thy_o love_n 10._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o do_v tolerate_v one_o of_o the_o theive_n to_o upbraid_v thou_o and_o do_v most_o mercifullye_o and_o bountifullie_o promise_v the_o glory_n of_o paradise_n to_o the_o other_o who_o do_v humble_o acknowledge_v his_o own_o injustice_n and_o with_o a_o devout_a faith_n do_v confess_v thou_o to_o be_v his_o king_n and_o god_n 11._o behold_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o those_o eye_n of_o mercy_n which_o thou_o do_v cast_v upon_o the_o thief_n repentant_a for_o his_o sin_n 12._o o_o that_o by_o thy_o holy_a help_n and_o grace_n i_o may_v lead_v a_o life_n so_o innocent_a that_o i_o may_v so_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o and_o pure_o love_v thou_o 13._o that_o at_o the_o end_n of_o my_o life_n i_o may_v deserve_v to_o hear_v from_o thou_o most_o merciful_a redeemer_n that_o most_o desisired_a voice_n this_o day_n thou_o shall_v be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n 14._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o from_o the_o cross_n beholdinge_v thy_o most_o sweet_a mother_n full_a of_o grief_n and_o tear_n with_o inward_a compassion_n do_v commend_v she_o to_o thy_o disciple_n john_n and_o again_o john_n to_o her_o and_o we_o all_o in_o john_n unto_o thy_o say_a mother_n 15._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v love_v and_o honour_v she_o with_o a_o most_o chaste_a and_o ardent_a affection_n 1â—_n that_o have_v she_o for_o my_o mother_n i_o may_v deserve_v alsoe_o to_o be_v acknowledge_v by_o she_o for_o her_o son_n 17._o grant_v that_o in_o all_o necessity_n and_o especial_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n i_o may_v find_v her_o present_a assistance_n amen_n the_o xviii_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_v honour_n and_o glory_n he_o to_o thou_o o_o christ_n who_o in_o a_o most_o pitiful_a manner_n hang_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o wide_a gapinge_a wound_n do_v profess_v thyself_o to_o be_v destitute_a of_o all_o all_o comfort_n 2._o grant_v that_o with_o a_o firm_a confidence_n i_o may_v always_o have_v recourse_n to_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a father_n in_o all_o adversity_n temptation_n and_o desolation_n 3._o and_o whole_o distrustinge_v myself_o i_o may_v trust_v in_o thou_o alone_o 4._o and_o commit_v and_o resign_v myself_o entire_o to_o thou_o 5._o wound_v the_o intymme_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o wound_n 6._o imprint_v and_o character_n they_o in_o my_o hart_n and_o make_v my_o mind_n even_o drink_v with_o thy_o sacred_a blood_n 7._o that_o i_o may_v attend_v to_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o seek_v find_v hold_v and_o possess_v 8._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o pantinge_v upon_o the_o crosâ—e_a thy_o body_n be_v draw_v dry_a for_o want_n of_o blood_n becam_v very_o thirsty_a and_o do_v burn_v with_o a_o unspeakable_a desire_n of_o our_o salvation_n 9_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v most_o ardent_o thirst_v after_o thy_o honour_n and_o the_o salvation_n of_o our_o soul_n 10._o and_o may_v with_o courage_n employ_v myself_o in_o this_o affair_n 11._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v hinder_v or_o entangle_v by_o any_o transitory_a thing_n 12._o hail_o sweet_a jesâ—s_n who_o will_v thou_o a_o sponge_n dip_v in_o vinegar_n and_o gall_n shall_v be_v offer_v thou_o to_o drink_v thirsty_a even_o to_o death_n that_o by_o tastinge_v thereof_o thou_o may_v satisfy_v for_o our_o gluttony_n and_o leave_v we_o a_o example_n of_o poverty_n 13._o give_v i_o grace_n to_o despise_v unlawful_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n and_o to_o avoid_v all_o excess_n in_o meat_n and_o drink_v 14._o alsoe_o to_o use_v those_o thing_n moderate_o which_o thou_o give_v for_o the_o sustentation_n of_o the_o body_n 15._o pacify_v the_o inordinatenesse_n of_o my_o desire_n that_o whatsoever_o do_v please_v thou_o may_v please_v i_o and_o whatsoever_o displease_v thou_o may_v be_v displeasinge_a alsoe_o to_o i_o 16._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n most_o enamour_v of_o mankind_n who_o due_o performinge_v the_o work_n of_o our_o redemption_n do_v offer_v up_o thyself_o upon_o the_o altar_n