both_o day_n and_o night_n and_o seethe_v other_o full_a of_o life_n there_o it_o be_v express_v what_o lie_v hide_v in_o he_o whither_o life_n or_o death_n that_o which_o have_v renounce_v time_n can_v assume_v death_n nor_o acknowledge_v it_o although_o it_o can_v flee_v from_o the_o same_o the_o death_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v promote_v chap._n ix_o there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o any_o one_o shall_v be_v solicitous_a how_o he_o ought_v to_o come_v into_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o it_o come_v in_o its_o own_o time_n and_o can_v be_v suppress_v as_o a_o woman_n big_a with_o child_n when_o the_o hour_n of_o the_o birth_n come_v can_v hinder_v it_o whatever_o a_o man_n know_v and_o understand_v in_o this_o death_n it_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o for_o it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o ditch_n in_o which_o he_o lie_v putrify_v and_o corrupt_v no_o ratiocination_n nor_o understanding_n delight_v he_o if_o yet_o he_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n he_o will_v also_o 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high_a therein_o that_o he_o dare_v to_o touch_v god_n yet_o even_o then_o be_v he_o overthrow_v as_o it_o be_v write_v though_o he_o shall_v build_v his_o nest_n in_o heaven_n yet_o thence_o will_v god_n throw_v he_o down_o headlong_o then_o all_o be_v do_v with_o he_o as_o with_o that_o rich_a man_n who_o clothe_v himself_o gorgeous_o and_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o dainty_a food_n but_o after_o all_o that_o he_o die_v and_o be_v bury_v and_o then_o whatever_o have_v be_v pleasant_a depart_v from_o his_o soul_n and_o can_v no_o long_o receive_v it_o because_o his_o prayer_n be_v not_o hear_v yet_o his_o mind_n be_v in_o this_o place_n separate_v from_o nature_n by_o the_o cross_n and_o be_v take_v into_o god_n and_o live_v in_o he_o but_o nature_n be_v detain_v in_o death_n under_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n from_o which_o the_o mind_n be_v free_v by_o the_o cross_n and_o stand_v under_o grace_n serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n from_o which_o christ_n have_v free_v he_o and_o so_o be_v repulse_v by_o the_o mind_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o humanity_n tawler_n call_v it_o the_o lowermost_a power_n out_o of_o which_o the_o viciousness_n be_v so_o eject_v that_o it_o never_o can_v return_v thither_o again_o when_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v stand_v in_o his_o own_o increase_n he_o do_v accomplish_v that_o work_n according_a to_o his_o own_o will_n that_o be_v the_o will_n of_o man_n but_o when_o god_n have_v gain_v to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o self_n he_o effect_v his_o work_n according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n if_o a_o man_n follow_v his_o concupiscence_n in_o small_a thing_n he_o follow_v it_o also_o in_o great_a thing_n that_o which_o he_o must_v do_v that_o he_o can_v omit_v for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n try_v and_o prove_v by_o experience_n if_o therefore_o one_o will_v not_o follow_v his_o lust_n in_o great_a thing_n he_o be_v not_o to_o follow_v it_o then_o in_o small_a thing_n for_o he_o who_o be_v willing_a to_o omit_v great_a matter_n will_v also_o omit_v small_a to_o be_v deficient_a to_o one_o self_n as_o to_o nature_n and_o to_o suffer_v therein_o be_v very_o pleasant_a to_o the_o mind_n for_o whatever_o be_v cut_v off_o from_o the_o flesh_n by_o reason_n of_o conscience_n be_v profitable_a to_o conscience_n we_o must_v suffer_v in_o nature_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o conscience_n but_o not_o in_o conscience_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o nature_n chap._n x._o if_o a_o man_n shall_v have_v the_o impression_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o viz._n so_o as_o that_o he_o shall_v true_o know_v himself_o there_o can_v not_o be_v one_o of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n so_o vile_a and_o despicable_a beneath_o who_o he_o will_v not_o submit_v himself_o yea_o account_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o have_v any_o converse_n with_o he_o that_o a_o man_n be_v so_o evil_a so_o troublesome_a and_o so_o morose_v towards_o his_o neighbour_n proceed_v from_o hence_o viz._n because_o he_o hitherto_o think_v himself_o to_o to_o be_v something_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n nor_o will_v he_o be_v make_v ashamed_a to_o be_v in_o indignation_n because_o of_o adversity_n be_v a_o sign_n that_o a_o man_n be_v and_o be_v willing_a to_o remain_v something_o which_o something_o must_v notwithstanding_o be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o whatever_o thereof_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o something_o must_v be_v bear_v with_o or_o endure_v that_o that_o may_v be_v reduce_v into_o its_o nothing_o the_o short_a and_o useful_a rule_n for_o go_v forward_o be_v this_o viz._n that_o every_o one_o shall_v satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n conscience_n be_v a_o book_n in_o which_o we_o must_v study_v daily_o that_o which_o every_o one_o will_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o the_o appetite_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n by_o do_v omit_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n that_o aught_o to_o be_v intermit_v though_o the_o thing_n shall_v be_v lawful_a in_o itself_o unless_o it_o be_v subject_a to_o mutability_n wherefore_o we_o may_v not_o imitate_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n because_o they_o do_v all_o thing_n in_o death_n which_o another_o will_v do_v in_o life_n for_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a be_v free_a from_o every_o thing_n now_o to_o be_v thus_o free_a from_o thing_n be_v the_o same_o as_o to_o have_v no_o life_n in_o thing_n in_o whatsoever_o therefore_o one_o have_v yet_o a_o life_n he_o be_v not_o free_a from_o that_o thing_n whence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o be_v to_o endeavour_v to_o his_o utmost_a to_o abstain_v from_o it_o if_o he_o will_v act_v right_o for_o we_o must_v satisfy_v conscience_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n study_v to_o be_v obedient_a to_o it_o if_o any_o one_o say_v that_o he_o be_v free_a from_o any_o thing_n unless_o he_o do_v it_o with_o affliction_n and_o grief_n but_o not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n he_o say_v not_o the_o truth_n for_o that_o be_v still_o to_o he_o instead_o of_o a_o prison_n in_o which_o he_o be_v detain_v a_o prisoner_n so_o that_o he_o be_v bind_v and_o not_o free_a therefore_o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v himself_o nor_o boast_v before_o the_o time_n he_o who_o be_v to_o come_v into_o a_o more_o sublime_a state_n must_v be_v lift_v up_o thereunto_o in_o order_n and_o by_o degree_n and_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o proceed_v in_o those_o way_n which_o lead_v he_o thither_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o a_o double_a heart_n whosoever_o be_v ingenious_a hate_v it_o the_o dissembler_n and_o the_o hypocrite_n have_v indeed_o a_o outside_n fair_a show_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o indeed_o desist_v from_o his_o lust_n for_o he_o do_v not_o think_v it_o to_o be_v his_o concern_n to_o be_v lead_v contrary_a to_o his_o own_o will_n fame_n and_o glory_n be_v a_o short_a and_o a_o vain_a joy_n the_o new_a creature_n be_v not_o a_o action_n but_o a_o generation_n we_o come_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o cross_n for_o the_o way_n which_o lead_v thereunto_o be_v the_o cross_n and_o affliction_n chap._n xi_o christ_n have_v assume_v our_o nature_n but_o not_o our_o sin_n that_o which_o we_o so_o often_o mention_v concern_v nature_n we_o mean_v of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o not_o as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o for_o nature_n in_o itself_o be_v good_a but_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o ferment_v with_o sin_n just_a as_o when_o water_n and_o blood_n be_v mingle_v together_o nothing_o but_o blood_n be_v discern_v though_o both_o the_o matter_n and_o substance_n of_o water_n be_v still_o there_o christ_n have_v assume_v naked_a or_o mere_a nature_n as_o it_o be_v without_o blood_n that_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o he_o have_v assume_v our_o flesh_n but_o not_o
the_o creature_n shall_v do_v unto_o he_o he_o ought_v not_o to_o entangle_v himself_o with_o they_o because_o they_o be_v all_o of_o god_n who_o he_o be_v when_o one_o run_v so_o long_o that_o for_o want_v of_o breath_n he_o lie_v down_o than_o he_o despise_v whatever_o be_v his_o own_o and_o so_o at_o length_n room_n be_v make_v for_o faith_n to_o stand_v therefore_o in_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o miserable_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v man_n estate_n quite_o consume_v so_o that_o he_o live_v upon_o the_o savour_n of_o another_o from_o who_o he_o expect_v that_o which_o he_o want_v paul_n say_v if_o you_o live_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n if_o they_o will_v draw_v life_n from_o else_o where_o yet_o have_v they_o no_o time_n for_o to_o be_v accuse_v because_o judgement_n be_v forthwith_o ready_a at_o hand_n and_o the_o sword_n slay_v they_o but_o other_o who_o be_v yet_o accuse_v be_v not_o yet_o in_o death_n a_o malefactor_n who_o have_v already_o suffer_v punishment_n and_o be_v dead_a be_v no_o long_o accuse_v for_o justice_n have_v pass_v upon_o he_o and_o now_o because_o of_o that_o he_o be_v justify_v from_o whence_o be_v his_o accusation_n god_n free_v a_o man_n but_o not_o so_o as_o to_o take_v he_o from_o the_o cross_n but_o to_o leave_v he_o there_o god_n reconcile_v a_o man_n enemy_n to_o he_o so_o as_o that_o he_o patient_o endure_v they_o as_o send_v unto_o he_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n before_o acquiescence_n a_o man_n be_v unbridled_a but_o in_o acquiescence_n he_o behold_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o there_o find_v rest_n nothing_o be_v so_o strong_a and_o powerful_a in_o a_o man_n that_o god_n be_v not_o above_o it_o and_o which_o he_o can_v overcome_v and_o drive_v out_o and_o so_o set_v the_o man_n at_o liberty_n for_o nothing_o be_v prevalent_a against_o the_o lord_n before_o who_o all_o thing_n must_v fall_v and_o be_v as_o nothing_o that_o the_o victory_n may_v be_v to_o god_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v confound_v before_o he_o before_o justification_n by_o death_n sin_n have_v the_o dominion_n in_o man_n but_o not_o after_o justification_n because_o than_o it_o be_v crucify_v in_o he_o chap._n xi_o where_o the_o new_a creature_n be_v god_n assume_v the_o spirit_n of_o man_n who_o then_o become_v a_o stranger_n to_o himself_o nor_o stand_v no_o long_o in_o his_o own_o place_n inasmuch_o as_o god_n take_v it_o up_o who_o be_v over_o he_o and_o keep_v he_o this_o man_n be_v save_v out_o of_o grace_n and_o he_o stand_v with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a before_o god_n on_o his_o part_n want_v all_o prop_n as_o have_v god_n only_o for_o his_o upholder_n and_o then_o he_o be_v hold_v up_o as_o it_o be_v by_o a_o hair_n only_o tremble_v with_o uncertainty_n as_o on_o his_o part_n nor_o have_v he_o any_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o can_v glory_v beside_o his_o infirmity_n which_o he_o always_o behold_v all_o thing_n else_o be_v loosen_a from_o he_o and_o stand_v on_o god_n part_n and_o do_v arrive_v at_o he_o only_o through_o grace_n and_o yet_o he_o must_v not_o look_v upon_o they_o for_z â—â—e_z ought_v behold_v nothing_o but_o his_o infirmity_n far_o be_v it_o from_o such_o a_o one_o to_o say_v he_o can_v fall_v for_o he_o that_o say_v that_o be_v either_o fall_v already_o or_o very_o nigh_o unto_o fall_v he_o who_o meditate_v what_o way_n thing_n will_v go_v with_o he_o he_o understand_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o