of_o the_o cross_n a_o holy_a sacrifice_n for_o the_o expiation_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o men._n 17._o be_v thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o the_o scope_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o work_n 18._o that_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o may_v with_o a_o right_n and_o simple_a intention_n seek_v thy_o honour_n 19_o grant_v i_o may_v never_o grow_v cold_a or_o faint_a in_o thy_o service_n 20._o but_o that_o the_o fervour_n of_o spirit_n may_v be_v renew_v in_o i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v daily_o more_o and_o more_o inflame_v to_o praise_n and_o love_v thâ—â—_n amen_n the_o xix_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n â—e_v to_o o_o christ._n who_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n do_v embrace_v death_n and_o recomâ—endinge_v thyself_o to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n bowinge_v down_o thy_o venerable_a head_n yeild_a up_o thy_o spirit_n 2._o true_o thus_o givinge_v thy_o life_n up_o for_o thy_o sheep_n thou_o have_v show_v thyself_o to_o be_v a_o good_a shepherd_n 3._o thou_o do_v die_v o_o the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o god_n thou_o die_v o_o my_o belove_a sawiour_n that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o 4._o o_o how_o great_a hope_n how_o great_a confidence_n have_v i_o repose_v in_o thy_o death_n and_o in_o thy_o blood_n 5._o i_o glorify_v and_o praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n acknowledginge_v my_o infinite_a obligation_n to_o thou_o 6._o o_o good_a jesus_n for_o thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n give_v i_o grace_n and_o pardon_v 7._o give_v unto_o the_o faithful_a depart_a rest_n and_o life_n everlasting_a 8._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n at_o who_o death_n the_o â—unne_n withdraw_v his_o light_n the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n rend_v in_o sunder_o and_o the_o monument_n open_v 9_o o_o sun_n of_o justice_n permit_v not_o i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o grace_n at_o any_o time_n forsake_v i_o 10._o but_o let_v they_o continual_o enlighten_v the_o inner_a part_n of_o my_o soul_n 11._o withdraw_v whole_o from_o i_o the_o veil_n of_o hypocrisy_n 12._o shake_v the_o earth_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o wholesome_a repentance_n 13._o rend_a my_o stony_a hart_n 14._o that_o be_v whole_o renew_v i_o may_v contemn_v all_o thing_n transitory_a and_o love_v only_o that_o which_o be_v eternal_a 15._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o will_v thou_o thy_o side_n shall_v be_v open_v with_o a_o soldier_n lance_n 16._o and_o out_o of_o itt_n pour_v out_o blood_n and_o water_n to_o revive_v and_o wash_v our_o soul_n 17._o thou_o will_v o_o my_o best_a belove_a that_o thy_o mellifluous_a hart_n shall_v be_v wound_v for_o i_o 18._o o_o that_o it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o make_v a_o most_o deep_a wound_n in_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o lance_n of_o thy_o love_n 19_o and_o unite_v itt_n to_o thy_o most_o sacred_a hart._n 20._o in_o such_o manner_n that_o i_o may_v have_v â—oe_n pour_v to_o will_v any_o thing_n buâ—_n that_o which_o thou_o will_v 21._o
i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o live_v i_o may_v not_o die_v since_o that_o thy_o death_n have_v give_v life_n much_o more_o let_v thy_o life_n give_v life_n 23._o let_v thy_o heavenlye_a â—â—â—d_v help_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o hate_v i_o lest_o they_o insult_v and_o rejoice_v over_o i_o sayinge_v we_o have_v devour_v he_o the_o ix_o exercise_n 1._o how_o be_v it_o possible_a o_o good_a jesus_n that_o ever_o any_o one_o can_v despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n thou_o have_v redeem_v we_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n &_o have_v reconcile_v we_o to_o god_n 2._o behold_v o_o lord_n protect_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o run_v cravinge_v pardon_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o glory_n call_n and_o knockinge_v until_o thou_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o 3._o for_o if_o thou_o have_v call_v we_o to_o pardon_v even_o when_o