as_o that_o which_o be_v pleasant_a but_o think_v it_o to_o be_v against_o he_o and_o be_v fright_v with_o death_n when_o a_o man_n come_v under_o grace_n than_o also_o he_o come_v under_o the_o cross_n for_o then_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v in_o a_o continual_a death_n when_o a_o man_n understand_v what_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v aside_o he_o speak_v not_o of_o corruption_n rash_o and_o with_o joy_n there_o be_v such_o a_o thing_n as_o a_o resurrection_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o gross_a a_o thing_n as_o be_v believe_v god_n indeed_o pardon_v infant_n if_o they_o speak_v foolish_a word_n but_o he_o do_v not_o so_o to_o other_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o they_o to_o speak_v like_o infant_n now_o such_o be_v infant_n who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n a_o cut_v finger_n be_v cure_v again_o but_o a_o heart_n wound_v be_v never_o cure_v that_o which_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o abstinence_n can_v return_v into_o the_o first_o state_n of_o life_n but_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a rise_v not_o again_o in_o that_o state_n in_o which_o it_o be_v dead_a chap._n xii_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o martyr_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n for_o these_o have_v demonstrate_v that_o a_o man_n be_v to_o be_v lead_v in_o a_o certain_a way_n above_o nature_n through_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n which_o way_n be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n we_o must_v then_o die_v to_o all_o humane_a strength_n that_o the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n may_v operate_v all_o these_o thing_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v call_v the_o light_n of_o mankind_n because_o they_o be_v lead_v above_o all_o the_o strength_n understanding_n and_o will_v of_o man_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n can_v the_o virtue_n of_o the_o life_n death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n perform_v if_o it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o man_n but_o real_o come_v into_o he_o where_o there_o be_v a_o real_a death_n and_o corruption_n there_o also_o succee_v a_o real_a life_n and_o salvation_n but_o where_o that_o be_v not_o real_o do_v but_o notional_o only_a and_o remain_v without_o a_o man_n there_o also_o life_n and_o salvation_n be_v not_o real_a but_o notional_a only_o and_o without_o a_o man_n the_o martyr_n in_o their_o torment_n give_v glory_n unto_o god_n glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o god_n before_o that_o a_o man_n arrive_v at_o or_o come_v unto_o his_o death_n and_o be_v estrange_v from_o himself_o and_o god_n do_v take_v up_o his_o room_n or_o place_n who_o keep_v govern_v lead_v and_o exercise_v he_o above_o all_o reason_n which_o reason_n here_o neither_o see_v nor_o know_v any_o door_n of_o escape_n but_o be_v hold_v captive_a under_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n because_o a_o thick_a cloud_n and_o a_o dark_a mist_n have_v cover_v the_o eye_n thereof_o that_o it_o can_v see_v the_o way_n whereby_o god_n be_v wont_a to_o lead_v a_o man_n this_o be_v here_o that_o passive_a state_n when_o a_o man_n die_v and_o suffer_v god_n but_o in_o the_o active_a state_n under_o the_o law_n when_o life_n still_o be_v present_a it_o be_v not_o so_o for_o then_o a_o man_n be_v govern_v by_o reason_n to_o who_o be_v add_v will_n and_o knowledge_n about_o the_o action_n and_o omission_n of_o a_o man_n though_o all_o thing_n be_v direct_v by_o divine_a help_n and_o in_o divine_a claritude_n which_o strike_v reason_n down_o so_o that_o a_o man_n can_v govern_v himself_o conduct_n and_o conserve_v himself_o day_n and_o night_n yet_o when_o all_o these_o be_v take_v away_o he_o must_v at_o length_n come_v into_o death_n that_o god_n may_v come_v and_o take_v his_o place_n and_o administer_v all_o thing_n himself_o then_o a_o man_n be_v draw_v another_o way_n than_o what_o he_o walk_v before_o and_o it_o be_v that_o which_o excel_v his_o own_o will_n knowledge_n and_o strength_n this_o man_n be_v become_v passive_a and_o god_n operate_v in_o he_o as_o the_o conscience_n and_o the_o mind_n be_v captivate_v and_o saden_v when_o it_o be_v well_o with_o the_o flesh_n so_o when_o the_o flesh_n come_v into_o death_n the_o mind_n and_o conscience_n be_v exhilerate_v and_o set_v at_o liberty_n many_o and_o great_a gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n do_v come_v real_o into_o a_o man_n which_o yet_o be_v not_o regeneration_n but_o they_o go_v and_o come_v whereas_o that_o be_v regeneration_n when_o &_o where_o god_n have_v plant_v his_o habitation_n and_o god_n be_v become_v one_o with_o man_n in_o god_n neither_o the_o world_n not_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n be_v suffer_v nature_n must_v want_v all_o these_o when_o the_o mind_n stand_v in_o god_n they_o who_o stand_v under_o grace_n their_o outward_a man_n be_v always_o conserve_v or_o keep_v by_o a_o deadly_a judgement_n their_o internal_a man_n by_o vital_a nourishment_n thus_o they_o be_v always_o keep_v by_o god_n into_o the_o mind_n which_o stand_v in_o god_n no_o motion_n to_o joy_n or_o grief_n can_v penetrate_v but_o there_o come_v a_o great_a sorrow_n which_o descend_v into_o the_o flesh_n that_o the_o mind_n may_v remain_v free_a what_o be_v patience_n be_v it_o or_o not_o when_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o complain_v to_o no_o man_n no_o no_o for_o this_o be_v
when_o a_o man_n stand_v between_o conscience_n and_o flesh_n and_o when_o conscience_n cease_v than_o the_o flesh_n urge_v he_o and_o to_o he_o it_o be_v say_v amend_v thy_o life_n or_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o when_o one_o stand_v between_o life_n and_o conscience_n and_o transgress_v as_o to_o his_o life_n present_o it_o be_v say_v to_o he_o from_o god_n thou_o must_v die_v chap._n fourteen_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n i'faith_o when_o it_o be_v upon_o trial_n god_n then_o prove_v it_o it_o experience_v the_o great_a misery_n there_o be_v many_o way_n of_o come_v unto_o regeneration_n but_o the_o end_n of_o all_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o yet_o one_o ascend_v in_o some_o much_o high_a than_o another_o do_v as_o when_o any_o one_o come_v into_o the_o sunshine_n he_o have_v the_o sun_n yet_o be_v one_o near_a to_o the_o sun_n than_o another_o this_o be_v my_o counsel_n that_o a_o time_n be_v set_v to_o attain_v unto_o god_n the_o inward_a mind_n 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viz._n god_n himself_o may_v have_v be_v receive_v of_o they_o nor_o ought_v â—â—ey_v to_o have_v break_v out_o into_o act_n of_o speacke_v â—â—g_a write_a or_o teach_v nor_o to_o suppose_v themselves_o to_o be_v make_v perfect_a chap._n xiiii_o all_o the_o understanding_n of_o those_o who_o abuse_v the_o first_o claritude_n be_v alone_o derive_v from_o that_o claritude_n which_o by_o we_o term_v angelical_a and_o indeed_o it_o above_o nature_n but_o be_v by_o they_o apply_v nature_n so_o as_o that_o they_o utter_v thing_n range_v which_o can_v be_v comprehendâ—â—_n by_o natural_a man_n nor_o can_v any_o man_n by_o â—â—s_o own_o reason_n arrive_v at_o this_o understanding_n but_o such_o be_v very_o prone_a to_o do_v harm_n â—â—cause_fw-mi they_o can_v move_v all_o
from_o he_o and_o have_v give_v he_o the_o wisdom_n that_o he_o can_v behold_v god_n in_o the_o person_n of_o man_n and_o can_v take_v all_o thing_n from_o his_o hand_n and_o so_o he_o can_v give_v all_o glory_n to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o true_a worshipper_n of_o he_o chap._n xxvi_o all_o fear_n of_o god_n which_o any_o one_o have_v before_o the_o birth_n of_o jacob_n be_v a_o servile_a fear_n and_o the_o filial_a fear_n come_v not_o at_o first_o but_o when_o there_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n the_o servile_a go_v before_o but_o last_v not_o and_o the_o filial_a follow_v and_o abideeth_n when_o esau_n be_v bear_v he_o know_v nothing_o as_o yet_o of_o jacob_n but_o suppose_v that_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o blessing_n be_v he_o first_o he_o come_v forth_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o time_n be_v put_v further_o out_o till_o also_o his_o foot_n come_v forth_o then_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o jacob_n and_o be_v smite_v with_o grief_n and_o he_o see_v also_o his_o own_o danger_n and_o yet_o he_o contrive_v to_o kill_v he_o and_o to_o take_v he_o out_o of_o the_o way_n but_o the_o more_o he_o endeavour_v to_o suppress_v he_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v jacob_n come_v forth_o it_o be_v write_v concern_v esau_n though_o thou_o shall_v build_v thy_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n yet_o i_o will_v pull_v thou_o thence_o betwixt_o esau_n and_o jacob_n there_o be_v no_o die_v for_o jacob_n hold_v esau_n by_o the_o heel_n and_o follow_v he_o esau_n be_v the_o beginning_n that_o which_o follow_v be_v jacob_n the_o habitation_n of_o esau_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n moreover_o concern_v esau_n and_o jacob_n esau_n proceed_v from_o isaac_n which_o be_v a_o divine_a birth_n yet_o the_o judgement_n come_v upon_o he_o such_o a_o thing_n be_v righteousness_n in_o a_o man_n upon_o which_o also_o come_v judgement_n esau_n have_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n as_o if_o it_o be_v his_o propriety_n and_o he_o appli_v it_o unto_o his_o delight_n and_o he_o seek_v life_n for_o himself_o therein_o and_o therefore_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n must_v come_v upon_o esau_n that_o he_o must_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n till_o he_o come_v into_o the_o state_n of_o jacob_n who_o abide_v resign_v up_o unto_o god_n and_o whether_o god_n give_v or_o whether_o god_n take_v away_o any_o thing_n he_o be_v satisfy_v therewith_o so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n receive_v a_o new_a life_n he_o â—s_v again_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n and_o be_v force_v to_o suffer_v death_n chap._n xxvii_o that_o which_o be_v move_v together_o with_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n that_o be_v a_o member_n in_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n be_v a_o middle_a thing_n between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o god_n can_v come_v into_o we_o but_o by_o mediation_n of_o this_o the_o feed_n on_o the_o most_o pure_a body_n of_o christ_n transfer_v we_o into_o a_o divine_a essence_n and_o that_o food_n consume_v all_o flesh_n christ_n when_o he_o have_v take_v the_o bread_n say_v in_o do_v this_o you_o shall_v declare_v my_o death_n this_o be_v the_o sense_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o expression_n of_o which_o be_v the_o declaration_n thereof_o hence_o it_o may_v be_v observe_v what_o kind_n of_o food_n it_o be_v to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n viz._n such_o as_o many_o who_o former_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o fill_v by_o christ_n go_v back_o do_v forsake_v he_o when_o they_o shall_v have_v come_v unto_o his_o food_n great_a be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o essential_a truth_n and_o the_o notional_a truth_n also_o between_o the_o essential_a death_n and_o the_o notional_a death_n there_o be_v also_o great_a difference_n between_o those_o who_o know_v god_n in_o nature_n aâ—â—â—â—cordingly_o do_o possess_v and_o use_v he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d who_o know_v god_n in_o god_n and_o accorâ—â—â—ly_o do_v possess_v and_o use_v he_o for_o purâ—â—â—ture_n such_o as_o be_v create_v from_o god_n â—â—â—â—eth_v into_o god_n without_o all_o adamicaâ—â—â—cidents_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o the_o israeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d who_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n do_v eat_v heaâ—â—ly_a bread_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o that_o coâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d not_o preserve_v they_o so_o as_o that_o they_o shoâ—â—_n abide_v but_o die_v they_o must_v as_o christ_n saâ—â—â—â—_n your_o father_n do_v eat_v the_o bread_n from_o heauâ—â—_n and_o be_v dead_a when_o first_o we_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o pass_v that_o we_o can_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n see_v know_v possete_v and_o use_v god_n yea_o and_o hold_v he_o in_o oâ—_n propriety_n but_o that_o nature_n must_v come_v 〈◊〉_d to_o death_n and_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n anâ—_n than_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v god_n not_o 〈◊〉_d the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n bâ—â—_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o then_o god_n be_v possess_v without_o appropriation_n without_o touch_v or_o handle_v for_o whatever_o feel_v or_o touch_v in_o we_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o be_v deliver_v up_o into_o death_n from_o god_n but_o afterward_o in_o a_o true_a quiet_a resignation_n god_n behold_v himself_o in_o we_o and_o there_o know_v and_o love_v himself_o and_o although_o former_o we_o know_v and_o apply_v god_n in_o nature_n or_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n yet_o that_o state_n remain_v no_o long_o but_o by_o and_o through_o judgement_n be_v press_v down_o into_o death_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o god_n neither_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n and_o although_o nature_n or_o the_o flesh_n have_v for_o some_o time_n some_o such_o thing_n in_o god_n yet_o now_o it_o have_v it_o no_o more_o whatsoever_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o do_v rejoice_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o the_o promise_a land_n that_o must_v fall_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v but_o the_o child_n spring_v from_o they_o do_v come_v into_o that_o land_n now_o thouâ—â—_n the_o flesh_n be_v thus_o condemn_v unto_o death_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o delight_n nor_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d god_n yet_o the_o mind_n be_v and_o rest_v in_o peaâ—â—_n and_o joy_n and_o then_o the_o man_n when_o thâ—_n flesh_n be_v thus_o dead_a be_v like_a to_o wax_v which_o soften_v by_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n receive_v all_o impression_n as_o often_o as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d be_v willing_a upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o gâ—â—_n to_o gain_v his_o life_n in_o god_n and_o he_o himself_o reprehend_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o ought_v therefore_o again_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o to_o suffer_v a_o new_a death_n it_o behoove_v the_o thief_n to_o remain_v under_o judgement_n upon_o the_o cross_n retain_v no_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n nor_o for_o the_o obtain_n of_o life_n can_v they_o be_v hear_v until_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n forsake_v all_o accident_n shall_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n it_o also_o behoove_v this_o man_n to_o remain_v in_o judgement_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n till_o as_o to_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v dead_a nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o be_v raise_v up_o again_o into_o that_o life_n according_a to_o which_o he_o have_v dye_v but_o he_o be_v eternal_o to_o forsake_v it_o out_z of_o or_o from_o that_o just_a judgement_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v raise_v into_o another_o life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o be_v then_o that_o pure_a nature_n that_o pure_a humanity_n that_o pure_a flesh_n which_o christ_n assume_v as_o it_o be_v write_v zach._n 2.12_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v possess_v judah_n his_o portion_n in_o the_o sanctify_a earth_n and_o such_o purify_a flesh_n have_v access_n to_o god_n and_o god_n do_v manifest_v himself_o to_o it_o with_o delight_n and_o it_o stand_v give_v up_o under_o god_n and_o possess_v god_n without_o appropriation_n see_v he_o leave_v he_o also_o free_a such_o a_o man_n possess_v god_n no_o more_o in_o nature_n that_o be_v in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o possess_v god_n in_o the_o death_n of_o nature_n it_o possess_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v god_n in_o god_n it_o see_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v christ_n no_o more_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o former_o but_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n god_n in_o this_o man_n enjoy_v all_o thing_n and_o do_v with_o he_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n and_o this_o man_n be_v at_o rest_n in_o god_n but_o the_o anxiety_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n he_o indeed_o perceive_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v he_o but_o he_o so_o be_v at_o rest_n that_o he_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v if_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o possess_v god_n
that_o which_o god_n put_v forward_o and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v so_o reduce_v into_o his_o nothingness_n than_o also_o must_v this_o nothingness_n be_v reduce_v into_o nothing_o nor_o ought_v a_o man_n even_o to_o arrogate_v that_o to_o himself_o for_o god_n by_o his_o judgement_n have_v reduce_v he_o into_o nothing_o the_o new_a man_n do_v not_o profit_n or_o go_v forward_o for_o it_o be_v god_n himself_o but_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o in_o the_o new_a man_n who_o neither_o be_v deficient_a nor_o proficient_a in_o this_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o and_o increase_v the_o fear_n and_o terror_n of_o god_n be_v introduce_v into_o a_o man_n with_o great_a affliction_n chap._n ii_o to_o speak_v forth_o the_o hide_a thing_n of_o god_n be_v rather_o rashness_n than_o devotion_n for_o they_o be_v to_o be_v adore_v and_o we_o ought_v to_o tremble_v before_o they_o but_o not_o to_o babble_v they_o out_o some_o indeed_o do_v free_o meddle_v with_o they_o even_o by_o talk_v of_o they_o but_o he_o that_o be_v humble_a adore_v they_o with_o a_o humble_a voice_n for_o though_o one_o do_v understand_v some_o profound_a meaning_n yet_o it_o always_o reveal_v itself_o to_o be_v more_o profound_a the_o essence_n of_o a_o thing_n be_v too_o worthy_a to_o be_v express_v in_o word_n when_o i_o pray_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v i_o be_o terrfy_v and_o i_o must_v add_v o_o lord_n with_o thy_o grace_n i_o can_v desire_v no_o joy_n no_o comfort_n no_o nor_o heaven_n no_o more_o than_o do_v that_o wall_n for_o i_o may_v not_o it_o be_v grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o i_o desire_v communion_n be_v a_o most_o terrible_a thing_n to_o the_o flesh_n because_o the_o flesh_n desire_v propriety_n and_o full_a possession_n to_o itself_o therefore_o be_v communion_n death_n unto_o it_o faith_n be_v like_a unto_o a_o ship_n drive_v from_o the_o shore_n which_o have_v neither_o rudder_n mast_n nor_o oar_n he_o that_o be_v without_o appropriation_n can_v be_v angry_a at_o whatsoever_o he_o be_v either_o to_o suffer_v or_o do_v for_o to_o be_v angry_a belong_v perhaps_o to_o other_o rather_o then_o to_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v to_o decline_v it_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v do_v boast_o for_o to_o do_v or_o to_o omit_v any_o thing_n boast_o be_v a_o great_a evil_n whatsoever_o claim_v pleasure_n that_o must_v die_v if_o he_o who_o be_v well_o and_o at_o ease_n do_v then_o lose_v his_o time_n then_o be_v time_n make_v his_o proper_a own_a chap._n iii_o to_o abstain_v and_o repress_v one_o self_n be_v no_o death_n in_o respect_n of_o my_o death_n because_o that_o be_v do_v out_o of_o purpose_n but_o this_o without_o and_o beyond_o all_o purpose_n yet_o not_o so_o as_o if_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v not_o please_v to_o i_o god_n have_v lead_v i_o violent_o to_o be_v thus_o lead_n be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n nor_o be_v it_o do_v unless_o god_n will_v in_o the_o agony_n of_o death_n many_o thing_n be_v often_o do_v which_o be_v not_o do_v in_o the_o life_n time_n in_o the_o agony_n of_o death_n be_v exercise_v a_o hard_a judgement_n and_o then_o be_v a_o man_n sometime_o promote_v therein_o to_o which_o he_o can_v never_o come_v before_o in_o all_o the_o time_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n first_o he_o must_v conflict_n with_o joy_n then_o with_o sorrow_n and_o last_o with_o death_n whatsoever_o word_n be_v speak_v without_o experience_n i_o have_v no_o esteem_n of_o they_o if_o i_o have_v know_v that_o this_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o now_o live_v be_v to_o come_v upon_o i_o i_o have_v perish_v but_o now_o that_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o private_o i_o know_v it_o not_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v right_o use_v be_v make_v more_o noble_a and_o come_v to_o god_n thus_o every_o creature_n must_v return_v to_o its_o original_n that_o be_v to_o god_n and_o this_o be_v do_v by_o that_o man_n who_o abide_v in_o a_o right_a way_n the_o true_a use_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v perform_v with_o give_v of_o thanks_o therefore_o except_o one_o right_o use_v the_o creature_n he_o use_v it_o to_o judgement_n concupiscence_n be_v a_o thing_n so_o secret_o hide_v in_o man_n that_o a_o man_n know_v not_o whither_o it_o be_v concupiscence_n or_o not_o till_o for_o its_o sake_n he_o be_v lead_v away_o captive_a by_o how_o much_o any_o one_o be_v near_a to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o pitiful_a be_v his_o internal_a condition_n to_o know_v god_n be_v a_o state_n the_o most_o subject_v to_o affliction_n of_o all_o by_o how_o much_o any_o one_o be_v near_a to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o high_a be_v he_o in_o suffering_n to_o know_v god_n be_v indeed_o a_o bitter_a state_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o departure_n of_o the_o creature_n which_o for_o his_o sake_n must_v be_v leave_v by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a affliction_n any_o one_o be_v exercise_v in_o so_o muc_v the_o great_a grace_n he_o have_v and_o be_v dear_a unto_o god_n if_o any_o one_o can_v lay_v open_a my_o inside_n he_o will_v see_v there_o nothing_o but_o death_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n nor_o comfort_n nor_o rest_n neither_o in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n except_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v down_o god_n begin_v some_o new_a thing_n with_o i_o i_o never_o be_v at_o this_o rate_n in_o suffering_n as_o i_o now_o be_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o acquiesce_v and_o though_o i_o be_o press_v with_o so_o hard_a affliction_n yet_o be_o i_o far_o beneath_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o hard_a and_o vehement_a passion_n can_v be_v compare_v with_o by_o any_o other_o god_n uphold_v i_o above_o my_o own_o strength_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a else_o for_o i_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v that_o which_o i_o do_v we_o aim_v at_o great_a thing_n but_o the_o cup_n we_o must_v first_o drink_v before_o those_o great_a thing_n can_v come_v be_v a_o bitter_a cup._n chap._n four_o it_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o of_o god_n who_o show_v mercy_n this_o a_o man_n must_v experience_n with_o paul_n in_o the_o high_a straight_a and_o temptation_n before_o these_o word_n can_v be_v speak_v by_o he_o this_o be_v propose_v to_o a_o man_n that_o that_o very_a thing_n which_o thou_o love_v thou_o must_v forsake_v what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v naked_a and_o forlorn_a no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o