we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o obtain_v pardon_n if_o we_o ask_v it_o 4._o remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n o_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n towards_o i_o a_o sinner_n 5._o but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o thy_o creature_n 6._o remembeh_n not_o thy_o anger_n towards_o i_o guilty_a but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o misery_n 7._o forget_v my_o pride_n provokinge_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n and_o weigh_v my_o wretcheunnesseâ—_n imploringe_v thy_o favour_n 8._o for_o what_o do_v thy_o sacred_a name_n jesus_n signify_v but_o only_o a_o saviour_n 9_o wherefore_o o_o sawiour_n jesus_n be_v thou_o my_o succour_n and_o protection_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n 10._o i_o do_v presume_v very_o much_o on_o thy_o divine_a bounty_n because_o thou_o thyself_o do_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 11._o wherefore_o i_o do_v ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o thy_o door_n as_o thou_o have_v admonish_v i_o to_o do_v 12._o thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n who_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v 13._o thou_o do_v counsel_v i_o to_o seek_v grant_v i_o likewise_o to_o find_v 14._o thou_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o knock_v open_v unto_o i_o knockinge_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 15._o recover_v i_o be_v disease_v repair_v i_o be_v craised_z raise_v meâ—_n be_v dead_a 16._o vouchsafe_v likewise_o so_o to_o direct_v and_o govern_v all_o my_o sense_n thought_n and_o action_n in_o that_o which_o be_v please_a unto_o thou_o 17._o that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v faithful_o serve_v thou_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o give_v myself_o wholye_a unto_o thou_o 18._o i_o know_v my_o lord_n that_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o i_o owe_v myself_o unto_o thou_o 19_o and_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o and_o have_v be_v make_v man_n for_o i_o i_o do_v owe_v if_o i_o have_v it_o to_o give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o 20._o behold_v i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v thou_o neither_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o this_o without_o thou_o 21._o take_v i_o therefore_o and_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v thy_o by_o imitation_n and_o affection_n like_a as_o i_o be_o by_o condition_n and_o creation_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n the_o x._o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a who_o art_n trinity_n in_o unity_n who_o be_v always_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o be_v before_o all_o thing_n and_o will_v be_v in_o all_o thing_n everlastinglie_o one_o bliss_v god_n for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o to_o thou_o this_o and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n i_o commend_v my_o soul_n my_o body_n my_o seeinge_v my_o hear_v taste_n smell_v and_o touchinge_v 3._o all_o my_o cogitation_n affection_n word_n and_o action_n 4._o all_o thing_n that_o i_o have_v without_o and_o within_o i_o my_o sense_n and_o understand_v my_o memory_n faith_n and_o belief_n and_o my_o constancy_n in_o well_o do_v all_o these_o i_o commend_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o powerful_a protection_n 5._o to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o the_o night_n and_o day_n hour_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n thou_o preserve_v and_o direct_v i_o 6._o hear_v i_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n and_o preserve_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n 7._o and_o from_o all_o the_o deceit_n and_o vexation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o of_o all_o my_o enemy_n visible_a and_o invisible_a 8._o by_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o patriarch_n by_o the_o suffrage_n of_o the_o apostle_n by_o the_o constancy_n of_o the_o martyr_n 9_o by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o confessor_n by_o the_o chastity_n of_o the_o virgin_n and_o by_o the_o intercession_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n who_o have_v please_v