who_o feel_v it_o and_o he_o who_o either_o be_v or_o be_v in_o such_o a_o state_n i_o fall_v down_o before_o god_n like_o a_o most_o miserable_a worm_n be_v unworthy_a to_o lift_v my_o eye_n up_o unto_o he_o o_o the_o cup_n that_o be_v to_o be_v drink_v o_o the_o draught_n that_o consume_v all_o thing_n he_o will_v not_o put_v out_o the_o smoke_a flax_n therefore_o it_o shall_v consume_v with_o fire_n here_o i_o lie_v like_o a_o dumb_a thing_n or_o like_v to_o a_o post_n and_o i_o only_o suffer_v misery_n and_o affliction_n i_o lie_v under_o the_o will_n of_o god_n 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covenant_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n now_o pour_v forth_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n christ_n wash_v we_o from_o sin_n by_o his_o blood_n which_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n without_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v accomplish_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n or_o purification_n it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a thing_n to_o be_v free_v and_o purge_v from_o sin_n but_o to_o feel_v how_o that_o redemption_n be_v perform_v and_o to_o experience_n that_o misery_n be_v no_o pleasant_a matter_n but_o exceed_v sharp_a and_o difficult_a nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o man_n so_o much_o as_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n much_o less_o to_o execute_v and_o perform_v it_o but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o both_o begin_v and_o finish_v it_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v deficient_a because_o his_o work_n be_v all_o perfect_a now_o here_o a_o man_n do_v nothing_o else_o but_o give_v himself_o up_o into_o tranquillity_n and_o sufferâ—_n the_o operation_n of_o god_n the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n have_v reserve_v to_o himself_o alone_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o be_v he_o and_o because_o god_n handle_v the_o matter_n no_o man_n needs_o to_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n be_v impossible_a because_o the_o work_n and_o purpose_n of_o god_n go_v forward_o here_o also_o do_v faith_n and_o patience_n take_v place_n which_o also_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n and_o not_o we_o when_o one_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mind_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o appetite_n remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o misery_n affliction_n and_o death_n the_o man_n have_v for_o he_o walk_v not_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v under_o the_o law_n and_o be_v hurry_v away_o violent_o by_o sin_n be_v crucify_v by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n now_o where_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o there_o a_o man_n still_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o there_o be_v at_o that_o time_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o appetite_n in_o the_o flesh_n so_o much_o the_o more_o of_o life_n and_o joy_n a_o man_n have_v but_o alas_o it_o be_v a_o miserable_a life_n which_o be_v follow_v by_o eternal_a death_n chap._n vi_o by_o what_o way_n or_o mean_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v after_o this_o time_n no_o man_n live_a can_v comprehend_v or_o understand_v for_o whosoever_o will_v know_v or_o understand_v that_o he_o belong_v unto_o death_n and_o become_v subject_a unto_o death_n we_o have_v indeed_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o what_o the_o very_a thing_n will_v be_v in_o the_o future_a be_v not_o lawful_a for_o we_o to_o know_v when_o the_o thing_n itself_o be_v present_a then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v know_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v lock_v up_o from_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o darkness_n and_o ignorance_n yet_o he_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o know_v that_o he_o know_v nothing_o etc._n etc._n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o straight_a so_o much_o the_o more_o durable_a be_v the_o judgement_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o desertion_n so_o much_o the_o near_o be_v any_o one_o to_o god_n for_o the_o most_o part_n inward_a affliction_n get_v entrance_n by_o outward_a affliction_n and_o outward_a affliction_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n by_o which_o the_o inward_a enter_v into_o a_o man_n for_o without_o outward_a affliction_n nature_n search_v out_o many_o escape_n that_o inward_a affliction_n can_v touch_v she_o as_o if_o one_o keep_v in_o a_o dungeon_n shall_v still_o see_v light_n by_o one_o only_a cranny_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n the_o evil_n of_o be_v in_o a_o dungeon_n will_v become_v much_o easy_a to_o he_o so_o also_o as_o nature_n can_v catch_v 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be_v outward_o in_o affliction_n and_o captivity_n for_o these_o if_o they_o can_v kill_v their_o keeper_n they_o will_v ready_o do_v it_o that_o they_o may_v get_v loose_a yea_o if_o they_o can_v break_v the_o window_n gate_n and_o wall_n but_o this_o other_o sort_n do_v not_o thus_o behave_v themselves_o but_o be_v subject_v unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o in_o it_o do_v quiet_o rest_v and_o although_o they_o can_v do_v as_o other_o do_v yet_o that_o they_o can_v desire_v there_o be_v therefore_o a_o great_a difference_n betwxt_v the_o coaction_n of_o those_o and_o of_o these_o chap._n vii_o god_n himself_o be_v the_o uncreated_a salvation_n which_o spread_v itself_o forth_o round_o about_o just_o as_o the_o sun_n be_v every_o where_o disperse_v abroad_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v but_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v the_o fault_n be_v not_o in_o itself_o if_o therefore_o this_o universal_a uncreated_a salvation_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o ought_v to_o take_v 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which_o die_v as_o to_o itself_o for_o there_o life_n yet_o remain_v alive_a and_o receive_v other_o and_o great_a object_n than_o it_o have_v before_o and_o in_o they_o it_o then_o live_v and_o have_v only_o change_v one_o for_o another_o and_o instead_o of_o a_o worse_a have_v receive_v a_o better_a nor_o be_v it_o dead_a in_o itself_o but_o be_v still_o the_o very_a same_o life_n but_o when_o a_o life_n die_v to_o its_o own_o self_n there_o be_v affliction_n unspeakable_a when_o it_o can_v have_v nothing_o whereby_o it_o can_v be_v sustain_v and_o which_o can_v refresh_v or_o comfort_v it_o for_o the_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v without_o hope_n for_o when_o it_o fall_v can_v rise_v up_o again_o no_o more_o because_o it_o fall_v a_o natural_a thing_n and_o it_o rise_v again_o a_o spiritual_a thing_n and_o therefore_o like_a seek_v like_a the_o old_a bottle_n can_v contain_v new_a wine_n a_o new_a patch_n agree_v not_o with_o a_o old_a garment_n therefore_o we_o must_v die_v to_o deformity_n when_o conformity_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v it_o be_v very_o necessary_a to_o have_v discretion_n but_o no_o man_n can_v have_v it_o but_o he_o that_o have_v the_o seven_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o which_o the_o prophet_n speak_v and_o the_o last_o of_o they_o be_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o when_o one_o receive_v the_o former_a gift_n then_o at_o last_o he_o be_v round_o about_o fill_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o lord_n be_v fear_v in_o all_o chap._n viii_o about_o the_o prophetical_a promise_n of_o god_n we_o must_v always_o observe_v who_o they_o respect_v for_o they_o belong_v not_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o of_o they_o but_o only_o his_o destruction_n whatever_o be_v extent_n in_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n have_v write_v be_v praise_v as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yea_o and_o it_o be_v beautiful_a but_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n it_o be_v death_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o thereof_o although_o therefore_o he_o shall_v praise_v it_o as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yet_o it_o be_v his_o death_n yea_o and_o therefore_o he_o must_v come_v into_o death_n if_o it_o must_v be_v apply_v unto_o he_o but_o christ_n be_v constitute_v by_o his_o father_n to_o be_v the_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v apply_v all_o that_o and_o fulfil_v it_o by_o the_o cross_n no_o man_n that_o be_v not_o dead_a come_v under_o grace_n and_o the_o gospel_n therefore_o they_o false_o boast_v who_o glory_n that_o they_o be_v under_o grace_n without_o death_n a_o man_n not_o dead_a be_v first_o to_o be_v subdue_v by_o the_o law_n and_o therefore_o be_v to_o be_v prepare_v for_o death_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o law_n and_o come_v under_o grace_n as_o long_o as_o he_o be_v alive_a he_o belong_v to_o the_o subjection_n of_o the_o law_n but_o when_o he_o be_v after_o that_o dead_a he_o be_v under_o grace_n for_o christ_n be_v not_o the_o servant_n of_o sin_n that_o he_o may_v leave_v our_o sin_n in_o their_o own_o state_n but_o he_o come_v that_o he_o may_v free_v we_o from_o sin_n which_o be_v do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n sin_n be_v punish_v with_o death_n and_o christ_n be_v no_o defender_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n that_o he_o shall_v remain_v alive_a for_o if_o he_o shall_v do_v that_o we_o shall_v come_v without_o death_n into_o god_n which_o be_v impossible_a let_v every_o one_o therefore_o abstain_v from_o false_a boasting_n and_o defend_v no_o unrighteousness_n for_o that_o thing_n will_v never_o find_v success_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v full_a of_o false_a boasting_n concern_v christ_n but_o we_o must_v not_o be_v conform_v to_o the_o word_n as_o paul_n say_v a_o man_n be_v secret_o besiege_v by_o many_o thing_n of_o which_o he_o be_v ignorant_a and_o he_o then_o at_o last_o come_v to_o apprehend_v it_o when_o they_o be_v withdraw_v from_o he_o also_o a_o man_n sometime_o apprehend_v a_o defect_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v ignorant_a what_o it_o shall_v be_v which_o oftentimes_o be_v so_o great_a that_o it_o must_v be_v qualify_v by_o the_o lord_n the_o misery_n defect_n and_o death_n of_o nature_n be_v rather_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o then_o to_o fly_v to_o complaint_n anger_n and_o murmur_n suffer_v and_o hold_v thy_o tongue_n and_o thou_o shal_v be_v advance_v with_o help_n and_o assistance_n break_v not_o out_o into_o word_n but_o repress_v their_o motion_n flee_v not_o from_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o nature_n for_o come_v it_o from_o whence_o it_o will_v it_o will_v bring_v with_o it_o great_a gain_n unto_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v a_o benefactor_n to_o thy_o heart_n if_o thou_o shal_v not_o do_v this_o thou_o shal_v have_v a_o disturb_a mind_n and_o shal_v hot_a be_v advance_v forward_o by_o any_o exercise_n there_o be_v many_o thing_n in_o which_o a_o man_n follow_v concupiscence_n where_o yet_o he_o pretend_v to_o another_o fair_a outside_n show_v whatever_o be_v beyond_o necessity_n be_v contrary_a to_o god_n and_o to_o all_o righteousness_n yea_o and_o to_o a_o man_n be_v own_o self_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o boast_v of_o his_o exercise_n before_o other_o but_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o fight_n of_o god_n and_o to_o rest_v quiet_a in_o he_o for_o it_o be_v enough_o if_o god_n see_v it_o all_o highmindedness_a be_v to_o be_v avoid_v lest_o we_o be_v esteem_v for_o some_o body_n before_o other_o exercise_v thyself_o fore_o god_n to_o be_v able_a to_o tolerate_v ignorance_n be_v wisdom_n it_o be_v the_o part_n of_o grave_a old_a man_n to_o wink_v at_o the_o folly_n of_o youth_n when_o any_o one_o lie_v in_o death_n and_o be_v fill_v therewith_o and_o both_o inward_o and_o outward_o be_v without_o rest_n