and_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o since_o the_o world_n begin_v 10._o root_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n all_o vainglorious_a ostentation_n and_o increase_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o compunction_n 11._o abate_v my_o pride_n and_o increase_v my_o humility_n 12._o stir_v i_o up_o to_o tear_n and_o contrition_n and_o mollify_v my_o hart_n be_v hard_o as_o a_o stone_n 13._o deliver_v i_o and_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o all_o the_o snare_n of_o my_o ghostlye_o enemy_n and_o preserve_v i_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o which_o be_v most_o please_a unto_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n 15._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n perfect_a sense_n and_o intelligence_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o know_v and_o acknowledge_v thy_o marvellous_a great_a kindness_n 16._o grant_v that_o my_o petition_n may_v be_v such_o as_o that_o they_o may_v be_v please_a to_o thou_o and_o profitable_a to_o myself_o 17._o grant_v i_o tear_n flowinge_v from_o my_o whole_a affection_n which_o may_v be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v the_o band_n of_o my_o sin_n 18._o hear_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n hear_v i_o o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n 19_o hear_v what_o i_o demand_v and_o grant_v that_o thou_o may_v hear_v what_o i_o demand_v 20._o if_o thou_o despise_v i_o i_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v consume_v if_o thou_o respect_v i_o i_o shall_v live_v this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o xi_o exercise_n 1._o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n examine_v my_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v be_v find_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n stinkinge_v through_o rottenness_n 2._o but_o if_o thou_o behold_v i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thou_o will_v thereby_o raise_v i_o be_v through_o sin_n but_o a_o carcase_n from_o the_o sepulchre_n of_o my_o iniquity_n 3._o whatsoever_o thou_o hate_v o_o lord_n â—n_v i_o expel_v and_o root_v out_o of_o i_o 4._o and_o plant_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o chastity_n and_o continency_n to_o the_o end_n â—hat_n whatsoever_o i_o shall_v demand_v of_o â—hee_o in_o my_o demand_n i_o may_v not_o offend_v â—hee_o â—_o take_v from_o i_o that_o which_o be_v hurtful_a and_o give_v i_o that_o be_v profitable_a 6._o give_v i_o a_o medicine_n o_o lord_n by_o which_o the_o soar_v of_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v heal_v 7._o bestow_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n thy_o fear_n compunction_n of_o hart_n humility_n and_o a_o conscience_n free_a from_o all_o sin_n 8._o grant_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o able_a to_o live_v in_o charity_n with_o my_o brother_n not_o forgettinge_v my_o own_o sin_n or_o pryinge_v into_o the_o sin_n or_o do_n of_o other_o man_n 9_o pardon_v my_o soul_n pardon_v my_o sin_n pardon_v my_o offence_n pardon_v my_o abomination_n 10._o visit_v i_o weaken_v cure_v i_o disease_v refresh_v i_o weary_v raise_v i_o dead_a 11._o take_v pity_n o_o god_n take_v pity_n of_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o from_o the_o sacred_a seat_n of_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n 12._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o hart_n thaâ—_n may_v fear_v thou_o a_o mind_n that_o may_v louâ—_n thou_o a_o sense_n that_o may_v conceive_v thou_o eye_n that_o may_v see_v thou_o 13._o and_o illuminate_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o light_n 14._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n discretion_n to_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a and_o enduemee_n with_o a_o understand_v that_o be_v always_o watchful_a 15._o i_o humble_o crave_v pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o humble_o crave_v it_o o_o lord_n of_o thou_o from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o i_o hope_v to_o find_v favour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o necessity_n 16._o o_o marry_o mother_n of_o god_n mother_n of_o jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n thou_o sacred_a and_o unspotted_a virgin_n vouchsafe_v