our_o sinful_a flesh_n in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o natural_a man_n the_o will_n of_o god_n only_o rule_v viz._n because_o that_o god_n so_o will_v it_o and_o it_o so_o please_v he_o and_o his_o judgement_n thus_o require_v it_o hither_o a_o man_n be_v to_o refer_v himself_o this_o be_v his_o only_a restand_v quiet_a viz._n the_o will_n of_o god_n thing_n plain_o happen_v otherwise_o than_o one_o think_v all_o thing_n observe_v another_o manner_n than_o a_o man_n think_v chap._n xii_o there_o be_v no_o come_n unto_o a_o internal_a state_n or_o spiritual_a exercise_n except_o first_o all_o the_o ceremony_n be_v break_v by_o affliction_n the_o warm_a bed_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v there_o be_v man_n in_o the_o world_n that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o idolatry_n exceed_v that_o hardship_n and_o patient_o endure_v the_o cold_a and_o incommodity_n why_o may_v not_o the_o same_o be_v do_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o true_a worship_n and_o though_o at_o the_o beginning_n when_o one_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o custom_n of_o lie_v in_o bed_n the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v without_o difficulty_n yet_o in_o time_n it_o will_v become_v easy_a and_o a_o man_n will_v hate_v his_o bed_n and_o the_o too_o much_o use_v thereof_o and_o will_v not_o use_v it_o but_o for_o necessity_n all_o thing_n whatsoever_o which_o be_v at_o first_o do_v with_o great_a difficulty_n they_o become_v gentle_a and_o easy_a by_o use_n a_o man_n must_v combat_v stout_o and_o with_o affliction_n too_o that_o lay_v aside_o his_o confusion_n he_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o order_n and_o consequent_o that_o god_n may_v draw_v near_o unto_o he_o he_o that_o be_v keep_v in_o confusion_n and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o his_o get_n forward_o can_v be_v promote_v but_o many_o year_n and_o time_n be_v spend_v with_o he_o so_o that_o he_o sâ—ill_o remain_v that_o which_o he_o be_v and_o the_o fault_n be_v in_o some_o prop_n or_o support_v he_o have_v either_o secret_o or_o manifest_o as_o well_o in_o small_a as_o in_o great_a matter_n where_o nature_n be_v crucify_v there_o she_o want_v a_o prop_n for_o on_o what_o another_o be_v uphold_v and_o proppd_v up_o with_o on_o that_o the_o can_v lean_v herself_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o every_o affair_n that_o be_v use_v for_o to_o pass_v away_o time_n sportful_o and_o unprofitable_o time_n be_v to_o be_v weigh_v in_o a_o balance_n and_o to_o be_v spend_v on_o god_n for_o it_o be_v precious_a and_o run_v swift_o whatsoever_o be_v to_o a_o man_n most_o difficult_a and_o bitter_a that_o he_o must_v do_v and_o whatsoever_o be_v most_o easy_a and_o sweet_a that_o he_o must_v omit_v to_o keep_v himself_o pure_a in_o impurity_n be_v a_o piece_n of_o art_n and_o commendable_a but_o let_v no_o man_n that_o be_v already_o out_o of_o the_o reach_n of_o such_o mingle_v himself_o with_o they_o for_o that_o will_v be_v a_o rashness_n whereas_o he_o that_o be_v in_o they_o already_o aught_o to_o enter_v into_o this_o combat_n and_o to_o conquer_v the_o enemy_n and_o with_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n break_v through_o the_o hostile_a troop_n that_o which_o be_v here_o say_v of_o impurity_n be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o themselves_o impure_a for_o no_o purify_a person_n can_v pass_v through_o they_o when_o they_o be_v prohibit_v and_o be_v not_o in_o the_o least_o allow_v of_o but_o of_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o impure_a of_o themselves_o yet_o be_v such_o by_o which_o a_o man_n may_v be_v pollute_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o own_o proper_a impurity_n when_o he_o satisfi_v not_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o walk_v not_o straight_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n he_o that_o will_v not_o suffer_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o earth_n he_o err_v in_o his_o understanding_n when_o one_o be_v lead_v into_o the_o revelation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o many_o thing_n but_o he_o himself_o remain_v without_o and_o beyond_o they_o the_o lord_n say_v what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n he_o also_o that_o go_v into_o the_o marriage_n without_o a_o wedding-garment_n be_v cast_v out_o for_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v notional_o by_o knowledge_n and_o in_o the_o understanding_n he_o have_v not_o substantial_o and_o real_o in_o the_o science_n of_o thing_n a_o man_n glori_v and_o be_v glad_a and_o delight_v when_o he_o speak_v or_o write_v of_o they_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v with_o joy_n but_o when_o the_o substance_n or_o essence_n of_o thing_n come_v he_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n nor_o can_v he_o rejoice_v or_o be_v delight_v because_o he_o partake_v nothing_o and_o have_v no_o thing_n therein_o but_o his_o death_n and_o destruction_n the_o science_n or_o knowledge_n of_o they_o can_v no_o more_o make_v he_o merry_a because_o they_o be_v contrary_a unto_o he_o and_o whatever_o he_o know_v read_v hear_v oâ—_n think_v concern_v they_o that_o all_o make_v against_o he_o because_o all_o these_o thing_n aâ—_n contrary_a or_o adverse_a unto_o he_o chap._n xiii_o when_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n he_o no_o long_o his_o own_o for_o he_o plain_o alienate_v from_o his_o own_o self_n her_o therefore_o he_o cease_v from_o labour_n neither_o do_v he_o act_v any_o more_o and_o god_n stanâ—_n in_o the_o stead_n of_o himself_o and_o fulfil_v and_o erect_v that_o in_o his_o death_n which_o have_v not_o be_v do_v in_o his_o life_n for_o whatever_o he_o handle_v in_o his_o life_n he_o do_v it_o at_o all_o by_o image_n but_o here_o in_o death_n god_n have_v establish_v the_o very_a substance_n itself_o and_o this_o be_v a_o grace_n and_o the_o generation_n which_o be_v make_v in_o death_n that_o which_o christ_n denote_v can_v be_v fulfil_v for_o it_o be_v a_o generation_n which_o be_v of_o itself_o passive_a in_o the_o destruction_n and_o death_n of_o a_o man_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o man_n therefore_o god_n himself_o do_v it_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o to_o he_o alone_o the_o glory_n be_v due_a a_o man_n who_o be_v in_o death_n be_v not_o afflict_v by_o the_o delay_n of_o time_n but_o he_o who_o yet_o hope_v for_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n he_o be_v afflict_v with_o every_o delay_n until_o that_o come_v which_o be_v hope_v for_o but_o the_o dead_a lie_n down_o without_o hope_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n which_o they_o expect_v for_o they_o be_v forsake_v and_o strip_v of_o all_o but_o in_o these_o thing_n they_o acknowledge_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o comfort_v themselves_o that_o god_n so_o will_v the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v their_o couch_n when_o a_o man_n give_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n than_o one_o follow_v another_o but_o then_o a_o man_n have_v to_o do_v as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o lion_n who_o if_o any_o one_o lay_v hold_v on_o one_o paâ—â—_n of_o any_o thing_n he_o ever_o draw_v it_o near_o so_o also_o if_o one_o yield_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n he_o also_o quick_o yield_v to_o another_o and_o so_o the_o world_n gain_v he_o again_o tâ—â—_n he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o therein_o but_o then_o at_o last_o the_o man_n true_o neglect_v himself_o and_o expect_v the_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n chap._n fourteen_o when_o a_o man_n perceive_v that_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o abide_v in_o his_o present_a state_n and_o to_o be_v at_o rest_n and_o to_o subsist_v in_o it_o than_o the_o spirit_n cease_v and_o the_o man_n slip_v down_o out_o of_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o flesh_n there_o the_o rule_n or_o government_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v hinder_v and_o the_o literal_a kingdom_n be_v set_v up_o there_o than_o be_v no_o long_o a_o spiritual_a kingdom_n nor_o a_o increase_n nor_o proficiency_n but_o a_o go_v backward_o and_o a_o leap_v back_o again_o into_o the_o flesh_n and_o into_o the_o creature_n and_o then_o begin_v hatred_n and_o persecution_n towards_o the_o adverse_a part_n that_o they_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o receive_v they_o into_o their_o house_n that_o be_v they_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n come_v near_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o and_o thus_o these_o must_v suffer_v by_o and_o from_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n even_o as_o also_o they_o suffer_v in_o their_o flesh_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n for_o the_o flesh_n of_o these_o person_n together_o with_o its_o lust_n and_o affection_n be_v by_o the_o law_n lift_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o lust_n and_o appetite_n of_o nature_n be_v cut_v off_o and_o reject_v by_o their_o object_n that_o they_o can_v no_o long_o use_v they_o nor_o draw_v life_n from_o they_o the_o universal_a increated_a salvation_n have_v in_o itself_o no_o judgement_n concern_v other_o
they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n do_v utter_o want_v chap._n xvii_o they_o who_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a aught_o with_o great_a diligence_n and_o severity_n to_o abstain_v from_o lust_n whereas_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a have_v no_o such_o matter_n for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v make_v their_o abode_n be_v by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o judgement_n so_o shatter_v and_o break_v that_o delectation_n whole_o cease_v in_o they_o because_o these_o man_n be_v dead_a as_o to_o these_o matter_n and_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v whether_o they_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n they_o do_v all_o in_o death_n and_o with_o affliction_n also_o this_o death_n be_v a_o sensible_a death_n nor_o be_v it_o like_o that_o in_o a_o post_n that_o want_v sense_n neither_o also_o be_v it_o such_o a_o death_n which_o be_v once_o accomplish_v then_o cease_v but_o it_o be_v a_o incessant_a death_n every_o day_n for_o they_o sensible_o die_v every_o particular_a day_n but_o for_o the_o other_o who_o still_o abide_v only_o in_o continency_n they_o as_o i_o say_v have_v not_o this_o death_n but_o be_v still_o alive_a for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v abide_v be_v not_o in_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o condemn_v to_o death_n and_o therefore_o they_o ought_v to_o abstain_v under_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n and_o sedulous_o to_o beware_v because_o they_o can_v scarce_o do_v any_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o do_v by_o the_o use_n or_o help_v of_o life_n but_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a do_v the_o same_o thing_n in_o death_n with_o misery_n and_o affliction_n and_o therefore_o as_o be_v say_v above_o he_o who_o live_v must_v not_o regard_v he_o that_o be_v dead_a to_o imitate_v he_o until_o he_o himself_o also_o be_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n of_o death_n then_o be_v those_o thing_n grant_v unto_o he_o and_o be_v become_v pure_a unto_o he_o which_o whilst_o he_o be_v alive_a be_v impure_a yet_o be_v it_o not_o here_o so_o to_o be_v understand_v that_o one_o may_v therefore_o think_v that_o unjust_a thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o he_o or_o be_v pure_a as_o at_o this_o day_n some_o erroneous_a spirit_n david_n george_n and_o henry_n nicholas_n do_v profess_v who_o think_v such_o thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o they_o which_o be_v not_o of_o themselves_o lawful_a but_o be_v wicked_a and_o unjust_a before_o god_n and_o the_o elect_a by_o which_o they_o demonstrate_v that_o they_o sals_o boast_v themselves_o of_o their_o die_a and_o death_n let_v all_o those_o who_o desire_v to_o find_v out_o god_n beware_v of_o these_o kind_n of_o man_n in_o the_o book_n of_o psalm_n it_o be_v say_v thou_o shall_v change_v they_o but_o thou_o thyself_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o thy_o year_n shall_v not_o fail_v etc._n etc._n he_o who_o feel_v this_o mutation_n for_o his_o part_n and_o a_o permanency_n on_o the_o part_n of_o god_n that_o man_n feel_v somewhat_o let_v no_o man_n so_o much_o esteem_v of_o the_o suffering_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o to_o contemn_v the_o affliction_n of_o nature_n for_o the_o matter_n upon_o examination_n be_v otherwise_o find_v when_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o the_o trial_n between_o god_n and_o nature_n and_o be_v equal_o on_o both_o side_n grievous_o afflict_v so_o as_o that_o he_o must_v deny_v one_o or_o the_o other_o let_v i_o pray_v that_o man_n bear_v up_o and_o let_v he_o deny_v nature_n and_o not_o god_n let_v he_o i_o pray_v bear_v up_o vigorous_o and_o not_o shrink_v for_o god_n help_v he_o chap._n xviii_o when_o a_o man_n prop_n fall_v from_o under_o he_o by_o which_o he_o be_v bear_v up_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o he_o himself_o will_v quick_o fall_v into_o ruin_n and_o then_o it_o be_v say_v alas_o how_o long_o will_v this_o endeavour_n of_o appropriation_n last_o shall_v this_o my_o meity_n or_o mineness_n always_o endure_v and_o then_o misery_n and_o affliction_n rush_v in_o when_o that_o net_n of_o propriety_n be_v to_o be_v unloosen_v because_o that_o be_v to_o do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o many_o 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upon_o these_o good_a quality_n because_o concupiscence_n be_v still_o present_a and_o the_o object_n be_v only_o change_v and_o become_v more_o noble_a and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o state_n and_o condition_n which_o go_v before_o that_o same_o death_n corruption_n and_o the_o grave_n and_o must_v be_v bring_v to_o pass_v and_o no_o man_n can_v arrive_v thereat_o unless_o it_o be_v give_v to_o he_o of_o god_n for_o from_o he_o flow_v the_o help_n and_o assistance_n and_o that_o accompany_v with_o the_o desertion_n and_o renounciation_n of_o all_o thing_n visible_a and_o inferior_a by_o mean_n of_o many_o affliction_n this_o be_v that_o state_n to_o know_v christ_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v before_o we_o come_v to_o the_o other_o desertion_n where_o chirst_n appear_v and_o be_v acknowledge_v or_o know_v in_o spirit_n nor_o do_v he_o ever_o appear_v as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o former_a or_o forego_v state_n to_o observe_v order_n 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the_o life_n former_o sweet_a it_o be_v therefore_o necessary_a that_o a_o man_n put_v always_o a_o curb_n upon_o himself_o and_o that_o he_o keep_v himself_o in_o prison_n as_o it_o be_v lest_o he_o any_o way_n stray_v and_o that_o he_o shall_v bound_v himself_o within_o narrow_a limit_n and_o that_o he_o be_v in_o constant_a expectation_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o lord_n come_v not_o but_o with_o strait_n and_o pressure_n for_o in_o such_o it_o be_v that_o the_o advancement_n and_o growth_n of_o a_o man_n consist_v otherwise_o he_o be_v stunt_v in_o the_o cross_n alone_o conversion_n and_o faith_n in_o christ_n be_v give_v and_o there_o it_o be_v that_o we_o have_v or_o hear_v our_o answer_n all_o fruit_n grow_v out_o of_o pressure_n affliction_n and_o misery_n which_o be_v every_o where_o present_v by_o thing_n visible_a let_v every_o one_o therefore_o become_v subject_a to_o the_o cross_n and_o let_v he_o not_o fly_v from_o it_o at_o all_o god_n know_v the_o conclusion_n of_o every_o thing_n and_o prepare_v its_o end_n how_o compassionate_o also_o do_v he_o deal_v with_o we_o no_o man_n ever_o perish_v but_o he_o that_o do_v flee_v from_o the_o cross_n nor_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v outward_o and_o inward_o too_o let_v not_o a_o man_n be_v perverse_a proud_a and_o lift_v up_o nor_o let_v he_o speak_v ambitious_a word_n but_o let_v he_o be_v humble_a simple_a and_o lowly_a and_o let_v he_o possess_v his_o mind_n in_o holiness_n and_o in_o contrition_n and_o let_v that_o appear_v in_o all_o his_o do_n in_o all_o his_o apparel_n manner_n word_n and_o work_n nor_o let_v he_o ever_o show_v himself_o proud_a and_o puff_v up_o nor_o have_v together_o therewith_o the_o contempt_n of_o his_o neighbour_n chap._n xxvi_o true_a godliness_n suffer_v vehement_a trial_n and_o temptation_n through_o all_o degree_n or_o step_n whatsoever_o he_o therefore_o that_o endeavour_n to_o be_v pious_a in_o god_n he_o must_v yield_v himself_o up_o to_o affliction_n and_o must_v not_o refuse_v death_n nor_o any_o pain_n or_o dolour_n blessed_n be_v the_o man_n that_o endure_v his_o trial_n etc._n etc._n we_o must_v either_o confess_v or_o deny_v christ_n in_o the_o time_n of_o afflicton_n and_o necessity_n and_o if_o then_o we_o do_v not_o deny_v christ_n but_o stay_v with_o and_o near_o he_o and_o firm_o keep_v our_o stand_n that_o temptation_n bring_v great_a increase_n and_o profit_n to_o we_o and_o our_o virtue_n be_v enlarge_v and_o strengthen_v so_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v enable_v to_o stand_v upright_o also_o in_o a_o great_a temptation_n and_o to_o confess_v christ_n therein_o the_o psalmist_n say_v they_o shall_v go_v from_o virtue_n to_o virtue_n or_o from_o strength_n to_o strength_n and_o the_o god_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v see_v in_o zion_n god_n do_v grant_v his_o gift_n to_o man_n yet_o not_o without_o try_v he_o either_o before_o or_o after_o wherefore_o it_o be_v write_v prepare_v thou_o for_o the_o trial_n and_o bear_v patient_o the_o lord_n say_v you_o be_v they_o who_o have_v persevere_v in_o my_o temptation_n and_o i_o etc._n etc._n again_o he_o that_o overcome_v even_o as_o i_o overcome_v shall_v be_v heir_n of_o all_o man_n therefore_o ought_v to_o reduce_v his_o life_n to_o become_v a_o mere_a combat_n job_n say_v what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o magnifie_v he_o or_o why_o set_v thou_o thy_o heart_n upon_o he_o when_o our_o lord_n teach_v his_o disciple_n to_o pray_v lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n he_o do_v not_o mean_a that_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v try_v but_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v overcome_v in_o the_o temptation_n or_o trial_n but_o that_o they_o shall_v remain_v constant_a therefore_o to_o this_o purpose_n belong_v watch_n fast_n and_o prayer_n as_o he_o himself_o say_v watch_n and_o pray_v lest_o you_o fall_v into_o temptation_n these_o word_n he_o say_v unto_o his_o disciple_n when_o he_o arise_v from_o prayer_n in_o that_o most_o remarkable_a temptation_n so_o they_o in_o 2._o chron._n 20._o also_o call_v upon_o god_n in_o the_o time_n of_o battle_n and_o he_o be_v entreat_v of_o they_o for_o they_o trust_v in_o he_o shall_v not_o therefore_o our_o god_n judge_v they_o true_a indeed_o there_o be_v no_o such_o courage_n and_o strength_n in_o we_o that_o we_o be_v able_a to_o resist_v a_o multitude_n which_o rush_v in_o upon_o we_o but_o when_o we_o know_v not_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o do_v we_o have_v only_o this_o refuge_n leave_v to_o direct_v our_o eye_n unto_o thou_o harken_v all_o you_o of_o judahâ—_n and_o those_o that_o inhabit_v jerusalem_n thus_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v not_o you_o afraid_a nor_o tremble_v at_o this_o great_a multitude_n for_o the_o battle_n be_v not_o you_o but_o the_o lord_n do_v you_o only_o stand_v still_o and_o you_o shall_v see_v the_o salvation_n of_o god_n on_o your_o behalf_n trust_v you_o in_o the_o lord_n your_o god_n and_o you_o shall_v be_v safe_a believe_v his_o prophet_n and_o all_o shall_v happen_v well_o as_o jehosaphat_n give_v council_n the_o child_n of_o judah_n be_v make_v strong_a for_o they_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n the_o god_n of_o their_o father_n help_v we_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n for_o in_o thou_o do_v we_o put_v our_o trust_n chap._n xxvii_o a_o man_n in_o affliction_n ought_v to_o abstain_v from_o all_o delight_n of_o the_o creature_n nor_o ought_v he_o to_o seek_v for_o a_o comforter_n among_o they_o but_o place_n all_o in_o the_o lord_n let_v he_o abide_v without_o comfort_n without_o complaint_n till_o the_o lord_n come_v yea_o also_o let_v he_o reject_v all_o strange_a wave_n of_o escape_n and_o such_o like_a evasion_n and_o let_v he_o wait_v for_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o lord_n will_v approve_v himself_o faithful_a to_o he_o and_o will_v suffer_v he_o to_o bear_v
most_o bitter_a affliction_n so_o as_o his_o heart_n become_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n to_o powder_n for_o he_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v to_o this_o poverty_n but_o be_v still_o rich_a can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n he_o that_o handle_v himself_o severe_o that_o he_o may_v break_v his_o nature_n and_o become_v harsh_a to_o his_o own_o selâ—_n can_v difficult_o compassionate_v other_o who_o he_o see_v not_o to_o be_v as_o severe_a as_o he_o be_v himself_o and_o therefore_o he_o so_o drive_v other_o that_o they_o may_v be_v like_o he_o in_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o he_o be_v unmerciful_a nor_o also_o can_v he_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o he_o have_v his_o conscience_n press_v down_o with_o solicitous_a care_n because_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o yet_o pierce_v quite_o through_o nor_o be_v dig_v down_o to_o its_o very_a bottom_n nor_o utter_o break_v with_o bitter_a affliction_n but_o he_o that_o have_v hâ—s_a heart_n ground_n to_o power_n and_o deep_o wound_v with_o great_a and_o bitter_a misery_n he_o can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n yea_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o necessity_n shall_v require_v it_o otherwise_o then_o to_o speak_v unless_o god_n shall_v compel_v he_o thereunto_o for_o such_o a_o one_o can_v so_o ready_o convert_v himself_o towards_o outward_a thing_n but_o what_o thing_n soever_o be_v in_o such_o a_o man_n be_v turn_v to_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n chap._n xxxiii_o i_o never_o find_v so_o clear_a a_o understanding_n nor_o so_o great_a experience_n as_o in_o grief_n sorrow_n misery_n affliction_n and_o in_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o the_o flesh_n that_o time_n which_o be_v spend_v in_o the_o cross_n pain_n grief_n misery_n and_o strait_n be_v gain_v but_o that_o which_o be_v spend_v in_o pleasure_n joy_n delight_n and_o play_n be_v lose_v the_o mind_n of_o a_o man_n that_o be_v still_o float_v up_o and_o down_o and_o can_v still_o be_v move_v at_o thing_n pleasant_a or_o painful_a or_o in_o joy_n or_o in_o grief_n do_v not_o yet_o belong_v unto_o god_n for_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o mutation_n because_o he_o be_v unchangeable_a now_o when_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v be_v move_v by_o the_o aforesaid_a thing_n then_o be_v god_n present_a in_o that_o soul_n and_o it_o be_v he_o who_o work_v that_o in_o the_o man_n those_o six_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n must_v first_o be_v accomplish_v then_o at_o length_n follow_v that_o seven_o gift_n viz._n the_o spirit_n of_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o put_v a_o man_n into_o a_o sweet_a calm_a because_o this_o spirit_n of_o fear_n preserve_v all_o the_o former_a gift_n that_o they_o may_v remain_v pure_a and_o than_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n be_v in_o all_o respect_n strike_v with_o a_o great_a fear_n and_o tremble_a that_o he_o may_v right_o use_v they_o and_o keep_v they_o pure_a it_o be_v this_o last_o gift_n of_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n that_o keep_v steady_a in_o all_o thing_n that_o man_n that_o have_v receive_v it_o we_o be_v therefore_o earnest_o to_o endeavour_v to_o act_v right_o in_o all_o concern_v and_o to_o walk_v before_o god_n with_o holy_a fear_n our_o conscience_n be_v our_o book_n into_o which_o we_o ought_v every_o day_n to_o look_v and_o in_o which_o to_o diligent_o and_o serious_o read_v and_o study_v that_o we_o may_v most_o exact_o perform_v that_o which_o it_o witness_v conscience_n be_v a_o thousand_o witness_n about_o which_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n be_v our_o rule_n of_o direction_n chap._n xxxiv_o this_o year_n prove_v more_o difficult_a or_o hard_o to_o i_o than_o it_o be_v ever_o before_o in_o all_o my_o life_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v most_o accurate_o weigh_v and_o ponder_v on_o that_o same_o time_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a any_o one_o ascend_v in_o affliction_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o accurate_o do_v he_o weigh_v and_o count_v his_o time_n and_o it_o prove_v thereby_o more_o profitable_a to_o he_o all_o the_o forego_n time_n of_o i_o which_o i_o have_v spend_v before_o this_o year_n vanish_v away_o and_o come_v to_o nothing_o even_o as_o this_o my_o present_a time_n also_o shall_v vapour_n away_o into_o nothing_o because_o my_o body_n be_v annihilate_v i_o have_v no_o support_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o time_n become_v so_o tedious_a to_o i_o but_o when_o time_n be_v spend_v in_o labour_n it_o produce_v no_o difficulty_n but_o when_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o can_v neither_o pray_v nor_o desire_n nor_o lift_v up_o one_o thought_n to_o god_n yea_o here_o i_o lie_v and_o corrupt_v in_o body_n mind_n and_o spirit_n as_o long_o as_o breath_n remain_v in_o i_o yea_o as_o to_o my_o understanding_n also_o and_o my_o reason_n i_o be_o reduce_v to_o nothing_o as_o for_o my_o understanding_n i_o know_v nothing_o of_o it_o whither_o viz._n i_o have_v a_o understanding_n or_o not_o for_o in_o this_o great_a gulf_n of_o misery_n all_o thing_n be_v reduce_v to_o dust_n and_o ash_n here_o i_o lie_v and_o be_o sensible_a of_o nothing_o but_o judgement_n death_n and_o condemnation_n and_o when_o one_o say_v to_o he_o be_v it_o so_o that_o when_o thou_o be_v accuse_v present_o judgement_n be_v at_o hand_n he_o answer_v be_o i_o accuse_v not_o as_o though_o i_o be_v so_o perfect_a as_o that_o i_o can_v not_o be_v accuse_v but_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o take_v up_o life_n in_o such_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n as_o that_o accusation_n may_v assault_v i_o in_o even_o in_o that_o very_a moment_n shall_v i_o be_v blow_v into_o mere_a atom_n but_o i_o have_v not_o so_o much_o time_n leave_v i_o because_o as_o many_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n as_o yet_o remain_v so_o many_o judgement_n and_o death_n do_v i_o suffer_v i_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o thick_a dark_a cloud_n and_o see_v nothing_o oh_o how_o very_a small_a weak_a and_o dim_a be_v that_o poor_a ray_n of_o light_n that_o be_v round_o about_o i_o i_o can_v see_v far_o before_o i_o yea_o neither_o do_v my_o way_n and_o path_n appear_v to_o my_o sight_n yea_o i_o be_o lead_v on_o where_o no_o way_n be_v and_o that_o which_o be_v life_n to_o another_o that_o be_v death_n to_o i_o and_o contrary_o that_o which_o be_v another_o death_n be_v my_o life_n judgement_n be_v so_o sharp_a to_o i_o as_o it_o be_v when_o one_o not_o think_v any_o thing_n lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o some_o place_n and_o present_o some_o body_n knock_v he_o on_o the_o finger_n when_o any_o will_v reply_v upon_o he_o that_o this_o case_n be_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o preservation_n from_o god_n because_o he_o lay_v his_o hand_n so_o faithful_o upon_o thou_o he_o still_o answer_v true_a indeed_o this_o condition_n be_v the_o most_o safe_a before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o the_o most_o afflict_v one_o in_o my_o sight_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v acknowledge_v this_o state_n to_o be_v safe_a forthwith_o another_o judgement_n be_v to_o be_v undergo_v by_o i_o for_o plain_o i_o be_o lead_v without_o knowledge_n without_o be_v acquaint_v or_o understand_v the_o way_n for_o he_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n and_o he_o that_o have_v be_v lead_n in_o this_o way_n only_o notional_o be_v vast_o differ_v because_o true_a knowledge_n and_o understanding_n be_v such_o a_o life_n such_o a_o prop_n that_o a_o man_n come_v then_o only_o to_o know_v they_o when_o god_n withdraw_v they_o from_o he_o just_o as_o when_o one_o labour_v with_o great_a thirst_n and_o see_v a_o pot_n stand_v before_o he_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o his_o thirst_n can_v but_o afflict_v he_o still_o but_o than_o if_o there_o shall_v come_v one_o who_o shall_v take_v the_o pot_n quite_o away_o then_o remain_v no_o hope_n of_o ever_o attain_v to_o drink_v thereof_o all_o the_o elect_n be_v bring_v unto_o god_n through_o affliction_n but_o all_o do_v not_o tread_v this_o same_o path_n of_o the_o cross_n by_o which_o i_o be_o to_o pass_v chap._n xxxv_o all_o thing_n be_v transform_v and_o change_v whence_o i_o observe_v that_o ere_o long_o many_o wonderful_a thing_n will_v happen_v and_o the_o strange_a thing_n of_o god_n will_v spring_v forth_o i_o indeed_o have_v desire_v to_o see_v they_o but_o i_o shall_v not_o arrive_v at_o they_o for_o i_o see_v my_o end_n before_o my_o eye_n yet_o i_o rejoice_v because_o of_o the_o time_n to_o come_v which_o now_o be_v ready_a at_o the_o door_n and_o i_o rejoice_v concern_v that_o time_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o child_n remember_v i_o my_o mind_n presage_v not_o as_o if_o all_o i_o say_v be_v gospel_n it_o will_v be_v that_o the_o glory_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o
from_o we_o we_o be_v â—â—und_v stark_o naked_a because_o these_o thing_n â—ere_z not_z at_o the_o first_o own_v in_o spirit_n beâ—â—re_v god_n who_o only_o remain_v constant_a use_v immutable_a to_o all_o eternity_n for_o god_n be_v a_o spirit_n and_o he_o that_o will_v â—ow_o he_o in_o truth_n and_o see_v his_o brighton_n and_o adore_v he_o it_o behoove_v this_o â—â—n_fw-la to_o endeavour_n after_o all_o this_o in_o spirit_n use_v into_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n be_v true_o and_o proper_o lead_v by_o god_n in_o his_o own_o time_n yea_o and_o that_o it_o also_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o if_o so_o be_v any_o one_o be_v faithful_a in_o that_o wherein_o he_o stand_v then_o shall_v much_o more_o be_v give_v unto_o he_o concern_v all_o these_o thing_n thou_o will_v find_v most_o full_a instruction_n in_o those_o two_o treatise_n entitle_v the_o german_a divinity_n and_o that_o of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n the_o author_n of_o which_o have_v experience_v these_o thing_n in_o god_n and_o do_v give_v concern_v they_o a_o true_a guidance_n and_o information_n which_o we_o be_v to_o find_v in_o our_o own_o self_n although_o they_o do_v not_o put_v into_o our_o hand_n the_o very_a thing_n itself_o yet_o be_v the_o world_n deceive_v in_o this_o very_a particular_a viz._n that_o it_o can_v account_v of_o some_o certain_a semblance_n of_o a_o thing_n for_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o for_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n in_o we_o be_v never_o willing_a to_o sit_v down_o in_o a_o inferior_a seat_n and_o if_o it_o but_o begin_v to_o reject_v somewhat_o that_o be_v false_a yet_o by_o and_o by_o it_o lean_v upon_o some_o other_o such_o like_a prop_n be_v confident_o persuade_v she_o be_v act_v by_o a_o divine_a spirit_n when_o indeed_o all_o this_o notwithstanding_o spring_v out_o of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n 〈◊〉_d little_o heighten_v out_o of_o their_o natural_a propriety_n such_o be_v the_o cunning_a of_o we_o all_o â—one_n except_v it_o behoove_v we_o therefore_o to_o apprehend_v and_o learn_v all_o these_o thing_n in_o god_n that_o the_o light_n may_v be_v separate_v from_o the_o darkness_n and_o that_o that_o notable_a difference_n and_o distinction_n in_o this_o very_a point_n be_v well_o know_v to_o we_o lest_o we_o take_v one_o thing_n for_o another_o viz._n flesh_n for_o spirit_n death_n for_o life_n slavery_n for_o liberty_n and_o for_o the_o free_a flow_a grace_n of_o divine_a power_n these_o thing_n because_o a_o man_n in_o his_o life_n time_n be_v always_o willing_a to_o get_v and_o keep_v reconciliation_n and_o eternal_a salvation_n be_v plain_o know_v to_o a_o few_o inasmuch_o as_o a_o man_n esteem_v those_o thing_n in_o the_o place_n of_o god_n and_o for_o thing_n divine_a which_o indeed_o do_v but_o hold_v he_o bind_v in_o a_o perpetual_a imprisonment_n be_v that_o which_o be_v his_o own_o nature_n and_o propriety_n viz._n the_o fear_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o abstain_v from_o all_o external_a and_o carnal_a filthiness_n and_o impurity_n and_o cut_v off_o those_o thing_n from_o himself_o be_v then_o full_o persuade_v that_o now_o he_o be_v true_o at_o liberty_n so_o that_o he_o will_v not_o proceed_v further_o on_o and_o refuse_v to_o deny_v and_o resign_v up_o both_o the_o proper_a and_o the_o imaginary_a salvation_n of_o his_o soul_n although_o he_o shall_v experience_n or_o feel_v in_o himself_o that_o the_o true_a righteousness_n which_o be_v acceptable_a before_o god_n be_v that_o very_a circumcision_n that_o be_v do_v in_o spirit_n and_o thence_o spring_v up_o the_o new-creature_n of_o god_n however_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o every_o one_o shall_v first_o satisfy_v in_o all_o respect_v his_o own_o proper_a righteousness_n holiness_n and_o imaginary_a salvation_n that_o in_o the_o end_n he_o may_v right_o understand_v the_o difference_n of_o both_o viz._n of_o light_n and_o darkness_n and_o of_o the_o holiness_n that_o be_v from_o man_n and_o that_o which_o be_v from_o god_n for_o if_o he_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o the_o small_a thing_n how_o shall_v he_o arrive_v at_o great_a which_o certain_o be_v impossible_a therefore_o it_o behoove_v every_o one_o to_o satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n and_o with_o all_o moderation_n and_o discretion_n to_o obey_v the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n that_o be_v raise_v up_o through_o all_o the_o degree_n of_o holiness_n and_o be_v enrich_v with_o all_o the_o affluence_n riches_n and_o imaginary_a good_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n he_o may_v at_o length_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o divine_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n by_o the_o manifestation_n in_o he_o of_o the_o divine_a righteousness_n and_o of_o that_o degree_n which_o be_v by_o far_o the_o most_o excellent_a and_o exalt_a as_o be_v that_o which_o throw_v down_o all_o the_o rest_n so_o as_o there_o remain_v nothing_o that_o can_v stand_v before_o it_o which_o be_v not_o its_o own_o self_n by_o this_o way_n we_o come_v to_o apprehend_v ourselves_o to_o be_v poor_a miserable_a reject_v and_o condemn_v yea_o blind_a unhappy_a and_o neglect_v yea_o unfit_a to_o perform_v any_o the_o least_o good_a who_o former_o ascribe_v to_o ourselves_o all_o good_a thing_n righteousness_n and_o salvation_n be_v confident_o persuade_v of_o our_o eternal_a â—ife_n and_o divine_a sonship_n then_o then_o i_o say_v it_o be_v that_o we_o find_v ourselves_o to_o be_v whole_o in_o corruption_n and_o condemnation_n at_o length_n serious_o understand_v that_o we_o former_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o â—he_v true_a taste_n of_o any_o good_a which_o can_v compare_v with_o that_o good_a which_o we_o now_o â—ee_n and_o then_o we_o come_v and_o ready_o sit_v â—own_v by_o all_o other_o man_n yea_o though_o they_o â—e_v the_o most_o profligate_v wretch_n because_o â—ow_o at_o last_o we_o begin_v to_o set_v before_o our_o eye_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o condemnation_n and_o to_o behold_v our_o corruption_n at_o the_o very_a bottom_n so_o that_o for_o the_o future_a we_o reflect_v upon_o no_o one_o more_o than_o upon_o ourselves_o and_o if_o before_o we_o revile_v any_o repulse_v persecute_a cast_v out_o reproach_v or_o look_v upon_o they_o with_o a_o evil_a eye_n i_o speak_v of_o such_o as_o suppose_v that_o they_o do_v these_o thing_n out_o of_o a_o godly_a zeal_n now_o indeed_o we_o become_v huge_o wary_a and_o leave_v every_o one_o to_o his_o own_o lord_n and_o master_n because_o this_o true_a combat_n have_v do_v in_o we_o havoc_n enough_o and_o begin_v its_o cruelty_n i_o be_v willing_a to_o unfold_v to_o thou_o these_o thing_n by_o these_o few_o line_n which_o notwithstanding_o thou_o will_v better_o and_o more_o piercing_o feel_v in_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o therefore_o exercise_v thy_o life_n in_o these_o thing_n and_o show_v thyself_o strong_a in_o they_o importunate_o beg_v and_o expect_v all_o from_o god_n above_o with_o all_o long_a patience_n and_o sufferance_n who_o will_v in_o his_o own_o time_n effect_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o for_o here_o we_o be_v not_o to_o run_v before_o but_o follow_v after_o only_o now_o therefore_o thou_o have_v writing_n enough_o whence_o thou_o may_v learn_v how_o to_o behave_v thyself_o in_o external_a conversation_n and_o honesty_n wherein_o thy_o conscience_n will_v most_o notable_o both_o lead_v thou_o and_o condemn_v thou_o too_o the_o lord_n grant_v to_o thou_o to_o meditate_v to_o understand_v and_o to_o be_v wise_a that_o according_a to_o his_o will_n thou_o may_v be_v instruct_v in_o his_o school_n and_o by_o his_o discipline_n that_o all_o may_v be_v consummate_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o to_o his_o glory_n epist._n iii_o a_o preparation_n to_o the_o entrance_n into_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n to_o the_o same_o person_n premise_v all_o due_a readiness_n of_o my_o respect_n most_o noble_a lady_n have_v take_v hold_v on_o this_o occasion_n i_o be_o willâ—â—ng_a to_o send_v this_o letter_n to_o thou_o for_o though_o for_o some_o space_n of_o time_n i_o do_v not_o visit_v â—hee_fw-mi by_o my_o letter_n yet_o have_v i_o always_o be_v solicitous_a for_o thou_o in_o the_o lord_n with_o 〈◊〉_d continue_a readiness_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o â—n_a inclination_n of_o my_o poor_a mind_n be_v otherwise_o certain_a that_o much_o writing_n do_v not_o conduce_v any_o thing_n to_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n but_o the_o move_n of_o god_n only_o do_v and_o therefore_o i_o have_v determine_v in_o my_o mind_n to_o forbear_v write_v lest_o perhaps_o i_o shall_v thereby_o disturb_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o soul_n trust_v in_o the_o divine_a mercy_n that_o god_n himself_o will_v preserve_v thou_o to_o become_v more_o strong_a and_o more_o pure_a by_o his_o inward_a motion_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o by_o purify_n it_o from_o all_o inherent_a
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people_n who_o trouble_n be_v increase_v by_o a_o mix_a physick-wine_n for_o by_o nature_n a_o man_n fly_v from_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v hard_a and_o produce_v pain_n and_o yet_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o be_v recover_v nor_o to_o come_v at_o health_n then_o by_o those_o mean_n by_o which_o we_o be_v always_o more_o and_o more_o adapt_v to_o christ_n our_o head_n by_o a_o similitude_n of_o his_o suffering_n death_n and_o burial_n that_o afterward_o by_o a_o like_a resurrection_n also_o we_o may_v be_v take_v into_o he_o and_o be_v possess_v of_o a_o never-fading_a crown_n of_o glory_n for_o how_o much_o we_o suffer_v together_o with_o christ_n so_o much_o also_o shall_v we_o reign_v with_o â—im_n not_o indeed_o in_o this_o time_n of_o temporary_a abode_n but_o in_o the_o truth_n and_o permanency_n of_o spirit_n and_o life_n in_o which_o we_o â—hall_v arise_v and_o be_v excite_v to_o such_o a_o likeness_n of_o christ_n as_o consist_v not_o with_o depraved_a nature_n but_o 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nature_n to_o a_o sick_a man._n i_o hearty_o salute_v thou_o in_o the_o lord_n most_o dear_a n._n as_o to_o what_o concern_v thy_o disease_n i_o hope_v the_o best_a of_o thou_o according_a to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a lift_v up_o over_o thou_o for_o he_o by_o his_o discipline_n will_v lead_v and_o conserve_v we_o that_o no_o rottenness_n shall_v grow_v in_o we_o but_o that_o by_o his_o judgement_n we_o be_v still_o more_o and_o more_o purify_v and_o cleanse_v from_o all_o impurity_n of_o nature_n breed_v with_o we_o and_o dead_a still_o lurk_v in_o we_o the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o thou_o dear_a n._n in_o that_o thy_o misery_n and_o disease_n which_o thou_o must_v bear_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o may_v he_o grant_v to_o thou_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o under_o his_o hand_n that_o with_o a_o bow_a heart_n thou_o may_v bear_v all_o thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o holy_a 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adversity_n lest_o perhaps_o that_o prove_v able_a to_o hinder_v we_o in_o our_o way_n that_o our_o continue_a anxiety_n conjoin_v with_o the_o high_a danger_n to_o which_o in_o this_o combat_n we_o must_v subject_v ourselves_o lest_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a nor_o draw_v we_o back_o but_o rather_o may_v fruitful_o promote_v we_o to_o a_o perpetual_a progression_n and_o success_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o of_o divine_a benediction_n may_v thou_o remain_v recommend_v unto_o god_n who_o will_v free_v we_o out_o of_o this_o present_a dungeon_n of_o this_o temporary_a flesh_n and_o imbecility_n according_a to_o his_o own_o acceptable_a will_n will_v elevate_v we_o into_o the_o sublimity_n of_o eternity_n into_o the_o life_n of_o the_o spirit_n through_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n to_o who_o be_v the_o glory_n to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxix_o how_o a_o purify_a mind_n ought_v to_o bear_v without_o any_o commotion_n the_o fail_n of_o his_o neighbour_n with_o all_o patience_n to_o 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too_o must_v be_v always_o do_v without_o any_o motion_n of_o mind_n for_o as_o much_o as_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o the_o injury_n and_o trouble_n of_o no_o creature_n can_v move_v he_o because_o he_o remain_v confirm_v in_o that_o which_o be_v true_o immovable_a dear_a brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o if_o that_o same_o trouble_n shall_v be_v reiterated_a thou_o may_v always_o have_v this_o aim_v fix_v in_o thy_o sight_n for_o although_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n the_o justice_n be_v on_o your_o part_n yet_o the_o mind_n ought_v to_o remain_v always_o free_a without_o the_o use_n of_o this_o right_n otherwise_o there_o will_v arise_v a_o enmity_n from_o thence_o and_o a_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n for_o thus_o that_o which_o be_v earthly_a overwhelm_v that_o which_o be_v heavenly_a with_o such_o a_o blindness_n that_o it_o plain_o seem_v to_o a_o man_n that_o he_o have_v some_o divine_a right_n whenas_o yet_o god_n can_v but_o love_n nor_o do_v he_o require_v 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take_v all_o as_o from_o the_o creator_n whether_o they_o be_v grateful_a or_o ungrateful_a and_o though_o we_o may_v not_o as_o yet_o come_v thus_o far_o yet_o be_v this_o to_o be_v account_v for_o a_o rule_n and_o to_o be_v follow_v with_o all_o endeavour_n and_o with_o this_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o recommend_v to_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v be_v helpful_a to_o we_o all_o and_o keep_v and_o promote_v we_o all_o more_o and_o more_o in_o his_o own_o way_n epist._n xxx_o how_o a_o noble_a plant_n spring_v up_o out_o of_o the_o dead_a seed_n through_o the_o divine_a fuitfulness_n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n the_o herb_n we_o have_v receive_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n who_o from_o his_o eternal_a beam_a forth_o have_v make_v to_o come_v forth_o the_o outflowing_a power_n of_o all_o his_o creature_n according_a to_o the_o common_a and_o outstreaming_a operation_n of_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n replenish_v thou_o and_o the_o common_a emptiness_n of_o other_o with_o 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virtue_n thereof_o that_o miracle_n of_o the_o supernatural_a spiritual_a and_o eternal_a life_n may_v be_v discover_v and_o acknowledge_v together_o with_o the_o spiritual_a salvation_n in_o christ_n his_o eternal_a and_o only_o beget_v son_n in_o who_o miserable_a we_o be_v depress_v down_o into_o death_n with_o verity_n epist._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o right_a uncloathing_n of_o self_n and_o of_o the_o yield_n up_o of_o the_o soul_n in_o all_o suffering_n dear_a brother_n the_o lord_n be_v mindful_a of_o our_o misery_n and_o first_o to_o behold_v i_o the_o most_o miserable_a one_o with_o commiseration_n and_o offer_v to_o himself_o my_o heart_n make_v bare_a and_o empty_v by_o many_o press_n together_o and_o that_o he_o will_v renunerate_v it_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o fruitfulness_n in_o a_o divine_a and_o eternal_a redemption_n and_o freedom_n from_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o my_o heart_n who_o hold_v it_o captive_a in_o the_o chain_n of_o darkness_n out_o of_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n to_o who_o i_o be_o subject_v be_v ignorant_a whither_o at_o last_o i_o must_v go_v hence_o see_v that_o my_o anxiety_n the_o long_a it_o be_v be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o vehement_a so_o that_o i_o must_v always_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n see_v all_o else_o be_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o the_o lord_n look_v upon_o my_o nakedness_n and_o be_v my_o preserver_n that_o be_v keep_v up_o by_o and_o in_o he_o i_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o the_o sanctification_n of_o thing_n temporaneous_a in_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o own_o proper_a life_n and_o in_o the_o liberty_n of_o the_o divine_a obedience_n with_o these_o i_o recommend_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o can_v advance_v we_o high_o in_o his_o way_n and_o can_v fasten_v we_o firm_o to_o the_o cross_n in_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o of_o our_o will_n that_o in_o he_o we_o may_v be_v keep_v safe_a all_o that_o short_a space_n of_o our_o faint_n in_o this_o time_n be_v in_o his_o fear_n deliver_v up_o unto_o death_n according_a to_o the_o ordination_n of_o his_o judgement_n impend_v over_o we_o that_o so_o we_o may_v be_v lead_v and_o get_v forward_o in_o his_o way_n and_o that_o we_o may_v bid_v farewell_n with_o all_o our_o might_n to_o time_n that_o eternity_n may_v take_v place_n in_o we_o and_o that_o we_o may_v so_o die_v to_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v walk_v here_o on_o the_o earth_n only_o as_o pilgrim_n the_o omnipotent_a god_n deal_v with_o we_o in_o his_o good_a pleasure_n according_a to_o his_o mercy_n and_o lead_v we_o through_o with_o victory_n even_o in_o our_o imbecility_n unto_o the_o very_a end_n epist._n xxxii_o concern_v the_o death_n of_o all_o create_a thing_n and_o of_o all_o those_o which_o be_v bear_v out_o of_o they_o most_o belove_a brother_n all_o thing_n do_v tend_v to_o the_o end_n and_o death_n of_o their_o create_a nature_n whence_o do_v arise_v many_o sigh_n and_o a_o most_o 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